for me you would be the perfect gift
· ·
look into my eyes - you'll see,
what you mean to me.
search your heart - search your soul,
and when you find me there, you search no more.
don't tell me its not worth tryin' for.
you can't tell me it's not worth dyin' for.
you know its true,
everything i do - i do it for you.
look into your heart - you will find,
theres nothin' there to hide.
just take me as i am - take my life,
i would give it all - i would sacrifice.
don't tell me its not worth fightin' for.
i can't help it - there's nothin' i want more.
you know its true,
everything i do - i do it for you.
theres no love - like your love.
and no other - could give more love.
theres nowhere - unless youre there.
all the time - all the way.
oh - you can't tell me it's not worth tryin' for.
i can't help it - theres nothin' i want more,
i would fight for you - i'd lie for you.
walk the wire for you - yeah i'd die for you.
you know it's true.
everything i do - i do it for you.
what you mean to me.
search your heart - search your soul,
and when you find me there, you search no more.
don't tell me its not worth tryin' for.
you can't tell me it's not worth dyin' for.
you know its true,
everything i do - i do it for you.
look into your heart - you will find,
theres nothin' there to hide.
just take me as i am - take my life,
i would give it all - i would sacrifice.
don't tell me its not worth fightin' for.
i can't help it - there's nothin' i want more.
you know its true,
everything i do - i do it for you.
theres no love - like your love.
and no other - could give more love.
theres nowhere - unless youre there.
all the time - all the way.
oh - you can't tell me it's not worth tryin' for.
i can't help it - theres nothin' i want more,
i would fight for you - i'd lie for you.
walk the wire for you - yeah i'd die for you.
you know it's true.
everything i do - i do it for you.
· its impossible for me to love you this way ·
yes im listening to impossible again
can't help it lahh
its too friggin nice alr
-stares into space-
eeps. think i should stop doing that ..
bad mood bug bit me :|
but the happenings cheered me up plenty
hahah. i mean ..
had sakae buffet for lunch
godd was so bloated!
i mean lin beks lingyi jacq l & i ate like ..
fifty plates okei.
hahah yes we're pigs, hear us oink!
& kanglin came down to help too
mighty corny :)
talking to qing now
shes telling me bt stuff happening in Heartland
godd. bern is too brave ler
can't help it lahh
its too friggin nice alr
-stares into space-
eeps. think i should stop doing that ..
bad mood bug bit me :|
but the happenings cheered me up plenty
hahah. i mean ..
had sakae buffet for lunch
godd was so bloated!
i mean lin beks lingyi jacq l & i ate like ..
hahah yes we're pigs, hear us oink!
& kanglin came down to help too
mighty corny :)
talking to qing now
shes telling me bt stuff happening in Heartland
godd. bern is too brave ler
· i can never be what you want ·
to all i love dearly
thanks for being there always
if you truely care,
you know this is your song
every word is dedicated to you
from me to you. loveya :)
--
if there were no words, no way to speak
i would still hear you
if there were no tears, no way to feel inside
i'd still feel for you
and even if the sun refused to shine
even if romance ran out of rhyme
you would still have my heart until the end of time
youre all i need, my love, my valentine
all of my life
i have been waiting for all you give to me
youve opened my eyes,
and shown me how to love unselfishly
ive dreamed of this a thousand times before
in my dreams i couldnt love you more
i will give you my heart until the end of time
youre all i need my love my valentine
and even if the sun refused to shine
even if romance ran out of rhyme
you would still have my heart until the end of time
cause all i need is you my valentine
oh, youre all i need my love my valentine
thanks for being there always
if you truely care,
you know this is your song
every word is dedicated to you
from me to you. loveya :)
--
if there were no words, no way to speak
i would still hear you
if there were no tears, no way to feel inside
i'd still feel for you
and even if the sun refused to shine
even if romance ran out of rhyme
you would still have my heart until the end of time
youre all i need, my love, my valentine
all of my life
i have been waiting for all you give to me
youve opened my eyes,
and shown me how to love unselfishly
ive dreamed of this a thousand times before
in my dreams i couldnt love you more
i will give you my heart until the end of time
youre all i need my love my valentine
and even if the sun refused to shine
even if romance ran out of rhyme
you would still have my heart until the end of time
cause all i need is you my valentine
oh, youre all i need my love my valentine
· twisted and torn ·
mental block :|
wanted to blog alot but ..
sighh. nevermind
went to town with yinsx
she wasnt there
no eyecandy spotted either :(
wanted to find my bro
but guess we were too tired
she had tuition aniw
and he was at the counter todays!!
saw him on the way home
might be going out with them tomm
hope so. -cross fingers-
want my vonnzie to smile :)
missing her alr :|
she went home early todays ..
didnt even see her
wanted to blog alot but ..
sighh. nevermind
went to town with yinsx
she wasnt there
no eyecandy spotted either :(
wanted to find my bro
but guess we were too tired
she had tuition aniw
and he was at the counter todays!!
saw him on the way home
might be going out with them tomm
hope so. -cross fingers-
want my vonnzie to smile :)
missing her alr :|
she went home early todays ..
didnt even see her
· i look at the ground and give the sky the middle finger ·
im never shy but this is different
i cant explain the way im feeling tonight
im losing control of my heart
tell me what can i do to make you happy
nothing i ever say seems to come out right
im losing control of my heart
and i wish that i could be
another better part of me
cant hear what your thinking
maybe if i just let go
you'd open up your heart
but i cant read you
i wish i knew whats going through your mind
i cant touch you,
your heart defending i get left behind
i cant reach you
i wish i knew what's going through your mind
i cant touch you,
your heart protecting i get left behind
no no no no no
no no no no no
i like you so much im acting stupid
i cant play the game im all intense and alive
im losing control of my heart
im not supposed to be this nervous
i should play my hand all cool and calm
i cant breathe
im losing control of my heart
and i wish that you could see
the other better parts of me
feel this fire im feeling
then you'd see me in control
and baby then you'd know
--
such a sweet song :)
who else but daniel bedingfield?
its so typical him
i cant explain the way im feeling tonight
im losing control of my heart
tell me what can i do to make you happy
nothing i ever say seems to come out right
im losing control of my heart
and i wish that i could be
another better part of me
cant hear what your thinking
maybe if i just let go
you'd open up your heart
but i cant read you
i wish i knew whats going through your mind
i cant touch you,
your heart defending i get left behind
i cant reach you
i wish i knew what's going through your mind
i cant touch you,
your heart protecting i get left behind
no no no no no
no no no no no
i like you so much im acting stupid
i cant play the game im all intense and alive
im losing control of my heart
im not supposed to be this nervous
i should play my hand all cool and calm
i cant breathe
im losing control of my heart
and i wish that you could see
the other better parts of me
feel this fire im feeling
then you'd see me in control
and baby then you'd know
--
such a sweet song :)
who else but daniel bedingfield?
its so typical him
· why wai? ·
had such a bad day :|
hell fucked up
like totally lorr thanks to ..
`bitchy chinese teacher
`stupid math marks
`ill-mannered & downright sickening xinyi
`dental nurse. arghh
why is everyth wrong :|
irritable todays
thank goodness my family being so nice
-takes a deep breath-
the chinese teacher has something against me
so not joking lorr
wanted to ask her something & she ask me queue again
fine! then ..
without finishing my sentence
she told me to check dict.
oh wow. -roll eyes-
how amazingly helpful lorr.
