Thursday, March.4th.'04
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i had to put the edit up here cos otherwise noone wld notice it. ok, lately ive been suffering from ryo withdrawal symptoms (cos i havnt had any ne pix since the 16th Feb,) and i checked wingbeat today AND THEY HAVE UPDATED!!!!! only......the first pix i looked at r of him with the heroine from the drama he's in.......*hiss*and*claws come out*AND*growls*.......ps. once again i must say, johnnys photographers SCARE me....o.O

Fight Club!

What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!)
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my answers wern't nething like that...

You are a PHOENIX in your soul and your
wings make a statement. Huge and born of flame,
they burn with light and power and rebirth.
Ashes fall from your wingtips. You are an
amazingly strong person. You survive, even
flourish in adversity and hardship. A firm
believer in the phrase, 'Whatever doesn't kill
you only makes you stronger,' you rarely fear
failure. You know that any mistake you make
will teach you more about yourself and allow
you to 'rise from the ashes' as a still greater
being. Because of this, you rarely make the
same mistake twice, and are not among the most
forgiving people. You're extremely powerful and
wise, and are capable of fierce pride, passion,
and anger. Perhaps you're this way because you
were forced to survive a rough childhood. Or
maybe you just have a strong grasp on reality
and know that life is tough and the world is
cruel, and it takes strength and independence
to survive it. And independence is your
strongest point - you may care for others, and
even depend on them...but when it comes right
down to it, the only one you need is yourself.
Thus you trust your own intuition, and rely on
a mind almost as brilliant as the fire of your
wings to guide you.You are eternal and because
you have a strong sense of who and what you
are, no one can control your heart or mind, or
even really influence your thinking. A symbol
of rebirth and renewal, you tend to be a very
spiritual person with a serious mind - never
acting immature and harboring a superior
disgust of those who do. Likewise, humanity's
stupidity and tendency to want others to solve
their problems for them frustrates you
endlessly. Though you can be stubborn,
outspoken, and haughty, I admire you greatly.

*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~*
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thats nice....

You belong in the world of leaves and trees, where
the wilderness can claim your soul. Somewhere
like a jungle or a thick wooded forest would be
your world. Intensely in tune with nature, you
feel the world belongs to the natural ways that
once ruled the planet. Be yourself, and
everything will work out. Don't let the grind
of the city destroy your free-as-a-bird nature.

Where do you belong?(ANIME IMAGES)
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huh?? i LOVE the city!?!?!

Aphrodite/Eros

?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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Your an ice dragon! Congrats! Out of all the
dragons, you are most powerful but do not like
to show it. A rare and special creture, you
have artistic style and are great at expressing
yourself. You think friends and Familly are the
most important, and are a hopeless romantic.
But of course, as ice goes, you can be a little
cold or harsh at times. But not to worry, you
always apoligize later!

What elemental dragon are you?
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You're the playful angel. You love to sing and
dance and spend lots of time with your friends.
You're probably very highly popular too!
Everyone wants to talk to you when they're
having problems with their boyfriends. Dance
some more and laugh a lot is your motto.

Which hidden angel are you (anime pictures!)
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LOL!! quizzes r fun...
hasta luego!!

Tuesday, March.2nd.'04 gr8....i just realised ive been writing 2003 in my physics folder for the past 6 weeks. DAMMIT! o well.
im so hungry, i went downstairs like four times to ask if dinner was ready which isnt like me cos normally i cant b bothered to go downstairs that many times...but wen i got home today i found out that my brother george has been prescribed glasses and now he's really depressed bcos he's so sensitive about that kind of thing and he says glasses wont suit him. but seriously i think they would and i feel sorry for him. he's only 8, but then i got glasses at the same age. i remember my first pair of glasses....but my latest pair lie rejected in my bathroom cos i dont wear them much. i really think he'd look good with glasses tho. damn him!!
i listened to a song id never heard by clickb just now. its soooooooo cute!! *LOVES THEM* oh yes, latest news, they dont have to split up!!! theyve changed from DSP (*hisssss*) to KISS entertainment. take THAT DSP! i cant bleev the injustices of the world, they were treating clickb the worst even tho clickb was bringing in the most money (other well known DSP artists r Hyori (i think) and Finkl)well poo them all MWA HA HA!!!
now that i have gotten over the evilness, please excuse me while i go and check on clickb012. lol, today on the coach home from school rosa and i gave anthea a lecture. we wld have given rebecca one but...she wasnt there. neways we gave her a lecture about arriving at the coach late. LOL! i dunno why.
YESS!!! dinner's ready! adios pplos!

