a biased view


[[ personal ]]
[True name]
Corona
[age]

19
[sex]

XX
[language]

Co-Speak (defined as Dutch, English and self-made words)

[[ home ]]
[pets]
2 cats, 1 mouse, 1 mom

[[ computerisk ]]
[aliases]
Solar Flare, Solar, Coronanl
[comp]
1 PII 350 [status] evil
[mail]
solarcorona@gmx.net

[[ (b)log linkisch ]]
Kageki's log
An's Journal
the Kael Blog
Dovac's log
Binox's domain
Leo's Journal
Noriko's log
Zion/Trunks

[[ interests ]]
Anime, Buffy, Sci-Fi drawing, books, stars Internet, design, fanfiction, fairytales, music, weirdness.

[[ Anime ]]
[love]

Escaflowne, Ayashi no Ceres, Earth Girl Arjuna, Fruits Basket, Inu Yasha, Fushigi Yuugi.
[hate]

Hajime No Ippo, DBZ, Kite
[bishy likeness]

Tooya (AnC), Allen (Esca), Kyou (FruitsB)

[[ Buffy ]]
[guy]

Spike (James Marsters)
[girl]

Anya
[rel sites]

Dutchbuffy.com Buffipulated

[[ linkisch ]]
anime-ftp.com
dutchbuffy.com
AMVplanet
darkcounter

[[ music taste ]]
[band]

K's choice, Eels
[japanese singer]

Maaya Sakamoto
[composer]

Yoko Kanno
[anime song]

Record of Lodoss War, Voice of elf
[album]

Earth Girl Arjuna OST



[ Thursday, January 31, 2002 ] - [ 12:41 p.m. ] comment?
I can't move my face I wearing a clay mask. Yes, one of those horrid talk-and-you'll-peal masks. Feels quite funny, Like your skin is very tight and when you feel the urge to smile your skin cracks. The male audience probably doesn't know what I'm talking about. You should try it, go scare your mother! It's a good lesson in selfdiscipline. I'm so good, got no cracks yet. Hooray for me!

I'm taking a certain disliking to a girl in my class. This may become dangerous and violent. No I'm actually not that violent, Not since.. >:D I don't think it's me who should change, I thought about changing but it would be of no use, I 'm not gonna shape to her mold.



[ Wednesday, January 30, 2002 ] - [ 08:51 p.m. ] comment?


Check it out, man! Dare you even attempt to match my rank in evilness?

You're an insane pyromaniac- complete with devoted minions and sexy shadowy armor. Yeah, you're pretty damn evil, but when people think of you, they seem to notice your insanity prior to your mad evil skills.

But I'm not crazy right? RIGHT? >_<

Can't make those selectsmart.com tests, my computer freaks out because of the massive pop-up storm (actually one pop-up can be enough) And I can't get into Kaiou's site, I get to the front door, but the actual blog won't show up due to some script error.



[ Wednesday, January 30, 2002 ] - [ 08:11 p.m. ] comment?
An exquisite boring day We had to paint fruit..and the teacher was very very strict about it. "No noo that's too red, Start over!" It's wasn't such a bad day, I mean without sports nothing can be bad..

My 'how well do you know me' testy weirded out due to a certain someone. Ah well, about 23 people took it now including my mom ^_^¤ So I guess the time has come to close it.

Since I'm a hobbit and Kaiou is an elf I suggest you can go pick out my hairs with your delicate fingers! >:P

1.Let's go back to the past Once in a distant past I was quite obsessed with the night sky. You could find me staring up at 3 o clock in the morning or hopping out of bed at 2 to go and watch outside with my lousy telescope. Watching clusters of stars and just barely able to see the rings of Saturn and the big red spot on Jupiter. Since, my interest is diminished..although not quite gone yet.

That's number 1 of Solar's past! Collect them all!



[ Wednesday, January 30, 2002 ] - [ 08:41 a.m. ] comment?
It's too early! I have to be at school in about 30 minutes. My hair is still quit wet though, maybe I should dry it, instead of sitting behind the computer.

