[[ personal ]]
[True name]
Corona
[age]
19
[sex]
XX
[language]
Co-Speak
(defined as Dutch, English
and self-made words)
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[[ home ]]
[pets]
2 cats, 1 mouse, 1 mom
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[[ computerisk ]]
[aliases]
Solar Flare, Solar, Coronanl
[comp]
1 PII 350 [status] evil
[mail]
solarcorona@gmx.net
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[[ Anime ]]
[love]
Escaflowne, Ayashi no Ceres,
Earth Girl Arjuna, Fruits Basket, Inu Yasha,
Fushigi Yuugi.
[hate]
Hajime No Ippo, DBZ, Kite
[bishy likeness]
Tooya (AnC),
Allen (Esca), Kyou (FruitsB)
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[[ music taste ]]
[band]
K's choice, Eels
[japanese singer]
Maaya Sakamoto
[composer]
Yoko Kanno
[anime song]
Record of Lodoss War, Voice of elf
[album]
Earth Girl Arjuna OST
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[ Monday, March 25, 2002 ] - [ 12:09 a.m. ] comment?
And why am I feeling sick right now? There's no reason to feel sick. Maybe I ate too much? The smell of food currently disgusts me. I've been munching on all sorts of things today. My conclusion is: Munching is bad for you!
Now I'm sitting at the desk with a stuffed rabbit on my lap.
Don't ask me why, because I certainly don't know.
Havent been online for 2 full days. My dad's here.
He cooks to much.
[ Friday, March 22, 2002 ] - [ 07:42 a.m. ] comment?
Due to my blog slacking I decided I was forced to do a morning post. I'm still quite sleepy although I have to be on my way to school in 30 min. I feel a little bit sick too. I often have that when I don't get enough sleep.
I watched the last political debate with much joy though *g*
I need drinkable coffee,
maybe tea, I don't like coffee.
[ Monday, March 18, 2002 ] - [ 10:27 p.m. ] comment?
Tomorrow, I guess it's no surprise when I tell you it will be busier then today. I had a presentation today, had to read some of my poetry during class. It seemed like I was in a state of 'buzz' all day. You know, that feeling in the pit of your stomic you sometimes get when you inhale deeply. Imagine that 10 x worse.
Ah well, funny thing is, I was one of 2 people who finished the project.
[ Saturday, March 16, 2002 ] - [ 03:28 p.m. ] comment?
Let's make this another quiky, Must do this before Mom comes home and catches me behind the computer while I was supposed to do something a little more usefull.
I'm really getting tired of doing homework. Even more so when it's piled up like this. This time it's not even really my fault.
I need a time-out!
[ Thursday, March 14, 2002 ] - [ 12:04 a.m. ] comment?
I'm on the run! On the run from school! But my homework is catching up with me. Ruthlessly taking me down with a sharp bladed axe. Aaagh! Hear my cry!
working on it..working on it.. -_-#
[ Monday, March 11, 2002 ] - [ 08:18 p.m. ] comment?
Yay! Comforted with the news that other people don't find me very annoying..although I know they are wrong.. :P
I'm proud to announce that my elfwood gallery is online! Okay, there's not much art online, and why did I put that scary picture of me online >_< Those teeth are fake!
Oh and ordered something from sensasian.com again. A birthday present for myself ^_^ My mom paid for it. Yay!
Happy, happy!
[ Sunday, March 10, 2002 ] - [ 10:26 p.m. ] comment?
You know, I can be considered quite an annoying person. I can become very jealous, say bad things about other people.
Things come out of my mouth wich should stay locked in. I'm bound to do something very wrong sooner or later. I always seem to twist myself into trouble and spin out as fast.
It's not as I'm in trouble at this very moment. But you never know. I'm just a walking timebomb.
[ Friday, March 8, 2002 ] - [ 10:45 a.m. ] comment?
Gulp I have been reviewed by theweblogreview.com, I didn't expect them to be so positive. I'm all swooning now! and such a long review, It's weird to see it from the other side. *happy sigh*
Embaressed..This does remind me to write this blog in a spellchecker first.
Oh and I'm late again. Goodbye always-on-time-week. I'll try harder next week..I think. I probably won't actually.
[ Thursday, March 7, 2002 ] - [ 05:00 p.m. ] comment?
