Tuesday, November 30, 2004 ×
grad's over,
finally.
after all the fuss & buzz, we're gonna graduate alr.
not in the mood to pita about anyth, no recaps wotsoever for now. havent straightened my thoughts out yet, so its not a good time to sum things up.
mmmm, didnt take many pictures though, sadly.
i think im having a hangover, without the headaches. im so cranky, moody & plainly depressed. ate ice cream, kitkat chunky & biscuits yet im still feeling this shit mood.
sigh, so drained now. i suppose thats the case for most of us, though we didnt drink much last night.
it really isnt a good time.
--
i need a job, any recommendations?
finally.
after all the fuss & buzz, we're gonna graduate alr.
not in the mood to pita about anyth, no recaps wotsoever for now. havent straightened my thoughts out yet, so its not a good time to sum things up.
mmmm, didnt take many pictures though, sadly.
i think im having a hangover, without the headaches. im so cranky, moody & plainly depressed. ate ice cream, kitkat chunky & biscuits yet im still feeling this shit mood.
sigh, so drained now. i suppose thats the case for most of us, though we didnt drink much last night.
it really isnt a good time.
--
i need a job, any recommendations?
Saturday, November 27, 2004 ×
mmmm :) had a great time with xin & xiu todays, albeit tiring.
then again, ive been totally shagged when i reach home, for the past week. its been so much shopping i really want to stay away from town for some time la.
aaaahhhhhhhhh :)
but the girl still hasnt got her shoes, which is yet another headache. :| but nopes, im definitely not going to shop with her for that cus im gonna give my feet the much-deprived rest. plus shes reallyREALLY choosy about it. -frowns.
yepp but i think we had TONNES of fun sitting down at BK during dindin :) discussed some issues thats happening around us, and planned for after grad activities! :D
hehh i simply cant wait for next friday!! -grins. too bad dinah aint gonna be with us, cus she can cook, and she has taekwondo BLACK belt. haha yes, shes gonna be much more helpful than the three of us combined.
but ah well, we'll survive! :D
mmmm, but we still havent figured out wot to do about the alcohol yet. :| hahas the three of us are turning into gamblers, alcoholics & pigs!
i think ive to make a visit to the friggin optician cus there's something seriously wrong with my contacts. it SMARTS whenever i tryta wear them. like shikes, how horribly painful & torturing. UGH. gonna tryta get a different solution or something.
grad's in two days time :| how soon.
then again, ive been totally shagged when i reach home, for the past week. its been so much shopping i really want to stay away from town for some time la.
but the girl still hasnt got her shoes, which is yet another headache. :| but nopes, im definitely not going to shop with her for that cus im gonna give my feet the much-deprived rest. plus shes reallyREALLY choosy about it. -frowns.
yepp but i think we had TONNES of fun sitting down at BK during dindin :) discussed some issues thats happening around us, and planned for after grad activities! :D
hehh i simply cant wait for next friday!! -grins. too bad dinah aint gonna be with us, cus she can cook, and she has taekwondo BLACK belt. haha yes, shes gonna be much more helpful than the three of us combined.
but ah well, we'll survive! :D
mmmm, but we still havent figured out wot to do about the alcohol yet. :| hahas the three of us are turning into gamblers, alcoholics & pigs!
i think ive to make a visit to the friggin optician cus there's something seriously wrong with my contacts. it SMARTS whenever i tryta wear them. like shikes, how horribly painful & torturing. UGH. gonna tryta get a different solution or something.
grad's in two days time :| how soon.
Saturday, November 27, 2004 ×
ive made my choices regarding my PAE alr.
NJC science
NJC arts
RJC science
NYJC science
i left the rest of the 8choices blank though. and dont ask why i bothered to put RJC down, since if i cant make it to NJC, RJC seems even more out of reach. did it to appease my mum who INSISTED that i remove NYJC. i mean she asks me to decide on my own, and then makes a big fuss when i finally do make a decision.
RAHH. parents, love them, hate them, cant do without them.
going to prepare to go out now, yet another day of shopping & aching feet awaits me. :( ah well. its better than staying home i suppose. tatitummms!
NJC science
NJC arts
RJC science
NYJC science
i left the rest of the 8choices blank though. and dont ask why i bothered to put RJC down, since if i cant make it to NJC, RJC seems even more out of reach. did it to appease my mum who INSISTED that i remove NYJC. i mean she asks me to decide on my own, and then makes a big fuss when i finally do make a decision.
RAHH. parents, love them, hate them, cant do without them.
going to prepare to go out now, yet another day of shopping & aching feet awaits me. :( ah well. its better than staying home i suppose. tatitummms!
