i loved this year, like i love all my years (: thank you all for being part of it aye

there may be a million things i mightve done in a different way if given a second chance, but i sure as hell dont regret anyth now.

to sum up my year (in chronological order as much as possible)

NJC
- la famiglia
- ohfiveasstwelve (: my class of GREAT friends i treasure & love dearly!
- somebbody

AJC
- being called quiet & shy
- rate
- stAJeworks: MC
- twentythreeohfive* ive never felt more blessed <3
- actually surviving the year
- novitas ogl!

OTHERS
- being closer than ever to the bbcians. im eternally thankful for this cus they mean so darn much to me (:
- lazybums for ALWAYS being there for me. yes we're literally a phonecall away from each others.
- geek/chick
- SSF'05 :D
- hotpot!

RANDOMNESS
- losing my hp again
- jellyfish sting :( this time seriously scarred for life
- MAROON FIVE: SUNDAY MORNING :D
- the crazy things i do to my hair (ahem haircuts & purple hairdye) cus i FELT LIKE IT
- fall out boy!
- my shades,frames,cap that are becoming essential!

RANDOM PEOPLE WHO HAVE WOW-ED ME
(just compiled this one afew days ago, still incomplete)
- Mr Charismatic: SITHU :D (from Marche)
- Mr Cool Guy: the one who doesnt smile on the NEL!
- Miss Cutest Kid: the malay girl with high cheek bones & a bright smile. she won hands down cus obviously there arent any contenders
- Mr Broad Toned Shoulders: white A|X shirt on the train
- Miss Gasp-So-Pretty: doreen from 25/05! hahas umm classmates/friends of hers reading this, IM NOT A PERVERT! shes seriously damn pretty :D


notice things are mostly positive :D hell why remember the bad ones aye? lol okays these are the things that i can think of for the time being aye :) going for a swim now, toodles!

(time is all wrong AGAIN)

so ends the tale of Mr Blonde, guess today marks the closure of yet another chapter aye. well at least ive got a picture! :) hahs dont bother asking, i wont share.

seeing them today, makes me realised i missed hero, mutant & ying much. :(

bad hair days are just way too pissifying to ignore- so i snipped it all off. dragged laine & xiu with me to the nearest hairdresser i could find in Far East Plaza.

happy new years baby
you owe me
the best gift i will ever ask for
dont call me up, when the snow comes down
its the only thing i want this year

one awkward silence
and two hopes you cry yourself to sleep
staying up, waiting by the phone
and all i want this year is for you to dedicate your last breathe to me
before you bury yourself alive

dont come home for Christmas
youre the last thing i wanna see
underneath the tree
merry Christmas, i could care less


SHRUGS yea i am moodswinging terribly today i'll admit. and forcing myself to complete my chem at 1.47am isnt remotely funny.

before i forget again, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY BOMB! (:

totally random, but i really miss zibbie ALOT! diana & mui too :(

cant wait for tomm to come.

i should stop, lest i decide to make this one of the many entries that ought to have appeared in this space.

(btw its past midnight so the date is all wrong)

i think im back! -TAKES A DEEP BREATH. welcome home wai :)

so incase youve been wondering what i mean, wells ive been voicing my thoughts elsewhere just to get away. just got tired of random people reading just to amuse themselves with whatever gossip-worthy news they can extract.

uh no im not referring to anyone in particular so dont get sensitive now.

in any case, you can always try to ask me where ive been and if i like you enough i'll tell you :)

ohwells that aside, so many random things going on in my heard ready to burst! :D lets see okay shall dedicate this precious first piece of info to ..

FERTILL :D suggestive name WE KNOW. i love my fellow OGLs! ryan & yipz arent ya all proud that you guys secured the top spot in today's entry GRINGRIN. hahs im really looking forward ta going through orientation with you two aye :D lets hope i dont go broke with all the bets we've made! WOAH WOAH ;) and our banner is great! hahs :D

next up, was at helmi's since ytd (wedn) :D hahs it was plenty of FUN as usual grinssss although come here & show me your attention got a whee bit uhhhh :| hahahas okay private joke! slept like a LOG there yawns lol cant help it if i was tired right! watched a jap movie Ichi The Killer this morning, which was fking gruesome hahas. think HappyTreeFriends acted out by real people, yes major GROSSNESS!

so the three of us (justin, shan & i) who stayed over went ESCAPE-ing :D hahas i like the Haunted House!! grinss darn fun! and i saw e*** thr too omg. with his TB :D

wells i'll be going to hotpot tomm :D hahahas CANT WAIT! -rubs hands in glee. hopefully Mr Blonde is not off though :|

alrightyyyy here i end off for now. :D hahs

yes i had a great day and it makes me feel damn good. hence i will pita so i'll remember it :)

had GELARE with one fifth of the beloved 2305 :) say YAYNESS! as usual, chee had the great company of lovely ladies, four this time! por, suann, wong & i :D

I MISSED THEM LIKE SUPERRRRR ! we gossiped laughed gossiped laughed gossiped laughed :D oh yeah and had waffles lol

shopped a little after chee & suann left, took photos too :D -laughs.

aniw aniw chatting wit xiu makes me wanna go back to work again :( less than a week after my departure everyth seems so scandalous TSK. plus i dreamt of Mr Blonde last night and he was smiling :) hiaks i miss hero (its his real name) & mutant (hahs pardon his nickname) too. oh and my presence is missed :D albeit by the wrong person ugh!


