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× thats wot makes the difference today

Friday, February 27, 2004 ×

you are my sunshine,
my only sunshine.
you make me happy,
when the skies are grey.
you never know dear,
how much i love you.
please dont take my sunshine away.


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had to type that first cus it has seriously left a deep impression on me :) ok if anybody watched Newly Weds, the reality tv show with jessica simpsons & 98deg nick. was watching the last episode & they were on their yacht singing the song! darn darn sweet :) one two three go "awwwww .."! hahas im being lame here.

aniw tonnes happened since i last pita! had bloody physics test tods & i wished i never studied for it. like ugh! didnt know howta do so many questions & practically guessed my way through? i'll laugh if i can get more than 10 lorr. madness!

bought new wallet tods! yesyes, again. just take it that ive an obsession for buying things that are unpractical & those that im not in need of. ahh wells :)

going on a date with dead date, xin tomm! ive picked up the alliteration skill from my uh, bustybeautiful best brand the alliteration queen cum new seatmate, wend! -laughs. okei inside joke. aniw gonna attempt to pierce my ear tomm again, if its another failed attempt im gonna dismiss the idea of piercing my ear from now on.

ooooh! saw broc tods! this has to be the highlight of the day or something :) her hair is like long & floppy now but hell, shes sexy as ever! seriously eh :) was so excited when i caught sight of her i tugged xin's pinafore & was hyperventilating! hahahs. but she looks darn niang now, not that i mind cus she still looks good! then again, my eyecandy always look good :D

got back chinese o's tods. mmm :) relieved i guess. but to my dear qing & xiu, it aint the end of the world so we're gonna continue to rockk! -hugs. hahhas wot am i saying? ive turned mad alr.

shall end the entry before i display my insanity full-scale. hahahs wot am i saying?!




× your smile fades in the summer

Tuesday, February 24, 2004 ×

havent been updating for quite some time. been logging into pitas frequently yet i'll stare at the page without typing anyth. writer's block they call it? lol im so lame ._.

came home early tods & slacked my afternoon away :) hahas darn relaxing eh. oh aniw im on this anti-vulgarities+swearing+cursing thing right now. and the people around me are supposed to make sure that i dont blurt anything by mistake. hahs!

was on friendster ytd & i saw sth that was darnDARN sweet! hahas i never knew nd was capable of doing something THIS sweet. changed my opinion of him like totally. hahas cheerios :)

im hell hungry now but refusing to eat dinner cus its too early. i feel stupid saying this statement, but its true! its only like 6.30pm while i usually eat at like 8 or 9? sheesh. i think im too bored huhh?

laters.




× jaded

Wednesday, February 18, 2004 ×

dont really know wot to update either. but i feel darn relaxed+released! :D was out with fmu without dinah, but with yins. darn tiring :| acks its torturing walking so much lorr.

oh, mb looks darn gross tods. like when i saw i burst out laughing uncontrollably, & he ducked ._. lol seriously we're gonna get retribution for bitching about him like that. hehhh :)

hahas cant wait for the weekends to come, especially saturday! then i can go find my dearr brand new crush, liz & eyecandy val. :)

and on the train home, we saw this bung, her profile resembles my chiobu's! similar expression & everyth. hahas today was plenty of eyecandy? the stripe one, like ooh mama :) darn cool? sheesh.

gotta get a good sleep tonight, hell tired :| havent been sleeping well for a long time. acks.




× when i look to the sky,
something tells me youre here with me

Sunday, February 15, 2004 ×

had a fab vday spent with my favourite people, and ofcourse my dear date! :D lets see ..

met up with lei & vonn in the morn to swim :) joyce, mel & xiaolin joined us shortly after that too! hahas had so much fun in the pool with them, seriously lehh :D mmm got kinda burnt & was pretty late too. left the pool at about 12.45 when i was supposed to meet the fmu at that time? shikes :|

went home to bathe & etc lahh. wanted to make honey lemon for her initially, but was in a hurry so didnt in the end. and bloody nd kept accusing me of having a boyfriend infront of my father. so darn embarrassing i tell you. ugh! he was like, "wah .. hurry out to meet boyfriend ah?"

