speak before thinking

:: songof the week ::

Wednesday, March 26, 2003 10:16 p.m.

Just watched the whole 10th Kingdom mini series, I saw the dvd set at the 'Free Record shop', for quite a bargain price. I'm a sucker for fantasy movies/series, so I couldn't resist buying it. And now that I've seen it, I don't regret it at all.

Also, Today I have learned that children are nice but extremely dangerous!

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Sunday, March 23, 2003 03:03 p.m.

Anime mini-con yesterday, had great (mostly lazy) fun, It was the only time I didn't think about the whole war thing. It just kinda slipped away from me, made me feel much more free. Besides the usual bunch, An and Leo were also present. An didn't feel okay so she left a whole lot earlier, poor thing, I thought she came over a bit quiet. Feel better An! You too Kees!. At around 1:30-isch Kageki, Leo and me headed to my home, had some midnight tea to calm our Japanese popculture overload and went to bed. Mmm bed!

More happy news, An is going to stop by to make dinner, yay! She's the best cook :D

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Sunday, March 23, 2003 03:03 p.m.

Anime mini-con yesterday, had great (mostly lazy) fun, It was the only time I didn't think about the whole war thing. It just kinda slipped away from me, made me feel much more free. Besides the usual bunch, An and Leo were also present. An didn't feel okay so she left a whole lot earlier, poor thing, I thought she came over a bit quiet. Feel better An! You too Kees!. At around 1:30-isch Kageki, Leo and me headed to my home, had some midnight tea to calm our Japanese popculture overload and went to bed. Mmm bed!

More happy news, An is going to stop by to make dinner, yay! She's the best cook :D

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Thursday, March 20, 2003 11:03 p.m.

Okay, in the mids of confusion there's still music, so Blacku Catu is updated, click the 'bucu' button on your right side for some new fresh music chosen by Kudos and me!

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Thursday, March 20, 2003 08:55 p.m.

I'm sure I'm not the only one with the 'weird feeling'. Doing your normal everyday bussiness while there's a war going on. It's like when my brother died, the world just keeps turning. People sleep, eat, have fun. It's like I have only one foot on the ground and the other one keeps hesistating.

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Tuesday, March 18, 2003 09:15 p.m.

I don't know what I'm doing, I know I'm supposed to work on my intern report but I'm not really doing anything.

I felt a little empty today and a tad dreary so I decided making a new video entry was a good (or a very bad ;) thing. So behold, look to your right and choose dwld video. I guess that the video is as close to knowing me without really knowing me ^_^;; All non-hidden meanings included!

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Monday, March 17, 2003 05:28 p.m.

So there's a some sort of superflu killing us and we're on the brink of war. Nice..very nice! (sarcastic naturally)

If I get that flu I'll die for sure :/ And thus I'll go watch my anime and hop into another world.

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Sunday, March 16, 2003 07:13 p.m.

Let the online shopping spree commence! *cracks knuckles* Okay..so it's going to be a small spree. But any online shopping is an adventure!

I haven't updated blacku catu yet, I was secretly hoping Kudos could aid me..*waves at Kudos* :D

Hmm..the moon shines bright these days.

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Saturday, March 15, 2003 08:31 p.m.

From the very serious ready.gov site

"If There is a Nuclear Blast
Quickly assess the situation. Consider if you can get out of the area or if it would be better to go inside a building and follow your plan to "shelter-in-place." In order to limit the amount of radiation you are exposed to, think about shielding, distance and time."

Uhm..hello! Dead now! The kind of advice on site's like these remind me of the advice they gave in the cold war. I don't think they changed anything either. Wait till they tell Americans to paint their houses white..

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Friday, March 14, 2003 08:49 p.m.

I guess it's time to update blacku catu again. I'll see if I can sqeeze it in my weekend schedule. I want to update! We all need a music fix!

Maybe you noticed some minor changes I did to the page, updated some info, changed picture into a..uhm..uh..egyptian thing picture. Oh, find the easter egg! ;)

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Monday, March 10, 2003 11:18 p.m.

