Sunday, July 31, 2005 ×
good morning to you,
good morning to you,
good morning to ______ (chng chng chng)
good morning to you.
-shrugs. another of a 23/05 thing as usual, hilarious like always.
super shagged now, just got back from leon's place, and yea just made me think of ohfiveasstwelve as usual. i guess the worst part was waiting for the bus at the macritchie bus stop, then passing by NJC, venezia, KAP, BTP & etc. goodness i can tell you, my heart was really aching like crazy okay. plus on friday, i passed by the ulu little bus stop on my way to town. :| -sigh. so many things are really different now
that aside, real sorry to cer for not getting you anyth else yea. been really busy lately, shagged to the extent i dont even have time to go shopping properly :|
okok im seriously tired now, laters.
good morning to you,
good morning to ______ (chng chng chng)
good morning to you.
-shrugs. another of a 23/05 thing as usual, hilarious like always.
super shagged now, just got back from leon's place, and yea just made me think of ohfiveasstwelve as usual. i guess the worst part was waiting for the bus at the macritchie bus stop, then passing by NJC, venezia, KAP, BTP & etc. goodness i can tell you, my heart was really aching like crazy okay. plus on friday, i passed by the ulu little bus stop on my way to town. :| -sigh. so many things are really different now
that aside, real sorry to cer for not getting you anyth else yea. been really busy lately, shagged to the extent i dont even have time to go shopping properly :|
okok im seriously tired now, laters.
Thursday, July 28, 2005 ×
lol just recalled sth super dumb that happened this morning. went to my brothers' room to use the bathroom, and he suddenly sat up & went like WAHHHHH! lol i literally jumped la
and initially i thought he was having a nightmare, thats why he suddenly did that. BUT NO HE WAS FULLY INTENDING TO SCARE ME AT SIX AM IN THE MORNING !! lol totally cracked me up la :D tsktsk that guy was still talking on the phone at that sorta odd hour.
-laughs.
and initially i thought he was having a nightmare, thats why he suddenly did that. BUT NO HE WAS FULLY INTENDING TO SCARE ME AT SIX AM IN THE MORNING !! lol totally cracked me up la :D tsktsk that guy was still talking on the phone at that sorta odd hour.
-laughs.
Thursday, July 28, 2005 ×
i love 23/05 ! :D
hahs, i swear we're the most spastic class ever, with our senseless little obsessions that make us erupt in laughter. okay lets continue from sunday's entry, where i first talked about the silly things we did.
first on monday, us girls RAAAAAAN out of the auditorium after the PW oral presentation lecture ended late. why? cus we wanted to go back to stnicks to eat ORANGE BOWL ! :D hahas it was SO embarrassing but hilarious at the same time. diana, eileen, muikoon, suann, wanling, zibbie & i made it back to have our lunch! after that, we RUSHED back to aj to have PW lessons. lol :D
next, the -GASP. thing that would make our tie stick to our face hehs.
today, someone wrote on a slip of paper, THERE IS A FOOTPRINT ON THE CEILING, and like passed it around during math lecture. it was so funny, everyone looked up one by one then we would all laugh. :D
ohwells. mm been muggin lately, and its kinda draining me. its like the more i mug, the more stressed i feel :| -sigh. and i dont wanna drop subjects !! :(
hiaks wells im going to MUG now, and im sorry kai to pangseh you like tht :|
hahs, i swear we're the most spastic class ever, with our senseless little obsessions that make us erupt in laughter. okay lets continue from sunday's entry, where i first talked about the silly things we did.
first on monday, us girls RAAAAAAN out of the auditorium after the PW oral presentation lecture ended late. why? cus we wanted to go back to stnicks to eat ORANGE BOWL ! :D hahas it was SO embarrassing but hilarious at the same time. diana, eileen, muikoon, suann, wanling, zibbie & i made it back to have our lunch! after that, we RUSHED back to aj to have PW lessons. lol :D
next, the -GASP. thing that would make our tie stick to our face hehs.
today, someone wrote on a slip of paper, THERE IS A FOOTPRINT ON THE CEILING, and like passed it around during math lecture. it was so funny, everyone looked up one by one then we would all laugh. :D
ohwells. mm been muggin lately, and its kinda draining me. its like the more i mug, the more stressed i feel :| -sigh. and i dont wanna drop subjects !! :(
hiaks wells im going to MUG now, and im sorry kai to pangseh you like tht :|
Monday, July 25, 2005 ×
when it all turns to dust, you wonder if they'd still remember.
view from the window, stormy sky with dark clouds. how pretty :)
THANKS ZIBBIE :D the badge she made for me. how apt innit?
this month's entries are full of pictures! wooohoooo :D
Sunday, July 24, 2005 ×
ADMIT IT GUYS, YOU ALL ARE JUST SLOW.
-laughs. the pen illusion trick that my class has been obsessed with lately, and the guys take ages to figure it out! -shakes head.
23/05 has been getting so cute lately :D first with the pen illusion tricks, ahem an amusing display of classic chee behavior which eileen & i caught! then there's also MIMI :D hahas shall take a picture of it soon, -laughs. next, the celebration of national day/chee-mui wedding with the cake in class. ohhwells :)
really glad for all the spastic little happy things that happen, brightened me up loads this week! :D and i decided that i HAD to have an entry about it despite everyth.
well well, lets keep MUGGIN togt ;) spirit of muggers must be kept alive, and passed on. okay now that sounds dumb! -frowns. heh :D oh yes, and we'll
okay okay enough of this! wells, 23/05 is my class of
Saturday, July 23, 2005 ×
in quite a .. mm how should i describe my mood right now? lets just say, i feel like im in equilibrium, at peace with myself now.
lol effects of chemistry acting up again. ohwells its 2.30am now, goodness im SO SLEEPY ! but had quite a fruitful day. school wasnt that much of a drag thankfully, though i was feeling quite dull today. so yes, but THANK GOD ITS FRIDAY ! met justin stonerbro, kai, xavier & xinjie at room424 to mug. it was like freezing la :|
anyways, headed to cityhall to meet shannie for dinner after mugging. had subway :D -gringrin. i like! took a bite out of their cookies heh.
ooh then after dinner, met up with chinthin, daph, fish & yilong then walked towards the Arts House together. wheee the Padang looks grand, the NDP decorations this year looks good. oooh and we saw the yellow moon too! hehhs yilong abducted COWIE from my bag & hung it on his, then called him PIGGY. bleh. hahas :D
mm personally i really enjoyed helmi's play. and seriously we all have diverse opinions & ideas about the whole thing, so not gonna talk about it. but yea liked it nonetheless :)
walked ALOT, took pictures, acted like crazy bitchy delinquents (in AJC uniform yes) on the way to the Esplanade. hahas happy happy cus we were SO SPASTIC :D lol after reaching Esplanade, my brother called so yea left with xavier. woohooo we had a LONG talk, ok we're still chatting on MSN now la. mm guess got some stuff resolved and yes THANKS XAVIER I FEEL SO MUCH BETTER! lol but dont let that get to your ego man :D
okok i need to SLEEP now, SO SHAGGED !! :|
lol effects of chemistry acting up again. ohwells its 2.30am now, goodness im SO SLEEPY ! but had quite a fruitful day. school wasnt that much of a drag thankfully, though i was feeling quite dull today. so yes, but THANK GOD ITS FRIDAY ! met justin stonerbro, kai, xavier & xinjie at room424 to mug. it was like freezing la :|
anyways, headed to cityhall to meet shannie for dinner after mugging. had subway :D -gringrin. i like! took a bite out of their cookies heh.
ooh then after dinner, met up with chinthin, daph, fish & yilong then walked towards the Arts House together. wheee the Padang looks grand, the NDP decorations this year looks good. oooh and we saw the yellow moon too! hehhs yilong abducted COWIE from my bag & hung it on his, then called him PIGGY. bleh. hahas :D
mm personally i really enjoyed helmi's play. and seriously we all have diverse opinions & ideas about the whole thing, so not gonna talk about it. but yea liked it nonetheless :)
walked ALOT, took pictures, acted like crazy bitchy delinquents (in AJC uniform yes) on the way to the Esplanade. hahas happy happy cus we were SO SPASTIC :D lol after reaching Esplanade, my brother called so yea left with xavier. woohooo we had a LONG talk, ok we're still chatting on MSN now la. mm guess got some stuff resolved and yes THANKS XAVIER I FEEL SO MUCH BETTER! lol but dont let that get to your ego man :D
okok i need to SLEEP now, SO SHAGGED !! :|
Thursday, July 21, 2005 ×
mugged wit kai, shannie & xav in school just now! actually fizzah came, replaced shannie who left shortly.
got our term reports back today, okay i saw it on tuesday already actually. ohwells.