& my math.
bahh. need i say more
and ill-mannered people should die
scolded my carol & xin!
like wtf? godd.
using cheap words as such.
get a life!
or should i say ..
get a dictionary?
hahah finally finished bitching
much better nows :)
& xin is just too sweet alr
-smiles- thanks
gonna head to heartland mall tomm!
must see niunai!!
lol. & ask him a truckload of questions
-stares at yinsx-
hahah. we're hell silly :D
not supposed to say :X
and ms jacob was mking fun of me todays!
thanks to naughty qing
msjacob: can anyone tell me why? why? why?
qing: eh she calling you leh
me: har really?? oh no!! [to msjacob] yahh??
msjacob: you want to answer? okei tell me why wai
me: but but .. errr [not knowing the ans]
goodness!! hahah.
she used me to make a point somemore!
-shakes head-
so much for twelfth night & puns
hell fucked up
like totally lorr thanks to ..
`bitchy chinese teacher
`stupid math marks
`ill-mannered & downright sickening xinyi
`dental nurse. arghh
why is everyth wrong :|
irritable todays
thank goodness my family being so nice
-takes a deep breath-
the chinese teacher has something against me
so not joking lorr
wanted to ask her something & she ask me queue again
fine! then ..
without finishing my sentence
she told me to check dict.
oh wow. -roll eyes-
how amazingly helpful lorr.
& my math.
bahh. need i say more
and ill-mannered people should die
scolded my carol & xin!
like wtf? godd.
using cheap words as such.
get a life!
or should i say ..
get a dictionary?
hahah finally finished bitching
much better nows :)
& xin is just too sweet alr
-smiles- thanks
gonna head to heartland mall tomm!
must see niunai!!
lol. & ask him a truckload of questions
-stares at yinsx-
hahah. we're hell silly :D
not supposed to say :X
and ms jacob was mking fun of me todays!
thanks to naughty qing
msjacob: can anyone tell me why? why? why?
qing: eh she calling you leh
me: har really?? oh no!! [to msjacob] yahh??
msjacob: you want to answer? okei tell me why wai
me: but but .. errr [not knowing the ans]
goodness!! hahah.
she used me to make a point somemore!
-shakes head-
so much for twelfth night & puns
· baby to you all i am is the
invisible
-pats tummy-
the huge tummy syndrome attack!
-covers tummy-
okei so i failed :|
its too big
had a pretty stagnant day
though last night i saw a rat in my kitchen
..at like one am?
couldnt even scream lorr
ran out immediately
godd. so scary :(
which reminds me ..
i shouldnt watch Willard!
the huge tummy syndrome attack!
-covers tummy-
okei so i failed :|
its too big
had a pretty stagnant day
though last night i saw a rat in my kitchen
..at like one am?
couldnt even scream lorr
ran out immediately
godd. so scary :(
which reminds me ..
i shouldnt watch Willard!
· melted :) ·
like totally!
had such a good happy day
thanks plenty :D
met yinsx & headed to PS
goodness it was raining mountains!
drenched :| baddly.
dried off & help yinsx wash her hair
since xin bern hasnt come
we went to wisma
..& we saw cindy!!!!
once we told them,
xin & bern like rushed down!
practical girls man
while waiting for them
we went to heeren to tk neos
sillysilly pic :)
finally they arrived
ate at crepes & creme. yumm :)
new eyecandy spotted
was so embarassed okeis :|
got caught looking so many times
eeps :| kept turning
but im not as obvious as yinsx
-shakes head-
worst part was xin waved her hands for the bill
& she thought xin was waving to her!
her expression was like "huh?"
aft that yinsx had to leave
walked around with bern & xin for awhile
left cus we were friggin tired
& my maid called to tell me my bro cooked dinner!
imagine my horror
on the way home,
i saw my other brother!
hahah. working
looked so pro ehs :)
reached home.
as i guessed his girlfriend came over
my brother would never cooked
once we tried & it was um, unpleasant
she's really nice :)
much friendlier, nice-smiled & all
she was the one who cooked!
it was mighty yumm :)
lol okei so wot if it was pasta?
theyre a really sweet couple!
lol. seriously :)
happy happy day. wheee!
im so gonna buy cindy's nice bag!!
eeps but no cash :|
had such a good happy day
thanks plenty :D
met yinsx & headed to PS
goodness it was raining mountains!
drenched :| baddly.
dried off & help yinsx wash her hair
since xin bern hasnt come
we went to wisma
..& we saw cindy!!!!
once we told them,
xin & bern like rushed down!
practical girls man
while waiting for them
we went to heeren to tk neos
sillysilly pic :)
finally they arrived
ate at crepes & creme. yumm :)
new eyecandy spotted
was so embarassed okeis :|
got caught looking so many times
eeps :| kept turning
but im not as obvious as yinsx
-shakes head-
worst part was xin waved her hands for the bill
& she thought xin was waving to her!
her expression was like "huh?"
aft that yinsx had to leave
walked around with bern & xin for awhile
left cus we were friggin tired
& my maid called to tell me my bro cooked dinner!
imagine my horror
on the way home,
i saw my other brother!
hahah. working
looked so pro ehs :)
reached home.
as i guessed his girlfriend came over
my brother would never cooked
once we tried & it was um, unpleasant
she's really nice :)
much friendlier, nice-smiled & all
she was the one who cooked!
it was mighty yumm :)
lol okei so wot if it was pasta?
theyre a really sweet couple!
lol. seriously :)
happy happy day. wheee!
im so gonna buy cindy's nice bag!!
eeps but no cash :|
· madonna:beautiful stranger ·
havent we met?
somekind of beautiful stranger
you could be good for me
ive had the taste for danger
if im smart then i'll run away
but im not so i guess i'll stay
Heaven forbid
i'll take my chance on a beautiful stranger
i looked into your eyes
and my world came tumbling down
youre the devil in disguise
thats why im singing this song
to know you
is to love you
youre everywhere i go
and everybody knows
to love you
is to be part of you
i paid for you with tears
and swallowed all my pride
beautiful stranger...
beautiful stranger...
if im smart then i'll run away
but im not so i guess i'll stay
Heaven forbid
i'll take my chance on a beautiful stranger
i looked into your face
my heart was dancing all over the place
id like to change my point of view
if i could just forget about you
to know you
is to love you
youre everywhere i go
and everybody knows
i looked into your eyes
and my world came tumbling down
youre the devil in disguise
thats why im singing this song
to know you
is to love you
youre everywhere i go
and everybody knows
i paid for you with tears
and swallowed all my pride
beautiful stranger...
beautiful stranger...
somekind of beautiful stranger
you could be good for me
ive had the taste for danger
if im smart then i'll run away
but im not so i guess i'll stay
Heaven forbid
i'll take my chance on a beautiful stranger
i looked into your eyes
and my world came tumbling down
youre the devil in disguise
thats why im singing this song
to know you
is to love you
youre everywhere i go
and everybody knows
to love you
is to be part of you
i paid for you with tears
and swallowed all my pride
beautiful stranger...
beautiful stranger...
if im smart then i'll run away
but im not so i guess i'll stay
Heaven forbid
i'll take my chance on a beautiful stranger
i looked into your face
my heart was dancing all over the place
id like to change my point of view
if i could just forget about you
to know you
is to love you
youre everywhere i go
and everybody knows
i looked into your eyes
and my world came tumbling down
youre the devil in disguise
thats why im singing this song
to know you
is to love you
youre everywhere i go
and everybody knows
i paid for you with tears
and swallowed all my pride
beautiful stranger...
beautiful stranger...