NEL-ed down to meet qing, xin my dear date & xiu. oh! there was this super sick incident on the train lorr. some people are just perverted lorr, messaging only then do this sort of stupid things -_-

mmm walked down to fareast to find them then we walked to heeren for lunch, met dinah papa on the way too :) had nudle bar and it rocked as usual! hehhs. rol joined us when we were there tooo :) but dinah left from there after lunch.

went to wisma & yins came on our way there. met her then went to get our fila bottles! hehh & happened to see filaboy, i think so aniw. lol. qing, rol, xin & i got identical water bottles now alr!! funky eh?

the four of us walked down to fareast & loitered around. bus-ed down to cine after that, and thank goodness the crowd subsided alr? there was a huge throng of people at first. went to the arcade to play air hockey!

walked to PS after that for dinner but there were long queues everywhere. lotsa unhappy stuff happened there too. lol and its the first time i see yins being so bitchy! scary scary :| saw xin's friend there too! hehhh. her friend was darn funny lorr, 365 girlfriends?!

walked back to ondo to eat in the end. since we were bitching, we might as well wait & bitch instead of standing around at PS. mmm waited for sometime then had dinner.

oh! gotta mention this! my date got me a rose while we were waiting to go into ondo. -gringrin. yayy you rock babe :) aniw went in, then yins, rol & xiu left one after another. leaving only qing, xin & i.

before leaving the place, we stood at the counter asking liz stuff about the people. found out so many things there & my goodness i swear she makes a good bitching partner. -grin. gotta get her out someday & question her about tom. -laughs uncontrollably. terrible lehhhh. tsktsk.

had a great time on the whole :)


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rol & xiu, dont get too upset about today yeahh? things happen & this is only one of them. there would be sunshine after the rain, so dont ya worry cus your rainbows would appear soon :) -hugs tight. love you both yeahh?

xin, date ah! thanks for giving me such a happy day & it was fab walking around holding yer little hand. hehhh :) you really made my day with the flower! loveya sweets. :) & we gotta get liz out to ask her more stuff eh? hehhh!

qing, really glad you stayed with us till so late! -hug. had so much fun laughing with you all, and you know it wont be the same without you around yeah? oh! and the seat on the bus we sat on just now? lol so funny eh? ilya chick. :D




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Friday, February 13, 2004 ×

something that weiling forwarded on email, found it really meaningful :)


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One day a farmer's donkey fell down into a well. The animal cried piteously for hours as the farmer tried to figure out what to do.

Finally he decided since the animal was old, and the well needed to be covered up anyway, it just wasn't worth it to retrieve the donkey.

So, the farmer invited all his neighbors to come over and help him. They all grabbed shovels, and began to shovel dirt into the well.

All the other farm animals were very upset about this, because the donkey was their friend. But they discovered there was nothing they could do to help him.

At first, when the donkey realized what was happening, he cried horribly. Then, to everyone's amazement, he quieted down.
A few shovel loads later, the farmer finally looked down the well, and was astonished at what he saw.

With every shovel of dirt that hit his back, the donkey was doing something amazing. He would shake it off, and take a step up on the dirt as it piled up.

As the farmer's neighbors continued to shovel dirt on top of the animal, he would shake it off and take a step up. Pretty soon, everyone was amazed as the donkey stepped up over the edge of the well, and trotted off!

MORAL: Life is going to shovel dirt on you, all kinds of dirt. But each trouble can be a stepping stone. What happens to you isn't nearly as important as how you react to it. We can get out of the deepest wells just by not giving up!

Shake it off, and take a step up!




× how can i not love you,
wot do i tell my heart?

Friday, February 13, 2004 ×

:) vday eve! -grin. hahas actually there was nothing specially happy about the day lahh. but considering its a friday the 13th, its been not bad so far! :D

prepared my stuff till late last night & didnt really study history at all :| acks. there was arrows all over my paper cus i keep remember the points at the last minute. lol :)

i swear vday is evil! theres so many cookies, chocolates & fattening candy & etc. terrible :| all i do is binge! i think xin would hafta go out with a fat date tomm. hehhs.

million apologies to kiat! was intending to give you the cup alr you know, then there was some miscalculations so in the end was short of cups. im terribly sorry eh babe? -hugs.

