Friday, December 31, 2004 ×

i hate myself for being so apathetic, honestly im disgusted with myself. was reading the tsunami articles on the bbc website, and it is just heartbreaking.

i whine about my tiring days, my eyecandies, my lack of clothes & all these stupid things. yet others are digging for food, or their missing relatives. giant waves destroys their livelihood, changes their fate and leave them broken.

why do some go through such hardships, while others are born with a silver spoon in the mouth? wot have they done ta deserve this?

its raining outside my window, is it raining there too? do they have enough to wear? or to consume? do they have a place to seek shelter, or solace? do they anyone to turn to?

-sigh. let us join our hands in prayer for those who need some assistance now. may they pull through in times of crisis.

Thursday, December 30, 2004 ×

i cant sign into MSN messenger for some reason, GROWLS. been trying all morning, but they just wont let me, and they dont even give me an explanation!

ugh wot a ..
oh my! i just go in :) hahas. im being such a dumbass i swear.

i want my purple mirror back. -glares at xiu. stupidly left it at her place and now i dont have a mirror to take out with me. its an essential, along with my comb! hahas.

hiaks. my body's aching totally. my arms, back, shoulders are like so tortured. lets not forget my pelvic bone with the hip cancer. like OUCH.

oh wells, im just glad im not doing dish washing anymore this week. :) or so i hope. then again, doing service on thursdays & fridays are not actually much better. -frowns. mmmm, but i suppose anything else is better than wrinkly fingers.

lets put our hands together and pray that i dont have to wash covers on new year eve.

i dont really mind doing sweep & mop (sao di ma di), as long as stupid desmond and nevil stop laughing at me. hahas and i definitely dont mind doing top ups man :D

oh, does eating more help to make one stronger? as in if i eat more would i have more energy? cus like towards the end of the night my hands are always shaking. :( oh and i dont really want to go to the gym to work out either. hahas wot if i end up look like Arnie?

-sigh. my nicely done nails (or rather it used to be) are ruined. especially on my right hands. its friggin ugly now. :(

ohh! im going out on saturday! finally :D albeit for a short while only. but hey, watching movie, shopping, meeting up & bitching. oooh my favourite :)

Wednesday, December 29, 2004 ×

sigh im doing dishwashing again! :( im just hoping & praying that its only 2-6, and not all the way to closing. hiaks. or i'll have wrinkly fingers and backaches!! -growls.

and my pelvic bone hurts, for some reason. UGH. leaned against the tabletop last night with my pelvis and it hurts. -frowns. do you think i have like HIP cancer? oh man this is like so not good i swear. by the way, does hip cancer even exist?

mmmmmm, i think im becoming quite nonchalent somehow. like when people are talking, i cant be bothered to listen to find out if i am the intended recipient.

to think i used to be so noisy right? i suppose i have a communication problem. maybe that is why some people get the wrong idea about things, i guess. and yes, there is double meaning to that sentence.

ah well, lets just wait & see how things go.

Tuesday, December 28, 2004 ×

things are not too good these few days, lots of misunderstandings occurring, and it is taking a toll on me. im just tired already man.

so if there's anything else, that you've felt i did you wrong, i apologise for my inability to properly convey myself.

other than misunderstandings, i have also met people who are like totally not trustworthy. i tell a certain somebody something, and the next thing i know, the whole world seems to be asking me about it.

like HULLLO? a little privacy please.

oh but it was amusing to see people fumbling when i just said "no nothing's wrong", because they expected otherwise. so they try to find another approach to it.

but of course, i just replied all the questions with "nope im fine".

hurrs. im not interested in letting the whole world know about my issues, although i appreciate the concern. but nopes, i'd rather not talk about it.

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depressing things aside, i think there's something wrong with my stomach. it feels upset all the time. ok, actually it is. and its really gross you know. -shudders.

but, i think i lost yet another kilogram. :) or so i would like to believe.

actually, im not quite sure if this is a good thing. but then again, i'd probably gain it back with just like a snap of my fingers. it is that easy man.

oh my, majority of the misunderstandings has been resolved! :D hahas. im like in a good mood now. lalalas :)

ohwells, next time i shall like pull jason (the 21year old guy who takes NEL also) & leave really early. we took like the last train home yesterday la. hahas i was worrying about bus, and him about LRT.

mmm, working later, doing dish washing :| lucks to me.

Sunday, December 26, 2004 ×

my mum treats me like a maid! -growls.

hadta prepare my own breakfast (okay its only removing a slice of the log cake) & make my own tea, which is giving me a tummyache now.

i swear there's something wrong with the evaporated milk my parents buy, it smells weird :|

so aft ive settled down to enjoy my meal, my papa asked me ta pour him a glass of milk. i did just that, and when i was done, my mum (who was there all along) told me to get her a glass as well. GROWLS. hadta like walk all the way back to get another glass for her

then i told them to finish the carton, and my mum says "oh so you need not put the milk back into the fridge right?"

._. so lame i swear. there was only a bit left & she thinks im lazy :| UGH. so after that, she went like "ok now you go keep the clothes" i mean like WHAAAAT? seriously me working doesnt mean i become the maid right?

-sigh. so i hadta keep the clothes, which were barely dry in the first place. so, another chore that wastes time.

ohh, lets just wait for 6pm, when my maid returns home & stops this madness. until then, im hiding in my room or something man.

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and my papa just said i was a slob! oh man!

being the day after christmas, there are no newspapers today. so he was like "today no newspaper then you use dian nao, or watch dian shi, or else use dian hua, turn on dian feng shan, open dian bing xiang. tsktsk"

yes, he was trying ta emphasise my usage of the electrical appliances, while implying my slob behavior.

but hoho, lets take a look at wot hes doing? watching tv with the fan on! -gasp. hahas, ok i sound bitchy. and aniw, im just using the com, no fan nothing else. so tadah, who's the slob?

mmmm, i didnt say anyth ;)

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by the way, im gonna stop this vulgarities madness that has resurfaced. now now, i wouldnt want people to think im some ah lian would i?

plus, i made a promise! so no more crude phrases for me :)

Saturday, December 25, 2004 ×

1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before?
- woah, tonnes. firstly unbound, that sense of satisfaction of seeing the production run smoothly. secondly study until i practically went mad cus of the o's. thirdly, working of course, doing chores & etc.

2. Did you keep your new year's resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
- i vaguely remember our resolutions were to study like nerds, but that obviously didnt happen. then there was that part about losing some pounds, which didnt happen either. hahas. oh wells. ;)

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
- fortunately or unfortunately, no. i mean imagine if one of my friends gave birth (at sixteen)??

