Wednesday, July 30, 2003 ×

ROL
rol! hehs gonna sign now :) if it eats my entrie up again im gonna freak! anyhows im so happy you know, like at least still got see nice tods. if not my life is gonna be so empty i can start crying alr!! i like her so much :) hahas i sound so thick-skinned. gotta feeling this crush is gonna last for a veryVERYvery long time unless she gives me the impression that shes snobbish. which is prollie unlikely cus its like she'll neverEVER look my way you know. you ought to try it out some time too. like just sit there & stare at her, she'll prollie cont eating/messaging/ studying. trust me, im the expert! lol :) aniws i just downloaded all the songs from the energy album :) whoopeeee! hell happy lorr. i love all the songs inside :) as in at first some songs i dont like so much but the more i listen the more im so hooked alr lorr :) heh. gotta get hold of all the lyrics soon & remember the tune of all the songs soon!! then we can start the rapping & singing craze all over again man. hehs. i remember how madd i went trying to rapp ramen song, ma shang hui lai, wu xie ke ji, chuan yue yi guang nian & gei ni de ge. the most difficult one was wu xie ke ji lorr! took me so long to remember the lyrics & make it sound a tad bit decent, though now it still sounds kinda gibberish & all. but oh wells :) mmm savouring everybit of ENERGY! yikes hell happy now. -giggles. think they make me really really happy :) lol im going madd! mmm shalt sign off now yeahh? loveya rol babe!

LEI
if signmygbk doesnt work again im gonna FLIP. -grr. annoyed!! tried to sign so many times alr lorr. aniws you really ought to be much more cheerful than this you know. like you cant base your happiness on studies, or MU or anyth else. please dont do that darling. everyth is constantly changing and you cant depend on it forever you get me? anyhows i just hope you'll be happy alrightt? ilu always girl.

Wednesday, July 30, 2003 ×

e3 is outt!!
omg hell excited nows :)
busy downloading all the songs!
-giggles. loveit!

i think wu xie ke ji is better
BUT its energy :)
no matter wot they ROCK :D
niunai's so cute!
his new hairdo is like woahhhhhhh :)
lol cldnt recognise him at first
he's gorgeous now :)
but toro just looks weird ..
change of direction!
tsktsk. big bad change if ya ask me

lol :) im so happy!
sheeshh im a nut
energy reminds me of yins ehh.
i'll always make her rapp for me :)
-sighh. miss her so much!

ive decided alr!!
im gonna do all my hwk from now on
was so happy just now
especially during chem & phy
had neat sheets of hwk on the table
was beaming like crazy!
cus nobody could chalk my face :)
lol class joke!

oh wells :)
happy little day!

tomm we'll be off at 1130 :)
missing english & chem!!
-sniggers. yayy :)
really dont have much of a liking for chem ..
no actch its just mrslai

my gbk is hungry!
-hints.
lol just go sign it man
altho signmygbk is totally screwed,
but i think its okei alr
i guess its PMSing or sthh?
oh wells.
i'd never find out ..

Monday, July 28, 2003 ×

im a grumpy, cranky & tired girl
-storms arnd the room.
its amazing im in one piece
grr. lack of sleep!!
ugly eyebags plagued my eyes
bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :(

but i completed my review!!
-relieved smile
at least it aint so embarrassing

school was a total drag
i mean assembly lasted for years
there was so much math
-sigh. bored bored bored :|
wanted to slap everybod in their faces
guess i was really irritable ..
felt toasted with the hott weather :(
we were all so fucked up & sleepy
and it completely did not help
that the chi bitch was at it again
arghh sucks--

bright spot of the week
no tests at all this week! :)
which means time to complete my EM hw.
and chinese :|
oh fuckadoodle

just recalled sth terrible
i owe about 20 pieces of chi hwk lorr
- 8 jian bao
- 4 zhou ji
- 3 zhuo wen
- 5 ying yong wen

safe me :|
bitchh said she was gonna count everyth
imagine how my PPR would look?
lol :) like 20 zeros & all
mum would totally freak or sth man

mmm aniws towned afterschool :)
with vonn & qing
to look for cups or sth
bought some hairbands too :)
left kinda early
not wise to put three cranky kids togt
three whiney sleepy ones!
off to read virgin's suicide!
and catch forty winks
laters :)

