i just kicked my brother's ass big time woots~! hahs cant wait till hes home :D

sheesh im a full-fledged member of Loserdom. SERIOUSLY omg hahas cant stand myself but im too lazy to do something about it. spent my day being a total slob & enjoying myself stoning/sleeping/eating/couch-potatoing

-BEAMS. hahs i feel like a different part of me is taking control :D not necessarily a bad thing i'd say

ive just discovered how Minesweeper works & im cant stop playing! :D lei yesyes i know that was literally so a decade ago but ohwells. im late very often and you should be no stranger to that right? okay if that wasnt loserfied enough, i drew a comparison between the game and analysing NMR spectrum

HAHAS yes omg ultimate la. but seriously theyre so similar! or it might just be Mrs Chai's constant reminder for us to pretend to be the atom and observe our neighbours hehe. im a good student aye!

anyways im really proud to say i ironed my dress on my own yesterday!! :D even mumsie was impressed (or in disbelief, whichever you prefer). hahs was so mightily pleased with myself i refused to sit down until i had to.

ironing reminded me of staje (: hahs learnt how to iron then! fish always hadta lug the iron and she was like the pro guiding the rest of us noobs. and some of the guys made me iron their costume even though it wasnt washed!! EEKS if im not wrong it was largeywanna!

OHH i visited the doctor today. i feel so damn ripped off ugh 52bucks for antibiotics and antiseptic???? hullo im so broke as it is and i hafta waste money like that. much as Andre was charming (at least im trying my best to convince myself that), money is a whole different issue okay! plus the lady at the counter was so unprofessional UGH ._. remind me to keep my antibiotics well cus its like 2bucks a pill


BITCHY OLD HAG says:
i have a new gossip

BITCHY OLD HAG says:
lol

BITCHY OLD HAG says:
*** **** (some guy) is attached

WAI × says:
woahhhh

BITCHY OLD HAG says:
or at least i think so

WAI × says:
to who ??

BITCHY OLD HAG says:
a gal

WAI × says:
DUH

BITCHY OLD HAG says:
like DUH


now i know why patrick loved to whack roy ._. but omggg hahas interesting news nonetheless!

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sigh, you depress me.

i hope youre doing fine out there without me
cus im not doing so good without you
the things i thought you'd never know about me
were the things i guess you always understood

so how could i have been so blind for all these years?
guess i only see the truth through all this fear,
and living without you


oh, wells. at least there's something nice to listen to & yummy cherries :)

(friday entry)

happiness :D


my MPC is waaaaaay too high for my own good yikes. but im really satisfied now hehe. :D nuttilicious mudpie with an even nicer ambience made things even more splendid!



i dont know why but gossiping with Person in My Heart just seems strange. maybe cus youve never asked me for them before. hahs pretty amusing although ive none to supply oops!

oh and despite my extremely persistent search i just cant seem to find nice basic tees :( UGHHHH depressing. the cuts are just so lousy yikes! i tried to find some for you, but omg the colors/materials/designs were so poor la. :( eeks ohwells, no basic tees for us now :(

and i forgot to buy my banana nut crunch growls-


i wanna get a job at NYDC ! gonna see a doctor tomm to get my foot settled once for all. not wearing heels/shoes is terribly miserable :(

pretty tempted to snip my hair off like i did with my jeans this morning (which by the way, was really liberating). hahs but i get the idea that i'll kill myself for all the best hair days to come aye. plus i just realised that i can bun my hair up :D

shall stop rambling and try to catch some beauty sleep! horrors its like 3am yikes.

made the yummiest Peanut Butter Toast today! :)) was tempted to have another slice but decided against it cus lunch it'll kill my appetite for lunch.

hahs i turned down the volume of music blasting from the lappie fearing it'll wake nd but my worries were obviously unnecessary. with Girl Fight (or whatever that message alert tone is) deafening me and drowning Taking Back Sunday hes still sleeping like a pig ._. no the song doesnt last for like 5seconds but all of 2 minutes aye. PIG!

