I'm not sure if it is because of the excessive Big Bang Theory or that I'm getting way too comfortable at home, but my brains don't seem to work well anymore.

In any case, life's good :) Lai Hock helped me recover my confidence in driving again after Francis crushed it with his stupid jokes & creepy demeanor. I'm gonna miss LH so much :(((

Lunch with granma & shopping with Lucy after that. Yipee :) Oh yes, I'm referring to my mother Lucy in case you're wondering haha.

Pictures I've taken the past couple of days!

TOY STORY THREE: Trying my best to channel my inner Woody while he went for Rex the Roaring Dinosaur.



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GELARE TUESDAY with Ming :)





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RANDOMSS XOXO









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Found some old photos as well!


When I first got back from SEP; my hair was so much shorter & dark blonde!

Hilarious & epic at the same time.

Posing at our alma mater (!)

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Secretly missing the New Haven weekend & hanging out with this bunch :))) All we did in that quaint little town was eat & visit Yale (the background in that picture haha).

I've been spending a lot of time at home lately. It feels good & wholesome. :) Kinda made me realise the things that I've been missing out on and rediscover joys that I've forgotten. I quote huisy: happy days they last forever.

I often grapple with how my existence appears to have no meaningful purpose at this point. It does get frustrating at times with all this free time and how I waste it all away. Yet slowly but surely, I find my passion for life re-igniting. Ridiculous as it sounds, it is great to get to know myself again :) I love that there is time for me to stop and think; to find the answers I need and quit asking questions that I won't have answers to. In short, it's finding the strength and peace that have been eluding me.

Really thankful for this summer. :)

Liberation is a great feeling. :)

So today I decided to stop being a wuss and finally face the problem that I've been putting off for too long. I realised the only thing that stood in my way was myself.

Anyways I've started listening to Joshua Radin today and he has such a wonderful voice :) In fact it was this song that reminded me that I need to be bold.

Conversation with a friend. It was so hilarious I had to blog it sorry HAHA but no names here!

You know that day before I went out, my mom was like "eh why don't you go kitchen and see got orange not?"

I was like "????"

"Oh to put in ur bra to make them bigger!!"

1. I miss having a roommate

2. Wish I could hang out with my friends during recess everyday like before

3. Have an urge to dye my hair green again although I don't even have money to perm my hair anymore

4. Purple patches appeared on my freshly painted pink toenails. Confusion is contagious

5. If I wished for Blink 182 to come perform in Singapore, do you think it'll work this time? (Refer to last Wednesday's entry)

6. Finally shelved all my notes from last semester.

7. The three mysterious cans of pineapple juice (that I found in my bag the morning after the post-exams party) are still sitting on my table.

8. I've started eating chocolates again after reading Lei's blog, oh damnnnn.

9. I haven't done any exercise all week sigh not even channel surfing cus all I watch is How I Met Your Mother.

10. In fact I watched so much of the show, I dreamt of Barney Stinson oh goody goodness (!!)

While walking around the house at 1230am, I noticed the only lights on were the ones in my room. Everyone was either asleep or not at home.

Fast forward to 340am and voila, the whole house is bright and everyone seems to be awake/at home watching Brazil score one against North Korea.

Indeed, it is world cup season!

YESSS KIDS please don't attempt to steal the show. Don't even think about it.




But if you're coolbeans like this boy, then it's fine! :)))

Many P!ATD fans diss and dislike the Pretty. Odd. album cus it sounds totally different from the band's debut. But personally, I LOVE IT. This album is so chirpy it always puts me in a great mood :)))

My globe-trotting friends are finally home with stories to share hurray!! :) It is always hilarious hanging out with them cus:

1. Even though there were only 7 of us, there seems to be 5 different conversations going on at the same time.

2. Gets even better when someone drops a bombshell like "Tell her about the 7 guys you were whoring around with." OMFG??

3. One end of the table complaining about sitting in the smoking area while the other end is gleefully lighting up another stick

4. Watching a certain someone behaving differently under the influence of (minimal) alcohol HAHAA


LOVEEEE can't wait for the rest to be back <3 What would I do without them!

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Three more days to Toy Story 3 !!!

I was gonna blog about all the terrible things that happened but I decided against it. My day shall not end on a bad note. :)

Today I had lunch with papa & my brother. I don't know how to explain it, but a feeling of bliss warmed my soul :) I guess happiness really does come when you stop trying to pursue it.

