Friday, May 30, 2003
· rumours ·
just reached home!
the play was not bad
knew the plot though
spoilt everyth
met lar at bugis
wot a mistk lorr. grr
wanted to get sth
but wound up i didnt bring cash
she wanted to shop around
so we wasted a whole damn lot of time!
finally we left & cabbed down
had to guide the driver
grr wot an idiot!
reached there all hot & sweaty
-stares at lar-
sat down & cooled off
the girl started the first line
& the whole plot snapped into my head
how mighty annoying rights?
but it was pretty good lahh :)
the script was the one i submitted for SYF!
my goodness imagine my shock
michelle lai was really good!
-thumbs up-
& the guy acting as her husband
ooh he's like super lorr
esp the part he was charlie
good job mann :)
had sucha fab time!
took my mind off the stupid midterms too
felt mighty relaxed & all
guess it was worth it afterall!
mel just told me sth hell funny!
my new pitas background reminds her of bio
that poor stressed up girl
went out with BBC before the play
hung out at mos for lunch
bitched & talked & laughed alot
discussed um, issues.
-laughs uncontrollably-
it has something to do with my wife lahh
hope shes not reading :|
-keeps fingers crossed tight-
tried to talk bt the im so chio clique
ended off with the _____
dont know wot to call her ehh
our bestfriend?
i should stop being so mean ..
-laughs- had fun :)
i just had so much fun todays :)
doesnt hurt its Friday!
just that i left an 8 mark qns blank for SS
scribbled until the tchr came
not fair!! -stares at didi-
sigh why am i not number 40 or sth?
doesnt matter anymore i guess
my temp is increasing rapidly :|
it was 35+ at first
slowly it rose to 36+ deg
nowadays is like 37+
like woahh. scary lorr
everybody must tkcare yeah?
esp my jewels :)
oh yahh, the IIIcharitians of course!
why am i so crapfilled todays?
maybe its the lack of posts recently?
been busy mugging
-gives studious look-
ahh :)
down with ugly dark eyerings
the weekend's gonna kill you!
yikes i sound childish :|
nevermind lahh,
am i a fabsie mood now!
say whatever you want
i dont care anyways :)
Friday, May 30, 2003
· part of me is fighting this, but part of me is gone ·
so tired :(
but SS is over!
but .. sigh
theres still stupid sciences
-drained-
going for the hcjc play laters
so lazy lorr.
yikes im so laid back
aniw i got a new background
prev one was too dark
its so syringy now
wanna change my gbk too
but the current one's pretty too
okei im just being fickle!
-groans- tummyache :|
`laters
--
days swiftly come and go,
im dreaming of her.
shes seeing other guys,
emotions obscure.
the sun is gone,
the nights are long,
and i am left while the tears fall.
Monday, May 26, 2003
· im all about loving you :) ·
today was sucha balanced day
hahah literally lorr
it started off pretty very bad
i overslept this morn
then i couldnt find my hairband
i had terrible hair :|
went to school hairband-less
with bad hair!!
see how badd it was alr?
had PE.
no eleboration needed.
smelly & tired
msjacob asked me to be olivia.
the class's supposed to interview me
.. in front of ms jeya!
im supposed to hell prepared :|
& my book is empty
bigg badd beginning!
the good part comes.
im convinced that im overstudying ..
told lei i was stressed
& perhaps i overstudying
was trying to feel smart lahh okei!
dont roll yer eyes like that!
i told her ..
"im about as close to that as getting full marks for this a&e math test"
that refers to overstudying
and my goodness i got like 24/25 lorr
you are incredible
i feel crazy alr..
sheesh its madness lorr
somemore my class did pretty badly..
-hides- shoot me :(
guilttripping a whole damn lott
but i gotta thank hongpei
she was a great help!
haha nopes she didnt gimme answers lahh
she taught me the ratios thing
hurrs. & the best part?
we got the same marks lorr.
same qns wrong
ahh what a day :)
and today was a conflict-less day ..
if you get me lahh
-smiles- im a busy happy tired girl!
off i go to do be Olivia!
laters
just realised im not supposed to be online
opps :| lol.
