× solitaire
Friday, May 28, 2004 ×
new layout! :D hahas any comments? kinda wanted a change, especially since life is so monotonous (spell?) nowadays. changed it last night at like 12 midnight after completing my 3A book. as in it was done previously, just that i was pondering if i should add links. decided to work on it another time, just wanted to do something. so ohwells.
darn tired now! had quite an uneventful day. i mean school was like totally no lessons and we just sat around studying chinese. went ondo after school after the stupid train ride there. ugh! the train broke down or something. then we hadta wait for like 2 trains before we could squeeze in. i lost balance & almost fell on somebody? -faints. clumsy+bad luck! oh! the bus ride to the MRT was bad too. we boarded the bus and like after us, the EZlink machine broke down. like it had no reaction wotsoever. took a hell long time to repair and by that time, the next bus came alr ._.
was bag hunting with pl, but it was unsuccessful? ugh! i mean, i really like the roxy bag BUT knowing our school people, there would be tonnes others carrying the same bag soon? and its the holidays, people are bound to see it lahh. darn annoyed :| gonna make a trip down to peninsula plaza with her! hahas, and i'll make sure she brings her sister along to help bargain. i mean, 50bucks to 23bucks? thats like more than 50% lahh. and according to pl, the bags there are quite nice. mmmm, shall check it out someday.
cant wait for next saturday! its cut hair day :D hahas qing & i have decided to get our long-awaited haircuts then, after our physics practical in the morn. hehh. hopefully it turns out fine.
pondering if i should get contacts .. was planning to get it over the June holidays. but its rather troublesome, and knowing my lazy self. ohwells. darn confused lahh! but im sure of one thing, im gonna take my mum to shop. hehhs. i want to do facial tooooo. face is totally breaking out :( and i wanna go jogging. havent jogged for quite a long while alr. with the exam, and the 2weeks of being sick, im putting on weight alr :|
hiaks. time is passing so fast its scary :| -sigh. off i go to mugging again, cant wait for this to be over ..
× this is my job, my life, my curse
Thursday, May 27, 2004 ×
hahas.
van helsing? caught the show yesterday and i must say its friggin exciting. as in the element of surprise really makes you hold yer breath.
apart from the fact that we were 10min late for the show, and that long john silver is not movie-friendly, i really enjoyed it! :) hahas. and the plus point was that i watched it with
vonn bestie dearest! it was really fun to watch a show with someone who is as frightened as me and is willing to scream! lol. thankfully the movie is not scary, but definitely not a show for the weak hearted. well, for one i felt my heart threatening to stop cus i was so scared. hahas.
mmm tomm is the last day of the term. which means, last day sitting with
wend, not so intensive lessons, a haircut, more studying, going to the sales and maybe sleeping in late (at the later part of the hols?). half a year is gone so soon its scaring me :| i mean how long more is it gonna be till the friggin prelims? gawdd. i HAVE to study hard, seriously.
lugged my papers home today. trashed some in school but many are upstairs now, hands were so tired that i pressed the doorbell repeatedly for my maid to rescue me. hahas. yesyes im lazy but who cares?
gonna take a bath now since im all awake alr. hahas yepp i just took a nap cus i felt so sleepy while checking out the van helsing site, not that its boring though. mmmm, but i was rudely awoken by the itching sensations at my ankles & calf. mosquitoes :| annoyingly pesky. but ohwells, its not good to sleep too much, you'll be lethargic (sir toby!) & even more tired. hehhs :)
--
in Santa Monica, in the wintertime,
the lazy streets so undemanding
i walk into the crowd
in Santa Monica,
you get your coffee from
the coolest places on the promenade
where people dress just so
beauty so unavoidable,
everywhere you turn it's there.
i sit and wonder what am i doing here?
but on the telephone line i am anyone
i am anything i want to be.
i could be a super model or Norman Mailer
and you wouldnt know the difference
or would you?
in Santa Monica,
all the people got modern names
like Jake or Mandy
and modern bodies too.
