Sunday, November 30, 2003 ×

is there a 31st to this month? sheesh im losing track of time alr. yikes theres only one more month left till secfour. -groans. mmm shant think about it too much lahh.

was supposed to meet up with qing on friday but it was raining like crazy lorr. seriously. when it stopped over at my place, it started at hers. so we called the whole thing off. acks. i was like bored & tired.

mmm but we went to watch duplex yesterday though :) it was ok i guess, but the ending is really unexpected you know. lol and the stuff was quite lame. walked walked walked! then she had to go after lunch so we left.

went home & took a nap then went out with my papa. ohh! finally saw the mustafa shopping centre thing. it is HUGE & the chocolates there are so friggin cheap. went mad looking at everything. shoes there were pretty cheap too. but it was pretty crowded lahh.

i just realised something, thursday is the fourth! which means four more days till my 2weeks is up. -grin. yayy! and .. fourteen more days! whoosh gotta get my shoping done before the woman mother of mine forgets everyth. hehh :)

Thursday, November 27, 2003 ×

been too lazy to update. acks. caught revolutions yesterday and i definitely give it two thumbs-up, since i only have 2 hands. lol how lame. it was fab. thnk goodness dear hp & lei asked me along. i mean like everybod else caught it alr. even the trusted bestie caught it with a celery, quote unquote lei.

out with xiu for awhile tods. mmm glad to meet up cus i was getting really bored at home & there was nothing to do :| acks. ate abit even though i was pretty bloated alr but still happy lahh :)

people who know me well enough [ie. lei] know that i dont cry easily unless something really hurts me. and dig this, i bawled my eyes out watching today's episode of huan zhu ge ge. it was so friggin touching! gosh. the whole damn episode was very weepy but so was i. hurr. how unexpected eh?

ackkkks. im BORED! i hope he keeps to his promise cus im gonna need that 10% terribly much. but then again, how often have i heard these promises eh? -shrug. thought appreciated i guess.

Wednesday, November 26, 2003 ×

today makes me feel extremely egoistic. acks. im supposed to draw up a list of things i want for my birthday so that lei & vonn can gimme the element of surprise. and deciding on the things on the list is gonna gimme a huge headache. tough tough :|

approving xinyi & jade's testimonials makes me feel even worse :| gotta admit xinyi's one cracked me up alot but wot am i doing eh? -growls. no thanks to msjacob for turning me into fulltime olivia. ugh.

its the 26th now, which means .. 18 more days :) woah didnt know its so soon. mmm ive gotta age gracefully! -grin. does that mean no more silly grins & goofing around? yikes okei maybe aging aint that fab huh?

meanwhile, seven more days till the two weeks is up! :)

Monday, November 24, 2003 ×

-growls. im a grouchy tired girl who is having a fortnightly period. do not irritate me. can you believe this?! monthly already pisses me off so badly, imagine TWICE A FRIGGIN MONTH. im gonna die of excessive blood loss or something. ugh!

was out with qing & vonn tods. bought the purse/wallet thing! like finally. mmm caught le divorce and i suggest you not catch it. nope i dont think it was worth my .50 lahh.

ive decided to stay away from * for 2weeks. i know its barely a week and im suffering from terrible terrible withdrawal symptoms alr :( acks save me.

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audio|christina aguilera: the voice within

Saturday, November 22, 2003 ×

this is terrible. im so bored :| -stomps around the house.

Friday, November 21, 2003 ×

yikes my whole house stinks :| ugh. the stupid neighbour of mine has a thing for burning things early in the morning everyday. now the house smells of ash & smoke. how friggin annoying.

that aside, yesterday's lifting the sky was pretty fucked. lost like half of my earrings or something? was on my way there in a bus while trying to wear my earring. then the bag that i put my earrings in torn or something and everyth started dropping out. all over the damn floor. and since i was late alr i didnt bother to pick them up & rushed off the damn bus. sheesh. how annoying. :| and no, the show wasnt that fab either. we were the only people above 10years old there. uh, other than the primary school kids' teachers. bahh.

went down to town to meet bern, qing & yins aft tht. walked around and showed them the bag i wanted to buy. lol their response wasnt exactly positive but the decision still lies with me cus ohwells, its gonna be mine afterall.

went for dinner! :D okei i do admit i wasnt very hungry but i was pretty damn anxious to go there. and i bet ahem thought i was mad or something. ive decided to stay away from the place for like 2 weeks cus the food there makes me sick :|

didnt see d at first, was quite disappointed. thnk goodness i decided to take a walk and go to the toilet. -grin. lol d smiled twice! :D and uh, talked to me? this is stupid. ignore me :| -growls. wots with me lately eh? crazed.

went to kino with qing to get something then walked around somemore. met up with rol & xin for awhile then the two of us left.

