accessories; one to suit each occasion, each mood, each outfit, each pair of shoes. some of them are pretty diamonds, or unexpected bargains. some tarnish and others you just grow tired of. such a drag; pity to throw yet intolerable to wear. then its all forgotten with the exhilaration! looking at the colourful beads, slinky silver & vintage gold, thinking of ways to wear them

then when you realise none of it is what you want anymore, gosh time to go shopping. now dont you wish we could do the same with people?

this table has taken a turn for the worst.
rock bottom, and over the edge.
well, its not like it hurts that much anyway.


any volunteers willing to help me tidy my room?

on a lighter note (or not), i never knew i'd say this but, i think ive too many pairs of new shoes than i can handle right now.

wow. how terrible can i get?

hello world please reply my sms although i admit, at times, to being so terribly tardy at replying too.

im so in love with The Academy Is yes im so slow but i guess i just had the wrong samplers all along.

social freak, i think i need friends. less satc hahas yikes!

so im not alone

there were stars tonight, reminded me of star gazing in tioman; miss J.

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they will see us waving from such great heights
come down now, they'll say

P.S. i could deal with having Gerry around.

im so angry at myself >:C

this is probably one of the hardest ever, pls just end ugh

in cards and flowers on your window,
your friends all plead for you to stay. sometimes beginnings arent so simple.
sometimes goodbye's the only way.

and the sun will set for you,
and the sun will set for you.
and the shadow of the day,
will embrace the world in gray,
and the sun will set for you


:)

happy days they last forever. HOW TRUE

dear today,
- lunched with my family
- && dinner too YAY PAPA COOKED! :D
- visited granma :)
- met xiusy!
- happy boyz & galz
- D remembered me! hahss he sent greetings from taiwan yeay P soon alrights!
- more BNWT/BNIP although a little disappointed!


watched a couple of movies courtesy of SIA. realised im sucha weepygal hahas GOSH. teared/cried (more than once !!) at every show i watch what is wrong with me srsly ._.

PICTURES :D :D
click to enlarge hehe. now you'll know why i feel like a ugly thing in japan cus everyth there is so pretty/cute!


waiting to board the plane hehe



theres a vending machine every 10m there seriouslyyy!



yay one of my fav :)



DINNER!



USJ !



spideyyy



facepaint! :) :)



its soooo pretty right hehe ?



:D



:D :D



GORGEOUSSS ! the oldest/largest wooden temple



mumsiee



its supposed to give me good grades!



YUMMY :D :D



hehe so quirky-cute right !







supersuper pretty!



love stone!



i completed it hahahhas now waiting for boy to fall from the sky!











shes gonna kill me if she finds out hahahas







FAVOURITE PICTURE !



black eggs from the volcano that are supposed to prolong your life! i dont actually like this picture that much but you can see my green hair :D :D



FUJIIII !



2305 !











wooots how romantic!



we heart our ears



QT PIE !!!!!!!!!!!!!



posinggg hahas SO CUTE LA !



omgosh adorable right?



carousel



:)



disneySEA !



i believe this was shibuya



neon love











city of blinding lights







ZOMG FRESSSSH !



prettiest seriously







these shirts are coolios



ginza!



im so addicted to it hehe










what a long posttt hehe more photos when im free ! :D

WELLLLLL hope the class met up today although i really wanna see everyone :[ today was .. GREAAAAT. just like all the other days this place is gorgeous seriously :D

oh, mumsie & i bought more than 20,000 worth of tidbits WHAT HORROR ! it was like totally killing us to move everything back to the hotel la. bigass box aikes! hahs but its love la! bought well, quite afew things hahahas but like mostly just random stuff la. not things that are particularly nice or expensive. hehe got cheap finds!

the city lights are so pretty. :))

so ive been up to random stuff again hahs well all in the name of good fun i guess! sekretly happy although i dont quite have a reason. HAHS nevermind!

found an absolute QT PIE here! <3 so adorable hahs photos when im back aye! aikes its gonna be over soon ): cant wait for china GRINSSSS

alot of mushaboom && police lately ((:

i dont wanna go home!
although i REALLLY wanna be back on 23o5 ): speaking of which i was on mt fuji && like the area tht i was at was 2305metres above sea level omggg !! misses <3

every breath you take
and every move you make
every bond you break,
every step you take
i'll be watching you

okayyy no more MSN for me, much as im dyinggg to hahahas. doubt kendrick will want to help me out of that mess again oopsie! thanks soooo much though :D

it was gooood today hehe everything is so lush & serene! a million things to say but ohwells too many hahs really <3 jpn BEAMS.