in an insanely good mood now although the dishes are not done & beds unmade. hahs im becoming more domesticated BEAMS :D

i wonder what my paycheck will say GRINS. im super prouda myself that i havent used the two ten dollar bills in my purse since the Christmas weekend. omg yesss the rain & work has kept me indoors (and expenditure-less)! okay this is so pathetic but ohwells :D

my mood says good food & shopping today ! :D aikes all that saving up for nothing. but after mumsie's encouragement yesterday im super motivated to spend. like she said, money is meant to be spent right? :D and there are post-xmas sales everywhere! AND she started the ball rolling by telling me i should check out some shop she spent cash at lol. so its not my fault anymore, is it?

i'll prollie kick myself tonight but, we'll worry about that later.

ladidums off to wash up~! :D

beware, random entry coming up


- minesweeper is not fun when it involves doing the dishes for the day if you lose :(

- going nuts over nutty chocolates now UGH

- yay im glad you liked my little creation grinss!

- off day tomm :D

- burberry sells an umbrella for two hundred bucks omg wtf

- i want my foot to recover now :(

- new layout coming up soon! uhh that is if i can convince myself to use it

- clerk turned factory assembly worker after Hoh is gone.

- speaking of which, i think hes a real nice guy :)

- Peanut Butter Toast yumyum!

- been singing/humming it the whole day without realising it.


And will you tell all your friends
You've got your gun to my head
This all was only wishful thinking,
This all was only wishful thinking

Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens
A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins
I will never ask if you don't ever tell me
I know you well enough to know you never loved me
(Why can't I feel anything From anyone other than you?)

I stay wrecked and jealous for this,
For this simple reason
I just need to keep you in mind
As something larger than life


- oh yay Taking Back Sunday!

- growing fat yikes :(

LEI yikes signmyguestbook is really eff-ed up :( refuses to let me add an entry GROWLS. so anyways i was saying, xmas was truely bliss aye (: love you babes MUCH. lets start planning for newyear's please! hahs pls feel free to date me anytime :D uhh although i forsee that it'll be a thursday and the only off-days i'll manage to get are fridays. hopefully the first week of jan will be slow, so we can meet up for some bitch (and with luck, BEACH) sessions. by the way i wanted to upload the picture we took on 13/14dec but it was waaaaay too unglam for both of us (and you know why) hahs :D so more cam-whoring next time! oh yes gotta remember to check who brought a camera LOL and not realise someone did after the day was over ._. if youre free after work this weekend tell me okays! LOVE



THE PERSON IN MY HEART -sniggers. hehe the next time im in PS you better be there or else.. oh please stop denying i bet youre cheating on me! cus youre not communicating with me despite taking up permanent residence in my heart- or so you claim. though i cant remember how you got there in the first place. hahs randomness :D love!

thank you for dinner :D

yes im happy washing the dishes if you feed me (reasonably well) !

-pats tum. well fed indeed :D



spent a record of nine hours in the office! hahs kinda unimaginable cus i dont recall exactly what i did

oh i do remember one thing & much as this sounds wrong, screwing the balls into the holes was pretty fun :D uhh other than the part my hands got real greasy yikes. and no this is not wht you think it is

pls keep chocolate out of my sight from now on. the monster in me is resurfacing again :| hahhahhas sheesh my mum just laughed at me when i told her i felt fat!

oh thanks joyce for the card & photos :D


YAY the end of the month is coming~!