in Santa Monica, on the boulevard,
you'll have to dodge those in-line skaters
or they'll knock you down
i never felt so lonely,
never felt so out of place
i never wanted something more than this
but on the telephone line i am anyone
i am anything i want to be
i could be a super model or Norman Mailer
and you wouldnt know the difference
on the telephone line, i am any height
i am any age i want to be
i could be a caped crusader, or space invader
and you wouldnt know the difference
or would you?
audio|savage garden- santa monica
this song is just beautiful lahh :) as in the melody is really soothing with Darren Hayes' voice and the words are really sad too. but hahas i really like this song, seriously. as in its so true for some! but no, it does not apply to yours truly in case you were wondering. lol im no phone/internet chat fan, so nono for me. hahas
× troy
Tuesday, May 25, 2004 ×
as the title suggests, ive just caught
Troy and it
really,
really,
really
rocks.
ive never felt so strongly about a movie before and this one is a must see. not even for a single minute or even second, was i bored. go catch it, seriously. Hector, ie. Eric Bana, is such a great man and a true hero. liked his son too, so cute! i totally adore his character & all. sadly, although orlando bloom has the looks, he's a total loser in the show. an evil one particularly. he actually shot Brad Pitt, like wth? grr.
am feeling totally pissed now, with everyth, and my maid is just not making it any better. asdfghjkl. hell tired now. got back ppr yesterday. results dropped, -glares at the physics f9. ohwells.
gonna be watching van helsing with vonn tomm. then i can drag her with me to shop! :D hahas. saw this Esprit tote that im determined to get. but am waiting for the sales to begin since its only like 3 days away? but this waiting is not doing me good, i really cant wait! ugh!
planned my study plan for this week. hiaks. exams are next week i just realised :| this is not good at all. -sigh. off i go now alr. not in the mood for a long entry at all. so there.
× its always penny and me tonight
Saturday, May 22, 2004 ×
decided to pita since im in a good mood :D mmm where should i begin? okei. am feeling much better physically alr, and emotionally too. :) maybe its just wot im feeling now, but whatever it is, its the present that matters. we're supposed to live for the moment! :D hahas wots with me. i just hope i dont fall ill again, wot if the exams so close & all. acks.
aniw ive had a long & tiring day! the calluses on my feet is prove! lol :) went to SPH in the morn for NE trip. it was great fun and the machines are
HUGE. seriously, like sososo big lahh. all of us were amazed at how the newspapers were produced & moved around at such a high speed. of course, cute little boy
gabriel made things so much more fun :)
oh! then theres the printing paper before its being used. it looks like toilet roll just that its 1000kg. as in seriously its the real mass, im not making it up or anyth. its moved around by robots called HELIUM and IODINE. and
kiat,
laine,
wend & i got chased around by them lahh, almost got knocked down too. lol. darn fun :)
and something really embarrassing happenened to me & laine. cus the lift right, then they were all packing into it. both of us didnt want to take cus scared overweight, and wanted to walk up wit the big group. then suddenly we realised all of them were in the lift. and they actch managed to make space for the two of us to go in. we stepped in togt, and the lift beeped ._. so embarrassed! acks. hahas
we had to walk the deserted stairs in the end, only the two of us :( hahas. but of course later we got to take the lift :D hahas.
mmm rushed home aft SPH to get ready for the afternoon activites. unfortunately lunch was delayed so my whole plan was delayed. hahas we were supposed to meet at 1.30pm at NEL but ended up meeting them at 2pm. opps? hehh. and we were supposed to meet them 2pm at dhoby ghaut? lol.
okei met up with
dinah,
kiat,
laine,
qing,
rol,
wend,
xin,
xiu &
yins, the birthday girl!! hahas. yepp went to fish&co for lunch. my goodness the service was dirt lorr. -growls. i mean everybod was finishing their meal alr, and my little piece of tiramisu was still undelievered? like wth. ugh!