Saturday, May 24, 2003
· heart of frost; eyes of stone ·
cant deny it
yet its not quite right
im trying yeahh.
meanwhile,
i should face the music,
the SS book that is
prollie gonna be off the net
self-discipline :)
i hope i have plenty of it
i thank everyone for being sucha jewel :)
im fine, really
just .. gimme a little time
off i go now.
so kiss me and smile for me
tell me that you'll wait for
hold me like you'll never let me go
cus im leaving on a jet plane
i dont know when i'll be back again
oh baby i hate to go.
Thursday, May 22, 2003
· ive got a tumour in my humour ·
things are getting stagnant
& somewot scary ..
started thinking abt certain issues
reminds me of someday we'll know
so many questions, i need an answer
losing my grip.
mum caught dengue fever
gotta be hospitalised from tonight
pls pray for her yeah?
thnks a whole lott.
Wednesday, May 21, 2003
· i still believe ·
the sun went down so long ago,
i watched you cry i had to go.
forever only lasted just a day.
and now without you by my side,
the visions of a lonely life,
take me to a place in a dream so far away.
i see an angel and i think of you,
i watch her hide behind a smile.
and then i think of what i have to do.
if only i had listened for a while.
the emptiness of what could be,
shows everyth you mean to me
it started out a game i'd never played.
if i defy the foolish pride,
and find that place so deep inside,
take me to my dream, i know i have to stay.
i see a rainbow and i think of you.
of what we had, of what we were
and then i think of what i have to do
if only i had listened for a while.
everybody's always asking me why,
why i did, what i did to make you cry.
please believe me when i say what i say.
i didn't mean to go away.
at the time i couldn't stay.
i see an angel and she sees me too.
and as she wipes a teary eye.
i know exactly what i have to do,
to start a new beginning in my life.
Wednesday, May 21, 2003
· the twisted web of tangled lies strangles my hope to waste and numbs the taste ·
im so hot & tired :(
the weather nowadays is unbearable
so is everyth else ..
getting very irritable nowadays
sighh im sorry okeis
esp to people that ive vented my anger on & all
kinda distant from the world
like i dont fit into the picture
everyones nice to me
but just something is missing
bahh nevermind lahh
wanna get the box i saw ytd at mu-ee!
anyone feeling generous?
mmm shalt go back there to buy!
must get yins to come
since she wanted the other box..
quick recap of ytd
went to bugis with yins
ate shopped with less than 10bucks.. combined.
so horrible okei. grr.
xin xiu came down aft mking ic
shopped arnd somemore
sheesh was so broke lorr
mighty embarassing :|
saw so many buyable things!
okei i must start studying alr!
everyones starting todays
i hope im not too late ehhs.
-crosses fingers-
off i go :)
oh wait.
ahh nevermind :)
Monday, May 19, 2003
· still believe it when you say its another perfect day ·
happy tired day :)
took my 2.4km run todays
feel good!
never had this much determination before
took me lotsa courage eh!
-beams- did baddly though. hahah
wot the hell lahh :)
i passed! got a C actch.
last person in class to get C :D
had the usuals aft that.
bitchy act-cute chinese tchr
people being irritating
bahh you get the idea lahh
um other than mrskhong staring at us lahh
thought i was covering yinsx's eyes
so lame ehhs.
had math remedial :)
hahah okei im a freak lahh,
it was hell fun :D
was panicking all the wayy & was the last to finish
everyone was waiting for me :|
went to xiu's house :)
with bern & xin
got so many things to eat :D
the eclair thing rocked
ate so many until my tummy bulged out
think i gobbled five?
yikes thats badd!!
but took ht;weight alr lahh.
doesnt matter :)
the food was 3 thumbs up!
great company too :D
tried to study but ..
sighh. hell distracted by everyth
her digital dict & of course
my baby! :D
shes gone now though
bern beat her so friggin hard
so she left me
so saddening ehh :(
nevermind lahh
aint that bad toos ..
drank some nutritious soup dad made
tasted fab!! :)
but i think my nose is gonna bleed soon or sth
so sickening lorr.
can smell blood & all :|
Sunday, May 18, 2003
· talk to me. ·
everyone's down with something
all depressed or sth
tkcare okeis? dont fall ill
its proven alr,
that depressed people usually fall ill easily
theyre more.. vulnerable?
sigh wot am talking about man.
sorry if i keep changing layouts yeah?
feeling bahh now.
