name:>
Susie M.
nicknames:>
Sandra, Suser, Suz...
age:>
15
location:>
Sugarland
grade:>
10
sex:>
Female
birthday:>
August 1st, 1987
element:>
Fire
flavor:>
Peppermint
obsession:>
Wolves, werewolves, paranormal,Vampires, guys *^^*, Auron.
current obsession:> sporks, Gackt! GACKT! food:>
pickles, sushi, toast, sandwiches, cold pizza, dumplings,
likes:>
anime, drawing/doodling, talking to friends, internet, MUDs, wolfies, acting
dislikes:>
pissy people, Science altogether, school, preps,projects, stuff...
music:>
Kelly Osbourne, Cowboy Bebop CD, Creed, Seatbelts, Matchbox 20, U2,White Stripes, Malice Mizer, GACKT!
anime:>
Fushigi Yuugi, Love Hina, Cowboy Bebop, Outlaw Star, Rurouni Kenshin,Zoids Chaotic Century,FLCL, G Gundam,Slayers, Hey!Hey!Hey! (does that count? ^-^;;)
gaming:>
Majora's Mask, Paper Mario, Harvest Moon, Rogue Squadron, Final Fantasy X,The Bouncer, Gauntlet Legends: Dark Legacy
funnywords:>Dunkey, Legacy, hat, cat, net, nod, nun... email:>
click here
aim:>
VereDemonAngel
linkage:> CandyTuft CloudyHaze RedJacket Gackt's LiveJoournal
sprite collection:>

other:>
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 Saturday, October 12, 2002 10:47 p.m.
dear god.
I just found out i'm bipolar, and i'm suspecting i'm schitzophrenic or something. i really just wanna bitch out the whole world. I really wanna break something. REALLY BAD. I wish i had a whole roomful of glass. but then i'd end up cutting myself or soemthing. I'm turning very vampiric. i don't know why i keep having thses dreams, where i'll wake up, and the sun shine on me, and i have to keep from screaming. I've also been staring at peoples necks, and i can just feel their pulse under the tiny barrier of skin that can so easily be broken. My hands are shaking, and my fingertips are tingling. I'm probabbly going through a mental shift too. cant keep my fingers straight. they're curling. yup. about to shift, but i'll keep myself as long as i can so i can vent. okay, alotta it if leaving, but i'm stil mid-shift....it's backing off, but my hands are still shaking....okay....i think it's over. When i'm stressed i often shift mentally......yeah. much better. I love my blog
.:she howls once again:.
Saturday, October 12, 2002 04:33 p.m.
well, we got our computer wiped, and front page is now installed so i can redo this website. ::sigh:: unfortunately i'm at my gramps house. i'm not paticularly crazy about being here. I'm feeling pretty un-happy i suppose is the word for it. ah well. i'm off to find malice mizer crap
.:she howls once again:.
Tuesday, October 8, 2002 05:48 p.m.
Kon ban wa minna san,
Watashi wa nighongo o hanashimashou.
ok never mind. ::bored:: i'm so tired. and I'm at the computer shop again. The guy here's SO nice. He's like "Here, go ahead, surf anywhere you want. ^-^" He made me happy, cause i wasn't feelin too good. ::sigh::
yeah. I don't really wanna gush here cause i found out people ACTUALLY read this. OH MY GOD!!! okay. Ja.
.:she howls once again:.
Monday, October 7, 2002 08:35 p.m.
Hallo minna!
Today a lot of cool/uncool things happened! First off, i forgot a bio paper is due tomorrow, so while the smallpox pages load, i'm writing. here. o____o ::sigh::
Anyways, Beffy gave me this Cho cool note and it goes like this:
Aishite mo ii ka? Yurero yoru ni arugamama de ii yo
motto fukaku....blahblahblah
BOKU WA KIMI NO VANILLA!!
