27th april has came & gone, glad all our hard work did pay off eventually. :) yeaps sure i can finally rest & not get a new bruise/cut/abrasion mark on a daily basis. on the other hand, i know i'll miss the past month like crazy aye. nothing beats spending hours every single day with a bunch of wacky people who are waaaay fun to be with :D oh yeah kudos to zibbie for being such a fab cheer capt!

woots looking at the photos & videos we took :D omg darn proud of everyone BEAMS! and the videos are still as hilarious as before grinssss. the team photos! click to enlarge :D






mm experienced alot of new things during this period. mighty thankful that Lady Luck was on my side seriously. for one, i fell so darn many times to emerge generally unscathed. that alone says ALOT already. then there's the trespassing into a certain school just to get our pompom paper lol. it was insane climbing into a balcony with nothing below to break my fall and the added pressure of it being at an extremely conspicuous place.

physical dangers aside, venturing eugene's place alone was one heck of a morning. i swear i never want to relive that ever again :| and lastly trying to endure the smell of my parnter's shirt though he blames it on me TSK -laughs.

ohyes gotta commend jiayi on being so super! hahas our newly recruited member who was barely 2days old before he had to perform. say WOW!

go JAGUAR, go JAGUAR, go go go JAGUAR! :D


cheerleading aside, staje is really stepping up on rehearsals. thought i could have tues & thurs off after sports day but its gonna be staje everyday from now on. :| ohwells guess its another few more weeks before i get to eat at gelare.

yesyes i'll SLEEP more i promise. knocked out 10pm-930am then from 12nn-230pm today whee :D actually its cus im down with fever hiaks thankfully my mum's taking good care of me like im a baby :)

supposed to be at eugene's now with shaopeng & zibbie but not anymore with this fever :( mighty sorry to chee & mei-er for not attending the dance concert either. -growls

i cant remember the last time ive sat down comfortably to have bfast at home.

no wait, make that bfast, lunch and dinner.

'sigh

lets see, its cheer pract everyday (literally) and reaching home all shagged for the past week. much as its insanely taxing, i really enjoy the company :D

uhh although falling in a heap while trying to balance on my hands or looking like an abused child with bruises all over my arms isnt exactly a perk :| ohwellsssss

hiaks i cant believe how dumb i am. left my ripcurl purse in the hall (or so i think) during preview yesterday :| voila next thing i know suann rings me up at home to say that my hp is with mark ._.

oh shush stop rubbing it in alrd. mum & brother's doing a fabulous job at that.

OH after watching the Pay It Forward video yesterday during mass civics, i resolve to be nice & answer the phone from now on. -NODS. hahs!

mm its almost time to get going again.

tomm is the day of reckoning for us, break a leg everyone. go jaguar!

ohwells since im home early (think: before 11pm) today, i shall update :D

severely deprived of sleep rahhhh but thankfully not feeling pissy! a little grumpy maybe, but still a-okay. besides i only have myself to blame since the past two nights were spent dining with jaguar! :D


vonn. says:
and pls go borrow some tights now!

  WAI × says:
hahahas

vonn. says:
u dunno how many hansup men there are out there..

vonn. says:
they come in all ages

  WAI × says:
LOL


i love my bestie :D and im glad you dont mind the extremely belated bday greeting babe hahas

tomm is the preview and im not even done cutting my pom paper :| yesyes i'll hurry up and do it later hiaks. gotta work on the feel before i burst out in giggles again hahas

i love laughing :) you know the kind that just goes on & on till you feel all breathless, faint & bimbotic? :D whee makes me happy!

mm sometimes i really wonder what is happening aye. doesnt make much sense to me but i cant be bothered now either.

okay im being random again, ohwells

go jaguar! :D really hope all our effort pays off aye: 8 more days to sports day! heads up :D

life's been busy busy lately! weekend's almost gone just like that before i realised. HIAKS :| that leaves no time to study for physics & math, or to do my GP

ohwells but had alot of fun aye :D definitely worth the bruises and backaches hahs. lets do a quick recap!