4. Did anyone close to you die?
- dont remember, so i suppose not.

5. What countries did you visit?
- hahas NONE.

6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?
- um right. hahahs to be more street smart? like my family says, my grades are good enough, but im like an idiot when it comes to the real world. so yepp.

7. What dates from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
- so many things happened this year, and they happened so quickly its incredible, and almost a blur. my birthday probably.

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
- mmmmmm, i dont know. i didnt actually achieve anyth, but plenty good things happened though :)

9. What was your biggest failure?
- the fact that i still cant control my temper very well. sigh

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
- my GOLFBALL ANKLE. -frowns. twisted my ankle. and i was sick for two consecutive weeks.

11. What was the best thing you bought?
- the best things in life cant be bought :)

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
- hurr? hahas wot does this mean? wot a strange question

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
- in the beginning of the year it was um, ______ (the one we b*tched about so much). right now, i try not to let other people get to me so much.

14. Where did most of your money go?
- FOOD! hahas. honestly!

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
- LOL getting a job. but the rest of it wasnt exactly exciting anymore.

16. What song will always remind you of 2004?
- madness, relating songs to years?? OH I KNOW! HOOBASTANK THE REASON! hahas totally man. i love this song so much.

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
a) happier or sadder?
- happier, cus the o's are over. sadder cus i miss my friends, its been a LONG time since we last met up.

b) thinner or fatter?
- i'd love to say THINNER! but i guess there's not much of a difference.

c) richer or poorer?
- richer? hahas i have no time to spend money. and last year i had no money to spend, with LOADS of time.

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
- nothing. i had a great year. :)

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
- um, spending my time on silly thoughts.

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
- hahahhas i spent xmas feeling totally wasted. slept, watch tv, ate, slept, watch tv. hahahs.

21. Did you fall in love in 2004?
- i didnt have a r/s with another person if this is wot youre asking

22. How many one-night stands?
- hahas im not a casual person ok! none for me.

23. What was your favorite TV program?
- singapore idol! :D

24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
- i dont actually hate anyone right now.

25. What was the best book you read?
- the Da Vinci Code! darn good man. hahas.

26. What was your greatest musical discovery?
- i dont know. something discovered? mmm, that techno isnt THAT bad afterall? hahas.

27. What did you want and get?
- i dont remember. i dont really want anyth now, so i suppose most of my "demands" has been satisfied? oh yes, ive got MY BABY :D 700bucks of loving!

28. What did you want and not get?
- refer to above.

29. What was your favorite film of this year?
- troy! totally nice man, three hours worth of goodness!

30. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? - sweet sixteen. i went out, with my parents then my friends. it was a great birthday :)

31. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?
- hahahs. mmmmmmmmmm.

33. What kept you sane?
- the book. i think those who know me would know wot the book is. its the muji one with the levis girl on it. and of course, MUSIC kept me sane

34. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
- i dont know. love 'em all.

36. Who did you miss?
- woahhh, how personal can this get? not telling ;)

37. Who was the best new person you met?
- i have no idea as well. i barely know the "new" people ive met, so im not gonna like make conclusions like that.

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ok, yet another quiz crap on friendster. didnt know howta begin my entry, so i decided to do that quiz first.

firstly, merry christmas to all!

how was my xmas? well xmas was spent at xiu's place. we woke up, then fell asleep again, and the woke up, watched some old movies, had lunch, then i fell asleep again. hahas felt totally wasted man.

and how was xmas eve? mmm was working, and there were like SO many people. was tending station one, and like i kept looking out to see how many people there were queueing. the queue just didnt get any shorter :| was SO happy when we could take last orders man. lol.

went out with dinah, xin & xiu, and this part i wont eleborate. yepp went to xiu's to stay after that. slept at around six in the morning lahh. damn shagged i swear.

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its damn strange the way i keep thinking about a certain somebody when im POSITIVE i dont have a thing for that person. its super creepy, plus i dont even know much about that person. hiaks.

whee, going ta read naruto nows! :D

Friday, December 24, 2004 ×

i killed a cockroach last night!!

hahas yes, clap & cheer please cus im DEATHLY afraid of creepy crawlies. the wretched thing was scurrying on the wall near my bed, and i let out a soft scream.

wanted to get someone ta help me, but i decided to do it myself. -beams. ok i'll just skip the explicit details.

too bad for the creature, i was in a tired & irritated mood as it is, at almost 12.30am in the morning. and i was cutting my nails, which were RUINED by bleach. its like i spent the afternoon yesterday doing my nails, and within one night its ugly, was so annoyed la.

-sigh. i honestly hope the fckers do save me lahh. rahhhh.

Thursday, December 23, 2004 ×

its terribly depressing to have no plans for christmas eve (and for that matter, none for christmas as well). -sigh. ok, other than the fact that im working (which IS a plan), but it makes things even MORE depressing.

but honestly, im not sure if i want to be doing wot we did last year either.

hahahs, wot did we do huh? let me check ..
a complete ninetyones outting plus dinah
oh yeah, we called ourselves that, then we did silly things after that and did our countdown at the NEL station. lol how glamorous innit?

ok, so im not missing out on much i suppose. going off ta watch tv now! :D hahas.

Wednesday, December 22, 2004 ×

. . . +( ( a b o u t . m e ) )+ . . .

o1__ Name: Wai Ling
o2__ Hobbies: listening ta music (ok i dont even consider this a hobby, cus i survive on music), shop, bitch, going out with my jewels, read & watch tv
o3__ Gender: female
o4__ Primary school: CHIJ Saint Nicholas Girls' School
o5__ Sec school: ditto
o6__ Horoscope: sagittaurius
o7__ Birthday: 14dec
o8__ Hair colour: black with brown highlights
o9__ Eye colour: black or dark brown, whichever you prefer
1o__ Skin colour: fair
11__ Address: now now, why wouldja want ta know this?
12__ Email add: deceit@hotmail.com
13__ Right or left handed: righty
14__ Marital status: single
15__ Siblings: two elder brothers
16__ When you wake up: yes, when i wake up? hahas, ok i'll brush my hair or check my hp, depending on wot im planning for the day.
17__ When's your bedtime: mmmm, anyth ranging from 9pm to 3am?


. . . +( ( Have you ever ) )+ . . .
18__ Tried smoking: nahh, doubt i would either
19__ Drink alcohol: yeppps. -winks avt xin.
20__ Been hurt emotionally: im a girl, and like im sure all girls have been hurt emotionally. no wait, correction, im pretty sure everyone has been hurt emotionally, whether or not they realise it
21__ Kept a secret from anyone: although i am a blabbermouth, i think i have.
22__ Been on stage: yeahh sure. -sigh. i miss LD :(
23__ Kiss a girl: hahas -winks. now this im sure you'd like to know huh?
24__Been in love: haha i love my family & friends, but i suppose that doesnt count does it?

