Sunday, October 30, 2005 ×
:)))))))))))))
lalala funny how two words make me hop around in silly joy like that. brings back memories of the good old happy times aye :D
yes im dumb. but no i do not have a crush
i promise to do something about my layout soon cus i know we're all bored alrd.
lalala funny how two words make me hop around in silly joy like that. brings back memories of the good old happy times aye :D
yes im dumb. but no i do not have a crush
i promise to do something about my layout soon cus i know we're all bored alrd.
Sunday, October 30, 2005 ×
cheese has a wife thanks to wong! :D
its called hotdog btw. so now the girl can stop stealing my man, demanding a ransom & embarrassing me by going like your man is behind ._.
i think im driving shannie nuts. -laughs. i cant help it if im gluttonous aye?
havent jogged/swimmed for one whole week alrd. :(
pls do come up to me & demand to see my funky earrings! :D hahs and no wans i do not happen to think that im cheap
im hungry again :(
virgin suicide
what was that she cried?
no use in stayin'
on this holocaust ride
she gave me her cherry
shes my virgin suicide
my mum thinks that my shoulders are bony, while wansu said it was fleshy ._. rightttt
hahs and i hope its the former.
my pants are one size too large :(
i realise my attention span is getting shorter & shorter recently.
which is why shopping is the only thing that has managed to pique my interest. i get to see many things and when bored i can just walk on :D
not so much of a good thing when i spend though
waiting for xt to come online might just take two years. i havent seen her online since forever seriously
its hilarious playing the finger-guessing game with my class :) i mean 13people squeezing on two benches in the canteen, laughing till our throats hurt, shrieking in both delight & horror, cheering and finally doing highly silly/embarrassing forfeits.
such fun :D and i pray i'll remain lucky
my condition is getting better though i still dont sleep through the night :)
in case you didnt know, i stir every night between 3am to 6am for no apparent reason. and it takes me quite awhile to get back to sleep which is so very disturbing.
daryl says: so its mainly guy-girl sms with all the action
i dont quite know how that fits in, but ohwells this entry is titled MORE RANDOM STUFF aye
its time for dinner :) so no joggin for lazy little wai whos having macs breakfast tomm morning while they all have CLAO
yes i am gloating. deal with it
its called hotdog btw. so now the girl can stop stealing my man, demanding a ransom & embarrassing me by going like your man is behind ._.
i think im driving shannie nuts. -laughs. i cant help it if im gluttonous aye?
havent jogged/swimmed for one whole week alrd. :(
pls do come up to me & demand to see my funky earrings! :D hahs and no wans i do not happen to think that im cheap
im hungry again :(
virgin suicide
what was that she cried?
no use in stayin'
on this holocaust ride
she gave me her cherry
shes my virgin suicide
my mum thinks that my shoulders are bony, while wansu said it was fleshy ._. rightttt
hahs and i hope its the former.
my pants are one size too large :(
i realise my attention span is getting shorter & shorter recently.
which is why shopping is the only thing that has managed to pique my interest. i get to see many things and when bored i can just walk on :D
not so much of a good thing when i spend though
waiting for xt to come online might just take two years. i havent seen her online since forever seriously
its hilarious playing the finger-guessing game with my class :) i mean 13people squeezing on two benches in the canteen, laughing till our throats hurt, shrieking in both delight & horror, cheering and finally doing highly silly/embarrassing forfeits.
such fun :D and i pray i'll remain lucky
my condition is getting better though i still dont sleep through the night :)
in case you didnt know, i stir every night between 3am to 6am for no apparent reason. and it takes me quite awhile to get back to sleep which is so very disturbing.
daryl says: so its mainly guy-girl sms with all the action
i dont quite know how that fits in, but ohwells this entry is titled MORE RANDOM STUFF aye
its time for dinner :) so no joggin for lazy little wai whos having macs breakfast tomm morning while they all have CLAO
yes i am gloating. deal with it
Sunday, October 30, 2005 ×
from the moment you walked into my world
never knew how long a loving flame could burn
but losing you has forced me to learn
that we cant change the way we feel inside
and every try at love never turns out right
we both know its better if we just let it go
so lets have
one last kiss
one last touch
one last tender moment between us
one last dance
to our first song
while pretending there's nothing wrong
lets stay here for a while and
cherish every moment we're in denial
we both know
its better if we just let it go
Saturday, October 29, 2005 ×
i miss 2305
OP presentation was okay this morning.
slacked in room 125 after school, before their CLAO on tuesday. gossiped and talked about first impressions & all as a class, or at least the majority. :) it was so hilarious and happy.
my messages are lagging again :(
i desperately need to find a job cus i have been spending money as if my parents have money to burn
how much wood would a woodstock stock if a woodstock could stock wood?
i cried on thursday.
havent sobbed like that for ages it scares me quite abit. especially so when there were no apparent reasons for me ta have broke down that way
ohwells.
flowers are so pretty :)
for once doing pw isnt so much of a drag cus i get to see the gorgeous blooms.
and the bright yellow/orange sunflower is my desktop wallpaper
colour therapy might actually be working !
i ended the previous entry so abruptly cus i ended up gossiping with sue wen & wong (:
and this will end here.
OP presentation was okay this morning.
slacked in room 125 after school, before their CLAO on tuesday. gossiped and talked about first impressions & all as a class, or at least the majority. :) it was so hilarious and happy.
my messages are lagging again :(
i desperately need to find a job cus i have been spending money as if my parents have money to burn
how much wood would a woodstock stock if a woodstock could stock wood?
i cried on thursday.
havent sobbed like that for ages it scares me quite abit. especially so when there were no apparent reasons for me ta have broke down that way
ohwells.
flowers are so pretty :)
for once doing pw isnt so much of a drag cus i get to see the gorgeous blooms.
and the bright yellow/orange sunflower is my desktop wallpaper
colour therapy might actually be working !
i ended the previous entry so abruptly cus i ended up gossiping with sue wen & wong (:
and this will end here.
Friday, October 28, 2005 ×
things to remember for OP:
- stop looking like a little alien
- do something about my voice
- time to change my spastic face (goodness knows how)
- not shake my head or open my eyes too big
days are boring, but fun at the same time (: sigh the com at home seems conked up, so here i am in the school library while the GP lecturer is still talking away in LT2. ohwells
last day of school.
met lei & vonn yesterday! :D happiness whooosh. but going home was a total drag cus of the thunderstorm. was stuck at the bus stop for one whole hour, and my hp chose to die on me at that time :( and when i did call home, no one picked up. like UGH what luck aye. and aniw with the heavy rain, lightning+thunder & all, i didnt wanna subject anyone to walking in it just to pick me aye. so yea waited till the weather looked a tad bit better before calling home again. there i was feeling cold, wet, hopeless & depressed, basically bad, here comes my mum who goes like tsk its your own fault for not charging your hp ._. thanks alot mum.
- stop looking like a little alien
- do something about my voice
- time to change my spastic face (goodness knows how)
- not shake my head or open my eyes too big
days are boring, but fun at the same time (: sigh the com at home seems conked up, so here i am in the school library while the GP lecturer is still talking away in LT2. ohwells
last day of school.
met lei & vonn yesterday! :D happiness whooosh. but going home was a total drag cus of the thunderstorm. was stuck at the bus stop for one whole hour, and my hp chose to die on me at that time :( and when i did call home, no one picked up. like UGH what luck aye. and aniw with the heavy rain, lightning+thunder & all, i didnt wanna subject anyone to walking in it just to pick me aye. so yea waited till the weather looked a tad bit better before calling home again. there i was feeling cold, wet, hopeless & depressed, basically bad, here comes my mum who goes like tsk its your own fault for not charging your hp ._. thanks alot mum.
Wednesday, October 26, 2005 ×
all i have to do
is think of you
i think of you and its gone
like you chase away the storm
making it all okay
i think of you
i think of you and im strong
and i know i can go on
its like you set me free
when life gets the best of me
i just think of you
<3
is think of you
i think of you and its gone
like you chase away the storm
making it all okay
i think of you
i think of you and im strong
and i know i can go on
its like you set me free
when life gets the best of me
i just think of you
<3
Sunday, October 23, 2005 ×
date today: october 23'05
(:
we should celebrate this every month aye, for the rest of the year!
hahs what a day. met xav supposedly to do some light shopping but ended up freezing my butt off in kfc :( wells worth it anyway, cus .. hahas nevermind!
aniw it was pretty fun removing the sticky things (admit it xav you suck at it), separating the colours, filling 'em up, eavesdropping on little boys who are such jerks, bitching about the boys using the F language with me barely making much sense while laughing, having evil spoon & chopstick fights etc. -laughs.
then i felt so dumb waiting for fabian sis to reply my msg when he told me he cant be reached via his hp anymore ._. called his house but forgot that i can leave a message with his bro.
thanks alot i know i am not very bright.
and so its more pw & lectures tomorrow. how disgusting :( mm should i go down tomm to changi then? sighhh gotta see how things go i suppose. but i cant wait to get to school though! hahs i bet end here before i ruin everyth aye. :D so there
(:
we should celebrate this every month aye, for the rest of the year!
hahs what a day. met xav supposedly to do some light shopping but ended up freezing my butt off in kfc :( wells worth it anyway, cus .. hahas nevermind!
