chocoholic.


baby, please dont go

uploaded the photos from lei's bday & the trip! :) click to enlarge



while waiting for mel :D



cam-whoring at dorothy perkins! yay we love huge full length mirrors :)



HAHAS dont ask. cant believe the rest of the clique actually left us behind to embarrass ourselves tsk



hongpei & the black shirt!! :)



LEI. :) hahas blame vonn & her strange ideas aye!



hp!



i uploaded this insanely unflattering photo just so Miss Yvonne Yong can see that this is nowhere remotely near cute ._.



here comes the great photographer herself. hahs



birthday girl & i (: yayyyy LD girls!



happy fats :D



mumsie & i! :) do we look alike?



hehe i love YELLOW.



twas so pretty aye



how can it hurt you when it looks so good? apparently it can, right Mr Jellyfish.



xiang i know youre reading this, I WANT THE PHOTOS FROM YER CAM ! :) email them to me or come online soon

ANYONE WANTS TO CATCH FOB IN CONCERT WITH ME?

more info here


pretty pretty PLEASE? :D

dinner at Lao Di Fang just now! hahahas with a bunch of OLD people :P oh and a Mr Phang lookalike too!

i really miss school a lot. hahas much as AJ really isnt exactly happening, i really enjoyed my two years. wanna have physics with patrick, see mrs chai & her cute actions, math tutorial (hehe gossip!) plus struggling to stay awake during econs. staje too :D

preparing payroll tomm! :)

and we're meeting for dunch yaynesss!

yay apparently andy did something with the lappie! :D hahs glad we picked stuff out for him there aye. OH we i saw someone who looked exactly like him! kinda eerie considering i know that face much better than any of my gfs'.


there's something about you
and you dont even know it
im telling you now that you got me good
there's something about you
and i cant help but show it
damn right, you got me good

randomness- song's been stuck in my head forever.



OH :) i can finally wear shoes! did i mention? :) kissing goodbye to flipflops once again YAYNESS! and new job of a different nature too :D hahs im super inspired to do sales now after experiencing such warm service

Little Miss Sunshine is a really nice movie! :)

need new moisturizer UGH. limbs are all spotted red with rash :( hahas i know im ranting but i dont quite care. desperately wanna talk to my gf but its kinda impossible now at 4am. right okay i really ought to sleep cus im working tomm. plus i'll just find more food to munch on cus i started having weird food cravings. nydc anyone? omg mushroom madness (!!) and bug :D hahahs shit okay stopit

NIGHTS !

OMG lappie is actually working~!

hahas just got back! wanna do a super long entry about my trip but doubt my luck would last. so here goes point form

- GREAT shopping
- food that is totally worth the fats!
- fab & seriously happening nightlife ((: imagine no midnight surcharge crap for cab fare!
- CUTE GUYS! hahas okay correction, i might be inaccurate about the proportion of eyecandies BUT they definitely dress much better to make themselves more pleasing to the eye. especially compared to local guys who totally Cannot Make It ._.
- haircut gone wrong due to the language barrier yikes! okay a major perk was that the hairdresser was super goodlooking. LOL and he took damn long to do my hair (aww focused & attentive) so it was quite a pleasant experience.
- oh saw him just now too! ((:
- aikes forgot to get something for Hoh!
- major bitch fits. im sorry :|


other things random, Black Pepper Men finally came outta hiding! WHEE. :D

LEI
hey girl ! hahas im at the airport now!! aniw typed this long msg to you using my dead lappie, and it took all of 10min to type FIVE lines ._. but signmygbk ate it up UGH. glad you had a great bday babe LOVE (: lets go beaching when im back. im booking one of those thursdays of yours definitely!! HUGS-


at the airport now hahs :D cant waittttt~~ had a million things i wanted to pita but i cant remember them now! anyone wants to buy me a new lappie? :D hahs whatever okay meet up when im back! :D

quick update!

HI! EVERYONE!!! I'm Wai's hi FRIEND!!! Nice to meet you!

right, someone's high after watching American Pie FIVE! hahas.