. . . +( ( Favourites ) )+ . . .
25__ Day: um, no favourites for me. but oh i definitely enjoy weekends. and my birthday is honestly not my favourite day of the year.
26__ Colour : red, black & white.
27__ Food : mmmm, if it was in the past, i'd say chocs & icecream. right now ive no favourites. the thing i eat most often would be my Frozz Cherry Mints! :D hahas i bring it with my no matter where im going
28__ Drinks: plain water.
29__ Number: prime numbers. hahas.
30__ Character: um. movie character would be Prince Hector in Troy, and cartoon would be daffy duck! hahas daffy is so cute! :D
31__ Sports: swimming. i do like jogging, but its very tiring :|
32__ Song: songs by jessica simpson, jaychou & anyth that is totally sappy+sad.
33__ Movie: Troy & Love Actually
34__ Subject: math. if it isnt obvious yet. i love both amath & emath. ok hahas actually i like lit & history too, though i dont do well.


. . . +( ( r i g h t n o w ) )+. . . 35__ Wearing: an old tshirt & shorts
36__ Hairstyle: wet & uncombed.
37__ Looking at: the monitor?
38__ Thinking of: nothing. well, im doing this stupid quiz to take things off my saturated mind.
39__ Listening to: Winamp 5.0? mmm, Mayday's sad love ballads.


. . . +( ( do you believe in ) )+ . . . 40__ Love: to a certain extent, yes
41__ Faith: wot do you mean? like how do you define faith?
42__ Yourself : i suppose so. i mean for most times, i only have myself to rely on. its all about the willpower!
43__ Ghosts: fortunately nopes. well not in a scary way
44__ Angels: uh, i dont know. probably no.
45__ God: ok i believe there's this Big Guy up there who watches over us, but i dont actually believe in religions. and i dont believe in having to like present offerings to the Gods, cus i think that the Big Guy is not as shallow to want offerings in return for something. but then again, how would i know?


. . . +( ( last 24 hr ) )+ . . .
46__ Hurt by someone: no. but i was hurt yesterday by a certain somebody.
47__ Miss someone very much: i dont remember.
48__ Cried: yes.
49__ Met someone new: dont remember either, but i doubt.
50__ Last person u sms: dinah


. . . +( ( love life ) )+ . . .
51__ Do u have a crush on ur teacher: hahha we dont have a single male teacher teaching our class la. imagine liking jacob? or laoshi? or mrskoh? hahas thts so absurd!
52__ Have a secret admirer : SECRET admirer you said? if its secret, how would i know about it man. but anyways, i doubt. im not that type
53__ Do you wanna get married: i suppose so.
54__ Do you plan on having kids: hahas, i think all my friends would run & tryta stop me man. considering how much i hate kids.
55__ Age to get married: uh, i wouldnt think so far right now
56__ How many kids do u want: mmmmmmmm.
57__ Have kids before marriage: haha this reminds me of xiu! we were talking about this just now.
58__ Do you have a crush: on someone? no i dont think so anyway. eyecandies dont count right?
59__ What do you want most in a relationship: i guess it'll vary with the type of relationship i have.
60__ Love or Lust: i want both ;) hahas.

Wednesday, December 22, 2004 ×

heard that song at janee's just now! haha oh my i speak of my optician as if she was my bestfriend. but yes, i did hear that song when i was there.

ok, when i said
click on the link at the bottom left hand corner of the page to diss me in my guestbook
in my previous pita entry, i didnt mean to just go into my guestbook to click the "tearstreaked;" button you know? hahas apparently someone did just that.

ah wells.

i really want a haircut! -growls. but i dont see any hairstyles that interest me, or rather, suits me. been flipping through magazine after magazine for inspiration, but nopes, none at all.

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-sigh. although there are things i deny, but deep down i know it is true. and it is killing me to keep them all in, as everyone knows, im not one who keeps deep dark secrets. and it is killing me to keep my mouth SHUT about things that are bugging me so much.

but i know better, than to blabber them out.
learnt my lessons well, and im definitely not gonna betray people's trust. plus, i know how things can get, and there arent any secrets when you have a large group of close friends.

wot am i saying?! nono i dont mean that i cannot trust my friends. ahhh i should just shut up lahh. im making things worse.

mmmmmm was at Cheers just now, and i saw something that would definitely interest xin! hahas cant wait to see her again, to continue our um, weekly sessions. ;)

thats it for now. its not a good time to pita when i am feel really ________. rahh, so there.

Wednesday, December 22, 2004 ×

there's supposed to be "class gathering" today, but being so lazy, i decided not to go afterall. im staying at home to mourn for my depressed soul.

ok first, when i say lazy, i MEAN lazy. i went to tighten my braces this morning, so basically im already dressed in jeans & a tshirt, with all my essentials packed into my purse. and being lazy, i couldnt be bothered ta change out of my jeans, and so lazy that even though im dressed (properly enough), i still dont feel like going out.

hahas yes, thats wot i meant by being lazy. i wanted to watch tv half an hour ago, but my lazy arse refuses to move either.

must be the braces!
ok this is lame, im blaming my laziness on my tightened braces. yes roll your eyes if you wish, or click on the link at the bottom left hand corner of the page to diss me in my guestbook, i cant be bothered. oh! and btw, my braces are red now ;) the doctor's recommendation. well, not bad, just that it looks like the pink one i had previously.

ok, now let me talk about the second thing, my depressed soul. right now, i mean SEVERELY depressed ok. xiu & i went to visit xin yesterday at her workplace, united square genki sushi.

alex (the manager at ondo) claimed that working at ondo is better, and i happily believed him. oh my, how wrong was i to have done so. xin was happily walking around, talking to us, and her manager was like SUPER nice.

that is not all. she got to go home at TEN, TEN EFFING PM ok. its like SO unfair. they dont have much customers, so its alot less tiring.

i was like so furious i almost fainted. oh my GAWD. damns i feel so cheated. i mean we went to fill in the application forms togt, she get the slack outlet, and i got the shit one. like UGH. i swear my brother offended alex or something, or else why would he employ only me, ta work at the tiring outlet.

yes, i am really depressed & angry now. and lets not go into details about the pay she gets, before i snap.