I was bored..soo a one night stand! Right click and download!

^-^;;

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Sunday, March 9, 2003 11:15 p.m.

Had a fun time at Kageki, celebrating her Birthday yesterday, we went to the cinema. It's not her real birthday yet, but I think she has tests coming up, so better early!

Also finished the posters, flyers and folder design things for Konnichiwa with Kageki, it all looks pretty simple, we're on a budget ;) But I think they are okay to go!

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Thursday, March 6, 2003 06:49 p.m.

It's weird that when you sometimes encounter certain Anime or Manga things for the first time it strikes you as ugly, gradually you find it odd, then okay, then special, then wonderfully original. If lot's of things are bound to go that route, why not go round the first 4 steps and go right to the last, atleast step 1 is often overlooked nowadays.

I don't believe my head is very clear today ^_^

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Tuesday, March 4, 2003 07:33 p.m.

Some 'old' people can be quite messy. They tend to complain that our generation doesn't clean up, isn't social or helpfull in any way. While doing my intern-ship at the "Creative Centre" (a centre where you can follow all sorts of creative courses ranging from acting too painting or ceramics) I have noticed they tend to be the ones that don't clean up, leaving paint rollers to dry so you can throw them away, using a new brush for every color instead of washing it, and they can't see an organized drawer when you shove it in their face (there's a tool side and a paint side dammit!) Children are often the ones that run too the sink to wash up all the stuff, even offering to clean nasty ink platters!

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Friday, February 28, 2003 08:49 p.m.

Music channels are really not helping the creative process, but somehow I'm to lazy to turn of the tv, even though it's close by. If I reach my arm out and tilt my chair while leaning on the side of the bed, I'm sure I can push the grand round button that makes the tv go out. And while I'm stuck on the music channel, can anyone tell me what happened to Jennifer Love Hewit? She looks disturbing -and is that her real hair?

My mom has gone on a date this weekend. I'm going to leave the detaills out, because I don't even want to acknowledge them. She's one stressed chicken! She drives me nuts with her behaviour.
I went to snif at a 2nd hand shop today and bought a 60 cent book called: "how to cope with your depression" The guy at the shop was al nosy about the book, so I told him it was for my mom (it was). "Oh," he said, "Isn't that kicking her while she's down?" Me: "She deserves it." Guy: *shocked*

Ah, what a feeling!

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Wednesday, February 26, 2003 09:19 p.m.

A new weekly mp3 from the anime: Haibane Renmei. It's called 'Ethereal Remains' and you could say the song is quite ethereal. Maybe it's best enjoyed when you have seen the anime. Haibane Renmei is a great anime, perfect in touching your heart.

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Monday, February 24, 2003 12:06 p.m.

tadaima! (uhm..yesterday)

Had the greatest fun, Good hotel, great people and I am convinced cosplayers have more fun! *nods at her fellow cosplayers* Wai for the Dealer-room, It was bigger than last year though crowded with people, esspecially the Archonia stand was very popular, maybe becasue their prices were fair and they had the latest tokyopop manga's, Oh how I wish there I had some money left to buy manga's there. I bought a tiny stack of Ayashi no Ceres monthly manga's, wich was very cheap (bring and buy section), the Escaflowne movie ultimate edition, Kodocha manga, and (another) Digi Charat postcard set. Kageki bought about 10 manga's, she is a slave to the manga ^-^;

I didn't watch much anime, but then again, I watched more this year then last year, moreover, me being one of those fansub watchers I pretty much saw everything I wanted to see. Still a whole audience laughing with you while you watch anime is a nice feeling.

I joined the cosplay competition. There where so many good cosplayers (yes you too Kageki!) this year, there was no possibility for me to win. I was the first to go on stage and I really didn't have an act planned ^-^;; besides mumbling something about fire and lighting my lighter, I don't really know what I said anymore ^-^ I think I heared the audience laughing. Wich I guess is a good thing. Kageki won the prize for best costume! Very deserved, because she spend a lot of time on her costume, making it detailled and real enough. And she did a dance!