Friday, November 26, 2004 ×
im so strange, i scare myself sometimes.
i miss certain people so darn much, yet at the same time i dont wanna see them.
makes sense?
i hate it when i feel that sense of rejection. when people dont need you. like the child disregarding his old toys when he receives new ones.
im like the old toy.
left in a corner to wallow in sorrow because the child who once saw me as the centre of his life, hasnt even taken a glance at me.
yet when he picks me up again, i get all delighted, clearly forgetting the pain caused.
how silly of me right?
in case you were wondering, im not making a direct reference to anyone in my life. its just a more subtle way to express my insecurities.
i think i truely understand why i enjoy reading naruto so much. the boy has so much passion for life, the unbeaten spirit, strong will & well yeah, he IS cute. it makes me smile to watch him fight, as if i was the one with all these good, admirable qualities.
reading naruto takes me into the shinobi world, and because it is so different from my own life, it momentarily takes away all my problems.
when im so focused on something, nothing else seems to matter. and that is a good feeling, cus at least you dont need to think, or feel. and nothing would directly relate to your life enough to make you feel depressed all over again.
-sigh. sadly, the life of a shinobi is something that would never be mine.
--
well well well, depressing thoughts aside .. im really REALLY glad to be chatting with my favourite (well since i only have one) dimbo, joyce. :D
shes really funny & dimbotic its so amusing ;) THE RUNAWAY .. GRADUATE? ok inside joke.
ive no idea how i digressed here, but im really going off this time to have an icecream/kitkat & read a book. :)
afterall, im going out tomorrow.
i miss certain people so darn much, yet at the same time i dont wanna see them.
makes sense?
i hate it when i feel that sense of rejection. when people dont need you. like the child disregarding his old toys when he receives new ones.
im like the old toy.
left in a corner to wallow in sorrow because the child who once saw me as the centre of his life, hasnt even taken a glance at me.
yet when he picks me up again, i get all delighted, clearly forgetting the pain caused.
how silly of me right?
in case you were wondering, im not making a direct reference to anyone in my life. its just a more subtle way to express my insecurities.
i think i truely understand why i enjoy reading naruto so much. the boy has so much passion for life, the unbeaten spirit, strong will & well yeah, he IS cute. it makes me smile to watch him fight, as if i was the one with all these good, admirable qualities.
reading naruto takes me into the shinobi world, and because it is so different from my own life, it momentarily takes away all my problems.
when im so focused on something, nothing else seems to matter. and that is a good feeling, cus at least you dont need to think, or feel. and nothing would directly relate to your life enough to make you feel depressed all over again.
-sigh. sadly, the life of a shinobi is something that would never be mine.
--
well well well, depressing thoughts aside .. im really REALLY glad to be chatting with my favourite (well since i only have one) dimbo, joyce. :D
shes really funny & dimbotic its so amusing ;) THE RUNAWAY .. GRADUATE? ok inside joke.
ive no idea how i digressed here, but im really going off this time to have an icecream/kitkat & read a book. :)
afterall, im going out tomorrow.
Friday, November 26, 2004 ×
im so tired right now that i wish that theres no such thing as grad. UGH. the amount of money spent, the time wasted, the hiding in the shade when swimming, all these things are so pissing me off lahh.
ive been out doing more things related to grad & still there are things that seem to be undone. RAHH. im gonna snap alr.
i still hafta redo my nails later on. see wot i mean? HELL im just gonna leave my toenails black & freak the hell outta everyone lahh. its so tiring to remove the black, then aft grad, repaint it back again. RAHH.
btw i collected my contacts today. kinda uncomfortable, so the man kindly ordered another pair for me, fortunately. so right now, i just hafta keep rolling my eyes la. haha and i think i look FAT without my glasses :| this is strange man
i think my life is really really no-life right now. well yes i get to go out & stuff, but its like a routine. :| my life revolves around shopping (alot of it), coming home all shagged from so much walking, sleeping, eating, reading naruto (& re-reading it), watching tv & occasionally reading some books. yes my waistline is expanding in case you were wondering. -frowns. terribly depressing if you asked me.
and i cannot decide on which JC to head to for the first three months. its honestly giving me a headache lahh. :( i wish there was no need to move on to the next phase of my life, cus its so tiring :|
off i go to do my nails now. -sigh.
ive been out doing more things related to grad & still there are things that seem to be undone. RAHH. im gonna snap alr.
i still hafta redo my nails later on. see wot i mean? HELL im just gonna leave my toenails black & freak the hell outta everyone lahh. its so tiring to remove the black, then aft grad, repaint it back again. RAHH.
btw i collected my contacts today. kinda uncomfortable, so the man kindly ordered another pair for me, fortunately. so right now, i just hafta keep rolling my eyes la. haha and i think i look FAT without my glasses :| this is strange man
i think my life is really really no-life right now. well yes i get to go out & stuff, but its like a routine. :| my life revolves around shopping (alot of it), coming home all shagged from so much walking, sleeping, eating, reading naruto (& re-reading it), watching tv & occasionally reading some books. yes my waistline is expanding in case you were wondering. -frowns. terribly depressing if you asked me.
and i cannot decide on which JC to head to for the first three months. its honestly giving me a headache lahh. :( i wish there was no need to move on to the next phase of my life, cus its so tiring :|
off i go to do my nails now. -sigh.