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righttt i just helped my brother escape and now i feel like a damn criminal cus mum's pissed. next time if your elder sibling calls to ask you to prepare a set of clothes, shoes & the passport please dont do it. not especially if youve just asked yer mum to help to deposit your two precious fifty dollar bills :|

sigh depressing. im not gonna be an accomplice anymore unless i get paid for it

hahs so materialistic innit. so much for my attempt to be a more loving daughter/sister. ohwells but being sandwiched in such a situation, its always better to be prudent.

hope it doesnt rain tomm!

okay not so merry cus my head hurts togt with my throat. i ought to have gone easy on the cinnamon i guess. but it was so yummy :))

anyways had fun yesterday! the part we hung out at the Starbucks joint was super :D kudos to the warm staff there and the free cakes GRINSSSS. lei i refuse to accept that they had an ulterior motive. hahs lemme believe in the spirit of xmas~!

but ended up crashing on the couch again yikes :| well at least it was comfy & bigger this time. breakfast at Crawford brought back memories of those great times & the lazy mornings togt :) LOVE


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a week ago i thought i was gonna die.

now i wish i did :| ughhh stop guilt-tripping me, im really sorry about cancelling out on you last night

UGH im gonna sleep now rawr.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH WONG! :D


think i'll just die without you my lovely girl <3

typed a long entry of things that were on my mind. unfortunately its all gone cus i yanked too hard and the laptop adaptor cable fell outta the socket.

oopsie!


ohwells, im really thankful to have nd around :)) another person who can be seriously the most rotten asshole yet sweetest thing alive.

yikes tomm seems like a huge mess cus ive no idea whts going on. and im supposed to meet Black Pepper Men at 3am?? hahhas RIGHT lets see whos gonna lose this one

new playlist :)) yayy!


framed the picture the five of us took on Friday the Thirteenth (ie. last day of school) :D Hentai Gang, if you guys are reading this, i miss y'all~! my first, and favourite, friends in AJC :)

(friday entry but its past midnight so date's wrong)

Black Pepper Men, i found yer shop!! :D

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in a DeathCab mood right now, which is prollie as lethal as pms but in a different way. yikes this isnt good cus ive to be up real early tomm. wish i took that long walk home, though im sure it wouldve just make things worse.

ohwells at least they sound good

as the month pushes to an end, the same questions emerge again. xinjie i'll give you the honour. :D

i really really wish i could do something more physically challenging than walking. UGH please let this mess be gone soon.


the best part about Charlotte's Web was how a promise was valued. my favourite definitely

i love pecans. :)



random random random.

paranoia is pretty scary :| see previous post & you'll understand why

anyways, thanks. :) guess people really dont die from colds aye


totally grateful that the weather is taking a turn for the better. :D if not i'll prollie be still bundled up in sheets & sneezing to my death

omg just got the photos we took on 13/14dec from xiang. woah super unglam but definitely hilarious. HAHAS sheesh lei you ought to see them! wheee cant wait to see the rest

ughhh i hope my maid comes home soon. my brothers' room really stinks, despite the fact that there's no one who sleeps in it :| and that im having a blocked nose. grossness!

okay i really hafta start cleaning up (both the house & myself) or i wont get much sleep.

do people die from colds?

i hope not.


yikes why is that being ill always makes me feel like im gonna die soon. :(



guess i need some sleep ;
goodnight.

yesterday, love was such an easy game to play.
now i need a place to hide away.
oh, i believe in yesterday.


im not at my best today, to say the least. a more accurate description would be i feel like crap

please stop raining :(

or rather, please let me recover soon. yikes the weather is as wretched as the discomfort my throat is causing :( this really sucks big time

the only good thing is prollie that i can use the new jackets i bought :D beams i love Pull & Bear!

i miss home cooked food too! :( wells i may not be a big fan of my maid's cooking but it is a hell lot better than eating out. especially when they sell so much trash and label it food. damnn im so dead, my maid left just last night & its gonna be quite awhile before shes back

talking to a certain friend never fails to crack me up LOL thanks for brightening my day! :)


- says:
omg wai!

- says:
i'm peeling

WAI × says:
whhy ???

WAI × says:
frm the rash ?

