I'll come running...10:47 p.m.
Saturday, May 18, 2002
i hate the world.
"omg carol, you're changing. your attidtude, your blah blah blah blah..."
OOPS! i'm changing. Why does everyone try to force stuff out of me? it's MY life and MY thoughts. i don't need to tell anyone if i don't want to. stop making me. I hate people who criticize me on EVERYTHING.
"Oh, Carol, Your butt is too big. You're too fat. Go on a diet."
I hate the world right now. and i'm not happy about living. Why does everyone have to say something about me? geez, it's my body, not yours. i don't care if i get roly poly. I hate the world.
the jabs hurt me.
"You're changing."
"watch, you're going to start running away from home and when you get back, dad will kick you out of the house."
I don't want to live anymore. No point of living. this is getting pathetic. Soon, i'm going to start run away. Scarred.
I'll come running...04:27 p.m.
Friday, May 17, 2002
THIS is amusing...hahahaha...i'm bored. i have the need to kill. I NEED THE RIGHT HERE WAITING PIANO PIECE!!!!!! argh...
Cora, GO ASK! picture picture picture!!!!! hehehehehe...tiny...hmph. i'm not THAT tiny, compared to *some* other grade 8's. i'm not short.maybe to him...cuz he's 5' 11...and i'm what? 5' 2???? bleh. yea, bleh to you.
I'll come running...09:49 p.m.
Thursday, May 16, 2002
Jonathan can fly...he learned from Goku. hahaha...AT HIS HOUSE! hehehe...Goku is a real person!!! whoa...and Jonathan is being a bum. He won't teach me how to fly...i'm sad
I'll come running...09:36 p.m.
Thursday, May 16, 2002
fuck Jason Lam. That lil son of a b*tch. Telling Gerald to throw away my pins for home ec isn't smart. and gerald being the idiot he is, trying to be cool, threw them away. i spent $5 bucks on those pins. and what does he do, he f*cking throw them away. I lend it to him and he throws it cuz Jason lam, the fag, told him to. What does he think he is? making a comment on everything. just cuz some korean guy doesn't know much english and stuff, he comments on the korean guy's home ec project. hey, at least it's fucking better looking then your piece of shit of a whatever-it-is. And he's not rude and a fag like Jason Lam. God. I really wish Jason lam would get hit by a truck or sumthing and die or fall down the stairs and die. Anything that causes that motherfucker to die is GREAT. He is such a bitch. Imitating everyone is the most pathetic thing to do. I said, "Jason Lam is a son of a bitch" and he says the same thing in a super high pitch voice. He shouldn't be with the "hard core" people, it'll make him look like a piece of shit. Every word he said today had the word "nammer" in it. How pathetic. If he likes nammers so much, PLEASE, GO TO VIETNAM! stupid hard core wannabe. conclusion, jason lam wasn't supposed to be born.
Cora, i am not tiny.
I'll come running...09:12 p.m.
Wednesday, May 15, 2002
i watched Spiderman the movie...the movie was kickass. it was the same as the cartoon...except mary-jane's hair was a LITTLE too short...wheeee...i got it from Jonathan...thank you very much!!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Cora, you're too shy. you have to be like me. hahaha...did i act really weird? now, i just need to know when and where to give it back to him...
i need to watch the rest of spiderman...dammit. where can i get it?
I'll come running...04:21 p.m.
Monday, May 13, 2002
arghhh....damn. so much hw:
French - Tache de Finale due tomorrow blk G (hehe...i'm getting a note to excuse myself cuz i've lost my voice.)
Science - light booklet with my stupid group (most pathetic group)
Art - lantern. stupid ppl had to steal my previous art.
things to DO:
give LEND Cora my JTL and Shinhwa cd
Fix my wallet. stupid monkey broke off when i was holding it.
figure out how to use my new programs
Watch the H.O.T concert on big screen 100,000,000,000 times.
i'm bored
I'll come running...10:14 p.m.
Sunday, May 12, 2002
i f*cking hate my chinese teacher. I feel really bad. yay! i got the JTL and Shinhwa cd finally. wheeee...now, i can listen to the cds on my used-to-be-broken discman...hehe...i dropped the discman and it started playing...HAHAHAHAHA
Cora, Kangta and Hyesung and *coughcough* is all yours, but i don't share min woo. hahaha...woo hyuk is ugly. i watched the Line Up mv and i got scared. give me your h.o.t concert. i need to watch it on big screen...hahaha...i can't live rite now without it...i am constantly listening to h.o.t songs...i need the damn cd!!!! now, go and eat your *coughcough* jr. and your kangta jr. I taste like.....Grass......
o_O"
I'll come running...03:24 p.m.