· milk ·
all i can think of is nuinai!
listening to him rap :)
sighh. too bad there was ld today
couldve went with them
nevermind. its so near my house!
im so gonna see him, soon
& the bitch kept picking on me
hope she dies of excessive blood loss!
-roll eyes- pissed!
she IS lousy wot. im just frank
not like im the only one
lol. was hopping with anger okeis
-takes a deep breathe-
hahah opps usually my curses come true actch.
like the manymanymany times :|
-innocent look-
swear i didnt say anyth this evil
but how is it even possible?
pricking herself while trying to tighten her skirts?
just look at it!
she prollie got it altered or sth
..to show her figure
ewww :| gag me. like now.
anger management wai ..
im fine now :)
hahah. im erratic lahh!
--
i dont know what hurts you
i just, i wanna make it right
cus boy im sick and tired of trying to read your mind
its impossible
oh baby its impossible for me to love you
its the way it is
its impossible
oh baby its impossible
if you makin' it this way
impossible to make it easy
if you always tryin' to make it so damn hard
how can i, how can i give you all my love, baby
if youre always, always puttin' up your guard
/audio- [christinaaguilera:impossible]
listening to him rap :)
sighh. too bad there was ld today
couldve went with them
nevermind. its so near my house!
im so gonna see him, soon
& the bitch kept picking on me
hope she dies of excessive blood loss!
-roll eyes- pissed!
she IS lousy wot. im just frank
not like im the only one
lol. was hopping with anger okeis
-takes a deep breathe-
hahah opps usually my curses come true actch.
like the manymanymany times :|
-innocent look-
swear i didnt say anyth this evil
but how is it even possible?
pricking herself while trying to tighten her skirts?
just look at it!
she prollie got it altered or sth
..to show her figure
ewww :| gag me. like now.
anger management wai ..
im fine now :)
hahah. im erratic lahh!
--
i dont know what hurts you
i just, i wanna make it right
cus boy im sick and tired of trying to read your mind
its impossible
oh baby its impossible for me to love you
its the way it is
its impossible
oh baby its impossible
if you makin' it this way
impossible to make it easy
if you always tryin' to make it so damn hard
how can i, how can i give you all my love, baby
if youre always, always puttin' up your guard
/audio- [christinaaguilera:impossible]
· drained by your lies
scarred with memories of you ·
finally can relax :)
the tests for the week is over!
mum insists i study now
-faints- shes impossible man
had plenty fun todays :)
i guess its the usual things that make you smile
..happy hyper bern,
..yinsxtrying to rap
..xt's da wo. LOL
-smiles- okei i sound mighty silly :|
but i was totally mad todays
went down to bugis just now
really really stupid
xin & i went all the way there to eat yoshi
we left doing zilch shopping
acks. how perfectly intelligent :|
on our train ride there
wensx's shoelace got caught in the escalator!
lucky it came out without much hassle :)
aft tht she was busy tying her all her shoelaces tight
the tests for the week is over!
mum insists i study now
-faints- shes impossible man
had plenty fun todays :)
i guess its the usual things that make you smile
..happy hyper bern,
..yinsx
..xt's da wo. LOL
-smiles- okei i sound mighty silly :|
but i was totally mad todays
went down to bugis just now
really really stupid
xin & i went all the way there to eat yoshi
we left doing zilch shopping
acks. how perfectly intelligent :|
on our train ride there
wensx's shoelace got caught in the escalator!
lucky it came out without much hassle :)
aft tht she was busy tying her all her shoelaces tight
· black smoke pours out yer lips
and i breathe it in, i breathe you in ·
the test syndrome is coming up :|
sucks. bahhh.
especially im so slow!
-prays hard-
& my goodness!
Ben Affleck got JLo a S$186,000..
..toilet seat! -faints-
how often would she be sitting on it?
its gem-studded mind you
& what did he say?
"She is my princess and deserves only the best"
aww :) how sweet!
--
if i give up on you i give up on me
if we fight whats true, will we ever be
even God himself and the faith i knew
shouldnt hold me back, shouldnt keep me from you
i can feel the blood rushing though my veins
when i hear your voice, driving me insane
hour after hour day after day
every lonely night that i sit and pray
sucks. bahhh.
especially im so slow!
-prays hard-
& my goodness!
Ben Affleck got JLo a S$186,000..
..toilet seat! -faints-
how often would she be sitting on it?
its gem-studded mind you
& what did he say?
"She is my princess and deserves only the best"
aww :) how sweet!
--
if i give up on you i give up on me
if we fight whats true, will we ever be
even God himself and the faith i knew
shouldnt hold me back, shouldnt keep me from you
i can feel the blood rushing though my veins
when i hear your voice, driving me insane
hour after hour day after day
every lonely night that i sit and pray
· i just inject myself into your veins ·
ripped this off ivy!
bored lahh :|
01] she hurts: herself
02] she loves: clique+starrs
03] she hates: liars
04] she cries: not. can't lahh.
05] she fears: the dark!
06] she hopes: for a peaceful life :)
07] she saddens: every other minute
08] she feels alone: at home
09] she kills: nasty ants
10] she talks: without thinking. lol.
11] she listens: ENERGY :)
12] she breaks: her heart
13] she sees: the lightning in the blue sky
14] she smells: badd :| stupid PE
15] she tastes: tiramisu!
16] she works: at odd hours
17] she remembers: nothing.
18] she holds: hope
19] she hides: from you
20] she prays: when shes losing it.
21] she walks: reluctantly
22] she drives: a red porche! ..right
23] she reads: too much into things
24] she burns: within
25] she breathes: to live
26] she plays: too much
27] she misses: her childhood
28] she touches: her hair every 5 seconds
29] she learns: things the hard way
30] she feels: sticky
31] she knows: she need a diet
32] she said: without thinking
33] she dreams: of nothing! dreamcatcher :)
34] she has: fab friends
35] she wants: reassurance she not alone
36] she falls: apart
37] she waits: aimlessly for nothing
38] she needs: to bathe :|
39] she lives: cus life is worth living
40] she wishes: things would sort themselves out
41] she wakes: easily. light sleeper -growls-
42] she sleeps: on her bed only
43] she looks: ugly
44] she steals: a glance at * occasionally :)
--
tiring day :|
stupid PE -whines-
bahh. screw you
& everyone seems to be pms-ing today
all the teachers that is
sucks lahh.
but ms jacob is too cute ler!
me no worry,
me no care.
me go marry
a millionaire.
when he die,
me no sad.
me go find
another guy.
--
corny innit?
she had a whole bunch of them
hell funny :)
tomm is tuesday :|
the day i hate the most!
bahhh :(
wish me luck?
bored lahh :|
01] she hurts: herself
02] she loves: clique+starrs
03] she hates: liars
04] she cries: not. can't lahh.
05] she fears: the dark!
06] she hopes: for a peaceful life :)
07] she saddens: every other minute
08] she feels alone: at home
09] she kills: nasty ants
10] she talks: without thinking. lol.
11] she listens: ENERGY :)
12] she breaks: her heart
13] she sees: the lightning in the blue sky
14] she smells: badd :| stupid PE
15] she tastes: tiramisu!
16] she works: at odd hours
17] she remembers: nothing.
18] she holds: hope
19] she hides: from you
20] she prays: when shes losing it.
