i really really wish i can be with them. maybe it was a bad choice to stick it out. who needs new friends anyway? and i wish andie was togt with us too!

SIGH.


after a particularly bad episode last night, im so drained right now.

and for the sake of updating, we ended up in Clinic eventually on friday. LOLLLL elijah is incredibly persuasive, and not to mention his car! :D but to be fair he was super nice sending everyone home after supper. i think i spent 1.5hrs in the car cus we went all round singapore.

the kingkong BBQ on saturday went great (: i gotta thank karfai & leanne for helping me out with stuff. plus my family who were superrrr! quite glad that everyone seemed to have a good time aye :D

photos another time, since the page is taking like forever to load. YAWNS-

hey dad look at me
think back and talk to me
did i grow up according to plan?
and do you think im wasting my time
doing things i wanna do?
but it hurts when you disapprove all along

and now i try hard to make it
i just want to make you proud
im never gonna be good enough for you
i cant pretend that
im alright
and you cant change me

cus we lost it all
nothing lasts forever
im sorry i cant be perfect
now its just too late and
we cant go back
im sorry i cant be perfect

i try not to think
about the pain i feel inside
did you know you used to be my hero?
all the days you spent with me
now seem so far away
and it feels like you dont care anymore

-- BIMBOS VISIT TO SENTOSA !


HELLO WE'RE ISLANDERS !



vonnzie yer hands are so long >:(



lol we got bored waiting for the tram



ahh, our favourite!



-grinss. her masterpiece that eventually fell apart. ignore the tags please



waiting for our nails to dry



HAHAS we didnt plan this seriously



purple nailsssssss :)


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loads happened the past few days so im no Clinic for me tonight yesyes stop asking. i dont enjoy getting killed by mumsie every other day!

dead tired trying to figure out school stuff. laptops, course fees, registration, oweek, modules omgggg spare me! plus the huge mind game with grace & philip ytd, bbq tomm, 2305 gathering on sunday, secret surprise for the crusaders on wedn and the very fact that i just got Ungrounded. URGH

hahs but all's been FUN (: though time always seem so tight.

oh and i found out that there are only EIGHT of us taking the same course this year ._. and its an all girls thing woohoooo at least tht will exclude the non-human boys i imagined HAHAS. sigh but i wanna be with my sisterssss >:( okay brothers too! i hope JS & i get a good class yikes!

alrights i really gotta go i dont wanna be late yikessss. call to meet up (: much LOVES people! pray for good weather too!

and i miss you, brother.

when people run in circles, its a very very mad world.

the funny people i call friends:


kian lin says:
open ur mouth *ahhh*

kian lin says:
here good songgood songgood songgood songgood songgood songgood songgood songgood songgood songgood songgood songgood songgood songgood songgood songgood songgood songgood songgood songgood songgood songgood songgood songgood songgood songgood songgood songgood songgood songgood songgood songgood songgood songgood songgood songgood song

WAI says:
LOLLLLLLLLL

kian lin says:
full enuf?

kian lin says:
or u nid somemore


confused? my PM on msn was "feed me with good songs". yes i can always count on WONG KIAN LIN for this :D then theres emo talk with andee (nick changed to protect his email add)


andee says:
hai

andee says:
emo emo emo

WAI says:
haiyoh andie ! dont emo !

WAI says:
mustn let crusades drift !

andee says:
lol

andee says:
crusades willnt drfit lah

andee says:
every wed they gonna club

andee says:
how to drift

andee says:
LOL

WAI says:
LOLLLL

WAI says:
drift drift driftttttt

andee says:
._.

andee says:
dont use the joke again lehj

andee says:
" i wonder if you know...

andee says:
" tokyo ..

andee says:
" drift drift drift. "

alrights, finally got my lazy butt to upload photos (: yes a little less talk & more random stuff; feast yer eyes!


-- DOR'S BIRTHDAY


with da birthday girl at Changing Appetites! (:



xiang hiding! dont be shy~ (and please send me the rest of the photos thankyouverymuch)


-- BILLY'S SPECIALS (:


make a girl angry and you dress up as a waiter. HAHAS :D



our new found friends grumpy & sleepy (:



I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH TEOMINGMING !



muackkks GRUMPY (:



their yummy brownie! now you see it,



now you dont ! hahas they were so happy with it aye (:



:DD


-- SPORTY VISIT


haleylicious, philiplicious & i went to visit our sporty friends at the beach one day (:



look who we found: andielicious (yes thats him in my straw hat and shades) & elijahlicious !



dont ever doubt that i'd choose gorillas over my powpowpow crusade-rangers.


-- GORILLA CAMPERS


SP night; jojo & munnie happily posing behind innocent d1 whos already blind-folded himself (postnote: the guy behind looks like vin!)



zhijie & i happily exchanging slippers before he ruined my life in ouchouch-obiobi



WARGAMES: happy cheerleaders and friendly smiles



the war has just begun. so after getting the boys muddy, they returned the favour and we all decided to Gatsby zhijie :D



mess with us you shall not; huis, jes, kt (I LOVE HIS FACE PAINT!) & i



hoho, we are still your friendly gorillas (:



woots happy friends! (: thats me, karfai, kian, jes, huis & leanne



with zhijie who looks clean before transformation :D



thats us four crazy girls with zhijie, post-transformation! we will win the war >:( i'll insist tht we did



SQUEAKY CLEAN (: hahs modelling like we're hot stuff



our girls look great! :D



EMO BOYS; theyre so cute la ! (:



major laughs! oh yeah, and remember these faces; they cant be trusted tskkkk.