aniw it was pretty fun removing the sticky things (admit it xav you suck at it), separating the colours, filling 'em up, eavesdropping on little boys who are such jerks, bitching about the boys using the F language with me barely making much sense while laughing, having evil spoon & chopstick fights etc. -laughs.
then i felt so dumb waiting for fabian sis to reply my msg when he told me he cant be reached via his hp anymore ._. called his house but forgot that i can leave a message with his bro.
thanks alot i know i am not very bright.
and so its more pw & lectures tomorrow. how disgusting :( mm should i go down tomm to changi then? sighhh gotta see how things go i suppose. but i cant wait to get to school though! hahs i bet end here before i ruin everyth aye. :D so there
Sunday, October 23, 2005 ×
and so the story goes, woodstock already knows that i supposedly am in love with him ._. rightttt and no prizes for guessing whos gonna get it on monday? -GLARES.
hahahs ohwells but its all in the good name of fun. plus i heard some stuff about him from daryl which was hilarious
listening to techno is cracking me up. nopes i do not happen to think that this genre of music is senseless, so im not getting some form of cheap thrill laughing at it either. just that techno reminds me of ummm .. oh darn i didnt have a nickname for him then. okay reminds me of some eyecandy i used to have, who was like a pro in dancing to techno. -laughs. and i actually saw it for my own eyes thanks to nd who excitedly showed me lol
im bored. :( whrs rate? :( okay i know where but still .. hiaks! hahas nevermind its pretty amusing discovering some stuff today. ohwells :D
hahahs ohwells but its all in the good name of fun. plus i heard some stuff about him from daryl which was hilarious
listening to techno is cracking me up. nopes i do not happen to think that this genre of music is senseless, so im not getting some form of cheap thrill laughing at it either. just that techno reminds me of ummm .. oh darn i didnt have a nickname for him then. okay reminds me of some eyecandy i used to have, who was like a pro in dancing to techno. -laughs. and i actually saw it for my own eyes thanks to nd who excitedly showed me lol
im bored. :( whrs rate? :( okay i know where but still .. hiaks! hahas nevermind its pretty amusing discovering some stuff today. ohwells :D
Saturday, October 22, 2005 ×
omg i swear i HAVE TO visit Poipu Beach in Kauai, Hawaii. at least once in my entire life i must & will go there or i wont die in peace aye
its seriously GORGEOUS.
think: America's best beach
yes i mean it omg the weather's great all year round, the beautiful inviting waters, good facilities, pretty beach and breath-taking sunset. i was like wishing i was in the tv (lol Charlie and the Chocolate Factory) and enjoying all that sun & fun.
usually, i like to watch Discovery Travel & Living. but today, I LOVE IT (: they were rating the top beaches in America! ohmygawd i was like WOAH drooling on the couch aye.
woooots and Poipu was NUMBER ONE :D seriously if any of you beach goers saw that, im sure you'll share my sentiments. its truly Gorgeous aye! i wanna wanna wanna go, and i will!
anyone wants ta join me ? :D
its seriously GORGEOUS.
think: America's best beach
yes i mean it omg the weather's great all year round, the beautiful inviting waters, good facilities, pretty beach and breath-taking sunset. i was like wishing i was in the tv (lol Charlie and the Chocolate Factory) and enjoying all that sun & fun.
usually, i like to watch Discovery Travel & Living. but today, I LOVE IT (: they were rating the top beaches in America! ohmygawd i was like WOAH drooling on the couch aye.
woooots and Poipu was NUMBER ONE :D seriously if any of you beach goers saw that, im sure you'll share my sentiments. its truly Gorgeous aye! i wanna wanna wanna go, and i will!
anyone wants ta join me ? :D
Saturday, October 22, 2005 ×
ohhhh and i saw muscle aik yesterday night near my place when i was going out! for some reason i found it so hilarious i was laughing even after i boarded the bus.
hahas ohwells :D reminds me of the love proclamation he wrote on my shirt LOL.
Mars bar icecream is obviously doing much good to my mood (: the ohso sinfulicious caramel worked perfectly aye. i love chocolates :D
mm went to hospital just now, i'd say it was pretty depressing. i conclude that its honestly a dreadful place to be staying in, and that i'll probably never be able to work as a nurse. in case you were wondering, yes i went through a I WANT TO BE A NURSE phase once.
-yawns. time for a nap!
hahas ohwells :D reminds me of the love proclamation he wrote on my shirt LOL.
Mars bar icecream is obviously doing much good to my mood (: the ohso sinfulicious caramel worked perfectly aye. i love chocolates :D
mm went to hospital just now, i'd say it was pretty depressing. i conclude that its honestly a dreadful place to be staying in, and that i'll probably never be able to work as a nurse. in case you were wondering, yes i went through a I WANT TO BE A NURSE phase once.
-yawns. time for a nap!
Friday, October 21, 2005 ×
- morning was brightened by the smiling dog at the junction (:
- thanks suann for that handy piece of information. i really appreciate it aye
- school was exceptionally quiet with the absence of zibbie
- finished watching Iron Ladies with shannie! omg Jung is so cute :D and i think Chai is goodlooking heh. woots and Pia is hot grins
- pw sucks (self explanatory)
- chee whispers in my ear: oh my darling LOL
- phone conversations with cer & xiu that consisted of alot of bitching
- chat with dor made me feel alot better, thanks girl!
- embarrassed myself so many times today :|
- amk library with diana, mui & wans
- night swimming with xin: brand new fun experience
- im gorging myself with chocolates. and if my mum knows her Royce chocolate is diminishing at such a high rate, she'd probably kill me lol.
to mui & wans:
-hugs. trust me, 2305 loves you no matter what yea(: and its only complete with twentyFOUR of us.
theres never been no doubt in my mind
that i'll regret ever having you by my side
but if the day come that i'll have to let you go
i think that something i should probably let you know
with everything that i spent with you
then i will miss you cus im happy that i have you at all
never be replaced aye sweets, thats y'all. note keyword here, never.
much <3 to ya dear girls(:
- thanks suann for that handy piece of information. i really appreciate it aye
- school was exceptionally quiet with the absence of zibbie
- finished watching Iron Ladies with shannie! omg Jung is so cute :D and i think Chai is goodlooking heh. woots and Pia is hot grins
- pw sucks (self explanatory)
- chee whispers in my ear: oh my darling LOL
- phone conversations with cer & xiu that consisted of alot of bitching
- chat with dor made me feel alot better, thanks girl!
- embarrassed myself so many times today :|
- amk library with diana, mui & wans
- night swimming with xin: brand new fun experience
- im gorging myself with chocolates. and if my mum knows her Royce chocolate is diminishing at such a high rate, she'd probably kill me lol.
to mui & wans:
-hugs. trust me, 2305 loves you no matter what yea(: and its only complete with twentyFOUR of us.
theres never been no doubt in my mind
that i'll regret ever having you by my side
but if the day come that i'll have to let you go
i think that something i should probably let you know
with everything that i spent with you
then i will miss you cus im happy that i have you at all
never be replaced aye sweets, thats y'all. note keyword here, never.
much <3 to ya dear girls(:
Thursday, October 20, 2005 ×
Thursday, October 20, 2005 ×
as i drift on, i stop to ponder occasionally where does this path lead me? like always, i am stumped.
whats new aye?
at times like these, i make myself sick to the stomach.
when responsibility and obligation comes into the picture, intentions seem ambiguous & doubtful. yet in any case, they have to be fulfilled. duties to be carried out, routines to follow, smiles to wear and patronising words to entertain.
how tiring, how sad, how pathetic.
but at the same time, so inescapable & unavoidable. cus my conscience has an ethereal presence that lingers & acts as a constant reminder to be good.
from delightful novelty to mutual understanding. what happens when it is reduced to sheer routine?
and tell me, is it inevitable?
--
ive given up,
on giving up slowly,
im blending in so you wont even know me
apart from this whole world that shares my fate
this one last bullet you mention
is my one last shot at redemption
cus i know to live you must give your life away
and ive been housing all this doubt
and insecurity
and ive been locked inside that house
all while you hold the key
and ive been dying to get out
and that might be the death of me
and even though, theres no way in knowing where to go,
promise im going because
i gotta get outta here
whats new aye?
at times like these, i make myself sick to the stomach.
when responsibility and obligation comes into the picture, intentions seem ambiguous & doubtful. yet in any case, they have to be fulfilled. duties to be carried out, routines to follow, smiles to wear and patronising words to entertain.
how tiring, how sad, how pathetic.
but at the same time, so inescapable & unavoidable. cus my conscience has an ethereal presence that lingers & acts as a constant reminder to be good.
from delightful novelty to mutual understanding. what happens when it is reduced to sheer routine?
and tell me, is it inevitable?