Kageki and I went on to be impulasive last night. She actually came here just to talk and bring some burnable cd's but we ended up going to Vanilla Sky. Yay! A very good movie! I did feel sorry for the guy besides Kageki. he brought a date with him and he seemed to be very nervous..well *cough* we heard him being nervous..right.

So now I still havent seen LoTR, what blasphemy!

Some testies I got from Kelly's blog.

I'm am the Godess Athena! hmm!

Wow! I'm a hobbit!



[ Monday, January 28, 2002 ] - [ 09:59 p.m. ] comment?
How sad can it possible get?
PassYourDrugTest.com

This is a site that offers "scientific" methods to well..pass your drugtest. It's funny if you don't take them serious..but I think they do take themselves seriously. I read the 'about' section of the site, here's some amazing excerpts:
"...On a lighter note, every 5 months we setup a "lab" in Amsterdam and perform a special test. We have representatives of Pass Your Drug Test fly to Amsterdam with hundreds of self test kits, 100+ of the leading drug testing products we carry, and also some we don't. We then go to 5 well-known "Coffeeshops" (smoke shops) and renew our friendship with the owners." *...* "...We first make each person test themselves to see if they actually already do fail the test. If no traces of drugs are present we ask them to kindly leave and give them a nice joint for the walk home. Rarely Happens In Amsterdam."

Yeah right! I actually feel the need to go to Amsterdam and check all this out. Not drugs, because hey we don't all do drugs in Holland! :P



[ Monday, January 28, 2002 ] - [ 08:08 p.m. ] comment?
I'm am thinking about you and your family Kel.

Here's the results of a test Kelly directed me to. I seem to be a type C girl and my perfect match is Omi, hmm he always seems to wear short pants. There was no pic, so I made one:

I have to be on time at school tomorrow, any lateness is not forgiven by my new found friend. We have to make a radioplay..how old fashioned né? It's for drama. But I think it will be fun. No real story yet although millions of silly ideas are floating trough my head right now.

It's a dark and stormy weather, the cliche weather-words apply perfectly. Ah what am I talking about?



[ Sunday, January 27, 2002 ] - [ 06:51 p.m. ] comment?
Hah!

Take my test! How well do you know me?


[ Sunday, January 27, 2002 ] - [ 05:59 p.m. ] comment?
Dishes still need to be done I take every other task besides doing them.

Took Kageki's Friends test, and it's evil! There were all these trick questions! No fair! I ended up getting 6 right out of 10, Wich does give me a place above Kael. But what does that say about me? No wait, what does it say about Kageki? I'm making a friends test at this moment..we'll see!


Wowie! You are Tfu Tfu! You're the odd one out, there are few places you fit in. Others don't understand you very well and tend to treat you indifferently and take you for granted. But then again, you don't really give a damn about them anyway.

hmm, actually I do care about what other's say, well..most of the time. All of these tests courtesy of linkage trough Kageki's and Kael's blog, ah you know how it is, linking of links from links.



[ Sunday, January 27, 2002 ] - [ 12:55 p.m. ] comment?
I'm cold And I still have so many things to do before my mom actually comes home (date changed to sunday..) I hate doing stuff for her and I hardly get recognition for it. She keeps saying I don't do anything. What's the point? Lately when I cook, she hardly sees it anymore, she just takes the plate and moves to the tv or worse, upstairs to the computer. There are too many secrets in this house.

On a happier note, An has sung for us the Fernandes blues! Yay! Listen to it! An has quite a voice!

And Stupidbox is evil! >_<;;



[ Saturday, January 26, 2002 ] - [ 10:44 a.m. ] comment?
I'm all fresh and awake! *insert major sarcasm there* I'm going to try out my my anime costume today. My friend Sabine made it for me, She's good with the clothes, I don't know why she's stuck at such a boring study, she could be a designer!

There's something nagging me about this log, It's not that personal and at the same time maybe it is. Because I dont think i'm that different in real life. What you read is what you get. I'll change conversation subjects while your not looking. I'll ignore when I don't want to hear something and I always have to do the dishes. In a step to make this log more personal I added poetry to the main page.