- flying thursday!
- lappie's DEAD!
- call me :D
- the one who's high said: im monkey
- dont ask (?!?!?!?!)
- became a labourer at work today :(
- scared poor Hoh again!
- oh dear, uhhhh im so pretttty
- dont ask PLS!
- hahas :D


by the way, NEVER fill up comment cards at nydc. especially if an ugly guy asked you to. NEVER. take my word for it ._.

gotta run! or i'll hafta literally run home later :| hahahas

dont miss me too much!!! :D call me before thursday to meet up!

i'll miss you too :D

btw, you does not refer to anyone else, but YOU ! :DD

I LOVE MY FRIENDS ((:

please lets meet up more often before everyone starts flying off!

and to the dearest person in my heart, we HAVE TO make a trip back togt cus eating popiah without you just isnt the same! like more peanuts less beansprouts remember? :) we wanted to go down to look for you today but youre always running away~!

i really miss talking to you babes. recalling the stupid things we did back then really cracks me up HAHS! :D lets forget about a certain Avril Lavigne (!!) and burn those chiobu/malacca photos please

ughhhh and why do we attract weirdos? it seems like some clique thing cus everyone had some strange encounters lately yucks!

omg i just realised that we're really OLD! we were talking about the weirdos & one of them happens to be 21. i was thinking like HUHH so old??!! but on my way home it suddenly occurred to me, we're 19 this year YIKES. and that person really isnt that old. :| frownssss. i was 17 until only recently and suddenly i have to think about 19! scary shit cus as it is im so afraid of birthdays/growing old

speaking of birthdays, i really wouldnt mind CASH if y'all are at yer wits' end. rawr im just dead broke :( oh and start returning all the cash ive lent you guys pleaseeee.

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i cant wait to run & take off.
literally.


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everytime i pass the places we last met, i really cant help but wonder when's the next time i'll see you. but i feel so dumb cus youre not gonna be there.

and the worst part is, i already know you wont be there.

omg whats wrong with me. just kick me please cus i have to be the most silly thing alive UGH


two jumps in a week
i bet you think thats pretty clever dont you boy?
flying on your motorcycle,
watching all the ground beneath you drop
you'd kill yourself for recognition,
kill yourself to never ever stop
you broke another mirror,
youre turning into something you are not

HAHAS omg i might die laughing or sth cus all sortsa weird stuff just keep happening.

!!!!!!!!!!!

(thats how highly amused/alarmed i am)
okay work as usual was pretty monotonous, especially when boss wasnt around :( i finally know why some places pay pretty well for people to do data entry. it is seriously taking a toll on my sanity ._. ended up cursing & swearing at random innocent people whose names are unfortunately too long. cus you see, it cant fit into the box & i hafta adjust everyth ._.

wanted to pita about this for quite some time it always slipped my mind. i think im scaring Hoh :| my poor co-worker has witnessed many of my crazy antics in such a short time yikes! the laughing, arguments with boss, mad frenzy to get the cordless phone when it rings, paper jams (YUCKS!!), and well mostly the laughing. he looks so frightened+tortured now, as opposed to the warm greetings initially. HAHAS sheesh times like these i really miss 2305 & whining non-stop to you guys~

okay i almost had a phone thrown at me when my father found out i wasnt going home. affectionate innit? well at least we've reached some sorta ceasefire.

(and thank goodness i was too far away HAHS)

so down came the rain & up went the red umbrella. oh btw i need an umbrella, anyone knows where to get nice ones? i want BIG ones pls, not the small foldable kind that provides no sense of security. HAHS well never know when you'll meet a pervert. :D and no i dont happen to need those two-effing-hundred-dollar ones from Burberry ._. rightt im not kidding, didnt you read Urban?