Wednesday, November 24, 2004 ×
-sigh. i ate TWO kitkat chunky :( im gonna burst at my seams soon. GROWLS.
im so irritable ive no idea why.
maybe because fckface pissed me off excessively. hurrs.
no way, fckface is just fckface, i doubt hes capable of making me annoyed to this extent.
then what is it?
(by the way, fckface is a bloody BALDING man who thinks he oh-so-great & that he can order me around like a dog. kiss my ass, youre a nobody to me. as if him lecturing me like that would possibly make me wanna listen. UGH dont even get me started on fckface.)
UGH. i dont know. im just so damn thankful i skipped school today. yes, my father kindly sent xiu & i to school. we were in the canteen (already two hours late), and i decided maybe school's not so interesting after all. so hell yes, we gave it a miss, and went to THAT'S IT! to highlight my dry-ahlian-grass hair. and of course, she had a haircut. afterwhich, we returned to school (after an monstrously ardous journey which consists of alot of walking & taking the wrong bus etc) and collected our results slip.
thankfully mrskoh was too busy to scold us all. :)
and secondly, thankfully i didnt meet mrs-vice-principal-cheong.
hurrs. so i suppose that makes me a little luckier? well yeah, i suppose.
but hey, lets not forget fckface, the wrong bus we took, my ahlian fringe & the crazy amount of walking UNDER THE HOT SUN we did.
-frowns.
actually im confused by my rattling. :|
i want to spend money.
yes, thats probably what i crave to do most right now. spend money & bitch.
RAHHHHHHHHHH. im so sorry this entry is so nonsensical.
dont count on me, i'll do it again.
im so irritable ive no idea why.
maybe because fckface pissed me off excessively. hurrs.
no way, fckface is just fckface, i doubt hes capable of making me annoyed to this extent.
then what is it?
(by the way, fckface is a bloody BALDING man who thinks he oh-so-great & that he can order me around like a dog. kiss my ass, youre a nobody to me. as if him lecturing me like that would possibly make me wanna listen. UGH dont even get me started on fckface.)
UGH. i dont know. im just so damn thankful i skipped school today. yes, my father kindly sent xiu & i to school. we were in the canteen (already two hours late), and i decided maybe school's not so interesting after all. so hell yes, we gave it a miss, and went to THAT'S IT! to highlight my dry-ahlian-grass hair. and of course, she had a haircut. afterwhich, we returned to school (after an monstrously ardous journey which consists of alot of walking & taking the wrong bus etc) and collected our results slip.
thankfully mrskoh was too busy to scold us all. :)
and secondly, thankfully i didnt meet mrs-vice-principal-cheong.
hurrs. so i suppose that makes me a little luckier? well yeah, i suppose.
but hey, lets not forget fckface, the wrong bus we took, my ahlian fringe & the crazy amount of walking UNDER THE HOT SUN we did.
-frowns.
actually im confused by my rattling. :|
i want to spend money.
yes, thats probably what i crave to do most right now. spend money & bitch.
RAHHHHHHHHHH. im so sorry this entry is so nonsensical.
dont count on me, i'll do it again.
Wednesday, November 24, 2004 ×
am in a much better mood now so decided to just pita, despite having nothing much on my mind ..
mmm have been out for the past few days, friday & saturday with the bbcians, sunday & monday with my parents, tuesday & today with xiu. actually, im going out with xiu again all the way until saturday ;) hahas.
aniw, had my hair highlighted today. its alright i suppose, a little too lian for my liking (especially the fringe) but it was not that bad. but my hair is practically like GRASS lahh. the kind which is withering cus it havent rained for months or something. totally dry :| shampooed my hair, then conditioned it, then shampooed again with a mixture of shampoo+conditioner, and still it is so dry. UGH. annoyed la
bahhh im too lazy to continue right now.
laters.
mmm have been out for the past few days, friday & saturday with the bbcians, sunday & monday with my parents, tuesday & today with xiu. actually, im going out with xiu again all the way until saturday ;) hahas.
aniw, had my hair highlighted today. its alright i suppose, a little too lian for my liking (especially the fringe) but it was not that bad. but my hair is practically like GRASS lahh. the kind which is withering cus it havent rained for months or something. totally dry :| shampooed my hair, then conditioned it, then shampooed again with a mixture of shampoo+conditioner, and still it is so dry. UGH. annoyed la
bahhh im too lazy to continue right now.
laters.
Monday, November 22, 2004 ×
wot was i thinking?
our worlds are like parallels, seemingly close, but never able to meet.
i should have trusted my instincts,
and not you.
our worlds are like parallels, seemingly close, but never able to meet.
i should have trusted my instincts,
and not you.