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tods is gonna be sucha major slack day cus im so tired to move. or rather, lazy. ive decided to get a haircut at the end of this month since some person was being a pain in the ass about me always cutting my hair. ugh. like that is a sin or something? bahhh.

Thursday, November 20, 2003 ×

gonna meet them later to watch lifting the sky, would be seeing jeeva too i guess. lol seems strange i dont know why. bahh ignore me :| i feel like im spouting rubbish.

meeting qing, rol & xin in town after that. oh and lei! mmm hope i'll be able to see d tods :) -keeps fingers crossed.

Thursday, November 20, 2003 ×

yesterday

had LD in the morn and oh mama it was so fun! :D it has to be one of the best sessions in a long while. i do recognise the fact that im not very good at dance but gosh all the things were so fun. learned the chacha, rock&roll and can-can! yes, its the moulin rouge thing. lol had so much fun :)

went to town with lei to meet vonn & xlin. walked around and found this bag im gonna get :D its green! my uh, new favourite colour. -grin. hehh. had plenty of fun walking around with them & uh, admiring other people? lol.

mmm had to meet lari for Iron so i left them lahh. walked walked walked & saw d! hahas. from Far East walk all the way there just to see you know. but he was talking to somebody! -growls. doesnt matter lahh. i'll find my chance. hmpf.

anyways, met lari & xiu and went for dinner. lol lari was so contented & all. mmm the show was good :) enjoyed it alot! go catch it eh? hehh.

Tuesday, November 18, 2003 ×

am currently looking for suitable images for a new layout. ive a little too much time and i hate to just sit around and feel really empty within. -growls. sadly, i cant seem to find anyth that really makes me wanna do something with it.

tomm is the last of the LD sessions and most likely the last time ive to go to school :) and yes im very happy about it because damned school has robbed me of a quarter of my holidays already.

trying my best to save up now to mend the huge hole in my bank account. its probably gonna be futile efforts especially since im gonna be over-withdrawing very soon again. :| whats with me huh?

Tuesday, November 18, 2003 ×

had lousy chem practical todays :| it was no less than horrendous. for starters, i crawled out of bed early in the morn with my eyes looking like slits. was seriously friggin tired eh.

went for practical at lab 6. broke the fucking beaker, and the fire went out like four times while i was adjusting it. next, the way i placed everyth was wrong & there was just too much steam escaping. and finally, everybod said my thing looked like it was gonna explode. wot a morning eh?

gosh :| am i a klutz or wot?
theres no "or wot" to it actch. cus basically, im a big fat klutz :| -growls.

Monday, November 17, 2003 ×

mmm wots with me lately eh? ive been in a really good mood for no good reason & grinning like an idiot. no that i mind or anything i used to feel really drained all the time. maybe its the fact that there are no lessons :)

had LD as usual & it was pretty boring tods :| it was very, feeding us with information that doesnt seem to register in my head. or plainly, things that i dont quite care about. but sure, it was slack especially since mrstian wasnt there. no harm done lahh, after all its a monday & i strongly feel my brain should not be subjected to something like that.

after that, i met qing & vonn in town & off we went to edmund! :D he was almost falling asleep already lying on the counter. vonn had her haircut & i think she looks pretty alright although the girl was pretty pissed with him. i think his brand of humour doesnt suit her eh?

went to ondo tods. yes again. lol i think ive gotta be crazy or something. oh and we met xin there!! both of us went there like thursday, friday & tods. lol sheesh i think the people there think we're mad alr? but it doesnt matter lahh, afterall we didnt quite see anybody also.

