AM I MORE THAN YOU BARGAINED FOR YET                  

× wai ; guestbk
virgin suicide
what was that she cried?
no use in stayin'
on this holocaust ride
she gave me her cherry
shes my virgin suicide




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Sunday, April 29, 2007 ×

yayness i love conference calls :D we have so many people talking at the same time and its always heaps of fun! -grinss. uhh but i was so tired yesterday i couldnt smile at all while hosting. :| even my hypocrite smile was horrible. LOL but i hope its better than farhan who looked like he was frowning!

i really hate hosting sometimes. yes it is less tiring physically but mentally torturing. im told not to help out even when they seem to be so busy ._. even my talking speed must be slowed cus people dont seem to be able to understand english rawrrrr.

so anyways, my strawberry CHEESEcake ended up tasting like strawberry SHORTcake :( yikesss think i added too little cream cheese. hey but they all liked it whee! dennis made me fish & fries while the kitchen prepared some sort of pizza for us :D YAYNESSSSS~!

ahhh gotta run!




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Saturday, April 28, 2007 ×

i want to come up with a list of things to buy when i get my pay :D woohoooo the end of the month is almost here! dont get me wrong, its not that i am dead broke and unable to afford it now. i just enjoy the thought of spending my pay! :) like payday shopping spree aye

speaking of which, ive been freed of my shopaholic ways. :) not completely but wells at least ive stopped the impulse spending!

conference call, laters!




× black holes and revelations

Friday, April 27, 2007 ×

happy day
:)

1. slacked my morning away (which was GOOD) watching One Piece whee! havent spent my mornings being awake AND at home in a long while. major yayness! :D

2. met yaya, followed by chinthin for Pepper Lunch! :D hahs believe it or not, its my first time dining there. and of course the company was so fun, other than the part ct made me choke on my food while laughing. patience, my dear!

3. cabbed down (repeat OUCH) to zouk to realise that we were early. like EARLIEST ._. but i guess its a good thing cus i could finally stop holding that huge bouquet of flowers!

(side note: the show wasnt like what i had imagined it to be. felt that the medicine seller could and should have been played otherwise. the rigid world part definitely flew right over my head :| guess that was not how i interpret the script, or that the intended effect was not achieved somehow)

4. back to town for a midnight movie! bumped into my brother in Cine, like such a coincidence. satay supper & a good show :D hahs sheesh we are turning seriously nocturnal! the thing was that i felt strange going home so early & thus the movie plans hahs.

5. we were extremely high afterwards, laughing our asses off at nothing. thank goodness town was pretty deserted aye. :D


gossiped & caught up with the girls! :) hahs yaynessss! right but i gotta catch some sleep now cus ive got a long day ahead tomorrow :|




× ooh i think that i in love with you

Thursday, April 26, 2007 ×

they cooked black pepper pasta for us today! :) and auntie lisa kept me a bowl of clam chowder GRINS-

yay i love the kitchen staff, especially when steven's not around! :))

had my scholarship interview this morning, which was like a million times better than yesterday's. i definitely owe joe a big THANKS for the directions & coming to pick me up. :) my morning wouldnt have been half as smooth without the maps, messages & phonecalls!




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Tuesday, April 24, 2007 ×

its kinda strange using the desktop again. worse when the speakers arent working :| like i have my songs back but i cant hear them. sucks innit?

crappy morning, like BIG TIME.

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wasnt hosting last night! :)) stood at the runner area with mingming & chatted with the kitchen staff! like finally :D its such a relief after weeks of selling my smiles! well on a lighter note, someone wrote a comment card for me! :)) hahs like yaynesssss~ oh and because i havent got my nametag, i was addressed as "the cute girl with braces" -BEAMS. i love nice honest people. hahs right :D

laughed alot lately, which is gooood. :) okay not always good, cus sometimes its due to utter embarrassment. on Sunday while hosting, i did my usual thang: hi evening, dinner for you? -insert plastic smile. well the words barely left my mouth before farhan suddenly disappeared & i wish i did too. turns out that they just walked out like 5seconds ago while i was away AND FARHAN DIDNT EVEN WARN ME !! ughhhh arent cashiers & hosts supposed to work togt? instead of helping me, he was squatting behind the counter laughing ._. rawrrrr heartless thing!

and this same guy has been stressing me out non-stop with his: i want 3K tonight, followed by counting down how many customers i need to hit the target. omg ended up resorting to tricks in order to push sales ._. for example smiling sweetly at the guys in those large groups so that they would persuade everyone to enter. SHEESH desperation aikesss :| and whose fault is it????

hahas but all is well i suppose. makes the evening pass much faster :D

laters!