&& yes japanese boys are really cuteee ! OKAY BYES tokyo tomorrow :D

OMGAWDZZZZZZZZZZZ guess where am i now grins (x1000)

weather food && everyth is yayness hahssss happiness srsly! aikes too bad i doubt we brought the SD card reader or id upload some photos :D

okay im gonna do my nails & drink sake now laughs! many heartssss <3

im so eggcited! :D :D

super YAYYYY although i need to pack >:C flying in less than 10hours and i havent even started GASP horrors!

alrightsss since im in a good mood now guess i'l quickly upload some photos :D but like alot of them are still with wongsy hahs wheeee so happy meeting her! doing the stupidthings x1000 as usual LOLLL no more beer before dancing ahem.


pregoth :D



leiiiii <3







cubey(s) looking good in black HAHAS gothdays



you look so cute here hahs love!



welll yess, gothgirl :| aikes cant see the green hair


remind me never to wear black hahahash OKAY gonna pack <3 miss me & i might buy sth back for you hahsss woohoooo~!

the flames and smoke climbed out of every window
and disappeared with everything that you held dear
and you shed not a single tear for the things that you didnt need
cus you knew you were finally free


spent my day pretty much alone aye it was oddly therapeutic & extremely random. LIBERATION TASTES GOOD! (: went to some places i havent been to in awhile & kinda missed. ahh yes and surprised granma by appearing at her doorstep.

i need more of such days.

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i <3 my blue and green friends.

pardon all the entries that are post-dated, how mighty confusing & annoying really. this really was meant to be a tuesday night entry

secretly happy that im updating so much cus it means, more to read when im bored in future! :) so we went out again. im really glad that we've the luxury of time now. no more hurried dinners, rushing off to other places & whatnot. yay :D love things being so comfortable!

anywayssss i really want the songs from Vegas! cant quite find them except for the one that i already have ):

we talked briefly about LD just now & it kinda brought tears to my eyes. staje was so different from LD; staje was so much tighter, more emotional & definitely tonnes raw feelings. LD in contrast was more polished, a large group with everyone specialising on certain things. though staje always felt more personal, the whole LD experience is priceless.

ohwells random thought, we feel the arts yes? HAHS random thought over, time for bed now.

soooooo HAPPY today ((: not the high & dizzy spinning kinda happiness but the kind that is so comfortable! hahs <3 aye!

lets see, came out today in a relac jack mood (ie. not intending to spend $$) but still spent 60bucks like WHAAAT? outrageous la seriously hahas.

five things:
- spontaneous movie ((: zomg Vegas was hilarious!
- dissecting a certain someone's date tsk
- nonsensical chatter hehe :D
- How Big is Your Brain?
- great friends YAY; hp, lei & xiao


so we laughed all night & didnt quite have any bitch fights (FOR ONCE!). hahs i miss this totallyyyy :D manyhearts we need to do this more often lovelies! cant wait for tomorrow whee. :D i wish every month was filled with so many (happy) entries!

two to one
static to the sound of you and i
undone for the last time
and there this was
hiding at the bottom of your
swimming pool some September
and dont you think
i wish that i could stay


we were the happiest people in the world yesterday; and now everyone's swimming in depression. no wait, make that drowning.

okay let me try to be coherent. twas fun, many people went & so much laughter in the air. liberation was really sweet; it came with a big bang, tonnes of photos & plenty friends. :)

im so eggcited but first, i gotta unpack. cant wait for japan! :))

i almost gave it, kinda did. hatesssssss.

Z was crazy and it was tonnes of fatigue+excitment


FREEEEEEEEEDOM !

helloooo, guess who is my favourite (oops pun). thankyou for teaching me to be a queueing expert & decision analyst HAHS yes im a management scientist aye. oh yes, thanks for giving me hope! :D


CHECK THIS OUT. hahs


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thanksss hp for bubbletea YEAY <3 i love my friends! helloooo less than 24hrs to FREEDOM say yaynesss. to my dear bitchy friends gossiping about me at nydc zomg i cant wait to join you all!

for the million things that make my day :D :D

listening to this one song always tugs at my heart strings. i cant explain this bittersweet feeling or why, but it just reminds me of goodbyes

the closure of one thing that wasnt necessary perfect nor beautiful, but it sure as hell meant alot.

yes, just another of the two million things i miss alot.

okaaaay i think my last paper is drawing closer & guess what, i still have like a quarter of the syllabus ive yet to read. WELL DONE wais ._.

hahahas and nopes, im not mugging my brains out unfortunately ): still happily slugging ah wells. anyway clara is shifting out alrd ): ): rachel's gonna do that too when shes back laterrr. AHHH HATES!

i hereby swear off shopping. YESSS decided that im getting outta control yikes. really hope all this madness spending is the result of exam boredom. please try to remind me how much ive spent lately & how my wardrobe's gonna freaking burst when i move my things home. i seriously think i need a new wardrobe cus even when half my things are in school im alrd digging (literally) into my wardrobe to find things. anyone wants to help me with building a walk-in wardrobe?

