Thursday, July 10, 2003 -- 02:43 a.m.

EARTH is your chinese symbol!

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You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves
your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling
he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss
that never lessens and always blows your
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What kind of kiss are you?
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The Lost Soul

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borderline

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You come from the Night Sky. You're drawn to the
stars and planets, and it's no wonder why, you
came from them.

Where Did Your Soul Originate?
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You are an "Ultima Fan!" ^_^ Good job!

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Yuna - You are a gentle person but you will do
anything to do your duty.

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   Wednesday, July 9, 2003 -- 11:15 p.m.

;__; poor Brian.... I actually shed a tear for him on this one.

Other than that nothing new, other than an odd rehersal that can't exactly be described in words.

I just hope that was the last one O__o;;;

   Tuesday, July 8, 2003 -- 08:03 p.m.

Wow, I guess it's actually possible to survive without internet. Who knew? XD

Hm, hm.... (I almost typed hem hem but then I woulda had to shoot muhself *sweatdrops*) As usual nothing is happening here. Except the rapid and steady decay that is my brain. *sweatdrops some more*

*stares idly up at her bedroom ceiling* Man... sometimes I wish I had a life. *blinks*

*grins* Although, my mama has told me to get off my lazy arse and go get a job. But I figure, what's the point when I'd have to quit it in a month anyway.

I'm highly upset... I started paying FFVII, and then discovered I had another saved game that was much farther so I started playing there.... but now my game has glitched at the part I retrieve the Key of the Ancients the screen goes black and that's it.

*silently fumes* Just as well I suppose.

Of course the only reason I started playing it was because I originally started playing Kingdom Hearts and for whatever reason I've become SOOOOOO bad at this game that I actually get creamed by Tidus in the very beginning. ;__; and after retrying Riku over 15 times (several rounds of fighting after that) and STILL can't win (it usually takes me 3 times tops with Riku) I gave the game up and went and cried in my soda. (I'd say beer, but my brothers moved out *lips twitch in a slight smile*)

And, after thinking I could finally play Silent Hill in the dark indefinitely.... I was very wrong. Sometimes I just hafta reach the light. Because I remember while I has first played it a long time ago.... I actually thought lil knife welding demon children were hiding in my room.

But at least I'm better than the one guy who wrote to Game Informer last month, he wrote them saying: "This is a bit embarrassing - I have Resident Evil on GameCube but I can't beat it because it scares the crap outta me! I rented the game, liked it, and then bought it. I played for only a week and then three months went by while I haven't touched it because I don't have the guts. What should I do to conquer my fear of the dark and the scary stuff in the game?"

*raises a brow* I liked GI's reply though these guys crack me up:

We will supply you with the will to go on. Here is a mantra to repeat when things get spooky, "The universe is expanding. Although Leon may die, mutated dogs will not eat me. I can always select Continue. The universe is expanding. Although Rebecca may die, lickers will not decapitate me. I can always select Continue. The universe is expanding."
Repeat as necessary. If a Zen-like calm doesn't flow over you akin to a gentle wave, consider rubber undies for their durability and easy clean up job.

XD

Admittedly, I really shouldn't laugh at this guy, because I'm probably worse. I usually grow so attached to the characters during game-play that I cry when one of them dies. ^^;;;

*quirks* Unless its a chara I dun like. I don't care if they ARE on muh team... sometimes I just like to randomly make my other characters attack them and blow 'em to smithereens!!!

XDDD

   Tuesday, July 1, 2003 -- 09:24 p.m.

Anyway, this weekend my family reunion was pretty uneventful. Which was really odd. So to fill the long hours of nothingness, on our one trip to Wally World I broke down and had my dad buy me the fifth Harry Potter book. (Because I was too lazy to pay for it myself) I'm through over a half of it. And I'm finding Harry to be a very funny kid. His perfect timings of sarcastic remarks makes him very endearing and different from his little self back in book one.

Other than that Saturday in Kentucky my cousin's four year old daughter got locked inside the house. *quirks* Poor kid, all alone in this dark house she doesn't know and she's not tall enough to reach the dead-bolts even if her life depended on it. She was a little tramatized until I saved the day and pulled her out a little bottle of bubbles.

^_^;;; It's amazing what a bottle of bubbles will cure for that kid.