-frowns. this is so random.
OH YES ! i just recalled the reason i clicked on the pitas link in my navigation bar! okay i SERIOUSLY need help in staying awake. i mean when i get home, all i do is bathe then crash :| and i dont reach home at unearthly hours in case you were wondering. perfectly normal times like 8 or 9pm? -frowns. dont suggest anyth i have to consume please, hahas no coffee or titbits for me!
yepp i really NEED help with this la :|
aniws gonna mug now! -nods. tomm is the most disgusting day of the whole freaking week and i intend to survive it :D hahas wai THE mugger emerges!!
plus, many many THANKS to brendan for the guestbook entry! :D oh yes im heading for excellence, FOR SURE. miss you dude! :D
got our term reports back today, okay i saw it on tuesday already actually. ohwells.
-frowns. this is so random.
OH YES ! i just recalled the reason i clicked on the pitas link in my navigation bar! okay i SERIOUSLY need help in staying awake. i mean when i get home, all i do is bathe then crash :| and i dont reach home at unearthly hours in case you were wondering. perfectly normal times like 8 or 9pm? -frowns. dont suggest anyth i have to consume please, hahas no coffee or titbits for me!
yepp i really NEED help with this la :|
aniws gonna mug now! -nods. tomm is the most disgusting day of the whole freaking week and i intend to survive it :D hahas wai THE mugger emerges!!
plus, many many THANKS to brendan for the guestbook entry! :D oh yes im heading for excellence, FOR SURE. miss you dude! :D
Tuesday, July 19, 2005 ×
walked home from school today.
yes, i travelled from AJC back to seragoon with my two feet. don't give me skeptical looks, cus i did.
needed time to think.
but i just kept going back to the same questions, nowhere nearer to the answers i was looking for.
-shrugs.
yes, i travelled from AJC back to seragoon with my two feet. don't give me skeptical looks, cus i did.
needed time to think.
but i just kept going back to the same questions, nowhere nearer to the answers i was looking for.
-shrugs.
behind these hazel eyes
Monday, July 18, 2005 ×
what she likes. :)
-evan and jaron
go listen to the song! it has been on repeat on my computer for the past few days alrd. nopes im still not sick of it yet. :D
gaara :D i like his stoned look, makes him look so cool!
i feel so scared. tired of feeling so unhappy, yet at the same time, i just cant get myself to be the happy girl again. the spark that is burning within me seems to be disappearing, so afraid that i might just burn out. the worst part is, i seem to be seeking solace in mugging & doing work. -shrugs. its just that, when you try hard enough you would eventually get the answers, or begin to understand the concepts that once seemed unfathomable. but with regards to whatever is going now, that isnt the case at all. ive spent my saturday crying away, feeling so confused about everything & wishing someone would come & take this all away from me. someone who knew exactly what i meant and what to do, when i said something. someone who could make me feel as if its okay to be imperfect, who wouldnt run away at the first sight of me falling apart.
that is of course too much to ask of anyone. i mean if it isnt, i wouldve met such a person long ago already. but yea, still gonna keep my life in check, and be thankful for the little joys of life. the dear friends that i hold close to heart, my family & what i have now.
-evan and jaron
go listen to the song! it has been on repeat on my computer for the past few days alrd. nopes im still not sick of it yet. :D
gaara :D i like his stoned look, makes him look so cool!
i feel so scared. tired of feeling so unhappy, yet at the same time, i just cant get myself to be the happy girl again. the spark that is burning within me seems to be disappearing, so afraid that i might just burn out. the worst part is, i seem to be seeking solace in mugging & doing work. -shrugs. its just that, when you try hard enough you would eventually get the answers, or begin to understand the concepts that once seemed unfathomable. but with regards to whatever is going now, that isnt the case at all. ive spent my saturday crying away, feeling so confused about everything & wishing someone would come & take this all away from me. someone who knew exactly what i meant and what to do, when i said something. someone who could make me feel as if its okay to be imperfect, who wouldnt run away at the first sight of me falling apart.
that is of course too much to ask of anyone. i mean if it isnt, i wouldve met such a person long ago already. but yea, still gonna keep my life in check, and be thankful for the little joys of life. the dear friends that i hold close to heart, my family & what i have now.
Sunday, July 17, 2005 ×
- xin ; its inevitable, its a fact that we're gonna get down to it says:
bad girl
- xin ; its inevitable, its a fact that we're gonna get down to it says:
(this line has been censored)
- xin ; its inevitable, its a fact that we're gonna get down to it says:
nvm shld go and play
- xin ; its inevitable, its a fact that we're gonna get down to it says:
;)
- waii. hello there, number seven ! says:
OMG
- waii. hello there, number seven ! says:
hahahhas
- waii. hello there, number seven ! says:
OMG OMG !
- xin ; its inevitable, its a fact that we're gonna get down to it says:
u OMG wht?!
- waii. hello there, number seven ! says:
youre such a bitch
- waii. hello there, number seven ! says:
but i love you anyway !
omg i love seah yi xin :D shes such a BITCH ! but yes still, cant do without her. mannn there's part two!!
- xin ; you're such a bitch, but i love you anyway (: says:
eh look at my nick!!
- xin ; you're such a bitch, but i love you anyway (: says:
hahaha
- waii. hello there, number seven ! says:
!!!! :D:D
- waii. hello there, number seven ! says:
IM PASTING THT PART ON MY BLOG LA
- xin ; you're such a bitch, but i love you anyway (: says:
hahahas
- xin ; you're such a bitch, but i love you anyway (: says:
great minds think alike
- waii. hello there, number seven ! says:
:D:D
YAYYY LOVE THT GIRL!! :D and i know youre reading this, bitch. hahas get done with yer projects soon & meet me ! loveee :D
bad girl
- xin ; its inevitable, its a fact that we're gonna get down to it says:
(this line has been censored)
- xin ; its inevitable, its a fact that we're gonna get down to it says:
nvm shld go and play
- xin ; its inevitable, its a fact that we're gonna get down to it says:
;)
- waii. hello there, number seven ! says:
OMG
- waii. hello there, number seven ! says:
hahahhas
- waii. hello there, number seven ! says:
OMG OMG !
- xin ; its inevitable, its a fact that we're gonna get down to it says:
u OMG wht?!
- waii. hello there, number seven ! says:
youre such a bitch
- waii. hello there, number seven ! says:
but i love you anyway !
omg i love seah yi xin :D shes such a BITCH ! but yes still, cant do without her. mannn there's part two!!
- xin ; you're such a bitch, but i love you anyway (: says:
eh look at my nick!!