Don't be freaked out and don't worry, 90% of the time i'm not the whiny depressive person that's opens up there. Then again 10% of my time is just like that.

ooooh I hate my spelling errors!



[ Saturday, January 26, 2002 ] - [ 12:47 a.m. ] comment?
I think I'll have to go look for another guestbook again..ah well I think I'm too tired right now to concentrate on changing html-stuffy and then finding out that it doesn't work.

My mom promised to be home at 20:00 but hey it's almost 1'o clock now. Guess her promises don't mean that much. Atleast I could watch Jerry Maguire in peace, I love that movie, It makes me smile just thinking about it.

Oh and Kael, how did you hate/like the song?

I bid you goodnight, although no sleep yet, from the 'Lady who's afraid the roof will fall down on her in the middle of a sentence' An can put things so nicely!



[ Friday, January 25, 2002 ] - [ 03:13 p.m. ] comment?
After a lot of fidgeting I finally got a guestbook thingie online. the only evil thing is that it doesn't show the date. Well, atleast it isn't splashed with big banners/pop ups and quite customizable in comparison.

My name in class has now been reduced (..or the opposite) to 'the english talking chick'. I'm thinking this is a bad thing. Then again everybody understood what I said today. Then again I didn't say much.

Right..



[ Thursday, January 24, 2002 ] - [ 10:22 p.m. ] comment?
Just got back from school, yes pretty late né! I helped aquiring new souls by sitting at a table drawing stuff. So I was drawing with an audience. Wasn't as awkward as I expected. 2 guys came up to me, I thought they wanted to know about the study but the questions just didn't seem right..interesting.

I'd like you all (esspecially Kael cuz you'll get to know my fav drink..besides milk, I adore milk!) to point to a song a very talented girl wrote, The Fernandes Blues Wow An!

I positivly think it's getting harder and harder for people to understand me, Not type-wise (I hope not!) But in speak-wise. Got a few comments on this, I think I might need to: talk slower, talk clearer, talk louder. What else can I do?

it's going to be a double wedding! *veg* Are we able to share?

Reacting on the posting order stuffy I diced at with Kael I must come to the conclusion that you are right Kael, but I got confused because you posted much stuff at another time on the same day, the pm/am thing's fault! (hello world 24 hours here!) This log has the same evil pm/am thing though x_x.



[ Wednesday, January 23, 2002 ] - [ 07:56 p.m. ] comment?
*grins* Just been reading up on Noriko's blog. She's really something, funny too ^-^. I hereby promise to read her blog more. We will both marry Legolas, I don't know if it's going to be a double wedding or if I have to wait another lifetime (we'll have to fight on who comes first!) He's cute but I still haven't seen LoTR yet, aaagh! And I also want to see Vanilla sky! If you go without me Kageki You'll have a hard time putting your head on the place where it belongs! So yes I do want to go! To both! Friday! (or saturday!)

Got some weirded little test sms last night..So to anyone who sent it, yes it got here! Who are you? An always writes me the cutest sms's asking me how my day has been.

Got all gobbly while reading up on Kael, not because of the words but because of posting order..I can't get my brains to work upside down! (that is a hint :p) Oh and I personally think that any inner aspect of another human being is interesting wether it shows just a tiny bit or the whole package. It's still something, and it captures me.

This makes me wonder..hmm *comtemplating*



[ Tuesday, January 22, 2002 ] - [ 08:33 p.m. ] comment?
I'm tired But in a good way. I feel the urge to just go to sleep. Comfily snuggling up in the warm blankets. Doesn't that sound nice? It sounds even nicer now ^_^;; Classes today were exquisitly boring but not stressfull. There is an outer in every thing. (I'm saying stuff in a weird way today >_<)

Before I can allow myself to even fall asleep on top of this *evil* keyboard attached to an *evil* computer I still have to surf around..I just have too..Like always! Don't mind though.

Oh and because I somehow made Kael's linkie into a mail kinda linkie but then to the url (in other words, i screwed up again :P) I'll just go and be nicely evil and link again! Go Kael! And do cheer up!

Noooooo I got.. I got.. I got ack! that's what I got! Damn this world and our faith. We humans are doomed! Just a personal rant! Screenwipe!