- xiu tell me that you still want me back because I know I still love you says:
he kept askin me

- xiu tell me that you still want me back because I know I still love you says:
hw come u r nt wrkin

- xiu tell me that you still want me back because I know I still love you says:
n when r u wrkin


okay okay i shall stop being bimbotic and talk about something else!

MY SWEETEST PAPA (: im referring to my biological father incase youre wondering! hahs hes SUPERR ! :D worked his wonders with a sewing machine- shortened my shirt sleeve & jeans for me YAYNESSSS! my mum? oh please forget it.


i sense it now,
the water's getting deep
i try to wash the pain away from me

- xiu tell me that you still want me back because I know I still love you says:
u mite as well say

- xiu tell me that you still want me back because I know I still love you says:
u wish tt

- xiu tell me that you still want me back because I know I still love you says:
blonde's shirt was crumpled

- xiu tell me that you still want me back because I know I still love you says:
den u can iron for him

- xiu tell me that you still want me back because I know I still love you says:
n he can strip 4 u

- MS WAII (: MR BLONDE <3 says:
hahhahahahhahhhhahahahs



didnt feel like pitasing but i just HAD TO cus its so hilarious. aniw i miss you already, girl. :) though you always plant weird ideas as such in my head eh.

and yes .. sigh i wonder when i'll see Mr Blonde again :( hahs hope he liked my cookies!


theres a drug in the thermostat to warm the room up
and theres another around to help us bend your trust
ive got a sunset in my veins
and i need to take a pill to make this town feel okay

wai is no longer frumpy grumpy lumpy krumpy :)

okay maybe still lumpy
ohwells :)

and you know why?
Mr Blonde has made my day
murmurs :)
repeat after me: happiness!

i dedicate this entry to Mr Blonde, albeit my recent lack of entries.
no more weird awkward looks, i promise to say goodbye properly the next time round :)

-GRINSSSSSSSS.

for the love of my class, 2305 :)

feast yer eyes

say THANKYOUWAI cus uploading+captioning 150 photos at one go is not even remotely the slacker's idea of fun. especially not on an off day from work when i can be out having gelare okay

all this cus YOU ALL ARE WORTH IT :D plus, i woke up this morning missing everyone

much <3

can i swallow this bottle whole?
so, this brain in my head
can forget your face


im stupid stupid stupid till no end.
-deep breath. RAHH

on a MUCH lighter note (and negativity aside), i got prescription for my frames :D and my toe nails are pedicured!

to be fair to all who's been so very sweet & kind to me, i'll leave some photos :)

my 17th was GREAT. i mean it, and loved every second of it cus of all the angels i have for friends :D im totally overwhelmed okays! and yayness at least there werent any celebrations etc.

for all the sms (my dying hp literally jammed due to limited inbox space), calls (okay maybe only rate who called THRICE), insanely sweet gifts and the fabulous company: mighty and a million THANKS!

my utmost gratitude for everyth, though im always such a bitch to y'all.

this entry for you precious jewels :) im too lazy to talk about things, so just feast yer eyes on the photos aye



combined bday dinner at cartel!



oh dont ask. hahas :D



it has seen better days



check out my wall :D hahs mighty prouda it btw. okay i know its kinda small in this picture ._.



this sounds pathetic but i bought this for myself ._. hahas a birthday without Sweet Secrets just aint right okay.



and some waffles never hurt either! :D



i thank somebbody for this ultimate gesture of sweetness :)



two scoops of venezia icecream (rum&raisin;caramel) was heavenly



obviously i had great company to enjoy venezia with! BPcer



I LOVE YOU ALL SO VERY MUCH ! finally a complete photo :)



say YAYNESS !



RANDOMNESS IVE BEEN TOO LAZY TO UPLOAD



STNICKS CANTEEN ! took this when i went back with zibbie for orange bowl :) tugs really hard at my heart strings aye.



this is freaking ancient! found it in my maid's room some time ago omg. hahas



well thats all folks. :) ohhh im really dying to go overseas someone let me tag along wit them pleaseeee?

oh wow, an entry twice a day

sorry but i just had to say this, and i mean it.

i extremely dislike birthday celebrations.

dont ask, yes i'll bite.

hello, im still alive.



like Lindsay Lohan, i am too waiting for the postman to bring me a letter- whatever that means.

anyone wants to catch Pride & Prejudice with me?

to 23/05:

real sorry to play out on y'all last minute. and i swear i TRULY wanted to be thr yeah? yes i can give up seeing Mr Blonde if thats what it would have taken

then again, guess im the one whos been missing out aye


so there, im off.