sat around for long then we spotted qing's eyecandy! that guy is seriously amusing lorr i swear. cus he took out his cap & his hair was totally FLAT. lol but yeahh he's cute lahh, uh action-wise that is. talking REALLY loudly & dancing away :)

oh and he's mad! cus i was sitting cross-legged facing the kitchen. he just changed the CD after making lotsa noise then he looked right down at me. i was like "eh?" then he suddenly raised his hand. LOL and he paused there. like not waving or doing anyth, just left it like that. lol and after awhile, he suddenly waved Very Vigorously, i waved back with a strange look & he just kept on waving. seriously, the guy is strangely amusing+cute! :) and no, im not hitting on him bitch.

and i messaged ahem tods & the LIZ thing is comfirmed. -growls.

aniw the three of us walked around town & went to Heeren. took some neos & once again, the horror struck :| the THIRD toni&guy person approached me. we were going to the toilet on the third level and suddenly this guy rushed out. i saw & tried to walk faster to the damn toilet but he caught up. -sigh. well at least he wasnt as annoying as lester & violet. ugh. and no, im still not sure if both of them are he/she/it.

went back after tht! mmm although i didnt get to see d & saw bloody b, im still happy :) hehh strange strange! -grin.

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-sigh. im gonna be missing ahem :| especially since there's about a tonne of things i wanna ask. acks nevermind.

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just saw something that was truely sweet & like straight from the heart. im seriously veryvery touched :) -smiles. too bad the bestie aint online cus im definitely gonna share it with her. and yes, it leads me to reflect on how much a bestie ive been to my dear vonn. -hugs tight.

Sunday, November 16, 2003 ×

feeling happy now for no good reason but i guess that doesnt matter lahh huh? -grin.

that aside. my dad was implying that i was getting fat tods :| -growls. i kinda realised the extra inches around my waist too. im thinking of going jogging tomorrow morning but knowing myself, i totally cannot make it. any ideas for me to slim down eh?

suddenly thought of what happened on saturday. as many secthrees know, friday was the parents meeting thing. so my mum backed out on it last minute & promised to go on saturday. fine with me lahh, doesnt matter to me either. so saturday morn i messaged her reminding her to collect, and guess what? the woman didnt want to get it :| strange huh? she used to be pretty eager about this sorta things but now she seemed to disregard it.

ive no idea why i typed the previous paragraph but i just thought it was pretty strange. bahh. something is Very wrong with me right now, and ive a feeling it has something to do with the fact that i conviniently forgot all the things im supposed to be doing right now.

-sigh. i think ive gotta sort this rubbish out. although im 70% sure d isnt, but theres always the 30% lahh. get a grip wai. -nods. i always tell others that & im determined to do it now.

meanwhile, let me just be happy with what happened. :)

Saturday, November 15, 2003 ×

-storms around the room-
THIS CANT BE TRUE!!

rahh. im not believing it. am i? acks.

Saturday, November 15, 2003 ×

i think my mouth will be outta shape if i continue grinning. goshh :D and yes, it has been like that since last night! okei lemme recap ytd. -grin.

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yesterday

had LD in the morn & slacked most of the time away. gossiped quite alot with the secthrees & sectwos :D yes it is my all time favourite activity. mmm headed straight home after LD to change.

rol & i met bern xin & xiu at ondo at about 6.40? okei i do admit we were supposed to meet at 6 but both of us were late lahh okei. saw my brother there. lol felt pretty dumb cus like we were there two days in a row. lotsa funny stuff & confusion happened, shant eleborate lahh.

headed down to fort canning after that. it was okei i guess, nothing really exciting happened either. hung around until 11 and they all got pretty high & bouncy. NEL-ed home aft tht. -grin.

after i alighted, i saw ahem & d. yes imagine my delight. went home with them lahh and had a long talk with ahem, and he told me quite abit of things about d :) happy little wai eh.

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and yes, i do realise how stupid i sound in this entry but hey cant blame me can you? okei maybe you can eh. doesnt matter lahh aniw. so there.

