JUST KILL ME

when mojo suggested going out just now i really very seriously contemplated the thought. but even though i really couldnt take it anymore i still told him no. dex was shocked at how i could still entertain such a thought but helloooo im suffocating

on a lighterLIGHTER note, im very glad to have newfound palzzz alan, dex & mojo whom ive grown used to in the past week(s). i feel very at peace & encouraged studying with them somehow.

&& glad lei came over although love we all know you didnt quite study :P hahahas but it was a good bbcian kinda bonding though!

RAWR was imagining z on 10may & how liberated i'll feel. almost lost myself for a moment there :'( reality check, im still a struggling managerial accountant. hellooo bring on the flaming pls.

wellssss, i really hope to be able to survive through MSc(mgmt) so i can point fingers at all the accountants and "manage" them like what MSc(mgmt) is supposed to (or so i hope) to teach me. and yes i'l get a freaking high pay just bossing people around cus im a masters graduate hello? AHH, i wish ._.

rescue me please this is crazy im drowning i miss home & i wanna kill myself.

we went out today.
(:

i know im bored when this is the third freaking entry

new spot, new encounters. so there was the one who enlightened us on schadenfreude (how wicked) && the man ive been watching for the past two days (ie. LGT). couldnt recognise him for a moment but ahh, a quick glance at the lappie and instant ding!

so anyways speaking which, i thought i'd secretly feel that way but hoho, nopes. turns out i dont even care gasp. hahss whatever man

new discoveries everyday (yay elektro) but most of all i heart Ben Gibbard. ahh whats new? cant waaait for the new album love. and yes you will possess my damn heart

skin's pretty sensitive lately mm. besides the depressing pimple outbreak, my whole body's itchinggg! ughhh >:(

feel so claustrophobic and i heart mumsie; oh random but how true.

and yes, congratulate me im on my last mkt webcast. :D

i hate dreams.

especially those that are strange, weird, and totally uncalled for.

guess we cant choose what we dream of aye?

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i want fourteen apples too.

we agreed to play dress up. yes, liberation of the mind/soul from this endless torturous cycle of trying.

sweeeet, had a surprise visit (LOVE SURPRISES!) from mumsie! well double loves in this case, or maybe more since its mumsie and i totally didnt expect this from her :D anyways, 4slices of fruits HELLO HAPPINESS ! hurray no dogfood for me tonight

i miss Z already. its wednesday and time for some love in the first degree. ahhh yes of course youre welcomed to insert some hand actions. hello bring back those happy moments how did i manage to convince myself to quit in the first place. welllll maybe we'll get some this saturday, can we love? i need wrestler times please

fashion watching is fun, when there is real fashion involved. hahs shant bitch about it here lest i cross the wrong paths. that was so not nurave, darling. and using lengthy sophisticated description will not solve the problem. get help


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hahssss we all need something like that. maybe customise it; have some hateful person's face. we could all make big bucks manufacturing your boss/ex's face :D



where can i find such boys ): hello coolios.


yay to peektures, boo to statistics. freaking shouldve continued with marketing aikes

so anyways, to quote nettesy, how to grow a ___friend? rocketscience yes of course.

And as the summer's ending, the cool air will put your hard heart away. You were so condescending.. and this is all that's left: scraping paper to document. I've packed a change of clothes and it's time to move on.


well, i miss home already.

welllll now, something that nette said recently kinda enlightened me. pretty amused and happy im not in that sorta predicament of being stuck with someone with that kinda fashion sense. thats being nice, cus what we really think, is the lack thereof. OHWELLS.

pls dont call me bitchy, or judge me. okay not that i really care but honestly you have no idea.

really glad that despite all the nonsense in uni, i got to know great pals ((: kinda feel that alot about me has changed since uni and its all good. life is filled with more happyfeelings! :D

okaay no more touchy feely, moving on. went out with mumsie, yong & fiona todays! ((: im happygalzzz88 now hahahs me thinks we're a pretty darn cool family. and nopes, i dont care if you think otherwise. YAY! although yong has to be the most boring boy around aye tsktsk but hahs loves anyway!

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so come on come on,
do the locomotion with me

show me show me
show me how you do that trick
the one that makes me scream
she said
the one that makes me laugh
she said
and threw her arms around my neck
show me how you do it
and i promise you
i promise that i'l run away with you
i'l run away with you.


so many ways i love this song

ughhhh hall food has to be the most disgusting thing ever >:C hatehatehatesss! please if anyone is ever in the clementi area PLEASE free me from such horrible treatment & buy me some food. anyth edible would do yikes!

studyyyy GRUMPS!

had to pita about this YAYYY !

crazy spontaneous night out just for a surprise hahs lovelove ! no wait, make that TWO surprises, double the thrill whee. dear accomplices onion & hongpei IT WAS SO MUCH FUN ((: adrenaline rush like craaazy hahs. the look on mellie's face was priceless! -LAUGHS.

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okay time to study ! >:C

happy (:

meeting the bbcians always make me happy! so vonn & mel hit the big TWO-OH yikes time flies :( a year ago we were still in tioman at this time! kinda miss tioman hahs twas tonnes of fun :D i miss joyce too mm we werent like superrr close but a clique is really a bond so strong

cant wait till the holidays when we can hang out again!! :) yesyes work together aye

OHHH and randomrandom but seems like every birthday celebration we had this year have a much smaller bill GRINS- like lei's & today's whee hahas lucky galzzz

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started reading the older entries, like those from a year back. hrmm things have changed so much since the waitressing stint. i miss my farhan! :( and its kinda cool to read about all the people who came to visit hahs just brings back memories! :) always grateful for the friends i have, they really enrich my life. i mean when the occasional loneliness sets in it hits real hard but most of the time im just indescribably glad. and really, pitas just captures everyth SO MUCH LOVE.

andie (i know you prefer andee but im used to the original aye bestie) bought us sheares supper on wedn! :) yesyes i really miss you too bestie although we're not so close anymore! and well come to think about it, we were never really very close but somehow it all makes sense.

yikes reading the old entries really fill me with nostalgia :( i miss twentythreeohfive!! bumped into suann in town just now omgg you look good ((: i really miss kianlin, HELLO YES YOU MR FULLOFSHIT ! hahs diana, zibbie, chee, wansu (MATHS GROUP!), loserroy, yeetheng, mei-er (i can go on forever).

<3 alrightttt till next time

someday you will be loved.

and meanwhile, i want some of these.




happy gal in happy home after a happy ride. hello world (:

got a picture of your house
and youre standing by the door
its black and white and faded
and its looking pretty worn

see the factory that i worked
silhouetted in the back
the memories are gray,
but man theyre really coming back

i dont need to be the king of the world
as long as im the hero of this little girl



heart supper surprise, bike, mike.

i know im getting old when, my pitas is five freaking years old ._.

helllll how did time pass so quickly! was archiving my march entries and holycow this is not happening! hahs gosh age is catching up on all of us. thankfully i dont hit the big two as soon as my other friends (OOPS!).

so anyways, i need more beer&wrestler evenings; school's really not my thing hates project deadlines are the bane of my life.

well, mike said some strange things to me today. seemed to be telling me to keep my options open and things like he might not be the one. really scared me but all's well i suppose.

michael tan sent 4/3/2008 1:43 AM:
i hope so
hope that no one love you more than i do
and no one can give you more hapiness more than i do


AHHHH ((: HAHASSSS yay yepp this is the guy im gonna marry!

met mel, vonn & xiao yesterday YAY (: love them! ayam penyet && the nice chili hahsss

hate schoool >:(