Pitas server switch is done. So I can deflate my brains again! Yay!
Another possible succesfull Anime conversion is progressing in a steady and positive way. In short, I made a person like anime.
In more great news, I went to school the whole week, not slacking a single hour and managed to be on time every single morning. I even showed up for Gym class! Hooray for me!
...
Okay so it's not that wonderfull, It should be normal to go to school every day. But I'm so very tempted to slack. Once you've done it and got away with it. It's impossible to not do it again. Poor me!
[ Monday, March 4, 2002 ] - [ 05:35 p.m. ] comment?
The back of my neck aches. I'm waiting for my mom to return from work, as if that will releave me from my current state of boredom. I think I must draw something and I now remember I have chocolate in my pocket, so that'll cheer me up.
I don't know what triggered my low mood. I musn't complain so much! *kicks herself*
[ Saturday, March 2, 2002 ] - [ 01:50 p.m. ] comment?
It's going to be a busy day It's my own fault though, I should have gotten up earlier! I actually might have been done already. There's the dishes to be done, the mouse and cat to be cleaned, my room needs an unmessing and some minor homework.
So yeah I guess that makes it so I can't do anything else today. [sarcastic tone] Thanks mom for staying home![/sarcastic tone] She'll be watching my every move. -_-#
On a happier note, I colored the old-fashioned way last evening. Didn't went so bad as I thought it would. Although I still hate to do it. I applied to Elfwood again (since a year) so that'll push me to draw more.
Ew! I just heard the english version of the Magic Knight Rayeart, I think I lost a few hairs while listening to it.
Feast your ears on something much better!
[ Thursday, February 28, 2002 ] - [ 03:38 p.m. ] comment?
It's cold here
I think some people really need a 'how-to-write-email' course. Now I'm not talking about spelling or grammar. I know I'm not a very good example in that area.
The problem with e-mail is that you cant see the other persons face. People tend to forget that. The way something is written can mean a great deal. From just a few words you can get the feeling that the other person is impatient, tired, happy, sad or angry.
But the funny thing is they sometimes don't feel that way. So how do we go around that?
This is where emoticons come in. I don't believe anyone knows who made this genious invention.
Insert emoticons or moods *nods frantically* in your mail.
It all seems logical, but I've seen mail that's just looks like an angry heap of words.
Last but not least, put your name under it.
Another e-mail without a name and I'm gonna bash someone's head in! ^_^;;
We are further inside the internet age but communication is still prehistoric.
[ Wednesday, February 27, 2002 ] - [ 10:28 a.m. ] comment?
Stayed at my friend Moniek last night, had the old fashioned video night with chocolate. It was fun and made me think back on easier times.
I was supposed to have school right now, but the teacher I have at this very moment is sick. It happens to be the only teacher I have today. So I went to school for nothing.
I could have a video-sleep-in!
I think a guy from my class hates me..
[ Monday, February 25, 2002 ] - [ 12:44 a.m. ] comment?
I'm trying to work out my new layout for this log but the only thing it has done for me is take atleast 5 years from my total lifespan.
The *best* thing is that I'll probably be thinking about it all night!
While I'm on the subject of 'lack of sleep' There's this thing called school tomorrow.
I need an instant html knowledge drink.
[ Saturday, February 23, 2002 ] - [ 08:04 p.m. ] comment?
Dad's still here I love it when he's here, he never gets angry or blames me.
The get together didn't go trough, You got me to blame for that. Although I feel no shame whatsoever :P Okay maybe just a small part is in shame..
I'm thorougly (sp) satisfied with my latest draw-and-cg attempt. Well okay, it may need some more tweaking but I believe I'm on the right track!
I need fanfiction!
[ Thursday, February 21, 2002 ] - [ 10:01 p.m. ] comment?
I'm going to do a little get together with 3 friends of mine this weekend.
One of those friends I haven't seen for quite a while.
I think some of us grew apart after highschool.
How do I feel about this coming saturday?
I don't know. I hope we won't argue or something.
One of my biggest problems is that I have no money what so ever.
And they plan on going out to eat. I don't want to borrow money.
I don't want to be forced to borrow money.
I don't want any of it.
My dad is coming tomorrow.
Can I still be there?
I Don't know.
Keyboard smashing time!