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Friday, February 21, 2003 03:08 p.m.

Anime con!

that's where I'm at!

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Tuesday, February 18, 2003 09:16 p.m.

I hope I didn't confuse people too much with my last entry. It's just that I'm doing my best to keep all things in order and me up to par in the happy mood when required.

Yeah the happy co smile is now a part of my 3 week old intern-ship job. While on my way to the school I was appointed to, the urge overcame me to slide of my bike and go to sleep in the ditch beside the road. Somehow I got to my destination. I couldn't feel my ears and while I was wobbling on my feet I managed to get a whole line of somewhat coherent words from my mouth (mind you, I also couldn't feel my cheeks, like I just had a bad dentist appointment), pulling the corners of my mouth into a smile while trying not to drool over my chin.

I know this sounds like I don't like my intern-ship, but I do like it. But healthwise I'm not up to par right now and sometimes I feel like I just can't cut it and I want to crawl up and sleep for a very long time. Also I'm supposed to be a lazy person, so this is like I slided to an alternate universe..meeting my (not willing) active döppleganger.

Atleast the kids had great comments about my N Genesis Evangelion anime shirt ;) Ooow I so need that Animecon!

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Monday, February 17, 2003 09:05 p.m.

crawls into bed

isnotsobadisnotsobadisnotsobad

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Friday, February 14, 2003 06:43 p.m.

What can I say, I am tired and not really looking forward to next week. It's going to be even busier than this week. I wonder why I put up with this, I guess it's all for a greater good, the greater good that is the rest of my life so to speak. As you probably can tell, I'm not in the best of possible moods. Even my cat is getting on the nerves.

Oh and the above was typed without using my hands

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Monday, February 10, 2003 12:06 a.m.

Googlism for: Corona

corona is hot
corona is a ray of sun
corona is millions of degrees hotter than the surface of our sun
corona is worth the extra cost
corona is very thin and faint and is therefore very difficult to observe from the earth
corona is a refreshing beer
corona is anchored in the convection zone
corona is so much hotter than the visible surface
corona is about two million degrees c
corona is about as intense as a full moon
corona is an adjunct associate professor of pathology and laboratory medicine at albany medical college
corona is not at all smooth but contains a lot of structure
corona is a natural plasma laboratory
corona is thus visible in a variety of emission lines
corona is imprinting their own unique style upon the world
corona is extra wide and suited for exercise
corona is so thin
corona is the code
corona is centralized amongst many wonderful things to do
corona is so hot it is one of the many challenges facing solar physicists today
corona is different
corona is built in the uk where the car is selling very well
corona is somewhat lighter than most canadian beers
corona is so delicate that its finer detail is more accurately observed from earth
corona is dynamically changing
corona is the father of hermandad mexicana nacional
corona is the perfect subject for his investigation
corona is updated
corona is visible
corona is so hot
corona is leaking
corona is present
corona is still the chosen type of many american daily newspapers
corona is now a quality community with a diverse economic base
corona is designed to destroy toxic materials such as chlorinated solvents
corona is a subsidiary of the belgian

..left out some, thanks to Marysia for the link.

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Sunday, February 9, 2003 08:45 p.m.

I feel kinda plooey today..don't know what the word means.

I'm going to sleep early, to have some energy tomorrow, have to go to stage till 5-isch and then I have to vacuum the house and clean the rats and cat-thing. Why I didn't do this today? Remind me next time!

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Wednesday, February 5, 2003 10:51 p.m.

Okay, 'Blacku catu, music taste' (bu cu) has been updated!
Turn your eyes to the right and click the button to hear the new songs. There's quite a big selection this time. Choices are: Kudos' picks or my picks, you could be liking them both! Comments welcome.

oyasumi!

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Monday, February 3, 2003 08:11 p.m.

Yes
Come back BinoX!
More...more...MORE!