× five o' clock and a fire escape symphony

Sunday, April 22, 2007 ×

im learning that some things,
i cant go without and one of of them is him.




× everytime i look for you the sun goes down

Sunday, April 22, 2007 ×

wells, back to the post midnight entries again. so the previous one was actually referring to friday, and so on.

saturday entry! wells :) my oreo cheesecake was really well-received at work, like YAYNESS. -grinss. well that was why i slept early last night so i could complete it in time for work

received my letter from SMU today. hahs i feel like kicking myself for applying wrongly. goshhh :| wells but im happy to part of the 10% wheee

more hosting. :(

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edit/cant believe that i forgot about something. guess i really was dead tired last night. Brinjalbanana came by with his friend, who he claimed was gay, for dinner! :) yayy thanks for dropping by! im so sorry for my lack of enthusiasm. well hey at least y'all got genuine smiles from me! :D




× this bed is much too big without me and you

Saturday, April 21, 2007 ×

LIBERATION. :)

suann sent me this, tis hilarious.

wai likes jazzy brownie

and she bought a new pair of jeanssssss! :D almost bought two, but managed to practice self-control.

random post, not happy like i was yesterday

i need to sleep early tonight, for i have big plans tomorrow morning! -beams. :D

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we're on this rollercoaster ride
hold on, i'll stay here by your side
we head up to the sky then we slide back down
upside down try to figure out
not sure if we could work it out
i wanna be alone but you feel like home



i love happy songs! :)




× someone get me to a doctor

Thursday, April 19, 2007 ×

my five-day working marathon is finally over! :) omggg im so tired i wanna slug around hahas.

quick recap (in no particular order cus im SO tired)
- been hosting for the past five days UGHH sucks big time seriously. im so tired of the smiles im forced to wear rahh
- people who came by to visit: corine & marie, alex & gf, wong with daphne & friend. :D thanks people!
- a proper feedback channel is up! like yes finally i know. Brinjal im finally getting one after you urging me to :D so tag away~!
- i HATE albert. ugh im not even gonna attempt to mask it, i really hate him. grossnesssss >:(
- the kitchen staff cooked supper for us tonight! <3 so nice of them aye GRINS- and all just cus mingming & i kept complaining that we were hungry
- had my smu interview! twas okay, i think my hosting skills came in handy lol
- mingming & i have happy plans! (:
- zhehao is SHY (private joke!)

laters.




× i dont love you like i once did

Monday, April 16, 2007 ×

i want a cK watch please?
the FLASH & ELEMENT models look so yummy (:

sigh, maybe after weeks of selling my huge fake plastic smiles i'll get it. smiles for sale, anyone?

anyways so many things happened lately its kinda crazy


; i dont wanna this to crash & burn.




× oh when the saints

Friday, April 13, 2007 ×

i really L O V E my clique tonnes :D

-grinss. tioman was a blast aye! really glad i bunked with mel, vonn & xiang hehe, cant imagine staying in AD 10 with the cranky bunch :| okay but our room kinda sucked with all the technical problems! plus our pet goose made so much noise

hope mel & vonn enjoyed their birthday surprise! (:

waking up to have yummy omelettes, hanging out with my favourite people, snorkelling, swimming, tanning (albeit unsucessful) & everyth else :D i mean like YAYNESS, lol private joke





with tortoise! (:






bunkiess!



CHECK OUT OUR CATCH ! :D hahs right



on the speedboat out to snorkel!



CHECK OUT THE FISHES WE WERE FEEDING !





HAHAS









mel (:





some photos; click to enlarge (:




× you say i only hear what i want to

Tuesday, April 10, 2007 ×

yes im extremely happy :D the information on the desktop has been recovered! woohooooo like everything i once loved (and sadly lost) is back again yayness :D this is good news for my starved ears aye!