::insert winkin' Gackt:: This note is approved by Gackt!! Yah! Anyways I'm in Bio listnin to vanilla on repeat! Woo Hoo! I am bored. Anyways when i finish coloring Gackt, I am gonna give him to you.
But maybe make copies or somethin. But you shall recive the original! hmmm.... maybe i will only give it to you when you burn my cd@ good plan!
::then there's some stuff about blah i hate writing in pen...rarr rarr...::
::insert hilarious Glomping Gackt picture!!!!!!!!::
buahahahaha!!!!!! it's great. but better in real-life. heehee.Okay, ONWARD!
Today was strange, on the way to 7th period i walked past this HUGE sign that's like "HEEEEEY YOU! THIS FLOOR'S WET! DON'T FALL!" I slipped and fell. ^-^;; Then this dude came by and way like "OMG!!! ARE YOU OKAY!?!?!" "FINE! I'M FINE!!!!!!" ::blushblush runawayrunaway::
Well, after school was fun. we hung out at cammie's house, and watched a buncha crap. It was fun. Then i went home, and started drawing, and NOW i have a specil surprise for Beffy! ^-^ YAAAAY!!!
And That was my day.
.:she howls once again:.
Saturday, October 5, 2002 10:44 p.m.
I'M SORRY! DUN KILL ME! I'm gonna re-design the page as soon as this comp is mine. score!
hehe okay.
Last Night we went to go see Signs. (We being Me, Jenn, Cam, and Adam) and it was really creepy! There were these two preppies making out! It was soooo grosss! He was eating her face! Oh yeah, and the movie was kinda scary too.
::sweatdrop:: anyways, after recovering from the heart-attack the movie gave me, ::clutching purse, shivering:: we walked to the mall only to find they were closed.
OOPS.
Then we walked back. Yay. um... I got those annoying chest pains. Thaaaaat's about it.
.:she howls once again:.
Saturday, September 28, 2002 12:56 a.m.
Okay, I'm gonna vent. cause i need it.
This is probably gonna be really long, and so i apologize in advance. Okay. yeah. Beast of Blood is running through my head, but maybe that's because i stopped listening to it about 3 seconds ago. That's such a great song. I love it when the music stops and the vocal says "Beast Brood." it's so kakoi. Thinking of what to write.....okay. I think that people should leave me alone sometimes. Sometimes i just want people to leave me alone. But i don't know what to do about it. I love this friggin makeup. It's so evil ya know? It's cool though.I wish i could do this more often but i don't really get the chance alot. Oh well. Note to self: get Bill Nye Makeup set. Really good theatrical stuff. Okay just flowing now so whatever happens happens. Yeah. So anyways. i Dammit. Just lost it. CRAP. Totally lost my train of thought. Jenn's going to sleep now. Good.
It's 1 in the morning. i don't know why but i really think i need to get away for a while. Sometimes i think i really do have a lot of mental problems. I don't know actually. I think Jenn is secretly wishing I'd go to sleep. NEVER!!! muahahahaha.
I think she's awake. Still. She's looking at me. That's what i think. Am i getting paranoid? no. I'm talking to myself again. That's okay. I guess. I hope so anyways. I hope i don't have a headache tomorrow morning. It seems to come with sleepovers. Kinda like a sleepover-hangover. i guess. I don't know. i'm probabbly going to sleep soon.
Yeah i think she's awake... Okay now lluminati is going through my head. which is okay because it's a cool song. Dirty, yet cool. okay, running on empty. Thanks for listening.
.:she howls once again:.
Saturday, September 28, 2002 12:46 a.m.
Hallo.
I'm really dead right now. we made our make-up all Malice Mizer-ish and it looks cool. you can't be happy while wearing it though. all that runs throught your head is angst. I'm starting to like Beast of Blood and Illuminati. (The music video is really.....interesting, although i like the guy who bites this chick and spits blood.)
anyways......yeah.
Gonna do this on halloween at school.
.:she howls once again:.