Saturday, May 11, 2002
fuck the chinese school teacher. she is such a bitch. omg. during our test, i had a piece of paper with all the words on it and stuff and my sister sit behind me and she kicked my chair and i thought she needed help and stuff, so i give her the stupid fucking paper and the teacher thinks we were cheating...(actually...sorta?) but it was on accident and stuff and the teacher looks through my WHOLE fucking bag with all my stuff in it and she's like..."i'm checking if you have anymore pieces of paper in your bag with the words on it." fuck...i should have put like...sumthing disturbing in there and she'll find it. i hate that stupid bitch. why does she have to be my teacher? she has problems
I'll come running...10:40 p.m.
Friday, May 10, 2002
stupid science group. it's going to drag my mark down like hell. i have all the "social" ppl in my group. stupid. oh well, meanwhile, i need stuff to distract me on thinking about my shinhwa 5 and JTL cd. jen is going to bring ecstasy to school for a science project. yay? bleh...this sucks.why is Eva calling me a bitch behind my back? or is it winnie's doing?
I'll come running...10:59 p.m.
Saturday, May 4, 2002
no, cora, i don't want to tell you about ALL my dreams. although some of them have you and *coughcough* in it...ahem. it is very weird. so, no, i am not sharing my dreams...hahahahaha...i'll tell you the ones i find out amusing. mr. schott said, "little things amuse little minds." hahahaha...i'll tell you those ones. which is like...2 out of 10 dreams. some are really weird. you wouldn't want to know. but the dream i had yesterday was funny.hehehehehehe...
i walk into the Art class where cora and *coughcough* is in. and *coughcough* is washing the paintbrushes and cora is still painting her picture.
*coughcough*: hey
me: hi
so i go to cora and we talk about...stuff. suddenly, *coughcough* finishes and he walks over and gives a little kiss on cora's cheek...OMG! it's so screwed. and i start giggling...
*coughcough*: bye
cora: bye (she's still painting...)
*coughcough*: i'll see you later...okay?
cora: okay.
and i start laughing like crazy and *coughcough* looks at me weirdly and says, "what so funny? i love her" and that made me burst out laughing like crazy. after, i look at cora, and she's smiling and stuff...HAHAHAHAHA
omg, that was the most funniest dream EVER. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA...hehehe...for some reason, i remember what i was wearing and what cora was wearing. and everyone else. i think that period was either after blk e or at lunch. hehehe...cora, don't you wish that this dream was true? hahahaha
I'll come running...01:38 p.m.
Saturday, May 4, 2002
omg. i had the most screwed up dream ever. it was about Cora and *coughcough*...OMG! hahahaha...in a way, it was weird and in another way, it was RELALY REALLY funny. hehehe....
Cora, don't you wish you had MY dreams? hahaha...i've had SOOOOO many with you and *coughcough* in it...but i won't tell. hehehehehe...
I'll come running...06:30 p.m.
Thursday, May 2, 2002
stupid dishes. this will be the LAST time i EVER help someone else wash the stupid damn dishes. i hate them. dammit. i might not even be allowed to go to Jessica's birthday dinnar. we're going for hot pot and stuff. shit. i really want to go, my dad might not even let me go. wtf. my mom said i could go, but no, my dad might say NO. stupid. this is such a screwed up life. no point of living. good bye
I'll come running...04:41 p.m.
Wednesday, May 1, 2002
great...you know what? i found a bitches site with MY LAYOUT on it. go to the b*tches site....OMG! arghhh...plagerism
I'll come running...10:09 p.m.
Tuesday, April 30, 2002
I'm Cherry! I'm kind and sweet but I DO have my bad days! There are my pyschotic moments but usually I'm just daydreaming and staring off into space!
Wanna take the Saber Marionette online test?
yea, go screw a goat whoever the lil gay faggy that is writing in my chat thingey
I'll come running...10:09 p.m.Sunday, April 28, 2002
thanks to cora, i'm crazy about woo hyuk again...after watching the concert.HAHAHAHAHA...but he only looks good when he has the glasses and the hair he has in the 4th concert. hahaha...i said woo hyuk instead of min woo...omg! something wrong with me. i'm gonna drop in social studies. i hate the hw. it's so stupid. i've done TWO projects in eight months. gee, and i'm supposed to learn. yea, i'm gonna go to bed and read now, since i have that stupid curfew cuz i was late couple times for bed. 10:20...how am i supposed to live?