CRUSALICIOUS BABES (: griddy, tubby, nette, huis & i before Dbl O.


-- POWPOWPOW !


old school happiness (: with rafflesian philip & boy in green shorts, andie.



serangoon pal; elijah :D he looks like a salesman no?



teacher with the rafflesian boys



random photo taken on the street :D the boys were looking at cars, mama vin sitting in the middle of nowhere & we got bored


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there were a hell lot more photos, like literally hundred times of this. hahs but found only these in my phone/lappie so ohwells :D

me still wants to SHOP & go out. call call call!

been super busy lately, but HAPPY (:

its kinda impossible to really update cus so many things are happening at the same time. let me just try to list random things aye!


-- GWEN STEFANI with elijah & june :DD

-- majormajor shopping spree. im so terribly broke right now yikess but retail therapy is good aye! anyone wants to join me cus im so NOT done yet. :D

-- i rock at the animal game! -sniggers

-- my voice still sounds like crap after weeks rawrr :(

-- sentosa with CRUSADES (: wet weather cant stop us, cus it was a blast aye! this is why we're hot; hahas OOPS okay random.

-- hahs im so in love with them aye, cant believe theyre accusing me of being partial towards the gorillas TSK

-- i need a haircut like big time! after accompanying andie to the hairdresser's, i realised i havent been visting any for the past six months.


VONN if youre reading this, pls know that you owe me a date. lets fix one asap dear! (:

i had one helluva fun week. :D

hahas no prizes for guessing what ive been up to again aye. im super thankful for the huge blessing in the form of joe (: he put me in such a FAB group with a bunch of even more FANTABULOUS people aye! the activities generally werent well-planned but day four was greatt.


edit/oops dozed off last night hence the short entry. lets continue!

major YAYs ((((:
- huis, jess, leanne & weihui! :D
- crusades gathering in mama vin's room which was pure fun! LOL more gossips & secret admirers :D
- mama vin who was so nice! <333 hahs okay im just super touched by the Milo aye
- sentosa day with tonnes of games. :D yay volleyball, captain's ball & the countless things we played in a circle
- going crazy on the bus coming up with our cute/cool actions & the male version GRINSS
- fright night II to celebrate suelynn's birthday. superSUPER fun!
- WAR GAMES: meet the Four Ghosts who loves the mud, Mr Black & Mr Devilish.
- Dbl O where we went crazyyyy! hahs major <3 to crusades & kingkong ((: huis, kian & i went silly running in & out LOL.
- war games part II after Dbl O! lol this time with water guns :D
- funkyFUN cheers that totally dont make sense :D


hahs wanted to continue with the parts tht didnt go too well but ahhh no point aye! i just wish i didnt lose my voice even before camp started ._. like ughhhh!

now its back to life. well actually im like super free now :D im JOBLESS. hahs ask me out please :D

as promised, pictures! (: very much overdue but nonetheless, better late than never innit?


CHINA ! (:

at the airport



day twooo, bored girls in the room



did i say bored?



OHWELLS :D



day threee, post-breakfast



my girl! (: and the waterfall -grinss.



CAMP !

hahs aft the flour game!



trina, ailian, wai & philip! yayness we survived Fright Night :D



wheeee (: SENTOSA ! check out our painted arms & necks.



yikes its a pity we didnt get to use this for our Sexy Back cheer. LOL and i insist that the letters A and E+S look the best. :D



((:



yayness to matching jerseys, cool citibank caps & dining vouchers that we won! :D


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there are alot more photos, but i dont have them with me. ohwells (:

i dont want to be
anything other than what ive been trying to be lately
all i have to do
is think of me and i have peace of mind
im tired of looking 'round rooms
wondering what ive got to do
or who im supposed to be
i dont want to be anything other than me


updates for today (friday):

- priscilla has impressed me with her capability. the difference between being good and excellent is so vast

- im mighty proud of my dearest ming. she has finally chose a path for herself albeit it being such a difficult decision. i support you no matter what girl, LOVES ((:

- HAPPY BIRTHDAY DOR !

- i am gonna miss ming, simon, philip & ah wu TERRIBLY :( yesyes i am very much in love with them.

- for the first time i wanted to volunteer to be Hostess.


i need sleep


edit|random postnote. i <3 seeing couples who love & are in love with each other. :) of course im not referring to those inseparable pairs who wants the world to know that theyre in love.

right, i said random aye

my senses scream mambo LOL

my handphone committed suicide yesterday :( thank goodness for big brother's phone. besides the bulk, its is pretty good. then again, of course since is the Big Brother of my phone :D

my room is in such a terrible mess i wanna move out. UGHHH i cant find anyth in this mess >:(

It's too late to talk to you
And it's too soon to say good-bye
Listen where ever you may be
You still live inside my mind

Something tells me that you are free again
In a place that feels like home

It's never easy to understand
Why memories hold our hand
But people let go

IM GONNA MISS MINGMING TERRIBLY ):


no i take that back, i am missing you already- like veryvery much.


sigh

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quick updates:

back from camp which was wayyy fun ((: say hello to a gang of delicious people! oh yeah we're definitious make them boys/girls go loco (t-a-s-tty tasty) LOL.

tendered my resignation. sighhhh im sorry ming :(

pictures another time.