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enough about laziness or depressed souls. i really want a haircut, especially after the january's issue of Seventeen. saw this girl's hair which was like Super layered.

i like! hahas. but i dont want my hair to be thin, just layered.

make sense? -sigh. nopes, doesnt make sense probably.

the golf ball ankle of mine has subsided a little bit. not so swollen & red anymore. but still ugly :( hiaks.

friday's christmas eve! lalala :)

Tuesday, December 21, 2004 ×

mmmm going to be out with xiu for some shopping+bitching. ok maybe not so much shopping la, since my ankle looks like a golf ball :(

hiaks fell down yesterday right before i started my closing :| and there was this loud bone-twisting sound. hahas you know that sound you hear when you crack yer fingers? its like a multiplied version. hahas was totally horrified i almost fainted.

to add on to my misery, my closing was to wash covers. acks. well, at least i needn't walk around. and thank goodness zili helped me la, or i'd probably die.

-sigh. it has to be jeans today, and no heels either :( bahhh.

but had one helluva great time during closing cus the guys were all so damn funny+perverted. hahas kept touching each other's butt & cursing their mothers. was laughing like crazy lahh.

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i hope im losing weight, cus i certainly am eating less. my apron gets looser & looser as the night progresses, which makes me look so sloppy. lol speaking about my apron reminds me of something else.

hahas, nevermind ;)

Monday, December 20, 2004 ×

some people are just acting in such a DISGUSTING way im like totally turned off. honestly, YUCK. i really wanted to yell "TAKE YOUR FILTHY HANDS OFF ME OR I'D SHOVE THE WHOLE BUNCH OF SKEWERS UP YOUR NOSE DAMMIT!" or something equally satisfying as that.

(ok maybe not skewers since we'd still hafta wash it later, so perhaps charcoal? haha, ok not funny.)

but clearly, it wasnt the day for outbursts as such. so, i hadta put on a big fake smile (which really was very artificial), make some false laughters to squirm away.

i need to go out some time soon, im about to go crazy. GROWLS. i want to bitch my lungs out about every one (ok not all, but most) & just unwind man. oh and, i really need some eyecandies to perk my day or something.

and you know the actual thing i wanted to pita about is not about the Disgusting, or the bitching, but my stupidity.

yes, ive displayed my stupidity & folly yet again. (one two three, OH WOW) hahas yes. i went out intending to replace my atm card & ezlink card before i go to work. brought everything, reached the branch of the bank, and TADAH, i forgot my IC.

sometimes i really marvel at myself for being SO dumb ._. i mean for someone who has no qualms with regards to killer math questions (trigo, relative velocity, differentiation: BRING IT ON man), i can be so incredibly stupid in the small things.

-sigh. i suppose NJ might just kick me out cus im so stupid. hahahs, ok maybe not.

i think im one helluva lameass la, honestly.
actually, i think i miss the fckers. alot :( at least my silliness would like pale in comparison as we talk about our embarrassing happenings. or as we talk about SOMEONE ELSE's stupidity, fashion sense (or the lack of it), new boyfriend/girlfriend or like their jobs.

haha and of course, lets not forget the lame shit we talk about. :D hiaks. i do miss them so much. mmmmmm, and the bbcians too actually! hehe xt's SUPER lame jokes.

but its like, most of us are working already, or starting work soon :(
xiaolin at fila, dinah at nooch, rol & yins at sakura, vonn & xin at united square genki & etc. -sigh.

ohh, but vonn's flying home today!! :D i kinda miss her already. the last time we went out togt she was so shagged, and we merely caught a movie.

this is a strange entry, but then again, wots new?

Sunday, December 19, 2004 ×

oh my, getting a replacement for my EZlink card is so fcking expensive. its like EIGHTEEN bucks to replace a card, which i'd probably use for only THREE months. ugh totally pissing me off.

also, there's another five dollars for the replacement for my atm card. hiaks.

haha oh my, do you realise that's like practically one day's worth of pay already? plus the cash i lost .. afew more hours. oh damnn.

and please, dont talk about the loss of my wallet anymore, cus im annoyed as it is.

i mean, do i look like i enjoy losing my things?

i feel bitchy this morning. i swear its PMS. or maybe just grouchy-ness cus i didnt get enough sleep. or perhaps its Nevil's mean-ness affecting me as well.

-sigh.

mmmmm, im only working Monday & Thursday next week, dinner shifts as usual.

Saturday, December 18, 2004 ×

i am so short-tempered its scary. and i honestly feel so mean pissing everyone around me off. :(

sorry.

guess im just too caught up in myself that i fail to notice wots happening around me. its just that when im tired, and i do stupid things, i just get so irritated with myself.

and i do hate losing my things, especially when there are no apparent reasons wotsoever.

GROWLS.

aniw, dinah, mina & xin came to visit last night! :D hahas. ok actually im not sure if theres anyone else, but i saw dinah & mina, but i HEARD xin. lol.

i suppose tonight's gonna be yet another tiring night, since the uncle washing the dishes would be back already. im just gonna keep my fingers crossed.

and once again, im really sorry for being rude & mean aights? had no intentions to hurt anyone, but it just kind of happened. hiaks. its probably just PMS or something like that. hahas i always blame my foul moods on PMS.

lalala :)

Saturday, December 18, 2004 ×

i am so SLAMMED its pissing me off.

i swear im like the stupid-est (if the word actually exists, as i said i AM stupid) person on the friggin surface of earth.

lost my wallet.
why i bother to bring a wallet i dont even remember. the fact is, i havent been carrying a wallet for over a MONTH. the second day i carry it, i lose it. i am like so stupid.

i was on the bus one moment, the thing i knew when i alighted it was gone. GROWLS.

well, at least im home safe & sound. and i had an easy day at work. collected my contacts too, and didnt have gastric pains either.

so maybe, it wasnt THAT bad.

and oh yes, there were tonnes of eyecandies today. just tht i was too lazy to notice them. so i suppose its nt THAT bad.

sigh. working again tomorrow :(

Friday, December 17, 2004 ×

i feel so depressed now, its unimaginable.
ok it is better now, but hell last night i felt like i was gonna die.

i didnt have dinner, and hadta do so many tiring chores for the first time in my 16years worth of life. i dont even understand how im still going for work later, to begin the tiring routine all over again. and i am doing the dinner shift AGAIN, to top it off, on a friday night.

and my salary is like meagre.
hurrs.

but i'll persist on! not gonna allow myself to be just another weakling who cant stand the slightest bit of hardship.

-nods determinedly.
i mean, at most i'll just die or something. -shrugs. no big deal. lol

ok im pitasing incessantly, crapping away, waiting for 10am to arrive. we're getting our posting results of PAE. i hope it all goes well, as planned.

omg its 10am alr!

ooooh! hahas got my first choice! :D haha and let me quote yins, "starts prancing ard". for the following three months, we are both NJC science students. ;)

mmmmmmm, i wonder who else is going to be heading there as well.

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-gasp. my appetite has shrunk. :| i cannot finish my breakfast. the remnants of the bread is still lying on the plate. i suppose this is wots gonna happen when you dont eat or drink for 10hours straight huh.

laters.