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and you say i only hear what i want to:
i dont listen hard,
i dont pay attention to the distance that youre running or to anyone, anywhere,
i dont understand if you really care,
im only hearing negative: no, no, no.

so i turned the radio on,
i turned the radio up,
and this woman was singing my song:
the lover's in love, and the other's run away,
the lover is crying cus the other wont stay.

some of us hover when we weep for the other who was dying since the day they were born.
well, this is not that:
i think that im throwing,
but im thrown.

and i thought i'd live forever,
but now im not so sure.
you try to tell me that im clever,
but that won't take me anyhow, or anywhere with you.

you said that i was naive,
and i thought that i was strong.
i thought, "hey, i can leave, i can leave."
but now i know that i was wrong,
cus i missed you.

you said, "you caught me cus you want me and one day you'll let me go."
"you try to give away a keeper,
or keep me cus you know youre just so scared to lose.
and you say, "stay."

you say i only hear what i want to.




× and oh, the way your make up stains my pillow case

Monday, April 9, 2007 ×

being sleep deprived puts me in such a BAD mood. :(

i feel like kicking myself for requesting for shifts this week. UGH i so do not want to work tomorrow night sighh.

cant wait to leave anyways. :D im so glad things worked out eventually! omg my sister is so annoying UGH

FaBiAn - says:
water sports.... JELLY FISHING?


RAWR please i do not need the reminder! but ohwells, i like talking to my sister :) never fails to cheer me up aplenty aye! hahs you know i have an entry in The Book where i talked about the people who were my happy pills. it was around a year ago, and im glad that i still have my sis & rate around aye!

laters!




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Monday, April 9, 2007 ×

i believe that mumsie got cheated by the repair man cus lappie is still in a terrible state ._. its so screwed up and lagging like crazy im going nuts!

anyways, had a LONG day. okay basically the past few days were just extremely long & tiring :( shall attempt to sum things up while waiting for my hair to dry


friday
- forced myself outta bed to meet lei, sorry i was late :( i was seriously dead tired
- walked around like zombies with no idea whatsoever to get the girls. and believe me, two stony girls dont make a good shopping team hahas
- work!
- omg mr guru came to dine! :D hahs with his wife & child! (i can hear xinjie squealing alrd)
- met rate (:


saturday
- more birthday shopping. UGHHHH april babies ought to be shot i swear (yes kill me if you please, vonn)
- whee okay but we managed to accomplish our mission! :D got a present for my friend whom im sure will be surprised, and a polaroid camera for joyce! -grinss
- for the record, vonn & i walked till our feet almost died searching for the cam ._.
- waited for mel (whom i think everyone hates now) to reach before cabbing down togt
- omg like so many stnicks girls were there :D hahs like exclassmates from ages ago & all
- the synchronised swimming birthday greeting :D
- charades which was hilarious to WATCH!


sunday
- lunch at granma's
- cancelled out on like so many people yikesss :(
- yck with my boyfriend! LOL
- zibbie better not spread the news or i'll kill her UGHHHH
- headed to xiu's, and stayed till LATE


omgggg its almost five freaking AM now :| ahh im gonna be so late for bfast tomm morning, if you can still consider it as tomorrow. hahas okay right, Brinjal if i didnt appear you know why now. :D

right okay, time to SLEEP (:




× power blinks

Saturday, April 7, 2007 ×

i think that there are things i will never be able to understand.

for instance, myself

sigh, even Muse cant help me tonight.

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met rate today, finally. :) sorry for making you wait for close to an hour, but thanks for waiting anyways. hung out till we were both dozing off before he sent me home. :)




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Thursday, April 5, 2007 ×

OMFG my tooth just totally chipped! ughhh the wretched molar should just straighten itself out instead of always giving me so much problems

:( its imperfect now.




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Thursday, April 5, 2007 ×

face down in the dirt
she says,
this doesn't hurt
she says,
i finally had enough


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(wedn entry)

took my first orders today! (: hahs yayness gotta thank joshua for the encouragement & advice.

omg the peanut butter icecream from Ben & Jerry's is damn nice! hahs its like what theyve been telling me, IT REALLY TASTES LIKE PEANUT BUTTER :D oh, thanks fang for the Strawberry Pocky (!!) and chocolates GRINS- but no thanks to kelvin & simon for constantly teasing me about my braces. -bares teeth. there are no chocolate stains okay! hahs :D

xiao & zibbie popped by to visit (: plus i met dawn on my way home!