Thursday, November 13, 2003 ×

-gringrin. and yes, i feel really happy again! :D the day started off a huge disaster. was supposed to wake up at 8.15 to meet xiu at 8.45 and i woke up at 8.50! yes im a super idiot :| yepp so in record time of NINE minutes, i made it to meet her. yes bow to me. but i didnt bathe lahh which is like friggin gross. ugh but i had no choice?

aniw rushed to school for LD and thnk goodness mrs tian didnt blame us for being late. yepp LD was pretty okei and roger really liked our piece :D lol it was so patched together & all but im glad we did okei.

after LD, xiu & i went to eat seoul garden. dont ask why man, it was like this sudden urge. so went to the amk one and we ate really little lahh as compared to usual. but i seriously felt like vomitting alr. i mean both of us couldnt even move at all. like we were just stuck to the chair! and something really embarrassing happened to me :| yikes. i really ought to go on a diet.

made it to town to meet the qing, vonn, wang & xin! walked around to try to digest out stuff and tried on some clothes cus our closets were pretty sad-looking. my tumm was friggin bulging out like nobod's business lorr. yikes. vonn, wang & xin left for work after awhile and the remaining three of us continued to shop around.

mmm. mum called & wanted to meet me in town which was a really good thing cus i didnt have a single cent on me. literally. went to meet my mum while xiu went home and qing went to meet rol, vonn, wang & xin who were at work lahh. shopped around with my mum for awhile and got a top :D yepp im intending to wear it tomm!

aniw my mum was going for dinner with some friend of hers so i went to meet the people at work & went for dinner with them. didnt eat lahh obviously cus i was so bloated from lunch.

wanted to NEL home after that so decided to walk to dhoby ghaut mrt. mmm on the way when we walked past ondo, qing decided to go in to eat. saw everybod including ahem lahh & yes ive decided to give up on the stupid halfB alr. infact, ive decided to drop all my eyecandies cept for broc. but theres a new one now :D was so happy when d smiled lorr :D gosh. yes, new person on the list!

slacked and went back. but i was so happy about the smile thing that i was hyper-ventilating veryveryvery badly. was quite high! according to rol & xin, they could hear me laughing from like wayyyy infront. and according to qing, i was red. lol :)

i do admit this is one helluva long entry but cant help it eh. im so happy :D but my ear is hurting like crap. oh i told my mum about my piercing & her reaction was dammit funny.

me: eh i tell you something okeis? -shows her the piercing.
mum: -calmly. i am shocked.
me: eh?
mum: i am shocked, but i need to go to the toilet first.
after going to the toilet
mum: i want to pierce my ear too.

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-grin. the woman is funky eh? lol and yes we went to pierce her ears. tods is sucha happyhappy day :D lol shall call +lite & tell her bt everyth :D yipeee!

Wednesday, November 12, 2003 ×

wai is a veryvery happy girl now. ive no idea why either but its this sudden smile that has returned after the glum me has been in control. do i make sense? uh okei probably not huh.

for the record my period lasted for only two days! -grin. yes dig that. its like how incredible huh? woohooo :D and i finally saw ahem tods, after one week of not talking. ohwells.

tods was a majorMAJOR slack day. was online most of the time. my day went like that. online, lunch, sleep, watch tv & online again finally. yes im a slug. but a happyhappy slug! :) oh and a goon too. kermin just told me about how much of a goon i can get. bahh shall not talk about it online :|

that aside. i was looking into the mirror just now and i realised that i look hagged :| seriously eh. yikes this is bad. one day at home and i look like im 50. -shudders. im going out tomm!

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i found d's profile on friendster, i think. but theres no picture so i cant comfirm but its still damn exciting lahh. im taking a bet its him. gonna tell +lite now. lol. ohgoshh.

Wednesday, November 12, 2003 ×

decided not to go to school after all. woke up 15min late and whole bod aching, especially my back. ugh. but nope, i doubt im gonna go anywhere else but right here at home. but its really sadd lahh cus im home alone again :| -growls.

downloading songs now :) yes finally!! lol shall learn the jaychou rap and annoy yins. hehh. okei just kidding lahh.

laters.

Tuesday, November 11, 2003 ×

yes im pms-ing like crazy and its terrible :| somebody stop me mann. ugh! -takes a deep breath. this is badd. im so tired these two days its scary :| i mean after awhile i'll be so drained and get really cranky. sheesh.

BREATHE wai! nope it aint working. im tired, pms-ing and home alone. this is nothing near good. and yes im in a quarrelsome mood right now so im ready to pick a fight with anybod who is remotely annoying.

oh did i mention? i was in irc in the middle of downloading a song and the com screwed up on me. -growls. thnks a bunch lahh. things are not going well for me :| bahh. im turning into a monster.