so anyways, heard about things which are apparently happening to me ._. twas hell amusing cus it somehow sounds so ridiculous. had a good laugh outta it :D thats an understatement by the way. and i forsee more of it tomorrow! :D

just read lei's blog: kinda excited over canteen food. YOU GOTTA BE KIDDING ME! im waaaay over the top salivating anticipating and youre only kinda excited? hahhas i really miss having "recess" togt la babes! and i miss going back with zibbie too! especially that day when Mobil gave us complimentary drinks GRINSSS :D

im in a good mood, can you tell? must be the weather :D rainy days are really NOT my thing. it could also be the whole Julia thing heh private joke! anyways we walked around feeling all high & breathless from the laughing. plus i bought what i wanted to get :D

oh dessert had to be the best part of the day!! :) had a long chat with my girlfriend. okay we talk ALL THE TIME but this is different aye. for once im not pressed for time or dead tired. over Bug's Fav & Boney Cake, we laughed (whats new?) and yeah talked alot about the past two years. no wait TWELVE years :) hoho it was merry!

made plans too :D sorry i'll be off during yer birthday yea babe. we'll celebrate before i go, and when im finally back yeah? hahs i can try to find yer missing English assignment as a present while im there.

and wow, filling up comment cards are apparently a way to expand one's social circle. hahas omg strange to the max okay

cant wait for next Thurday! :D


ahh gotta sleep or i'll be totally late tomm morning UGH.

started planning for the things i'll need in the UK. hahs getting really excited! :D hopefully mumsie can join me cus thats gonna make settling in much easier. although i suppose it'll be an experience to venture alone. on the other hand, i have plenty of time for that when she eventually comes back to singapore.

i kinda cant wait, although that'll mean that school's gonna start soon. and that i wont see y'all for quite some time. ohwells im sure no one will miss my whining anyway :D

speaking of whining, i just recalled the phone conversations i had with mel on wedn night! was trying to convince her to meet us after work. but obviously she was really tired after her dinner shift & wanted to go home to sleep. ive no idea what i did (and i SWEAR i didnt whine) but the conversation ended up sounding really psychotic and disjoint.

"yay youre joining us!"
"huh omg wai you suck. you really suck you know"
"i know, but you still love me right? i love you too! :) come quickly okay!"
"how can you do this to me?? you suck, you really suck"

but after more than 20 you suck, wais & half a dozen i hate yous i finally succeeded! :D hahas love-hate relationships aye?


pictures! click to enlarge


hahs does it look appetizing? was forced kindly offered a bowl by the great chef himself LOL. uhhh the intentions were really sweet, but everyth else was well, a good effort? -weak smile. oops hahs please dont kill me!



hahs this tasted much better! and can you believe that its homemade?? thanks for dropping by with this while i was grounded on xmas eve, Best Friend! :)



2305 gathering :) as always, we are so spastic! omg i realise i look like a ghost :( yikes puffy eyes! but then again, we all look so sleepy. hahs must be the working. i miss you guys!!



mui & por! :D omg mui youre so retarded la ._. hahs i can see my dear bitch nodding along in agreement. miss you babes too!


ahh the rest of the photos are in my hp, which for some reason cant be connected to the lappie via USB. :( ughh i need a bigger phone memory. theres no space for incoming sms yikes! anyone wants to help delete my msgs? its such a chore la :(

sigh i really miss school life alot! and diana i miss you especially much :( dont people know that its good for health to drink more water? hahs :D

anyways im really alarmed at my lack of aspirations. as in seriously! im so used to being busy that it became somewhat like a purpose for me. its like im busy so i gotta make full use of my time to do things. i mean it shoule be the other way round right? like i wanna make full use of my time, and thats why im so busy. hiaks :| yeaps realised i dont have dreams, nothing that im passionate about (or good at, for that matter) to work towards. i mean i cant even decide what i want for dinner some times ._.

been living life telling myself that i gotta be happy. but im not sure what makes me happy anymore. or what that term actually means to me.

wells tried to find some direction in life today. i mean being fortunate enough to not have done anyth that made me regret doesnt mean i can take things for granted. okay my progress is slow and im not sure what good it did. but at least im not waiting for something to happen?

hey girls, remember what we agreed on? lets go do something different, and special today! :)

this is for one of the best friends i ever had.