I'll come running...11:05 p.m.Saturday, April 27, 2002
i need to watch the H.O.T concert again!!!!! and this time on big screen...but no, the cd was skipping and stopping and then play again and it's like....making
dac dac dac sounds...and it's annoying. i neeeeeed to see it again. i want the scarf Tony has. i like that. haha...i want the sweatshirt woo hyuk had. arghhhh...i'm bored now, i need a new layout. I'm bored of this one.
I'll come running...06:03 p.m.Thursday, April 25, 2002
letsee...what happened today, had to wait so long time at the edge for ashley's drink. argh. played soccer and did nuthing except for stand there and piss doua off cuz she dissed chinese ppl so i said she was fat in chinese and stupid jason lam translated for her and got pushed by her. hmm...and spelt my grandma's going-to-be-cooked rice...that was still raw. spilling one cup of rice over the kitchen and family room isn't fun. i had to sweep, then vacuum the whole place up. wasted rice. stupid cup, if that didn't fall, the pot wouldn't have been dropped. argh. i hate it. have homework to do, but...argh. i'll finish it tonight. thinking about what to do to my ayumi layout. today at the edge, they were playing H.O.T songs, but the songs were like...skipping all over the place. first, Outside castle would play, and then after the intro, it'll skip to the chorus and We are the Future would play...i think it's the remix...anyways, they played it so many times, over and over again. stupid ppl, dissing korean music. DIE
I'll come running...09:43 p.m.Monday, April 22, 2002
swordsman...finally. hahaha...i went to Izluke yesterday and the man said i have to be at level nine, which i was, but then, after, i found out i had to be level nine for my skill level. arghhh...i hate leveling up. i hate this, i bought a spear instead of a sword and i look like a fool with the spear. it's so ugly!!! arghhh....now i'll haffta earn more $$ to buy a better sword. argh. i hate the spear. it sucks. oh well, hehehe...me and my cousins were playing and i attacked a big frog and nearly died and my cousin doesn't take damage. great, i feel like a shield. dammit...I WANT TO GO TO KOREA!!!! arghhh...stupid sumthing sumthing cup. it had to happen. if it didn't, i would be going to korea. but no, the planes had to fill up. I HATE IT. ducks too...and pigs.
I'll come running...03:49 p.m.Thursday, April 18, 2002
airband was today. hahaha...they all dance good...except for the teachers. they didn't dance a lot. oh ho ho ho...Cubee...or whatever you call it, was good...but the stupid song had to screw up. oh well, they still won. hahaha...stupid Jenny whatever. She had to sit rite in front of me and block the entire view. hehehehe...i like the dancing. they were fine. i still don't like how the song had to screw up.
I'll come running...08:25 p.m.Wednesday, April 17, 2002
blah. i hate tests. I couldn't think today. I probably failed the math test. i hate long jumping. you can't exxpect me to jump at least 2 meters when the ground isn't there...or that's what i see. i was so dizzy that time. i couldn't jump. I had a foul and i had to look at the ground the next time i was running. omg. i still have science homework. but i have NO clue how to do it. since i wasn't there last class. my throat is itchy. OMG! I get to go to Korea!!! hahahahaha...me and my mom going. we gonna go for five days!!!! wheee...i need more Shinhwa stuff!!! hahahaha...
Cora, yes, IF i see Shinhwa or KANGTA, i take LOTSA pictures for me and make doubles and give them to you...hahahaha...and if i see some kangta stuff, i'll buy some for you...if i'm allowed. I dunno where to start. i dunno...i think my mom going to go put us in a tour thingey. gee...what fun.
i'm happy. about the korea thingey. but i'm not happy about the homework that i don't get.
I'll come running...05:08 p.m.Tuesday, April 16, 2002
Take the Rurouni Kenshin Quiz by xceres.
you are DIVE TO BLUE!
Light hearted and easy-going,
you are sometimes accused of having your head in the clouds.
Although, you don't usually listen to things like that
because you're too busy chasing that fluffy kitty cat..
"Which L'Arc~en~Ciel song am I?" test by mifyuu
i'm bored
I'll come running...04:48 p.m.Tuesday, April 16, 2002
ehhh...no. hell no. I am not atheletic. and wtf with "jason"???? ewwwwww...and i don't like trunks. i don't like dbz that much.
I took the "Insane Fan Girl" selector
here! Take it and see which
friend of Pixy Teri you are..or if you're her herself! ^.^
Made by:
Pixy Teri. Take it too!
i do not like rufus either. Shinra, no...Shinhwa, YES. and i do NOT support Tifa x Rufus. ahahahaha...this test is not me
I'll come running...04:31 p.m.