Anyways I've got two tickets to Belle & Sebastian, sans someone to watch it with. Haha yes I know I can be so brilliant at times. If anyone's interested please let me know! :) I need a date for the concert, and also for the days ahead aikes. This does not apply to douches though hahaa I'm not that desperate TYVM friendss!

Spent the evening laughing about spring break and our lack of sobriety courtesy of self-concocted cocktails like Natural High. Oh how I missed the Fruity Club. Good times :)

Really hope our plans materialise xoxo


So take the photographs and still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
For what it's worth it was worth all the while

It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

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On a different note, I've started listening to Belle & Sebastian again and their songs still sound remarkably good after so long. I really hope they'll come to Singapore to perform!

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Omg this is so freaky I just posted last night wishing for B&S to come to Singapore and here they are. Anyone interested to go? :D Buzz me if you are! 7 August at Esplanade

It's impossible to feel down listening to this song! :) Have a good Monday folks, hope it chases away the blues.

Oh right speaking of Monday blues, I had this nightmare that I woke up one morning and suddenly had to report to work at goodness knows where. Between being clueless about what I was in for and not having planned an outfit, I'm not sure which was the bigger nightmare. Ahh okay I'm kidding, of course having a bad outfit sucks hands down hahaaa.

Maybe the dream is trying to tell me to stop bumming around and earn some income. Or maybe not. Okay but honestly I'm broke again so I'm gonna stay home and be a worm :( Don't ask me out if I have to spend money. Take lessons from my bestfriend George, who has volunteered to pick me up and buy me lunch. HAHAHA thank you :))) Nahh I'm joking please ask me out hahaa I'm not such a cheapskate (though I will graciously accept George's offer).

Alright time to hit the books!

Let me do a proper entry since sanity (and sleep) have returned.

Life's been slow & lazy lately :) Well I'm definitely enjoying myself but kinda hate the lethargy. Haven't been studying, nor cleaned up my room/wardrobe. Even when it comes to sewing I am so tardy aikes :( All I've done lately is watch Barney Stinson take digs at Ted Mosby, which by the way is freaking hilarious.

Okay to be fair, I am not a total worm :) I'm really glad to have all this time and energy to swim, do yoga, take walks & go shopping!

After all this slugging I am resolved to be a little more driven and get all my stuff done! YESSSS waisy go go :)

Hope everyone's having a great summer!

Read this off tumblr:

How come when a wife or girlfriend gets pregnant people rub their belly and say congrats, but no one rubs the guy's penis and says good job?

Don't you sometimes wish that you can take someone by the shoulders and shake sense into that person?

Gosh I really wish I could do that.

Okay sudden craving for:

1. Fortune cookies



2. Mojito



3. To be able to crash like that



Absolutely unrelated but would make my afternoon perfect. Am I asking for too much?

My life is so miserable at the moment. Due to last night's unexplainable insomnia episode, I am so afraid to go to bed now. So guess what? I'm watching mindless tv sitcoms trying get myself so sleepy that I'll crash in two seconds. But all I'm really doing is spacing out but not getting much sleepier.

HELPPPP.

Okay I seriously need to tidy my room



Hiaks I cannot seem to find anything (that includes my wristlet too) and end up making a HUGEEE mess trying to locate them. Well okay my number one pet peeve is not being to find my stuff, SERIOUSLY. So you can imagine what a terrible combination it is to have a cluttered room/wardrobe and a short fuse.

Anyone wants to help me organise my room ??? A handsome reward awaits!

Here I am blogging at 8am because my biggest nightmare has come true: I cannot fall asleep :(((

1. Bought my summer essentials yesterday :))) My wardrobe has become interesting again!

2. Dexter got me a present HAHA. Well okay I bought something and later insisted that its a gift from him and that he had to pay me back for it.

3. I found the silk scarf that I lost more than a year ago on sale omggg so happy! Hurray for second chances :D

4. Had Let's Go Surfing by The Drums stuck in my head all day. Hehe I recently downloaded the song and four other remixes it's such a happy summer song!


Okayy I'm so tired I can't concentrate anymore! Time for breakfast that will hopefully rejuvenate me hahaa

16 more days to Toy Story III :)))

I absolutely can't wait to see Woody & Buzz omg! Get ready kids & mark your calendar for 17 June!

Yesterday Dexter and I had dinner at some steamboat/hotplate buffet place. I was busy stuffing my face with all the cooked food while he did all the cooking.

"Sorry I'm such a pig! All I do is eat & you have to cook."

"Oh it's okay :) I like to cook... although I never cook before"

HAHA WIN.