daddy said on monday, that i could report for work late tomorrow. now he tells me that we're gonna leave early tomorrow, and im gonna get a scolding if i make anymore mistakes cus im sleepy. what a liar :(

sigh, why does it seem like everyone has submitted their university application already? i am so screwed :|

im so upset now

cant wait for this whole uni crap to be over! i swear im gonna do up my room properly to cheer myself up after im done with my future. and by then, i wouldve gotten my pay from my various workplaces too! :)

listened to Augustana on my way home, and i realised how tired i felt. it wasnt just a physical thing but i was really drained for some reason. i need a happy pill

and i need to sleep too. or my dad will kick my ass tomorrow :|

WAI is happy-er (: says:
yoz!

the present seems surreal says:
iaos

the present seems surreal says:
diaos

the present seems surreal says:
why u yox

the present seems surreal says:
so not u

WAI is happy-er (: says:
welll

WAI is happy-er (: says:
i'm in the yoz!

WAI is happy-er (: says:
wat's up man

WAI is happy-er (: says:
mood you see

the present seems surreal says:
....

the present seems surreal says:
ok

the present seems surreal says:
i bet this is not wai

the present seems surreal says:
BET ON MY LIFE


--

i only have one true friend. and its tragic that it actually is my partner andie hong ._. well my gf came over and started messing around with lappie & with random people on MSN. yesyes now we know where all the strange messages came from. well and no one but him noticed the difference ._. SIGH tragic

anyways, it was FUN hanging out! :) though we always get such a silly high outta nothing. i <3 bestfriends, they are such a feel good thing :)

anyways she said that the new rack my brother assembled for me looks like something from a fashion shoot. and well it does look pretty cool :D hahas well thinking of doing some stuff with my room now that its clear. anyone wants to help? i definitely need some. mm was thinking of doing something with the walls and maybe shifting some stuff around.

oh, i want a WEBCAM too. -laughs

(tuesday entry) im a HAPPY girl today (:

we, the girls, picked amy up from work & went for lunch togt! (: yikes but the service at Jack's Place really sucked. doesnt help that we are a group of six, ahem, fabulous waitress aye! -laughs

sigh unfortunately after that, they headed off to Bugis & dropped me off at work. yikes i was the only one working that evening ahhhh :( thought that at least jialing would be working with me. and the worst part was that *** ** was scheduled to work too :|

wells *** ** didnt report for work without reporting why. ahh almost fainted cus it leaves joshua & i, and we wouldve died during closing. but the strangest things happened: xiao hao appeared! :D after more than 2weeks of not seeing him, hes finally here cus ..

HE THOUGHT THAT ITS WEDNESDAY TODAY! lol i knew he was a little blur & always sleepy but that was too cute to be true. in any case i was mighty thankful, much as i was the only girl around.

had a good laugh today :D first was xiao hao's short fast term memory. oh and his sunburnt face with the new hairdo LOL. next farhan started giving ming hong stupid, but HILARIOUS, advice on everything from chasing girls to clubbing. this is the kinda bad company that yer parents always warned you about kids. goshhhh almost fainted at the kitchen counter!

ahh but being host sucked. :( i took over from joshua cus i lost to xiao hao in scissors paper stone! :( damnnn if it was bingo i would never be host again la.

the girls came to pick me up after work! :D YAYYY loves' but too bad we couldnt get a cab yikes. horrible cabbies :(

had to do MATH & try to figure out how much discount (in percercentage) do customers enjoy in the new scheme ._. hahs Mr Phang's constant reminders in action!

UGH, my eye's red. im gonna go blind soon :( okay i should sleep soon too or my bfast date tomm morn will become lunch again!

oh btw, if anyone has the clip of Nerina Pallot singing Livin' On a Prayer PLEASE share it. THANKS (:

Figuring out you and me
Is like doing a love autopsy
They could operate all day long
And never figure out what went wrong
Love autopsy
Love autopsy

HAHAS i wouldnt mind working at GV again (: kudos to free movies & cute silly PoP songs!


anyways, i realised the difference between someone who cares & someone who doesnt. it is pretty obvious, really. there are some things that just cant be compromised no matter how hard you try to convince yourself.