- xin ; you're such a bitch, but i love you anyway (: says:
hahaha
- waii. hello there, number seven ! says:
!!!! :D:D
- waii. hello there, number seven ! says:
IM PASTING THT PART ON MY BLOG LA
- xin ; you're such a bitch, but i love you anyway (: says:
hahahas
- xin ; you're such a bitch, but i love you anyway (: says:
great minds think alike
- waii. hello there, number seven ! says:
:D:D
YAYYY LOVE THT GIRL!! :D and i know youre reading this, bitch. hahas get done with yer projects soon & meet me ! loveee :D
Saturday, July 16, 2005 ×
im so bored, i could honestly kill myself. there is something very wrong with me.
thinking that being at home would give me time to mug, and no more excuses to slack anymore. how wrong could i get? VERY. im bored, unhappy & annoyed with the world. -GROWLS. where did i get this stupid idea you ask? well dont ask. was naive enough to assume things about myself, and other people.
-shrugs. so yes, im an unhappy girl!! :( hahas dissatisfaction with my disappearing social life definitely. whats worst, is that its gonna rain, so i cant go jogging!! -frowns.
how much worse can this get?
i have no idea. even my rate constant isnt around to make my day the way he usually does, probably out with his gf alrd. :(
BUT, thankfully for somebbody's song :D its keeping my sanity intact! talking to somebbody obviously perked me up WAAAAY much.
most importantly, thank nd, for always being there for me. :) it is a coincidence obviously, but its nice the way i feel so special though it is such a small gesture.
you cant lose what you never had
thinking that being at home would give me time to mug, and no more excuses to slack anymore. how wrong could i get? VERY. im bored, unhappy & annoyed with the world. -GROWLS. where did i get this stupid idea you ask? well dont ask. was naive enough to assume things about myself, and other people.
-shrugs. so yes, im an unhappy girl!! :( hahas dissatisfaction with my disappearing social life definitely. whats worst, is that its gonna rain, so i cant go jogging!! -frowns.
how much worse can this get?
i have no idea. even my rate constant isnt around to make my day the way he usually does, probably out with his gf alrd. :(
BUT, thankfully for somebbody's song :D its keeping my sanity intact! talking to somebbody obviously perked me up WAAAAY much.
most importantly, thank nd, for always being there for me. :) it is a coincidence obviously, but its nice the way i feel so special though it is such a small gesture.
you cant lose what you never had
Saturday, July 16, 2005 ×
i realise listening to Howie Day is seriously therapeutic! collide is on repeat on my computer now, wooohooooo :D lol
okay guess im done with my moodswinging more or less, which once again makes me wanna delete all the entries i typed in a fit of .. moodiness/anger/______ (insert word as you please). but nahh decided to leave it there, whats the point of saying something then taking it back.
back to normal, happily chatting with somebbody now :D makes me go YAY ! hahas
aniw, check this out, hilarious!
lalala have a nice day everyone !
okay guess im done with my moodswinging more or less, which once again makes me wanna delete all the entries i typed in a fit of .. moodiness/anger/______ (insert word as you please). but nahh decided to leave it there, whats the point of saying something then taking it back.
back to normal, happily chatting with somebbody now :D makes me go YAY ! hahas
aniw, check this out, hilarious!
lalala have a nice day everyone !
Saturday, July 16, 2005 ×
i have to be responsible for what i do, and feel. cus i am in a position to be in control of myself, thus it is my duty to do so.
with great power, comes great responsibility.
i have the power to change my life, the way i live. and i will do that, because i love myself :) also the people who love me, would want me to love & treasure myself as well. if i am doing something that is not making myself happy, should i continue doing it?
suddenly thought of two things helmi said before. first was to tell me, learn to say no. second thing was that everything we do, it must first serve ourselves first before others or something along that line.
well, it confused me greatly initially, honestly. been thinking about these things and i guess along the way i finally got the answer to my questions. and yes, it does make sense to me afterall. the two things are linked in one way or another, or so it seems with regard to what i feel now.
ohwells, too much thinking for a saturday morning. now that ive got past stage one, i'll leave stage two to another time.
optimism :D i believe in life, gotta live it !
while im at it, i have to say this. I LOVE MY PARENTS ! SO MUCH. :) no matter how bitchy things get sometimes, ultimately theyre the ones who are always there for me through it all.
so, i'll believe in life, i'll live it, and im gonna love it. cus they, gave it to me :)
lalala, good mornin' world.
with great power, comes great responsibility.
i have the power to change my life, the way i live. and i will do that, because i love myself :) also the people who love me, would want me to love & treasure myself as well. if i am doing something that is not making myself happy, should i continue doing it?
suddenly thought of two things helmi said before. first was to tell me, learn to say no. second thing was that everything we do, it must first serve ourselves first before others or something along that line.
well, it confused me greatly initially, honestly. been thinking about these things and i guess along the way i finally got the answer to my questions. and yes, it does make sense to me afterall. the two things are linked in one way or another, or so it seems with regard to what i feel now.
ohwells, too much thinking for a saturday morning. now that ive got past stage one, i'll leave stage two to another time.
optimism :D i believe in life, gotta live it !
while im at it, i have to say this. I LOVE MY PARENTS ! SO MUCH. :) no matter how bitchy things get sometimes, ultimately theyre the ones who are always there for me through it all.
so, i'll believe in life, i'll live it, and im gonna love it. cus they, gave it to me :)
lalala, good mornin' world.
Friday, July 15, 2005 ×
wells, with regards to the entry that sounded like totally crazy. i still mean every word i say, but im not so annoyed anymore :D went jogging after i typed that entry & like vent all my annoyance out, which made me feel DAMN GOOD :)
lets not talk about it anymore :D wells, if you noticed the title of this entry, it refers to my seventh earhole :D just got it when i was out with xiu just now! well spur of the moment i guess :D well it totally made my day, together with the hilarious salesman who totally embarrassed me at fareast! heyy making my day aint no mean feat okay :D hahas the last person who TOTALLY made my day was like reuben, when he said he was was free :D and tht was like more than a week ago?
oh yess i saw sister fabian this morning too !! :D hahahas looks like leaving the house earlier has its benefits !
lol ok i totally digressed. anyways, the salesman working at some shop in fareast. bought um, sth REALLY kinky just now (IN AJC SCHOOL UNIFORM NO LESS) which led to some hilarious but completely embarrassing comments from him. this one long enough la, buying for who? boyfriend ah? & lastly & most so naughty ahh LOL. firstly, the AJC uniform just looked so wrong in that shop, plus his comments which were funny but .. tsktsk.
hahas cant eleborate much now .. wells, we'll see how things go :D
lets not talk about it anymore :D wells, if you noticed the title of this entry, it refers to my seventh earhole :D just got it when i was out with xiu just now! well spur of the moment i guess :D well it totally made my day, together with the hilarious salesman who totally embarrassed me at fareast! heyy making my day aint no mean feat okay :D hahas the last person who TOTALLY made my day was like reuben, when he said he was was free :D and tht was like more than a week ago?
oh yess i saw sister fabian this morning too !! :D hahahas looks like leaving the house earlier has its benefits !
lol ok i totally digressed. anyways, the salesman working at some shop in fareast. bought um, sth REALLY kinky just now (IN AJC SCHOOL UNIFORM NO LESS) which led to some hilarious but completely embarrassing comments from him. this one long enough la, buying for who? boyfriend ah? & lastly & most so naughty ahh LOL. firstly, the AJC uniform just looked so wrong in that shop, plus his comments which were funny but .. tsktsk.
hahas cant eleborate much now .. wells, we'll see how things go :D
Thursday, July 14, 2005 ×
2305's last lesson with gabriel tan! :(
photo taken wit him! :)
dont say i didnt warn you
Thursday, July 14, 2005 ×
suddenly thought of what i once said,
yet when humpty sings, i still wish its your name i see.