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kerm & vonn
sorry babes. didnt mean to cancel out on you guys but i seriously think that im gonna ruin everyth :| call me pessimistic lahh but i just dont think this week is a good idea.

Tuesday, November 11, 2003 ×

im dead beat :| rahh. wots happening to me man? this is not my week definitely. but ohwells, im thankful i no longer have to look at chinese words.

this sounds pretty strange but im gonna eat my dinner now at 5.40pm! yes im hungry already and ive no idea why. usually it'll take me until 8pm before i finally register the fact that im hungry. strange strange ..

i seriously hafta download more songs cus the mp3s in my computer is so back-dated :| this is bad! ahhh.

havent saw ahem for about 1week? not literally lahh. i mean i do see him but we havent talked for about a week. and i havent saw halfB for almost a month. this is grossly sadd :|

was in town just now and saw glenn & rod doing the glenn and rod show. ooh and steph song was with them!! shes pretty pretty babe! :D

ive gotta do sth more productive! -nodds.

Monday, November 10, 2003 ×

-growls. the internet is friggin slow? and im Very grouchy, sneezy too :| yes tht time of the month is here again. this is sickkening. and i missed last friday's episode of hzgg [ie. huan zhu gege]! ugh how terrible.

-sigh. im so fucking broke and my account has reached a state where i think ive over-withdrawn again. this is badbadbad. ugh! lei you gotta help me outta this fix :| get me one of those things you do at suntec.

theres school practically everyday of the week :| this is like how badd?! but tods was really glad cus broc was in school and bighands messaged me! :D lol yes im stupidly excited but its a really happy thing. oh and i suddenly thought of something my mum said ytd tht makes me smile too. lol. okei i am over-reacting.

ahhhhhh hzgg starting! :D yipee!

Saturday, November 8, 2003 ×

wheeeee loved tods! okei began tods terribly cus i woke at like 9 and the friggin prob was that i slept at 2.30? ugh. had like uh, 6half hrs of sleep? my body clock suck.

yepp messaged vonn early in the morn but she slept all the way till afternoon. the lucky thing! thought she couldnt come out at first lorr cus she didnt reply me & all. was pretty upset cus i thought i was gonna spend my first post-exam day at home. lol. yepp managed to get her after awhile lahhh :D

tods must have been the most successful shopping trip ever lorr. as in we got wot we wanted in an hour? lol. ive got another piercing! :D its up at the bone part. yes i am happy bt it. :)

ohh and we took 8beam! its been like soooo long since i last took a neo. aft awhile vonn got her top & i got my cute carrier bag. its green! -beams.

walked around somemore and i finally decided on the bag i am gonna get, as in school bag type lahh. she says its a size just right. hehh yes i know my old bag is really petite lahh okei.

walked past THERE but didnt see them. wenta PS, slacked alott before deciding to grab a bite. was too bored alr so trained down to taka to look for stuff. met bern there! the girl was with her sister.

walked around & wenta meet dinah, xin, xiu & uh, k. finally saw k. mmm looks like a faggot, esp the way he dresses. lol aniw talked for awhile then headed to the library! yes ive gotta read some things before my brain turn into tofu.

tods is sucha happyhappy day :D or rather fulfilling. hehs. i love my bestie! :)

Saturday, November 8, 2003 ×

i decided the prev looked too stupid & short for a triumphant & happiness i feel now. okei so here goes ..

had chinese o's tods which was like okei i guess? aft paper one i was like soooo happy i dontknow why. hehh it just felt damn gooood :D cabbed home with qing & goodness the driver was so friggin annoying? ughh. not to mention, GROSS. shant eleborate lahh, guess mosta you should know wot happened.

yepp went back for paper II and was panicking all the way. i mean i seriously did not even look thru my sec one & two stuff. was totally panicking and i was pretty late too. but thnk goodness met minmin, huiying & jade on the way to school so i felt sooo much more comforted alr. and we were talking about how we were gonna zao4 ju4 with the love story thing. lol we were so lame!

aniws we reached well, not THAT late lahh. but was still really panicky & i was rambling on & on :| ugh. how terrible. yepp the FIB was so dumb i tell you. all the words were from like hcl secthree so there was no point studying cus its like words i alr know? and i was still stupidly getting all nervous & worked up! how terribly dumb. -hides.

wenta town aft the paper, like finally after sooo long! the xmas decorations are pretty ehh :) caught the 5.15pm uptown girls! lol the show is so bimbotic but hell sweet at some parts. but the part that went spinning & spinning really did me in. felt SO sick :| ugh.

slacked around, had dinner & left. was too tired & lazy to walk around too much i guess. -growls.