Other than that I was constantly dodging the only two little kids present (the locked-up child being one of them) and managed to endure it. ^^;;; I swear that one girl whatever the hell her name was I was SOOOOO close to kicking her in the head. *twitches* She calls ME mean because she asks to she something of mine I show it to her and say "See?" and then don't give it to her. Gee golly I'm sooooooo mean. *rolls eyes* And little miss princess "pain in the ass" wouldn't stop throwing her whining pout fit until I gave the damned thing to her.

Six year olds who think they know it all and should GET it all... *shakes head*

Hm, well I suppose I feel a tad better having ranted about the brats... er, kids. ^^;;

What else.... what else.... Um, the only other new thing I suppose would be my hair. As I went and had it cut.

It's sooooooo short compared to this morning ;___;

She finished and I looked down and saw all my hair in heaps on the floor completely surrounding the chair.

It was.... odd. And I never realied just HOW much hair I had till then O_o;;;

So I'm adjusting to that. The funny thing is... for some reason my hair has turned all these different shades and colors. It's as if I dyed my hair and had highlights or something. And that's just the thing.... my hair was only washed, cut, dried and styled.

....so where'd the colors come from?

*shrugs* who knows. but it's pretty interesting all the same. ^_^

   Friday, June 27, 2003 -- 01:26 a.m.

O__o;;; *difficulty in typing begins as Chibi's kitty decides it's time to lay on her hands, while licking and biting her fingers as she sttempts to type*

I swear sometimes I just wanna shoot the darn cat and get it over with. ^^;;; She should just be glad that she's so damn cute!

I've recently been put on a strict agenda for the rest of the summer. My dad doesn't like the fact that I do nothing all day... or sleep all day... whichever. So now he's going to become my "personal trainer" and make me walk a couple miles a day... among other exercising thingies... all the while I have to practice scales and notes and other musical nonsense EVERYDAY for my audition in 2 months.

I know I said band was my drug and that I wasn't going into rehab for it.... but i've never had to put so much time and effort into this before.

What else...

Well, this weekend I get to spend a "fun-filled" time with my relatives. I used to get excited about going down to Kentucky... but now... I don't exactly have the appeal towards catching crawdads in snake infested creeks as I did when I was kid. *raises a brow* This also calls for our yearly-trip to Wally World (or rather Wal-Mart) Since the little tiki village of a town my relatives live in down in Kentucky, that's their big "hang-out". ^^;;; Oh boy...

I've procrastinated on my laundry, so I don't really have clothes for travelling. I suspect that should be something I should do before I leave...

But, I really must further my procrastination and go back to FFVII...as it is beckoning me home. Well, technically I AM home so.... uh, i'm not sure as to why I said that like that.

But maybe I'll conjure up some more sketches while i'm away...I was thinking of eventually using one of my drawings (prolly a future one...) as one of my layouts, but I'm not too sure.

Well, since my kitty seems to be demanding ALL of my attention... *Mumbles incohertly about a baka neko* I must regretfully leave this at that. So fare me well... ( yes, *ME* i'm going on a trip remember? = LOL *laughs at her own weird sense of um, ...oddness?*)

   Tuesday, June 24, 2003 -- 10:22 p.m.

I swear I'll never go to a doctor again if my life depended on it. They make you go in and sit you down for you to pay them to tell you either: "nothings wrong" they suggest to you to do something that you already knew and were doing... or they tell you that nothing's changed.

Nice people... dumb occupation. Well, in some parts. *quirks*

My parents took me out "refrigerator" shopping. Comparing and commenting and picking out things on what to paint on it. I swear my dad has this complex that he has to paint or change EVERYTHING. O_o;;;

Well, I dunno. Nothing much ever changes around here during the summer. I have an uncommon amount of stuff on my mind. I need to scoot into auto-pilot and pop-in FFVII and cruise through. Wasting away at the moment doesn't sound bad, but that requires too little energy and I'd go crazy before I could actually accomplish that.

But most importantly, thousand of millions of hugs & kisses to you. May your many tears help to sweep away your sorrow, so that you may once again be able to smile.

   Monday, June 23, 2003 -- 11:47 a.m.