Sunday, July 27, 2003 ×

since the moment i spotted you
walking around with little wings on my shoes
my stomach's filled with the butterflies
and its alright
bouncing round from cloud to cloud
i got the feelin' like im never gonna come down
if i said i didnt like it then you know id lied

but every time i try to talk to you
i get tongue-tied
turns out, everything i say to you
comes out wrong and never comes out right

so i'll say why dont you and i get together
and take on the world
and be together forever
heads we will and tails we'll try again
so i say why dont you and i hold each other,
fly to the moon
and straight on to heaven
cus without you theyre never gonna let me in

when's this fever gonna break?
i think ive handled more than any man can take
im like a love-sick puppy chasing you around
and its alright
bouncin' round from cloud to cloud
i got the feeling like im never gonna come down
if i said i didnt like it then you know id lied

/santana ft. alex band
why dont you and i

--

lol this song is nice :)
alex sang it!!

i ought to get started on my book review
-sigh. this sucks
aimee, here i come ..
seriously am considering to do a movie review
kinda easier i guess
but sighh msjacob knows alr

/allhookedup. michellebranch:breathe

Saturday, July 26, 2003 ×

new background
new font
brand new beginning i guess

supposed to be out with BBC-ians.
but dad wanted to tk me out
in the end he wasnt feeling well so ..
im stuck at home i guess
not that i mind

sorted out lotsa stuff
my thoughts that is
seems like day home did me plenty good
.. i think

Friday, July 25, 2003 ×

scene-ful indulgence tods!
in my opinion,
the thing was a flop!
we let geeva down ..
like totally lorr
guilttripping myself like crazy

and the SYF results
bahhh.
shant talk bt it

rotten day ..
i miss Promenade :(
saw bow for awhile
barely a glimpse lorr.
grrrr.

aft this whole thing
ie. fluid fusion,
the secfours are gonna officially leave.
and im so gonna miss them :(
pls dont tk them away ..
-sigh. kinda impossible huh?

Wednesday, July 23, 2003 ×

tods is sucha badd day :(
toro's in the hospital now!!
huge Energy conflict
bahhh notnice ..

apart from that,
im fully convinced i flunked chi&hist
like totally lorr ..
i didnt study for either tests!
all thnks to andy
grrrrr left me sleeping on the table like that!
how could he do that?!
shalt forgive him for now
afterall tomms is his bigg day :)
which reminds me,
i havent got him a present!! :(
-bigg sigh-

bigg relief though :)
no more killer papers anymore!!
unless emath teachers go madd
oh wells, hard to tell

mmm but went out with them afterschool :)
bern qing wend xin xiu
lol our silly obssession with sushi!!
went all the way to hougang
suki sushi :)
we ate,
and ate,
and ate,
and wot else?
ate.

lol fatt little us.
but it really was hell cheap!!
99cent per plate :)
went to the library after that
looked around fer books for the review.
saw the Energy thing :)
sighhhhh reminded me of ..
notnice :(

walked around somemore.
saw prettypretty miniature bottles
the pink miracle was soo nice!!
think wend is getting it :)
the tshirt one is too cute alr ..
-stares at wallet-
maybe not anymore huh?
broke little me!

icecream time :)

Monday, July 21, 2003 ×

call me an idiot,
brainless anyth you wish.
i admit it!!
im sucha _____
[insert any word which suggests retard behavior]

i was doing my emath hwk
trigonometry ..
merrily pressing sin, cos & tan
halfway thru the task,
i realised something ..
my calculator was in gradt mode

omg i cldve killed myself :|
-sigh.