Friday, November 7, 2003 ×

-screeches. ahhh i just found ahem's profile on friendster? OMG! ahhh. lol & his stuff is damn lameass sial. but nope, no traces of b or d! ugh. this is sooooo annoying? lol i swear im the most kpo sister ever! :D

okei okei nuff about me being silly & goon. the chinese o's are over! all i can say is, im one helluva a happy & glad girl. uh tired too lahh.

really silly now. oof!

Thursday, November 6, 2003 ×

bahh. woke up tods in an extremely foul mood. i mean i slept at like two & woke at eight? thnks a bunch man. and it doesnt help that my shoulders are aching like crap. ugh.

but im much cheered up nows :) gotta pitas wot happened last night! okei basically i was still mugging away at 1am or so. andy came down to accompany me in studying even though he was like soo tired alr? he had a paper ytd so he had to wake at like 6.30am + he had a terrible haircut :| but he still wenta watch tv while i was studying in the next room. and the volume of the tv was really soft & all. unfortunately he fell asleep on the couch & i hadta get him upstairs. but i am touched :D

okei maybe im thinking too much but im insisting he was doing sth this nice. and i hafta admit i would never do sth so nice for him lahh. thnkfully for him actch :) lol whenever im muggin for a paper & am Very pooped, he's there to lighten me up with his lameass antics.

like the other time when i had hist exam the next day and was very flustered cus i barely read the impt chapts, he came & talked to me for one whole hour forcing me to relax. and i focused a whole lott better aft that. -sigh. wot would i do without him man?

lol yes i am suddenly overwhelmed :) recalling all the things that happened when we were young and how things have progressed now. he has un-nerd me alot. :)

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okei ive gotta get a grip & get down to chinese. i'll have plenty of time for reminiscing after the exams lahh.

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audio|tension: shes having my baby

Wednesday, November 5, 2003 ×

tods is like wedn alr? ohgosh this is so fucked. ive got sososo many more things to go thru :| and so many things i forgotten cleanly. -growls.

yepp grouchy monster me acting up. consider me dead till friday, not gonna be stepping outta the house until friday.

.. uh other than to get my lime mag -smiles brightly.

so there.

Tuesday, November 4, 2003 ×

-growls. pitas died on me ytd. ugh. typed this whole chunk and when i pressed the "done!" button it all disappeared. thnks a bunch huh?

anyhows i was saying i got friendster yesterday! yes i am slow & all but heyy, better late then never lahh huh? using deceit@hotmail.com so add me okeis? heh. ytd wend & i were trying to find out howta add each other and we were like totally lost :| lol. how silly of us.

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im getting a little ill :| prollie due to the severe lack of sleep. should mugg alot tonight & sleep in the morn tomm or sth since i can concentrate a whole lott better at night. turning nocturnal.

.. the catch is that once i lie on my bed i fall asleep
so pray really hard for me that ive enough determination to just stay at the table or sth. i mean its only three days. its so close its gross you know. eww :| sheesh

oh its seven! :D off i go to watch huan zhu ge ge III :) yes i do like it ALOT so keep whatever negative comments you have to yerself. hmpf! -skips off.

Sunday, November 2, 2003 ×

gosh, i seriously feel damn flattered by andy! i feel so absolutely stupid but its strange y'know, like a surge of victory overwhelming me :) how silly of me.

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this is so strange. i was like walking to the living room to do sth for andy & like suddenly i felt so nauseated. it was so gross cus there was suddenly a hell lotta sour thing gathering at my mouth, tumm seemed to turn inside out. goddd so gross :| ugh.

that aside, tods have been a super fcuked day. or rather, i felt super irritated with everyth tods. locked myself in my room and refused to open for anybod. fell asleep eventually and woke up to a house of empty people.

but ofcourse, papa was home :)
the man was cooking dinner. lol its really weird the way my mum cant cook for fuck but my dad is like woahh, some sorta expert.

theres chinese tomm and nope im nt looking forward to it. tods is like totally slack day cus i just couldnt focus.

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lucks to all secfours yeah?