friday
- woke up super early intending to go back to SN but it was closed rahh
- cheer pract at bishan stadium
- eugene (hahs i remember his name!) came down to help
- left earlier at 7.30pm to meet xiu for our long overdue dinner date :D
- wheeee missed that girl MUCH!
- Cheaper By The Dozen II & a chocolate feast after ThaiExpress!
- talked/gossiped/bitched till 2am before i realised i hadta be in school at 8am the next morning ._. no choice but to end it there
- (oh yeah diana thats the reason why i couldnt get outta bed the next morning ._.)


saturday
- waaaay too shagged to get outta bed hiaks :|
- cabbed to school for the family day meeting cus i was so late :|
- much fun with the organising com!
- zibbie the impossible girl who didnt bring shorts for cheer pract made me borrow jo's (thanks girl!)
- back to SN for The Mission
- Mission Accomplished (wont say what it was on the WorldWideWeb) despite watchful eyes & a bursting bladder BEAMSSSSS
- ohyeah walked pass our sec3 classroom which we painted & i saw my blue footprints still there along the corridor !!!! :D
- brings back memories lol
- wouldve taken a picture if i didnt hafta pee so urgently hahas
- cabbed to my papa's to get the pom paper cut
- woah it was seriously an insightful trip. the place is like a village, where people know exactly what they want and who to get it from. precision and knowledge is the crux of it all. hahs thought it was super cool la :D
- back to bishan for cheer pract
- rahh the rain was such a spoilsport though it was hilarious to see one guy sheltering his five kids LOL inside joke
- OH and finally there are stuff which andie & i can do perfectly well without toppling over in a heap! uhh though we end up seeing circles sometimes lol
- cabbed down to eugene's to edit the stuff
- his dad is super sarcastic lol zibbie got bitch slapped
- left at around 11pm and by then my hp was ringing nonstop eeks
- cabbed to pasir ris to meet the family
- (yes imagine how much i spent on cab fare alone ._.)
- woahness the place is pretty :D
- ate the BBQ food my brother prepared and spent the night there
- was so tired i crashed after showering


hahas cabbed home this morning and my brother prepared bfast for us yayyyy :D

ladidums crazy weekend of fun! we're a TEAM and thats how it'll work :D im doubt anyone else do such kukufied things like shouting RETREAT & then sea-cucumber away right? hahas or do somersaults and end up in a split in attempt to scare people away

rightttttt no way. :D



'rough draft

feeling like a total IDIOT. its like fretting for ages to realise the solution was right before me GRRRR.

im sorry, jaguar :(

hopefully our little plan works out hiaks


5-item test went pretty well though :D on behalf of diana & i, thanks mr phang for the Happy Meal youre gonna buy us! he said he would if our SBJ hit 200cm & above woots~

the pull-up station was insanely hilarious with diana's classic umm, attempt to achieve more. left us all literally Rolling On the Floor Laughing!

:D

i think the highlight of the day has to be that He Who Has Gold In His Mouth spoke! and it was his own initiative mind you GRINSSSSSSS. okay im not pissed anymore yays :D happiness! at the rate wong's planting thoughts into my head, i might just lose it again. but ohwellsssss BEAMS so long as it makes my day :D


now was it really worth the pain?
a couple pills make her feel sane
while she lives out the story written
for the part she is to play
with so much shame for her to hide,
there's no more dignity, no pride
then there will only be dark in her light of day

'no use for a name


the april buzz is in full swing. family day next saturday, two weeks to sports' day, and five till syf. gotta work much harder than this to pull this off properly aye

ahh i really wanna watch the hollaback crew finals :( GROWLS.