Thursday, September 26, 2002 11:47 p.m.
hiiii
Okay, Juu ni gatsu no love song is playing and it really makes me wanna make a gackt layout. but i'm at Cammie's house so i guess it doesn't work. SIGH. oh well. I need to find my front Page Cd. Gaaaackt-san.....
Oh, i bought Mars, isn't that cool? ^ ^ go me.
Tomorrow is beffy's Party. Now i really wanna work on layouts. ummmmmm gonna try and get on together. yay for me!
baibai
.:she howls once again:.
Sunday, September 22, 2002 08:05 p.m.
WAAAAAAAAIIIII!!!!!
I found a great movie thanks to Jennifer and Adam. ::snugs::
It's called Battle Royal! Kiriyama!!! ^ ^ except when he's all creepy and at the end with scary zombie-eyes...o___o;;
OOPS! YOU DIDN'T HEAR THAT! ^ ^;; Anyways....yeah
IF YOU CAN, RENT THIS MOVIE. unless you have a weak stomach. then.....
don't.
.:she howls once again:.
Tuesday, September 17, 2002 09:38 p.m.
Sorry i've been kinda bitchy to everyone lately.
I feel better now, though. ^ ^
Vanilla is playing right now. wheeee!!
It's just not the same without the live video. (You know what i'm talkin' about cammie. IROPOI!!!! OISHII!!! ^____^)
I had a funny dream. I shall tell you.
I dreampt that I went to a theatre thingy, and Josh was there painting faces, so he goes, "OOh Suz, let me paint your face!" So i went over, and suddenly Josh had Vanilla Gackt hair, and was wearing a red suit! Like....Gackt style!! It was cool. ^ ^
Thaaaaaaat's all for now.
Ja matta!
.:she howls once again:.
Tuesday, September 10, 2002 10:29 p.m.
oi.
I promise to gackt-ify this page soon.
As of now, i'm pretty pissed. but i can't say why.
YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE. ::coughcoughAtsurocoughcough::
yeah a lot of people are on my most wanted list. i think on the 21st (full moon) i'm going on a killing spree. blood will spill. Then gackt will be the layout.
hmmm.... Vanilla gackt? or Oasis Gackt?
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Friday, September 6, 2002 05:22 p.m.
Hello all you faithful readers.
::crickets chirp::
I now must eternally love Cammie for showing me the gackt interview thingies. must find Gackt's livejournal and put it in my linkage section.
::sigh:: not much going on here, besides chaos. ummmmmm okay, gonna go find Gackt's livejournal. toodles!
.:she howls once again:.
Wednesday, August 14, 2002 08:31 p.m.
took some quizzes: first go:
 | | You're Rikku! You love to be with those dear to you. You're resourceful; a little stealing never hurt anyone! You try to help whenever you can, even if it means going against your own personal believes and desires. Friends come first! ....you like thinks that go BOOM. | | Which Final Fantasy X Character would YOU be? Take the test. |
Second go:
 | | You're Lulu. You seem a little insensitive to those who don't know you very well, due to your cynical nature. Your mind is always thinking of things, big and small. You have a tough time of letting go of the past. You also like to bash people with plushies for fun and then fry them up with some tasty magic~! XD | | Which Final Fantasy X Character would YOU be? Take the test. |
Tried to get these (hehe XD):
 | | You're Tidus! A little over confident and sometimes naive, you're always looking out for your friends. You'd rather help them, and ignore what needs to be done. You love playing blitzball and showing off your mad skillz. You can also get carried away with things and become very emotional. You cryba-...er....handsome stud you! Hey and...is it just me, or are those sexy legs shaved? XD | | Which Final Fantasy X Character would YOU be? Take the test. |
Come on you knew this was coming... XD
 | | You're Auron, Spira's most famous Guardian! Often very cold, you're also very resourceful. You have a very good public image, and its not uncommon for people to look up to you, and even want to be you! You always keep your promises, no matter what. | | Which Final Fantasy X Character would YOU be? Take the test. |
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