Thursday, December 16, 2004 ×

listening to Jessica Simpson's version of the christmas song Let It Snow makes me wanna get on my feet & start dancing. :D shes made it so merry!

then again, maybe i just like her alot. i mean, shes really pretty, cute & sweet. unfortunately for her though, she married an effing bastard, who looks like a bear ._. i mean like the lady's bringing home the bacon, and you cheat on her with some stripper. UGH. wot a horrible man Nick Lachey is. she ought to just dump him or something. shes wasting her time being so sweet to a guy who looks like he couldnt care less if she was dead.

-GROWLS. i think i watch too much of NewlyWeds, dont you agree?

im gonna be starting work today, and im honestly freaked. :| like wot if i hafta wash the dishes? or if i screw up majorly? or if i end up being a total loner? or .. i dont know :(

this is just, bad. ive never done anyth like that in my life before. and i am like extra clumsy today :| sigh.

shift starts at 6.30pm today, so please do come down to visit me. uh, unless i really end up washing the dishes then you dont hafta waste your time.

i honestly have a very bad feeling about this. ahhhhhh :(

Wednesday, December 15, 2004 ×

i had such a FAB day yesterday that im still in a good mood after a night's sleep. enjoyed myself so darn much with them yesterday! :D

ok lets start from the top. day began at around noon, papa picked me & mum up for lunch at carlton hotel! :D hahas wait i know, the restaurant is Wah Lok. oh my the food was good man. but i think i ate too many prawns it kinda made me a little sick :|

after lunch, papa sent mum back to her office, and me to town. met qing at PS and we walked towards the orchard area, and shopped along the way. met up with laine & xiu at taka, then went to kino to buy some things.

walked around somemore, and we all ended up so tired at around 4+ that we were slumped on the seats outside of crystal jade. then we all agreed that we were unwilling to walk anymore so we told them ta meet at marche straight. lol yes, we were going to have dinner at 4+ in the afternoon cus we were too tired to move.

kiat came just as we were going to proceed to marche, and dragged xiu away to buy her "belt". so laine, qing & i proceeded on to marche. ohh, then just as we got there, dinah, xin & yins came, and since we were all tired, we sat at the big table right at the entrance & talked crap while waiting for kiat & xiu.

haha then they came down (we sat their feet), then ran back up again, which left me going like "huhhh?". then after awhile they came down finally, but by the side entrance & was like scrambling around hiding. hahas it was pretty amusing ;)

ooh but they did sth totally sweet, albeit a tiny bit embarrassing for yours truly. :) kiat & xiu walked in with a cake and they all started singing the birthday song. it was like so loud, and they sang it thrice, once in english, then in chinese, then the fusion one. yes i am like so darn touched lahh :D then xin told me ta close my eyes to blow my candle cus then my wish would come true. so i did that and she placed the sasa plastic bag on the table. i practically squealed when i realised they gave me Miracle by Lancome. :) initially i thought it was the miniature (which i was already touched as it is), it turned out to be the bigger bottle! i ended up smiling like a silly kid :) when i reached home, i realised the price tag was still on the box. lol.

so much for buying belts & wish coming true when blowing the candle with eyes closed. lol. and no, i dont think that i was naive ok! anyhows, i got a great great surprise :)
oh but the staff at marche say we couldnt eat the cake cus it was outside food, although all the others were smiling at us. so we moved further in to the long table beside the toilet. the staff there were much better, we were all happily eating the cake together and they didnt bother.

had dinner after that and we mostly ate similar things. there was like two plates of rosti, three plates of stingray & three plates of waffles. lol :) the eight of us sat around after dinner for quite long. we took pictures, talked (though i cant remember about wot) & listened+sang to the christmas songs marche was playing as we watched marche filling up with people when we were already done.

left marche at around 7 and walked down to far east to visit rol. this strange guy approached us on the way, whom qing claimed was the guy who stripped down to his yellow boxers during Sg Idol. he looked totally gay with his whiny tone & constant shaking from side to side, wanted us to go to him to trim our brows. yes, wot a strange man. turned him down obviously, i mean trimming your brows standing outside Tangs? no way.

saw rol & she looked really different. aniw, went to the belt shop cus kiat wanted to get her belt. ooh and i got a pair of shades as well! :D its alright, not like totally nice. and we saw the careless whisper guy from Sg Idol too! kiat, laine & yins left from here while the rest of us took a train down to city hall & walked to esplanade.

i swear my feet almost broke with all that walked. :| heh made xiu trade her flats with my heels! sat outside the esplanade & watched this dance rehearsal. ooh and i think i saw roslyn (however you spell her name), from the SAF drama & dance company. ok i think only lei would understand wot i just said.

moved further down after that to discuss our christmas eve plans. hahas we decided on plan A!

headed home after that feeling all shagged. my family got me a cake too! :D so i went through the whole making a wish, cutting the cake, blowing the candle thing again. well not that i mind :)

yepp thats basically the outline of my tiring day! :D and xt, you are the last person to wish me this year! she always msgs me at like the last minute so that she can be the last. lol yepp youre the last! :D

had a simply great birthday this year, and i really wanna thank both my family, and my dear girls! :) i honestly appreciated the surprises.

wheee :D
gonna be meeting vonn & maybe joyce to catch National Treasure later. i heard its quite a good movie! :) cant wait!

Tuesday, December 14, 2004 ×

im hungry. :(

once again, another totally lovely incident occurred. xiu, isaki;BITCH dearest training partner, has made me smile like a silly goon.

this sweet chick has been trying to get through to p10 to wish me happy birthday on air! :) i pity her poor fingers, but i am so darn touched i want to give her a tight hug like now.

really glad i didnt miss it cus it would be like so wasted. thanks so much! :D

Monday, December 13, 2004 ×

i love surprises. they mostly bring joy :)

and i must say, i have received so many surprises today, its almost overwhelming. and i have many thankyous to say, and there's just two that i wanna highlight.

firstly, thanks to qing, xiu & co. for the surprised dinner you all planned. although it didnt actually happen cus of some reasons, im really touched! :D honestly its just so sweet.

secondly it would be my father. he is a really busy man, and yet just now he told me that he pushed away all appointments with the intentions to celebrate my birthday. i actually rejected him (yes how cruel of me) and like suggested we celebrated another day. but of course, he wasnt free. so just now, he & my mum worked something out. like the three of us would have lunch together then i can go on with my own programme.

ahhhh, and there's of course the unexpected things that happened today. thanks fiona (my brother's gf) for the gift, yes i was surprised too!