the most simple things can make me so happy

the wai therapy always cheer me ups ((:

oh, love.
BEAMS the feeling's definitely mutual


didnt really wanna pita but ..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY VONN ! :D

so monday was a mixture of highs and lows. for some reason everyth that happened before i met the bbcians really sucked. major YUCK :|

but meeting them cheered me up loads! uhh although we're at flash & splash and just stay there got a little confusing at times ._. ahh well but all was good in the end :) they loved the oreo cheesecake lei & i made GRINSSSSSSS. yes marvel if you please, but it really was yummy hahs!

photos are in my com alrd, will mail them another day aye hahs im kinda lazy now

yesterday was SUPER FUN (: -laughs. i swear no other house has a more fab time than we do! if this goes on, there is no way we wont have abs by the end of it.

oh yea and i dreamt of andie last night omg. it went like me going "ehh you must bend back more! okay or not?" and him with his usual okay! no problem man!. LOL woke up after that feeling spooked & at the same time wanting to laugh.

mm staje ended super early today, but we're stepping up on rehearsals from next week. gotta work much harder than this!


im reaching for the phone
to call at 7:03
and on your machine
i slur a plea for you to come home
but i know its too late
i should have given you a reason to stay

'dcfc

hahs much fun today :D

had a great laugh just now, especially with all the ahem brokeback videos! lol i meant that literally & otherwise.

woah working out the stunt was super fun and pretty darn satisfying too. although i nearly died cus of my shoes :| but lady luck was on our side!

met joe on my way home, hahs company for the bus ride!

my mum+maid made cupcakes. and they made some with omg PEANUT BUTTER filling instead of blueberry jam :D sweetness i swear

bitch fight between my mum & i has came to a ceasefire thank goodness


sing me something soft
sad and delicate
or loud and out of key
sing me anything
we're glad for what we've got
done with what we've lost
our whole lives laid out right in front of us

your arms in mine,
anytime,
i wouldnt trade anything
youre still my everything

'get up kids


(friday entry but the time's all wrong)

i love updating my playlist. it makes me 20times happier for some reason :)

current obsession, MAE !

:D

aniw, its chee's birthday
HAPPY EIGHTEENTH BESTFRIEND !


hope my foul pissy mood just goes away soon cus its waaay too unhealthy aye. was so upset yesterday that i practically ate a brick of chocolate. uhh i mean that literally

did my math+physics tutorial on thurs night, in preparation for the lessons on friday. turns out we didnt go through a single thing. feel so darn cheated

but i love twentythree! (: sorry everyone for the mood, im working on it. wailing (ugh hate this word) in the toilet at diana & wansu was seriously therapeutic :D hahs much thanks for being so cute+sweet y'all!

seems like so many of us are going through an extremely trying period. everyone's so worn out & upset its crazy

wells im offering hugs :D hahs so if you want one, just come get it! this is open to all okays, hahas honestly i mean it. wheeeee

they were taking photos during dinner just now. makes me miss my baby! :( okok shall put him to good use soon

oh yeah and yilong if i get glared at, you are so dead!

some times i wish i had the courage to take that leap of faith. other times i convince myself that this is the wise choice ive made.

time for bed.

peanut butter brownie from Brownie Factory

dark chocolate flavoured icecream from Venezia

Mars Bar


isnt it supposed to work? oh lordie save me please. there are only so many bad things that can happen in one day honestly. sigh

but im really GLAD to have met up with lei & xiao today <3

the other good thing was probably my 13:10 run today.

JAGUAR HOUSE CHEERLEADING
interested please contact zibbie@81390535
thanks

still trying my best to keep my focus.

it was quite eff-ed up today, bombardment of tests which didnt turn out too well. my chem is in an extremely pathetic state i might as well not be taking the damn subject

should i drop econs? drastic change i know since it was always physics that i wanted to give up on. i dont know, and i cant seem to let go either

sounds familiar innit?

meeting lei & xiao tomm :D and hopefully mel too! hahs though it isnt exactly a wise decision

I LOVE CHOCOLATES !

and ive found a partner in this sinful indulgence :D DIL! omg she finished the entire cadbury family pack woohooo thats like WOW. and we both agreed that its extremely therapeutic to binge on chocolates! BEAMS.