Saturday, July 19, 2003 ×

flag day tods!!
so friggin tiring lorr
grrr stupid SPCA
lemme start from the beginning

met kiat yins at my house
we were really late!
the walk into the damned place was like 15min?
bern qing rol xin xiu was alr waiting
got our tins&stickers etc.
and we walked out ..
the key word here is walked
passed by 6 bus stops
without hopping on a bus
i think like another 45min wasted there .. grrrr mustve been madd
walked to NEL & train-ed to dhoby ghaut!

saw this really cute girl!
as in her actions & all
she was some guardian angel thing
for the singapore amazing race
she was so pretty!! :)

lol went to meridien!
um yepp went to eat sushi
think we're crazy ..
then i smiled at my bro's friend by mistk :|
was smiling at qing
then the person intruded
with the smile pasted on my face
i looked up & lol
the person looked so shocked!

aft lunch we started work!! :D
walked around separately ..
xiu & i met xin bern & caught alex&emma
it was okei i guess
lacks a proper plott
and the characters are not developed
prefer howtoloseaguyin10days

met my brother aft the show
lol that stingy guy barely donated!!

met the rest of them
then we headed back to SPCA
this time we were much smarter
even though we were broke
took the stupid bus & all
-sniggers-

oh & something chao dumb happened!
cus we took NEL to serangoon
then from there we hadto tk bus
so we were walking to the busstop
then i bought sweets
the woman gave me this bag of coins to donate
it was all 10cents ..
so silly us, rol & i
we were merrily putting the coins in
then i looked up
they were all gone!
lol then we realised they were on the bus
and it started to drive off

goodness we waited so long for the next bus
hahah was so amused lorr

cabbed home with kiat
um to be exact,
she gave me a lift :)
thnk goodness!!
wouldve died trying to go home on my own
esp when my hp had no batt

woahh this is pretty long!
but was in the mood so oh wells :)

Saturday, July 19, 2003 ×

lol im sucha sucker
super badd day tods :|
amath test sucked
the worst part was i studied!
arghh wot the fuck
why did i bother mann?
damn.

had LD aft that
we dont get to wear sari!
so looking forward to it
my pretty bubble
smashed just like that

got the LD script books,
the elderly hurdle didnt have my name
forsaken me?
who cares lahh ..

the best part was prollie recess?
we laughed so much :)
lol i mean it was so lame
we ate 15eggs all togt!!
sheeshh :|
joyce ate five
xlin & vonn had three each
mel ate two ..
xt & i only ate 1 :)
but of course ..
lei had none!

it was truly psychotic
we took turns to buy it lorr
silly crazy us!!

theres flag day tomm :|
really lazy now
since im really broke right now
financial crisis ..
a serious one that is
bahhhhhhhh
-growls-

Thursday, July 17, 2003 ×

lotsa things happened since the prev entry
plenty plenty!
new seatmate .. silin :)
resigned to .. in the end
wot to do lahh
and its a good thing you know

havent been signing for some time
mmm shall do it soon
kinda lazybusy these days
amath test tomm :|

SYF is over alr
didnt matter much to me actch
felt like a rehearsal
a tad too dark though
thnk goodness i wasnt that clumsy

kinda confused by some stuff
sighh its really bugging me alot
guess i'll get some icecream
tk my mind off things

--

i'd brave fire & i'd brave rain
to be by yer side i'll do anyth
but i cant tk the distance

.. i will go the distance
i will go the miles
thats how much you mean to me

Monday, July 14, 2003 ×

thnks a billion to xiu & hongpei
love them to bits :)
they gave me chapt summaries of the damn book
like wow :)
and of course ..
yins who helped plenty too :)
lol thnks a whole bunch!

finished my harry potter
im still puzzled.
why did sirius die?
i mean stunning spells can't exactly kill right?
-shruggs- weird.

we're changing places tomm
arghh i hate it
seriously im so fucking not sitting there.
its not silin definitely
shes not the prob
okei i just wanna remain where we are
with yins & xt lahh
but teachers just complain
they worrying too much
tsktsk. sighhh
& certain people are being so gross
i mean shes so biased!

bejeweled got me hooked.
off to continue playing :)

Saturday, July 12, 2003 ×

DESCRIBE YOUR ..

Wallet : black, same as tiff's
Hairbrush : dont use them. comb is red+white though :)
Toothbrush : greyy+white
Jewellery worn daily : dont really wear any
Pillow cover : mighty colorful!
Cup : ive three!! two red & 1 cartoon-y
Sunglasses : they all look the same
Shoes : um ive 7, which do you want to know about?
Handbag : handbags are not my type
Favorite shirt : not too sure either
Cologne/Perfume : mmm no favs
Cd in your stereo : how bt current mp3? nu flavor- heaven
Tattoos : none yet! but um, uh nevermind ..
Piercings : 3 on the left ear, 2 on the right one
What you are wearing now : hard rock cafe tee+shorts
Hair : flat & straight
Makeup : um, huh?