Yeaaah come back Binox! :D

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Sunday, February 2, 2003 02:19 a.m.

sorry..sorry It's late and I'm tired! blacku catu tomorrow..uhm I mean today!

Plus! While dropping by at An today Kees had a very nice suprise for me! Got me a webcam, it quite simular to my old one except that this one isn't very suitable for making movies or larger stuffy. Anyway Thank you very very much!

*glomps*

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Saturday, February 1, 2003 01:46 p.m.

One update of blacku catu coming up..even if it's gonna be a late nighter, I will do it today!

Heading over to An today. It's weird, I already dreamed I went there, but I forgot everything I was supposed to have with me.

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Friday, January 31, 2003 07:20 p.m.

So picked up some of my leftover courage and went to school a little later then I promised but I went. So that's the point.
I knew there was much for me to do but nothing to be done. I just decided to start somewhere. Totally fruitless in a way. Miracles haven't left me yet, because I managed to finish a project for a teacher. Okay, Only one of many projects, but it's better then nothing right?
On my way to deliver it I came to pass another teacher of mine. I don't know exactly what he said anymore. It was a comment about me being absent a couple of times (okay I admit it, a lot!) I could handle that with a laugh, but then He made a comment about my interim. Wich made me angry and sad, I was already feeling emotionally heavy today. (you know those days..you feel you can't do anything right?) I just said 'Fuck you' to him, Imagine that! Me saying fuck you, to a teacher. Unfortunately it didn't come out quite te way i intended, it came out rather meaningless. While I wanted the word to be loaden with even the slightest amount of hate and sadness. I came home and cried, because..I don't know. I just feel so utterly useless.

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Wednesday, January 29, 2003 12:04 a.m.

A new weekly song! It's an instrumental track from the Juuni Kokki OST. Tell me what you think!

argh, I really need to make a new layout!

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Tuesday, January 28, 2003 02:16 p.m.

I'm living small lies. I continue to fool myself. And why stop when it's working so 'well'? I even admit I'm making the stupid, easy turns in life. It all feels kinda fake, like cheap cola. Bartender, One new life please!

Ah, just pretend. ;)

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Monday, January 27, 2003 09:25 p.m.

Yatta! *cough*
Okay, my moms computer has been fixed! It's a tiny miracle because it has been done so fast. "The motherboardfan is pretty outdated so there is no chance to order a new one." So spoke the 1st store. I'm not going to open up the case to see what kind of fan is in it, go home do it yourself and come back." So spoke the 2nd. "I'll take a look at it, ah I see I have the same processor lying around somewhere with another fan, there you go! That'll be 15 euro's." So spoke and did the 3d one.

Yay for the 3d! Yay for service of small stores!

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Sunday, January 26, 2003 01:59 a.m.

First the good news: I got internet in my room, yay! Now the bad news: my mom's computer decided to stop funtioning. Motherboard fan doesn't work anymore, to there's a pretty high risk, scratch that, certainty that it will overheat. This means a few not-so-good things:
-a cranky mom
-me paying for reparation (feel guilty)
-a cranky mom
-a mom in my room playing the sims till 1 o clock at night

I do thank Kageki's Dad for:
-drilling the holes for the cables
-crawling behind the wall
-putting up with my annoying questions
-making my mom a little less cranky by explaining the failure of her computer.

There's some more good news wich makes me feel better because it's not for my benefit. That is that Kageki Can have my refridgerator. I have one in my room and there's nothing in it and I hardly use it. It's just eating up precious electricity. So Kageki, If you read this, you'll know ;)

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Friday, January 17, 2003 01:24 p.m.

Naturally while I was sick, the world just continued turning, life went on and with it school. Result: I have to work trice as hard this coming week to finish everything before I'm allowed to proceed to the next stage of my study, Interim.

ack! someone help me!

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Monday, January 13, 2003 12:38 p.m.

For all those people wondering..I'm sick. I woke up this morning with the feeling my tongue would snap of when I tried to speak.