--
ive given up,
on giving up slowly,
im blending in so you wont even know me
apart from this whole world that shares my fate
this one last bullet you mention
is my one last shot at redemption
cus i know to live you must give your life away
and ive been housing all this doubt
and insecurity
and ive been locked inside that house
all while you hold the key
and ive been dying to get out
and that might be the death of me
and even though, theres no way in knowing where to go,
promise im going because
i gotta get outta here
Wednesday, October 19, 2005 ×
righttt so now its an open secret that im supposedly in love with woodstock ._. and no all of you are not supposed to tell him that or i might just die from embarrassment. hehhs though i honestly think he has nice shoulders! :D
ohwells nuff about scandals. my arms are aching :( so is my right shoulder blade ouch. but its worth it for all that fun BEAMS. hahas and no im not saying why!
sigh part of me wants to walk on, the other still wishes things could be like before. and this is so very confusing :( but if even rate the crappy can be pissed, it spells bad aye. ohwells -shrugs.
watching the video took during the bbq with the bbcians makes me :))) oh when the saints go marching in.
omg i just heard the worst news on earth and right now i pray its just gossip. but come on lets face it, as much as i try i cant deceive myself. nevertheless, i'll still keep my fingers crossed for him, and for the best.
i realise this is an extremely random entry that makes references to just about everyth. and aniw, xin where have ya shifted to aye? update me, and lets meet soon babe :)
its funny seeing everyone's MSN nick going like: sugar we're going down. woots theyve finally discovered fallout boy!! :D hahas and as i was humming the song, the first person to react to it was joyce. beams and so we all like fallout boy aye :D
ohwells nuff about scandals. my arms are aching :( so is my right shoulder blade ouch. but its worth it for all that fun BEAMS. hahas and no im not saying why!
sigh part of me wants to walk on, the other still wishes things could be like before. and this is so very confusing :( but if even rate the crappy can be pissed, it spells bad aye. ohwells -shrugs.
watching the video took during the bbq with the bbcians makes me :))) oh when the saints go marching in.
omg i just heard the worst news on earth and right now i pray its just gossip. but come on lets face it, as much as i try i cant deceive myself. nevertheless, i'll still keep my fingers crossed for him, and for the best.
i realise this is an extremely random entry that makes references to just about everyth. and aniw, xin where have ya shifted to aye? update me, and lets meet soon babe :)
its funny seeing everyone's MSN nick going like: sugar we're going down. woots theyve finally discovered fallout boy!! :D hahas and as i was humming the song, the first person to react to it was joyce. beams and so we all like fallout boy aye :D
Tuesday, October 18, 2005 ×
i really hate it when my mum makes me eat dinner.
like UGH im not anorexic seriously look at me ._. and girls with eating disorders dont eat monstrously like i do alright. hello please see how thin your son is and make HIM eat more instead. shannie please do enlighten my mum that im FAR from slim someday cus shes driving me bananas~
and believe me .. i DO EAT !! omg so irritating. imagine this, i have my dinner at home for fear that she'll start scolding me again though im so bloated alrd.
gawddd all sortsa ridiculous things are happening ._. now sister fabian claims i should work as a dancer HA HA HA. spare me please~ seriously .. are ya all looking at me??!! -faints. i mean CMI is stamped in bold all over my face aye.
and i needta find someone new to strike my fancy :( rate is getting BORING alrd. i think i might have found a new candidate alrd, but ohwells its too early to tell.
edit/i take this back.
like UGH im not anorexic seriously look at me ._. and girls with eating disorders dont eat monstrously like i do alright. hello please see how thin your son is and make HIM eat more instead. shannie please do enlighten my mum that im FAR from slim someday cus shes driving me bananas~
and believe me .. i DO EAT !! omg so irritating. imagine this, i have my dinner at home for fear that she'll start scolding me again though im so bloated alrd.
gawddd all sortsa ridiculous things are happening ._. now sister fabian claims i should work as a dancer HA HA HA. spare me please~ seriously .. are ya all looking at me??!! -faints. i mean CMI is stamped in bold all over my face aye.
edit/i take this back.
Monday, October 17, 2005 ×
ohno please let me be imagining things :| wai you are thinking too much so refrain okay. eeks if its true i might just faint & die cus its so weird !!
i know im ranting again but im so freaked omg. hahas shit :| basically i thought i saw the nicer side of someone today, but wondering about the intentions of the person scares me. this is just damn strange and im frightened. lets just pray its sheer sympathy & nothing more aye
speaking of prayers, im saying mine tonight as well. all 24 of us will spend 23may next year togt celebrating being 23/05 yea :)
ohshit i feel like kicking myself again .. but nopes i cannot falter now. stand tall, stay strong & hang in there but move on wai. like what you say all the time: DEAL WIT IT. you know yourself aye, dont stumble & fall right back again yea.
woots nd rocks my socks, hahs whats new aye? sigh but pw suckssss :(
and i wanna go swimming & blading too.
i know im ranting again but im so freaked omg. hahas shit :| basically i thought i saw the nicer side of someone today, but wondering about the intentions of the person scares me. this is just damn strange and im frightened. lets just pray its sheer sympathy & nothing more aye
speaking of prayers, im saying mine tonight as well. all 24 of us will spend 23may next year togt celebrating being 23/05 yea :)
ohshit i feel like kicking myself again .. but nopes i cannot falter now. stand tall, stay strong & hang in there but move on wai. like what you say all the time: DEAL WIT IT. you know yourself aye, dont stumble & fall right back again yea.
woots nd rocks my socks, hahs whats new aye? sigh but pw suckssss :(
and i wanna go swimming & blading too.
Sunday, October 16, 2005 ×
so very tired now, stoning like nobody's business :| but i still feel good :) i love my friends, need i say more?
later.
--
eeks im gonna grow DAMN FAT. :| i believe ive ate enough for the past two days to last me about a week. and my tumm's permanently bloated yucks. this is BAD ! mm shall do some updates
saturday
tele-conferenced with xin & xiu in the morn cus we were too lazy to meet :| or rather, THEY didnt wanna meet growls. hahas lazy people tsk. so being deprived of a swim, i headed down to AJ cus my mum insisted that its not right for me to go to NJ & not support my school ._. righttt okay. hahas so hung around the ER & walked around for awhile. mm headed to NJ and i must say it was great :) first thing .. MY FAVOURITE MIRROR IS STILL THERE !! although its in a sad state now, but i still love it gringrin. secondly i saw p**d*** & he still recognises me omg i almost died hyperventilating :D hahs cer & sam hadta calm me down before i burst with happiness right before his eyes lol. mm it was nice overall, saw quite a few asstwelvers plus mr lee! in alphabetical order .. alex, BP cer, muscleaik cheraik, daryl, budd dev, haik imbo partner, leon, rocker reuben, OC girls funky sam the man, fellow wai & yins toot :)
finally made it to suntec by 4pm to meet the bbcians! saw kunlin then hengwei on my way which was pretty strange lol. dont ask me why but i seriously thought so heh. aniw yes i know i was super late (like 2hours?) but better late than never aye :D got the stuff for the bbq and it was like so tiring getting back to joyce's place. and it didnt help that we were locked out for about 1hour with police staring at us like we were delinquents ._. and OUCH only hp is my true friend!! grr the rest couldnt be bothered about my badly bruised wrist :( heartless creatures tsk. hahs but aniw it was a happy sight with all nine of us wearing different colours :D
mm prepared the stuff & headed to ECP. omg C-11 is so far in :| and the facilities there are totally bbq-unfriendly growls. for one thing, there are no wash points near the pits, plus the lack of washrooms ._. UGH. hehs but still it was fun albeit the spoilt lighter, lousy facilities, time (we reached at 8.30pm), flimsy tongs & etc. in fact we were so famished that we ate the crabsticks raw, under joyce's suggestion. and i seriously think its a miracle im not having diarrhoea, cus i was the royal tester :D hahas and the royal cutter too! which basically translates into me being the guinea pig trying the food & then cutting them into smaller pieces. hahas :D
wheee then sat by the shore wit lei looking at the night sky & sea. :) nicee! although the waters looked pretty scary no thanks to my wild imagination, it was still nice watching the waves aye.
lol uhh after that all of us got pretty high & started getting random. hahs shouting across to the people in the adventure race & plotting to steal their bicycles. mm gossiped & ate alot! plus it was wheee plenty of laughter contributed by mel's classic moments :D i think we've all grown up ._. righttt girl lol. cabbed back to joyce's place & we were pretty wasted after that.
mm spent today with them as well :D hahs it was hilarious trying to prepare breakfast! hiaks sadly almost everyone's got other commitments (church, pw, work) & left earlier. and the day passed so quickly growls. by the time i got home its like time for dinner alrd ._.
woots love this weekend :D sighh school again tomm :( i'd seriously rather have lessons than aimless boring pw yucks. okay wait i have seconds thoughts on that if we're talking about GP lessons. and i seriously hope i can pass my econs & physics aye, just an E oh pretty please.
and im breaking out like crazy again omg what a nightmare. plus my back is peeling too :| its itching like crazy cus of that. hahs so dont be mistaken & think that i dont bathe or sth aye.
sigh and my hp bill is so gonna explode :| eeks keep talking to rate without realising that we talk for ages at one go. hahas damnnn imagine this, i thought it was like 10min when it was 45min alrd. tsk i ought to get a job lest my mum kills me. hahas
hahas yes i know im ranting nonstop :| waiting for my tummy to be less bloated so i can go sleep. sheesh but its not getting any better bleh.
later.