21] she walks: reluctantly
22] she drives: a red porche! ..right
23] she reads: too much into things
24] she burns: within
25] she breathes: to live
26] she plays: too much
27] she misses: her childhood
28] she touches: her hair every 5 seconds
29] she learns: things the hard way
30] she feels: sticky
31] she knows: she need a diet
32] she said: without thinking
33] she dreams: of nothing! dreamcatcher :)
34] she has: fab friends
35] she wants: reassurance she not alone
36] she falls: apart
37] she waits: aimlessly for nothing
38] she needs: to bathe :|
39] she lives: cus life is worth living
40] she wishes: things would sort themselves out
41] she wakes: easily. light sleeper -growls-
42] she sleeps: on her bed only
43] she looks: ugly
44] she steals: a glance at * occasionally :)
--
tiring day :|
stupid PE -whines-
bahh. screw you
& everyone seems to be pms-ing today
all the teachers that is
sucks lahh.
but ms jacob is too cute ler!
me no worry,
me no care.
me go marry
a millionaire.
when he die,
me no sad.
me go find
another guy.
--
corny innit?
she had a whole bunch of them
hell funny :)
tomm is tuesday :|
the day i hate the most!
bahhh :(
wish me luck?
· i was always here waiting
you were the one who walked away ·
whee :) new layout
lol i love it
okei so im badly fickle but wth?
white layouts rock
im a huge slacker
wanted to do lotsa things during the weekend
& what have i completed?
zilch. none. ackks bahh :|
shoot me!
okei maybe not ..
--
its all in the way you
look through your eyes
and when all is said and done
all of the fear and all of the lies are
not hard to overcome
its all in the way you look at it
that makes you strong
lol i love it
okei so im badly fickle but wth?
white layouts rock
im a huge slacker
wanted to do lotsa things during the weekend
& what have i completed?
zilch. none. ackks bahh :|
shoot me!
okei maybe not ..
--
its all in the way you
look through your eyes
and when all is said and done
all of the fear and all of the lies are
not hard to overcome
its all in the way you look at it
that makes you strong
· please, stop it ·
getting mighty irritated with some people
not irritated but _______
they really think nothing's wrong
but in fact, theyre the prob
guess its just them in their own worlds
not that i wanna care,
but its sickening the way they stick togt
yuckk. filled with disdain :|
theyre bringing things down
thinking they know wots best for us ..
actch they know nothing
they dont bother to communicate with us
instead run it the way they want
aren't you tired?
im not talking bt anyone you think it is
so dont try to guess
perhaps lei might geddit.
not irritated but _______
they really think nothing's wrong
but in fact, theyre the prob
guess its just them in their own worlds
not that i wanna care,
but its sickening the way they stick togt
yuckk. filled with disdain :|
theyre bringing things down
thinking they know wots best for us ..
actch they know nothing
they dont bother to communicate with us
instead run it the way they want
aren't you tired?
im not talking bt anyone you think it is
so dont try to guess
perhaps lei might geddit.
· i feel so stunning, so stunning ·
caught Anger Management today.
it has no plot,
lame lines,
& weird characters
i give it 4/5!
lol okeis it rocks
though all of the above is true
go catch it okeis :)
loved the singing part a whole damn lot
hell hell hell funny!!
-sings- i feel so pretty, so pretty
had mighty lotta fun todays :)
thnks to qing xiu vonn
oh yeah & bern xin who disappeared halfway
it has no plot,
lame lines,
& weird characters
i give it 4/5!
lol okeis it rocks
though all of the above is true
go catch it okeis :)
loved the singing part a whole damn lot
hell hell hell funny!!
-sings- i feel so pretty, so pretty
had mighty lotta fun todays :)
thnks to qing xiu vonn
oh yeah & bern xin who disappeared halfway
· youre only the best i ever had ·
gonna meet them ltrs :)
lol im hell excited!
gotta strong feeling qing & i are gonna be late
hahah. opps?
im still pitasing now.
laters :)
lol im hell excited!
gotta strong feeling qing & i are gonna be late
hahah. opps?
im still pitasing now.
laters :)
· thanks for being my everything :) ·
im such an asshole :|
supposed to go out today
but wai's such a idiot
told her mum shes not going anymore
& the whole thing got cancelled
bahhh shoot me. now!!
really wanted to meet them
sighh :(
guess things went wrong
it was supposed to be ..
++ bern
++ carol
++ jess
++ kiat
++ laine
++ xin
++ xiu
++ yinsx
ahh well ..
hahah. okei so im over reacting!
-huggs them all-
planning fer tomms :)
++ qing
++ vonn
++ xin
++ xiu
i think im too boredd. bahh.
went out with my family
broke bro treated us to lunch.
ahh well ..
but he's awfully nice :)
mighty prouda him!
supposed to go out today
but wai's such a idiot
told her mum shes not going anymore
& the whole thing got cancelled
bahhh shoot me. now!!
really wanted to meet them
sighh :(
guess things went wrong
it was supposed to be ..
++ bern
++ carol
++ jess
++ kiat
++ laine
++ xin
++ xiu
++ yinsx
ahh well ..
hahah. okei so im over reacting!
-huggs them all-
planning fer tomms :)
++ qing
++ vonn
++ xin
++ xiu
i think im too boredd. bahh.
went out with my family
broke bro treated us to lunch.
ahh well ..
but he's awfully nice :)
mighty prouda him!
· the cold metal slid gently across her wrist ·
i dont care if it hurts,
i want to have control.
i want a perfect body,
i want a perfect soul.
i want you to notice,
when im not around.
youre so fucking special,
i wish i was special.
--
time for a proper entry
last day of the week!
am stoning away for no reason :(
of all the things i lack
sanity has to contribute to the huge list
bahh. sucks
feels like my heart got ripped out
& replaced it with lead
so heavy, the sinking feeling
eee. but whys.
nevermind, shant probe
hope i can go out tomms
chances of a sucessful sneakout is zilch
am all rusty already :|
-whines- wanna see all my darls!
quick help me think of a way
ah hah! ive got it :D
am gonna ask my mum & she'll agree
[yes shes that heck care]
then if my dad catch me tomm
i'll blame it on my mum :)
sigh. to think ive to resort to stupid tricks
-shakes head- what to do?
im desperately bored & going nuts
/audio- [energy:chuan yue yi guang nian]
--
heart full of pain
head full of stress
handful of anger
held in my chest
i want to have control.
i want a perfect body,
i want a perfect soul.
i want you to notice,
when im not around.
youre so fucking special,
i wish i was special.