Man, are we prepared for emergencies or what? ^^;;;

I also must have went psycho last night because I up and scanned my newest art works and then uploaded them after the power-thing finally fixed itself. if I remember correctly these few I scanned were all at one time something I turned in for art class... So lessee...

the two FFVIII ones were all part of the same work, but I only scanned the parts I liked... LOL the FF8 ones are paintings and I did them completely free-handed, cause usually I drew out what I was doing... but not this time: Logo , Promise

The next one is a scratch art of Kamui. *quirks* I've never done Kamui.... and I'm not really even quite sure if my pic even remotely looks like 'im. O_o But my art teacher liked all my feathers! ^_^ : Kamui

This one was done when I was in the midst of playing .hack//infection.... I earned a couple fans from my art class for this one. I did this one in a very selective choice of marker: .hack

Next, is an original chara that I started to design a couple of years ago when my parents took me down to New Orleans. I never finished it, so when I was crunched for time in art class, I found this and completed it... I'm not very happy with it, but then again I don't ever really try to do originals. This had to be done in charcoal for the sake of my art assignment: Original

And lastly (since I'm overly showing my works today. O__O I must be going sick.) This is the painting I had mentioned long ago that everyone thought was so great... And I STILL to this DAY cannot figure out what's so great about it. The art assignment was High/Low Key. And all I did was paint a blitzball floating in the water.... Blitzball

I'm seriously tellin' ya... if you have ANY clue as to what's so magnificent about my blitzball... I'd like to be let in on it. O__o;;;

I dun understaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand!

This insanity was brought to you by: Chibi, be thankful there's only one like her!

   Sunday, June 22, 2003 -- 11:37 p.m.

Muh nee-chan's birthday today!! *flings around some sparklers and other dangerous nonsense*

I think I'd send a card... but I'm probably so outta touch with her than I used to be that I dun even know if she really uses that addy much anymore. O_o;;

Baaaaaaaaad mou-chan Chibi... baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad

But otherwise, today I ended up signing on to my millions of yahoo accounts and read through all of our past emails... well, the ones my compie didn't eat anyway. ^^;;; Flash from the past let me tell you.

And it really made me think, that you know... I'm really upset by the fact that we're not as in tune with each other as we used to be. I can recall many a nights where I lay in my bed just thinking about it. How we used to write emails on an almost if not on a daily basis... anything from the small and silly to the large heart-tearing letters.

And I miss it.

Our schedules have changed so much, she's met so many different people, and has so many different friends that I don't even think I could begin to catch up.

And besides, as of right now to this day, our massive RPG from many-a-days gone by... Parts from it still pop up in my mind from time to time leaving me to smile or sit and ponder... this is probably still the most significant convo, I've had yet in my life... well, when we weren't being completely silly that is... but even then... ^^;

And our "rejection song" *smiles fondly* I included the words to it in one of my scrap books... and I've had people ask about it... but I dunno. Sometimes these things seem like yesterday, while at other times it seems so long ago. Was it real or not? That was the point of creating that song wasn't it? To answer just that?

Well... I pulled up a small portion of memory lane for you MD on your birthday. Maybe it's my gift to you... maybe I'm just being overly sentimental today. I don't know.

But in closing, I miss and love you sis, more than words could express. But I hope you've had a great day today... since it's supposed to be YOUR day... even if it's not possible for me to physically be there with you.

Happy Birthday

aishiteru... eien ni...

*muah*

   Friday, June 20, 2003 -- 11:15 p.m.

You can save it... but dun steal it. I would cry. ;_; (See!?) Well, if you did... i couldn't stop ya.... because see i recorded this myself.... i had to agonize over the fact that I couldn't say anything during the duration of the convo between Tidus and Yuna - lest I ruin it. (but i think you can hear my dad in the background in the one part making fun of it O_o;;; ... maybe its just me)

Anyhoo, went out with mama-san (she think's she's special when I call her that *raises a brow*) to shop for more clothes for college. She supposedly says she's spent over $800 already. I'd say that equals the amount of clothes she's bought me through grades 6-12 combined. *raises a brow* I ain't takin the bitchin today. (although i don't believe she was that time *blinks*)

It seems my dad did some investigating and uncovered the mystery behind the "Purdue Anime Club" or... whatever its called. They have this web site. *quirks* It's... rather lacking. *blinks* I might have to go in there and shape them up a bit - LOL I think the best they got was Hellsing and uh... I don't remember the only off hand. I started to get excited when I saw X listed on their schedule... but they way they talked.... i have a feeling it's something else. I think I'll end up joining anyway, because they're there to watch and share new animes... and if I have anything to do with it... i'm gonna be doin' a 'hole lotta sharin'. *nods*

...well, i'll try to anyway.