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eeks im gonna grow DAMN FAT. :| i believe ive ate enough for the past two days to last me about a week. and my tumm's permanently bloated yucks. this is BAD ! mm shall do some updates
saturday
tele-conferenced with xin & xiu in the morn cus we were too lazy to meet :| or rather, THEY didnt wanna meet growls. hahas lazy people tsk. so being deprived of a swim, i headed down to AJ cus my mum insisted that its not right for me to go to NJ & not support my school ._. righttt okay. hahas so hung around the ER & walked around for awhile. mm headed to NJ and i must say it was great :) first thing .. MY FAVOURITE MIRROR IS STILL THERE !! although its in a sad state now, but i still love it gringrin. secondly i saw p**d*** & he still recognises me omg i almost died hyperventilating :D hahs cer & sam hadta calm me down before i burst with happiness right before his eyes lol. mm it was nice overall, saw quite a few asstwelvers plus mr lee! in alphabetical order .. alex, BP cer, muscleaik cheraik, daryl, budd dev, haik imbo partner, leon, rocker reuben, OC girls funky sam the man, fellow wai & yins toot :)
finally made it to suntec by 4pm to meet the bbcians! saw kunlin then hengwei on my way which was pretty strange lol. dont ask me why but i seriously thought so heh. aniw yes i know i was super late (like 2hours?) but better late than never aye :D got the stuff for the bbq and it was like so tiring getting back to joyce's place. and it didnt help that we were locked out for about 1hour with police staring at us like we were delinquents ._. and OUCH only hp is my true friend!! grr the rest couldnt be bothered about my badly bruised wrist :( heartless creatures tsk. hahs but aniw it was a happy sight with all nine of us wearing different colours :D
mm prepared the stuff & headed to ECP. omg C-11 is so far in :| and the facilities there are totally bbq-unfriendly growls. for one thing, there are no wash points near the pits, plus the lack of washrooms ._. UGH. hehs but still it was fun albeit the spoilt lighter, lousy facilities, time (we reached at 8.30pm), flimsy tongs & etc. in fact we were so famished that we ate the crabsticks raw, under joyce's suggestion. and i seriously think its a miracle im not having diarrhoea, cus i was the royal tester :D hahas and the royal cutter too! which basically translates into me being the guinea pig trying the food & then cutting them into smaller pieces. hahas :D
wheee then sat by the shore wit lei looking at the night sky & sea. :) nicee! although the waters looked pretty scary no thanks to my wild imagination, it was still nice watching the waves aye.
lol uhh after that all of us got pretty high & started getting random. hahs shouting across to the people in the adventure race & plotting to steal their bicycles. mm gossiped & ate alot! plus it was wheee plenty of laughter contributed by mel's classic moments :D i think we've all grown up ._. righttt girl lol. cabbed back to joyce's place & we were pretty wasted after that.
mm spent today with them as well :D hahs it was hilarious trying to prepare breakfast! hiaks sadly almost everyone's got other commitments (church, pw, work) & left earlier. and the day passed so quickly growls. by the time i got home its like time for dinner alrd ._.
woots love this weekend :D sighh school again tomm :( i'd seriously rather have lessons than aimless boring pw yucks. okay wait i have seconds thoughts on that if we're talking about GP lessons. and i seriously hope i can pass my econs & physics aye, just an E oh pretty please.
and im breaking out like crazy again omg what a nightmare. plus my back is peeling too :| its itching like crazy cus of that. hahs so dont be mistaken & think that i dont bathe or sth aye.
sigh and my hp bill is so gonna explode :| eeks keep talking to rate without realising that we talk for ages at one go. hahas damnnn imagine this, i thought it was like 10min when it was 45min alrd. tsk i ought to get a job lest my mum kills me. hahas
hahas yes i know im ranting nonstop :| waiting for my tummy to be less bloated so i can go sleep. sheesh but its not getting any better bleh.
Friday, October 14, 2005 ×
lol i feel like kicking myself !! was playing Pinball while waiting for rate, cus he told me to. and when he finally came .. i was so obsessed with playing he left ._. how dumb
no prizes for guessing why i started to play Pinball. hahs thanks to eileen, enrui, hengwei & royston who were like going nuts playing in class that day lol. and i recall them going like someone has no balls, and the other still have two .____. theyve got me addicted now eeks this is BAD. hahas and the worse thing is that i seem to score better in school despite royston's constant tauntings. ohmann what is this?!
woots rate is back :D okay i shall stop playing for a sec aye lest he disappears again.
talking to yins makes me SMILE :) and im really glad we're both moving on to the next phase in our lives already. never really thought that the sinking feeling can be replaced with laughters & joy. and girl, im so not still hung over HIM okay tsk, i'll prove it tomm by not hyperventilating when i see him. uhh HIM refers to mr vowel or more intimately known as ohdi :D
hope tomm will be a great day aye. gonna be meeting the lazybums first, then might be dropping by aj to see hows openhouse, next off to nj :) and finally meeting the bbcians omg i cant wait ta meet them!! although im not looking forward to marinating chicken & what not :| -gringrin. but its time spent wit them that matters :D
omg i hit 6million for Pinball :D DEAL WITH THAT !! hahas damnn at this very moment i wish royston's here so i can mock him. oops sorry diana!
MSN chat with suann is HILARIOUS ! basically i was going on about how i am so tempted to kick some loser squarely in the balls and tell him to eff off. but i decided that it was spiteful, exaggerated & not feasible. and the girl told me to relax as well, so i decided yea i should use a different approach. however the next thing i know, that popped out:
•°o.O s u a n n »-(¯`v´¯)-» of [dreams], *love, -music and eternity// O.o°• says:
nono
•°o.O s u a n n »-(¯`v´¯)-» of [dreams], *love, -music and eternity// O.o°• says:
u can kick by accident
omg hahas way to go girl ;) although it still isnt a good idea to rid irritants in my life, but i'll keep that suggestion in mind! thanks girl :D
hiaks the taste of the brownies zibbie baked is still lingering in my mouth. it seriously tastes DAMN GOOD and she made it from scratch, not Betty Crocker or what not. i want somemore! hehhs and no its not too sweet either. like a HUGE improvement from the durian flavoured cookies lol
oh yea and seriously .. STOP EYEING MY DARLING ALRIGHT ! this is too much tsk. hes mine, and only i can eye him :P shooo. hahas
no prizes for guessing why i started to play Pinball. hahs thanks to eileen, enrui, hengwei & royston who were like going nuts playing in class that day lol. and i recall them going like someone has no balls, and the other still have two .____. theyve got me addicted now eeks this is BAD. hahas and the worse thing is that i seem to score better in school despite royston's constant tauntings. ohmann what is this?!
woots rate is back :D okay i shall stop playing for a sec aye lest he disappears again.
talking to yins makes me SMILE :) and im really glad we're both moving on to the next phase in our lives already. never really thought that the sinking feeling can be replaced with laughters & joy. and girl, im so not still hung over HIM okay tsk, i'll prove it tomm by not hyperventilating when i see him. uhh HIM refers to mr vowel or more intimately known as ohdi :D
hope tomm will be a great day aye. gonna be meeting the lazybums first, then might be dropping by aj to see hows openhouse, next off to nj :) and finally meeting the bbcians omg i cant wait ta meet them!! although im not looking forward to marinating chicken & what not :| -gringrin. but its time spent wit them that matters :D
omg i hit 6million for Pinball :D DEAL WITH THAT !! hahas damnn at this very moment i wish royston's here so i can mock him. oops sorry diana!
MSN chat with suann is HILARIOUS ! basically i was going on about how i am so tempted to kick some loser squarely in the balls and tell him to eff off. but i decided that it was spiteful, exaggerated & not feasible. and the girl told me to relax as well, so i decided yea i should use a different approach. however the next thing i know, that popped out:
•°o.O s u a n n »-(¯`v´¯)-» of [dreams], *love, -music and eternity// O.o°• says:
nono
•°o.O s u a n n »-(¯`v´¯)-» of [dreams], *love, -music and eternity// O.o°• says:
u can kick by accident
omg hahas way to go girl ;) although it still isnt a good idea to rid irritants in my life, but i'll keep that suggestion in mind! thanks girl :D
hiaks the taste of the brownies zibbie baked is still lingering in my mouth. it seriously tastes DAMN GOOD and she made it from scratch, not Betty Crocker or what not. i want somemore! hehhs and no its not too sweet either. like a HUGE improvement from the durian flavoured cookies lol
oh yea and seriously .. STOP EYEING MY DARLING ALRIGHT ! this is too much tsk. hes mine, and only i can eye him :P shooo. hahas
Friday, October 14, 2005 ×
try me on
take me home
the tags are on
its still a loan
warranty is in the sack
you can always take me back
go window shopping again
window shopping again
scan the shelves for something red
its different
its brighter than the ones you had to have
they didnt last
they just fade
and you go window shopping again
window shopping again
take me home
the tags are on
its still a loan
warranty is in the sack
you can always take me back
go window shopping again
window shopping again
scan the shelves for something red
its different
its brighter than the ones you had to have
they didnt last
they just fade
and you go window shopping again
window shopping again
Friday, October 14, 2005 ×
| How to make a wai ling |
| Ingredients: 5 parts pride 5 parts silliness 1 part energy |
| Method: Blend at a low speed for 30 seconds. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of wisdom |
Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com
| How to make a wai |
| Ingredients: 1 part success 1 part arrogance 5 parts beauty |
| Method: Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of fitness |
Thursday, October 13, 2005 ×
-sigh. youve won, alright?
good for you.
so take your pick: car, cash, credit card or condo?
good for you.
so take your pick: car, cash, credit card or condo?