LOL my dad just went dont be so naughty ah!. see when i left the office today, i said see you tomorrow cus im working tomm. he took it as i'll be back after midnight and got slightly pissed ._. so yea fine i was home early and HE WAS LATE! hahahhas so when he finally reached home like all of an hour later than me, i started teasing him hehe.

i <3 happy days (:




× we'll skip the goodbyes

Tuesday, April 3, 2007 ×

met vonn & xiang yesterday to settle our trip. i was punctual, and the earliest! :D unfortunately, they were slightly late. hahas we're such a lazy bunch i swear, we wanna leave in about a week's time but nothing has been booked ._. so yeah the three of us finally got things done- in less than an hour! wooohoooooo off we go (: -BEAMS. im so excited! hahs come to think of it, its been more than 2months since i got back from HK. i cant wait for this trip! :DD

yesterday had to be Bully Wai Day at work :( everyone was so mean to me UGHHHHH. okay after travel agency hunting, we went to have milkshakes since amy told me to go down earlier. OMG they started throwing all the rubber spiders/snakes/rats from April Fool's at me! oh, i even had a plastic chicken drumstick flying towards me from nowhere ._. then we were served a plastic burger as well. goshhhhh! oh but mingming made us supersized shakes/malts :D uhh got us a little sick but thats okay.

walked around with the two girls in attempt to shop for birthday presents (ahh hate it!) before heading back for work. learnt the menu finally! :D oh tasted all the sauces too, which started giving me a tummyache. but i think bleu cheese is nice :D

ughhh amy continued to bully me :( splashing ILT & soda at me yikes! hahas but i got back at her too :D

wells to sum it up, happy slack day yesterday! hahs but i was so tired i like crashed while writing my essay plan for SMU ._. hence up so early this morning

random photos, click to enlarge



lol i believe we were at MOSburger, tired of shopping for hp's present!



and again



the girls! ((: without farhan trying to ruin the shot whee



bored girls on the bus. :D


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SIGH, its pouring :( how am i supposed to go out? yikess i just hope it wont rain next week when we're there!

oh thanks BrinjBan for the song :D why does tonight have to end? why dont we hit restart and pause it at our favourite parts. YAYS! its on repeat by the way

wont get to see ToyBoy this week at all. yikes! clashing schedules are evil :(




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Sunday, April 1, 2007 ×

we had an outing yesterday with everyone present! (: okay, the kitchen staff didnt join us but still. mm TMNT was quite a waste of ten bucks though. plus dina & i were beyond frightened by the two person behind us! hahs dragged her to escape them yikes :|

supper after that but the six of us ended up not eating ._. hahas we were happily taking photos & talking away! headed for DXO but the bar was closed so early rawr. got drinks & hung around the fountain which turned into their playground. omg they were so drunk/wasted yikessss! jas, marg & zhehao started running round & round while water was splashed everywhere ._. practically had to drag them home la madness. ended up having mass sms sessions checking if everyone was back alrd ._. hahs this reminds me, we had a mass phone conversation at 3AM a few days back. HILARIOUS shit i swear, couldnt figure out whos saying what. plus people were cranky as hell

anyways, i finally applied for NUS/NTU! hahas all the last minute panicking was so traumatising. plus it made me late for work on saturday :| big thanks to my gf for the help though! i definitely owe her one, big time

the lappie has finally been reformatted! unfortunately my mum deleted all my files while i was asleep :( depressing issues sigh. BRINJBAN, if youre reading this pleaseeee Tiger Lily me now~!

on friday, there was a customer in my section who kept winking at me. hahs got kinda freaked out but maintained the huge grin we're supposed to have. when i was clearing their table (cus i couldnt quite avoid it), he said i had a nice cheerful smile :D hahas and he wanted to take me back to England with him. i was dying to say YES PLEASE lol but on second thought politely declined. made my day anyways :D oh and yesterday i got tipped, like yay hahas!

TOYBOY (:

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