--
time for a proper entry
last day of the week!
am stoning away for no reason :(
of all the things i lack
sanity has to contribute to the huge list
bahh. sucks
feels like my heart got ripped out
& replaced it with lead
so heavy, the sinking feeling
eee. but whys.
nevermind, shant probe
hope i can go out tomms
chances of a sucessful sneakout is zilch
am all rusty already :|
-whines- wanna see all my darls!
quick help me think of a way
ah hah! ive got it :D
am gonna ask my mum & she'll agree
[yes shes that heck care]
then if my dad catch me tomm
i'll blame it on my mum :)
sigh. to think ive to resort to stupid tricks
-shakes head- what to do?
im desperately bored & going nuts
/audio- [energy:chuan yue yi guang nian]
--
heart full of pain
head full of stress
handful of anger
held in my chest
· insane, pleasure and pain ·
i dont know when we fell apart
the love that we had was like a work of art
i used to see Heaven in your eyes
the angels are falling from your skies
things we said were so wrong
and i havent held you for so long
my foolish pride turns me inside
why did we tell all those lies?
you can reach, for the phone
you dont have to be alone
outside the winter seems so cold
your heart is frozen like the snow
and theres no one home to keep you safe and warm
your eyes are red because youve cried
you fell asleep by the fireside
but theres one thing you should know
on this Christmas baby
you don't have to be alone
and i had only one wish on my list
for me you would be the perfect gift
theres nothing colder than an empty home
and holidays were never meant to be alone
the smiles we gave when our hearts were safe
by each others love and warmth
thats subsided now with happiness around
if i can only find the way to your heart
the love that we had was like a work of art
i used to see Heaven in your eyes
the angels are falling from your skies
things we said were so wrong
and i havent held you for so long
my foolish pride turns me inside
why did we tell all those lies?
you can reach, for the phone
you dont have to be alone
outside the winter seems so cold
your heart is frozen like the snow
and theres no one home to keep you safe and warm
your eyes are red because youve cried
you fell asleep by the fireside
but theres one thing you should know
on this Christmas baby
you don't have to be alone
and i had only one wish on my list
for me you would be the perfect gift
theres nothing colder than an empty home
and holidays were never meant to be alone
the smiles we gave when our hearts were safe
by each others love and warmth
thats subsided now with happiness around
if i can only find the way to your heart
· packing you & yer lies outta my life ·
had a whole damn lot of things i wanted to say but evidently my brain seems to be dysfunctional & totally fucked up so i guess it can wait.
chasing the sun
trying to get away from the rain thats gonna come
hope i make it all the way
im lost in a crowd
trying to find my way but
the rain keeps falling down
doesnt matter anyway
catch me if you can
ive gotta make a getaway
as the sun goes down
waking up my dreams
and in my mind youre with me once again
out of my heart into your head
and inside my heart theres a place for you
and in my mind im with you once again
out of my heart into your head
--
everyday reminisce with the past
of a love that we thought would last.
how we used to be when it was you and me
how did it all disappear so fast
there are days that i cant forget
there are things that i now regret
i was there for you when you were there for me
and i was thinkin' we were set
every night when im laying in my bed
i hear your voice going round in my head
think of all the things i could have done
and all those things I could have said
i really will make it up to you
i know now what I've got to do,
it took time but now ive realised
how much im missing you.
--
and i want a moment to be real
wanna touch things i dont feel
wanna hold on and feel i belong
and how can the world want me to change?
theyre the ones that stay the same
they dont know me
cus im not here
and you see the things they never see
all you wanted i could be
now you know me
and im not afraid
chasing the sun
trying to get away from the rain thats gonna come
hope i make it all the way
im lost in a crowd
trying to find my way but
the rain keeps falling down
doesnt matter anyway
catch me if you can
ive gotta make a getaway
as the sun goes down
waking up my dreams
and in my mind youre with me once again
out of my heart into your head
and inside my heart theres a place for you
and in my mind im with you once again
out of my heart into your head
--
everyday reminisce with the past
of a love that we thought would last.
how we used to be when it was you and me
how did it all disappear so fast
there are days that i cant forget
there are things that i now regret
i was there for you when you were there for me
and i was thinkin' we were set
every night when im laying in my bed
i hear your voice going round in my head
think of all the things i could have done
and all those things I could have said
i really will make it up to you
i know now what I've got to do,
it took time but now ive realised
how much im missing you.
--
and i want a moment to be real
wanna touch things i dont feel
wanna hold on and feel i belong
and how can the world want me to change?
theyre the ones that stay the same
they dont know me
cus im not here
and you see the things they never see
all you wanted i could be
now you know me
and im not afraid
· need a mirror to remind yerself
wots truely disgusting? ·
sighh im hell tired :|
finally understood plot of Dreamcatcher!
kinda makes sense now
not much but better than nothing
xin went to the doc today
the girl was so scared she has SARS lorr
hahha but nope she doesnt!
comfirmed with the doc :)
she didnt dare to go at first
though she was sick
cus she was afraid to hear sth negative
AND SHE HAS A FRIGGIN TWO DAY MC
mannn.. for flu?
not gonna see her till friday :(
going outt! whee :)
bahh. & i do not repeat words on purpose
lol madness. why would i?
in case you dont know i say things like
tiredtired, sadsad & etc
nasty qing & +lite -sticks tongue out-
finally understood plot of Dreamcatcher!
kinda makes sense now
not much but better than nothing
xin went to the doc today
the girl was so scared she has SARS lorr
hahha but nope she doesnt!
comfirmed with the doc :)
she didnt dare to go at first
though she was sick
cus she was afraid to hear sth negative
AND SHE HAS A FRIGGIN TWO DAY MC
mannn.. for flu?
not gonna see her till friday :(
going outt! whee :)
bahh. & i do not repeat words on purpose
lol madness. why would i?
in case you dont know i say things like
tiredtired, sadsad & etc
nasty qing & +lite -sticks tongue out-
· i need to breathe ·
-rubs tummy-
im growing FAT rapidly :(
ahh wth!
caught Dreamcatcher today.
not recommending it
the plot is eww
i see no link btw the show & dreamcatchers
call me ignorant but seriously
pretty thrilling in the beginning though
clung onto beks :)
& we screamed like uh, until people laughed.
luckily i wasnt sitting btw lin & lei
theyre cold blooded laughers -brr-
but it was nice to go somewhere lahh
was freezing though
tsktsk lido -shakes head-
off to get some work done
bahhh sleepy :|
think im gonna doze of like now
couldnt sleep last night
lol too excited lahh :)
im growing FAT rapidly :(
ahh wth!
caught Dreamcatcher today.
not recommending it
the plot is eww
i see no link btw the show & dreamcatchers
call me ignorant but seriously
pretty thrilling in the beginning though
clung onto beks :)
& we screamed like uh, until people laughed.
luckily i wasnt sitting btw lin & lei
theyre cold blooded laughers -brr-
but it was nice to go somewhere lahh
was freezing though
tsktsk lido -shakes head-
off to get some work done
bahhh sleepy :|
think im gonna doze of like now
couldnt sleep last night
lol too excited lahh :)
· stop acting like i matter
cus i know that i never ever did ·
jay z & beyonce broke up
how friggin sadd :(
especially aft they sang bonnie & clyde
school's starting like tomm
whee :) mighty excited!
gonna be seeing all my darlings soon :)
omg! too excited alr
& i plan to do some hwk too
hahas. yayy!
chinese:
4 jianbao, 1 zhuowen, 2 letters, 1 zhou ji
-i give up :|
english:
1 speech & hell lotta research & some task, compre
-shalt attempt the compre :)
math:
EM8, EM9, EM10 & some coursework
-did the EMs :)
elit:
poem on SARS or war, Twelfth Night act 2 scene 1 to 3
-shalt attempt everyth!
hist+ss:
hell lotta source based qns
-guess i'll uh, try
mmm thats about all.
thnk goodness nth science :)
why did i type it out
ehh sheesh. im so stupidly silly :|
how friggin sadd :(
especially aft they sang bonnie & clyde
school's starting like tomm
whee :) mighty excited!
gonna be seeing all my darlings soon :)
omg! too excited alr
& i plan to do some hwk too
hahas. yayy!