Thursday, October 13, 2005 ×
expectations are one heck of an evil thing.
honestly i should be satisfied considering the circumstances, but it just isnt good enough. not for me at least. sigh shant go on anymore, it doesnt do anyone any good aye.
sigh my braces are so tight this time it makes me unwilling to eat. and i had so much chips just now i feel like puking :(
uhh for your information, i dont take chips cus they make me feel sick in the stomach. and they dont taste that good either. wells, guess today was an exception cus i couldnt stop popping pringles :|
my face is peeling, i know! please stop laughing at me already. and i know im not management material as well, so yes do visit me at the departmental store where i'll be working as a salesgirl. hahas ooh but the woman said im hot & cool :D -beams. okay actually i realised thats nothing to be proud of, cus it just means i dont have a defined look. eeks
school's boring :( pw sucks. and it really sucks to be stuck in school since 1030 doing nothing cus we dont take CLAO. then again, i'd rather be slacking :D
honestly i should be satisfied considering the circumstances, but it just isnt good enough. not for me at least. sigh shant go on anymore, it doesnt do anyone any good aye.
sigh my braces are so tight this time it makes me unwilling to eat. and i had so much chips just now i feel like puking :(
uhh for your information, i dont take chips cus they make me feel sick in the stomach. and they dont taste that good either. wells, guess today was an exception cus i couldnt stop popping pringles :|
my face is peeling, i know! please stop laughing at me already. and i know im not management material as well, so yes do visit me at the departmental store where i'll be working as a salesgirl. hahas ooh but the woman said im hot & cool :D -beams. okay actually i realised thats nothing to be proud of, cus it just means i dont have a defined look. eeks
school's boring :( pw sucks. and it really sucks to be stuck in school since 1030 doing nothing cus we dont take CLAO. then again, i'd rather be slacking :D
Tuesday, October 11, 2005 ×
sun.sea.sand.shopping
:)
that basically summed up what i did yesterday. okay its not that ive actually been muggin hard for promos that i feel liberated from it. hahas in fact the secfour liberation days we had were like ten times more relaxed. but ohwells, at least i get to play officially guilt-free :D
so i met lei & xiao after econs. hahs practically flew outta school cus i was so excited! oh yes my in-grown toenail allowed me to spend my morning walking around school in my flops. :D
went to siloso! and i swear i looked damn weird walking in with my AJC uniform ._. hahas totally out of place, and over-dressed literally. tanned, gossiped, lazed around, gossiped more, observe weird couples & basically slacked :D hahas cus theres only three of us, couldnt play any ball games etc so ohwells. but i love the beach!! hehhs and oh yes i was so fair i was literally reflecting light :| plus i blend in with the sand .. no wait the sand is darker than me lol.
showered after awhile cus the weather forecast predicted rain. omg i looked like a lobster and i hadta wear my uniform again which made me look so totally out of place. :| headed to town for a late lunch of subway :D yayness! then met mel after much persuasion & her indecisiveness lol.
whee and i managed to get some shopping done !! :D although i think i really shouldnt have gotten the pants growls. hahs nevermind i'll worry about that later.
mm oh yes im like waaaay lucky. managed ta find my EoM source at orchard library or mr phang wouldve nagged :| hahas so all of us being totally shagged plopped at coffee bean, taking pictures & stoning. hahas DAMNNN i didnt know xiao brought her cam until then growls.
wells today was good too :D hahas although i walked around feeling like a lobster, and mr phang thinks im drunk ._. my face hurts like crazy eeks, especially when i smile/scrunch my nose. so burnt :| but hahas its worth it ;)
slacked my day away in class, and omg our class has full attendance !! :D but it was pretty depressing when umm we were discussing our promos stuff. and seriously i wonder what chee does to make his studies so darn good UGH. hahas no im not jealous or anyth. but so far i only have a pass for math YUCKS this sucks. but hey i think our class did not bad :D dont worry okay mui & por!
ohhhh and we finally had our waffle date today :D -gringrin. headed straight down from school for gelare! hahas and we met wansu & weihan who claimed that there was nothing going on. IF YOU SAY SO AYE ;) needless to say, waffles were yummm :)
hahahahs and as promised .. OMG I HAD SO MUCH FUN JUST NOW ! happy? :P
-pokes tummy. i feel fat :( hahs i supposed to go swimming later. please dont rain! ahh and im so burnt, especially my back & shoulders :| but thank goodness my parents didnt find out that i went to sentosa or i'll be so dead. just recovered from fever and you wanna get it again is it? hahas i can totally imagine.
ooh it gives me great pleasure to delete all the good luck messages in my inbox :) yes i do keep 'em and i dont think that theres anyth wrong with that. hahas and i can finally sit down in front of the com, come home at 10pm on a weekday like before, read a book & stone .. GUILT FREE :) hahas. but my sleep is still very disturbed sigh, keep waking up at weird times. mm ohwells time for a short nap now! :D
:)
that basically summed up what i did yesterday. okay its not that ive actually been muggin hard for promos that i feel liberated from it. hahas in fact the secfour liberation days we had were like ten times more relaxed. but ohwells, at least i get to play officially guilt-free :D
so i met lei & xiao after econs. hahs practically flew outta school cus i was so excited! oh yes my in-grown toenail allowed me to spend my morning walking around school in my flops. :D
went to siloso! and i swear i looked damn weird walking in with my AJC uniform ._. hahas totally out of place, and over-dressed literally. tanned, gossiped, lazed around, gossiped more, observe weird couples & basically slacked :D hahas cus theres only three of us, couldnt play any ball games etc so ohwells. but i love the beach!! hehhs and oh yes i was so fair i was literally reflecting light :| plus i blend in with the sand .. no wait the sand is darker than me lol.
showered after awhile cus the weather forecast predicted rain. omg i looked like a lobster and i hadta wear my uniform again which made me look so totally out of place. :| headed to town for a late lunch of subway :D yayness! then met mel after much persuasion & her indecisiveness lol.
whee and i managed to get some shopping done !! :D although i think i really shouldnt have gotten the pants growls. hahs nevermind i'll worry about that later.
mm oh yes im like waaaay lucky. managed ta find my EoM source at orchard library or mr phang wouldve nagged :| hahas so all of us being totally shagged plopped at coffee bean, taking pictures & stoning. hahas DAMNNN i didnt know xiao brought her cam until then growls.
wells today was good too :D hahas although i walked around feeling like a lobster, and mr phang thinks im drunk ._. my face hurts like crazy eeks, especially when i smile/scrunch my nose. so burnt :| but hahas its worth it ;)
slacked my day away in class, and omg our class has full attendance !! :D but it was pretty depressing when umm we were discussing our promos stuff. and seriously i wonder what chee does to make his studies so darn good UGH. hahas no im not jealous or anyth. but so far i only have a pass for math YUCKS this sucks. but hey i think our class did not bad :D dont worry okay mui & por!
ohhhh and we finally had our waffle date today :D -gringrin. headed straight down from school for gelare! hahas and we met wansu & weihan who claimed that there was nothing going on. IF YOU SAY SO AYE ;) needless to say, waffles were yummm :)
hahahahs and as promised .. OMG I HAD SO MUCH FUN JUST NOW ! happy? :P
-pokes tummy. i feel fat :( hahs i supposed to go swimming later. please dont rain! ahh and im so burnt, especially my back & shoulders :| but thank goodness my parents didnt find out that i went to sentosa or i'll be so dead. just recovered from fever and you wanna get it again is it? hahas i can totally imagine.
ooh it gives me great pleasure to delete all the good luck messages in my inbox :) yes i do keep 'em and i dont think that theres anyth wrong with that. hahas and i can finally sit down in front of the com, come home at 10pm on a weekday like before, read a book & stone .. GUILT FREE :) hahas. but my sleep is still very disturbed sigh, keep waking up at weird times. mm ohwells time for a short nap now! :D
Sunday, October 9, 2005 ×
umm that was quoted off Into The Blue btw. hahas took a picture of cheese this morning ! :D hahs thankfully i still find him cute, or i wouldve seriously kicked myself for throwing 10bucks into the drain. lol
oh wait .. is 10bucks considered expensive for a stuffed toy thing? crap i dont even know the prices :| hahas damn for all i know i think i got ripped off. and if i did, pls i pray that i'll never discover it lol
TADAH ! hes so cute right :D okay i sense weird looks in my direction already. -laughs. i suddenly feel sorry for those people whom i deem as cute .. ummm my preferences in things deviates a tiny bit from normal people. but just a tiny bit! its perfectly normal when it comes to people though :D hahas dont worry !
actually i realised sth .. it kinda bears a resemblance to me right? :| this photo was taken for comparison purposes & thanks i know i look Extremely Spastic, but im no glamour queen at 9am in the morning. uhh not that i am one at any other time either. so please ignore the eyebags, weird fringe (that was trimmed yesterday) & lazy eyes. vanity issues aside, do ya think we look a tiny bit alike? :| hahas sheesh i think its time for me to do something about myself.
ahh i cant stand my neighbor :( cant stand him, and his kids who makes so much noise GROWLS. i swear i'll buy his place next time & disinfect the whole thing to spare my parents from this torture.
