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Wednesday, March 31, 2004 ×

mmm decided to pita since im taking a rest after having dindin. hahas by the way its only 6.45pm now? for those who dont know, i usually sleep until 8pm then i'll eat after that. but i ate at 6.15pm tods! :D hahas am being silly here .. skipped lunched thats why i was hungry.

just came back from the TheatreWorks thing not long ago, and nope no regrets about it :) hahas. met interesting people, like ros. shes really .. different. seriously. ive not idea howta describe her, really funky & all :) a really happy kinda person

oh and btw i HAD to mention this. we ran FOUR rounds around the track and i actually survived! -beams. as in like i had a terrible stitch but i hung on and finished it up. hehh talk about achievements. but i really felt like vomiting my guts out after the run though :|

am really tired of studying for lit alr but King of the Castle is calling to me again. -growls. cant wait for the weekends though ive no plans wotsoever. acks. totally hate taking lit/ss test :| freaks me out like crap.

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just remembered something! saw michelle lai tods! :D it was really unexpected and my goodness she looks so much prettier now :) and she looked so cute with all the little kids. saw her outside the Supreme Court, uh the building opposite the Arts House. yepp :) felt so old when the juniors went like "who who?". acks :| im OLD!

Monday, March 29, 2004 ×

low fat chocolate anyone? -sigh. got bitten by moodswing bug, thoughts of pure poison is running through my veins. -growls. pms? ugh!

Monday, March 29, 2004 ×

I AM TOTALLY EMBARRASSED :| goodness. thankfully for Singaporeans with a heart. left my purse with xiu & happily boarded the friggin bus? need i say more? my oh my :|

am pmsing quite badly tods. as in im totally cranky, bitchy & saying things on purpose to piss people off. yesyes i know youre itching to slap me, DEAL WITH IT. hurrs. get wot i mean? okei to qing & xiu whom i practically drived them bananas, im terribly sorry :|

mmm aniw the lit test is postponed! :) boy am i GLAD :D this is da best thing that happened to me yet tods? oh and i bought new honey stars. -gringrin. YUMM :) hahas growing fatter day by day. acks.

mmmmm was watching evelyn & darren's wedding last night! ohh uber sweeet :) hahas almost melted on the couch or sth? -sigh. theyre doing it on purpose to make people envious? ackks :|

notice my thoughts are highly disorganised? am really not in the best of moods, and im rather uh, wots the word for it? um, disturbed after reading some things. ohwells. hope theyre just random thoughts passing by & not here to plant itself into my puny brain. -growls.

ooooh! got dearest lei to sign up with me for this TheatreWorks thing. sounds pretty darn funn :) hahas. aniw its for only three weeks so i guess it shouldnt be that bad, its some interactive stuff. hehh.

and just now on the way out of xiu's house i saw this bunch of shimmering light in the sky. and it looked like shooting stars so i made THREE wishes. hahas yes greedy i know but they are all uh, practical & happy wishes that doesnt really harm anybody very much :) hahas. oh but it turned out to be a crane with the lights on? -growls. ohwells, next time maybe.

just remembered something :D the bbcians are planning a trip to joyce's house for a bbq! -beams. mother dearest seems reluctant to let me go. -growls. but its darn fun? hehh. i think people who dont know joyce would think that im some nerd who hasnt been to a bbq before. lol darlings, joyce lives in JB :) hahas. hopefully it'll be successful! uh, if not i'll try to steal my passport? lol my mum kept it in the safe box though? ugh!

gotta study lit now i guess. how i totally dread the darn subject :| and i swear my brother is VAIN. he has one little pimple & he's going on & on about how obvious it is. -faints.

Friday, March 26, 2004 ×

decided to do that ten to one thing to kill time, but ended up feeling more bored than ever! -growls. had a long & tiring day. -stretches.

just finish writing vonn's testimonial! :) everybody please go add her alrighty? hahas im advertising for her! :D

going to swim tomm with lei & vonn. cant wait! havent been swimming for quite some time alr. at least three weeks? last week it was LD camp, the week before was Energy event, and the week before that was because we went to East Coast.

omg this is freaking me out. my bro & his friends are playing mahjong at the living room. then wot ever song im playing i'll hear a sound from the living room like humming or singing along. and it doesnt look like any of them are singing either. acks. and its a darn high pitched voice? yuckks.

omg there it goes again. so gross :| ugh!

im too lazy to continue alr. so there.