^_^
[ Thursday, February 21, 2002 ] - [ 01:44 p.m. ] comment?
You got 38 points.
YOU WILL BE REINCARNATED AS A GOD!----
What else is there to say? YOU ROCK! You are so kind and so selfless, it's surprising as hell you haven't already been nominated for sainthood. You will either come back as a god, or as pure love, or maybe as a star or a moon. Either way, you are beautiful and you deserve the greatest happiness in everything you do. It's a good thing there aren't too many people like you -- if everyone had such good karma, the human race would disappear, and reincarnate into a giant mass of beauty!
Take the test!
And I didn't cheat! honestly! It's weird because according to another test I'm borderline evil. Maybe it proves that you can be evil with doing dome good?
[ Tuesday, February 19, 2002 ] - [ 08:43 p.m. ] comment?
I found the perfect substitute for a book
The girl who wrote this original fiction has a talent for writing and sucking you into a story. I promise immediate reading pleasure:
The Healer’s Handmaiden
I have the tiniest headache, it can be described as the sea lapping at my brain, occasionally depositing rubbish at the shorelines. When I try to focus on something it starts to nag more.
I think I need some mindnumbing entertainment, something that doesn't let me think..some anime of the unspecified sort might do the trick!
[ Monday, February 18, 2002 ] - [ 05:04 p.m. ] comment?
People are leaving the Anime-ftp forum. There's this giant fuss about it and I don't really know how to react or what to say.
My mind is taking its decisions beforehand though. It's on ignore mode again. Must be instinct.
God I want to read something, how I want to read a fantastic book and lose myself inside the pages.
[ Sunday, February 17, 2002 ] - [ 06:45 p.m. ] comment?
Okay, so this is the most lazy day ever invented. I spend this day sleeping, getting up at 11 o clock in the morning then ate baked bread with sugar (bad!) and then went to bed again, reading some fanfic and slept till 10 min ago. What a weird experience.
Will I be able to sleep tonight, or will I be doomed to stay up? Another day of my life wonderfully wasted! :D
[ Saturday, February 16, 2002 ] - [ 07:15 p.m. ] comment?
Mom is away. I had the strange urge for cleanliness yesterday. so I cleaned out my whole room, not just a little bit. It took me 8 whole hours to tidy it. I removed 5 bags of paper junk, of wich 56% was printed fanfiction, 4%paper litter that was found under my bed and 40% magazines.
A clean room feels good, although I know it won't stay this way. I can pinpoint the exact time when the mess will take over. The paper junk(s) and evil dust crawlers are just waiting for me to drop my guard. I must not yield! I must conquer!
[ Friday, February 15, 2002 ] - [ 11:19 a.m. ] comment?
What is YOUR Highschool label?
Weirded little test, found it at Binox
I should be at a place that starts with an S now..
And I have to call the people who want money from me and tell them I don't have any, or in other words, I'll have to beg for mercy.
[ Thursday, February 14, 2002 ] - [ 08:17 p.m. ] comment?
Kelly, I'm so sorry.
This life
This life is a strange life
I think I'm gonna fall again.
Living time hand in hand.
This life
This life is a weird life
I think I need to fall again
Loving the same air as you.
This life
[ Thursday, February 14, 2002 ] - [ 07:58 p.m. ] comment?
I'm listening to happy music
Valentine day, another hallmark thing. >_<
Okay I probably wouldn't be saying that if I got 'something'
and that's what makes it all so stupid! I'm convinced I'm being stupid.
Ah why do I care, I'll just go on and listen to my music, if I turn it on loud enough it'll be sure to drown out my thoughts.
And school was different, a good different I don't know what to make of my class. I think I'm going to sing in class tomorrow and see how they react..
[ Wednesday, February 13, 2002 ] - [ 11:22 p.m. ] comment?
Have I ever told you about my obsession with most science fiction and fantasy movies? That makes me an absolute sucker for fake stories and I'm very gullible, probably naive. I'll most likely believe every word you'll say. Then again I might be in a weird mood and won't believe anything you say.
Gawd, I am disturbing.
[ Tuesday, February 12, 2002 ] - [ 02:48 p.m. ] comment?
I had a bad day at school It was no fun at all, So I'm kinda moody now. Ah well, there's no sense in taking it out on here, so I'll give you some stuff to look at kay?