Haven't felt this bad in a while.

On the upside, The new computer arrived, it's pwetty! But I'm gonna dive right back in bed.

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Thursday, January 9, 2003 03:37 p.m.

A new weekly song,
I really love this song. It's the ending song of 'Meteor Garden', 'Ni Yao De Ai' sung by Penny Dai. Even though it's in Chinese it's pretty easy to sing along. Go download! Lyrics here!

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Thursday, January 9, 2003 10:43 a.m.

I can hear music in my head..no wait it's coming from the neighbours house!

Better hurry, school in 30 min!

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Sunday, January 5, 2003 06:06 p.m.


I am Mr Do.
I am sedentary by nature, enjoying passive entertainment, eating when the mood takes me, and playing with my food. I try to avoid conflict, but when I'm angered, I can be a devil - if you force me to fight, I will crush you. With apples. What Video Game Character Are You?

:)

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Thursday, January 2, 2003 01:59 p.m.

There's an update at Blacku catu, So go check it out and download the new songs ^-^.

I have so much homework to do that although I've already started, I don't know where to begin. Blah!

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Tuesday, December 31, 2002 12:32 p.m.

Ya, blame me :P

Got a proper date for the comp..it can't be later then 9 january. Naturally, my mom's work (who's supposed to initially pay the comp) screwed up and lost all the paperwork. After searching they magically found it again! Amazing!

I want to wish you all a good new year, ignore those bad omens people tend to spread every year. We are to change those!

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Monday, December 23, 2002 07:10 p.m.

With great courtesy of Kageki, Solar now presents blacku catu Uhm..I mean 'black cat', though blacku catu sounds cuter ;P

blacku catu is there for al your joyeus mp3 needs, with a touch of disturbing solar-ness.

blacku catu

All is not/never finished yet, as every song needs some additional info. But this will do for now.

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Friday, December 20, 2002 09:48 p.m.

I kinda feel like laughing! :D

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Thursday, December 19, 2002 01:42 p.m.

shorty:

Yesterday, premiere of Lord of the Rings, the Two Towers. Great, wonderfull movie! Now to wait so long till the last instalment :/ I have no patience.

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Tuesday, December 17, 2002 04:22 p.m.

I enjoyed the last 2 days at school. 2 prominent Illustrators came to show their work and explain how they worked. My brain absorbed a lot of usefull information. Feels good :)

Down side is home side, Any inspiration given at school or anywhere else is sucked right out.

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Sunday, December 15, 2002 02:36 p.m.

New weekly song, By Do as Infinity. Song takes a little getting used too, has a Japanese feel..well it's in Japanese swooo..I love it!

Go download, rightclick and choose save target as. Or ctrl--something for those mac-users.

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Saturday, December 14, 2002 04:20 p.m.

To revive myself from thursday,

let's quote Green Day:

Do you have the time
to listen to me whine
About Nothing and Everything
all at once
I am one of those
Melodramatic fools
Neurotic to the bone
No doubt about it

meep!

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Thursday, December 12, 2002 04:04 p.m.

I am a stupid person!

...

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Tuesday, December 10, 2002 04:07 p.m.

Okay, *lightly stretches fingers*
I had a wonderfull weekend involving the buffy-nl St. Nicholas meeting. Involving food, fun and neatly packed presents. I got a great prezzie from Leo, It was a very big starchart poster (I searched ages for that!) and attached was a pretty drawn comic serving as alternative for a poem. Must scan it in!

Frits brought An and me to Zwolle. Had tea there and An-pancakes, yum! My actual arrival at home was a hopeless anti-climax, with my mom ready to spit fire about her bad weekend and projecting it at me.

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Friday, December 6, 2002 08:24 p.m.

yeah! I'm lazy ass!

OOo, finished Kingdom Hearts! Great ending movie ^_^

Less happy stuff..uhm..hmm..later, later,

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Monday, December 2, 2002 04:20 p.m.

As I promised, a new song. From the Cowboy Bebop soundtrack, 'Is It Real?' Lyrics are here.