In my mouth : my tongue ..
In my head : lyrics to the song?
Wishing : for icecream!
Is next to you : plenty .. the mouse?
Some of your favorite movies : mmm hot chick & some others
Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month : -grins- flag day
The last thing you ate : crackers! yes im fatt lahh
Something that you are deathly afraid of : nothing. but i hate creepy crawlies
Do you like candles : yepp :)
Do you like hot wax : yeahh, pretty cool
Do you like incense : nopes stinks
Do you like the taste of blood : depends lahh
Do you believe in love : ditto to above
Do you believe in soul mates : -nodds-
Do you believe in love at first sight : not quite, sounds somewot like infatuations
Do you believe in Heaven : yepps
Do you believe in forgiveness : hurr? dont geddit
What do you want done with your body when you die : donate all my body parts & then um cremated?
Who is your worst enemy : nobody -flashes peace sign-
If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be : a huge German Shephard
What is the latest you've ever stayed up : dontknow, i just doze off
Ever been to Belgium : nahh
Can you eat with chopsticks : lol duhh
What's your favorite coin : 1 dollar! biggest value :D
What are 5 cities you wouldn't mind relocating to : LA, switzerland, new zealand with vonn, um i dontknow either ..
What are some of your favorite pig out foods : icecream! candy, chocs & crackers
What's something that you wish people would understand : i really am not that dumb!
Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time : not too sure either

--

ripped it off ivy :)
was pretty bored so yeah well ..

Saturday, July 12, 2003 ×

new background :)
decided to add in one aft so long
glad i made this one
at least it wont look old & boring
wheeee :)

--

lift me up in your eyes
if you told me that is what Heaven is,
well, you'd be right
hold me close to your heart
i would go with you to the ends of the earth and we'll fly
ive been waiting forever for this
this is the night

Friday, July 11, 2003 ×

im outta love :|
no fun!!
sighhh.
off to find new eyecandy ..
-nodds-
um not to mention,
eat bakua?
wai = hopeless

growing fatfat
-whines-

Thursday, July 10, 2003 ×

home early again ..
sighh boring life
yet to catch Twins Effect up till now
theres amath test tomm
oh wow.

and im off diet alr
totally doesnt work lorr
arghh wots the point?

edison's new hair is notsonice :|
why did he cut it?!
even my brothers' hair look better lorr
sighh saddened!!
grr nevermind he's still cute :)

gonna do my math hw tonight
all by myself!!
im super determined
though i didnt bring my book home
oh wells,
i'll work something out.
here goes nothing

nose started peeling
i look ugly
and im in pain too
arghh wtf?

am highly piss-able now
feel like potter
extremely weak attempt at a .. joke?
seriously im gonna explode
-takes a huge breath-
gonna be fine, i think?

disillusional thoughts are back
milder but scary :|
stop me from this madness

oh wells, math homework ..
ready or not, here i come
err guess the above refers to me?
being unprepared ..
bahh i should just shut my trap

Wednesday, July 9, 2003 ×

-tks a deep breath-
huge grouch day

i calculated my L1R5 fer midterms
deteriorated as expected
bahhh. results kinda dropped
sighhh wai buck up lahh
hate SS & chinese
sighh sucks like crazy

came home hell early
to slack around
dont know wot i was thinking ..
abandoned Twins Effect!!
-groans-

resolutions for the term
`smile more
`stop sleeping so much
`learn to breathe
`not fail SS [yeahh rightt]

oh wells thats it.
shall add more as time goes by
or rather,
when my puny brain can think of more
so there.

Tuesday, July 8, 2003 ×

:)
ive MARS within my finger
quick recap!