Saturday, November 20, 2004 ×
im honestly so tired right now, but somehow still drawn to the computer. no prizes for guessing why!
was out with dor, joyce, lei, vonn & xt today! :) didnt manage to catch our movie so we ended up shopping until all our feet hurt. i really have to thank them for being so nice about what happened in Forever 21. hahas im so embarrassed :|
aniw, just read the letter that tiff t mailed to me! :D how sweet of her. she even gave me something in memory of the LD room. hahas :)
am talking to sonia now & getting so annoyed. the boyfriend didnt get into SYF'05. wot is the world coming to?! she definitely has so much potential lahh. and the director has changed too, its christina now. to think we had to BEG roger back, and now he's gone too. UGH. i think if roger was around, the boyfriend would DEFINITELY have gotten in la. things have certainly changed in LD eh.
i woke up at 9++ this morning by the way. barely four hours of sleep la. this is intolerable i swear.
was out with dor, joyce, lei, vonn & xt today! :) didnt manage to catch our movie so we ended up shopping until all our feet hurt. i really have to thank them for being so nice about what happened in Forever 21. hahas im so embarrassed :|
aniw, just read the letter that tiff t mailed to me! :D how sweet of her. she even gave me something in memory of the LD room. hahas :)
am talking to sonia now & getting so annoyed. the boyfriend didnt get into SYF'05. wot is the world coming to?! she definitely has so much potential lahh. and the director has changed too, its christina now. to think we had to BEG roger back, and now he's gone too. UGH. i think if roger was around, the boyfriend would DEFINITELY have gotten in la. things have certainly changed in LD eh.
i woke up at 9++ this morning by the way. barely four hours of sleep la. this is intolerable i swear.
Saturday, November 20, 2004 ×
i am so shagged now, but hell happy! :D
o'levels are over!! haha the wild hugging, cheering, silly smiling & squealing really marked the end of this mad race.
its 5am in the morning by the way. -yawns. haha finally i can read naruto peacefully without guilt-tripping myself. ;) hahas honestly it feels damn good lahh
i think i ought to go catch some sleep now, or i probably wont be able to meet the bbcians tomorrow alr.
nights'
o'levels are over!! haha the wild hugging, cheering, silly smiling & squealing really marked the end of this mad race.
its 5am in the morning by the way. -yawns. haha finally i can read naruto peacefully without guilt-tripping myself. ;) hahas honestly it feels damn good lahh
i think i ought to go catch some sleep now, or i probably wont be able to meet the bbcians tomorrow alr.
nights'
Friday, November 19, 2004 ×
time is creeping behind me, surrounding around me, fading the words so desperately.
now, give me a reason that i can believe in.
now, give me a reason that i can believe in.
Friday, November 19, 2004 ×
im feeling really depressed right now, and i dont even know why. its the last fcking day of my o's and all i wanna do is to curl up & die.
RAHH. pms i suppose.
-frowns. oh no, does that mean that during grad, i'll be having my period?! oh wtf
yes im in an ultra badmood, from the way im not backspacing all my fcks its pretty obvious huh?
--
early in the morning i put breakfast at your table
and make sure that your coffee has its sugar and cream
your eggs are over easy, your toast done lightly
all thats missing is your morning kiss that used to greet me
now you say your juice is sour, it used to be so sweet
and i cant help but to wonder if youre talking about me
we dont talk the way we used to talk, its hurting me so deep
i got my pride, i will not cry
but its making me weak
i fought my way through the rush hour trying to make it home just for you
i want to make sure that your dinner will be waiting for you
but when you get there you just tell me youre not hungry at all
you said you'd rather read the paper and you dont want to talk
youre like to think that im just crazy when i say that youve changed
im convinced i know the problem, you dont love me the same
youre just going through the motions and youre not being fair
i got my pride, i will not cry
still i cant help but care
--
superwoman anybody?
depressing thoughts aside, ive been received fcking strange messages from some fcktard la. in the middle of the night, i receive a msg in CHINESE saying, "im lying on the bed, you?" WTF man. its from some country i dont know where and i cannot be bothered to reply. then it keeps coming la. YUCK. and ive been receiving calls & when i answer, they dont speak. like wth lahh.
i am so annoyed i really feel like changing my hp no alrd la. and it doesnt help that theres no more space for messages, and these strange things come in to hinder me. UGH
i think i ought to just get back to doing chemistry la. and no, i dont intend ta check my hp anymore. -growls.
RAHH. pms i suppose.
-frowns. oh no, does that mean that during grad, i'll be having my period?! oh wtf
yes im in an ultra badmood, from the way im not backspacing all my fcks its pretty obvious huh?