oh yea my mum showed me this note i wrote to my dad when i was younger. i can still remember writing it actually :D cus when i was waaaay young, i asked my dad to promise me to stop smoking. i mean i didnt realise the implications then, like its not so simple that you just snap yer fingers & voila you stop. and i guess promises made to children sometimes slip their parents' minds. so once i saw him smoking & i wrote him, The Note. hahahas it went something like papa you promised me to stop smoking but you bluff me. i dont friend you already. and apparently my dad took it damn seriously. so he signed below .. xxxx1998 (some date) quit smoking!
awwww :) so sweeeet! hahas AND HE DID QUIT. -beams. i toldja i love him!
ohwells .. lazy sunday morning happiness as usual :) both the day & the song obviously. -gringrin. this is like the best song Maroon 5 wrote i swear :D okay at least im still madly in love with it
but things just get so crazy
living life gets hard to do
Sunday morning rain is falling
and im calling out to you
singing someday it will bring me back to you
find a way to bring myself back home to you
oh wait .. is 10bucks considered expensive for a stuffed toy thing? crap i dont even know the prices :| hahas damn for all i know i think i got ripped off. and if i did, pls i pray that i'll never discover it lol
TADAH ! hes so cute right :D okay i sense weird looks in my direction already. -laughs. i suddenly feel sorry for those people whom i deem as cute .. ummm my preferences in things deviates a tiny bit from normal people. but just a tiny bit! its perfectly normal when it comes to people though :D hahas dont worry !
actually i realised sth .. it kinda bears a resemblance to me right? :| this photo was taken for comparison purposes & thanks i know i look Extremely Spastic, but im no glamour queen at 9am in the morning. uhh not that i am one at any other time either. so please ignore the eyebags, weird fringe (that was trimmed yesterday) & lazy eyes. vanity issues aside, do ya think we look a tiny bit alike? :| hahas sheesh i think its time for me to do something about myself.
ahh i cant stand my neighbor :( cant stand him, and his kids who makes so much noise GROWLS. i swear i'll buy his place next time & disinfect the whole thing to spare my parents from this torture.
oh yea my mum showed me this note i wrote to my dad when i was younger. i can still remember writing it actually :D cus when i was waaaay young, i asked my dad to promise me to stop smoking. i mean i didnt realise the implications then, like its not so simple that you just snap yer fingers & voila you stop. and i guess promises made to children sometimes slip their parents' minds. so once i saw him smoking & i wrote him, The Note. hahahas it went something like papa you promised me to stop smoking but you bluff me. i dont friend you already. and apparently my dad took it damn seriously. so he signed below .. xxxx1998 (some date) quit smoking!
awwww :) so sweeeet! hahas AND HE DID QUIT. -beams. i toldja i love him!
ohwells .. lazy sunday morning happiness as usual :) both the day & the song obviously. -gringrin. this is like the best song Maroon 5 wrote i swear :D okay at least im still madly in love with it
but things just get so crazy
living life gets hard to do
Sunday morning rain is falling
and im calling out to you
singing someday it will bring me back to you
find a way to bring myself back home to you
Sunday, October 9, 2005 ×
just realised i havent talked to rate since thursday. -frowns. this is damn weird :| rahhh maybe its time i stop being lazy & start replying sms aye. hiaks
aniw .. i watched tv today :D as in i seriously sat down on my own accord, and not because im having dinner or sth! -beams. HAHS zibbie cant say ive no life anymore :D and omg they actually have pretty nice tv programmes on a saturday night! AXN rocks :) caught Las Vegas and House just now. hahs my first time watching both shows, omg House is funny! not that its a comedy, but some of Dr House's lines are seriously LOL :D
oh yesss and Jessica Alba is HOTTTTT !!! not that the world didnt know that, or that it isnt a known & recognised fact .. but i just hadta say that again. SHES HOT ! :D caught Into The Blue just now! yes now you know why i say shes hot, SERIOUSLY sizzling woots. the show was uhh alright. not very thrilling for a thriller, but hahs just nice for my little weak heart :D okay if youve watched the movie, you'd know its not exactly GAAAASP. but seriously, judging from how worked up i was .. hahas you can guess how weak my heart is. ohwells :) omg sharks are one heck of a scary thing. especially when they take a bite on those gorgeous legs & make it look so gross! then again, she deserved to die. -shrugs. hahas but seriously the shark didnt hafta snap at her gorgeous legs. and no im not telling you if im referring to Jessica Alba's legs :P
wanted to catch Corpse Bride initially, but we couldnt find a place with suitable timings :( and nopes we didnt manage to find anywhr for The Dukes Of Hazzard either. hahs wanted to catch Jessica Simpson cus i think shes like really CUTE :D so what if shes bimbotic? she happens to have an above-average IQ aye.
ohhhh :D and i bought something to ummm .. take pigcow's place for the time being. hahs i call him CHEESE THE MAN :) -gringrin. long story to that name lol. and although i think everyone's gonna laugh at me for my bad taste again .. I INSIST HES CUTE ! i know its a he, cus i didnt have money to get him a companion. and i know he'll appreciate one~ hahas DO YOU ALL GET IT ???? :P ohh crap i just realised it sounds like im saying chee's the man ._. ahhhh his ego is gonna be inflated la hiaks.
mm got my fringe trimmed also. both my mum & xiu said that it looks more proportionate now. i secretly prefer it when it was longer though it looked pretty weird. hahas damn i didnt just admit im weird :|
eeks ive no more mood ta study for econs mcq+drq+case study :(
aniw .. i watched tv today :D as in i seriously sat down on my own accord, and not because im having dinner or sth! -beams. HAHS zibbie cant say ive no life anymore :D and omg they actually have pretty nice tv programmes on a saturday night! AXN rocks :) caught Las Vegas and House just now. hahs my first time watching both shows, omg House is funny! not that its a comedy, but some of Dr House's lines are seriously LOL :D
oh yesss and Jessica Alba is HOTTTTT !!! not that the world didnt know that, or that it isnt a known & recognised fact .. but i just hadta say that again. SHES HOT ! :D caught Into The Blue just now! yes now you know why i say shes hot, SERIOUSLY sizzling woots. the show was uhh alright. not very thrilling for a thriller, but hahs just nice for my little weak heart :D okay if youve watched the movie, you'd know its not exactly GAAAASP. but seriously, judging from how worked up i was .. hahas you can guess how weak my heart is. ohwells :) omg sharks are one heck of a scary thing. especially when they take a bite on those gorgeous legs & make it look so gross! then again, she deserved to die. -shrugs. hahas but seriously the shark didnt hafta snap at her gorgeous legs. and no im not telling you if im referring to Jessica Alba's legs :P
wanted to catch Corpse Bride initially, but we couldnt find a place with suitable timings :( and nopes we didnt manage to find anywhr for The Dukes Of Hazzard either. hahs wanted to catch Jessica Simpson cus i think shes like really CUTE :D so what if shes bimbotic? she happens to have an above-average IQ aye.
ohhhh :D and i bought something to ummm .. take pigcow's place for the time being. hahs i call him CHEESE THE MAN :) -gringrin. long story to that name lol. and although i think everyone's gonna laugh at me for my bad taste again .. I INSIST HES CUTE ! i know its a he, cus i didnt have money to get him a companion. and i know he'll appreciate one~ hahas DO YOU ALL GET IT ???? :P ohh crap i just realised it sounds like im saying chee's the man ._. ahhhh his ego is gonna be inflated la hiaks.
mm got my fringe trimmed also. both my mum & xiu said that it looks more proportionate now. i secretly prefer it when it was longer though it looked pretty weird. hahas damn i didnt just admit im weird :|
eeks ive no more mood ta study for econs mcq+drq+case study :(
Friday, October 7, 2005 ×
hahas im too lazy to continue that entry alrd. but ive came to a conclusion, i have a love-hate relationship with physics heh. it drives me bananas but at the same time gives me great satisfaction figuring it out :D and i like patrick lol!
aniw guess what, im having fever AGAIN! tsk what luck aye, just as the promos are coming to an end ._. mm my appetite is really bad, or rather my stomach is pretty weak. took me so much effort during breakfast this morning to take a miserable three nibbles of my wholemeal bread :( and like a few sips of tea. terrible hiaks! so i decided to just take panadol & head for bed instead which wasnt very successful. cus i almost threw up when i took the pills :| thanks alot i know im pathetic you neednt tell me that lol.
ohhh and i cant rest properly :( just cant seem to sleep. woke at like .. FOUR AM ?? lousy biological clock ._. hahas must be all the waking up to mug getting to me tsk
aniw my dad said something just now that made me :D hahas he said look at yourself, youre so skinny! lol im feeling happy for two reasons. firstly, well DUHHH pretty obviously cus he thinks ive lost weight! and secondly, mm well my dad isnt that observant when it comes to such things. or rather even if he is observant, hes not very vocal about it aye. and yea i know he cares, that really matters alot :) -laughs. okok nuff about my papa! i sound so cheesy lol like ive a crush on him.