- says:
i think so

WAI × says:
OMG

- says:
my ass is peeling

WAI × says:
HAHHAHAHHAS

- says:
and it NEVER peels

- says:
:(



and i thought tht was funny enough, here goes ..


- says:
um ya .. i think so too. gah. it's gg to be patchy

- says:
damned

WAI × says:
nvm la

WAI × says:
no one notice

WAI × says:
unless you flash people

WAI × says:
ahhahahas

WAI × says:
alternatively, you can always bare yer cute butt the next time we tan

WAI × says:
i wont peep ! :D

- says:
hahas. it actually looks tanned

- says:
-opps. over share

WAI × says:
HAHAHAHHAHAHAAHS


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sigh super bloated from all the water :( the unhealthy & unappetizing food doesnt quite help either. i feel like hibernating for a month aye, but that'll hafta wait till after thursday of course

think i'll pop some pills and die now. hahs :D

ahhh trying to curb my food cravings now so i wont lose my appetite for lunch later :( yikes this is so pathetic i swear but i dont have much of a choice or Grandma's gonna scold me again.

hahahs my mum just remarked that our family is weird! cus we're all so different, in terms of appearances & personalities, its kinda strange.

-frowns. maybe she did pick us from the rubbish dump

ohwells in any case i mustve been lucky :D

my neighbour is insane. its raining outside and she is making a racket early in the morning (okay maybe not so early) on the pavement ._. hullo and her daughters are out there getting drenched while she sits in the car being all hysterical

i believe madness is contagious. my mum is getting all worked up over the table tennis match ._. hilarious i swear!

and she just made me realise how much ive spent recently :| cus she transferred quite a huge sum of cash to my account and im still so terribly broke yikes :|

oh right and my brothers just gave me cash too AHHH so dead.

okay this entry is so random & weird (ohwells cant help it im distracted)

cookies yumyum :D

HAHAS omg i was wondering why do i have so many weirdos signing into MSN whom i have no recollections of. then i realised its my brother's account ._.

right, i feel retarded. ohwells :D


fine yes im supposed to grow up like you guys have been telling me to. im trying~! not putting much effort into it hahs bite me.

anyways, THANKS for everyth (: right from the first greeting which came on monday from rate to the little surprises that simply made my day. much MUCH love yeas :)

special thanks to the bbcians :D it was an absolute blast and definitely UNFORGETTABLE! sorry for being so weird but i was (and still am) seriously freaked out. hahas i'll uh try to overlook the pavement moment and the makeshift tables. but it was truely hilarious aye! thanks for the surprise of strawberry shortcake & the pretty flowers that wont wilt. :)) oh right, no thanks to xiao the meanie though GLARES. hahs kiddin' love you guys tonnes! :D HUGS-

pictures another time i guess, theyre not with me now. mm but i may not put them up hahs depending on how silly they look!

OH the fashion show was pretty good too :D thanks joyce for the invites. yumyum the guys were so HOT and girls really gorgeous~! whee great time feasting our eyes & exchanging views with mel & the rest. oh but some of the models were seriously stick-thin eeks that was horrible :|

d-unch & the movie was good too :)) hahs although i blew so much cash shopping UGH restrain me please. yikes maybe i should start mopping the floor for extra hours+pay eh? ohwells still happy nonetheless! :D


JOYCE! we're just a 15min bus ride away from each other now :))

yay :D

im in such a good mood, albeit tired, that ive decided to pita. although uh theres nothing much to say. hahs ohwells

cant wait for payday and my foot to heal hiaks :|

okay meanwhile i better start preparing cus im not gonna be late today! plus i need to find footwear to match my outfit aye


this entry is so random & senseless lol

i love writing letters ! :D

just hoping that they'll be as well-received aye.


and i cant wait to meet up again <3

while you'll be gone again this week, the surprise this morning definitely made up for it! ((: glad i managed to catchya before you left! sorry for dozing off though hahs

despite all the times ive called you an asshole over the phone, thanks! ((:

'cant wait till youre back

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day one was quite sleep-inducing :| okay maybe i was just tired aye. mm paperwork really isnt very interesting but on account on the pay and the generally mundane nature of work its fine :D

oh and i thought the on the way trick was something tht only nd & i used. we were getting ready to leave the office when papa's phone rang.