Well, actually instead of being online, I should be practicing my audition thing... I've actually uncovered the mystery of where I was confused.... I MAY HAVE A CHANCE!!! *does an odd happy dance*

*DORKDORKDORK*

I'm suppose to be getting tutored on this from one of my dad's good buddies, who happens to work very closely with Purdue's band... who also is a good friend of the head Purdue band man and also used to be my high school's band director way back when...

(...man i got some connections, don't I...?)

Oh! And like the dork I am, I went out and bought almost all the stuff to create my costume. (Which happens to be Yuna's outfit from FFX (not FFX-2) Man, so much talk about Yuna and Yunie here recently... they be makin me head spin *rubs a sore bump on her head while sensing the smirking onna behind her*) I'm only missing a few more small detail things... and it just so happens that it was only like $30 for the whole she-bang. *blinks* Hey, it's something to keep my idle hands busy *quirks*

It was kinda funny though because I held up the fabric cutting line in the store. I saved the biggest for last. I had to get about 9 yards of white fabric... and this lady standing behind was all like "Man, that must be some project you have going for ya."

Long story short, by the time the fabric cutting lady had un-dizzied herself I had the whole fabric section of the store captivated by my miraclous scheme. And they all rooted for me as I carried what seemed like 10 tons of fabrics and other various things off to the other side of the huge store to the checkout lane. (I wasn't smart enough to grab a cart - I just had to do it the hard way.)

When I get it done, I'll have ta take pictures of muhself in it and post it up for all to see my handiwork. *eyes crosses slightly* It's gonna be an all out thing... i'm actually going to draw/paint on the hibiscus pattern on the skirt and the everything like that. I'm going gung-ho.

(I'd rather had Yunie dress as Yuna... but I fear she may whap me into the second tuesday of next week for even mentioning it - but that would've been cute, ne?)

Well, that's about it... i have to write my roommate back again... she's asking about curtains *raises a brow* (she's very... um, ... interesting... to say the least ^^;;) and then get to bed, My cousin is getting married tomorrow and for some reason she's excited about me being there. Why? I dunno. I've never really ever talked to her in my entire life because we just have nothing common and find it kinda hard to strike up a lasting conversation with her. *blinks* It's kinda sad though.... she is really nice. I guess I can feel special about knowing it means something to her that I'm showing up to her wedding. Maybe that's enough for now.

   Tuesday, June 17, 2003 -- 11:49 p.m.

Well, I'm going to go to Purdue... the supposedly "smart" school (obviously not smart if they let *me* in - LOL) Anyway, I registered for classes... realized after talking with my advisor that it's going to be a total bitch trying to do my double major... *quirks* it doesn't help that one major is in the school of Liberal Arts and the other is in the school of Technology and they have to be so damn picky as to you have to belong to one school or the other... can't be both. *rolls eyes* And from what I can tell the school of technology is full of quote-unquote "geeks" i guess. I'm definitely not one of those types. I mean the people in this school are like SUPER smart and carry pocket protectors and calculators and such... (now i'm sure not ALL of them do this...)

But its pretty funny... I managed to sign up for a class... where I get to sit and watch anime. *__* Yeah, it's something new. I about died. We get to spend one day a week watching Japanese "films" (their technical word for it *rolls eyes*) with subtitles and then we sit and discuss it during classtime. *clucks thoughtfully* it won't be ENTIRELY anime... which isn't so bad to say the least, but credit hours for watching movies and such.... WOW. xD

But, let's see... I met some rather eccentric people today. The one guy I met (>.> he never did tell me his name...) while we were standing in line to do the whole "student id" thing was telling me how he was majoring in engineering... but that he wanted to be a dentist. *raises a brow* i think the kid's a tad confused. and then it was funny because he lives in a city, he's talking to his mom (there was this FFA thing going on here as well) and all of a sudden I hear him make the comment "I don't want to become a farmer... that would be, like, weird."

xD (I know you'll all read this and be like "what's so funny?" You just had to be there... lmao!!)

Needless to say when I got my pic taken for the id card, it looks like i'm on drugs *eyes twitches* i always take bad pics for any id card i ever get (but then who doesn't?)