Thursday, Feb.26th.'04 phew! i finally made a PROPER decision on GCSE choices. the ones i have to do are english, english lit, maths (*shudder*), two sciences (i cant remember which out of the three go together...:S) then at least one modern language, im doing spanish, then my optional ones r history, latin and music. i SO want to do music. my dad and i discussed it and bcos i cldnt decide between art and DT (and bcos im generally a very lazy person) i probs shdnt do ten subjects. also cos im going to start taking modern greek outside school too. man thats going to be difficult...neone wanna join me? lol. im kinda scared abt that actually, id much prefer if they gave u the choice at skll but seeing as they dont...but hopefully that doesnt mean i will have to return to greek school. (those who hav seen 'my big fat greek wedding' will kno wot this is) bcos the last time i went there i tried to sit backwards in my chair and i got stuck and i couldnt get out. memories....*shudder* but ye thats y when i talked abt it wit my daddy, we decided i probably shdnt go back to greek school cos i shdnt necessarily be learning wit greeks, it mite b better for me to b learning with ppl who dont have much introduction to the language (who arn't JUST greek cos that wld annoy me.) but i wish it wasnt so complicated. too much to think abt...i g2g now.
ps. congratulate me. i actually DID my maths hwk tonite!

Sunday, Feb.22nd.'04 oooooooomg. i just dled this thing from solid07 that i thought sounded cute. its this little girl dancing to sum song ye? and i was like aaaaaaw. but then i watched it i was like "no..........way..........." she dances like WOAH!!!!!!!! she's aMAzing. the only thing i can do better than her is the body ripple and she's only worse than me at that cos she's like 2 feet tall and she doesnt have enough body to ripple!! im actually embarassed! as i became mesmerised, i began to think that she was just a miniature dancer cos when ur eyes go all blurry, u mite think it was just a video of a normal woman dancing (eg. hyori *hiss*) but seriously she's like SIX!!! and she's got the best charisma aswell mouthing along to the words and smiling nd flicking her hair and then at the end she runs off stage like a frightened 6 year old! (no that wasny an exaggeration. i actually think she's abt 6.) and neways, the freezing-ness of my room is stopping me from being TOO jealous...lol!!
bye!! oh crap school tomoro...o well...

Friday, Feb.20th.'04 phew!! the dunkirk drama documentary is over now, its been on every night for three days. it really was amazing but quite graphic. loadsa blood and wounds and stuff. *shudder* and it was all real stories aswell. it was abt the british escape from dunkirk in france in WWII. and all the germans were closing in on them and they basically had to retreat to england across the channel with boats cos there was literally nowhere else to go. i think it sed one third of the british expoditionary force were rescued and the rest were killed or taken prisoner. but this was right at the beginning of the war.
anyways, away from matters that keep reminding me of the surgeon amputating someones leg, i watched a kinki kids performance over and over again today. AAAH KOUICI!!! and er now im bored and i dont wanna go back to school or go to greece in easter. *sigh* and i havn't done nething abt my ambition in two days but im just abt to carry it on (unless i watch a movie but i dont think im gna do that.)
tomorro was my last chance to see chris and i cant cos shes going sumwhere else (damn u!!!!) wots more i havnt seen semi either (damn u!!!!)so all in all ive had a pretty un-active half term. wots more, two tests await me and parents evening after that and i am SO STUPID!! AAAARRRGHHH i suck...i wish NOT going to school wasnt so fun bcos then maybe id WANT to go to school...but i get so TIRED and then the teachers get pissed cos of my homework and stuff.........MOOOO!!! (sound of stress) i suppose i shd revise my french but i just cant b arsed!nyah!!!
my parents r coming home on...sunday . and u kno wot? im bursting for the optrex 2000 so ill b off for the mo...blog soon!! xoxoxox