Not suprisingly composed (hey, it's me here!) by Yoko Kanno, lyrics by Tim Jensen, who mostly does the english lyrics of Kanno's songs. Vocals by Scott Matthew. This song was a bit underappreciated by me, as I mostly listened to 'Rain' and 'Blue'. But I discovered it again yesterday. Get to know it too! ;)

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Monday, December 2, 2002 08:21 a.m.

Promised to upload a new song saturday, but me wasn't home, soo..I'll do it after I come back from school.

Today could be the first day I won't be late for school!

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Friday, November 29, 2002 04:31 p.m.

I'll upload a new song tomorrow. I've been pleasantly drowning myself with all sorts of Hikari remixes and am in the mood for music!

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Friday, November 29, 2002 12:05 p.m.

Wai! *dances* One step closer to a new computer!

There's also major dishes awaiting me. If I don't do them my mom will surely withhold any computer *-* She's like that..

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Wednesday, November 27, 2002 12:48 p.m.

I had a 'drama' performance today. I don't like performing in front of an audience (though it was tiny). Anyway, I felt really responsible for the whole thing because the last 2 times I wasn't attending classes, bringing my 2 co-artists in trouble. Though I must admit there was no real story to begin with. So we fixed up a story yesterday and I made a matching soundtrack.

I played the wicked and insane dark side, trying to persuade the grey. Masks and Lot's of symbolism involved. Jennifer, played the white and pure side. We had no practise at all, I just acted out what I thought was right. The soundtrack helped because it directed the moods and scenes. Anyway, The teacher was very spoken about it even though we (read: I ) were late.

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Monday, November 25, 2002 09:40 p.m.

For the first time in history, the school called me this morning to say I had the first 2 hours off because a teacher reported in sick. Since when does the school care? O_o

*amazed*

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Saturday, November 23, 2002 12:10 a.m.

senseless rant..

I have these stories hidden somewhere in the dark corners of my head. They play out quite nice, fanfiction, logs, ideas, inventions etc. The creative stuff that's up there. Why won't it come out? Why is the dictionary in my head too small to make one of those perfectly constructed sentences that belong in a story? Maybe I should act out my creativity. Write or draw it down on the spot. But my lazyness is always acting up. I can't help not being lazy. I love doing 'nothing' the whole weekend long.

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Thursday, November 21, 2002 03:31 p.m.

I thought it was time for a cleanup! The page was getting difficult to scroll ^-^;;

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[nostalgic]

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stats
age: 20
gender: XX
length: 1.63
weight: candy
bday: 11 april

outer
eyes: brown
hair: brown
freckles: brown
nails: scraps of polish
looks: teabags

moment
word: bleep
book: Star Trek pocket ;P
movie: Contact
drink: milk
color: purple-isch

biased view
reviews
dwl winamp skin

blogacius links
sweet An
funny Binox
tough Dovac
brainy Kageki
thinking Kael
arty Leo
pretty Kaitou
cute Mandy
dreamy Damanique
draconian Zion
bite-able Kudos
lemon Isabel
fluffy Ainhoa
kindablogging Orion
neekit Amii

involved
elfwood
oekaki be-nl

Anime
adore:
-Escaflowne,
-Earth Girl Arjuna,
-Juuni Kokki/Kokuki,
-Haibane Renmei
-Lotsw Pretear,
-Ayashi no Ceres
despise:
Hajime no Ippo,
Kite, dbz
bishi:
-Tooya (AnC),
-Hayate (Pretear),
-Kyou (Furuba)
Manga ski!:
-Planet Ladder
-Ayashi no Ceres

Listening
composer: Yoko Kanno
OST: Juuni Kokki
singer(s): Utada Hikaru, Maaya Sakamoto
band: Do as Infinity

Japan popcult
movie: Battle Royale
seiyuu: Maaya Sakamoto

Linkisch
anime-ftp.com
dutchbuffy.com
kontona.com
sensasian.com