--
early in the morning i put breakfast at your table
and make sure that your coffee has its sugar and cream
your eggs are over easy, your toast done lightly
all thats missing is your morning kiss that used to greet me
now you say your juice is sour, it used to be so sweet
and i cant help but to wonder if youre talking about me
we dont talk the way we used to talk, its hurting me so deep
i got my pride, i will not cry
but its making me weak
i fought my way through the rush hour trying to make it home just for you
i want to make sure that your dinner will be waiting for you
but when you get there you just tell me youre not hungry at all
you said you'd rather read the paper and you dont want to talk
youre like to think that im just crazy when i say that youve changed
im convinced i know the problem, you dont love me the same
youre just going through the motions and youre not being fair
i got my pride, i will not cry
still i cant help but care
--
superwoman anybody?
depressing thoughts aside, ive been received fcking strange messages from some fcktard la. in the middle of the night, i receive a msg in CHINESE saying, "im lying on the bed, you?" WTF man. its from some country i dont know where and i cannot be bothered to reply. then it keeps coming la. YUCK. and ive been receiving calls & when i answer, they dont speak. like wth lahh.
i am so annoyed i really feel like changing my hp no alrd la. and it doesnt help that theres no more space for messages, and these strange things come in to hinder me. UGH
i think i ought to just get back to doing chemistry la. and no, i dont intend ta check my hp anymore. -growls.
Wednesday, November 17, 2004 ×
i cannot believe im sitting at the com typing away now. its just three more days, and the struggle is over! haha. ;)
my tummy hurts like HELL. :|
acks.
--
Chapter 239
Rival gangs of YuGiOh and One Piece fans have broken in to the Jump factory and stole every single version of Chapter 239 from the Naruto manga series. So this means we will not be seeing a release this week. We will all have to wait until next week. By the way, I hope people don't ask if this is real. Just no manga this week.
--
my gawd. -faints. hahas this is madness la!
oh by the way, i won a 30bucks Tampines (however you spell that) Mall voucher last night on power98. lol. lady luck is on my side? well i hope she'll bestow me enough luck to do well for my o's then. haha, am i asking too much? ;)
happytreefriends ought to start producing new episodes, the old ones have been there since forever.
my tummy hurts like HELL. :|
acks.
--
Chapter 239
Rival gangs of YuGiOh and One Piece fans have broken in to the Jump factory and stole every single version of Chapter 239 from the Naruto manga series. So this means we will not be seeing a release this week. We will all have to wait until next week. By the way, I hope people don't ask if this is real. Just no manga this week.
--
my gawd. -faints. hahas this is madness la!
oh by the way, i won a 30bucks Tampines (however you spell that) Mall voucher last night on power98. lol. lady luck is on my side? well i hope she'll bestow me enough luck to do well for my o's then. haha, am i asking too much? ;)
happytreefriends ought to start producing new episodes, the old ones have been there since forever.
Saturday, November 13, 2004 ×
i am depressed.
i wish the o's would end this very second.
-looks at xiu.
six more days.
my countdown to freedom begins.
i wish the o's would end this very second.
-looks at xiu.
six more days.
my countdown to freedom begins.
i havent kissed
Saturday, November 13, 2004 ×
changed my splash pic! :) honestly i really do love the new one. wot can i say, im into colors nowadays. i think my pink braces has interfered with my preferences in colors.
so off goes the black & whites, we're moving into a colored era! :D hahas.
--
cowie! :D damn adorable innit? its a coin purse btw.
my postcard wall. its not very successful i do realise, the draft piece looked much better. but hey, its only my first attempt! not gonna give up.
--
i am totally disgusted by a certain somebody, but considering its the WorldWideWeb, i shant mention who. honestly the person's actions & insensitivity is at a level i cannot be bothered about anymore.
yes, _____ is that annoying. the kaypoh, talkative & trying-to-be-nice part of me has ceased to even try.
-shrugs.
OK YES I ADMIT IM DYING TO BITCH TO THE WHOLE WORLD ABOUT IT. DONT TEMPT ME.
.. but if you really wanna know who it is, look for me on MSN & i'll gladly share the details.
haha the bitchy side of me isnt dead yet, so bitching & gossiping will still go on.
-smiles.
ahhhhh, that felt a tad better :) hahas.
--
by the way, daphne is out of Singapore Idol.
thankfully :)
my heart would have smashed into bits if taufik, sylvester or olinda left. which actually means, the smashing would start next week since theres only the three of them left. okok i just want taufik & sylvester. hahas :D that leaves one more week of finger crossing & lip biting.
heart smashing seems a little too exaggerated. ah well, then again who cares :)
so off goes the black & whites, we're moving into a colored era! :D hahas.
--
cowie! :D damn adorable innit? its a coin purse btw.
my postcard wall. its not very successful i do realise, the draft piece looked much better. but hey, its only my first attempt! not gonna give up.
--
i am totally disgusted by a certain somebody, but considering its the WorldWideWeb, i shant mention who. honestly the person's actions & insensitivity is at a level i cannot be bothered about anymore.
yes, _____ is that annoying. the kaypoh, talkative & trying-to-be-nice part of me has ceased to even try.