Friday, March 26, 2004 ×

10 IMPORTANT THINGS INSIDE YOUR BackPack/SCHOOL BAG/purse:
- wallet
- handphone+earpiece
- comb
- oil blotter
- tissue
- water bottle [in my bag]
- the book
- file
- aguechk & tobb pencil case ?
- uh, -smiles.

9 THINGS THAT U REALLY WANT RIGHT NOW:
- more time
- money
- to lose weight :|
- my hair to grow longer so i can shape it up
- to stop binging excessively
- do well in everyth i attempt to do
- the things on my wishlist? which basically boils down to money lahh
- to see broc! :D
- be more aware of wots happening

8 OF YOUR FAVORITE FOOD:
- honey stars! currently addicted to it. ive 3 empty boxes now. acks.
- sugar donuts
- waffles and hotcakes! :D warm with honey!
- apples. actually fruit in general lahh
- spicy food
- titbits but not chips
- tofu! -agrees wit laogong.
- icecream

7 OF YOUR CLOSEST FRIENDS:
- bbcians
- and
- fmus
- & lari.
- love
- them
- all!

6 OF YOUR FAVE MOVIES:
- love, actually
- 10 things i hate about you
- dirty dancing
- hot chick
- where the heart is [uh the one we watched during LD camp]
- a walk to remember

5 THINGS IN YOUR ROOM:
- mirror
- bed
- wardrobe
- random things i bought/received
- books :| ugh!

4 THINGS YOU ATE/DRINK TODAY:
- honey stars!
- yoghurt bar
- apple
- chin chao [grass jelly]

3 THINGS YOU COULDN'T LIVE WITHOUT
[dont really classify the first two as things but ohwell ..]
- family
- friends the jewels in my life
- music

2 THINGS YOU USUALLY READ:
- magazines
- sadly, my textbooks.

1 PERSON YOU CAN'T FORGET
- uh, there are many i cant forget. and some, i know i would never forget.

Friday, March 26, 2004 ×

hell tired! finally completed my stupid lit proj. ugh! a big sorry to all my group members cus im such a goon who is practically brainless. had a long week but most of it was pretty happy.

yest
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HONGPEI
it was hp's birthday!! :) hahas and had a cake which i thought was kinda nice .. mmm and our class won the debate thing for the first round. mighty prouda them, seriously! they so rock :) hahas.

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thats enough for recaps lahh. aniw failed my friggin ss tods :| acks. never actually did so badly before. then again, wot was i expecting lahh huh? -growls.

said hi to uh, vila vila just now & she said hi back. -beams. hahas laine came up with the name. lol the cheap thrill i get outta doing stupid things ..

aniw mother dearest was being an annoying pest just now. -growls. cus i came home & napped all the way until 8.30pm. lol call me a pig but i was seriouly tired? got outta bed at about 9pm then started to use the comm since then. its 12 now by the way. aniw at 11+, she came and here goes ..

her: wots wrong with you? youve been playing on the computer since you woke up. -glares.
me: -backfacing her. im not playing okei.
her: if youre not playing, wot are you doing? -pissed look.
me: -frustratedly turns monitor and show her the screen.
her: orhh, doing last minute work again lahh. youre always like that.

like thanks alot? ugh! i do work and she accuses me of playing. -growls. aniw off i go now. gotta get somemore stuff done. -sigh. pains of a student :|

Saturday, March 20, 2004 ×

got back from LD camp and im glad to say im a survivor! :) -beams. it was really rocking lahh seriously though somebody conviniently abandoned me. -glares.

okei the camp group was pretty nice, was in converse with karmun, tiff t, sonia, geraldine, gladys & sarah. i think thats all lahh.