this is weird, but i prefer eating the lotus root than drinking its soup. :D hahas it is yummy what!

craving for kitkat caramel chunky ahhhh~~

hahas think i wont be able to move my fats tomm during the 2.4km napfa run. OHWELLS

im glad my mum isnt home, at least we wont be having more bitch fights

comfort eating is seriously killing me. i mean, theres only so much chocolate i can eat innit? and my stomach's gonna burst soon. please dont even get me started on my zits

this FOUL mood is killing me :(


the more i run, the harder it gets. still, i cant help but fall right back into this vicious cycle.

sigh

i think im the stupidest person alive

the only good thing about today was probably me coming to terms with my hideous hair.


  WAI × says:
hahas alrights ! i figure if its both of us, we'll NEVER get anyth ~~~

  WAI × says:
indecisive LEI + supersuper indecisive WAI

  WAI × says:
hahahas

  WAI × says:
=

leilei. says:
haha

  WAI × says:
no work done

  WAI × says:
:D

leilei. says:
even though d=1000000000000000m

leilei. says:
F=100000000000000N

leilei. says:
but d wasn't in the direction of F

  WAI × says:
HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAS

  WAI × says:
i was thinking of how to use the work done formula to describe our case too !!



i love lei :D much much ! shes so stoned, insanely tactless (at times) but still so super cute hahs.

leilei. says:
so i told him "i hope u'll stop msging me lines from tv drama scripts esp since they're not relevent in this case"

  WAI × says:
hahahhahahahhahs

leilei. says:
then he said "u forgot i dont' watch tv! pls don't doubt my sincerity"


mannnnnn HILARIOUS! some guys are too kuku-fied to be true. not to mention extremely stupid (in the negative sense yes) as proven by the subject of our conversation. okay its not so obvious here but the rest of what she told me was so .. -ROLLS EYES.

well, LEI youve cheered me up (though you prollie dont realise it) & im gonna work hard! love it when people make my day just by being them :)

my mum's home! and i managed to talk to her nicely without pissing each other off :D i can do this!


i want you,
but im not giving in this time

OH YEAH I ALMOST FORGOT. APRIL IS GONNA BE HELLUVA EXCITING MONTH :D

go go go!

just realised that i have a habit of logging into pitas and typing every single thing thats in my head, only to press the delete button just before posting it.

good thing i guess, to just erase all the nasty things. theyre not worth holding on to, like so many other thoughts.

had The Most Kuku-fied Haircut of the Century :( sigh it was supposed to be a trim, and i wanted my hair to be more girly. now i look like i just got out of bed permanently ._.

cant tie it again, which means i look like .. ahh you all should get it ugh. depressing issues man

the best thing about being so angry is probably the fact that i get work done cus im so annoyed. hahas yesyes i did my GP already :D and math too! ohwells i completed my AC tutorial last week cus i was in a pissy mood too.

another good thing is, my dad bought MORE grapes :D hahs im a sucker for grapes honestly

cant wait for school tomm! at least there'll be 23/05 and the million cheap thrills we do to cheer me up :D hahs i can see silly grins & nice smiles too!

praying for my foot to recover quickly! i wanna drill my 2nd pom set asap hiaks

ive decided that 3+3 beats a 5 anytime.

'go figure

darkblu.pitas is three years old alrd.

yea, wow innit?

vonnzie aside, lets wish my BESTfriend a happy birthday aye.

cheerios :)

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so anyway, what prompted me to pita wasnt the fact that its been three years since. rather, i just felt really sad after reading someone's blog.

typed a whole chunk of what i felt initially but decided to erase everyth. it isnt up to me to say anyth, and there's no point in doing so anyway. guess the truth lies in my head and heart, not the things that were said. or for that matter, things left unsaid.

so there.

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HAPPY TWO YEARS MEI-ER :D hahs! and Happy April Fools' to everyone :D