I AM SO WEAK I CANT STAND MYSELF. UGH
maybe my physics tutor, who im starting to not dislike so much, is right. i am weak, physically & mentally.
rahhhh.
to the confused people, humpty refers to my message alert tone before i lost my hp, and your is actually somebbody. this particular line was from an entry during early March period when i was still back in NJC. guess y'all should get it by now right?
right now, i feel as rotten as i did then. and that means, TOTALLY. nopes the person involved this time isnt somebbody anymore, though i admit that i still hop with joy when i receive an sms from that person. but UH-UH, it has nothing to do with that person.
YES IM ANNOYED, GO AWAY, FAR FAR AWAY. and stay there if
you break the promises you make
you lie to me
you are so selfish that you are only around when you need me
you claim to have kind intentions but your actions reflect otherwise
you are the one making me feel so eff-ing miserable right now
this is probably confusing i realise. if you understand good for you, if not then DEAL WITH IT.
in case youre wondering, i AM throwing a tantrum RIGHT NOW. asking stupid questions would only get you a its nothing, and telling me to calm down or relax would just get you BLACKLISTED. gawwwwd by the way, i know i sound irritating, bitchy & ________ (whatnot that you are judging me with right now), but this is my pitas and i am gonna rant if i please.
yet when humpty sings, i still wish its your name i see.
I AM SO WEAK I CANT STAND MYSELF. UGH
maybe my physics tutor, who im starting to not dislike so much, is right. i am weak, physically & mentally.
rahhhh.
to the confused people, humpty refers to my message alert tone before i lost my hp, and your is actually somebbody. this particular line was from an entry during early March period when i was still back in NJC. guess y'all should get it by now right?
right now, i feel as rotten as i did then. and that means, TOTALLY. nopes the person involved this time isnt somebbody anymore, though i admit that i still hop with joy when i receive an sms from that person. but UH-UH, it has nothing to do with that person.
YES IM ANNOYED, GO AWAY, FAR FAR AWAY. and stay there if
you break the promises you make
you lie to me
you are so selfish that you are only around when you need me
you claim to have kind intentions but your actions reflect otherwise
you are the one making me feel so eff-ing miserable right now
this is probably confusing i realise. if you understand good for you, if not then DEAL WITH IT.
in case youre wondering, i AM throwing a tantrum RIGHT NOW. asking stupid questions would only get you a its nothing, and telling me to calm down or relax would just get you BLACKLISTED. gawwwwd by the way, i know i sound irritating, bitchy & ________ (whatnot that you are judging me with right now), but this is my pitas and i am gonna rant if i please.
Tuesday, July 12, 2005 ×
certain people never fail to make my day :)
lalalas the RATE CONSTANT! -beams. :D okay we just had a mini confession to each other, WHICH IS DAMN FUNNY! and makes me go :D crappy people never fail to make my day la seriously. PLUS, nd cheered me up aplenty too :) suddenly realise how much i miss that stupid boy, especially after reading so many of the old entries & all the stuff that happened.
in the past, one short conversation used to make me feel like im flying. miss that feeling ALOT (: especially when conversations were about .. certain people. -laughs. this makes me miss the fckers EVEN MORE !
okay, just to update, rate constant is my eyecandy !! :D:D nd, ohwells need i explain more?
ohno i sense sth really bad :| there's something wrong with my mum, i can feel it, shes not her usual self. this is Very Scary, seriously. ahhhh ohno, ok maybe i should go talk to her or something as my instinct tells me to.
lalalas the RATE CONSTANT! -beams. :D okay we just had a mini confession to each other, WHICH IS DAMN FUNNY! and makes me go :D crappy people never fail to make my day la seriously. PLUS, nd cheered me up aplenty too :) suddenly realise how much i miss that stupid boy, especially after reading so many of the old entries & all the stuff that happened.
in the past, one short conversation used to make me feel like im flying. miss that feeling ALOT (: especially when conversations were about .. certain people. -laughs. this makes me miss the fckers EVEN MORE !
okay, just to update, rate constant is my eyecandy !! :D:D nd, ohwells need i explain more?
ohno i sense sth really bad :| there's something wrong with my mum, i can feel it, shes not her usual self. this is Very Scary, seriously. ahhhh ohno, ok maybe i should go talk to her or something as my instinct tells me to.
Monday, July 11, 2005 ×
memories memories ..
KERMIN DREW THIS FOR ME !! :D
thats me btw ! lol spastic face.
i call him .. MY egyptian man :D though i didnt paint it. lol the paintings on the wall outside the 4charity classroom :D
imcomplete bbcian photo. but ohwells :)
chompy & army :D spastic phototaking in the toilet cus we were so bored quarantined after physics practical!
sunglading for the first time !! :D hahas dinah, xiu, me & xin. i remember what crazy things we did man.
i will never, NEVER forget this place. :)
pL rol & wai, plus dinah with her sushi ad. lol :D
lastly, MEET THE FCKERS :) hahas okok lamers whichever you prefer. miss y'all much!
well, this is the end of the photo sharing session. sighhh time to hit reality again. :(
KERMIN DREW THIS FOR ME !! :D
thats me btw ! lol spastic face.
i call him .. MY egyptian man :D though i didnt paint it. lol the paintings on the wall outside the 4charity classroom :D
imcomplete bbcian photo. but ohwells :)
chompy & army :D spastic phototaking in the toilet cus we were so bored quarantined after physics practical!
sunglading for the first time !! :D hahas dinah, xiu, me & xin. i remember what crazy things we did man.
i will never, NEVER forget this place. :)
pL rol & wai, plus dinah with her sushi ad. lol :D
lastly, MEET THE FCKERS :) hahas okok lamers whichever you prefer. miss y'all much!
well, this is the end of the photo sharing session. sighhh time to hit reality again. :(
Monday, July 11, 2005 ×
:(
this is BAD. sigh saw something yesterday that brought back a greal deal of memories. do y'all remember those construction paper thing that we used to cover our classroom tables with? then everyone would scribble stuff on it. yeaa found the ones that i had in sectwo & three. hiaks. just went to the blog i had during the sec one to early secthree period. mmm .. you cannot imagine what's happening to me now seriously.
I MISS VONN AND KERMIN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :( and QING AND XIU AND XIN AND CAROL AND YINS AND XT AND WEND AND WEITING AND KIAT AND EVERYONE !!!!! reading stuff about our stupid sectwo & three days, i miss them SO MUCH. :'(
Then von, kerms and I went to the mirror at the water cooler there to chit chat as usual. Then me and vonn were pretending to talking using our foot... fine we're lame... hahaha, kerms started doing some chicken dance thing and he (Mr Tan our scrawny math teacher) came out k.
the stupid things we used to do ..
--
just read another chapter of Benanthony, anthony wanted ben to do a blow job for him, And according to yukino-chan, anthony actually did one for ben.
gay stories we read !
--
and i'm Evil Peanut No. 7 now. lols. "Come and join the peanut clan. Together, we will rule the Galaxy". so i joined, it's pretty lame i know.
i have no idea what this is .. LOL but just thought it was hilarious!
--
after that went down to novena, or more precisely, Tan Tock Seng hospital's starbucks. saw this "make your teacher a star" thing. kermx was so persistent on joining.
muggin togt at the starbucks (:
--
i twisted my left ankle on my way downstairs. like sheesh. it frikkin hurts alot. was walking down & i missed a step then i heard my bones twisting & cracking. the next thing i knew i was on my ass.
now we know how i first injured my ankle.