--

BrinjBan
(hahahs yikes horrible way to shorten it, like a ban on eggplants or something)
i doubt the guestbook will work anytime soon, so dont bother with it. if youve anything random, do leave it somewhere where the waves will take me. somewhere where the sun radiates, perhaps? :D have fun breaking!

a customer who sat in Section A came back after the whole group of them left, and claimed to have left something behind. since i was assigned to that section, he came to me. here goes the conversation:

him: hey i think you cleared our table just now right?
me: uh i think so, why?
him: oh i left something behind
me: huh what? -tries desperately to recall

at this point i got pretty worried cus i probably did clear their tables, but didnt remember seeing anyth

him: i forgot to take something just now
me: oh so what is it?
him: i forgot to take your number


omg it took me all the self-restrain i had to not roll my eyes. please SPARE ME from the cheesiness ._. its saturday night, im kinda tired AND busy. ended up having to explain to joseph (assistant manager) why i was chatting with "my friend" UGH.

oh but joseph said i shouldve gave the guy his number. i seriously cant imagine what will happen LOL. i doubt they'll think of coming back ever again

im off tomorrow though i like sunday shifts the most. family dinner! :) i need a full body massage yikes im so tired!

[c=#FF0080]____suann : || *[/c=#0080FF] ever free. says:
i haven seen a waitress as smiley as u la

[c=#FF0080]____suann : || *[/c=#0080FF] ever free. says:
u look like this when u work ---> :D


AWWWW (:

okay at least i was a good host! makes all that hard work (and the sore throat i had the next day) less of a pain :D


WAI says:
oh oh !

WAI says:
you know the ******* *** **** ?

[c=#FF0080]____suann : || *[/c=#0080FF] ever free. says:
uh huh

[c=#FF0080]____suann : || *[/c=#0080FF] ever free. says:
are u attached to him now



she gets a kick outta doing this to me la. hahahas LOVES (:

we drive tonight,
and you are by my side.
we're talking about our lives,
like we've known each other forever.
the time flies by,
with the sound of your voice.
its close to paradise,
with the end surely near.
and if i could only stop the car
and hold onto you,
and never let go...
i'll never let go.
as we round the corner
to your house
you turned to me and said,
"i'll be going through withdrawal of you for this one night we have spent."
and, i want to speak these words
but i guess i'll just bite my tongue,
and accept "someday, somehow"
as the words that we'll hang from.

why does tonight, have to end?
why dont we hit restart,
and pause it at our favorite parts.
we'll skip the goodbyes.
if i had it my way,
i'd turn the car around and runaway,
just you and i.


--

my BrinjalBanana friend was right after all.

im not obsessed but its really strange not seeing xiao hao for so long! :( SIGH

anyways, i wasnt Host today! :)) -BEAMSSSSSS. okay maybe cus farhan wasnt around to assign. speaking of which, HE should be the one hosting since he has so much ahem charm. LOL okay private joke!

hahs so with all that free time we played BINGO :D yaynessss! for those still unaware, im an absolute bingo addict. its like a lecture staple aye! i conclude that keeping an eye on the bar is waaaay more challenging than looking out for tutors during lectures. my heart nearly popped out several times when albert & dina appeared from nowhere! :|

feeling real sad for my favourite co-worker, the dishwasher. he wasnt around for the past few days so i thought he was on leave. turns out he struck lottery & won a tidy amount of money. the irony is that instead of being on leave to enjoy, he was recuperating from serious injuries. and why? the guy he shared the bet with got people to beat him up then rob him. it was supposedly like five of them against him. ahh my heart aches just looking at him now :( sigh we all rather he didnt win a cent to begin with

--

i think janee is tired of seeing me. she tightened my braces till my gums are super sensitive now :(

off tomm (or rather, today) :D meeting the bbcians! and LEI, after all our clashing schedules we are finally meeting up loves! cant wait aye

i have a newfound respect for sufang. how on earth can she stand hosting all the time when one day of it bores me to death. for starters i felt so rejected by all the mean passers-by who chose to conveniently ignore me.

hi good evening, dinner for you sir?