need sth to tk my mind off things
and cracking my brains happen to help alot
yepp. guess thats it.
ranting on & on in my pitas
booo. sth's wrong :|
feel very distant
as in from everybody else
family;close friends
inability to communicate
sigh wot am i doing?
pushing the blame to pms
doing the 2.4km on monday
wish me luck everyone?
pray that i dont pass out or something
yikes am frightened :|
Saturday, May 17, 2003
· i cannot pretend, that we can still be friends ·
its true you know
hurts me totally
the way im so losing grip
just dont geddit
why am i so filled with disdain?
tried my best to drive her away
being mean, rude etc
it aint working totally
doesnt she get hints?
thought i was obviously mean
then it just changed
things returned to normal
..for a while
the the cycle begins
leave me alone!!
Saturday, May 17, 2003
· so i might try to leave it all behind ·
had fun todays :)
a scary kind, i must add
had chinese oral in the morn
pretty badd lahh
nervous cus the tchr's face was so stern!
then she asked me to loosen up
invigilator was our class's chinese tchr
um.. peanut face
i dont know. hahah.
thats wot the chinese peeps call her
-shrug-
aft that they came over
xin xiu wenx tingx kiat yinsx & rol that is
rol & yinsx left early
watched inner sense togt!!
screamed my guts out
hahhah. im a scaredy cat okei :|
kiat wanted me to go toilet with her
we were walking & talking
stupidly she didnt notice the mirror
turned & screamed!!
hahah. that silly girl.
thts not the end ..
heard her say theres no toilet paper
me: oh okei -got some, tried to give her-
her: har? got toilet paper wot
me: i thought you say got no toilet paper?
her: -comes out- no i didnt!!
me: -screams & ran back to the room-
hahah sheesh mann.
turned out it was my mum talking to my maid
freaked us completely lorr
they left aft thats
walked them out
went to get a haircut
big mistake
i look like a total geek.
not like i didnt look like one
but its badd now :(
dont you dare laugh on monday!
Wednesday, May 14, 2003
· traces of you strewn everywhere ·
new layout again
think it wont last ..
who cares?
really adore this song :)
and the one below
-points below-
to all whom i love dearly :)
when you feel all alone
and the world has turned its back on you
give me a moment please
to tame your wild wild heart
i know you feel like
the walls are closing in on you
its hard to find relieve
and people can be so cold
when darkness is upon your door
and you feel like you cant take anymore
let me be the one you call
if you jump i'll break your fall
lift you up and fly away with you into the night
if you need to fall apart
i can mend a broken heart
if you need to crash then crash and burn
you're not alone
when you feel all alone
and a loyal friend is hard to find
youre caught in a one way street
with the monsters in your head
when hopes and dreams are far away and
you feel like you can't face the day
because there has always been heartache and pain
and when its over you'll breathe again
you'll breath again
Wednesday, May 14, 2003
· thinking of you and nobody else ·
yay tomm is a public hol!
i feel blessed
bad use of words but i seriously do :)
oh no!
i was supposed to cut my hair
conviniently forgot :|
sighh. its really ugly & all now ..
bad hair day everyday!
arghh. how depressing can it get
just during IPW we were so lame!
hahah we did everyth
to stop msjacob from noticing we had nothing
so basically it went like ..
1.10pm: unplugged computer wires
1.15pm: switched on the comm
1.20pm: spoilt it
1.25pm: alex came
1.30pm: com fixed!!
1.35pm: fiddle around with it
1.40pm: tingx & i stalled for time. talked to msjacob about anyth & everyth!
2.00pm: lesson over!! :D
hahah basically thats it
ran out of topics!
so embarassing lorr
never got so concerned bt english before
hahah. goodness!
think shes tired of our excuses alr.
Tuesday, May 13, 2003
· feeling like im heading for a breakdown ·
im holding on waiting for your call
its simple but i cant explain this
im sinking down i feel like i could die
im falling off i dont know why
i still believe it when you say
its another perfect day
another perfect day
i still believe it when you say
its another perfect day
another perfect day
so i might try to leave it all behind
i know tomorrows not so bright now
i'll say goodbye cause nothing good can last
you wear and figured no where fast
when today i dont know how to keep it all inside
but i guess i'll let it slide
today i dont know why
i thought that it was real
but i guess its no big deal
Tuesday, May 13, 2003
· even angels fall ·
my shoulder blades feel like razor ones
hurts a whole damn lot!
so does my arms
this sucks badly lorr
im so not cut out for sports
and my arm is filled with scratches
super ugly! grr
shouldve refrained just now ..
theres a tiny scar :|
& i thought my nails were short & blunt
its so lethal mann!