mmmmm LD idol was so funny? lol its LD version of American Idol. gen, lari, peifang & i formed a rock band, uh i cant remember our name. mmm but i must say we have juniors who can sing well, namely cleo & huiying! woohoooo :)

ooh there was a bonding session after LD idol which i find really nice. hahas i really love bonding sessions & hearing stuff from other people about wot they really feel? we seniors dont bite you know! hahas :)

loved the night trail totally though it was friggin scary at some parts? hahas and we only obtained 11points during the night trail while other groups got like few hundred? -growls. got locked in the gym toilet with no straws lorr. oh btw diff colored straws represents diff points! yepp.

aniw day two was really slack in the morn? thanks for coming down to visit me with eggtart dinah papa!! :) hahas her new haircut is so cute, make her look like little boy! watched Wishing Stairs & i clutched onto sonia for my dear life. fortunately i brought my jacket down which both of us plus xing jie [spell ?] shared. hahas both of us were darn freaked lorr. thank goodness for dear eliza who came by to warn of all the scary scenes :)

mmm had water games which was funnnn :D and us CONVERSE got alot of straws here? our points were like 2000+? -grin. we so totally rock :) hehhh. oh but our dear alliance starbucks got 2nd. lol :) good co-operation! shared our prize with ta since we were allies, and she gave me her oreos tooo. totally appreciated it cus i was starving! :)

on my way home i overslept and hadta walk an extra bus stop home :| wot luck. aniw listening to some songs ive been missing for the past few days! this feels good :D listening to energy again. hahas.

Thursday, March 18, 2004 ×

hehhs i think never in a million years would he see this but ohwells, happy birthday! :) hehh its kunda's birthday today. thank goodness the favourite person reminded me just now. hehh not that it makes any difference actually ..

spent the whole morn downloading songs. ive no idea wots wrong with my stupid comm but its like screwing up on me majorly. like ugh! then again, it aint surprising lahh. like this is wot always happens with our comm?

really cant decide if i should go for LD camp, but seriously im really tired but .. ugh! forget it, shall think about it later.

mmmmmmmmm.

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the real me is a southern girl,
with her Levis on and an open heart.
wish i could save the world,
like i was super girl.
the real me is to laugh all night,
lying in the grass just talking about love.
but lately ive been jaded,
life got so complicated.

i start thinking about it,
i almost forgot what it was like,
to know what it feels like,
with you
i can let my hair down
i can say anything crazy
i know you'll catch me right before i hit the ground.
with nothing but a t-shirt on,
i never felt so beautiful
baby as i do now.
now that im with you

Wednesday, March 17, 2004 ×

its the song pl & the fav person, qing, came up with!! :) had alot of fun with my darlings tods. -hugs them tight.

-sigh. really really bugged by some stuff and it doesnt help that friendster is pissing me off like totally. -grr. and the pesky people around me. hmpf! oh, and i conclude that all people with name beginning with d are bad! totally poofed with that stupid person.

shant get pissed anymore, but nopes, im still not talking to nd either. in fact, im like totally avoiding him.

my hair looks more & more like grass nowadays. ugh! and ive decided to cut it during the june holidays. -nods. gonna wait for it to grow longer before i do anyth to it.

ooh found out about huatien! -gringrin. monkey is really darndarn cute+cool compared to dragon? hahas. i mean monkey was once MVP & one of the top players locally? like woahhh! then you look at dragon & his stupid pictures? -shakes head. cmi ehh!

off i go now, gonna avoid seeing bloody nd as much as possible.

oh btw, rol updated!! :D -smug look. hahas go check it out & you'll realised why im happy about it. love that pl of mine!

Wednesday, March 17, 2004 ×

hehhhh :) at qing's house now! was supposed to go jogging but it looks like its gonna rain :( acks. when am i ever gonna get rid of the fats around my tummy? plus i just ate all that honey stars .. -growls. then again, missing one little jog wont hurt lahh!

mmm slacking now :| was studying initially ehh, but side-tracked somewhere. -smiles sheepishly. dear PL is beside me engrossed with her neos now, hehhh :) shhhh.

ooooh so sad xin cant join us tods :| hahas acks. ladidums!