chinese:
4 jianbao, 1 zhuowen, 2 letters, 1 zhou ji
-i give up :|
english:
1 speech & hell lotta research & some task, compre
-shalt attempt the compre :)
math:
EM8, EM9, EM10 & some coursework
-did the EMs :)
elit:
poem on SARS or war, Twelfth Night act 2 scene 1 to 3
-shalt attempt everyth!
hist+ss:
hell lotta source based qns
-guess i'll uh, try
mmm thats about all.
thnk goodness nth science :)
why did i type it out
ehh sheesh. im so stupidly silly :|
· ·
and its vonnzie's birthday today :)
& jill's too :)
happy birthday you two!
everyone better wish them happy birthday okeis
hehs its a happy day :D
& jill's too :)
happy birthday you two!
everyone better wish them happy birthday okeis
hehs its a happy day :D
· yer joy ride just came down in flames
cus yer greed sold me out in shame ·
whee :) good mood
getting really excited to go to school
lol but theundone homework
eeps. worry bt that later lahh.
screw everyth now :)
watched an awfully cute show
wai's happy!
i command everyone to sign my gbk now!
its reallyreally hungry :(
please go okeis?
was playing this game with xt yesterday
hell fun! i uh.. couldnt walk
opps i realise i sound pretty darn stupid
its a cuter & confusing versn of irc.
--
never, saw it coming,
all of your backstabbing
just so you could cash in
on a good thing before id realized your game
i heard you're going round
playin, the victim now
but dont even begin
feeling im the one to blame
cus you dug your own grave, uh huh
getting really excited to go to school
lol but the
eeps. worry bt that later lahh.
screw everyth now :)
watched an awfully cute show
wai's happy!
i command everyone to sign my gbk now!
its reallyreally hungry :(
please go okeis?
was playing this game with xt yesterday
hell fun! i uh.. couldnt walk
opps i realise i sound pretty darn stupid
its a cuter & confusing versn of irc.
--
never, saw it coming,
all of your backstabbing
just so you could cash in
on a good thing before id realized your game
i heard you're going round
playin, the victim now
but dont even begin
feeling im the one to blame
cus you dug your own grave, uh huh
· we'll take you down .. we'll wipe you out ·
yes im listening to Energy!
love the one yinsx wrote on her dogtag :)
so mighty mighty sweet!
made me feel muchmuch better
embarked on math! -beams-
it was uh, fun :)
took my mind off many other things
eeps im weird :|
seeking comfort in math ..
-shivers-
sometimes i scare me
i miss ..nevermind
its not gonna make a diff :(
love the one yinsx wrote on her dogtag :)
so mighty mighty sweet!
made me feel muchmuch better
embarked on math! -beams-
it was uh, fun :)
took my mind off many other things
eeps im weird :|
seeking comfort in math ..
-shivers-
sometimes i scare me
i miss ..
its not gonna make a diff :(
· if i ever hurt you
your revenge will be so sweet ·
everyday i fight a war against the mirror
i cant take the person starin' back at me
im a hazard to myself
dont let me get me
im my own worst enemy
its bad when you annoy yourself
so irritating
dont wanna be my friend no more
i wanna be somebody else
doctor, doctor wont you please prescribe me somethin
a day in the life of someone else?
cus im a hazard to myself
i cant take the person starin' back at me
im a hazard to myself
dont let me get me
im my own worst enemy
its bad when you annoy yourself
so irritating
dont wanna be my friend no more
i wanna be somebody else
doctor, doctor wont you please prescribe me somethin
a day in the life of someone else?
cus im a hazard to myself
· and im all alone ·
short
fat
ugly
..sigh im hopeless.
fat
ugly
..sigh im hopeless.
· you were all by yourself
staring up at the dark grey sky ·
whee :) going to vonn's today
parents finally let me outta the house!
-excited- hahahs.
actch im quite reluctant to go out
& nope im not paranoid
quite tired and used to being at home
bahh wth. miss her
going over to see the ppts
& get hwk done!
sleepy :( very.
quite annoyed with lotsa things
parents finally let me outta the house!
-excited- hahahs.
actch im quite reluctant to go out
& nope im not paranoid
quite tired and used to being at home
bahh wth. miss her
going over to see the ppts
& get hwk done!
sleepy :( very.
quite annoyed with lotsa things
· when i lost you i lost everyth ·
new layout :)
started off with a white one
& now its all black!
its another day of nothingness
wanna go somewhere tomm
invitation to yer house anyone?
-no response-
okei fine .. meanies :(
throw me alone
need to occupy my time
..with sth other than the comm
-thinks- studying?
mmm. hahah maybe not
wai: vonvon!
vonn: eee...
vonn: im ur dog ah?
wai: hahah yeah
vonn: come doggie come
wai: hahah i have a phobia of dogs rem?
vonn: but if i was a dog.
vonn: i'll b the cutest dog on earth
lol where do ya find such friends :)
started off with a white one
& now its all black!
its another day of nothingness
wanna go somewhere tomm
invitation to yer house anyone?
-no response-
okei fine .. meanies :(
throw me alone
need to occupy my time
..with sth other than the comm
-thinks- studying?
mmm. hahah maybe not
wai: vonvon!
vonn: eee...
vonn: im ur dog ah?
wai: hahah yeah
vonn: come doggie come
wai: hahah i have a phobia of dogs rem?
vonn: but if i was a dog.
vonn: i'll b the cutest dog on earth
lol where do ya find such friends :)
· sinking deeper into nothingness ·
sad :(
hell lotta things bugging me
disturbed disturbed!
& im pms-ing like crazy
the same feeling arises
sour & bittersweet
ive no idea wot the confusion is
--
quit taking me for granted
its mighty annoying
one day if you need me, i might not be there
not for you at least im sure
cus ive lost faith in you many, many times
/audio- [evanescence:bring me to life]
hell lotta things bugging me
disturbed disturbed!
& im pms-ing like crazy
the same feeling arises
sour & bittersweet
ive no idea wot the confusion is
--
quit taking me for granted
its mighty annoying
one day if you need me, i might not be there
not for you at least im sure
cus ive lost faith in you many, many times
/audio- [evanescence:bring me to life]
· i wanna run away, never say goodbye ·
i went to school & back
all before 10am
-beams- im not usually awake now
& i realise ive lotsa things
goodness it scares me
i brought home practically all my books
except the sciences & my locker is still full
lol so weird :|
left a p/c with mentos on my table for +lite
& she like didnt see it
no one saw the letters i put on my table for them
so friggin sadd :( sighh
--
all before 10am
-beams- im not usually awake now
& i realise ive lotsa things
goodness it scares me
i brought home practically all my books
except the sciences & my locker is still full
lol so weird :|
& she like didnt see it
no one saw the letters i put on my table for them
so friggin sadd :( sighh
well, ive been afraid of changing
cus ive built my life around you
but time makes you bolder
children get older
and im getting older too
so take this love and take it down
and if you climb a mountain and you turn around
and if you see my reflection in the snow-covered hills
well, the landslide brought it down
cus ive built my life around you
but time makes you bolder
children get older
and im getting older too
so take this love and take it down
and if you climb a mountain and you turn around
and if you see my reflection in the snow-covered hills
well, the landslide brought it down
· say whatever you want
cus it hurts me still the same ·
going back to school tomm :)
woohoo mighty exciting
nope it aint nerdy wai acting up
clique outting!
lol finally :) but ..
sighh really hope my dad would let me outta the house. or at least for a couple of hours
he's not very approachable about this subject
oh well. we'll see lahh i guess
but im getting hell excited :)
its really long since i last went out
but .. sighh :(
/audio- [energy:wu xie ke ji]
woohoo mighty exciting
nope it aint nerdy wai acting up
clique outting!
lol finally :) but ..
sighh really hope my dad would let me outta the house. or at least for a couple of hours
he's not very approachable about this subject
oh well. we'll see lahh i guess
but im getting hell excited :)
its really long since i last went out
but .. sighh :(
/audio- [energy:wu xie ke ji]
· a big yellow taxi took my girl away ·
ooh vonn's birthday is coming!
so mighty exciting :)
lol talking about it now
whee :)
just hope that my parents will let me outta the house if not it'll be sucha spoilsport
mmm dinner! -excited-
lol im gonna be a huge ball of err.. something.
so mighty exciting :)
lol talking about it now
whee :)
just hope that my parents will let me outta the house if not it'll be sucha spoilsport
mmm dinner! -excited-
lol im gonna be a huge ball of err.. something.