-slowly stares at both arms-
i shalt stop!!
am super determined this time
yins didnt come todays
so saddening ehh.
it was unusually quiet & all
minmin sat at her place
i provided the noise factor todays :)
shes actch quite nice
minmin that is ..
used to not like her very muchh
feel so guilty now.
and she told me something mighty embarassing!
embarassing for ME that is
eeps. can't imagine i said something like that lorr
-shakes head-
still listening to Martina Mcbride
My Valentine
its really too sweet alr!
and that bryan adams+mel c song
its so cute!!
baby when youre gone
i realize im in love
the days go on and on
and the nights just seem so long
even food dont taste that good
drink ain't doing what it should
things just feel so wrong
baby when youre gone
the lines are just cornified!
but so cute :)
off to chinese now
wish me luck everybody!
Monday, May 12, 2003
· broken veins; tired soul ·
-lets out a huge sigh-
what a day ..
its so nice & comfy now :)
had PE again.
did rounds again.
eeps. sucks
im so gonna fail my 2.4km run :|
-cries- torture!!
but ..
tingting said i motivated her to run!
and she ran mighty fast
like whooosh!!
six friggin rounds
feel so darn happy nows!
what a compliment :)
so sadd we're not togt anymore
too late for regrets :|
lazed around & next ..
school ended!
my heart was like pumping like a madd fcuk!
everyone felt it!
yinsx wrote me a little note :)
thanks dearr! so sweet!
went to forum & horror began.
5 item test!!
kinda smooth just embarassing :|
was screaming like crazy
kept going like ..
"i dont wanna play anymore!"
especially pull up
sounded like i had labor pains!
the day is finally over :)
no more physical tortures lerr!
-thankful- wheee!
hopefully i get a B for 2.4
bro's beside me now
doing something military!
hahha.. tracing?
but he's damn poor thing lorr.
the thing is so small
& im being mighty useless :|
fatigue lahh! hehs
Sunday, May 11, 2003
· michelle branch ·
called your name today but
no one answers any more,
you turned and ran away
like someone came and locked the door,
paper pieces lyin' on the floor,
i fall to pieces now the
coffees' black and my heart is soar.
pick me up tape me together,
like paper pieces on the floor.
since you left that day
ive realized my minds made up on you,
my heart is capsized and
i don't know what im gonna do.
and i call out to you,
oh, but you turn,
yes you turn away-
called your name today but no one answers any more.
/paper pieces
--
i was lost,
you were found,
you seemed to stand on solid ground,
i was weak,
and you were strong,
and me and my guitar we strummed along.
i was blind,
but oh how you could see,
you saw the beauty in everything,
everything and me.
i would cry,
and you would smile,
stay with me, a little while
and in my heart i see,
what your doing to me,
and in my heart i see,
just how you wanted it to be,
Sweet Misery.
/sweet misery
--
and when you say,
it doesn't matter
well it does
and all it takes is a mistake to eat your words,
just one more time i think i'll drive on home tonight
/second chances
Saturday, May 10, 2003
· when youre around, the sky is a different blue ·
my mood today was like yesterday
a parabola
hahah amath! -feels smart-
reminds me of mrskoh
ate at pizza hut :)
-groans- another inch gained
but nevermind lahh
celebrating xiu's birthday wotts.!
had such a nicenice day :)
especially since things seemed better
wheeeeee!
met them at PS
so sad tingting couldnt go :(
had lunch & walked arnd
laters all of us split up to town
carol qing wensx yinsx refused to walk
bern xin xiu & i wanted to
tried to find my bro on the way
stupid guy -grr-
messaged him at 2 & he replied at 5.30!!
bahh. disappointing!!
met them again in town
stoned & walked
think i walked past every shop 5 times?!
was really downn also ..
then they started tking neos
wensx & yinsx left
qing & i started hunting for wallets
went to join them laters
funfun :) took some neos also!!
was popping my head into everyth
hahah sheesh.
its called the no cash disease!
wanted to catch twelfth night again
but papa asked me to go home
didnt want to leave him all alone so im back :D
but got my wallet first
think its super bulky ehh. shite
-regrets- eeps...!
shouldve took the other one
ahh nevermind lahh.
came home & had plenty fun
bro's gf was around!
had dinner & they all made fun of me :|
but nice still :)
woah i think this entry is mighty long!
in a good mood lahh :)
ladidums. off to sign gbk now!