And supposedly according to my mother, she somehow believes that some of the guys walking around Purdue campus where "gawking at me" *raises a brow* Cause we're walking down the sidewalk and she's all excited going "Oh yeah, boys just gawk all you want!" giggles and pokes me in the shoulder a couple times *brow raises farther*

And BESIDES let it be stated I never have, nor ever will be GAWKED at. So there! *sticks her tongue out*

Anyway, I think they were trying to figure out what I was doing because when we walked around campus monday, I was going around singing the "Water Buffalo Song" and the "Song of the Cebu". And then today I was singing "Where is my hairbrush!?" So they were most likely gawking cause they were trying to figure out what was wrong with me... *blinks* actually... I don't remember singing anything at the time my mom said something... but for me monday was so far away I couldn't tell ya.

***

Everybody's got a water buffalo! Yours is fast, but mine is slow. Oh, where we get them I don't know, but everybody's got a water buffaloooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!

I took my buffalo to the store. Got his head stuck in the door... Spilled some lima beans on the floor oh everybody's got a...

Sad, isn't it? ^^;;;

Everybody's got a baby kangaroo! Yours is pink, but mine is blue. Oh, hers was small but...

   Monday, June 16, 2003 -- 12:40 a.m.

Yeah anyway I'm in a better mood and should be in bed most likely, but then again I've never done what i'm suppose to anyway, so why start now, right?

I also need to write my roommate back... it seems like I might have a very nice roommate who isn't shy or "the roommate from hell" She says she's majoring in Sports medicine and something about how "she has the feeling she was more girly-girl than I am." That made me laugh. ^_^ But the fact that she seems to be really nice.... This brings happy thoughts to Chibi's head.

I'm also re-reading some Janet Evanovich books... Her new one comes out next month. *la sigh* I can't help it it's another one of my drugs and I refuse to go into rehab for that either. LOL

*Mind strikes a very interesting idea...*

Another drug I refuse to give up.... my Final Fantasy addiction... no rehab for me on that either. XD

I want it to be Oct. 18th!!! ;__; Final Fantasy X-2~~~!!! I must play you!!! Play you for hours!!! (I'm glad i kinda fixed how I was gonna originally say that... cause it woulda sounded bad! XD)

Oh, the other day the phone rang... and my parents have to screen the calls by checking what the caller id says, so if it says "unknown caller" or "private caller" or something they usually don't pick up. Well, anyhoo, the phone rang the other day and I walk over to see who it is... it says "unknown caller" so by decree of the law (aka: my parents) I don't pick it up. But it just so happens my dad walks in and sees me look and then walk away and so he asks: "Who is it? Your girlfriend?" I kinda glanced up at him as he got all embarrassed stumbled and attempted to change it to boyfriend... I was all like: "You know about Yunie!?!"

My dad hasn't been the same since... XD

(On side note: I'm on more Veggie Tales Silly Songs... so i'm a little more than a tad insane at the moment!!! - I feel some more parodies coming on!!! Muwahahahahahahaha!!!)

   Sunday, June 15, 2003 -- 11:27 p.m.

--;;; Well, whatever the reason, I just wish it would go away. (and i'm somehow sure that my cat is also plotting revenge on me... for um,... something... if only i could crack into that skull....hm....)

Anyway, I got my computer to do a trick. I made my first successful .wav file on here. Er... only it's a 3:51 long... eh-heh... I thought it was rather strange that all other .wav files are like a couple of seconds and mine almost goes on four minutes. Aw, well it's cute all the same. I'll have to upload it sometime soon.

I get to leave tomorrow to go to my future home and register for classes. My daddy said that I wasn't allowed to sleep in till 1 or 2 in the afternoon like I usually do. I have no other life, so what's the harm, right? *coughs*

So, my mom is all gung-ho about my whole band audition that's in august....(so i'm a band nerd and that's the only thing i've ever been able to keep as a steady thing in my life O__o;;; it's a drug and I refuse to go into rehab ^^;;;) So I got my audition music and it's like holy crap my high school band director has been sheltering my whole life and there's no way in the world I'll be able to play this stuff...

(Ok... so I'm slightly exaggerating maybe... kinda....)thing is almost half of it i'm crossing my eyes in attempting to figure this thing out... i've scribbled the heck out of it in trying to make some sort of logical sense out of it. And this is sad.... considering I was only like first chair in my section. *sweatdrops profusely*

Now I'm gonna feel completely AWFUL if I end up NOT making band considering my parents are spending well over $1000 for this and all the do-dads to go with it. *prays to any gods that can hear her*

And when I go to register for my classes... i may be taking some placement tests.... I haven't had a math class in over a year... I'm not so sure my math will be up to par... they'll end up putting me in basic math... eh-heh.... epecially since in my college my high school overall GPA... puts me in the waaaaaaaaaaay lower half of everyone else attending. I never knew managing around a 3.85 GPA would classify me as dumb O.o;;; (That's what I get for choosing to go to a "smart" school... or so I'm told.)