--
going out with my mum ltr
to have lunch+dinner
wot do you call this meal then?
dunch or linner. hahah.
sheesh linner sounds gross.
sounds like liver!
hahah. thn i shall call it dunch.
spasticity developed since secthree LOL
--
oh man qing is damn cute!
we were msging
& i told her bt me understudying vern's role
told her i feel very weirdish
me: wot if i do a bad job .. [too long & cant rem]
qing: but if u're gd, then its like wow!
i miss qing! :(
--
at times when you cry, no one sees your tears. when you worry, no one sees your pain. and when youre happy, no one sees your smile. try COUGHING, they'll all look at you!
an sms i received during the SARS period :D
--
wai: vonvon!
vonn: eee...
vonn: im ur dog ah?
wai: hahah yeah
vonn: come doggie come
wai: hahah i have a phobia of dogs rem?
vonn: but if i was a dog.
vonn: i'll b the cutest dog on earth
old MSN convo with bestie vonn
--
me no worry,
me no care.
me go marry
a millionaire.
when he die,
me no cry.
me go find
another guy.
miss jacob! lol
--
-pats tummy-
the huge tummy syndrome attack!
-covers tummy-
okei so i failed :|
its too big
hahas OMG. SPASTIC !!!!
--
okok i will end it here for now, im sure everyone has had enough of my rubbish recollections man. LOL but all those stuff are HILARIOUS! some are pretty darn sad though. on the whole though, it made me tear like crazy.
im so sorry, that i let myself grow so apart from you all. and i certainly miss all the laughters we once had, the SPASTIC things we used to do.
--
on a lighter note, PE today was crazy. i declare that the girls of AJC 23/05 are insane, but one heck of a fun bunch :D hahas imagine a game of captain's ball, guess what we did?
played foul, which means youre allowed to
- hug the person
- run with the ball
- grab the ball
- run around if youre the captain
after that, we got bored, so we started having a BONDING game, literally. we had to link arms & run around in pairs, wanling was the free ion! LOL. after that .. we HOPPED around on one foot. omg so lame right?
lol :D had so much fun laughing !! although initially playing captain's ball reminded me of ohfiveasstwelve and us playing at sentosa. but ohwells :)
I HAVE AN URGE TO HEAR CREEP BY RADIOHEAD :(
this is BAD. sigh saw something yesterday that brought back a greal deal of memories. do y'all remember those construction paper thing that we used to cover our classroom tables with? then everyone would scribble stuff on it. yeaa found the ones that i had in sectwo & three. hiaks. just went to the blog i had during the sec one to early secthree period. mmm .. you cannot imagine what's happening to me now seriously.
I MISS VONN AND KERMIN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :( and QING AND XIU AND XIN AND CAROL AND YINS AND XT AND WEND AND WEITING AND KIAT AND EVERYONE !!!!! reading stuff about our stupid sectwo & three days, i miss them SO MUCH. :'(
Then von, kerms and I went to the mirror at the water cooler there to chit chat as usual. Then me and vonn were pretending to talking using our foot... fine we're lame... hahaha, kerms started doing some chicken dance thing and he (Mr Tan our scrawny math teacher) came out k.
the stupid things we used to do ..
--
just read another chapter of Benanthony, anthony wanted ben to do a blow job for him, And according to yukino-chan, anthony actually did one for ben.
gay stories we read !
--
and i'm Evil Peanut No. 7 now. lols. "Come and join the peanut clan. Together, we will rule the Galaxy". so i joined, it's pretty lame i know.
i have no idea what this is .. LOL but just thought it was hilarious!
--
after that went down to novena, or more precisely, Tan Tock Seng hospital's starbucks. saw this "make your teacher a star" thing. kermx was so persistent on joining.
muggin togt at the starbucks (:
--
i twisted my left ankle on my way downstairs. like sheesh. it frikkin hurts alot. was walking down & i missed a step then i heard my bones twisting & cracking. the next thing i knew i was on my ass.
now we know how i first injured my ankle.
--
going out with my mum ltr
to have lunch+dinner
wot do you call this meal then?
dunch or linner. hahah.
sheesh linner sounds gross.
sounds like liver!
hahah. thn i shall call it dunch.
spasticity developed since secthree LOL
--
oh man qing is damn cute!
we were msging
& i told her bt me understudying vern's role
told her i feel very weirdish
me: wot if i do a bad job .. [too long & cant rem]
qing: but if u're gd, then its like wow!
i miss qing! :(
--
at times when you cry, no one sees your tears. when you worry, no one sees your pain. and when youre happy, no one sees your smile. try COUGHING, they'll all look at you!
an sms i received during the SARS period :D
--
wai: vonvon!
vonn: eee...
vonn: im ur dog ah?
wai: hahah yeah
vonn: come doggie come
wai: hahah i have a phobia of dogs rem?
vonn: but if i was a dog.
vonn: i'll b the cutest dog on earth
old MSN convo with bestie vonn
--
me no worry,
me no care.
me go marry
a millionaire.
when he die,
me no cry.
me go find
another guy.
miss jacob! lol
--
-pats tummy-
the huge tummy syndrome attack!
-covers tummy-
okei so i failed :|
its too big
hahas OMG. SPASTIC !!!!
--
okok i will end it here for now, im sure everyone has had enough of my rubbish recollections man. LOL but all those stuff are HILARIOUS! some are pretty darn sad though. on the whole though, it made me tear like crazy.
im so sorry, that i let myself grow so apart from you all. and i certainly miss all the laughters we once had, the SPASTIC things we used to do.
--
on a lighter note, PE today was crazy. i declare that the girls of AJC 23/05 are insane, but one heck of a fun bunch :D hahas imagine a game of captain's ball, guess what we did?
played foul, which means youre allowed to
- hug the person
- run with the ball
- grab the ball
- run around if youre the captain
after that, we got bored, so we started having a BONDING game, literally. we had to link arms & run around in pairs, wanling was the free ion! LOL. after that .. we HOPPED around on one foot. omg so lame right?
lol :D had so much fun laughing !! although initially playing captain's ball reminded me of ohfiveasstwelve and us playing at sentosa. but ohwells :)
I HAVE AN URGE TO HEAR CREEP BY RADIOHEAD :(
Sunday, July 10, 2005 ×
food for thought:
i'm a daughter to my mother, student to my teacher, friend to my classmates, but who am i to myself?
--
thats so cool right? huiyi just told me that, and it makes a whole lot of sense. goshh!
anyways, lets all listen to Snow Patrol's How To Be Dead :D
please dont go crazy,
if i tell you the truth
no you dont know what happened
and you never will if
you dont listen to me while i talk to the wall
this blanket is freezing,
its been out in the hall
where youve had me for hours
till im sure what i want
but darling i want the same thing that i wanted before
so sweetheart tell me whats up i wont stop no way
please keep your hands down
and stop raising your voice
its hardly what i'd be doing
if you gave me a choice
its a simple suggestion can you give me sometime
so just say yes or no
why cant you shoulder the blame
cus both my shoulders are heavy
from the weight of us both
youre a big boy now so lets not talk about growth
youve not heard a single word i have said ..
oh, my God
please take it easy it cant all be my fault
i havent made half the mistakes
that youve listed so far
oh baby let me explain something
its all down to drugs
at least i remember taking them and not a lot else
it seems ive stepped over lines
youve drawn again and again
but if the ecstacy's in the wit is definitely out
Dr. Jekyll is wrestling Hyde for my pride
i'm a daughter to my mother, student to my teacher, friend to my classmates, but who am i to myself?