HAHAS seriously i think i should. just need to figure uh, how. okayyy back to management science ):

check out something i found in the archives:

anyways im just wondering, anyone know what happened to stalker? suddenly thought of him HAHS its nothing scandalous please. was talking to jingjie about school+mugging & it reminded me of stalker! its so strange not seeing him when i used to do so like on an average of five times a day.


OMFGGGG HHAHAHAHASH !

when i first read it i was like HURH who is stalker, more like the people i stalk right? nooooo its the ECONS STALKER ZZZZOMG. ive completely forgotten about him but the thought of it is seriously hilarious! nopes hes not a real stalker (hahs he'll be damn glad im saying this) but like someone i literally bumped into like five times a day .___. OMGGG

read about dawn in some parts & guess what, i still bump into her! (: hahs like a couple of times outside & recently in the biz canteen woots! coincidence really (:

i miss all my friends, UGH stupid exams.

back to prison tomm yikes hahahshs or there will be a search warrant for me soon hahsss okay private joke oops! cant wait for japan YAY :D

okayyyy so much love so much nostalgia <3 cant wait till exams are over! i wanna bake, swim (at night), sentosa, play, party, dress up, hit the streets, watch tv/movies, hang out ALL DAY !!

right, till the exams are over.

i am so happy

here are some of the things ive done over the last two days.
1. slept
2. hugged my pillow
3. met up with love (:
4. ate homecooked meals
5. finished my food
6. watched The Hills (!!!)
7. air-con
8. not studied
9. did my nails
10. removed the last of my little red friends
11. prepared your present
12. made my own brunch
13. PAPA/MUMMY/BROTHER <3
14. watched Discovery: Travel & Living YAY(: curtis stone!


&& now its time for GG whee.
why do i act as if my exams are over HAHS ohwell we all need some love aye

omgawdzzz the new laptop's speakers are like super! the base is so strong yikes IM SO JEALOUS >:C hatesss hahash

anyways just realised that after swallowing my entire MIS textbook (while none of it came out), that i actually like the topic of IS. gaspppp what a geek/freak yes :| am suddenly considering like a SoC minor or something aikes but i think i'd regret it when i am buried under a sea of senseless codes.

back in happyHOME after a long happy day hahas mm okay but im so sluggish at home ):

i need to stop being obsessed//

would you believe me
if i said i didnt need you?
cus i wouldnt believe you
if you said the same to me.
near death, last breath,
and barely hanging on.
would you believe me
if i said i didnt need you?

yesyes so hooked.

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btw does anyone know why: i transferred money using ibanking and helll ive been given a transaction ref num, yet it doesnt show up on my transaction history hrmmm.


cant wait till exams are overrrrr ! i wanna play so hard aye hahas and yes go to chomps with the gardeners. hehe made a CONTRACT with philip that we're all gonna hang at gardens alrd; thanks for being so encouraging! ((: this is a little backdated but nonetheless

ahhhhhhhhh ):

town tomorrow with dexter & mojo, who said he'll give me a grand total of 1hr to shop!

well, mumsie is finally home! (: yay kinda happy hehe

paper today sucked, like all my other papers ahh whats new seriously. tutorial was long&painful as usual hahs yes i still have tutorial in the midst of my exams how perfect ._.

lunched with D and we had a good talk. been quite awhile since our last && well twas a nice long exchange. kinda missed talking to him like that aye <3 hearts deepdeep dear, ZOUK on 10may!

well yes lei i guess youre right afterall but i still want more hotdates. oops D, youre hot of course hahsss

anyway stupid sister of mine messaged me ytd to asked if i wanted to go to butterfact URGHHHH hateration hahahs was so annoyed i replied you @#%*!$ i'm still having exams la ._. after exams on wednesdays pls, free entry hahsss.

OH! alan told me about a way to get cheap drinks HEHE omgawdzzzz so eggcited! :D

okay guess i should go. till next time, xoxo

ps. i wish theres more GG to watch ):

iwannagohome ):
GRUMPS.


&& i hate boys UGH please just choke and die.