haha my mum's the first to wish me happy birthday, its officially 14th december right now! actually, shes the only person to wish me only this day. mmm well ive put this behind me, since "being the earliest to wish me" is somewhat just a show. so yepp, no sweat.

thanks for all the surprises, and i had a great day with vonn & xin. :) oh and poor xin is down with fever. -hugs. to the dead date, stay alive!! drink more water & sleep early, rest well too. i'd be praying for you. :)

thats it for now, everybody. goodnights. :)

Monday, December 13, 2004 ×

my left eye is giving me problems AGAIN. seriously why does it always do this to me at this time of the day. -growls. do you think someone cast voodoo on me or something?

haha i think too much. mmmm, going job-hunting later with vonn & xin! hopefully it'll be successful lahh, although right now im more interested in shopping.

ah wells.
its my day tomorrow! i sorta should have a right ta liberate myself a little right?

right. :D

Sunday, December 12, 2004 ×

im feeling oddly depressed i dont know why. it just feels unfair that everyth around me is changing so rapidly, moving on, while im sitting around, wallowing in self-pity.

and honestly, i find self-pity one of the most useless and pathetic sort of emotion. it pisses me off when i feel like that.

yet more often than not, we cant resist it. well maybe its just me, but i cant help but slip further & further into the crazy whirl of weakness.

RAHH.
shut up wai.

mmm anyways, ive had quite a bland but comfortable weekend. it wasnt like totally happening, but neither was it blitheringly boring.

had the sleepover with xin & xiu as usual, but we didnt get to sit by the poolside unfortunately due to the rain. oh but getting the bacardi breezer was a breeze ;) the man in yellow was like super friendly & nice la. hahas. and PLUS it was on offer!! :D wot luck right?

just recalled something. when i stepped outta G-Value after getting our stuff, i saw this guy at the phone booth that looked like fourbucks. got such a shock that my hands were shaking la. yes i was honestly traumatised ok! until xin repeatedly told me that it wasnt him, then i relaxed a whee bit.

had an early night, but we woke hell early as well. made breakfast, then headed downstairs by the poolside where we laid around trying to sleep & reading.

had prata brunch after that, then we headed back to doll up & go out. went to ikea with a little shopping in mind but it was obviously a bad either. ok firstly it was raining cats & dogs and i was wearing jeans & spag. wot luck right? we were stranded at the bus stop cus of the rain & it was quite a long walk to ikea, so we hadta borrow an umbrella. yes although edmund (some guy who worked at ikea) was kind enough to share the umbrella with yours truly, then lend it to me to return to the bus stop to pick the two girls up, he was quite a block of wood. UGH. there were like huge puddles everywhere which i was busy dodging & he still walked in the middle of the pavement, which basically left me squashed at the side, where all the puddles were ._. and its not like i wanted to get so close to him or anyth.

and so, my jeans were still wet. -sigh. didnt buy anyth at all cus of the large crowds. the only good thing were the meatballs probably. oh and at the cafe, this bloody kid was mad la. i was walked when i felt someone staring at me. i turned and saw this boy behind me, walking away with his head turned looking at me. then he stuck his tongue with a mean face. i mean i dont deny i HATE kids, but i dont torture them or anyth. but the look of menace on his face looked like i stomped on his tail or something. UGH.

then after that, i went to look for edmund to return the stupid umbrella, and he was so fierce & hostile. UGH seriously something wrong la. then there was this uncle who suddenly went mad while pushing the trolleys.

went to queensway to take a short walk then headed back for a swim. i think the other good thing that came out of this is the large amount of eyecandies spotted! :D hahas. its so much better than all the other places that ive been to so far.

ohhhh! nuff of recaps, happy birthday wend!! :D

Thursday, December 9, 2004 ×

went to sentosa with the BBCians (or rather the SBG now). i am like so shagged all i wanna do is sleep. UGH

but fortunately it didnt rain! :D hahas yes wot a miracle huh? its like everytime we go ta the beach it doesnt rain, despite it being the rainy season. ahhhh, guess we're a lucky buncha girls huh?

i am like sunburnt i dont even know why. i didnt tan, just played volleyball & swam for awhile, yet my shoulders hurt :| i mean joyce, lei & xiaolin were the ones who wanted to tan, while vonn & i were just lazy girls wanting to sit around. hiaks this is bad :(

but hell yes it was really relaxing today! :D the beach was really empty (as compared to usual) and the weather was not too sunny either. even the swimming was not at all tiring, just waded over to the opposite island thing practically effortlessly. mmmm first time eh.

oh but the volleyball part sucked. haha was screaming like crazy and getting all traumatised by them all. -growls. and i have like BRUISES on my arm alr. terrible.

headed to PS after the beach since we decided that there were dark clouds gathering. went job-hunting which was totally unglam. :| got really sleepy+tired so decided to head home.

Wednesday, December 8, 2004 ×

gonna make this quick cus i wanna watch tv later. to be exact, in 7, no 6 minutes time.

ok, went out with xiu yesterday, today too actually. mmm bought my Memoirs of a Geisha finally, after combing through the entire bookstore to find it. :) ooh and i bought the vcd for Love Actually. yesyes i know its old, and ive been intending to get it for like a million years, but hey i finally got it today! :D

ohh and we saw "amk JIA LOR MEE" (quote unquote xin) yesterday! he's like totally unfriendly, didnt even stop to chat or anyth. UGH. i mean if he did, we could all catch a glimpse of his cute friend. HAHAS.

opps, didnt mean ta sound so bitchy ;)
but hey, if you havent been deprived of seeing eyecandies lately, i BET you'd say that too ok.

-growls.

ohhh i saw the boyfriend yesterday! was totally embarrassed im telling you. stared at me for a really long time then proclaimed (in the middle of heeren), "OH YOU DYED YOUR HAIR!!"

now now ._. hahas but oh wells.

Tuesday, December 7, 2004 ×

hahas pictures of the stayover, uncaptioned still, but equally amusing :)

and i SWEAR we werent drunk ok, not even high. just cranky.

enjoy :)

Monday, December 6, 2004 ×

btw ive uploaded the grad photos (yes finally). shutterfly is really not user-friendly, and especially so compared to imagestation. the captioning was painfully tiring :| but anyhows, here you go, click here for grad photos.

gonna be uploading the sleepover photos as wells. just wait patiently aights?