-shrugs.
OK YES I ADMIT IM DYING TO BITCH TO THE WHOLE WORLD ABOUT IT. DONT TEMPT ME.
.. but if you really wanna know who it is, look for me on MSN & i'll gladly share the details.
haha the bitchy side of me isnt dead yet, so bitching & gossiping will still go on.
-smiles.
ahhhhh, that felt a tad better :) hahas.
--
by the way, daphne is out of Singapore Idol.
thankfully :)
my heart would have smashed into bits if taufik, sylvester or olinda left. which actually means, the smashing would start next week since theres only the three of them left. okok i just want taufik & sylvester. hahas :D that leaves one more week of finger crossing & lip biting.
heart smashing seems a little too exaggerated. ah well, then again who cares :)
Friday, November 12, 2004 ×
-sigh. im not weird, i just enjoy being alone.
and no, im not a loner either.
had a dream last night. it was something about all the bbcians & fckers going to poly togt. haha i cant remember which poly it was, but the place was SUPER rundown & the buildings looked like it just survived a fire or something.
it was honestly amusing la, cus xiaolin had BABY PINK glasses. in heart shape, no less. hahas xiaolin & pink does not go.
mmmmmm.
and no, im not a loner either.
had a dream last night. it was something about all the bbcians & fckers going to poly togt. haha i cant remember which poly it was, but the place was SUPER rundown & the buildings looked like it just survived a fire or something.
it was honestly amusing la, cus xiaolin had BABY PINK glasses. in heart shape, no less. hahas xiaolin & pink does not go.
mmmmmm.
Wednesday, November 10, 2004 ×
jay z & LP! :D
pls tell me youve heard the collaboration between them cus its totally rocking!! its called NUMB ENCORE for all you backdated kids.
got my braces tightened today (its bright pink now, totally not my color im regreting the stupid decision now. ok this is not the point) and honestly it feels like theres not much of a difference. ive no difficulty (or feelings of pain) when i eat. -frowns. maybe the doctor did it so quickly (cus i was late) and didnt tighten it properly. :|
in case you were wondering im not a saddist who is bent on inflicting pain on herself using means such as braces. haha its just that when i first put my braces on, it was sheer torture trying to devour my beloved orange bowl fishball soup. and now, im chomping away like a monster. -frowns. i was kind of looking forward to shedding some flabs from all the tv watching & bingeing.
how wrong i was. :( haha i bought FOUR bars of kitkat chunky (although one is safely resting in my tummy now) and kinder bueno too! its not my fault that it might end up all in my tummy cus i put it in the fridge. free for all y'know.
-beams. i know im nice! -curtsies. (haha from watching Princess Diaries 2)
i do honestly realise i have a paragraphing problem. i dont end off my point before i move on to the next topic. and after i do end my point, i'll make a brand new one in that very same paragraph. yes i know. -growls. haha lets just all pretend its a WRITER'S TECHNIQUE im using alright? i cant remember wot the exact chim phrase used in one of my lit notes, so lets just leave it as that.
-smiles. my lit papers are over so i dont hafta know them anymore! hahas.
anyway i went to the library today to borrow some books. -beams. lalala yes i did! i figured that i could do with some reading since im in no mood to study anymore. hence, i came home satisfied (albeit the limited collection) armed with books. and of course the bag of chocolates. :)
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i think channel56 of cabletv is so evil :( they show only TWENTY minutes of naruto everyday. UGH i feel like fainting. i cant believe i didnt mention this in any of my previous entries. they should at least air two episodes in a day or something, rather than one pathetically-short-twenty-minutes episode. RAHH!
this is depressing :(
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oh my, i take back wot ive said about my braces :| im feeling my temples pounding away, threatening to morph into major headache. fine fine braces you win, hands down.
if theres any physical pain i hate & fear, it is a headache. the slightest kind makes me feel like chopping my head off. :(
says alot doesnt it?
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-sigh. my nails are growing so fast. i thought i just trimmed them not too long ago :( im too lazy now. let them grow, let them grow ..
theres a black unidentified MONSTROUSLY HUGE FLY OBJECT MAKING ITS ROUNDS ABOVE MY HEAD!!!!!! OMG OMG OMG. HIAKS. im so leaving this room THIS VERY INSTANT. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH. :|
pls tell me youve heard the collaboration between them cus its totally rocking!! its called NUMB ENCORE for all you backdated kids.
got my braces tightened today (its bright pink now, totally not my color im regreting the stupid decision now. ok this is not the point) and honestly it feels like theres not much of a difference. ive no difficulty (or feelings of pain) when i eat. -frowns. maybe the doctor did it so quickly (cus i was late) and didnt tighten it properly. :|
in case you were wondering im not a saddist who is bent on inflicting pain on herself using means such as braces. haha its just that when i first put my braces on, it was sheer torture trying to devour my beloved orange bowl fishball soup. and now, im chomping away like a monster. -frowns. i was kind of looking forward to shedding some flabs from all the tv watching & bingeing.
how wrong i was. :( haha i bought FOUR bars of kitkat chunky (although one is safely resting in my tummy now) and kinder bueno too! its not my fault that it might end up all in my tummy cus i put it in the fridge. free for all y'know.