· i wanna be with you ·
ripped this off va :)
[my name is]: wai
[height?]: err much less than i hope it was
[in the morning i am]: lethargic & cranky
[all I need is]: i dont knw -shrug-
[love is]: sth i lack
[if i could see one person right now]: vonn. give her a huge hugg.
[i'm afraid of]: creepy crawlies & everyth else.
[i dream about]: people. weird things happening.
-have you ever ?
[pictured your crush naked?]: lol. no!
[been in love]: zilch
[cried when someone died]: yepps. cried a whole damn lot.
[lied]: yeah. dont mean to but ..
-which is better ?
[coke or pepsi]: actually none.
[flowers or candy]: candy :D
[tall or short]: um tall?
-with the opposite sex.
[what do you notice first?]: everyth in general. posture? lol im weirdd
[last person you slow danced with]: nobody
[worst question to ask]: i dont know. dont like asking questions so dont bother thinking about them
-who.
[makes you laugh the most?]: dont know. xin? lol
[makes you smile]: everybody. believe me.
[gives you a funny feeling when you see them]: manymany people. LOL.
[who do you have a crush on?]: nobody. not really aniws.
[easiest to talk to]: vonn probably?
-do you ever?
[stay on aim, waiting for someone special to IM you]: not really.
[save AOL/aim conversations]: yepps. but when my comm died i lost all of em
[wish you were a member of the opposite sex]: nopes. ok unless im having bad cramps
[cry because of someone saying something to you]: manymany times. dont get me started
-have you ever
[fallen for your best friend]: eww no. hahah. dont really have a bestie now though
[been rejected?]: nahh. im shy. lol.
[rejected someone]: kinda but not quite
[used someone]: not that i know of. like subconsciously i do things i dont realise
[been cheated on]: nopes. doubt so
[cheated on someone]: lol no. thats a hell badd thing to do.
[done something you regret]: lots & lotsa them
-who was the last person..
[you talked to on the phone]: my mum? the woman threw me alone at home
[hugged]: mmm. cant remember :(
[you instant messaged]: +lite
[instant messaged you?]: +lite :) she just did.
[you laughed with]: +lite. shes really silly!
-do you.. are you.
[color your hair]: yah. not now lahh.
[habla espanol]: -raises eyebrow- wots tht?
[smoke cigarettes]: nopes. the fag smell irks me
[obsessive]: in certain aspects yes.
[could you live without the computer?]: impossible!
[how many peeps are on your buddylist?]: am i suppd to count?!
[what's your favorite food?]: candy :)
[whats your favorite fruit?]: apples!
[drink alchohol?]: yepps. stupid mum.
[like watching sunrises or sunset]: yepps! pretty :)
[what hurts the most, physical or emotional pain?]: i dont know. seriously dont
[trust others way too easily?]: nope. i dont trust easily to lotsa people
done! took me so long. ok maybe nots.
[my name is]: wai
[height?]: err much less than i hope it was
[in the morning i am]: lethargic & cranky
[all I need is]: i dont knw -shrug-
[love is]: sth i lack
[if i could see one person right now]: vonn. give her a huge hugg.
[i'm afraid of]: creepy crawlies & everyth else.
[i dream about]: people. weird things happening.
-have you ever ?
[pictured your crush naked?]: lol. no!
[been in love]: zilch
[cried when someone died]: yepps. cried a whole damn lot.
[lied]: yeah. dont mean to but ..
-which is better ?
[coke or pepsi]: actually none.
[flowers or candy]: candy :D
[tall or short]: um tall?
-with the opposite sex.
[what do you notice first?]: everyth in general. posture? lol im weirdd
[last person you slow danced with]: nobody
[worst question to ask]: i dont know. dont like asking questions so dont bother thinking about them
-who.
[makes you laugh the most?]: dont know. xin? lol
[makes you smile]: everybody. believe me.
[gives you a funny feeling when you see them]: manymany people. LOL.
[who do you have a crush on?]: nobody. not really aniws.
[easiest to talk to]: vonn probably?
-do you ever?
[stay on aim, waiting for someone special to IM you]: not really.
[save AOL/aim conversations]: yepps. but when my comm died i lost all of em
[wish you were a member of the opposite sex]: nopes. ok unless im having bad cramps
[cry because of someone saying something to you]: manymany times. dont get me started
-have you ever
[fallen for your best friend]: eww no. hahah. dont really have a bestie now though
[been rejected?]: nahh. im shy. lol.
[rejected someone]: kinda but not quite
[used someone]: not that i know of. like subconsciously i do things i dont realise
[been cheated on]: nopes. doubt so
[cheated on someone]: lol no. thats a hell badd thing to do.
[done something you regret]: lots & lotsa them
-who was the last person..
[you talked to on the phone]: my mum? the woman threw me alone at home
[hugged]: mmm. cant remember :(
[you instant messaged]: +lite
[instant messaged you?]: +lite :) she just did.
[you laughed with]: +lite. shes really silly!
-do you.. are you.
[color your hair]: yah. not now lahh.
[habla espanol]: -raises eyebrow- wots tht?
[smoke cigarettes]: nopes. the fag smell irks me
[obsessive]: in certain aspects yes.
[could you live without the computer?]: impossible!
[how many peeps are on your buddylist?]: am i suppd to count?!
[what's your favorite food?]: candy :)
[whats your favorite fruit?]: apples!
[drink alchohol?]: yepps. stupid mum.
[like watching sunrises or sunset]: yepps! pretty :)
[what hurts the most, physical or emotional pain?]: i dont know. seriously dont
[trust others way too easily?]: nope. i dont trust easily to lotsa people
done! took me so long. ok maybe nots.
· every little thing you do is tragic ·
oh damn school's extended till 14th april. wot a wet blanket! was expecting to see all my darls
-groans- another week to grow fat, brain's turning into tofu :(
but June's gonna be from 7th to 29th :) three weeks. so basically we're gonna have one week less of school or something.
i miss: vonn, xiaolin, lei, mel, xt, joyce, beks, lingyi, +lite, qing, xin, bern, carol, lari, wensx, tingx, yinsx, wang, prisc, dor, jacq, kermin, lynn & everyone else.
i demand a hug once i see you in school!