Monday, December 6, 2004 ×

totally beautiful song :)

Monday, December 6, 2004 ×

i dont want another pretty face
i dont want just anyone to hold
i dont want my love to go to waste
i want you and your beautiful soul

youre the one i wanna chase
youre the one i wanna hold
i wont let another minute go to waste
i want you and your beautiful soul

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that is my latest favourite song in case you were wondering. Jesse McCartney's Beautiful Soul. :) ive no idea why either, since this is so not my type of song. ahh wells.

my birthday is approaching.
(this was not meant as a hint but if you like to think so, then ok, treat it like one.)

hahas aniw, i realise i am not as excited about the day as i used to be. in fact it kind of slipped my mind, until grad was over then i realised. -shrugs. this has never happened before, and i kinda scared myself when it dawned upon me. mmmmmmmmm.

for one to even forget about her birthday, it was even more strange that i was getting kinda _______ (i dont know wot emotion it was, but basically not very happy) when i realised my parents were organising a bbq for my brother while i was just like, left at one side. i mean, its OUR birthday, not just his, correct? -growls. then like why did my parents make the effort of getting all prepared for his celebration while mine is just something so regular.

well for sure i wasnt jealous, just perhaps feeling a tiny bit um, deprived? haha wotever la.

i am so weird i swear.
im not even sure if i wanna celebrate it right now. i mean, the first celebration is usually jinxed for me.

wot do i mean by first celebration? like when you celebrate with different groups of people, the very first celebration that you have with a certain group. yepp thats wot i meant.

so aniw, i remember me winding up in tears after every year's first celebration, from a certain year onwards. (which i shant name)

it hurt so much each year, that i swore to myself that i would NEVER again celebrate my birthday the following year. but obviously i havent been keeping to it. mmmm.

so perhaps, i should begin this year, to just forget about this day.

yepp, this is the purpose of the entry. whenever i think oh my i hope it goes well today, its my birthday celebration!, i end up with high hopes, and a larger disappointment.

as darren hayes or billie piper or whoever who did Last Christmas before had sung, this year to save me from tears, i'll just do away with the celebrations.

yepp. but hey, with birthdays, there should always be gifts, yes? ;)

didnt get the hint there? wise up pal.

Saturday, December 4, 2004 ×

really shagged now its amazing im still sitting here typing away. its probably because of the fact that i snacked at around 10pm which is sending me on a guilt-trip cus i honestly was no longer hungry, and hence staying up longer meant more time for digestion & fat burning.

.. though i dont see that happening at all. haha my fingers might become more slender right? from all this typing.

ok im so crap la. but then again, i just watched the most crap show in a long while, Volcano High. it was so amusing (yes ive watched it before) & exciting at the same time. was going "HEHE" like a pervert throughout the show. hahas it was amusing wot.

ok lemme do some recaps on the sleepover since im waiting for shutterfly to upload the photos. sigh, ive ceased to trust imagestation any longer. theyre apparently not interested in uploading my images. GROWLS.

yea ok back to recaps. mmmm had quite an exciting yet peaceful night! hahahs.

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friday evening

met xiu there & we did some cleaning up as usual. my towel (which i left there the other time) was so gross la, smelt rather mouldy if you wanna know. hadta wash it as well :| aniw, xin came at about 9+ & we rushed down to G-value to buy things to munch on.

the cashier at G-value so pisses me off i SWEAR when i turn 18 i'll like totally do something mean to spite her. if it werent for taufik i'll like totally curse & swear at all muds la. UGH. cus xin & i wanted liquor, so we tried to buy la (since the other woman around didnt look like a better option). the first cashier alr SCANNED it la, then the bloody woman comes along & demanded my IC. sheesh. i swear shes menopausing la. PLUS, she went on & on about how i couldnt buy alcohol blahblah and if i was really 18 i hadta bring my IC. omg i almost wanted to stuff my banana walnut bread loaf into her mouth la.

being really PISSED, we trooped off to 7-11 thinking there wouldnt have anymore irritating bitches around. haha ok that we wont know cus personally i was so traumatised by this guy i didnt bother about the lady at the counter anymore.

ok the story went like this. we figured that we shant risk it & we should just ask someone to buy it for us. so xin approached this guy, lets call him fourbucks. he had ahbeng hair & a TATTOO. i mean the sight of him freaked me out alr la, cant imagine how we decided on him. aniw it was supposed to be $11++ for our share, so i gave him $12. we waited outside while he paid, and we started getting paranoid. wild (or should i say, absurd) speculations started blabbering from my mouth which got all of us really freaked. then aft tht fourbucks came to pass us our drinks and handed us with like four dollars worth of change (yes, hence the name fourbucks).

we were so frightened at tht point of time, we just took everyth & ran off. hahaha yes we're like so fcking dumb la. scooted off quickly worried tht he might stalk us (haha dont ask), then when we finally escaped we realised how dumb we were. i mean he was probably some kind soul helping us out & yet we ran away with his money ._. literally ran. -frowns. haha then things got even worse.

oh no wot if he's some poor ahbeng who needed the 4bucks to eat his meal?
wot if hes chasing us now after realising his money is gone?
scarlie he's holding a parang running after us alr la.
oh man wot if he calls all his beng friends?
for 4bucks??
you never know, some people are desperate!!

some bits of our conversation. haha for all you know he might have saw us trying to escape & thought tht we were mad. haha then again, we ARE crazy la.

ok nuff about the buying liquor part. went back to put down our stuff & change. and since we didnt have a bottle opener, we used our teeth .. NOT. it was unsuccessful aniw, so we used a screwdriver.

ok aniw aft all the hassle, we went down by the pool to enjoy our drinks & food. took stupid pictures, dipped our legs into the pool, listened to music, played guess-wot-colour-the-next-person-will-wear game, talked alot about our insecurities & nopes, we didnt bitch. ok at least i dont consider it bitching, since i didnt feel that bitchy intention fueling. oh wait, we did bitch, about the friggin 7-11 woman. yea thts all.

had hell lotta fun, it was like so much tranquility after a hectic night. laid on the benches just talking & being dumb. mmm and none of us got high either, no dancing for us that night too. went back up at about 2am, slacked around & went off to bed.

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saturday

i woke at 8am while they woke at around 10+. went for prata brunch after moping around for a hell long time. haha we were like just lying on the bed and getting all cranky.

came back & took a long bus ride down to Changi Airport. hiaks, sadly only ONE eyecandy spotted, and hes like attached alr?! wasted our time dolling ourselves up la. took the bus back, and alighted halfway. realised we were at Heartland mall area so yeah went there to grab a bite then headed back to sunglade.

our saturday was totally wasted la honestly. did nothing but sit on buses. oh we came back & decided to take a dip in the pool. omg i swear i hate kids la. they should all be killed or something. SERIOUSLY.

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ok yeah that was about it. am too lazy to type on :| hahas.