-beams. i know im nice! -curtsies. (haha from watching Princess Diaries 2)
i do honestly realise i have a paragraphing problem. i dont end off my point before i move on to the next topic. and after i do end my point, i'll make a brand new one in that very same paragraph. yes i know. -growls. haha lets just all pretend its a WRITER'S TECHNIQUE im using alright? i cant remember wot the exact chim phrase used in one of my lit notes, so lets just leave it as that.
-smiles. my lit papers are over so i dont hafta know them anymore! hahas.
anyway i went to the library today to borrow some books. -beams. lalala yes i did! i figured that i could do with some reading since im in no mood to study anymore. hence, i came home satisfied (albeit the limited collection) armed with books. and of course the bag of chocolates. :)
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i think channel56 of cabletv is so evil :( they show only TWENTY minutes of naruto everyday. UGH i feel like fainting. i cant believe i didnt mention this in any of my previous entries. they should at least air two episodes in a day or something, rather than one pathetically-short-twenty-minutes episode. RAHH!
this is depressing :(
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oh my, i take back wot ive said about my braces :| im feeling my temples pounding away, threatening to morph into major headache. fine fine braces you win, hands down.
if theres any physical pain i hate & fear, it is a headache. the slightest kind makes me feel like chopping my head off. :(
says alot doesnt it?
--
-sigh. my nails are growing so fast. i thought i just trimmed them not too long ago :( im too lazy now. let them grow, let them grow ..
theres a black unidentified MONSTROUSLY HUGE FLY OBJECT MAKING ITS ROUNDS ABOVE MY HEAD!!!!!! OMG OMG OMG. HIAKS. im so leaving this room THIS VERY INSTANT. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH. :|
and its always playing our song
Tuesday, November 9, 2004 ×
taking a tiny break off watching tv studying. -sigh. as much as i wished i was mugging my day away, i wasnt. :| im not confident, honestly. im just lazy :(
im going out tomorrow by the way, which makes it even worse ..
why is that everytime i sit in front of the computer i suddenly have nothing i wish to type, and its a different situation when i am somewhere else. does this happen to you too?
BAHHH.
im going out tomorrow by the way, which makes it even worse ..
why is that everytime i sit in front of the computer i suddenly have nothing i wish to type, and its a different situation when i am somewhere else. does this happen to you too?
BAHHH.
Saturday, November 6, 2004 ×
any moment everything can change
feel the wind on your shoulder
for a minute all the world can wait
let go of your yesterday
can you hear it calling?
can you feel it in your soul?
can you trust this longing and take control?
fly
open up the part of you that wants to hide away
you can shine
forget about the reasons why you can deny
and start to try cus it's your time,
time to fly
all your worries, leave them somewhere else
find a dream you can follow
reach for something when there's nothing left
and the world's feeling hollow
and when your down and feeling low,
just want to run away
trust yourself and dont give up
you know you better than anyone else
feel the wind on your shoulder
for a minute all the world can wait
let go of your yesterday
can you hear it calling?
can you feel it in your soul?
can you trust this longing and take control?
fly
open up the part of you that wants to hide away
you can shine
forget about the reasons why you can deny
and start to try cus it's your time,
time to fly
all your worries, leave them somewhere else
find a dream you can follow
reach for something when there's nothing left
and the world's feeling hollow
and when your down and feeling low,
just want to run away
trust yourself and dont give up
you know you better than anyone else
Saturday, November 6, 2004 ×
-sigh. ive to redo my winamp playlist again :( winamp 5.05 does not read my previous playlists. -sigh. how depressing.
ok im just plainly lazy & tired.
havent pita-ed in over a week. it feels kinda odd now. mmmm after more than three years of doing this, i suddenly lost touch with it. strange as hell innit?
had tonnes of things i wanted to write down, but i cant remember. -shrugs.
wotever it is, im just glad im over & done with social studies (struggling to remember singapore's industrialisation programme, declining birth rate etc), english literature (hooper's malice, viola's ohsonoble character ..), higher chinese (how to write & use du pi xi jing, format for letters) already :)
to be exact, im done with the o'level examinations of the various subjects.
- higher chinese (paper 1 & 2)
- combined humanites paper 1 (ie. social studies)
- english language (paper 1 & 2)
- mathematics (paper 1)
- literature in english (paper 1 & 2)
- additional mathematics (paper 1)
ahhhh. yes all that in one week :) nov19 is closing in!