Monday, March 15, 2004 ×

-growls. its terribly addictive im telling you. spending my evening at home feels totally wrong & odd, relaxing but boring :| acks.

im so cooped up i ate like half a box of cookies my ma made just now. shikes ._. i carefully picked out the raisin ones, which explains why i only ate half a box, cus i didnt like the rest. hehh :)

trying to download some songs since im sick of the ones i have alr and its taking a century. i swear nd is seriously EVIL. he has some really good tracks in his documents yet he doesnt transfer it out. -growls. windows XP is annoying me. ugh!

damn, theres a queasy feeling in my tumm & hell it doesnt feel good at all. hiaks :| overdose of the cookies lahh. goodness its making me sick, like nauseated. yucks. shant eat anymore it it anymore lahh. -smiles sweetly.

-stomps around. staying home is driving me bananas!

Monday, March 15, 2004 ×

hell sleepy now cus there was chem lesson in the morn. -yawns. sadly, i simply cant get to sleep despite getting a new comfy chair from Courts. decided to blog instead.

had a great weekend :) well to be precise, saturday was GREAT and sunday was pretty much wasted :| ohwells.

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saturday
met up with qing & rol in town, shopped around in PS then we took the train down to city hall! walked to Funan and woahh the crowd was huge :| waited for oli & weiqi outside sakae ..

went in after weiqi came. hehhs okei i confess! according to oli, energy would be at sakae at 2.30pm for lunch so we went there. and it was supposed to be inside info. went to tidy up in the toilet after settling down in sakae. hehhh :)

aniw there was this enclosed room, but the door was opened & there were quite a few girls in the room. we thought they were here alr & we missed them coming in. we sat there eating waiting for them to come out.

suddenly there was this flash & we all turned then saw this person holding digicam taking pic. next thing i knew, shuwei was walking in :) and our table was next to the entrance!! hahas then milk walked in and he SMILED + WAVED at me. futhermore. he came to tap my hand!! -gringrin. hehh. next, my dearest cutest kunda walked in and he did wot milk did!! :) -melts. i mean he just walked RIGHT PAST you know. like :D hahas. limited vocab i know ..

was sitting there totally stunned. in fact my hands were shaking for awhile. lol :) totally smashing huh? sat around until they left then oli, qing, rol & i left to walk around raffles city, citylink & marina square.

went back at about 7+ and saw their performance :) wooohooo! they rocked totally. hehh. went to pasta mania then left after they ate.

trained back to town to meet my parents who thankfully drove me home :) hahas. was totally shagged lahh.

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sunday
totally wasted day? didnt get to catch mixed blessings cus of somebody -glares. lol forget it lahh. then met qing & flew down to west mall from town to catch them. didnt get to handshake also .. ohwells. i swear im jinxed! infact, im so jinxed i probably made my favourite person, qing, unlucky too. shikes sorry darling :|

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thats about it for recaps. mmm had crystal jade for lunch with mum, grans & uncle. was so full i couldnt walk :| hahas. seriously. ohwell but it was goood :) hehhh!

Saturday, March 13, 2004 ×

you try and you fail, you try and you fail. but the only failure is when you stop trying.

mmm quoted off the movie Haunted Mansion. it was okei i guess, shouldve watched Honey instead :| aniw i had a fab series of liberation day! :)

wednesday was great catching the movie & all. thurs was rocking! :) hahas energy is in singapore! no prizes for guessing wot i did about it eh? -laughs. okei basically thurs was hell FUN lahh. after school was in class with tingx, wend, xiu & yins. we went mad alr esp silly tingx going like aishiteru [spell?] with her belt uh, nevermind. lol :) hell funnehh :D

went home after school in the friggin rain cus i wanted to drop my stacks of books off first. was comtemplating whether to go for the event but decided i should, which was the right decision! :D

went down to j8 to meet them. waited for awhile cus they were pretty punctual this time, and THEY LOOKED SO GOOD :D hahas. seriously okei. especially dear kunda :) and milk, ahdi & shuwei too. hahahs which is practically them all. -laughs. monkey+dragon was friggin cute too!

they played bball. kunda, ahdi & monkey in one team; milk, shuwei & dragon in the other one. hahas and yes kunda's team won! :D -grin. the whole thing was darn funny cus they kept hugging each other to prevent them from passing the ball.

aniw i got to touch ahdi & kunda! :) hahas it was like some stampede? we all lost balance like dominos! and i saw this girl that i really dislike very much since last year, and she was talking to monkey! -growls. ugh! but nevermind lahh, red shorts [ie. dragon] was cutecute! hahas i think people who dont know the details must be really confused lahh. ohwells.