--
thats so cool right? huiyi just told me that, and it makes a whole lot of sense. goshh!
anyways, lets all listen to Snow Patrol's How To Be Dead :D
please dont go crazy,
if i tell you the truth
no you dont know what happened
and you never will if
you dont listen to me while i talk to the wall
this blanket is freezing,
its been out in the hall
where youve had me for hours
till im sure what i want
but darling i want the same thing that i wanted before
so sweetheart tell me whats up i wont stop no way
please keep your hands down
and stop raising your voice
its hardly what i'd be doing
if you gave me a choice
its a simple suggestion can you give me sometime
so just say yes or no
why cant you shoulder the blame
cus both my shoulders are heavy
from the weight of us both
youre a big boy now so lets not talk about growth
youve not heard a single word i have said ..
oh, my God
please take it easy it cant all be my fault
i havent made half the mistakes
that youve listed so far
oh baby let me explain something
its all down to drugs
at least i remember taking them and not a lot else
it seems ive stepped over lines
youve drawn again and again
but if the ecstacy's in the wit is definitely out
Dr. Jekyll is wrestling Hyde for my pride
Saturday, July 9, 2005 ×
You better prepare yourself ... If you want an incredible name like Hokage that everyone will acknowledge ... There ain't going to be any short-cuts!!
(: naruto!
(: naruto!
Saturday, July 9, 2005 ×
sighh in one of the weird moods again.
moodswinging like crazy! 5min ago i was just tearing cus i felt so rotten, and now im like LOL while chatting with a certain somebody. this is so crazy!
ohwells. :D
and btw, i twisted my ankle yet again! for the freaking fourth time. woohoooo how exciting aye?
--
guestbook replies!
chinthin my Banana Boat aloe vera gel is GREEN! as in the lotion is green :D hahas so nicee! but when you apply it its not green alrd :(
gerri ohmy how did you find yer way here? :D hellos !! and yes we ought to catch up soon man, its been years (like LITERALLY) since the last time i saw you man. hahas do takecare as wells
sam heys nahh i mean i personally felt that it wasnt as good, but yepp ive got over the part where i feel guilty! :D and i did have plenty of fun too, hehs the tan on my skin acts as proof. no sweat we'll definitely have another showdown of captain's ball (ooh mama) on the sands yea. meet up soon aye? love. :D
moodswinging like crazy! 5min ago i was just tearing cus i felt so rotten, and now im like LOL while chatting with a certain somebody. this is so crazy!
ohwells. :D
and btw, i twisted my ankle yet again! for the freaking fourth time. woohoooo how exciting aye?
--
guestbook replies!
chinthin my Banana Boat aloe vera gel is GREEN! as in the lotion is green :D hahas so nicee! but when you apply it its not green alrd :(
gerri ohmy how did you find yer way here? :D hellos !! and yes we ought to catch up soon man, its been years (like LITERALLY) since the last time i saw you man. hahas do takecare as wells
sam heys nahh i mean i personally felt that it wasnt as good, but yepp ive got over the part where i feel guilty! :D and i did have plenty of fun too, hehs the tan on my skin acts as proof. no sweat we'll definitely have another showdown of captain's ball (ooh mama) on the sands yea. meet up soon aye? love. :D
Saturday, July 9, 2005 ×
When you were 1 year old, she fed you and bathed you. You thanked her by crying all night long.
When you were 2 years old, she taught you to walk. You thanked her by running away when she called.
When you were 3 years old, she made all your meals with love. You thanked her by tossing your plate on the floor.
When you were 4 years old, she gave you some crayons. You thanked her by coloring the dining room table.
When you were 5 years old, she dressed you for the holidays. You thanked her by plopping into the nearest pile of mud.
When you were 6 years old, she walked you to school. You thanked her by screaming, "I'M NOT GOING!"
When you were 7 years old, she bought you a baseball. You thanked her by throwing it through the next-door-neighbor's window.
When you were 8 years old, she handed you an ice cream. You thanked her by dripping it all over your lap.
When you were 9 years old, she paid for piano lessons. You thanked her by never even bothering to practice.
When you were 10 years old she drove you all day, from soccer to gymnastic to one birthday party after another. You thanked her by jumping out of the car and never looking back.
When you were 11 years old, she took you and your friends to the movies. You thanked her by asking to sit in a different row.
When you were 12 years old, she warned you not to watch certain TV shows. You thanked her by waiting until she left the house.
When you were 13, she suggested a haircut that was becoming. You thanked her by telling her she had no taste.
When you were 14, she paid for a month away at summer camp. You thanked her by forgetting to write a single letter.
When you were 15, she came home from work, looking for a hug. You thanked her by having your bedroom door locked.
When you were 16, she taught you how to drive her car. You thanked her by taking it every chance you could.
When you were 17, she was expecting an important call. You thanked her by being on the phone all night.
When you were 18, she cried at your high school graduation. You thanked her by staying out partying until dawn.
When you were 19, she paid for your college tuition, drove you to campus carried your bags. You thanked her by saying good-bye outside the dorm so you wouldn't be embarrassed in front of your friends.
When you were 20, she asked whether you were seeing anyone. You thanked her by saying, "It's none of your business."
When you were 21, she suggested certain careers for your future. You thanked her by saying, "I don't want to be like you."
When you were 22, she hugged you at your college graduation. You thanked her by asking whether she could pay for a trip to Europe.
When you were 23, she gave you furniture for your first apartment. You thanked her by telling your friends it was ugly.
When you were 24, she met your fiance and asked about your plans for the future. You thanked her by glaring and growling, "Muuhh-ther, please!"
When you were 25, she helped to pay for your wedding, and she cried and told you how deeply she loved you. You thanked her by moving halfway across the country.
When you were 30, she called with some advice on the baby. You thanked her by telling her, "Things are different now."
When you were 40, she called to remind you of a relative's birthday. You thanked her by saying you were "really busy right now."
When you were 50, she fell ill and needed you to take care of her. You thanked her by reading about the burden parents become to their children.
And then one day, she quietly died. And everything you never did came crashing down like thunder on YOUR HEART.
--
gosh so sad, but true. :( i love my mummy!
When you were 2 years old, she taught you to walk. You thanked her by running away when she called.
When you were 3 years old, she made all your meals with love. You thanked her by tossing your plate on the floor.
When you were 4 years old, she gave you some crayons. You thanked her by coloring the dining room table.
When you were 5 years old, she dressed you for the holidays. You thanked her by plopping into the nearest pile of mud.
When you were 6 years old, she walked you to school. You thanked her by screaming, "I'M NOT GOING!"
When you were 7 years old, she bought you a baseball. You thanked her by throwing it through the next-door-neighbor's window.
When you were 8 years old, she handed you an ice cream. You thanked her by dripping it all over your lap.
When you were 9 years old, she paid for piano lessons. You thanked her by never even bothering to practice.
When you were 10 years old she drove you all day, from soccer to gymnastic to one birthday party after another. You thanked her by jumping out of the car and never looking back.
When you were 11 years old, she took you and your friends to the movies. You thanked her by asking to sit in a different row.
When you were 12 years old, she warned you not to watch certain TV shows. You thanked her by waiting until she left the house.
When you were 13, she suggested a haircut that was becoming. You thanked her by telling her she had no taste.
When you were 14, she paid for a month away at summer camp. You thanked her by forgetting to write a single letter.
When you were 15, she came home from work, looking for a hug. You thanked her by having your bedroom door locked.
When you were 16, she taught you how to drive her car. You thanked her by taking it every chance you could.
When you were 17, she was expecting an important call. You thanked her by being on the phone all night.
When you were 18, she cried at your high school graduation. You thanked her by staying out partying until dawn.
When you were 19, she paid for your college tuition, drove you to campus carried your bags. You thanked her by saying good-bye outside the dorm so you wouldn't be embarrassed in front of your friends.
When you were 20, she asked whether you were seeing anyone. You thanked her by saying, "It's none of your business."
When you were 21, she suggested certain careers for your future. You thanked her by saying, "I don't want to be like you."
When you were 22, she hugged you at your college graduation. You thanked her by asking whether she could pay for a trip to Europe.