mmm lotsa things happened these few days, more disheartening ones compared to happy ones. i know these few days has been tough on all of you guys, but hang in there alright darlings? we'll pull through together :)

feeling hell excited about tomm :) going to swim with lei & vonn in the morn! after that will be meeting my dear valentine xin & the baobei qing on the bird! hahhas private joke. gonna catch Along Came Polly. hopefully it would be nice eh! :) meeting up with the rest of the fc-ker manlamers after that! yayy. gonna spend my vday with my fav people, and i swear i wont eat chicken. -laughs uncontrollably.

some people are plainly becoming more & more repulsive, especially since im pms-ing pretty badly this week. frankly speaking, i seem to be grouchy every day of the week other than the days when im actually having my period. sheesh ._.

feel like cutting my hair & at the same time i cant wait for it to grow longer so i can do something with it. ugh! hate the length & the shape of it now. -growls. gotta bear with it since i promised vonn alr.

did i mention? i saw broc just now!! omg it was during chem lesson & i saw her & i almost went wild with joy+excitment :D sexy sexy sexy as ever. like melted in the chair. lol was busy squealing away to xiu! she is so sexayy babehh :D oooh.

and i managed to find out my idol's name! ooh yeahh man. shes like darn cool in her own way, especially when shes doing wot she does best! -gringrin. ahh :)

-sigh. the 8pm show on channel 55 ended alr :( and the ending is darn stupid? so darn disappointing i swear. prefer him when he was dumb & stupid! hehhs :)

enjoy going to school nowadays :) its been happy days with fab people. -hugs everybod. love you babes :) wow this is a pretty long entry eh? hehh!




× wo zai shen bian,
zhe me ni kan bu jian?

Tuesday, February 10, 2004 ×

did my vday shopping with xiu tods! :) hahs. long & tiring day but all in the name of fun i guess, though the things were really heavy and ikea was reallyreally too far alr. acks :|

aniw, there are just some people who have too little things to do so they spout nonsense & make other people's life difficult. like get a grip, keep your comments to yourself. hurr. do i make sense? i believe the people sitting around me would understand. ugh!

my diet is failing terribly :| i feel restless & drained every single day during lessons. acks. and my tummy is expanding gradually, thinking i didnt notice but i did! ballooning stomach :|

hahhs ive got a date for vday! lol ohwells. but shes sick lehh! tkgood care of yerself okei girl, or else who do i spend the day with? dont expect me to spend it eating chicken or something do you? lol pun intended. -gringrin.

gotta start preparing my stuff alr i guess, so there.




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Saturday, February 7, 2004 ×

feeling a sudden rush of tears to my eyes. guess its the moodswing here to bug me, or fatigue setting in alr. either way, im feeling Very down. especially listening ot the iloveyou song we always sing when we k!

lemme update about today lahh aniw since i had such a FAB time at xt's house. met hp, lei & xiaolin at woodlands mrt to go there togt. did the grocery shopping at cold storage then headed down.

went to swim after we reached there. hahs i cannot resist the temptation of the pool despite my fat legs. -grin. swam & tanned a little despite the occasional drizzle. slacked around playing cards by the pool & etc. hehhs :) aniw at about 5+ mel & vonn came! but hp left after they came though.

and my dear capable vonn started the fire at the bbq pit! hahas. -claps. started cooking & all. okei i admit, i didnt cook! sat around and waited for the food to come. hehhs :) but i peeled the prawns! -grin. ate & ate alot. was like 6months pregnant or sth? HUGE tummy lorr.

after eating till we were bloated, we continue swimming. it was darn funny cus none of us had goggles & basically we couldnt really see. so lotsa stupid things happened! mmm got cleaned up after that and came home! :D

the day was really relaxing with alot of laughter, & uh whining contributed by yours truly. had tonnes of fun being with them, and xt's house is like a chalet! hahas rocks :)

oh! and we've got a new clique name. hahs. ahh-clique. its like damnDAMN lame lorr. but i think xiaolin has the funniest name, ahhFILA! hehh :) go figure.