Friday, December 3, 2004 ×

sigh, im still a mess. :(
been moping around at home, even to the extent of switching off my hp. it was so that i wouldnt received any disturbance.

see wot i mean?

and imagestation is being a bitch. cant upload a single thing onto the net at all. UGH. i click on "upload", with only 5 pictures selected yet its still telling me "Uploading Images, please wait". and this is after failed attempts of 20 pictures & ONE picture.

this is so pissing me off. its not like im in a mood any better after losing my frosted hairband. and dont tell me "you can get another one wot" cus it happens to cost FOUR friggin bucks thankyouverymuch.

RAHHHHHH.
going to sunglade later on, not gonna be back tonight. hopefully our party's gonna work out.

Wednesday, December 1, 2004 ×

mmm feel like getting a haircut, yet at the same time i dont wish to. dilemmas are definitely not my favourite things.

was intending to cast a couple of votes for taufik tonight, being the finals for the Singapore Idol series. however, i was faced with yet another dilemma, sylvester's X factor was practically oozing from his every pore. hence i decided to save my cash, and let the others do the voting. since i couldnt quite decide either.

taufik's the Singapore Idol by the way. :) i have to agree that sylvester sang really well just now, especially his rendition of an jing was super touching. it was even better than wot he did during the piano show. but ah well, there can be only one winner.

so right now, im still unsure about wot i feel. mmm happy or sad? -shrugs.

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that aside.

im really glad i trusted myself & that i wasnt swayed by honeyed words, to the extent of clinging on to the uncertain future. even if its not fantastic, at least its done. i mean if i were to depend on tomorrows & next weeks, then there's no meaning to words & promises anymore.

i dont make sense?
well, i didnt intend to either. i mean, explanations are so tiring sometimes, i'd rather leave things as an im alright.

nope im not in one of my foul moods. in fact, i think im slowly tuning out of my stoniness (stony-ness?) & the depressed state i was in. besides, im sure xiu is tired of hearing lamenting im sad about 20 times throughout our phone conversation (which by the way ended with "AHH OMG THERES A HUGE BEETLE ON MY PILLOW").

hahas yepp im not so shagged & moody already. i even went to the library. -winks. yeah i do love reading oh-so much. :) afterall constantly re-reading naruto aint doing me much good.

ive decided to upload the grad photos afterall.
but that is, when i have the time & energy to do so. its time to do some reading (and not to mention, bathing)!

lalala :) 'nights world.

Wednesday, December 1, 2004 ×

i decided to just briefly outline grad since its something that i'd probably wanna think back on, although im still feeling like crap now.

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monday

went to xiu's house to prepare in the afternoon. xin came over all dolled up already, to help us out with the make up & stuff.

cabbed down to the swissotel and we were practically one hour late for rehearsals alr. met laine & yins in our adjacent rooms, 3966 and 3967, and continued to doll ourselves up.

initially we thought we were like overdoing it, by taking so long to prepare, but ohmygoodness we saw some other people who were definitely more kua zhang (exaggerated) than us.

after rehearsing once (with rosalind soh yelling nonstop at us & me almost falling to my death tripping on those darn wires), the whole group of us sneaked back upstairs to relax & do our touch ups.

at about 6.45 we headed down to await the part where we all strut in (whatever you call that), and meanwhile taking photos. im like so annoyed with my camera la. i mean i used to be able to take like TONNES of pictures+videos & still there's battery left. now after a couple of pictures it went flat on me. UGH wot a pissoff. plus i charged the battery before bringing it la.

aniw the ceremony began after all the walking in stuff. ooh & our class powerpoint was so funny! :D well funny to us aniw. ate alot, sat around, took a couple of pictures, went on stage & yepp that was basically wot the lazy group of us did.

oooh but mr wong & cheryl's performance was good! haha we were all amazed by mr wong's vocals. not bad i must say. sharon ou was the guest of honour & i think shes quite pretty, especially in person.

most of the people looked really good last night, oooh charlotte was honestly stunning. :D

after the dinner, we went up to our room, without taking pictures. changed & sat around feeling all tired. went out to buy liquor (courtesy of eileen's bf) & food while wend went to kbox. walked around talking and the non-drinkers xiu & yins seemed to be drunk with all their loud singing. haha rol, xin & i were just sitting eating our peanuts la. i think laine was the only sane one. i remember dearest yins singing her version of Glory of Love while standing on her make-believe podium ._. haha yes we were like crazy kids la

the six of us went back to our room, drew the curtains, turned off the lights, blasted the music & danced away. lol we pushed the chairs together to form a stage which yins ended up lying on. hahas we even had techno, cant imagine how we even attempted to dance to that.

took turns to bathe after that and we settled down to rest, xin fell asleep shortly while rol left in a cab.

oh something really hilarious happened la. xiu was taking orders for cup noodles (so that we could have it for breakfast the next morning) when xin suddenly stirred & went like "i want seafood tomyum". lol all of us were like "EH??", all shocked. my goodness, that girl hear anyth about food & shes awake alr la. TSK.

aniw, xiu & i went down to collect the cup noodles from cherie, steffi & yifang. on our way back up, we saw this caucasian with a hooker. oh my, how totally repulsive. he was still talking to us in chinese & we politely nodded away while the woman was touching him with her flirty actions. -shudders. when the two of us exited the lift (quickly i must add, cus we werent wearing our bras), we immediately like agreed that she was a hooker la. the man's lecherous face practically had "I AM HORNY RIGHT NOW" stamped all over his face.

hahha ok horny man aside, we went back to our rooms & tried to sleep. xin & xiu shared one bed while i slept on the other, laine wend & yins were going to share the other room. my goodness i think my room was so yuck la. our hairdryer was spoilt (had a burnt smell & sounded like a motorcycle), our blankets smelt of cigarettes & made our legs itch and the aircon was extra cold. the other room was so much better la. thank goodness the rooms were adjacent la

just as we were all about to turn in, yins told us about wend's apparent disappearance. she did not answer calls or reply message which was totally not like her. kept calling & even called the people that was with her, none answered. we even had one which turned out like "sorry the number you just dialled is currently not in use". imagine our horror la. xiu & i dozed off with our phones still clutched in our hands :| after that i vaguely remember someone coming over to tell us that wend is fine & on her way back now, then finally i got my beauty sleep at 5+

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tuesday

woke up at about 10. ate our cup noodles in our kidnappers den (epmty beer & liquor bottles still on the table) & chatted the morning away feeling all wasted. kiat came from her room to join us. we also went to the sixers+freda+mina's room (which was just above ours) to visit. lol they were even more messy and still drinking in broad daylight. tsk. sat around and went back down to our rooms to pack up.

checked out at about 12+ and we all headed home.

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yepp this is basically wot happened for us. hiaks too bad dinah, qing & weiting couldnt join us la. ooh but im qutie glad my mum was there :)

the photos are in my com alr, too lazy to upload it to the internet right now.

so there.