--kianlin-- says:
my fred sae ur dis pic look like some bitch
--kianlin-- says:
haha
--kianlin-- says:
he is quite right right?
thanks alot ._. hahas and i thought that picture was quite nice ouch. but ohwells then again its kianlin so it might just be him!! hahas.
i have a craving for CLAM CHOWDER. hahas can i make this hint anymore obvious? I REALLY WANNA HAVE CLAM CHOWDER ! mm i wonder is there anyone who kind enough to get me a nice piping hot bowl. hahhahas damn i swear the answer is a no. ahh forget it! :(
-takes a deep breath. mmmmm. okay this sounds damn weird .. ahh nevermind nothing to say all of a sudden. blah
aniw guess what, im having fever AGAIN! tsk what luck aye, just as the promos are coming to an end ._. mm my appetite is really bad, or rather my stomach is pretty weak. took me so much effort during breakfast this morning to take a miserable three nibbles of my wholemeal bread :( and like a few sips of tea. terrible hiaks! so i decided to just take panadol & head for bed instead which wasnt very successful. cus i almost threw up when i took the pills :| thanks alot i know im pathetic you neednt tell me that lol.
ohhh and i cant rest properly :( just cant seem to sleep. woke at like .. FOUR AM ?? lousy biological clock ._. hahas must be all the waking up to mug getting to me tsk
aniw my dad said something just now that made me :D hahas he said look at yourself, youre so skinny! lol im feeling happy for two reasons. firstly, well DUHHH pretty obviously cus he thinks ive lost weight! and secondly, mm well my dad isnt that observant when it comes to such things. or rather even if he is observant, hes not very vocal about it aye. and yea i know he cares, that really matters alot :) -laughs. okok nuff about my papa! i sound so cheesy lol like ive a crush on him.
--kianlin-- says:
my fred sae ur dis pic look like some bitch
--kianlin-- says:
haha
--kianlin-- says:
he is quite right right?
thanks alot ._. hahas and i thought that picture was quite nice ouch. but ohwells then again its kianlin so it might just be him!! hahas.
i have a craving for CLAM CHOWDER. hahas can i make this hint anymore obvious? I REALLY WANNA HAVE CLAM CHOWDER ! mm i wonder is there anyone who kind enough to get me a nice piping hot bowl. hahhahas damn i swear the answer is a no. ahh forget it! :(
-takes a deep breath. mmmmm. okay this sounds damn weird .. ahh nevermind nothing to say all of a sudden. blah
Thursday, October 6, 2005 ×
i feel sick, as in literally :| promos are bad for health i swear. having a headache, stomach problems which include diarrhoea, stomach pains & unexplained bloatedness, then my fever on sunday+monday, my jellyfish scar looks strange, nauseation & omg goodness knows what else.
gimme a break! hahas especially since promos are almost over. sighh im not too sure if i can get promoted either. no wait lemme say that again, getting promoted is one thing, getting promoted with four subjects is another. and i wanna keep my four subjects !! although physics was totally traumatising (to the extent i was tearing) but hell exciting :D no i dont happen to be psychotic or saddistic incase youre wondering !
okay i'll update about physics. i HATE sitting in the hall :( im always next to inconsiderate idiots who shake their legs GRRRRRR. omg during econs im gonna tell everyone within a 2m radius to control themselves la. it seriously distracts me like crazy, and contributes to my headache okay.
so yeap went in feeling like im gonna die cus my mind was a blank, seriously. but yea it was pretty cool la realising i did know howta do some stuff. took my time cus i thought i'd have plenty of leftover time lol. turns out i didnt have that much time .____. feels good though, at least I CANT FINISH THE PAPER .. not that i didnt know howta do & was helpless! thrs a difference okay, dont give me that omg that was so bimbotic youre so dumb look. hahs
laters
gimme a break! hahas especially since promos are almost over. sighh im not too sure if i can get promoted either. no wait lemme say that again, getting promoted is one thing, getting promoted with four subjects is another. and i wanna keep my four subjects !! although physics was totally traumatising (to the extent i was tearing) but hell exciting :D no i dont happen to be psychotic or saddistic incase youre wondering !
okay i'll update about physics. i HATE sitting in the hall :( im always next to inconsiderate idiots who shake their legs GRRRRRR. omg during econs im gonna tell everyone within a 2m radius to control themselves la. it seriously distracts me like crazy, and contributes to my headache okay.
so yeap went in feeling like im gonna die cus my mind was a blank, seriously. but yea it was pretty cool la realising i did know howta do some stuff. took my time cus i thought i'd have plenty of leftover time lol. turns out i didnt have that much time .____. feels good though, at least I CANT FINISH THE PAPER .. not that i didnt know howta do & was helpless! thrs a difference okay, dont give me that omg that was so bimbotic youre so dumb look. hahs
laters
Wednesday, October 5, 2005 ×
- xin ; says:
nah.. no need scared
- xin ; says:
anyth goes wrong just tk the next bus lor!
--
sigh, i hate buses :( gotta think carefully or i'll end up boarding the wrong bus again. hahas umm if ya wanna know the story behind buses, can try visiting xin's. love my friends hehhs spasticity make me happy :D meeting them tomm GRINS. woots physics will be over tomm !!
- waii. pheesics ): says:
aniw .. I NEED A BREAK !
wherever i wander, wherever i roam, i couldn't be fonder of my big home says:
yes !
wherever i wander, wherever i roam, i couldn't be fonder of my big home says:
hav a break
- xin ; says:
hahaha ALRIGHTS
wherever i wander, wherever i roam, i couldn't be fonder of my big home says:
hav a kit kat
- waii. pheesics ): says:
HAVE A KITKAT
- xin ; says:
have a kit kat
nah.. no need scared
- xin ; says:
anyth goes wrong just tk the next bus lor!
--
sigh, i hate buses :( gotta think carefully or i'll end up boarding the wrong bus again. hahas umm if ya wanna know the story behind buses, can try visiting xin's. love my friends hehhs spasticity make me happy :D meeting them tomm GRINS. woots physics will be over tomm !!
- waii. pheesics ): says:
aniw .. I NEED A BREAK !
wherever i wander, wherever i roam, i couldn't be fonder of my big home says:
yes !
wherever i wander, wherever i roam, i couldn't be fonder of my big home says:
hav a break
- xin ; says:
hahaha ALRIGHTS
wherever i wander, wherever i roam, i couldn't be fonder of my big home says:
hav a kit kat
- waii. pheesics ): says:
HAVE A KITKAT
- xin ; says:
have a kit kat
Wednesday, October 5, 2005 ×
im starving :(
but my maid's on the phone sounding really scary :| one moment she is wailing (i hate to use this word) away, next shes like calm & collected then totally agitated & the list goes on.
chem kinda sucked. i mean .. i wrote paragraphs of rubbish when they probably just wanted one-liners :| couldnt quite focus, so didnt really grasp what the question required. how very depressing. almost fell asleep while doing my MCQ for some reason, its so boring :( not that its easy ._. damnnn guess waking up at 4am to revise isnt such a good idea after all aye. cus by 9am im sleepy all over again sigh. ohhh but thankfully all the alkenes rubbish i studied in the morning was this fresh in my head. I KNOW ITS A DIOL ! :D hahas okay at least im assuming i got the oxidation crap right, cus im not gonna bother about it for a long long time.
right my maid just swore in tagalog (however you spell that) or something :| i guess its not the right time to tell her to make me something to eat huh.
oh yes and another thing that was so totally irritating during chem was Queen going I WAS BORN TO LOVE YOUUU in my head ._. damnnn xin you shouldnt have sent it to me cus its like stuck in my head hiaks. and i really dont quite care who he was born to love when i cant figure out how to write stupid redox equations.
-laughs. ohwells :D aniw, tumm's been acting up recently. had a slight diarrhoea yesterday & my tummy keeps growling whether im hungry or not. then it starts aching whenever it feels like. ahh stop throwing a tantrum :( hahas i promise i wont eat so much so my tummy wont hafta fight with the expanding waistline okay!
mm kinda confused about some stuff .. not too sure whats going on :( but guess its not up to me to figure it out alone aye. hopefully all this misunderstanding can be cleared soon aye.
just like my doubts for physics :( although im not so willing to look at the latter. hahas i sense patrick lim glaring at me & going like drop la drop la. -laughs. I WONT DROP IT !!!! not that im exactly motivated to keep it either but ohwells im just not willing to give up :D hahas oh yesyes im like posessive over physics!
yays maid is preparing lunch ! :D omg and i need to get some sleep then i'll be all prepared to try ta figure physics out.
but my maid's on the phone sounding really scary :| one moment she is wailing (i hate to use this word) away, next shes like calm & collected then totally agitated & the list goes on.
chem kinda sucked. i mean .. i wrote paragraphs of rubbish when they probably just wanted one-liners :| couldnt quite focus, so didnt really grasp what the question required. how very depressing. almost fell asleep while doing my MCQ for some reason, its so boring :( not that its easy ._. damnnn guess waking up at 4am to revise isnt such a good idea after all aye. cus by 9am im sleepy all over again sigh. ohhh but thankfully all the alkenes rubbish i studied in the morning was this fresh in my head. I KNOW ITS A DIOL ! :D hahas okay at least im assuming i got the oxidation crap right, cus im not gonna bother about it for a long long time.
right my maid just swore in tagalog (however you spell that) or something :| i guess its not the right time to tell her to make me something to eat huh.
oh yes and another thing that was so totally irritating during chem was Queen going I WAS BORN TO LOVE YOUUU in my head ._. damnnn xin you shouldnt have sent it to me cus its like stuck in my head hiaks. and i really dont quite care who he was born to love when i cant figure out how to write stupid redox equations.