Friday, May 9, 2003
· go away? ·
getting really irritated nowadays with somebody. think most people should know lahh. sighh really dislike this sour feeling lorr. -takes a deep breath-
i really hate to be like this, so full of disdain for someone & all. sighh. somebody save me? grr
getting down easily too. i blame it on my split personality which is mighty fcuked up & PMS's new bestfriend. bahh.
--
maybe if you were free someday
could you just spare me a smile
cus thats all i need
to keep me going for eternity
i might not be the perfect kinda person
but i just need to see yer smile
and i feel like the flawless girl ever
Friday, May 9, 2003
· overwhelmed ·
like totally!!
went to catch Twelfth Night musical
woah it rocked plenty :)
mark sang too!
can't tell he can sing :)
was like some crazy fan aft the first show
went & like "hihi ...."
must have sounded like an idiot!
hahah wthh ..
i always do wots aniw
here comes the excitment ..
Orsino was gorgeous!
even kiat&peix agreed :D
-nodds excitedly-
go catch it aightts?
their singing is hell fabb :)
clapping non-stop lorr
ooh ms choo was there too!
think to support the primary school teacher
so was cheong.
plenty of people went.
wheeee funn :D
had LD todays anyhows.
got our lines
& um some unpleasant thing happened
sighh. feel like a jerk
was pretty moody during school
come to think of it,
LD made everyth muchmuch better :)
for once? sigh.
everyone was like "are you alright?"
during school time
im fine nows yeahh? thnks :)
Thursday, May 8, 2003
· guan yu ni de yi qie wo dou shi zhe liao jie jiu suan wo hui shi mian ·
-points up-
my super fav song :)
had a pretty extreme day todays!
badd hair day!
like totally lorr :(
grr. damns
took neos & realised my hair was f.l.a.t
rushed outta the house
without combing my hair cus i overslept
big mistk. arghh.
BUT ..
went out with the BBC :)
lol silly us!
took neos with the four of them!
wheeee. finally ehh :)
feel contented lorr!
im so easily satisfied :)
-nodds-
saw something mighty freaky just now :|
you know somerset mrt
got a carpark there rights.
so was walking past
& i saw this car which was filled with
..voodoo dolls
-shudders- perverted lorr.
Wednesday, May 7, 2003
· ·
if you were _______, what would you be?
[a flower] cactus. the flowers are mighty pretty!
[a fruit] lime. it tastes yummy :)
[a vegetable] corn! i like the yellowish color
[a spice] cinnamon. cinnamon sticks are fabb!
[a color] darkblu? lol.
Short Answer
[are you left handed or right handed?] righty here.
[are you smart?] nahh. wish i had a super brain or something. -wistful look-
[how many personalities do you have?] many intertwined into one. im just me.
[how many piercings do you have?] five. getting another soon. hope my mum wont screw me though.
[tattoos?] nahh. scared painpain :|
[what was your first word?] heh? -shrug-
[are you superstitious?] not quite.
[do you read your horoscope?] yeahh. they always have it in magazines so might as well read them
[do you believe in that stuff?] agree with xin. never really remember it
[can you do a cartwheel?] are you madd?
[do you have bangs?] not really. dont think so lahh.
[do you have contact lenses?] nopes. i look weird without specs
[can you drive?] yeahh baby! ..i wish
[what do you drive?] myself nuts?
[do you snore?] no but i roll around alot
[do you drool in your sleep?] yes! you cannot imagine the quantity lorr. just smell my pillow
[do you lick your envelopes or use a sponge?] seldom use envelops
[do you keep a journal?] yeahh. but dont write innit oft.
[what languages do you know?) english, chinese and minimal amt of German. lol
[whats the best awards show?] anyth with people i know
[do you like onions?] depends on how you cook it
[do you like cotton candy?] yes! but they get stickyy
[what words do you over-use?] aiyo. can say it like 5 times in a row or something.