was out with them ytd! them includes doris, lei, mel, vonn & xt! :) it was really tiring lahh seriously. ugh! feel really duped in a way, but it was liberation day! :) hahas xt & i kept using the word liberation/liberated throughout the day! even at the toilet? lol :)

met up with fmu minus dinah. had dinner and we realise we all dont have cash at all? hadta walk around in search of the atm machine. lol cheated them into thinking that i lost my card and we were like dies :|

aniw aft dinner qing, rol & xin left, leaving me & xiu roaming about. ooh i finally settled my craving by buying a pair of earrings at future state! :) but the thing looks a little weird in a way. like one earring is slightly diff shape from the other. ohwells, not that obv i guess.

shikes tumm ache now :| cramps or something i guess. oh yes, my period is here to bug me once again after MIA for 2 times. hahas overshare?

so there.

Wednesday, March 10, 2004 ×

didnt want to blog initially but felt like i should. -grr. some annoying person is trying to bully my broc! -huffs & puffs. im like totally irritated lorr, and the person is in no position to diss her like that. -growls. ugh!

anyhows, caught Dirty Dancing 2 with xiu tods and it totally rocked :) hahah okei javier looked really yumm lahh seriously and their dancing was good! -gringrin. mesmerised! hehhh liberation day well spent!

mmm today was pretty good & bad. the chinese results were really unexpected? like woahh i cant even believe myself to have gotten that sorta results lahh :) hehh. and ofcourse the PPR thingamajig. mmm expected myself to do a little better but of course i gotta be satisfied with wot i have & learn to appreciate it! -nods. just hafta work hard next term or something lahh :)

the heater upstairs is spoilt :| -groans. hadta bathe in cold water just now & it was like FREEZING? -brr. terrible. gonna catch haunted mansion on friday hopefully :D in the mood to splurg so probably friday i can do some shopping or sth. hehhh :)

Tuesday, March 9, 2004 ×

Heaven bend to take my hand
and lead me through the fire
be the long awaited answer
to a long and painful fight

truth be told ive tried my best
but somewhere along the way
i got caught up in all there was to offer
and the cost was so much more than i could bear

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mmm heard this song dozen of times tods, hence the lyrics above. tods totally began with the wrong foot. ugh! okei as you know, it rained non-stop yesterday so my shoe was WET. then this morn i asked my maid wot happened to the three other pairs & she told me she threw them out ._. like wottt? then it was really freezing right, i asked her where was my jacket & she told me she washed it yesterday. i mean like it was pouring & you wash my jacket. was totally mad at her & i was so cranky cus i didnt have nuff sleep. PLUS, i was pmsing. was so pissed i didnt eat my breakfast & hadta get qing to get some for me. hmpf! my maid wins like hands down alr lorr.

had friggin chinese test which plainly sucked cus i didnt study. hey i was sleepy okei? -growls. lesson learnt, never ever attempt to study on yer bed cus you'll fall asleep in 10min flat. that was basically wot happened to me the past few days aniw.

i know this sounds gross but my ear stick is stuck in my earhole. ugh im quite disgusted, really. omg okei thats not all to my maid. she made spaghetti for dinner tods & the strands are short, squishy & white. gross :| yuckk. this is sick man.

had lotsa fun on saturday too! hehh the cycling trip was rocking though it uh, rained. gonna fly kite on saturday then steamboat! :) whee. hope it goes well.

cancelled my trip alr btw. decided against going overseas this holidays since ive lotsa stuff to do & i really dont like short trips very much. so am gonna stay in sunny [hopefully] singapore for the week i guess.

there's lightyears tonight!! :D yes i look forward to the show every single week cus melissa is just so cute :) and my goodness im so disgusted that yutaki is actually not japanese. like can you believe it? noooo. ugh! his chinese name is like some weird sounding thing. -growls. highly disappointing this is.

off i go now, toodles :)

Friday, March 5, 2004 ×

feeling rather stony & down now :| gotta be pms i guess, since there isnt any other obvious reason why this is happening. moodswinging my night away. -grr.