Here are loads of photo's that were made at the convention. They all belong to their respectfull owners. SDVanime.com Has a forum where the con is being discussed etc.
I need some chocolate now!
[ Monday, February 11, 2002 ] - [ 06:27 p.m. ] comment?
A mini report, as I promised.
We came, we had fun, and we left.
Nah, just kidding. I included some blatantly stolen pictures, made by other people
We came, by car, Kageki made history by driving her longest ride and by giving me atleast 4 near death experiences.
After a whole lot of circles in and round Eindhoven we went wild at seeing the sign that would lead us to Veldhoven and we went crazy when we saw the Koningshof.
A tad late we entered the building, a feeling of slight deja-vu caught us.
As some of you might know, we also went the previous year, but only for 1 day.
It took some convincing by Kageki, but we both got in our costumes to rampage trough the building and scare little otaku's.
The room we got wasn't very big but it was clean and had free shampoo, bathfoam (no bath) soap and showercaps wich we of course took home with us! We had two 1-person beds, wich was nice. This way I didn't have to come close to Kageki's teeth grinding sleeping sounds. :P
We felt hungry pretty soon, Kageki is opposed to the whole meat eating process and thus she couldnt really eat the only available cheapest menu: Spaghetti. The restaurant seemed to be doing their best by recreating a special icky sause without meat. It was yellow and well..imagine something yellow with green stuffy's.
I can't go into too much detail, it would take ages describing every single thing we did.
Here's a quik list of things you could attend to or do:
There was a cosplay competition, a anime quiz thingie, anime drawing class, anime musicvideo competition, 2 game competitions (DDR and some fighting fluff) Noodle slurping competition.
Weird japanese movement thing. buy stuff at dealersroom and most importantly, watch anime.
I must tell you that we didn't see that much anime this weekend, what I did saw satisfied me. Although Snow Fairy Sugar is just a little bit too sweet for my taste.
I enjoyed watching GTO and GTO live..weird but fun! And the Escaflowne movie on full screen and excellent sound was pure heaven. (although the guy on the seat next to me smelled funny..uhm putting it nicely! And the guy in front of me had to much hair!)
My bought properties consisted of a few Digi Charat post cards wich I will actually send to people. One cheap X anime tarot card wich I tend to use as bookmarker.
My first anime dvd with dutch dubtitles, Rurouni Kenshin OAV. And the most important one, bought with money lend from Kageki, A beautiful wallscroll from The Escaflowne movie.
I participated in the cosplay competition, wich was embaressing and fun at the same time, I didn't won anything but my act was that bad, considering I didn't do any preparation. Kageki won a prize for most sexy outfit, if I tell you why she'll probably commit bloody murder.
Her prize was not what she expected..
Kageki, Me, Dennis and some random people at the spaghetti table. Looking at Dennis's aquired japanese goods:
Me and Kageki with THE prize! I look so fat! wait maybe I am fat! noooo! aaagh!:
There's probably some more report-like stuff to come..! Photo's courtesy of Mr dummy!
[ Sunday, February 10, 2002 ] - [ 11:35 p.m. ] comment?
Well, I'm back.. for a while now, but my mom took the computer hostage. So It's late now and I'm quite sleepy.
I'll probably write a mini-report! Overal it was crazy and fun, crazy fun! Oyasumi! -_-
[ Thursday, February 7, 2002 ] - [ 10:42 p.m. ] comment?
As some of you might know I'm going to the Dutch Anime Con 2002. For the second time, but for the first time dressed up as an anime character. I don't really know at this moment why I decided to make that crazy endeavour. I'm a bit scared now.
The costume is nearly finished. A friend, Sabine, made it for me and I'm now making some adjustments, thats a big thing for me, I cant handle a needle at all, So I'm very proud when I can actually saw on a button, yay for me! I'm going as Misaki from Angelic Layer. But who stole my angel!?
My inner balance is on the happy scale. Turbulent days..
[ Wednesday, February 6, 2002 ] - [ 06:52 p.m. ] comment?
Made a test..
Your Existing Situation:
Uneasy and insecure in the existing situation.
Needs greater security and a more affectionate environment,
or a situation imposing less physical strain.
Your Stress Sources
Wishes to be independent, unhampered, and free from any limitation or restriction,
other than those which she imposes of herself or by her own choice and decision.