Tuesday, April 16, 2002
You have a few close friends that you are comfortable with, but can get along with anyone. You have an exceptional sweet tooth for candy with a personality to match. If you can't
brighten up someone's day, no one can!
What San-X Character Are You?
I'll come running...10:28 p.m.Monday, April 15, 2002
arghhh...how the hell did i get sick. my nose is like..a faucet and omg...my eyes are all teary and stuff. i hate this. tomorrow...is it the milk run? fudget...i can't run outside, i'll just get more sick. damn. OMG! I want to go to Korea so badly! i'm gonna go ask my mom if i can stop there for a week or so before i go to HK. damn. i want to go to korea.
hehehe...shinhwa playing on a trampoline is so funny. Eric makes a lil flip thingey and he falls off the trampoline...i think...and min woo and jun jin bumps their head against each other...is it me or did jun jin say "shit" when he couldn't get up?
i hate being sick. argh. i still have science homework. i think i'll finish it at lunch. with ashley...if she's at school.
I'll come running...11:06 p.m.Saturday, April 13, 2002
my layout, i want it to be on Min Woo. Shinhwa goodness. hahahahahaha....
I'll come running...11:00 p.m.Saturday, April 13, 2002
i hate this...my house is screwed. NO WATER FOR NO-ONE KNOWS HOW LONG! no water...i had to take a bath at my cousin's house...thank god. i can't live without a shower...fudget. my lil water thingey's are leaking. i'm bored. i want to change my layout. But, i don't know what to make it on. I want to make it on a person...*ahem* Cora should know... but ever since my cousin saw my layout version 3 of woo hyuk and he said it looked ugly, i have no confident in making another layout on a person. I can't make any good layouts...i'm bored. i have to go brush my teeth now. i'll type when i have my water supply back.
I'll come running...12:48 p.m.Saturday, April 13, 2002
i DO want to die. by SUICIDE. I'm hating every moment rite now, except for when i'm watching music videos of shinhwa, but, fisrt, whenever *someone* is around my sister, and i try to say something, she can't hear it...so it seems. I hate it. I'm the stupid idiot that is invisible to my family. sorta. that's how i feel.
take the death quiz.
and go to mewing.net. laura = great.
I'll come running...07:47 p.m.Friday, April 12, 2002
you know what pisses me off?
the duck and the pig. they're two people. Both of them attend my school, which is probably too good for them, and they both are idiots. I just hate the pig and the duck.
test suck. I had my home ec test this morning and my science during last block. argh. it is so stupid.
Cora, go to Hong Kong in the summer!!!!!! i need to speak to someone who speaks english there. I can't live without english. i can't speak chinese all the time, it'll get so boring. GO IN THE SUMMER! we'll go shopping together and stuff. please...
yes, i'm bored. I was playing Ragnarok online, but i stopped playing because the game is to laggy. Oh well, i'll go and find some more Shinhwa stuff. More Shinhwa goodness for me! hahahahaha...Everyone in My Life Style looks hot in it. except for Andy and Dong Wan. The rest look fine. Min Woo looks fine in it. But, when i was watching it, stupid anita HAD to ruin the atmosphere by adding "special effects" into the song. geez, and she got my little sister into that "special effect" too. omg. so annoying, now, i can't even watch it with the right atmosphere.
I'll come running...10:44 p.m.Thursday, April 11, 2002
wowerz, tonight, i just went to that drama thingey with sam, jackie, jessica and ashley! it was...hmm....okay...i didn't need the bonus marks, but oh well, it was funny. I liked the candles. ahahahaha...i have another thing i hate, not ducks. But PIGS. yes, pigs, i hate her cuz, yes...if you know me, you'll know why. ducks too. i'm tired. nite ppl! i have a test tomorrow, i'll get up early and study. Ja~ne....*yawn....people, don't go to my site and read it and tell people about what i write in it. that's just another word for, "bored and being a nosy snoop"...
yea, that means you...Colleen.is that you going to my page?
I'll come running...08:34 p.m.Wednesday, April 10, 2002
Shinhwa I like. Min woo, i'm gonna go kidnap him, and bring Hye Sung and Eric back for souvenirs. hahahahaha.