ive never mentioned your name here, and probably never would. kinda strange considering how important you are, but we both know the reason. it is afterall how it all began, isnt it?

hahs :) cant believe its gonna be two whole years alrd.


its gonna be more difficult from now on, but im keeping my fingers crossed there'll be more years to come alrights?

this is far from the long entry i wanted to do initially. but the things we share, like our relationship itself, should just be kept between us aye.


so here's your very own entry. :) yesyes im a little late, but unlike what i said in the previous entry, i figured i might not be too late. afterall you always made me wait too!

cheerios to one of the few things constant in my life, rate. :) or if you prefer (though i SERIOUSLY doubt), Black Pepper Men? HAHAS pls wear a shirt with chest pockets the next time we meet okay. :D

heard YMCA last night, which totally reminded me of KBox with staje & stonerbro!! :D hahas especially since we just met up earlier in the day. and i just realised that we got neglected once again ugh

yesterday was another day that seemed to be a huge nightmare. of course that were good things that happened but the bad ones were really extreme. had a row with my dad in the office, which turned out pretty ugly. and obviously, LOUD, from both our raised voices :| yes it was that bad.

oh and as you know with all bad days, there will always be paper jams. its practically like some unwritten rule ._. so apart came the photocopier, and ink-stained were my fingers

ended up getting panicky on my way to meeting up with stonerbro cus the day started off so badly. okay and perhaps it was the uniform. BUT going back really made my day much better (: twas great seeing the juniors plus the two sweet girls, mui & por! oh and i saw someone else too -laughs. yesyes momo you know who im referring to and im praying that you'll practise some discretion thanks :D

thereafter was just a mad rush.

period.

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thanks lei for letting me crash. i really appreciated that babe :)

much as we cldnt have waffles from Gelare today, the company really made up for the half burnt & half uncooked ones we had :|

oh and we finally met up with vonn! :)) our shopping trip pretty much turned into a catching up session at the usual spot. gosh we are such PIGS la hahas getting all excited about food when we just ate. :D

i love you guys so much. <3 felt really loved & comfy for some reason. guess its been a long time since we had such talks. hopefully the next time we can get the whole clique! and i cant wait for Tuesday GRINS. yikes more eating but its Orange Bowl (!!) and Gelare that we're talking about okay!

oh and i bumped into Cicak Man in town just now! hahs yes, AGAIN. ohmannnn hahs ive never bumped into anyone more frequently okay.

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i wanted to dedicate a proper entry to you, but i guess im a little too late. and im not even sure if you'll see it.

so, goodbye.
and take care of yourself


till the next sms/phonecall, your presence will be sorely missed.

HEY LEI ! (:

you know what happened, hahas so here goes. thanks for taking me in babe! hahas using yer com & an actual mouse feels weird

LOVE YOU !

been listening to Fort Minor for so many times today i lost count. much as it always makes me feel like crying, i still love that song so much :) its no doubt the Number One song of 2006

walked home from Toa Payoh today. its amazing how therapeutic travelling on foot is for me. it is still solitude, but the feeling is much better than being trapped in the office typing things like "KNS BUMPER" ._.


ive been twisting and turning
in a space thats too small
ive been drawing the line and watching it fall
youve been closing me in,
closing the space in my heart
watching us fading and watching us fall apart

well i cant explain why its not enough
cus i gave it all to you
and if you leave me now
oh just leave me now
its the better thing to do

its time to surrender
its been too long pretending
there's no use in trying
when the pieces dont fit anymore

oh, dont misunderstand how i feel
cus ive tried, yes ive tried
still i dont know why
no i dont know why


my brother blackmailed me! :( i was jokingly complaining to mumsie about how i hate him, and he went "OH so do they know what happened at 3am that day?". ahhh wtf like duhh no?! he continued "oh they dont know? so do you still hate me not?" ._. IDIOT omg

had a horrible day today. the usual unlucky things i can handle, or attribute to Murphy's Law. but how is it that the printer ink cartridge could randomly swipe across the paper & squash my poor finger??