and it was friggin damn damn scary okei! outside the glass house gather this HUGE HUGE group of muds lahh. in fact, it was a few cliques of muds? my goodness. and one had the gatsby hair? spiky until like really SPIKE lorr. it was darn scary cus they look they were gonna have gang fight or something. and it was a huge group lahh.
aniw dinah, kiat, qing & xin aft lunch. the rest of us walked towards the orchard area. shopped around heeren with wend for awhile then headed to taka to meet them. mmm rol & xiu left aft awhile, leaving laine, wend, yins & i.
had tonnes & tonnes of fun with them laughing at stupid things like the pendant with
nu li &
you yi (ie. girl power & friendship) on it & the funny stuff the shops were selling. and how can i forget the yellow shirt people wend? LOL. really had great fun with them shopping & walking to & fro wisma & taka. seriously we walked the same stretch like 5 times or something. and we basically stayed there the whole time.
oh! managed to catch the guess sale and laine got her
good buy, must buy! lol. darn lucky eh that girl! hehhs. they all got their clothes while i being contented with the little hairbrush. hahas. yepp left aft that.
wend & i had to take the train down to dhoby ghaut to retrieve xin's fila bottle which she left it at fish&co. when we came out, there was still the HUGE amount of muds sitting around. and they sat on the steps, making it darn difficult for people to walk. we were like darn frightened lahh.
but aniw we managed to get the bottle unscathed! :D hahas. yepp. headed home aft that! -yawns. am very tired now :| but ohwells, had great fun with the darlings lahh! hehh.
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today aside, im getting worried about my ppr this term :| -sigh. failed physics and ss. my chinese is a complete mess, so is english & lit. -frowns. im so not looking forward to this. acks.
aniw im having my lousy period again :| -sigh. it always makes me upset without fail. -grr. seriously i hate having my period. and it seems to always come one week earlier lahh. like ugh!
mmm i need a trip to j8 asap. my ankle socks are wearing out, and my hp is getting scratched :| terrible lahh. one of my non ankle socks has a hole, its so grossly thin alr.
eh? the jounalism stream of Film & Media stream of Ngee Ann Poly sent me their newsletter called Hyper. so very strange, its not like im in any way related to them. mmmm? but its quite a nice booklet of stuff really. shall look through it. lol my mum went like "HYPER SENT YOU A LETTER". like hurrrr?
mmm gonna be taking my english test on monday :| i dont want. but watching troy on tuesday. ohwells. hopefully i can catch van helsing with
vonn on wedn, if she would just reply my message. yes lahh yes lahh i know im slow, havent been watching any
movies" STYLE="text-decoration: none; border-bottom: medium solid green;" HREF="http://search.targetwords.com/u.search?x=5977|1||||movies|AA1VDw">movies lately. -growls.
mmm shall end my entry here! hehh :) its a darn darn long entry eh! :D
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Wednesday, May 19, 2004 ×
decided to add a new entry since im bored as hell and practically dying. acks :( am sick again. -sigh. this time im down wit stomach flu. and i really feel like dying alr. seriously. fkdjneoiswngkdfl/////
hahas dont ask. aniw spent my day at home struggling to keep myself alive. terrible time. oh! was supposed to be out with the bestie ytd but tumm was being bad. went to have lunch with them (ie. bbcians) then aft lunch & tht fizzy drink, my tumm started acting up. had to take a cab home cus i was really unwell :( sorry darl! -sigh.
dont really wanna go to school tomm but i doubt its a good idea to skip so many lessons when the exams are nearing. acks :| i just wanna curl up and sleep. and eat poifull of course! hahas. am really hooked on to it now thanks to wend.
going offline alr. nothing to do online either. -frowns. acks. its only 5.12pm?! wot am i gonna do?? -sigh.