even my mouth is cramping up from all the huge plastic smiles. ahhhh i never want to be the host again :(

oh but suann popped by to say hi ! YAY love you girlie (:

didnt get to eat at Gelare today despite arranging for a waffle date :( sigh waffles from NewYorkNewYork was so disappointingly LOUSY. they need a new recipe ._. as opposed to the usual soft, crispy & warm freshly baked waffles, they served cold, hard & stale bread-like ones. :(

i dislike the rain.

today was such an emo day. closed super early cus nobody was really in the mood to do anyth. plus BLUBBER wasnt around ((: sat around drinking mushroom soup & eating onion rings after closing!

the whole bunch of us went drinking after that. twas fun :D much as it didnt help anyone solve their issues. the part where jasmine was chasing amy was CLASSIC i swear! hahas all of us spectators just sat there watching the show

life would be hell boring without this sweet bunch of colleagues aye. <3 love hanging out with them (: cant wait for our pay day shopping trip! -gringrin

anyways do i really look that young? even joshua (from work) thought that i was 16 or 17 ._. but apparently i look very experienced at work too. he insisted that i started a few weeks earlier than him, when we started at the same time. hahas i havent even learnt the menu yet!

cant wait for tomm (or later if you please) ! :D meeting my gf yays

havent been up so early (willingly) in a long long time! hahs im still sleepy though

worked at GV yesterday! (: hahs cus there was a promotion that was jointly offered by both companies for the gala screening of Music & Lyrics. it was quite fun packing food for a change :D i conclude that our jumbo hotdog is HUGE! some wont even fit into the boxes ._.

twas fun overall. the band rocked! :D hahs loved all the songs they played. but they didnt quite believe that ive heard them cus apparently i dont look like i was born in the '80s. hahs yesyes fine i should just pass off as a secondary school student to enjoy all the students' promotions

SIGH havent seen xiao hao for a week! and our schedules are gonna clash yet again next week. yikesss where else am i gonna get a kick laughing at someone who got poked by the steak knife?

anyways, next week schedule's real slack cus theres a newcomer ): -growlsssss. working tues, wedn & saturday only! please come pay me a visit! especially on the weekdays cus its so boring.

SHITTTTT. i just realised i couldve went for Macs bfast since i was up so early! its too late now ):

i
cant
go
to
England
anymore


:'(

i hate writing essays for scholarship/university applications :( their questions might as well be: Tell us a story with the most bullshit about yourself.

SIGH.


im finally off again today! :) and without having to rush to anywhere to meet ridiculous deadlines either. life tastes GOOD. :)

i like updated playlists. love the pleasant surprise i get when i hear something unfamiliar but yummy :D

okay gonna slackkkkkkkk :D

i have the cutest colleagues LOL

i love your from the bottom of my pencil case
i love the way you never ask me why
i love to write about each wrinkle on your face
and i love you till my fountain pen runs dry


oh gosh i have this craving for Scottsdale Nachos!

spent my day rushing about cus im so muddle-headed :( sigh dj & por gotta be kidding when they called me a scholar yikes! hahas no decent scholar can be half as dumb as yours truly

but ohwells all was worth it when i got extra icecream today GRINSSSSS :D my favourite person of the moment has to be Brinjal! sigh please dont enlist, i still want huge scoops of icecream :(

shopping today! yay. :D

dude really came to visit today! ((: YAY.

sigh am i cruel or kind?


anyways, we had brownie todays! -grinss. not one, but TWO! hahs thank goodness cus i was STARVING after work :D

yay i have a date on sunday night. -laughs. thanks joe, i owe you a bingo showdown aye!

im so stressed im whining to myself. AHHHH :( to hell with exceptional achievements seriously.

anyways, i forgot to mention this in my previous entry. THANKS guys for coming down to visit! :D sorry that i couldnt chat (and ya all know why too) UGHH. nonetheless it brightened up my sunday evening shift! much loves joyce, vonn, xiao, yong, fiona, dad & mum! :)

great day yesterday laughing myself silly doing the dumbest things. :D sorry i was so sleepy though!



the pet mode on the camera LOL


no smoking !


hahs dont ask.