I'll come running...08:31 p.m.Wednesday, April 10, 2002
fuck you people, this is for me. MY LIFE. not yours. if you want to read it, keep it to yourself. don't tell other ppl what i write in it
I'll come running...08:26 p.m.Wednesday, April 10, 2002
hmm...i'm gonna go tonight. I'm gonna go kidnap Minwoo!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA...this is my plan. Go to korea, go get minwoo and stuff him inside my luggage...ahahaha...and bring him back into my house and lock him up in my closet! HAHAHAHAHA...i'm gonna go now...
I'll come running...11:24 p.m.Sunday, April 7, 2002
oh yea, i forgot something. I hate ducks
I'll come running...11:18 p.m.Sunday, April 7, 2002
WOW! my lil tunnel where ALL the water goes is all stuck and it flooded downstairs with liddle dirty stuffs!!! hahaha...that is funny...my dad gut a fish and all the organs and crap came up downstairs...somewhere...okay, my sink goes down. and my laundry pumps it back up. Where does it go? hmm..i dunno. Maybe in basements washroom or kitchen sink...humm...hahahahaha....
Cora...i like my beeping sounds. They sound like songs. Of course they do, i'm carol, i can make music.haha. I made a new one! it was another song by SES...but i dunno what it was or how it sound like. hahaha...dun worry, next time, i'll be SURE to phone you and play it to you!!!
i'm tired. i have a stomache ache. My lil sister is snoring. I baked my home ec project. I am supar tired. argh. I am highly addicted to
Magic Knights of Rayearth. i just noticed. Why is it Rayearth and not Windam or Selece? hmmm... i'm gonna go to bed and sleep. nite people who come to my site to read my life
I'll come running...09:54 p.m.Saturday, April 6, 2002
dammit...my eyes! i'm blind!!!!! arghhh...
Cora, i'll phone you tomorrow and i'll play ALL my nice little ringtones that don't sound like anything. hahaha...i despite ducks. "lookie! it's the queer flock of ducks!" i wanna yell that out at them. I wanna do that soooo badly. blah. I'm bored. I want to make another layout. I am highly addicted to Magic Knights of Rayearth. why? i do not know. and why do i call them ducks? because they remind me of ducks. I hate SS hw. I hate the girl PE teacher. I hate math hw. The teacher too. I hate playing with ringtones when i'm bored. I hate it when i'm bored.
I'll come running...04:04 p.m.Friday, April 5, 2002
I HATE DUCKS!not the animal duck. But the Duck. if you know me, you'll know what i'm talking about. I just hate ducks rite now.
I'll come running...03:34 p.m.Friday, April 5, 2002
omg. I hate the girl teacher for our gym class. She's so b*tchy. "Stop having those lil teaparties you have. We are supposed to be running! You can do better! Stop walking!" I like my teaparties. you got a problem? and it's natural to get tired. I wanna go and slap her. She has problems. Hating all the asian ppl and favoring all the white girls. i RAN the school run, except for the up hill, but did she see me walking? if so, which eye? A or B? screw her. I hate her. there were other people who were actually WALKING the whole thing and she doesn't even talk to them about their little "teaparty". problems? Yes. I agree
I'll come running...09:53 p.m.Thursday, April 4, 2002
i hate today. and i'm gonna hate tomorrow too. i hate running. I need to make a new layout soon. I'm bored. I have to kill someone. The urge to kill something or someone. I hate homework. I don't like my curfew. I hate my braces. I hate my elastic bands bringing my teeth the "perfection". I hate a lot of things rite now. I HATE SALT! not the food salt. the person salt salt. Ashley...you should use some around your locker. I hate the pain of my braces. I hate the "duck". I hate A LOT of things. I hate wondering why i wonder that. Oh, I hate my english homework. I hate homework. I hate my teeth, why did they have to be like that and cause me to get braces? I hate answering questions. I hate a lot of things. I hate being bored.
I'll come running...09:26 p.m.Thursday, April 4, 2002
i'm bored...
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I'll come running...09:59 p.m.Wednesday, April 3, 2002
dammit. my two teeth are sore from the elastic bands the dentist made me put on cuz they said my mouth and teeth was crooked. arghhh. it's not my fault that my teeth is crooked. the braces did that. It had nothing to do with me.
I'll come running...09:55 p.m.Tuesday, April 2, 2002
i'm tired...i'm VERY VERY tired. I made this really crappy layout of yuna and tidus...it took me 15 minutes to make. i'm bored. I like my layout. i feel special! hahaha...i don't want to go to PE tomorrow...go to confed and have a relay...arghhhh
I'll come running...09:42 p.m.Tuesday, April 2, 2002
hi
bye...i had to test this out somehow...MY NEW LAYOUT!