--

yesterday

sentosa-ed with them :)
um, vonn xlin xt joyce beks lingyi & doris!
to celebrate doris's birthday!
whheeee hell fun :D
but me being indecisive,
didnt want to go in the morn.
but aft vonn telling me she'll wait fer me,
i set off! :D
& was one whole hour late ..
yikes :| lol

vonn & i met qing for awhile
lazed around in the water
at the bridge over troubled waters
lol okei private joke :)

went back to meet them
xlin joyce lingyi & i swam to the island!
almost died lorr :|
obvly i wasnt made for swimming!!
stepped on so much algae[?]
drank a whole damn lot of seawater
ewwwww. :(
and not to mention,
there was a current!!
all the ships passing by lorr

rained for awhile though :|
was hiding under the shelter shivering
volleyball-ed aft that :)
hahah hell fun lorr!
felt so lousy compared to the rest of the people
and i couldnt do a dive dig!!

aft that we waterpolo-ed
a diff version lahh
then swam so much lorr
ran around in the water
i tried to jump
how dumb!!
grrr pant almost dropped ..
lol but still fun :)

dried off aft that
pack up & left!
papa called & stupid me lied so lousily!
told him i was on the way
then it became im about to leave suddenly
must learn from my brother!!

beks vonn me went home :|
the rest went to town to sakae
-drools- oh wells
not like i had much cash aniw

went home & slacked around
my goodness i slept hell early
but i had a nightmare!!
was so fucking scared in my dreams lorr
got bitten by some insect thing
& it was poisonous
doc said i only have 3days to 1week to live
was crying like crazy
wound started to rot aft awhile!!
so friggin gross ehh :|

in the end i messaged my parents
"i love you papa & mummy"
didnt dare to tell them lahh
so fucking sadd lorr
didnt dare to sleep anymore aft that
fell asleep in the end though

--

mmm thats about it :)
lol yes its long!!
theres still today :)

was so badly burnt that i cldnt carry my schoolbag
didnt apply suntan/sunblock lorr
whole face was so red :|
lol looked like i was blushing
pretty embarassing ..

had chinese oral aft school
oh man i said english
-knocks head on the wall-
wot the baba!
kept going like
"you know .. like um .."
then i waited for her to prompt me
just realised i was in english
then i panicked lorr
and more of them came out.
grrr super dumb
& she cut me off!
had somemore to say fer the first topic!!
arghh so annoyed :|

lol oh wells its over :)
happy happy me!
whee shall continue with the potter book!

Saturday, July 5, 2003 ×

ive the silliest friends around!
doris's birthday is coming
so she asked me wot was her present ..
i tried to hint and


  - i wished for you on a falling star, wondering where you are; says:
got 2 things

  - i wished for you on a falling star, wondering where you are; says:
one is black!

  - i wished for you on a falling star, wondering where you are; says:
the one thats in black starts with t ends with t

  - i wished for you on a falling star, wondering where you are; says:
sounds like a teapot innit?

--

lol thats only the beginning
xt heard wot i told doris
so she tried to hint the other present ..


==>crossplus<== says:
another 1 start with e end with s

==>crossplus<== says:
elephants

--

obviously the presents arent teapots & elephants
but silly us ..
lol how extremely dumb :)

Friday, July 4, 2003 ×

finally got myself to pita!
was too lazy to come online these days
been sleeping my life away

weekend alr :)
but theres listening tomm
o level chinese!!
hope i do well :)
oh and another thing ..
the delirious shite is over :)
thnk goodness!!
was thinking that i was over stressed or sth

my diet aint working :|
not nice. bahh
when i wasnt trying to lose weight,
i didnt have appetite.
but the more i tried to diet,
the more i ate :|

suckks. esp just now
dad tempted me off
had dinner with him & cousin
yummy crabs :)
lol you get the idea!

but i recovered from fever!!
lol as in the whole thing is over alr :)
no more recurring temps
-laughs- kinda crazy now
eating icecream :)

Wednesday, July 2, 2003 ×

off to meet the BBC :)
talking online is just too mad
everyone's crazy
and they all speak whale
bahhh archived june
but everyth just disappeared :|
how weird ..

Tuesday, July 1, 2003 ×

i think i must stop this
the way im acting very strange ..
gotta get to a doc!

and i must get a grip
stop the delirious behavior
lei was horrified ..
when i told her bt the bathing
its true you know

off to sign gbks :)
then get somemore rest!!