That and my major requires a lot of math understandingment... and I never understood math in the first place since I had teachers that refused to teach it to me. (um, i believe that may be a slight problem....^^;;)

Rant rant rant.... I'm in an awfully ranty/bitchy mood tonight... I think its from going to the doctors the other day and without warning recieving two shots (one in each arm) early in the morning... and i kinda didn't eat anything. Maybe that had nothing to do with it... who knows... all I know is I got two more appointments to look forward to and get the same treatment again. ;__; and the one shot BURNED.... all throughout my arm... I wanted to cry... I did get a little misty... My mom said everyone in the waiting room was staring at me as we left... something about me being to loud or something...?

*attempts to look like an innocent* All I gotta say is if you're injected with some unknown stuff into both of your arms (one of which the nurse orders you to keep moving or else... (i tried, but after about 5 seconds i couldn't move that arm if i WANTED to... so i made my other arm move it - LOL)) and anyway... I could be loud if I wanted to... besides sometimes being quiet is over-rated anyhow.

I believe I made absolutely no sense, but I figure i have to at least make an attempt at some movement on here.... besides its only been about 4-5 days... and it only took my parents two days to realize I was unmoving in my bed. For all they knew I coulda been dead (dead-asleep that is) but did they check? Nope. Oh well. I feel the love anyhow. (...I think?)

   Wednesday, June 11, 2003 -- 03:53 p.m.

Good...? Bad...? I dunno... I kinda like it. ^^;;;

I got up earlier than normal so right now my body's internal clock is seriously messed up and I feel like it's later than what it really is.

I've been listening to: Real Emotion - Kodo Kumi (FFX-2 opening song) for like the past week or more. I just can't seem to get enough. *la sigh* Have I ever mentioned that I REALLY want FFX-2 to come out in the states? *grins sheepishly*

I finally got off my rear and wrote my to-be roomie at college. *crosses arms* It's not *MY* fault the girl can't phone or write on her own... so why should my parents get all upset over me that its my responsibility to get in contact with her! O__o;;;

<.< It would be my luck that this girl is like really shy and an average day in the dorm room with her will consist of:

Chibi: Hey, what's up?
Roomie: .... *blink*
Chibi: Ok... have a good day in class?
Roomie: *blink* ... *blinks some more*
Chibi: Um... alrighty?
Roomie: *buh-link*

Heaven sakes, if that's how it's actually gonna be I might actually start to understand Duo's frustration in GW when he roomed with Heero... ^^;; (Except without hopefully the glares - xD)

   Tuesday, June 10, 2003 -- 8:19 p.m.

Thing is I don't feel like anything's wrong or anything. But I probably won't be seeing a doctor either because my mother never believes that I'm capable of being sick. *rolls eyes* I'm not exactly invincible, ya know?

Anyway, i'm slowly working on content for my new site/"project" but since my parents are insisting on me getting a job, i don't know how much time between then and till the end of the summer i'll have if and when i get a job. Depends all on my hours i suppose.

Other than that, I set myself on a side mission. I came across a site (probably one of several) where they make cosplay costumes... where they charge like.... $200 some dollars. *quirks a brow* Ok, whatever... but sorry, some of those costumes could look a whole lot better for that kind of money. Anyway... i went out figured up what materials it would take for me to create one of these things on my own. Grand total.....

$50.... give or take a few

I even wanted to go out and buy the materials and attempted to make it myself. *sweatdrops* but my father yelled the crap outta me saying "What in the hell would you want to spend $50-100 for absolutely nothing for!?!"

O__O

I RARELY ever spend my money. Never have the need to. So now since he's heard about this he believes that he should be worried about me over-spending when i move away for college.

-___-;;; I'm thinking, i rarely spend money now, do ya think that i'm randomly going to develop the habit just because i wont be residing at home anymore? Hell, i'd probably be too afraid to run out of money. O__o;;;

But anyway.... whatever. That's my random rant about absolutely nothing. ^^;;;