trying to download some songs tonight to keep me company, or rather make me cry so i would feel a whole damn lott better. yes i know ive a strange way of expressing my feelings, but oh wells, its better than cooping everyth inside.

hell bloated now :| acks. ate too much just now, hehh binging? feeling bad to the stranger i was so mean to just now, darn. was glaring at the person sitting there & went like "excuse me, this is my seat" in a hell bitchy voice. and its not like he was the bastard poser kind, he looked quite normal & nice, and i was being so darn mean. acks :| terrible. hahas. pms brings out the worst in me like how hooper does that to kingshaw? -grin.

getting really worried about some person whom i really care for alot. like i dont know wots happening & shes not exactly saying much either. really breaks my heart to see her withdraw to herself like that, a person who used to be so happy & chirpy. -sigh. things change so fast sometimes huh?

mmm whatever it is, i hope this pms blow over soon, cus it really sucks lahh. hope tomm goes well too,

laters.

Thursday, March 4, 2004 ×

mmmm hell tired+bloated now :| acks. but im darn happy lahh cus i found the elva song ive been hooked on for the past few days! -gringrin. listening to it now gives me a snese of pride cus i took so long to find it. hehh

had a long & tiring day tods. okei basically you see right, yesterday i was so shagged i went home to sleep. slept until like 9, woke up bathe & slacked then went back to sleep cus i was so sleepy. so i practically didnt study for the ss test? focused on the topics that came out alr came out to save time in the morning. sadly, it was a totally different paper & i had no friggin idea wot to write cus i like completely didnt study? crapped lotsa points out but obviously they were out of point & basically wrong. ugh! would be DAMN surprised if i actually scrape a pass which is like impossible?

-grin. low IQ gave the physics paper and im really surprised lahh huh? i mean .. oh wells :) i really expected myself to fail with single digit or something like i told xt? the most unexpected things can happen i guess.

caught Along Came Polly after school! nice :) but i guess Love Actually is still the best romantic comedy ive caught so far. then again, if every movie is that good, nothing would be outstanding lahh huh.

going to cycle+blade at eastcoast on saturday with fmu+wend!! :D cant wait, really. mmm but i feel like swimming in the morn too, shall ask xiu if she wants to.

after i had fever on monday, xin had fever on tuesday & qing had fever on wednesday. freaky huh? fortunately today nobody was absent or anyth :)

i am so tempted to cut my hair right now. the only thing that holds me back from my constant urge to do so, is the fact that my fringe is really too short. otherwise im quite sure i would have probably got a haircut or something. somemore i look so darn odd & messy with my hair tied up or for that matter, when it is let down. hehh :)

i feel so relaxed i dont feel like leaving the computer seat anymore though i need to pee :| acks. lol my mum thinks im typing an email. like ehh?

her: what email are you using?
me: why?
her: i want to use same one as you!
me: hotmail lahh!
her: hurr? this is hotmail mehh? dont look like lehh.

lol :) my mum is really silly sometimes huh?

Tuesday, March 2, 2004 ×

been sick since sunday :| acks. actually, its saturday night .. -growls. was feverish on sunday night & terribly delirious you wouldnt even believe it. the attack of the feverish strange thoughts. ugh! went to school on monday morn despite the temperature, say wow everybody. -laughs. okei fine.

aniw a million thanks to my darling baobei cum ee-bom, -drumrolls. qing! cus she wanted to bring the kinda instant herbal tea thingamajig for me. you know the kind that you just add hot water & tah-dah! yepp. but since im sucha lazy girl she hadta get hot water from uncle mobeen & make it for me in class for the past 2 days. and yes it did help lahh so thanks a bunch babe! :D hahas.

ive at least THREE friggin ulcers on my tongue now. oh lord please save me :| hurts everywhere whenever i talk now. -grr. and some person took my unseen bloody poetry book. not pointing any fingers but dont lemme find out its that bloody chicken. ugh! afterall she did try to take something from my dear best brand, wend. -growls.

aniw ive decided MTV VJ denise is such an eyecandy! especially when shes hosting Most Wanted with utt! :) wow they look so good togt. -grin. oh wells.

tomm is the plain english speech thing, lucks to me i guess.