[what do you sleep in?] huge tees+shorts
[whats your bedtime?] depends, ranges from 9pm to 3am
[how many pillows do you have?] two. three bolsters and plenty stuff toys :)
[do you like to dance?] hahah. im not anyth near a physical person
[do you like to sing?] yes! during chinese lesson :)
[are you any good at it?] hahah. yinsx get really -sigh- when i try to sing ..
[how many cds do you have?] heh? im not sure ..
[talk on the phone?] okei only. depends who im talking to
[how many times have you moved houses?] once? lol.
[what do you think of chain letters?] retarded.
[do you like where you live?] yepps. its okei lahh.
[is your room messy?] kinda. it has some kinda order that no one else sees
[how many people go to your school?] err 3000? LOL.
[do you like your writing?] no. its badd :|
[do you like to finger-paint?] yes. love it when i was mighty young :)
[what do you smell like?] smelly :|
[are you organized?] i like to believe i am!
[what do you put on hotdogs and hamburgers?] mustard for hotdogs & chilli sauce hamburgers
[do you sleep with a stuffed animal?] kind of lahh.
[do you sleep with socks on?] nopes. the blanky keeps my toes warm :)
[are you ticklish?] extremely, so dont you dare try.
[are you shy?] -hides- yeahh :)
[do you talk to yourself?] hahah yes. so embarassing
[is your house 1, 2, or 3 stories?] two.
[do you have a basement or an attic?] used to have a basement but shifted.
[what flavour fluoride do you get at the dentist?] mint.
[Did you go to preschool?] kindergarden!
[are you a morning person?] nahh. more evening than morn
[whats your favourite outfit?] shirt & pants
[do you have a friend that you wish wasn't?] not really. if i wish she wasnt i wont call her a friend.
[who has the sexiest voice in the world?] i dont know. vonn? LOL
[who has the most annoying voice in the world?] jam & her stinky breath!
[whats your evil test score?] wots that?
[do you believe in reincarnation?] yepps. kinda aniw
[Do you believe in God] yepp. im afraid of many things so i pray alot
[do you believe in aliens?] yes! -thinks of Signs & shudders-
[do you believe in ghosts?] yeahh. scary :|
[do you believe in bigfoot?] haha no!
[do you believe in the loch ness monster] no! haha silly.
[whats your favorite feature (on yourself)?] my fingers?
[what do you do when you're nervous?] talk alot. gibberishly & my heart goes like 3432784092170km/h
[Who's your role model?] my dad :)
[what celebrities do you act like?] heh? i dont know actch. someone tell me?
[do you like classical music?] okei lahh. used to enjoy it alot
[how old do you wish you were?] variable? hahah. i always say i wish i was ___
[what will you name your daughter?] have a long list! but prollie raine or chanel
[son?] kurei. :)
[have you ever gone skinny dipping?] wanna try but nopes.
[have you ever thought you were gonna die?] nopes. im not sucidal in any way.
[where do you wanna go?] to bed
[list all your classes] err. wot kinda qns is this?
[whats the best advice you've ever been given?] cant remember actch. theyre all good ones :)
[whats your motto?] live life to the fullest, never regret
[would you rather be tall or short?] tall! im rather short small :|
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ripped this off xin :)
aniw kiat is mine!
lol. that sillysilly girl
-shakes head- tsk!
Wednesday, May 7, 2003
· women always forgive but they never forget ·
nicenice day :)
was out with the clique todays!
except for vonn though
she had pure geog test tomm
talked bt a whole damn lot of things
hell fun :)
if everyday was like this
gonna do my amath homework :D
and sleep early!
-yawn- tired like crap
super mugger side effects
hahah .. maybe not
hc tchr was a super bitchh lorr
kept saying i was talking
arghh. innit obvious that mel was talking to xt?
get a brain!! sheesh
and she finally called my mama
--
 You are Jean Grey.