Your Restrained Characteristics
Feels she is receiving less than her share, but that she will have to conform and make the best of her situation.
Feels cut off and unhappy because of the difficulty in achieving the essential degree of cooperation and harmony which she desires.
Your Desired Objective
Over-imaginative and given to fantasy or day-dreaming.
Longs for interesting and exciting things to happen and wants to be admired for her charm.
Your Actual Problem
Feels restricted and prevented from progressing; seeking a solution which will remove these limitations.
All very true, although I can wonder as to what would it be if I did it again..and if that was also true, like horoscopes. It this stuff it's always easy to dismiss things. Test courtesy of colorquiz.com and Damanique
[ Tuesday, February 5, 2002 ] - [ 08:19 p.m. ] comment?
I feel slightly more at ease now, Nothing changed in the real sense but I feel focused. It could very well be that it's because tomorrow I have no school or maybe it's due to me calling my father.
Tomorrow is/was my brothers birthday. Should I light a candle? Would that make any difference? What does lighting a candle say? Should I ignore it? I want to be alone.
Do I want to be alone?
I don't feel focused anymore.
I need chocolate.
[ Monday, February 4, 2002 ] - [ 11:35 p.m. ] comment?
Listen and sleep..
[ Monday, February 4, 2002 ] - [ 07:41 p.m. ] comment?
Mom isn't home yet She won't be untill tomorrow or the day after that. She often makes promises she can't keep or she denies she ever made them. Guess we are related in that. I don't want to be like my mother but sometimes I caught myself doing something my mother does the same way.
Then again, my mother acts like she can be all indepenten woman-like, but she can't live without a boyfriend. While I'll probably end up as the lady with the cats.
Didn't went to school today, I cannot make that a habit.
Or else I'll end up the same way as last year and that's nowhere. Had an excuse though!
I want to draw something, I really want to draw, the urge is stronger then sleep or hunger. I don't want to draw for myself but for someone else. Something new, floating and enchanting.
[ Sunday, February 3, 2002 ] - [ 11:59 p.m. ] comment?
You know how sometimes you think you just can't cope it anymore and at the same time you know you have to? When you're forced into the role of yourself, living by the rules of someone else.
If I see a true problem my first instinct is to ignore it and keep smiling. Until it comes closer and it grabs me by the neck, when it shakes me and it's hot breath is licking at my face. Then and only then I try to find a solution. It's a pattern and I hate getting stuck in it every single time. I don't want to make the same mistakes over and over again. I want to have fun and joy and love and life. But in reality I want to neglect pain and hardships in hope it will go away. If I can't see it, it can't be always there can it?
I feel so stupid. I recognize the mistakes i'm making but I'm not even changing that. I even succumb to the fact that I'm trying to blame it on lazyness. I need to work it out on my own. I need myself to do it all. In the end there's only one person you can trust right? But now I don't think that's true.
I feel all shivery, it's cold and I'm alone. Maybe I'm frustrated about myself. Maybe I'm just really tired.
[ Saturday, February 2, 2002 ] - [ 11:46 a.m. ] comment?
Oh no. I had this brilliantly happy mood, and the mail just ruined it. It was a letter saying I had to pay the leftover schoolmoney before februari 22nd. How am I ever going to get the money together? Hello! Very poor student here!
A good Kael patented Mweh is in order here.
[ Friday, February 1, 2002 ] - [ 08:08 p.m. ] comment?
Hockey is evíl! I got pain in musles I never knew I had before. Why was I being such a fanatic? I was actually sweating because of my active-ness! Gawd..that's a first.
Here's a nice test I found on Kelly's and Kael's blog.
I'm a Wind Spiriti
Thought above feeling and mind over matter are your mottos. Others come to you for advice and guidance. Some see you as introverted and snobbish, but they are merely jealous of your common sense knack to think things through. Don't be afraid to listen to your heart though.
I'm the same as Kelly, *waves at Kelly*
I already recognized the artwork used for this picture, made by the most excellent Amy Brown, I suggest you check out her site and be very jealous.
Got a new haircut! It's shorter then ever, but not too short. People I know will probably be suprised or maybe forced too kill me becuase they can't bear to look at my face now :P
Oh and I did a blog flush!
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