[ Monday, January 21, 2002 ] - [ 04:53 p.m. ] comment?
Ah, t'was the day.

And it was a beautiful day. So it turned out to be, now I feel pleasantly content. The path is still unknown but I found some light along the way. As you might have guessed this 'first' schoolday turned out nice. I got to know a girl who knew as little as me, we talked and it clicked. Funny how small things can make everything seem brighter.

The great (no sarcasm involved! ^-^) Kael made a blog. Somehow his writings read very pleasantly. And he has the tendencie to rant a lot in a way that the rant still makes sense. So go read up on him!

I'm listening to the soundtrack of Chrono Cross, some songs are breathtaking, well you know that shivery feeling! I suggest you go and download it. Might put some online, I'll see what I can accomplisch.



[ Monday, January 21, 2002 ] - [ 10:16 a.m. ] comment?
The first day. Classes have not yet started, I just checked the schedule and they start at 12. For that time I'm stuck here.

I don't know what comes next..after two hours it's going to be new direction, a step into the unknown. Hmm, I make it sound so mysterious, when in truth I'll probably just sit down somewhere, I might be ignored. We'll get our final schedule and classes will start.

That's it.
Why do I feel lost?



[ Sunday, January 20, 2002 ] - [ 03:36 p.m. ] comment?
Well, let me give you a short summary of last nights computer-wrestling.

Kageki first wanted to try a mild remedy, Reinstalling windows. That went kinda okay (it got stuck once). Well, that didn't seem to clear up the problems, it made more problems! My computer was heading to the unpredictable status >_< (Before..I could tell when it was going to crash ^_^;;) Kageki was tired and just fell asleep. Then I installed IE6, wich still couldn't open new windows. Then deinstalled it again and installed some kind of Windows update.
The next morning Kageki decided to be nice and installed IE6 again while I was sleepwalking. Naturally that didn't work. So now I got the same problems as before: Incompatible version of the RPC stub Who knows what it is? Tell me! please! I beg you!
It somehow has to do with not being able to instal programs that make use of the install shield wizard, thingie. And also not being able to use 'Find' in IE (all versions). Also since last night my 'Internet Options' have vanished from earth's surface and due to a time-shortness (I too want 50 hour days!) we still havent been able to reformat..The pain! the pain!

Enough with this! I want dinner!



[ Saturday, January 19, 2002 ] - [ 11:21 p.m. ] comment?
The Moment is here! *insert depressive music here* Maybe I should think about what to put on the gravestone.. "Here lies Solar's computer, always slow and never updated. But always loyal in blue screens."

Well, not there yet! There's still hope for all of us, the world is not ending (yet).

bless the automatism! W00t!



[ Saturday, January 19, 2002 ] - [ 01:36 a.m. ] comment?
Well, whaddayaknow it's Saturday already! Only two more days till school *bites nails* ..wait, I don't bite nails! *drinks milk instead*
Only 12 hours till possible reformat.. I think I'll try biting nails. >_<

I suggest you go link to me from www.afterhorizon.com instead. I love my domain-name ^_^ and there are secrets hidden on that site! Go search!



[ Friday, January 18, 2002 ] - [ 07:57 p.m. ] comment?

M * A * S * H

You will marry LEGOLAS from Lord of the Rings, live in an ancient elven palace in the middle of the forest, and spend your days walking on top of snow and rowing ivory boats and just being beautiful.

What's YOUR M * A * S * H future?

Kageki is getting me hooked on those tests.. Hmm I don't dislike this prospect BTW! ^_^



[ Friday, January 18, 2002 ] - [ 07:19 p.m. ] comment?
test results of the online personality test test. And it doesn't fit! aaagh! that's not my test >_< tsk >:( Ah well, thanks Kageki for filling it in for me even if it doesn't make sense. Then again I only trust TheSpark.com tests. Go do the death test!

For a change I'm not hungry at this moment, I'm eating! Pizza, yum yum. Hunger percentage: 14%

I still need to write loads of mail to everybody, forgive me ^_^;; Damn coming reformat/windows install -_-#



[ Friday, January 18, 2002 ] - [ 04:59 p.m. ] comment?
Good Morning..uhm so yeah! I just got out of bed!