Which X-Men movie character are you? (the good guys) brought to you by Quizilla
i prefer Rogue!
bahhs. unfair unfair -whines-
Tuesday, May 6, 2003
· i wanna be just like you ·
doing my persuasive speech nows
-growls- its such a drag
wanna like snooze my whole afternoon away or sth
im mama pig!
was mugging for chem
and im convinced i failed alr? damn
how intelligent wai ..
acks get me an extra brain pls
so i wont mix everyth up and be stupid :|
but where will i keep it?
in the fridge? LOL.
okei not funny. im just sleepy
i passed hist -beams-
considering i err.. nevermind
long story lahh.
-yawn- droopy eyes :|
way to go wai!
literally mann. long long way ..
Everyone heard of it, some got it. But how many, actually understands it? Do you know it? That’s right ..
Monday, May 5, 2003
· she got issues, she's trying to diss you ·
just woke up :)
took a nice long napp!
feel so happy now
comfortably resting on the chair :)
just realised sth
theres chem test tomm :|
& physics aft that
-cringe- oh mama. save me!
happy no more.
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its catching up to me right now
everything that i said
the night i left her there
when i said i wanted out
i was angry and upset
and at the time i could care less about staying there
i had to prove i didnt care
as much as she thought i did
i showed her
i let my pride take me
far away from the only woman i loved
i showed her
and now she has found someone new
and her life will go on
and im all alone
but i showed her
i hate that shes in love
but it took a while for her to get over the hurt
now i know that i messed up
i was trying to give us time
but i see she took that time to find somebody else
what happened to the things she felt for me
am i really a part of her past
Saturday, May 3, 2003
· put me back together ·
literally :|
am so friggin tired and bloated
-whines-
had such a long day
qing woke me up at like 0830
supposed to meet +lite at 0845
obviously badly late
then wensx wanted to drop her bag at my place
so we waited ..
and we were to meet everyone at 0900
reached at like 0930?
sorry bern! waited so long ..
the six of us embarked on the journey :)
bern xin +lite qing wensx and me
reached the zoo and huge bummer!
it rained tables and chairs
and the sky was completely dark lorr.
so friggin irritated ehs
and we stupidly bought tix
so had to wait for the rain to stop
sat at KFC till 12?
finally rained stopped at 11+
whole morn gone just like that lorr
took the tram ride to keep dry
bern xin +lite walked though ..
from that point on we splitted into two groups
cus both groups doing diff things
saw the polar bears!
so friggin bigg! looks so huggable :)
took plenty pics of it
hahha okei i shalt stop illustrating the trip
sound like some pri school kid
but basically it was really tiring :(
not to mention wet & muddy feet
hahhas. but the ducks were cute!
went town aft that
with qing and wensx :)
walked alot
did nothing much cus we had zilch cash
had dinner and came home with wensx
her bag was at my place
am hell comfy nows :) whee.
Friday, May 2, 2003
· nothing can get me down today ·
sleepy sleepy :|
ooh we're going to the zoo tomm!
okei so its not glorius
but .. better than um, ______
help me with that
was supposed to go tanning
sorry wensx & yinx
-hides- im sucha lousy person!
had ld todays ..
um relaxing lahh. nth indian :)
geeva didnt come
slacked around and stuff
hope every week can be like this
bahh impossible :(
and the bitch didnt call my mum
knew it lorr ..
all her lousy excuses
ewww. revolting!
my pitas is getting stagnant
nothing nice to add in here anymore eh
so .. empty.
bahh. my life is pathetic lahh.
-bitter laughter-
oh! mum got me the Twelfth Night vcd!
so awfully sweet :)
gonna be looking out for pompous Malvolio
think its nice :)
though they dont look chio
sad sad .. -shakes head-
Thursday, May 1, 2003
· if only this could be forever but if youre here with me always anytime is perfect, anytime is infinite ·
searching for an image host
bahh :|
any recommendations?
archived my stuff alr
you can find it under back and forth
the "backtrack" link
yepps thats the one ..
its all there now
feels strangely empty :|
hahha okei im silly
theres a mighty nice song by michelle branch
just realised ..
eeps okei so im slow yeah?
Second Chance
go listen aightts?
Thursday, May 1, 2003
· only God knows ive been truely blessed ·
love took me by the hand
love took me by surprise
love led me to you
and love opened up my eyes
and i was drifting away
like a drop in the ocean
and now i realize that
nothing has been as beautiful
as when i saw Heaven's skies
in your eyes
In your eyes
and every time i drift away
i lose myself in you
and now i see i can be me
in everything i do
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