× i just came out to have fun
Thursday, May 13, 2004 ×
taking a break from studying physics. -growls. am darn drained :| ok who am i kidding? i havent really been studying, more like sleeping lahh. acks.
my breath stinks cus of the medicine :| its darn gross lahh. -frowns. i dont wanna have physics test! eeks! dont really get the magnetism thing at all. like im always confused when i look at it. bahhh.
went to see the doctor yesterday evening, so im on MC tods. hehh. i can still remember the other time when i went for operation. i got like a 5day MC? like woah! hahas.
-sigh. am darn sleepy again :| asdfghjkl; i hate being sick :|
× i guess i need you baby
Wednesday, May 12, 2004 ×
-sigh. am sneezing like nobody's business now. :| its 9.23am now and im slacking at home. ah .. aH .. AH CHOOOOO :( torturous morning :| had fever so i decided to sleep in since i had a sleepless night. going to school during recess later.
acks. it looks like its gonna rain soon. i hope it doesnt :| -fingers crossed. at least wait till im in school before it starts to rain? acks.
bloody singtel is so pissing me off. ugh! got my mum to write in & scold them. -laughs. just cant seem to access my account lahh. and nd cheated me too. told me he would transfer his files out, but NO. ugh! annoying lahh.
its raining alr :| drizzling to be exact. maybe i should take a cab afterall. -sigh. this is so not going well for me. :( mmm, gotta start preparing for school alr. (ie. do my physics worksheet before mrskhong decides to really kick me outta class). bahhh!
off i go alr. physics chem physics chem :( and chinese toooo :| -grumbles.
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Saturday, May 8, 2004 ×
mmmmmmmmmmm. am feeling really lost now, confused & plainly unhappy. and i felt so upset that i actually cried for one whole hour, my voice sounded so strange that my papa thought i was ill. ohwell. guess i feel a teeny bit better alr. oh wait, with the exception of the small eyes lahh.
-takes a deep breath. lol. i really needed that btw. was hyperventilating very badly just now when i was crying. cus my nose was blocked & i seem to be able to only take shallow breaths so .. acks :|
went swimming wit xiu this morn aniw! i love being in the water, just swimming & swimming nonstop. makes me feel really happy :) hahahs, kinda stupid i know, but its true!
oooh! celebrated xiu's birthday ytd also. met up wit them in town & had dindin togt :D -nods. and i saw my lb :D hahas. and amazingly d has transformed back to his old, drug addict look again! as in seriously. dont know wot happened, but its true! thats a good thing btw, i mean compared to looking like an ahpek, obviously the pale drug addict look is much MUCH better. hehh.
am itching for a haircut :| especially after dinah & xin just got a haircut. acks. cant wait for june to go shape up my hair!
i wonder how is prince & princess now. mmmm. hahas.
×
Thursday, May 6, 2004 ×
hahas just got a new hp yest so please message me alright? yes i know in my prev i said im probably gonna get a new hp only over the weekend, but my papa was home early yesterday so we went down to get it.
oh, am still using the same number btw! :) aniw, we're gonna celebrate xiu's birthday tomm. -gringrin. but we havent really decided on where to go for dindin yet. mmm cant wait! -rubs hands in glee. HEH. yes, im rather excited as you can tell. but ugh! there's LD tomm and its a real wet blanket :| ahwells.
mmmm hell tired now, but am too lazy to go bathe. yes, call me a smelly pig if you wish. ate like 2 packets of cotton candy just now, im so gonna grow fat & get diabetes lahh. ackks!
aniw, waited for xin with xiu for a short while after school to accompany xin to see doctor. cabbed down cus the clinic was gonna close soon or something. xin's ahma went to find xin, and my goodness her ahma looks darn young lahh! i mean compared to MY granma she just looks about 10years younger? hahas. yepp her hair's really black & all! and xin claims that she doesnt really dye her hair. like wow. hahas.
am currently working on a brand new layout and its almost done. well, actually it IS done alr just that im too lazy to put it up. so yepp, watch this space :D hahas.