LOL she complained that my eyes made hers look small in comparison. so i was made to shut my eyes, hence half my face was gone cus i was taking the photo HAHAS.

nopes, not made available in larger file sizes this time. :D


im off on monday, wedn & friday this week (: come visit alrights!

just realised that i havent done any proper updates for a long long time. hahs been really exhausted lately working & going out. tonnes of things happened but next time i suppose.

something interesting about my workplace: there has been five break-ups in the past month yikes. and there isnt even that many of us working there to begin with ._. the place is like so cursed!

oh, and dude is gone :( sigh depressing but hope he pops by to visit though!


i get on the train and i just stand about
now that i dont think of you
i keep falling over i keep passing out
when i see a face like you
what am i coming to?
im gonna melt down

reading my past few entries, i cant believe that the start of the week was so peaceful & relaxing.

im finally home :D hahash no im not some delinquent, just that ive been so busy the whole weekend it feels like i havent been home at all. i want a full body massage like now! oh and hey, another entry that has an accurate date! :)

sigh i think i spent more on cab fare than i earned ._. midnight surcharge is a horror. and so is the distance of NTU from my place :( besides money, been spending lotsa time with my colleagues. hahas well i mean who else do you go out with if you end work at like 11pm?

okay i really need to sleep! hahas i wonder how jialing managed to work for the whole day today. im so exhausted from last night & the night before yikes :(

sigh love-hate relationships are too weird

photosssss :D
















finally got them from joyce! -grinss. happy eighteenth, wai (:


so anyways tis back to school & work todays. im so muddle-headed i cant believe it ._. HAHAS wanted to apply for SMU scholarship but i realised i didnt have the address for their admissions office. went to the library to check it out to realise, i dont qualify at all rawrrrrrrrrr

so dumb i know. i just realised that NUS does not offer accountancy, its part of BA ._. i feel so retarded now yikes!

so anyways work was really slack today. :D business was slow & so we gossiped! and more gossips since they decided to drink after work. oh my gosh hahas like a million revelations. i conclude that there's no one normal working there ._.


after the rain... can see rainbow =) says:
my aim is to beat u once before i sleep

after the rain... can see rainbow =) says:
i beat u once today alr =))


joe has became a BINGO addict too! to the extent he makes it a point to want to beat me. yay yay i love BINGO (:

life tastes good (:

wanted to pita this since Monday, but kept forgetting to do so what with all the uni woes.

life hasnt been better than it is right now. freedom is SWEET (:


woke up yesterday, took a long walk before having brunch at MrBean. more walking followed by sleep again (: went out in the evening then cabbed home.

i love sleeping in (: thank God for jobs with flexible working hours!

spend the night lit listening to miles davis
you said it makes you want to fall in love
or be smart enough to keep your distance
you cant decide, you cant decide


i dont know why my present became a cap instead of a bag i really liked. hahas vonn you attacked me while i was impulsive!

and i think im just gonna go back to buy the bag sometime soon ._. im such a twit.

cant wait to collect my shoes grins. they are so C-U-T-E ! :D i wanna meet vonn again sometime soon! hehhs. we are such silly girls aye

wow for once im home & posting an entry before midnight! (:


back to work tomorrow. yikes should i try for Venezia & Ice Cube?

we are so stressed we started talking about studying Arabic :(

and we are all bitchy, cranky, grumpy & confused.

HAHAS :D i love my classmates!


PART ONE

ryoutarou says:
wiki is my WIKI!!!!

ryoutarou says:
WEEEKEEE!!!1

WAI says:
WTF ?????

ryoutarou says:
ahaa ahhahh ahhahhahahhah hahhahahahh~~~

ryoutarou says:
sigh


note: wiki=wikipedia.

--

PART TWO

WAI says:
RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRr

WAI says:
hi my name is Bob

WAI says:
SpongeBob

ryoutarou says:
hi my name is shit

ryoutarou says:
soft shit

diana says:
i dont think i will be going nus biz, should i apply for its scholarship still?

WAI says:
HAHAHAS

ryoutarou says:
why not

WAI says:
you nt going then apply for wht ?