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im working on a postcard wall now. well trying aniw. not sure about how it'll turn out cus im not gonna be doing it straight on the wall. we'll see la. hopefully i can proudly show it to everyone. meanwhile, my room would hafta just remain messy.
oooh :) i saw this Westlife music video on MTV! hahas theyre into jazz now i supposed, ive decided, after listening to Aint that a Kick in the Head. honestly got a shock but its kinda funny to me though :)
im thinking of getting Nelly's Suit album. or should i get Sweat? -sigh. he's totally evil i swear, coming out with two albums & leaving me in a dilemma. -growls.
going to be catching some movies next week :) hopefully i'll be able to watch Ladder 49! and i'll be tightening my braces also :( so yes im eating as much as possible now, so that when the time comes i wont be writhing in pain AND missing all my favourite food. hahas. its wei yu chou mou (loosely translated as preparing for the rain that hasnt came). hahas.
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so take your empty words,
your broken promises.
and all the time you stole,
cus i am done with this.
i could give it away, give it away,
im doing everything i should've.
and now im making a change,
im living the day.
im giving back what you gave me.
i dont need anything.
i dont know why im so attracted to this song by Good Charlotte. :) its so not my type of genre honestly, but still i like it! hahas.
mmm yet nothing can be compared to how much i like Ryan Cabrera's True :) correction, i LOVE that song! hahas. okok i know its probably be like the last thing on my mind after a few weeks, but while im still totally hooked onto this song, it doesnt hurt to announce it right? haha maybe some person who stumbled on this page has so much money to spare he/she/it would kindly reward me with the album or something. lol yes and while YOU (im refering to the rich kind soul) are at it, get me the Sweat & Suit album by Nelly too. thanks :)
hahas i think im little crazy! -shrugs. ah well ..
have i mentioned my unstopable tv watching habit? hahas yes it is still happening. ive never found the google box more exciting than now. :) maybe after the o's i'll turn into a giant couch potato! hahas wot an alluring idea.
i think i better continue on my postcard wall before i get into a nasty temper & destroy everyth.
toodles! :)
ok im just plainly lazy & tired.
havent pita-ed in over a week. it feels kinda odd now. mmmm after more than three years of doing this, i suddenly lost touch with it. strange as hell innit?
had tonnes of things i wanted to write down, but i cant remember. -shrugs.
wotever it is, im just glad im over & done with social studies (struggling to remember singapore's industrialisation programme, declining birth rate etc), english literature (hooper's malice, viola's ohsonoble character ..), higher chinese (how to write & use du pi xi jing, format for letters) already :)
to be exact, im done with the o'level examinations of the various subjects.
- higher chinese (paper 1 & 2)
- combined humanites paper 1 (ie. social studies)
- english language (paper 1 & 2)
- mathematics (paper 1)
- literature in english (paper 1 & 2)
- additional mathematics (paper 1)
ahhhh. yes all that in one week :) nov19 is closing in!
--
im working on a postcard wall now. well trying aniw. not sure about how it'll turn out cus im not gonna be doing it straight on the wall. we'll see la. hopefully i can proudly show it to everyone. meanwhile, my room would hafta just remain messy.
oooh :) i saw this Westlife music video on MTV! hahas theyre into jazz now i supposed, ive decided, after listening to Aint that a Kick in the Head. honestly got a shock but its kinda funny to me though :)
im thinking of getting Nelly's Suit album. or should i get Sweat? -sigh. he's totally evil i swear, coming out with two albums & leaving me in a dilemma. -growls.
going to be catching some movies next week :) hopefully i'll be able to watch Ladder 49! and i'll be tightening my braces also :( so yes im eating as much as possible now, so that when the time comes i wont be writhing in pain AND missing all my favourite food. hahas. its wei yu chou mou (loosely translated as preparing for the rain that hasnt came). hahas.
--
so take your empty words,
your broken promises.
and all the time you stole,
cus i am done with this.
i could give it away, give it away,
im doing everything i should've.
and now im making a change,
im living the day.
im giving back what you gave me.
i dont need anything.
i dont know why im so attracted to this song by Good Charlotte. :) its so not my type of genre honestly, but still i like it! hahas.
mmm yet nothing can be compared to how much i like Ryan Cabrera's True :) correction, i LOVE that song! hahas. okok i know its probably be like the last thing on my mind after a few weeks, but while im still totally hooked onto this song, it doesnt hurt to announce it right? haha maybe some person who stumbled on this page has so much money to spare he/she/it would kindly reward me with the album or something. lol yes and while YOU (im refering to the rich kind soul) are at it, get me the Sweat & Suit album by Nelly too. thanks :)
hahas i think im little crazy! -shrugs. ah well ..
have i mentioned my unstopable tv watching habit? hahas yes it is still happening. ive never found the google box more exciting than now. :) maybe after the o's i'll turn into a giant couch potato! hahas wot an alluring idea.
i think i better continue on my postcard wall before i get into a nasty temper & destroy everyth.
toodles! :)