-groans- another week to grow fat, brain's turning into tofu :(
but June's gonna be from 7th to 29th :) three weeks. so basically we're gonna have one week less of school or something.
i miss: vonn, xiaolin, lei, mel, xt, joyce, beks, lingyi, +lite, qing, xin, bern, carol, lari, wensx, tingx, yinsx, wang, prisc, dor, jacq, kermin, lynn & everyone else.
i demand a hug once i see you in school!
· cus i'll need you, and i'll miss you ·
and i really really really care
and i really really really want you
and i think im kinda scared
cus i dont want to lose you
if you really really really there
then maybe you can hang through
i hope you understand
its nothing to you
my hearts at a low
im so much to manage
i think you should know that
ive been damaged
im falling in love
theres one disadvantage
i think you should know that ive been damaged
TLC- damaged. such a fab song :)
and i really really really want you
and i think im kinda scared
cus i dont want to lose you
if you really really really there
then maybe you can hang through
i hope you understand
its nothing to you
my hearts at a low
im so much to manage
i think you should know that
ive been damaged
im falling in love
theres one disadvantage
i think you should know that ive been damaged
TLC- damaged. such a fab song :)
· ·
i just saw this guy on tv that looks like my brother. imagine my horror! lol. my jaw could have dropped all the way to the floor.
thnk goodness it was some korean show. i was '-' close to calling him ok!
but after looking for a tad bit longer, maybe not. i find myself having more disdain for ..uh someone.
sigh why am i stuck in this kinda dilemma. don't ask. sheesh.
thnk goodness it was some korean show. i was '-' close to calling him ok!
but after looking for a tad bit longer, maybe not. i find myself having more disdain for ..uh someone.
sigh why am i stuck in this kinda dilemma. don't ask. sheesh.
· what would i do without you ·
huiting sent it to me, read & enjoy :)
at times when you cry, no one sees your tears. when you worry, no one sees your pain. and when youre happy, no one sees your smile. try COUGHING, they'll all look at you!
lol. the power of.. SARS?
at times when you cry, no one sees your tears. when you worry, no one sees your pain. and when youre happy, no one sees your smile. try COUGHING, they'll all look at you!
lol. the power of.. SARS?
· why can't that be me? ·
eeks why am i up so early? sigh. ok its not that early. but ..
sigh i do realise im that kinda person who really really cannot sleep alot. i always just get enough sleep or less
sigh. was talking to peix last night. im sucha happy kid now :) lol.
sigh i do realise im that kinda person who really really cannot sleep alot. i always just get enough sleep or less
sigh. was talking to peix last night. im sucha happy kid now :) lol.
· im there for you :) ·
goodness gracious me oh my. leslie cheung, yeah that guy, he performed at my mama's wedding! lol.
dig that. i was like "oh god youre joking right?" she was like "yah correct". dad comfirmed it
sheesh! my stupid mother cheated me ok. she said school extend till 21st April. imagine my horror. lol. then there was the fumble for channelnewsasia.
finally .. it was in hongkong. lol. she's a total airhead.
dig that. i was like "oh god youre joking right?" she was like "yah correct". dad comfirmed it
sheesh! my stupid mother cheated me ok. she said school extend till 21st April. imagine my horror. lol. then there was the fumble for channelnewsasia.
finally .. it was in hongkong. lol. she's a total airhead.
· stuck ·
yeah that song rocks :) by stacie orrico.
ms jacob just called me! gawd she so scared me. i was like thinking who was the woman calling early in the morning. lol.
yikes i miss everybody. shan't list lahh, its a really long list. to you who's reading : yeah i miss you
figured that anyone who doesnt know me won't exactly read lahh :)
sigh my internet is rotten. yeps you heard that right. it is. can't go anywhere. ok i can, its just signmygbk. -screams- sighhh :(
realised that maybe im not the only one feeling this way. thnks lei :) thought i was the only isolated one
lin: :D i miss you too dearr. sigh. i miss vonnzie, ah ma, lei, joyce, xiangting, beks, lingyi & everyone else. i mean like though im not close with them but still. i wanna give my mrs big mouth a big-mouth-grin :D lol. sigh i dont knw i can sign also cus signmygbk hates me & my entries. i always encounter funny things. sigh. +missya too dearr. -hug-
yes im longwinded but i just couldnt sign. -whines-
ms jacob just called me! gawd she so scared me. i was like thinking who was the woman calling early in the morning. lol.
yikes i miss everybody. shan't list lahh, its a really long list. to you who's reading : yeah i miss you
figured that anyone who doesnt know me won't exactly read lahh :)
sigh my internet is rotten. yeps you heard that right. it is. can't go anywhere. ok i can, its just signmygbk. -screams- sighhh :(
realised that maybe im not the only one feeling this way. thnks lei :) thought i was the only isolated one
lin: :D i miss you too dearr. sigh. i miss vonnzie, ah ma, lei, joyce, xiangting, beks, lingyi & everyone else. i mean like though im not close with them but still. i wanna give my mrs big mouth a big-mouth-grin :D lol. sigh i dont knw i can sign also cus signmygbk hates me & my entries. i always encounter funny things. sigh. +missya too dearr. -hug-
yes im longwinded but i just couldnt sign. -whines-
· im praying that you dont burn out or fade away ·
sad sad day :( woke up today feeling like the world hates me. & nope im not joking bt tht.
i cannot sign many gbks cus stupid signmygbk keeps telling me i can't sign again so soon. & the long entrie i typed just vanish.
i feel like im losing everyone arnd me. like friends, family etc.
im losing my appetite also. sigh. once again im surviving on sweets & chocolates. like beginning of the year.
thank god for vonn :) & all my dearrs, for keeping my sanity intact.
i cannot sign many gbks cus stupid signmygbk keeps telling me i can't sign again so soon. & the long entrie i typed just vanish.
i feel like im losing everyone arnd me. like friends, family etc.
im losing my appetite also. sigh. once again im surviving on sweets & chocolates. like beginning of the year.
thank god for vonn :) & all my dearrs, for keeping my sanity intact.
· can you be everyth that i want you to be ·
when winter comes in summer,
when theres no more forever,
when lies become the truth
oh you'll know then baby
thats when i'll stop loving you
thought it was awfully sweet :) sigh im like totally bored nowadays. what can you expect from someone who doesnt go out completely? i dont even have tuition!
missing everyone like crazy :( & im watching my waistline increase everyday. how depressing.
when theres no more forever,
when lies become the truth
oh you'll know then baby
thats when i'll stop loving you
thought it was awfully sweet :) sigh im like totally bored nowadays. what can you expect from someone who doesnt go out completely? i dont even have tuition!
missing everyone like crazy :( & im watching my waistline increase everyday. how depressing.
· shoutout ·
qing: qingee :) pretty layout! but the scrolling abits weirdish & difficult leh. took me quite some time to find it. eeks. think im gonna shift :) shift wimme aight? & you ah. just realised i cant sign :| hahah. gonna paste it on my blog or sth. think ive MAAD. lol. pei has MAMD. MadAboutMengDisease. can you can wot mine stands for? lol.
· first entrie :) ·
finally shifted after much hesitation. simply couldnt stand the blogger ad :|
check this out!
nope it isnt wot you think it is.
trust me. lol.
gotta start studying soon. im like super slack now. eeks but life is so relaxing kinda thing. feels like i need not study anymore. lol. impossible.
check this out!
nope it isnt wot you think it is.
trust me. lol.
gotta start studying soon. im like super slack now. eeks but life is so relaxing kinda thing. feels like i need not study anymore. lol. impossible.