I tried that 'wich personality test are you' test Kageki talked about in her (b)log but it won't work for me. Can't someone fill in the answers and mail the results to me? 1=yes 2=no 3=no 4=yes 5=no 6=yes 7=no 8=yes 9=no 10=yes Go! Help me!

Yes the great reformat is at hand..if the windows install doesn't work..I'm scared..not just a little bit. I have calculated at least 3.7 years since the first reformat and 1.7 since the reinstall windows. But my computer has gone loony it needs it's (shock)therapy.



[ Thursday, January 17, 2002 ] - [ 04:38 p.m. ] comment?
I'm mentally challenged and mentally imbalanced! I'm crazy!

Okay got that out. On the 21th of January my new study starts. It involves drawing, painting and other possible fun lessons (that's what I hope) I broke of my other study because I disliked it (read: hate) Maybe this time I can do what I love to do. But I'm scared. A new class, new people. Who should I sit with during lunchbreak? I know there are more important things in life but thats the question I keep myself busy with.

Here's a handy site that shows you the latest anime's: Anime-daisuki.com



[ Wednesday, January 16, 2002 ] - [ 06:48 p.m. ] comment?
I slept trough the day. I was so tired this morning I just went to bed again. Bad thing actually, because now I'll have an even harder time to get to sleep tonight. Also, I haven't eaten anything yet..so hungry!

Oh and in case your wondering what the picture is on the left, with the 'feathers', It's a pic from the Clover manga.



[ Wednesday, January 16, 2002 ] - [ 11:11 a.m. ] comment?
Hello Morning!
Another day in my life. Got up early today, 7:15 I wish for that to happen never again but I probably have to do the same thing tomorrow >_< Why do painters have to drop by so early..I mean, don't they need sleep?

Help June sleep.Can you see the ghosts? A nifty site with 31 webcams watching hidden spaces in an apartment.



[ Wednesday, January 16, 2002 ] - [ 01:42 a.m. ] comment?
I can't go to sleep before it's tomorrow, wich is today now. Hence my title. I might be doomed to stay that way. Even when I go to bed I just lie awake for 2 hours or more. Or I keep changing channels on the tv. It's getting compulsive.

Kageki's log has received a make-over (as if it needed one!) Well it looks gorgeous as all her websites do. Fortunatly she still makes mistakes! *points to the red cross in the white box* >:) And it's so simple too! I'll stop slapping Kageki..She might shout at me because of my exceptionally bad spelling. We wouldn't want that now would we?



[ Tuesday, January 15, 2002 ] - [ 10:58 p.m. ] comment?
Well as you can see I worked on the page. Added my personal non interesting info. It looks messier then before, but it can't be helped.

I'm extremely hungry at this moment. I need a pizza desperately! *drools* Still home alone. If you have any comments don't hesitate to mail me.



[ Tuesday, January 15, 2002 ] - [ 05:04 p.m. ] comment?
Look! I added color and it even is one of those colors I dislike, but it somehow fits. The small characters represent my name. Personal info still has to be added, maybe tonight.

My mom is out and about. I got this day all for myself, atleast that's what I hope. It seems that everytime I got some private time, the doorbell rings or someone calls me. And then there's the dishes, always the dishes..I wouldn't mind someone at the door who would want to do the dishes, naturally no one will come wich will give me private time wich is not natural for me so someone is bound to visit or phone me but the dishes need to be done so no one will come to do them and again..I'm stuck in paradox-oh land! aargh!



[ Tuesday, January 15, 2002 ] - [ 02:26 a.m. ] comment?
It's late and my neck hurts from sitting hunched at the screen. But I made it work and I'm proud that it works. I started with loads of tables and ended up with something much more simple. Should I add color or leave it this way?

Kageki got me into this (b)log stuff. I should slap her for making me stay up this late ;P Ah well, it's all so very empty now, maybe people want to know more about me (I doubt it!) Sleep, I need sleep.



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