When you were 23, she gave you furniture for your first apartment. You thanked her by telling your friends it was ugly.
When you were 24, she met your fiance and asked about your plans for the future. You thanked her by glaring and growling, "Muuhh-ther, please!"
When you were 25, she helped to pay for your wedding, and she cried and told you how deeply she loved you. You thanked her by moving halfway across the country.
When you were 30, she called with some advice on the baby. You thanked her by telling her, "Things are different now."
When you were 40, she called to remind you of a relative's birthday. You thanked her by saying you were "really busy right now."
When you were 50, she fell ill and needed you to take care of her. You thanked her by reading about the burden parents become to their children.
And then one day, she quietly died. And everything you never did came crashing down like thunder on YOUR HEART.
--
gosh so sad, but true. :( i love my mummy!
Thursday, July 7, 2005 ×
suddenly thought of something we were talking about during GP lesson today. advertisements and cartoons that hypnotise children into many misconceptions just so that toy-makers would be able to make more money.
the debate on Barbie, and whether our class people were fooled by it.
looks like its not just about the toys anymore. the mass media gives us so many false impressions to the extent that we're shocked when reality strikes.
-shrugs.
i, am far too naive for my own good.
on a lighter note, i got to meet the bbcians yesterday :) happy birthday dor! everyone was present and it was nice to see them again. glad that theyre still the same old self! ohh and something really quite classic by mel that made everyone go LOL.
if im a bitch, then hongpei youre a bimbo!
:D where do you find friends like them? mm i'll get to meet xin & xiu during the RP play tomm!
cus you had a bad day
youre taking one down
you sing a sad song just to turn it around
you say you dont know
you tell me dont lie
you work at a smile and you go for a ride
you had a bad day
the camera dont lie
youre coming back down and you really dont mind
you had a bad day
yes Mr Daniel Powter i had a bad day, hate it :(
goodbye world.
the debate on Barbie, and whether our class people were fooled by it.
looks like its not just about the toys anymore. the mass media gives us so many false impressions to the extent that we're shocked when reality strikes.
-shrugs.
i, am far too naive for my own good.
on a lighter note, i got to meet the bbcians yesterday :) happy birthday dor! everyone was present and it was nice to see them again. glad that theyre still the same old self! ohh and something really quite classic by mel that made everyone go LOL.
if im a bitch, then hongpei youre a bimbo!
:D where do you find friends like them? mm i'll get to meet xin & xiu during the RP play tomm!
cus you had a bad day
youre taking one down
you sing a sad song just to turn it around
you say you dont know
you tell me dont lie
you work at a smile and you go for a ride
you had a bad day
the camera dont lie
youre coming back down and you really dont mind
you had a bad day
yes Mr Daniel Powter i had a bad day, hate it :(
goodbye world.
Wednesday, July 6, 2005 ×
i love Banana Boat aloe vera gel for the following reasons :D
1. my burnt skin feels GOOOD! it really has a FABULOUS cooling effect. wearing my shirt doesnt hurt so much alrd.
2. does not stick to my skin & trap heat like crazy as compared to moisturisers.
3. it is GREEN :D
lalalas :)
1. my burnt skin feels GOOOD! it really has a FABULOUS cooling effect. wearing my shirt doesnt hurt so much alrd.
2. does not stick to my skin & trap heat like crazy as compared to moisturisers.
3. it is GREEN :D
lalalas :)
Tuesday, July 5, 2005 ×
i miss ohfiveasstwelve !!!!
siloso beach, playing bridge, AS USUAL!! :D
at palawan beach, resting after the ballgame with the senior class
as promised, THE GUY IN THE CENTER IS ALEX FROM NJC. hahas :D uhhh umm interested chiobus can ask me for his number. LOL just kiddin :D thats cer, alex & joanne
huiyi, sam & waiyee drinking their slurpees :D
the girls! cer, sam, jo, waiyee & huiyi with some of the guys as backdrop. LOL
sui, me, jo & waiyee :D hahas our hair are so messy!
BPs! :D cer & wai :DD back in siloso hahas i remember i just ate the banana walnut bread & refused to smile with my mouth opened.
us again. woah so close up but ohwells :D
the girls!! :DD waiyee, sui, huiyi, jo, mich, sam, cer & me. lol the passers-by behind look as if theyre dancing right?
flipflops combine! :D lemme try identifying, clockwise from the roxy one, waiyee, sui, huiyi, jo, sam, cer, me & mich
buddy! hahas and his sand boobs. i think thts leon's finger, probably talking bt the cracked boobs. hahas
sand boobs rebuilt! hahas and the sand abs redrawn also. but once again, cus buddy shifted, it has cracked :| this time alex's hand in action.
lol finally! one tht isnt cracked! :D TADAHHH proudly presenting the final product by alex & leon, with buddy as model! :D
photo of the lovely scenery from siloso beach :) i remember thinking to myself about how i wanted to remember the whole picture, lazing on the beach with asstwelvers :D
wells, all good things come to an end, so did the outing yesterday. its back to for us today, cept perhaps for the SAJCians. and i must say, i REALLY missed ohfiveasstwelve so damn much! the sunburns only serve to remind me of what happened yesterday. and although personally i felt that it was as good in many aspects as compared to the previous one, but this one had a truely asstwelve feeling. :) to all those who didnt enjoy it as much as the previous one, really sorry that i didnt do a better job as the so-called organiser. but to all of y'all, THANKS SO MUCH for making yesterday such a fab day :D honestly, im really thankful for the enthusiasm and i appreciate the effort you guys put in to make things work out yea. :D lol thanks for not rejecting me too!
you know, i suddenly wish i was back in NJC ohfiveasstwelve again. miss the way things were so much somehow. and yes, i miss stnicks too suddenly. :) bbcians, manlamers, 4charity, laoshi!, LD & etc. ohwells.
once again, thankyou (: and please send me all the other photos that we took yea?
and all the roads we have to walk are winding
and all the lights that lead us there are blinding
there are many things that i would
like to say to you
but i dont know how
because maybe
youre gonna be the one that saves me
and after all
youre my wonderwall
you know, its worth going through all the nasty things that happened, if it means that i could get to know you all. :) given a choice, i'd gladly start over again, wouldnt mind going through the transition, the denial period all over again if that was what it meant. :) thankyou all for sososo much!
siloso beach, playing bridge, AS USUAL!! :D
at palawan beach, resting after the ballgame with the senior class
as promised, THE GUY IN THE CENTER IS ALEX FROM NJC. hahas :D uhhh umm interested chiobus can ask me for his number. LOL just kiddin :D thats cer, alex & joanne
huiyi, sam & waiyee drinking their slurpees :D
the girls! cer, sam, jo, waiyee & huiyi with some of the guys as backdrop. LOL
sui, me, jo & waiyee :D hahas our hair are so messy!