× what goes up have to come down

Saturday, February 7, 2004 ×

tired & lazy as hell :| acks. havent been updating for almost a week! see wot i meant when i said i am lazy? going to xt's house to swim later! okei maybe only lahh since im feeling flabby today, and last night my mum kept saying that ive a HUGE butt & lotsa flabs. not that she's wrong but .. acks :|

ooh! just now my dad said my hair is verylong alr. hehhs :) okei dont get me wrong that its like WAY long but its just that my dad usually dont really care or notice my hair at all. so i guess its longer alr?

mmm lemme update yesterday since its pretty fresh in my mind. went down to town with xiu after LD to meet up with dinah papa, qing, rol & xin. the four of them rushed off to watch gothika which pretty much left xiu & i alone again.

its was hell fun lahh. cus we met them at dhoby ghaut then when they left, the both us decided we wanted to eat marche so we decided to walk down. went in to check out the new OG at orchard point. alright i guess, gonna go back & get some things. -grin.

so basically we continuing walking & saw the older OG having an up to 80% moving out sale. the things there are darn cheap lahh huh. like they sell levis for like 89bucks? gawdd. and there was this toga xiu wanted to get, orginal price 23bucks, now its like 5 friggin dollars? like woah! hahas. but sadly there was no size so no clothes for us.

went for dinner at marche after a long walk! met up with the four of them plus yins at heeren. walked around then headed to cine while xiu & yins left. lol cine was darn silly especially with our lousy skills? shant mention wot happened there since so embarrassing :| hahas. went home after that & i missed the last bus of all the buses that can go to my house? sheesh. and i was flat broke so couldnt tk a cab either. thnk goodness there was this other bus that came that stops relatively near my house. yepp that was about it lahh. hehh.

gotta get ready for later i guess! yayy.




× you make me sick

Sunday, February 1, 2004 ×

ahhs :) thinking of yesterday makes me smile! actually ive no idea why this is so, since nothing much significant happened. mmm lets see ..

met up with xiu & we walked down to the pool to wait for xin who came darn late since she had a tummyache. sat by the pool while they swam & we talked. and sitting there for like an hour got me sunburnt :| acks.

went home to get changed & met them on the NEL. woahh xin was darn cute yesterday!! :) hahas seriously babe dude. hehhs. went to heeren marche for lunch! dinah papa, qing, rol & yins joined us there. after lunch we shopped around heeren & took some neos, xiu left from heeren too for tuition.

by the time we got outta heeren, chingay started so we couldnt cross the road. we decided to go to ondo since there was nothing much we could do either. the crowd was terrible between somerset to dhoby ghaut :| acks.

they had dinner there & we all just started talking lame. rol & yins went to walkwalk after awhile. just remembered sth, the baldy old irritating man wasnt there! :D and xin was hell lame lorr. she was like "press the bell, im pissed i wanna scold people alr!" cus dinah's order of gyoza still havent arrived after so long. dinah qing & i were frightened as hell cus she sounded so pissed. in the end when the waitress came her tone suddenly became darn sweet. lol xinn? aniw xin & i turned RED afterawhile. acks. had to keep going to the toilet to splash water on the red patches. lol & sth really amusing happened at the toilet!

aniw, went back to cine & on the way we tried to watch chingay. [note: tried] since we were really uh, not as tall, qing & i went like "1, 2, 3" & we would jump togt. lol embarrassing but funn :D

went back to cine! wanted to catch movie or something but no timeslots also. wanted to bowl but didnt bowl in the end, so we played the air hockey thing in the arcade. lol we were making so much noise laughing & cheering! mmm oh and dinah & i got the highest score! :D 17-5! i think we were playing against qing & yins? hehhs :)

headed home from heeren since we were pretty shagged too. sth really stupid happened on the way home! i was walking home & like outside my nextdoor neighbour's house alr. suddenly someone tried to snatch my bag & said "da qiang" which is robbery in chinese. i SCREAMED very very loudly & squat down [dont ask why i did that]. that was wot i did. then i turned to see who was my attacker & realised it was my brother ._. felt so darn stupid lorr :| i was squating there in shock while he dragged me into the house, after which i became hysterical & almost killed my bro for doing that. ugh! my mum rushed out to the porch after she heard me screaming & my dad looked horrified. hahas that part was darn funny!

yupp that was basically yesterday. lol i love the xinganbaobei+yins outting! :) mmm and we all wore black cept for yins who wore white! hehh. oh! had steamboat dinner tonight :D dont worry xin, i didnt foodpoison nd tonight since i didnt cook anyth at all. hahas my bro was cooking everyth! darn funn lahh :)

thnk goodness there's no school tomm cus ive no mood for school :D hahas loving this man. probably going to get the wallet i saw yesterday. mmmm :)