-laughs. ohwells :D aniw, tumm's been acting up recently. had a slight diarrhoea yesterday & my tummy keeps growling whether im hungry or not. then it starts aching whenever it feels like. ahh stop throwing a tantrum :( hahas i promise i wont eat so much so my tummy wont hafta fight with the expanding waistline okay!
mm kinda confused about some stuff .. not too sure whats going on :( but guess its not up to me to figure it out alone aye. hopefully all this misunderstanding can be cleared soon aye.
just like my doubts for physics :( although im not so willing to look at the latter. hahas i sense patrick lim glaring at me & going like drop la drop la. -laughs. I WONT DROP IT !!!! not that im exactly motivated to keep it either but ohwells im just not willing to give up :D hahas oh yesyes im like posessive over physics!
yays maid is preparing lunch ! :D omg and i need to get some sleep then i'll be all prepared to try ta figure physics out.
Tuesday, October 4, 2005 ×
my temperature has gone down :D guess the rest i had yesterday really helped. hehs slept from about 12nn to 2pm, then 3+pm to 7pm & i turned in for the night at 10pm! woots thats a heck lotta sleep.
mm considering that i barely did any work yesterday, i suppose today was a-okay. but for some reason i just kept having panic attacks :| as a result i was waaay careless & like made me even more worried & jittery. hahas brain was obviously defying me growls. im sorry class, cus im totally not gonna be contributing to the AB category. and i suppose our class will be paying for our own class chalet cus we're not gonna do well in math :( hahas bet mr phang must be gloating cus he can save his money!
oooh and another thing that was a major YAY ! royston changed the direction of the aircon, to be blowing towards him :D so i was spared from the blast of cold air! hahahas and he was complaining how cold it was after that. now you know aye :P
econs was .. hahas nothing much to say cus i seriously didnt revise at all. so yeap not much expectations. oh but the person who was shaking his leg throughout the test ought to be shot. omg i hadta like shield my eyes to prevent myself from getting distracted. and it really didnt help that my headache was acting up again ._. hahas finally resorted to taking out my specs so that i cant see his legs, and get rid of the headache. as a result .. I DIDNT SEE THE TIME !! hahas damnnn.
aniw im damn grateful to have been on the phone with rate last night! hahas and i bet he has the exact same sentiments now cus whatever we discussed for math/econs really came out. hahas almost laughed while doing the paper :D
ohhhh and kian lin is so freaking mean GROWLS! hahahs who are you to call me microscopic ugh. and even if its true .. i didnt need you to rub it in tsk!
guess its time to revise for chemistry! obviously the pathetic amount of MCQs i did isnt gonna help ._. hahas but i intend to complete my MCQ section this time!! everyone recall how i shaded an entire row of As in a hurry cus i didnt have time to complete it. hahahas no more giving away marks this time! plus .. we hafta submit it first anyway lol so i have to complete it first.
why ask a question when you dont bother about the response?
THREE DOWN, THREE MORE ! :D
mm considering that i barely did any work yesterday, i suppose today was a-okay. but for some reason i just kept having panic attacks :| as a result i was waaay careless & like made me even more worried & jittery. hahas brain was obviously defying me growls. im sorry class, cus im totally not gonna be contributing to the AB category. and i suppose our class will be paying for our own class chalet cus we're not gonna do well in math :( hahas bet mr phang must be gloating cus he can save his money!
oooh and another thing that was a major YAY ! royston changed the direction of the aircon, to be blowing towards him :D so i was spared from the blast of cold air! hahahas and he was complaining how cold it was after that. now you know aye :P
econs was .. hahas nothing much to say cus i seriously didnt revise at all. so yeap not much expectations. oh but the person who was shaking his leg throughout the test ought to be shot. omg i hadta like shield my eyes to prevent myself from getting distracted. and it really didnt help that my headache was acting up again ._. hahas finally resorted to taking out my specs so that i cant see his legs, and get rid of the headache. as a result .. I DIDNT SEE THE TIME !! hahas damnnn.
aniw im damn grateful to have been on the phone with rate last night! hahas and i bet he has the exact same sentiments now cus whatever we discussed for math/econs really came out. hahas almost laughed while doing the paper :D
ohhhh and kian lin is so freaking mean GROWLS! hahahs who are you to call me microscopic ugh. and even if its true .. i didnt need you to rub it in tsk!
guess its time to revise for chemistry! obviously the pathetic amount of MCQs i did isnt gonna help ._. hahas but i intend to complete my MCQ section this time!! everyone recall how i shaded an entire row of As in a hurry cus i didnt have time to complete it. hahahas no more giving away marks this time! plus .. we hafta submit it first anyway lol so i have to complete it first.
why ask a question when you dont bother about the response?
THREE DOWN, THREE MORE ! :D
Monday, October 3, 2005 ×
omg wtf i had a long entry and my internet explorer just died on me. aniw, its basically about
- having a fever suddenly last night, 38.4deg :| and then when i came home just now, 38.8deg
- how difficult it is to hail a cab outside AJC, as compared to back at stnicks.
- feeling delirious & crying nonstop since last night cus i feel so hopeless & depressed.
- and i think im gonna die.
- how the fever is making me incoherent.
- scaring the cab driver when i suddenly broke down.
- my unluckiness to be sitting directly where the aircon was blowing just now.
- my eyes becoming swollen for no good reason.
- i think that i have dengue
- having such a bad headache it really kills
- after crying so much since yesterday, ive sorted my thoughts and im certain what i wanna do.
editted/bitchiness be damned, being angry never did me any good.
the truth is depressing.
- having a fever suddenly last night, 38.4deg :| and then when i came home just now, 38.8deg
- how difficult it is to hail a cab outside AJC, as compared to back at stnicks.
- feeling delirious & crying nonstop since last night cus i feel so hopeless & depressed.
- and i think im gonna die.
- how the fever is making me incoherent.
- scaring the cab driver when i suddenly broke down.
- my unluckiness to be sitting directly where the aircon was blowing just now.
- my eyes becoming swollen for no good reason.
- i think that i have dengue
- having such a bad headache it really kills
- after crying so much since yesterday, ive sorted my thoughts and im certain what i wanna do.
editted/bitchiness be damned, being angry never did me any good.
the truth is depressing.
Sunday, October 2, 2005 ×
i take that back. not that i think i wont die, but not so soon aye. and i conclude that food is Extremely Important when it comes to studying & concentrating. after eating SIX slices of wholemeal bread at one go (oh pls shut up about me getting fat) i feel like i can go on again :D hahas i love breakfast leftovers!
AM I MORE THAN YOU BARGAINED FOR YET.
totally random, hahas heard fallout boy just now! :)
and though ive thanked shannie so many times, once more wont hurt! :D hahas mighty thnks for the dark chocolate okay, its working wonders aye.
sighh but i ought to shoot myself. in a fit of anger/frustration (at myself) just now, i used my fingernails to sorta make scratches on my arms :( hahas guess i just lost it then and im so glad i only used my fingernail. at least it wont leave scars :D hahas
sighhh and im gonna bleed to death soooon. yucks yucks yucks! i know im bored :( but its okay, cus it wont be for long :D
Saturday, October 1, 2005 ×
you and me
we used to be together
everyday together always
i really feel
that im losing my best friend
i cant believe
this could be the end
it looks as though youre letting go
and if its real
well i dont want to know
dont speak
i know just what youre saying
so please stop explaining
dont tell me cause it hurts
dont speak
i know what youre thinking
i dont need your reasons
dont tell me cause it hurts
our memories
well, they can be inviting
but some are altogether
mighty frightening
as we die, both you and i
with my head in my hands
i sit and cry
No Doubt- Don't Speak random song i heard this morn please dont read too much into it. Gwen Stefani has a way to make her voice sound so sad it tugs at your heart aye.
reading chatlogs make me laugh hahas :D and yes i look like an idiot smiling at the computer screen! being spastic obviously has its perks :D you can have super lame+spastic conversations with people that make you laugh like crazy even though youre only reading the chatlogs now. hahas i feel better already :D though i didnt get to swim today growls.
EVERYONE WAKE UP!!!! its finally october so to all those who attempted to run & hide .. hahahs WAKEY WAKEY~~
we used to be together
everyday together always
i really feel
that im losing my best friend
i cant believe
this could be the end
it looks as though youre letting go
and if its real
well i dont want to know
dont speak
i know just what youre saying
so please stop explaining
dont tell me cause it hurts
dont speak
i know what youre thinking
i dont need your reasons
dont tell me cause it hurts
our memories
well, they can be inviting
but some are altogether
mighty frightening
as we die, both you and i
with my head in my hands
i sit and cry
No Doubt- Don't Speak random song i heard this morn please dont read too much into it. Gwen Stefani has a way to make her voice sound so sad it tugs at your heart aye.
reading chatlogs make me laugh hahas :D and yes i look like an idiot smiling at the computer screen! being spastic obviously has its perks :D you can have super lame+spastic conversations with people that make you laugh like crazy even though youre only reading the chatlogs now. hahas i feel better already :D though i didnt get to swim today growls.
EVERYONE WAKE UP!!!! its finally october so to all those who attempted to run & hide .. hahahs WAKEY WAKEY~~