"yes im on the way alrd. oh im driving cant chat see you later!"

all while he was still typing on the lappie at the desk. LOL hilarious i swear :D

sigh i havent been so broke before. :( trying my best not to be so materialistic & let it get to me but its difficult eeks. think the ultimate was what i said to my gf about hooking up with somebbody just for cash. woah yes i know i ought to be slapped.

anyways the lady at the shop was so sweet! loaned me her umbrella cus it was storming so badly. :D okay i was still drenched but felt so blessed. phew quite thankful for my ProjectShop and Puma. :)

mm looking at those photos (200 of them no less) makes me miss 2305 so darn much. lets meet for Gelare pls! LOVE


wanted to update on prom but ohwells getting lazy. :| hahs oops

LOVE NOTES & MY INSANE PARTNER-IN-CRIME FOR MISCHIEF :D

all rehearsals postponed till january :D

yayyyyy hahs no theyre not terribly undesirable. just that the possibility of having them the day after prom is really not enticing.


prom prep seems really gloomy cus both zibbie & my hairdressers decided to be away when we need them the most RAWR

and my blister-turned-rotten-flesh is SUPER gross now :( ive no idea how am i gonna wear my shoes tomm ugh hurts like crazy.

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had a pleasant surprise just now! :) kinda weird to say that im really glad to have met muscle aik but its true. when we had plenty of time to talk back then, we were practically strangers. hahs now that we hardly meet there seems to be so much to talk about! its really strange that ive never bumped into him when i jog despite him staying so close by.

hope all goes well tommm :D

i get the feeling youre back alrd ! :) yay shall try my luck later or tomm. a strong dose of a special insane therapy is much missed :)

roys said hes going for AJ prom~!! despite having work the next morning okays. WHEE I CANT WAIT YAY :D and no im nt referring to our dear loser roy. sadly sis cant join us hahs


im just praying & hoping tht rehearsals dont start till january :|

life without a certain friend, is much harder than i thought.

come home soon :(


guess ive grown to rely on you more than i had expected, or wanted to. but its not my fault, is it?

and no, i dont think you know what im talking about.


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cant wait for wedn to see everyone else again :D

time passes so quickly. was archiving the november entries and realised tht its 2006 alrd. from 03 to 04 to 05, and now 06 is coming to an end.


another day is going by
im thinking about you all the time
but youre out there
and im here waiting

and i wrote this letter in my head
cus so many things were left unsaid but now youre gone
and i cant think straight

this could be the one last chance
to make you understand

i'd do anything
just to hold you in my arms
to try to make you laugh
somehow i cant put you in the past
i'd do anything
just to fall asleep with you
will you remember me?
cus i know i wont forget you



heard this when i was walking around aimlessly just now. had a whole bunch of thoughts running through my head while watching the passers-by too. hiakss had nowhere to pen them down sadly.

peppermint mocha ice-blended from starbucks is really yummy :) hahas sinful but we're talking about peppermint here okay!

growing to increasingly dislike this time of the year though i need it to recharge. i suppose this is what you call a necessary evil?

maybe its the impending date that is at work.



SIGH.

i want a remote control that can adjust time too :( pls lets press rewind, pause or fast-forward & get over with it.

why do i let it get to me like tht?


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baked pasta with yummy mushrooms made my day :) nutty desserts too! i'll die happy now cus i reallyREALLY love nydc & their shroooms whee~

and i love my mum ALOT. :) im so thoroughly spoilt and i know it.

hahs i predict that i'll never get married cus its practically impossible to find anyone who'll dote on me the way my parents do :D