Tuesday, Feb.17th.'04 altho to me it is still monday (cos i havnt slept yet) my computer sez it is tuesday which is technically corrcet cos its 4 in the morning. and no, i havnt been on the computer surfing the web like a loser all day and all night, i will tell you the story, as soon as the cramp is gone from my fingers and i have payed a visit to the optrex 2000. (lavatory...lol chris!)
ok now that im back i will tell you my new life story. today, i was suddenly struck by what many people like to call an idea. it was a selfless idea you might say. (lol y am i talking like this?) i cannot tell you wot it is cos that wld ruin the surprise. i would like to call it my 'ambition'. so far, my ambitions hav never been as ambitious as this, which is why if i decide to give up, i command ALL OF YOU to slap me and force me to try again. seriously, i have been up for AGES with this ambition and im barely even one quarter of the way thru. my fingers are grey and numb (i shdnt be typin shd i lol)and my eyes r aching but ive never wanted to do sumfin more in my entire life. wierd isnt it - OH CRAP!!! my brothers home and he's JUST A LITTLE BIT drunk...oh man my grandpa is gna be sooooo mad when he finds out he has a frend round...so now i guess ive got more explaining to do;
my parents andmy younger siblings r on holiday in dubai for the week, and bcos they didnt want my older brothers to b left alone in the house they asked my grandparents to come and OOOOOOOOOOOOH MY GOLLY!!!! you should have HEARD wot my gpa just sed! OH MY BLEEP!! woah...go grandpa...neways they asked my grandparents to stay with us for the week. and my grandpa is nice and fun and etc etc but tres strict and not afraid of NETHING! i love having him around cos the boys just get crushed under his almighty power. man wat he sed to michael was hilarious....teehee...hah and how scared did michael sound? lol!! now i would like to say that this proves michael is the worse out of my older brothers. c, anthony (second oldest, currently 15) when he breaks the rules, he does it in front of everyones face, so ppl always think he's the wild child. but the Michael (currently 17...or is it 18? 17 i think) breaks the rules quietly behind everyone's back so u neva kno really wat he's done. so like i sed, ppl always say michael is so well behaved etc. but anthony always comes home earlier and if my grandpa sez no friends to stay the night, he doesnt bring frends to stay the night. thanku case closed (ive been trying to proove for ages that anthony is the good one. lol!!)
neways i have no idea y im sayin all this stuff, maybe cos its so l8 (or early w/e u wanna say) but i kno tomorro i have to get back to my ambition. YAY! i actually cant w8!
hasta luego mis amigos!!
omg the scariest thing just happened...all u need to kno is do not mess with my grandpa...woah.... o.O
i am also now in complete shock as i just found sumone else on pitas who likes DYNASTY WARRIORS whose fav charector is ALSO ZHOU YUN how wierd is that? and i thought i was alone in the world!! hehehe

Monday, Feb.16th.'04 HAPPY BIRTHDAY JONG HYUK!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVE!!! (lol)

Saturday, Feb.14th.'04: HAPPY VALENTINES! hi there! guess what....NEW LAYOUT!AAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! right. now im off to find sum eye candy! back in a bit! (ps. to Ami, i love you SO much for making this layout. SO SO SO much!!!!!)
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HALLO!OO!O!O!O!!!! im back with a gorjus pic of 2 clickb members (mwa ha ha!!) aaaaand!!! a gift for jong hyuk whose birthday is on MONDAY!!!! THE 16TH OF FEBRUARY!!! YAYAYAYAYAYAY!!!!! i have already finished his bday graphic woohoo!!! but im gna post it up on the special day, not b4 then oKAY?here is the totally cute clickb pic. well yeah it only has yunsuk and jong hyuk from clickb but still its cute!!

credits to solid07 + CBF i also just watched loads of ckb videos. man theyre so funny. in one it starts off like theyre in this lift or something and minhyuk is talking and then jong hyuk starts this thing where he puts his face 2mms away from the camera and stands there going "aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh" for ages, and everyone laughs and in the background u can see yun suk trying to kiss tae and theyre kinda holding eachother... then they get out of the lift and u can hear jong hyuk in the distance going "aaaah" and the camera goes onto jong hyuk again and he starts doing the aaaaah thing again with his face close to the camera and u can see his sweet smiling eyes ^^. and then everytime the camera goes on to him he starts is and its hilarious but i feel kinda sorry for the camera man...oh well!! after a while he stops and tae's face pops up and he does the same and then he giggles like a girl (aaw!) and then they ask hyungon to do it and he pretends he isnt going to and then he does lol!!! and then jong hyuk hits sang hyuk on the head with a bright pink balloon and he bellows like some kind of gorilla. which is funny so jong hyuk does it again and sang hyuk bellows again. meanwhile yunsuk is just standing there calmly. tae tries to get him to do the aah thing, but he stands there and smiles a bit and goes "uuh" then starts laughing. looool!! (then tae gives him a big hug. aw) then minhyuk talks and u can faintly see jong hyuk coming up behind him with the bright pink balloon...then u see sang hyuk and minhyuk and jong hyuk all do a massive AAAAAAH into the camera together. lol and the camera goes down to their feet where u see sum shuffling and posing, then it comes up all of a sudden and tae, jjong, minhyuk and sang hyuk all grab eachother and go AAAAAAHHHH and then minhyuk makes monkey noises. i wonder if seeing as ho suk isnt there at all, he's the camera man who's filming it all?? maybe...now i wanna go and watch another funny one where they dress up like girls for that show. but dont worry, i wont bore you with all the details!! hehehe.
adios and HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!
ps. u kno clickbs song for the soundtrack of that movie or drama or w/e it is (recent)?? well its a re-do of some womans song lol. i think?? or is this old news. im only pleased cos i found out myself!