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lullabye, featuring Misha from Pita-ten. //Boring
Stuff// shiawase: anime/manga, fanfiction, fanart, computer, internet, television, food, sleep, books, music. otaku: omi tsukiyono, kurapika [curarpikt], hunter x hunter, eriol and tomoyo/ fanfiction. uta: jpop/ jrock, bgm, classical, etc. anime/ manga: hunter x hunter, rurouni kenshin, weiß kreuz, cardcaptor sakura, kare-kano, escaflowne, ah my goddess, ayashi no ceres, hana yori dango, akazukin chacha, boys be, gundam wing, akihabara dennou-gumi, dragon ball, you're under arrest, twin signal, houshin engi, kodocha, trigun, slam dunk, imadoki, digimon, angel sanctuary, sakura taisen, clamp campus detectives, detective conan, flint the time detective, rayearth, ima soko ni iru boku, strange dawn, etc. otoko: omi tsukiyono [wk], kurapika [hxh], eriol hiiragizawa [ccs], aki mikage [anc], quatre winner [gw], taikoubou [he], marron [bh], akira [ccd], kinomoto touya [ccs], killua zordik [hxh], gon freecs [hxh], kuroro [hxh], hisoka [hxh], van fanel [esca], crane [adg], takeru [digimon], ryota miyagi [sd], etc. onna: tomoyo daidouji [ccs], machi [hxh], shizuku [hxh], senritsu [hxh], nakuru [ccs], misao makimachi [rk], tsubame sanjou [rk], skuld [amg], natsumi tsujimoto [yua], tsubame [adg], iris chateubriand [st], ryoko [tm], etc. plushie: suppi-chan [ccs], kero-chan [ccs], riiya -- wolf [acc], petit-ange [adg], densuke [adg], patamon [digimon], pikachu, pichu [pokemon], merle [esca], etc. koibito: eriol x tomoyo [ccs], kenshin x kaoru [rk], arima x yukino [kare-kano], van x hitomi [esca], etc.
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the product of insomnia-------> go read!! random thoughts i sit with my eyes closed. yeah right. who am i fooling, trying to convince myself to shun away from the truth. how many times have i seen this scene before. i'm such a coward. all i do is run, never really achieving anything, never really getting anywhere. i retreat at the first signals of danger. yet bold enough to fight for my broken pride, my over inflated ego. i wanted to be sincere. there always something like a hidden agenda within my motives. more for personal satisfaction. i wanted to be humble. it seems i could not contain the need to feed on other people's praise. i wanted to be this, i wanted to be that. i feel so pathetic listening to myself. but then why? why do i want to change? is it because i feel disgusted at myself for feeling such. i'm so selfish. and i know it. and i want to change that. but what comes after that. is there such a thing as love, that is so powerful that moves me to change my acts of selfishness. i learned that living is a continuous struggle between human desires/ as what dictates us to be human and the single entity called love. isn't it a wonder that love still exist, despite, despite. so when i ask, why do i want to be sincere, why i want to be humble, why i want to be generous, kind, honest, thoughtful, is because i love. how wonderful it must be to love! then why must it be so hard!
--->omi=þ Friday, April 18, 2003 04:04 a.m. +=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+
you're probably wondering what the hell i'm talking about, well, i'm not going to tell you. it's none of your business anyway. it's just that i'm tired and i need some sleep, instead of staying online. i'm at a loss. i want to read something, but i don't know what. i'm craving for a fanfic right now, specifically an eriol/tomoyo one, but it seems i've read every single one. maybe i'll reread some. finally the pictures could be seen, although i'm not fully satisfied with the layout [as usual], expect changes. my day went better than expected. but my feet hurt like hell, [probably from all the walking] and i can't even stretch my muscles, they ache, badly. and i can't help feeling depressed with the fact that i have a chance to watch the ova of hunter x hunter this saturday [and the next and the next and the next...] and miss it because i have a summer workshop. i'm so stupid, maybe i should have taken swimming lessons like my other siblings [except for the fact that i already know how to swim!]. well at least, they got saturday off, plus it only last for an hour and not to mention near our home!. it's dreadful. bloody hell. i feel like crying. i'll just look for other sources where i could watch the ova. i'm seriously considering [no, i actually made up my mind] in getting copies of the ova. T-T kurapika-sama!!
depressed
--->omi=þ Friday, April 26, 2002 01:33 a.m. +=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+
mmwwhhhaaahaaahaaaaahaaaaaa!!!! a little change here, and a little change there and no one will know i changed the date and time=þ. awww i wanted to write this for kurapika-sama's tanjoubi, but looks like i'm a little too late=þ. life's the same, boring as usual, only...it's our summer VACATION!!!!. no school work!!=þ nothing to do but slack off in front of the computer and television.=þ but seriously, lately i've been into hunter x hunter. kurapika's so kakkoi!! and guess what, it's nearing its end. only two more episodes T-T [got to get my hands on those OVA]>þ. hxh gives me a 'hanyaan' feeling after watching. it's what other current anime lack, the feeling of contentment and light-heartedness or the intensity of a certain feeling that the anime gives you. it makes me remember the reasons why i love watching anime, the feeling it gives off afterwards [makes you want to come back for more]=þ anyway, as i was saying earlier, it's kurapika's birthday=þ and i want to give him a big big hug kurapika: what? only a hug? yei: why? you want a kiss too? [smack!]=þ kurapika: ...[with a silly grin on his face] yei: oh my looks like MY kura-chan's still in daze=þ hehe i told him i'm only supposed to give him a hug. better stop before MY omi-kun gets jealous=þ reader's veins start popping, eyebrows twitching... yei: [tomatoes coming my direction...but easily avoided by shooting arrows] hehe after spending time from omi-kun, i'm bound to pick up some habits=þ [gets hit by a tomato] yei: oww that hurts [rubs sore head] fine i'll shut up now, i need my sleep anyway. i promised myself i'll sleep early today for a change, i think i'm suffering from insomnia, i can't seem to get tired even when it's 4 in the morning [mind you, the roosters are already crowing, and my father's alarm clock already ringing..i sneak, as quietly as i could, to bed so as not to get caught, but it doesn't really matter if i do get caught] so i'll just continue my worthless rant some time later. oyasumi=þ
feeling: not so sleepy
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