--

see what i mean ?


meeting vonnzie tomm (: hahahas we're gonna shop for my overdue birthday present, i think.

yay and i know exactly what i want! (:

I GOT AN EXTRA LARGE SCOOP OF ICECREAM TODAY (:

- says:
you say i'm sly

- says:
you say i lie

- says:
but don't deny

- says:
i'm such a popeye

- says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAAHHAA

WAI says:
HASHAHHAHAHAHAHHAS

WAI says:
i just went "huhhhh???" out loud

- says:
i am shy

- says:
i like apple pies

- says:
i am such a nonsensical guy

- says:
that is in low supply

- says:
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA, okay, rhyming done


so i was impressed, until i saw this


i wanna sleep !

hahas check us out :D click to enlarge!











taken when we finally got through :D kudos to aircon & SPACE! hahas

my manager's psychic. i msged him to ask about my schedule & he msged me to inform me of it at the same time! scary shit :| ahhh but i have so few shifts next week GAHH.

much THANKS to roys for picking me up just now, or i'll still be stuck in the damn rain! :) hahs

people these days are so practical!


the patient joshua tree says:
this is the last straw

the patient joshua tree says:
i am going to eat up your friend

the patient joshua tree says:
rawrrrrrrr

WAI says:
OMG


i was telling him to take care of vonnzie cus she is gonna start work at the same place as him soon. but we kinda had a lame fight hence the cannibalism. the story goes on ..


the patient joshua tree says:
talking about renting, i'm trying to rent The Virgin Suicides

the patient joshua tree says:
have you seen the movie?

WAI says:
i have it

WAI says:
!

WAI says:
hahahas

the patient joshua tree says:
r e a l l y

the patient joshua tree says:
okay, did i mention that you are very friendly

the patient joshua tree says:
and really kind

the patient joshua tree says:
and really really really fantastic

WAI says:
NO. just tht you ate my best friend up

WAI says:
:)

the patient joshua tree says:
erm, nah, i mean, i was pretty kind all the while

the patient joshua tree says:
she didn't feel any pain, i'm sure

the patient joshua tree says:
my mouth is so big that i swallowed her in one gulp

the patient joshua tree says:
not one scream at all, honest

-insert hilarious picture of a monster with a huge mouth & small girl wedged between jaws.


TSK hes waaaay too practical la! omg vonnzie beware of yer new colleague FROWNS-

sigh, why am i still so sleepy ):


im lost without you
cant help myself
how does it feel
to know that i love you baby

read something on lei's blog that i thought was quite true


i know the two reactions i would have/ could have on friday.

1. I would be ok. meaning satisfied. that'll only happens if the number of As are more than 3. so will look mostly neutral. maybe secretly happy. not sure how happy cuz my expectations are that high. though i have no reasons to be considering how my results have been throughout my JC years.

2. I will be not ok. maybe go into shock. maybe eat up my result slip.


unlike her, i dont have a liking for eating paper fortunately. but thats not the point here. people are happier for me, than i actually am. and no im not trying to be annoying or arrogant. just that despite having more choices, it doesnt actually help me pick the right one.

--

tonight was so disappointing! :( ughhhh omg i cant believe they were so late & the gig was so short! really wished it was longer la :( didnt help that the floor was so sticky that our feet were practically glued to the ground. lets not go into the million weirdos we met with their equally weird hairdos yuckssss (!!)

thank goodness the company was good so that made things so much better! :D HAHAS our finger guessing game & all the funny stories shared. oh and of course, bloop's friend who was so amusing with the facial expressions & actions!

my dad just printed an extremely cute photo of my brothers & i, taken when we were young! :) WE WERE SO CUTE & TOOT! im gonna dig out the negatives from the drawer & develop a proper copy -grinss.

i realise most of my entries are posted after midnight, causing them to be dated wrongly

--

anyways, this is intended to be a Friday entry.

im so tired & stoned that the news hasnt quite sunk in yet. rawr :| i think all that Bailey's (and the various concoctions) plus last night were a bad idea! felt so drained & wasted today yikesss. in any case, im still glad all that hard work paid off!

okay, i desperately need to sleep right now or i might die.

hope i can find time within the next few days to look for Uncle! much as im prollie gonna get scolded, at least he'll fix me up (:

SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP.

and i think what i just wrote is going over my head
im stealing lines from myself
and what i said was never said
its just a lyrical lie
made up in my mind

and you want to be dressed in poetry
but imagery doesnt fit
and you want resizing
but darling dear get a grip


--

bad day
period.

ive decided to look for Uncle tomorrow, or today if you please.