×
Tuesday, May 4, 2004 ×
havent gotten a hp yet in case you were wondering. mmm over the weekend most probably since my papa is only free then. ohwells, its not affecting me very much either. hehh, am seriously getting used to not having a hp alr so yepp.
been pretty moody the past few days, moodswinging once again i guess. ooh! yesterday was the chi prelims for the 21 girls in our class. hehh. the 18 h.chi girls left behind were darn slack+quiet lahh. and seriously i enjoyed the peace & quiet feeling! hahas. we didnt even switch the lights on for lessons lahh.
went ondo for lunch ytd with qing, rol & xin. dinah joined us aft awhile. talked, laughed & had fun with them. but it was rather boring though. ohwells.
mmm had a mad day tods. aft school qing & i brought our bags to the school library to rush through our lit proj. and the deadline was like aft school or sth? so we were rushing with the stuff cus rol & xin was waiting for us in town. so we were darn flustered aft we printed the stuff out. we hurried back to class to find a file & handed in the stuff. we noticed our bags werent in class, so we happily thought they brought it out for us. so we strolled out of school with our wallets & even waved dinah goodbye.
went to macs to grab a bite, and while we were sitting there, i realised something. hahas we left our bags outside the library?! yes how goon can we get? hadta go all the way back to school to grab our bags & all. -growls. how absolutely dumb ._.
went to meet them in town. and i didnt get the two things i wanted to get. ugh! darn annoyed. shall wait until the next time im in town. -frowns.
mmm headed down to chomp chomp aft town. yes absurb i know, to travel to town then to chomp chomp. but ohwells. had dindin there! oh, dinah joined us there too. but was quite disappointed with the food, especially with the dessert. goodness, i feel sick aft eating the beancurd thing. ugh! seriously, the food is sub-standard lahh. bahh.
while waiting for the bus we met this chatty old man who rattled on non-stop. like ehhh? kept on boasting & talking though rol & i werent really listening? weird. and he was flashing his EZlink card like his is darn special or something? kept telling us about him going go russia, bombay blahblah. -faints. and the bus took so long to come? was darn happy when we saw the bus approaching! hehh.
darn darn tired now. acks. listening to fly away now :D love that song! off i go alr.
× have you ever loved somebody so much
it made you cry
Saturday, May 1, 2004 ×
archived again! :D its may now. its a good thing that i archived. i mean how depressing is it to see the marquee moving around with the news of my missing hp?
please message me! as in sms. hehh got my new SIM card tods so i can receive all yer msges once again. uh, youre free to call but i'll just call you back the next day or something. hahas. yes i have a SIM card but no hp. acks. im too indecisive which causes me distress in trying to find a hp that would cater well to my needs. and i want
this. anyone willing to sponsor? -smiles sweetly.
oh! i dreamt of my lost hp last night. hahas its darn stupid lahh. i was holding it, and i inserted my sim card in. then i was looking through my gallery and exclaimed, "omg that person deleted some of my pics!". -laughs. how dumb ._. mmm but im getting used to being hp-less alr. just that im quite lost cus i dont know the time. hehhs i have a reason to be late now! :D opps. i mean, i'll try to be early, but you cant blame me for being late. -gringrin.
acks. my com is dying :| i could still remember the excitment i felt when i first used it. it was SO FAST & pretty. now, its slow and it hangs on me all the time. -frowns. and there are pop-ups everywhere. ugh! hate it lahh.
aniw my ma really rocks. i was showing her attitude in the early aft. after that, she still took me out shopping! hahas. yes i bought MORE stuff. -smiles. new pair of slippers/flip flops now :) and two new tops! yay! hahas. and of course, she went wit me to Hello to collect my new SIM card!
met up wit
lingyi,
vonn &
xlin aft tht! hahas was totally lost and they werent where they said we were gonna meet. hmpf! lucky for a kind lady who loaned me her hp.
we went for prata at jalan kayu! :D or rather, went there for dindin lahh. cus i was the only one who actually ate a prata. they all ate nasi briyani[?]. hehh. was darn full aft dindin. came straight home aft tht. -beams.
gonna continue with my search for a phone. toodles!