BPs! :D cer & wai :DD back in siloso hahas i remember i just ate the banana walnut bread & refused to smile with my mouth opened.
us again. woah so close up but ohwells :D
the girls!! :DD waiyee, sui, huiyi, jo, mich, sam, cer & me. lol the passers-by behind look as if theyre dancing right?
flipflops combine! :D lemme try identifying, clockwise from the roxy one, waiyee, sui, huiyi, jo, sam, cer, me & mich
buddy! hahas and his sand boobs. i think thts leon's finger, probably talking bt the cracked boobs. hahas
sand boobs rebuilt! hahas and the sand abs redrawn also. but once again, cus buddy shifted, it has cracked :| this time alex's hand in action.
lol finally! one tht isnt cracked! :D TADAHHH proudly presenting the final product by alex & leon, with buddy as model! :D
photo of the lovely scenery from siloso beach :) i remember thinking to myself about how i wanted to remember the whole picture, lazing on the beach with asstwelvers :D
wells, all good things come to an end, so did the outing yesterday. its back to for us today, cept perhaps for the SAJCians. and i must say, i REALLY missed ohfiveasstwelve so damn much! the sunburns only serve to remind me of what happened yesterday. and although personally i felt that it was as good in many aspects as compared to the previous one, but this one had a truely asstwelve feeling. :) to all those who didnt enjoy it as much as the previous one, really sorry that i didnt do a better job as the so-called organiser. but to all of y'all, THANKS SO MUCH for making yesterday such a fab day :D honestly, im really thankful for the enthusiasm and i appreciate the effort you guys put in to make things work out yea. :D lol thanks for not rejecting me too!
you know, i suddenly wish i was back in NJC ohfiveasstwelve again. miss the way things were so much somehow. and yes, i miss stnicks too suddenly. :) bbcians, manlamers, 4charity, laoshi!, LD & etc. ohwells.
once again, thankyou (: and please send me all the other photos that we took yea?
and all the roads we have to walk are winding
and all the lights that lead us there are blinding
there are many things that i would
like to say to you
but i dont know how
because maybe
youre gonna be the one that saves me
and after all
youre my wonderwall
you know, its worth going through all the nasty things that happened, if it means that i could get to know you all. :) given a choice, i'd gladly start over again, wouldnt mind going through the transition, the denial period all over again if that was what it meant. :) thankyou all for sososo much!
Sunday, July 3, 2005 ×
sunday,
a day of discovery.
or shall i say discoveries?
ohwells,
sentosa tomorrow.
:D
but im still coughing away.
that would hafta wait,
for now.
a day of discovery.
or shall i say discoveries?
ohwells,
sentosa tomorrow.
:D
but im still coughing away.
that would hafta wait,
for now.
Saturday, July 2, 2005 ×
you say i only hear what i want to
you say i talk so all the time so
and i thought what i felt was simple
and i thought that i dont belong
and now that i am leaving
now i know that i did something wrong cus i missed you
yeah yeah, i missed you
you say i only hear what i want to
i dont listen hard, dont pay attention to
the distance that youre running
to anyone, anywhere
i dont understand if you really care,
im only hearing negative
know, know, know that
so i, i turned the radio on,
i turned the radio up
and this woman was singing my song:
lover's in love and the other's run away
lover is crying cus the other wont stay
some of us hover when we weep for the other who was
dying since the day they were born
well, well, this is not that
i think that im throwing, but im thrown
and i thought i'd live forever,
but now im not so sure
you try to tell me that im clever
that wont take me anyhow, or anywhere with you
you said that i was naive
and i thought that i was strong
i thought, "hey, i can leave, i can leave."
oh, but now i know that i was wrong,
cus i missed you
yeah, i miss you
you said, "you caught me cus you want me
and one day you'll let me go
"you try to give away a keeper, or keep me
cus you know youre just scared to lose
and you say, "Stay."
you say i only hear what i want to
Lisa Loeb- Stay
liked this song since forever :) just feels good listening to it somehow. sorry for the lack of entries that actually update stuff though. lotsa stuff on my mind, bugging me like crazy. plus the stomach burns been pretty bad lately, keep getting them all the time. :|
mm, gonna just leave another song lyrics here, was listening to it when we were at sunglade just now. dont read too much into the song lyrics okay, hahas its just the random songs that i really like alot. lovely lovely song :)
Darius- Live Twice
dont leave now
not yet
there were time we regret
and im sorry
somehow
i only
wanted to make you proud
if i could only let you know
i'd give up everything i own
for just one more day with you
theres nothing i wouldnt do
i could not let it pass me by
if i make every sacrifice
to bring me back your love
if only we could live twice
when you told me
i froze
it still echoes
in my soul
please forgive me
if i didnt say
i love you
every single day
nobody told me we'd only get one chance
i didnt know that our tide would turn so fast
why we have to say goodbye i dont understand
if only we could live twice
we'll meet in another life
if only we could live twice
:)
you say i talk so all the time so
and i thought what i felt was simple
and i thought that i dont belong
and now that i am leaving
now i know that i did something wrong cus i missed you
yeah yeah, i missed you
you say i only hear what i want to
i dont listen hard, dont pay attention to
the distance that youre running
to anyone, anywhere
i dont understand if you really care,
im only hearing negative
know, know, know that
so i, i turned the radio on,
i turned the radio up
and this woman was singing my song:
lover's in love and the other's run away
lover is crying cus the other wont stay
some of us hover when we weep for the other who was
dying since the day they were born
well, well, this is not that
i think that im throwing, but im thrown
and i thought i'd live forever,
but now im not so sure
you try to tell me that im clever
that wont take me anyhow, or anywhere with you
you said that i was naive
and i thought that i was strong
i thought, "hey, i can leave, i can leave."
oh, but now i know that i was wrong,
cus i missed you
yeah, i miss you
you said, "you caught me cus you want me
and one day you'll let me go
"you try to give away a keeper, or keep me
cus you know youre just scared to lose
and you say, "Stay."
you say i only hear what i want to
Lisa Loeb- Stay
liked this song since forever :) just feels good listening to it somehow. sorry for the lack of entries that actually update stuff though. lotsa stuff on my mind, bugging me like crazy. plus the stomach burns been pretty bad lately, keep getting them all the time. :|
mm, gonna just leave another song lyrics here, was listening to it when we were at sunglade just now. dont read too much into the song lyrics okay, hahas its just the random songs that i really like alot. lovely lovely song :)
Darius- Live Twice
dont leave now
not yet
there were time we regret
and im sorry
somehow
i only
wanted to make you proud
if i could only let you know
i'd give up everything i own
for just one more day with you
theres nothing i wouldnt do
i could not let it pass me by
if i make every sacrifice
to bring me back your love
if only we could live twice
when you told me
i froze
it still echoes
in my soul
please forgive me
if i didnt say
i love you
every single day
nobody told me we'd only get one chance
i didnt know that our tide would turn so fast
why we have to say goodbye i dont understand
if only we could live twice
we'll meet in another life
if only we could live twice
:)
Saturday, July 2, 2005 ×
OH GRASS! OH GRASS! OH GRASS!
(note: GRASS is my newly made-up substitute for the notsonice sounding f-word)
having SERIOUS, like GRASSING SERIOUS, stomach burns now. OMG i think im gonna DIE SOON.
and kai tells me to eat magnesium. WTH! hahax,.. magnesium neutralises the acid or something like that SO HELPFUL AYE ???????
IM DYING :( GRASS GRASS GRASS GRASS GRASS.
(note: GRASS is my newly made-up substitute for the notsonice sounding f-word)
having SERIOUS, like GRASSING SERIOUS, stomach burns now. OMG i think im gonna DIE SOON.
and kai tells me to eat magnesium. WTH! hahax,.. magnesium neutralises the acid or something like that SO HELPFUL AYE ???????
IM DYING :( GRASS GRASS GRASS GRASS GRASS.
Friday, July 1, 2005 ×
listening to daffy & shannie's song now. :)
in a holiday mood right now. which means, everything is oh-so-fabulous for me :D mm other than the dull grinding in my head of course.
wanted to go swimming this morning, but i realised there's no one to go with me! how depressing. :(
suddenly thought of wend, and i realise that i miss her! in secfour the horrible term three where we all almost died & she was my sitting partner. :D
laters.
in a holiday mood right now. which means, everything is oh-so-fabulous for me :D mm other than the dull grinding in my head of course.
wanted to go swimming this morning, but i realised there's no one to go with me! how depressing. :(
suddenly thought of wend, and i realise that i miss her! in secfour the horrible term three where we all almost died & she was my sitting partner. :D
laters.