rawr. :( ohwells gonna meet Black Pepper Men later. hopefully that cheers me up! and i cant wait for our little adventure tomm, stonerbro! :)

i think im turning into a schizoid soon. the stuff i do at work becomes so mundane i start having conversations with myself in my head. i mean how can anyone stand doing data entry full time?? its like my last resort in order to clock ennough hours yikes!

thank goodness for Sean Paul :) hahs was grooving to his senseless lyrics to keep awake and praying that Uncle or Hoh wont walk in

heard something that almost made me cry too.


she said "some days i feel like shit,
some days i wanna quit,
and just be normal for a bit,"
i dont understand why you have to always be gone,
i get along but the trips always feel so long,
and, i find myself trying to stay by the phone,
cus your voice always helps me to not feel so alone,
but i feel like an idiot,
workin' my day around the call,
but when i pick up i dont have much to say,
so, i want you to know its a little fucked up,
that im stuck here waitin',
at times debatin',
tellin' you that ive had it with you and your career,
me and the rest of the family here singing
"where'd you go?"

i miss you so,
seems like its been forever,
that youve been gone.
where'd you go?
i miss you so,
seems like its been forever,
that youve been gone,
please come back home...


thankfully i wasnt thaaat bored to tears, or my eyes are gonna get puffier. though ive been tearing for no apparent reason lately. :| that aside, whats there not to love about Fort Minor?

been eating ALOT lately :| yikess so full i feel like throwing up now actually.

cant wait for the birthday party on wedn :)) right lei? HAHAS love!

the most hilarious things happened recently! much as im reluctant, i really hafta to pita about it :D

two things happened on a particular afternoon that reminded me of Person In My Heart. it rained despite the strong sun, which made me think of your theory about how we should take shelter cus its bad for health. secondly i had popiah for lunch! hahs this part is pretty self-explanatory right? :))

okay so when i was out for dinner on Friday at a particular restaurant in Paragon, i found a screw in my spaghetti. super HILARIOUS i swear cus the screw was huge hahs. i wasnt hungry to begin with and suddenly i ended up another serving yikes ._. oh but the complementary cake was YUMM! made our dining experience so much more interesting, although you werent exactly amused initially.

ahh well :D this is so not the end of my strange encounters recently. yesterday had to be like the ultimate okay!

when i woke up yesterday, i went out to get lunch & i didnt change out of what i slept in. hahs so i was in my stnicks PE shirt and AJ shorts. for some reason (and pls dont ask why) i ended up making a detour to the minimart to get a Heineken 6-pack ._. i couldnt find it so i asked the woman at the counter who looked totally horrified but still directed me to it anyway. hahs omg her reaction was seriously PRICELESS okay! kept checking out my shirt, then looking at me & then finally reluctantly scanned the barcode. wanted to burst out laughing on the spot la!

the last of it was what happened last night this morning. i know we share a weird relationship but meeting up at 1.30am was really extreme okay. and the strangest thing is that there are still people who jogs in the park at that time of the night/morning! :| oh and i totally agree that the cap was worth the poke LOL private joke. :D you owe me a million pokes now la you scheming ass. i have to emphasize that i was not drunk okay, speak for yourself TSK. but thanks dude for everyth & walking me home anyway, havent laughed so hard in quite awhile :D

much thanks to suann for helping me with the um escape yea <3 believe me i totally appreciate (and had always appreciated) yer concerns about this issue.


yikes gotta run! laters :D

i still cant stop smiling cus of the bright orange surprise ((:

omg felt like i was gonna melt right there la! :D hahs it was 90percent happiness and 10percent embarrassment cus i looked so sloppy yikes.


oh yes, not forgetting the guilt-free muffin/cupcakes which totally made my New Year's :D

long walks plus Brunch was good too!

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hahs it was real cool when we both turned and exclaimed Nobody Puts Baby In The Corner! :D now we know how that came about aye

mm guess i'll round up the year in my next entry when coherence returns.

oh yea Happy New Year everyone!


going back to smiling now (: