Friday, August 22, 2003 03:46 p.m.

I got in! I made it! :D

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Thursday, August 21, 2003 09:01 p.m.

'T was the day, today that is (or was since most of the day is over) Anyway, today I had my intake at College. I had the so called heebie jeebies, or possibly something else that sounds even nerdier than that. I'm still having them because I don't know if I will be admitted. It'll all become clear tomorrow, though I don't know what time exactly. They were all mysterious. "Vóór drieën!" Before tree-isch.

There's a clear percentage of the amount of males in the study. That percentage floats at about 90% It's a bit weird!

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Friday, August 15, 2003 12:41 a.m.

Well, now we know what'll happen if everyone in New York joined in on a Marathon.

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Wednesday, August 13, 2003 12:07 a.m.

I'm addicted to Lotr/Btvs crossover fanfic! I'm a sad residu of a human being, I'm a shred of humanity, a crumb of self respect! Atleast I didn't try writing any myself yet..yet :P Run! Run while you still can!

This hunt on music/movie piracy in the Netherlands (and beyond) left a bitter taste in my mouth. I should be fearless and all, but I'm not! Makes me remember that Pirates of the Caribbean quote..wich I obviously can't remember fully! But hey it involved piracy in a good way :P

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Saturday, August 9, 2003 05:43 p.m.

I think I would glady be an inventor of impossible things. Things that can someday be made, though not by my hands. It's like science fiction, but then much closer. Exploring possibilities that no one has though off as of yet or seeking new ways. You can compare it to music, when you rearrange the notes that make a piece something new appears. And if I will never invent then it doesn't hurt me to think about it!

I have lot's of errands to take care of, shouldn't brush it under the carpet as I'm often doing. They are just small things and nothing bad will happen if they are not fullfilled, but they do nibble at my trustworthy-ness.

Some new music soon..but concentration is melting. I vote for siësta in the Netherlands!

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Thursday, August 7, 2003 10:09 p.m.

I think it's unnessacery to say that it's hot. It's now 22:09 and it's 34c/91F degrees in my room. I think that couts as hot and broeierig...

How am I ever going to sleep?

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Sunday, August 3, 2003 03:17 p.m.

Must do something usefull with my time, but I'm failing miserably! I did some oekakie-ing last night but it only led me to the conclusion that again I wasn't doing what I was supposed to do. Kageki knows exactly what I'm talking about. help!

oekaki flup I actually like it, but I couldn't be bothered with coloring. Maybe someday, no wait I'm lying now! Anyone may abuse it!

A pirates life for me!

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Tuesday, July 29, 2003 11:10 p.m.

aah, bite me!

Every had one of those moments when you have no clue where you should start, what you should do and what you should avoid (in no particular order), eventually concluding that the best option seems to just blankly stare ahead?

*raises hand*

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Monday, July 28, 2003 01:00 a.m.

Kinda forgot to mention that I went to Vlieland last week. I finished up my College "let-me-in!" assignment just in time, no seconds to spare! Went to vacation as a pale zombie and returned with a slight tan and tiny scary red bumps on my hands. Got invited for intake at the College, that'll be the deciding thingie!

wee! I saw a seal!

Good news on the stolen bike front, insurance worked out perfectly (a miracle!) Now I have €384,- to spend on a new bike, yay! Now that I'm back from vacation I got lot's of things to do again, mostly involving the dutch Abunai anime con. Also: Try to make some money. Design new layout. Work out plans for another site. Trying to stay away from Kageki's ass-kicking. Birthdays & Birthdays.

Bear with me! And I'm not going to pick up the phone tuesday and wednesday, I'm at work, at home! :P

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Saturday, July 19, 2003 12:44 a.m.

Kyaa! My bike got stolen. This something I really couldn't use right now! *angry*

One of the first things my mom said: "You can't borrow mine!" But then in a very vile dutch tone.

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Friday, July 18, 2003 02:00 a.m.

Not absent, just busy. Busy with writing down (what feels to me like) useless information for the college assignment.

It'll have to be due before august and that makes me think I have time. But the key is that I don't. I planned this trip to Vlieland coming week. If I don't get it done by then I just simply can't go.

This is as any good time to say that I feel like time is just slipping through my fingers. If only I could stretch it out far enough to be sure. I kick myself with the idea that I've been putting it off, while in reality a part of the assignment just leaves me utterly clueless. I keep pondering about ideas, trying to grasp inspiration. Hoping dreams will make some sense. I just have to go on, can't give up!

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Wednesday, July 9, 2003 02:29 a.m.

"Norway, Iceland, Sweden, Australia and the Netherlands ranked as the best countries in which to live in the 2003..."

Okay..though a tiny insy bit proud; this strikes me as odd, because things in our little country ain't going the way they should go. Stupid government and all that! Maybe I should move to Norway...

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Sunday, July 6, 2003 05:00 p.m.

I've been quite busy and it won't change this week, so excuse my slacking. I wish for quiet times, but it seems everyone wants a part of me. Oh, Well; it's not dramatic just keeping up with the current pace in my life! I feel content.

And Ainhoa is here, in the Netherlands, but alas she's in the capital working and I'm too busy with various assignments (including one that has great significanse for the rest of the year). Tried to call her, but no luck as of yet!

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Saturday, June 28, 2003 04:23 p.m.

I was silenty reading my manga while I glanced outside and saw cows...

Okay this might not be strange if I resided in the country, but this is Almelo: mainstream suburbia Almelo. They were contently chewing away at the neighbours plants and also decided it would be a good thing to add some brown to the boring road and just walked quitely onward. A few seconds later a mass of curious people followed including one clueless policeofficer.

^_^

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Friday, June 27, 2003 10:39 p.m.

http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/world/

Why would we need wood if we can't breath?

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Wednesday, June 25, 2003 11:36 p.m.

My mom has been terribly unstable these past few weeks. Her mood going up and down by the slightest sign of trouble (or no trouble at all) She needs to go see Dr Phil ^_^;

I dusted of my crappy telescope, inside and outside. Also bought a usb cable to lengthen the span of my webcam cable. I'm experimenting again :) I'm trying to attach the webcam to my telescope and make pictures of the moon. So far it somehow works (though I haven't tried out the moon yet), but I need to get it stable. It could also be cool to make a movie of the Plejaden, how they move across the hemisphere. Since my webcam cable is now 5 metres I'm able to hang it out of the window filming the sky in time-lapse mode. (you know, when you see the clouds roll by really fast) Why am I doing this? I don't know! ^_^

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Monday, June 23, 2003 10:40 p.m.

Blacku catu [bu cu] has finally been updated!
So go get your music fix!

:3

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Sunday, June 22, 2003 11:48 p.m.

Ooh, whatever shall I write about..?

I have the urge to update existing stuff and start up several new sites. Excluding the first one, I don't have time for these urges. I have promises to fulfill and things do to! Mind your duties co! *mentally kicks herself* I should make a list of things to do. no! no lists! you have to abandon all hope of making a list! ..hum, where did that came from?

After reading an article in the newspaper about Thea Beckman my mind went all nostalgic. I remember how I loved most of her books, esspecially the ones incorporating fantasy stories. I devoured the 'Children of Mother Earth' (Gulden vlies van Thule) trilogy. It's unfortunate that only 'Crusade in Jeans' has been translated into english. Ah, the times when I wandered among the books in the youth section picking out all the ones that had a sf/fantasy symbol on it. I read so many books back then!

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Thursday, June 19, 2003 11:15 p.m.

rant

I don't want to be brilliant, just a bit smarter then I am right now, maybe a little more insight. That's probably the reason why I want to learn things. I know I'm not utterly useless, I have my moments! I've done and said many stupid things in my life. Stupid things that even involved thinking.
I've lied, albite for a good cause. In the end the good outweighs the bad. I know I've done something right, but it nibbles at my mind. What it all comes down to is, that I'm tired, simply tired. I long for that sabbatical year rich people can take. With all the manga's and fanfiction I can read and the anime I can watch. No mom who I have to pull out of the deep pit she often resides in. Yeah, now she's happilly boucing along side the edge. Waving at bypassers to push her in.

I for one, am gonna concentrate on some happy things :)

Oh and those postcrediet commercials suck! suck! (just needed to vent)

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Wednesday, June 18, 2003 10:26 a.m.

hi! :D

yay, I must have it! Also, my mom let me order some manga's from Archonia because I got my diploma, ordered 5 different manga's. I like to expiriment :) Anyway, they were shipped yesterday-morning and arrived 1 hour ago! O_o

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Monday, June 16, 2003 05:52 p.m.

Today me and the rest of the graduated classes had to clean out the library of our junk..err I mean expo stuff. This was probably the last time I will see most of them, only by a slip of fate we could ever meet again. Some I will keep contact with. Others I will simply forget. Is there a tinge of regret in my words? Even ones I loved to hate I've had pleasant times with as of late. How much will we change?

On a lighter note, I bought some stuff to celebrate the end of a time, namely the soundtrack of Amelie, Björk Greatest hit's cd and Stargate movie dvd. All were in the cheapness factor :3 Right now enjoying the main theme of Amelie. *sighs happily*

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Monday, June 16, 2003 12:05 a.m.

Well, this was an exceptional good weekend!

...

Okay, I lied! It couldn't get any worse (actually I can imagine hunderds of possible ways to make it worse, but it's worse enough already!) Well, as they say in Holland "niet bij de pakken neerzitten". I will just go on and enjoy the smaller things in live. Also Kageki had a very bad weekend, loads of her stuff being stolen and such, poor thing :(

There's a new *cough*weekly*cough* mp3 for the needy :) It's from the movie Woman of Water It's composed by Yoko Kanno and I'm pretty sure that most haven't heard it before :3 The whole OST isn't that noteworthy, but this main song though simple stuck with me. There's a version that's prettier but it was 10 mb so..no ^-^; Grab it while you can..I got a feeling this song is going to go a bit faster then weekly.

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Friday, June 13, 2003 10:34 p.m.

I am greeted with the prospect of either a okay-busy coming month or a hyper-extremely busy week when it's already to late. Any sane person would chose the first alternative, but being me, a grand slacker (that's supposed to live up to her name) I'd probably go for the latter. But, wait! This is my future we're talking about! My career in life could depend on this.

So what am I talking about? My assignment that's supposed to get me into College (HBO). It happens to be not one of the easy ones. Damn those creative studies. If only I could be really pushed to not only try but do the best. I just have to make a list (hate those things), or a schedule (hate those even more).

I also have to arrange an event for the Abunai anime con, I'm looking forward to that. Though if anyone kicks on my noodle making skills (what could go wrong? ^__^;) I will scream bloody murder! (Or someone else will)

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Thursday, June 12, 2003 12:30 a.m.

I got it! I got my diploma, right here, in my hands and it's real! Now I can say I'm a illustrator..well after I make some money that is ^-^

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Wednesday, June 11, 2003 01:52 p.m.

As I'm printing out many many pages of fanfiction, silently hoping that the toner won't be empty any time soon. I'm wondering about the whole thing that fanfiction is. There's a slight twinge (only slight) of shame when I mention the word fanfiction outloud. I don't know where it comes from.

I started reading fanfiction in 1998, That's pretty early in my internet days, because I didn't even have proper internet in 1997. Internet and computers around that time where as much a mystery to me as the Planck's Constant is to me now. Hotmail was even then considered the great evil and I had resided myself on the fluffy plains of yahoo. I actually wrote some fanfiction myself. This could be where the twinge of shame comes from. I believe that most who have read fanfiction must had atleast tried to write it. It happens at a moment where you think you have read every single piece of good fanfic you have found (including some tremendously bad ones), and you believe that the world is finally ready for you. Struggeling with a semi-plot and dialoge leaking from the ends, you present your story to the world. Hoping for some praising results. And there they are, they are "praising". But something seems not right, not right at all! They are all saying the same thing, and there are only so little reviews. Then, there it goes, your fanfic dies an early death at chapter 1.7, never to be looked upon again. Forgotten and lonely in the depth of internet history.

There's only so much fanfic a human being can handle without getting lost in the stories. But we all know why we are reading fanfic, It's because we want things different then what has been presented. We want things our way.

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Monday, June 9, 2003 03:44 p.m.


Could you, bring a gun? Or a rope perhaps?
Time has clearly fled from me.
There are no dreams, no hope to set me free.

When I mumble on, faces past.
Things could have changed,
No that's a lie, nothing has been rearranged.

Then I find, people hold delight,
Creeping near, the one you should mind.
I don't fear, foolish midnight hour.
Trust in god, kiss the empty power.

I'm a laughing stock
and I cry a lot
I'm the saddest person
you'll ever know,
A pointing finger
at all time low.

Mind you, this not about me, this is her. She who ruins my life a lot. Just had to get it out. It's not supposed to make any sense

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Saturday, June 7, 2003 12:58 a.m.

I felt different today, so something in me made me dress different. High heeled brown leather boots, dark brown skirt, green shirt and matching cream coat, hair pulled up, a touch of make-up. All this screams 'not-co'. Don't know what came over me. Suddenly I was 8 centimeter taller, more self-aware, I actually felt pretty (In a twisted sort of manner). After an hour, the boots where killing me, the cream jacket was to hot, my hair started to sag and my make-up was everywhere but on the right places. I guess it wasn't meant to last ^-^;

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Wednesday, June 4, 2003 07:34 p.m.

While Almelo was engulfed in what seemed like a hurricane (to me as a dutch person) I managed to do something utterly pointless. I actually connected the computer to the tv. This feat could be called pointfull, if the tv was bigger then my computerscreen. If the tv was downstairs or less then 50 centimeter from my desk. None of this..just count it as a uhm..spare display. Still like what I did though ^_^

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Monday, June 2, 2003 11:19 p.m.

I could be doomed to roam the worlds alone, not lonely, but alone. Being semi-good in a variety of things. Never specialised in anything. Just knowing a little bit of everything. Mind you, I'm not looking for self-pity, I feel quite at home in the pit I've dug for myself. I have a nice couch in the corner and a playstation 2 sits beside the tv.

I'm only reflecting. Sorting out the things that are slowly presenting themselves to me.

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Monday, June 2, 2003 01:24 a.m.

Reggie productions presents:

'Tale of the landslide!'
*dramatic music goes here*
A drama of grand proportions! Starring the Great An and the minor co. Reggie in cinematography and Breyten in dramatic special effect direction.

Co and An where happilly lounging about on a grassy top, overlooking the beautiful nature of Kampen.

..when An suddenly decided that dancing should be the right thing to do.

While An danced innocently, the earth suddenly came alive and started shaking! What evil could have brought this on? The frail rocky tracks of Kampen where not resistant to the violent shakes and the earth gave way...

To reveal the gasping fiery pit that lay beneath them! An managed to hold on, but Co of lesser strenght and more weight slipped downwarth into certain doom..

An put all her willpower in her last attempt to rescue Co and succeeded! Everyone was happy and the world was safe once more.

And finally, the even more dramatic: Making of 'Tale of the Landslide'.

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Saturday, May 31, 2003 10:14 p.m.

I can't stop watching the ending of Macross Zero episode 2, it's so incredibly beautiful!

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Saturday, May 31, 2003 02:19 p.m.

Had a great Friday! An had a small house-warming party at her new residence in Kampen. Me, Brey and Reg attended the gourmet food festivities and had fun. The weather was hot, the gourmet thing was hotter but no matter!

After a while we decided to cool off by taking a walk outside. Kampen is a beautiful city. Lot's of roads that seem to lead to nowhere and grassy hills next to highways. ^_^; We managed to get ourselves caught in a dangerous landslide! More about that later!

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Thursday, May 29, 2003 03:33 p.m.

There was a bookmarket in the city of Almelo today. Almelo is not much of a city, but the bookmarket was quite interesting, Got an old library sci-fi book wich I'm gonna read later. More importantly I found some manga's! :D
In Almelo the only manga's you'll find are either at my house or at Kageki's house.
So there I was rummaging trough old magazines and manga's of Bondage Fairies and hentai-isch stuff to find Inu Yasha, Evangelion, Ranma and Oh My Goddess manga's. The guy didn't even know what he was selling calling them "gekke boekies" (crazy bookies). And it seemed this was they guy that's always on the market on saturday selling ordinary books.
I lectured him on the Manga-verse and made him promise he'd bring the rest of his stuff too. (He said he had lot's more gekke boekies at home). Let's see next week!

I got a good deal, 1 euro per manga! :D

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Wednesday, May 28, 2003 11:45 a.m.

I got a 8 for my intern report and a 9.3 for my intern ship! Woohoo! *dances* Woohoo! That totals in 9 wich makes it so I don't have to do make an old report for social studies to crank up my grade (Atleast that's what they thought ^_^;).

My intern coördinators also said that I was the perfect intern (big exlamation mark) and I finished my intern with humor and enthusiasm. (Guess I hid my bad moods really well..^_^)

yay!

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Tuesday, May 27, 2003 06:59 p.m.

I want to OC, but with all my inspiration I find it impossibly to get the results I want and I end up giving up after 30 minutes of cursing my mouse. It's really frustrating if you cant get a 10 pixel line to go semi-straight. I've had 5 unfinished pictures all going down the drain in my agony.

Ah, all this whining felt good ^_^. I'm going to be old fashioned and watercolor an actual drawing! Hooray!

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Sunday, May 25, 2003 03:30 p.m.

Intern is pretty much over and I'm getting sick..please let this only be a mild cold *_*

Got some important things to do, finish the poster and t-shirt design for Connichiwa (I guess that going to be the name) But I can't really finish the poster because the there's no price and the date and name seems to be both in the doubt factor.

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Wednesday, May 21, 2003 10:45 p.m.

I don't have much interesting to tell, at this very moment my life is either dull and repetetive or strange and fastforwarding. It alternates between those two.

In any case, I have to get ready to find my next study, and I probably have to do it fast, atleast that's what people keep telling me. I'm not even done with my intern-ship! Why can't I take it slow for a moment. There's deadlines before I even knew there where deadlines. It's a wonder I'm keeping myself together and am not freaking out. Well, you could consider this as a semi freak out. ^-^;
If I could just..just do nothing without worrying about something. Stretch out and bask in the sun or stare at the rain outside.

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Monday, May 19, 2003 04:06 p.m.

It was a busy weekend!

Friday, Fun cinema outing with buffy-nl to Matrix Reloaded. It was good to see them ^-^ And Reggie gave me a prezzie in the form of a dvd-r of Once more With feeling (Buffy Musical ep!) Thank you :D

Saturday, Konnichiwa anime Mini-con from 10 till 1 (morning till night Arjen! not evening *_*;) Watched little actual anime but catched up with people wich was fun and envious. Also, there was a student-flat-party-thing, wich I ignored as best as I could and just slept trough.

Sunday, after helping Kageki with the cleaning duty bounded to the aftermath of the flat party we went to see the Matrix again ^-^;

Monday, I got make some of my mediocre art prensentable (I say mediocre because I know I could have had more..or better, but hence so little time or drive) And it rained, a lot! It was good to see the rest of the class again. I think I've kinda grown to like them. :)

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Thursday, May 15, 2003 09:55 p.m.

phew, it wasn't so bad! ^-^ Thanks for your support Ainhoa and Niya :D

On another note I really need to update that weekly mp3..:D

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Wednesday, May 14, 2003 09:30 p.m.

Tomorrow i'm going to be judged on my intern-ship and report. I got a bad feeling about this. A friend and classmate of mine called me to say that my mentor is very evilisch about the report, and she broke her's down totally..My friend is pretty good with reports and such, so now I'm pretty stressed out. Just when I thought everything was going to be okay. *_*;

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Monday, May 12, 2003 03:11 p.m.

You know what I did? :D

I finished my intern report, it took me 22 hours, yes non stop! So I haven't slept this night. I just got up from my comp chair and went to work. Yeah I felt like a zombie, even cycled. My mind is stilll kinda blurry and hazy. But my Intern coördinators seemed very pleased by my report, even though it's not a proffesionaly printed thing (black and white laser). It's just a A5 sized booklet, maybe it's cute ^_^

The actual person who judges my report is my mentor. But even if she doesn't like it, I don't care! I got it finished and the actual deadline wasn't untill Thursday. My coördinator pushed me to deliver it on Monday *_*;; I was all stressed (not to mention that the actuall-actuall deadline date was the end of may). I feel free! Well..okay not until my intern actually finishes, and then there's some schoolreport that still needs to be done! But for now, I must enjoy the moment.

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Sunday, May 11, 2003 12:09 a.m.

stress? noo!

My mind is calm and clear!

okay..I'm lying! to clear up my mind I decided to watch A.I never finished watching it because I only coughaquiredcough half of the film. It's a strange movie and I rather like it. It has this dark animesc feel to it. A whole lot of things don't make any sense but it fascinates me. Movies like these are scarse.

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Tuesday, May 6, 2003 10:57 p.m.

You lazy ass, do something about your state of mind!
But I want..need to do other things!
No excuse, you know that!
I have plans!
So you don't want a future?
Just shut up!

hmm talking to myself..

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Friday, May 2, 2003 03:09 p.m.

My mom and her Boyfriend are currently in the South of France for a few days. I'm not positive about the outcomings of this little holiday, my mom can be incredibly stubborn *___*;; And so is her boyfriend. They had an argument and Hugo called me because he didn't know what to do. Do I look like a relationship therapist to you?

My dad is dropping by this evening. Hope he plans to cook ^_^

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Saturday, April 26, 2003 02:26 p.m.

A new weekly mp3 from the Wolf's Rain OST, composed by Yoko Kanno, vocals by Raj Ramayya. This has become my favourite song over the past weeks. Enjoy it!

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Friday, April 25, 2003 11:23 p.m.

This article confirms that Rumsfeld is a egoistic bitch and funny too.. *sarcastic*

Special thanks to Patchmonkey for giving me a wider perspective.

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Friday, April 25, 2003 04:55 p.m.

The newsletter from Dynamic Visions arrived. It's a small one, but it makes you feel like your a part of something :3 Join!

I have vacation! Well..uhm not really, so much stuff to do *_*

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Thursday, April 24, 2003 03:56 a.m.

deadlines..deadlines! Just worked all day (excluding intern) on the posters for the theater-days. I am supposed to finish one more full color example, but forget it! This already took way longer then it's supposed to. There's always Thursday!

4th night in a row with less then 4 hours sleep...

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Monday, April 21, 2003 04:18 a.m.

Finally! A new layout! It was a gruesome task, esspecially when my brain is refusing to coöperate (a case of sleep deprivation). I'm not sure if I like it better then the old one, it's clean and I like it clean, (gives me something to compensate on the state of my room) And it's different, I was actually getting sick of purple!

Layout is inspired by Utada Hikaru's single 'Colors' There's a tiny Hikaru to be found at the top right corner :D

I want to sleep for a very long time now...

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Saturday, April 19, 2003 10:48 p.m.

It feels good to grasp another saturday tomorrow, because Monday counts as Sunday :) I have a lot to do! I'm actually feeling up to doing my intern-school work. Must be the healthyness. Both of my nostrils are functioning 100% that never happened :D

It seems I have saved my mom from another possible bottomless pit. She tends to dwell in those alot. She, having a new semi-boyfriend is filled with unummerable insecurities wich I can't really grasp. Again I feel like the tables are turned. I had to coax her to call him after a not so wonderfull city-outing with him. They are both very stubborn, thus probably well-matched. (then again, I could be wrong) I'm not getting any bad vibes yet, so he must be okay. I am convinced that the boyfriend she had before was a pathological liar. Trust me.

Oh and Breyten did good, He knows of my ha..Uhm I mean dislike againsty LJ so without having to touch anything he magically snapped his fingers and produced Corona's syndication Life journal Version 2! bassically it's me..naked. So go remove and add me please :D

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Wednesday, April 16, 2003 03:12 p.m.

Went to the doctor today, found out I have an infection in my throat, my lungs are not top notch anyway, hence the continuing sickness. I feel better knowing what's going on. I always find it scary to go to the doctor. Got me a 7 day antibiotics thing.

Let's pop some pills!

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Thursday, April 10, 2003 11:35 p.m.

I thought I was stronger but I have these coughing fits, making my throat sore and raw, and making me tired. Why I'm still up? I can't sleep when I'm coughing -_-;

Turning 21 in 30 min, I hope this isn't foreboding for the rest of my life, me being sick and all.

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Thursday, April 10, 2003 01:17 p.m.

Feeling slightly stronger again, I lost my voice this morning, but it's back (though hoarse) now.

Tomorrow is my birthday, I'm not going to actually celebrate it. I have no money and I don't want to bother people with my birthday ^-^;; Just say Happy birthday, give me a call, a card. I'm happy already.

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Monday, April 7, 2003 07:42 p.m.

I'm ill, is this like a stress induced flu?

Anyway, I have to sleep, my head is so heavy.

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Sunday, April 6, 2003 10:27 p.m.

Bad day..exceptionally bad day.
..And now I'm already starting to forget the badness, I guess it's my mind trying to protect itself. It makes it fuzzy and not real enough. It's good this way, but it's like I'm hiding from the truth.

It's all going back to normal, whatever that means.

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Friday, April 4, 2003 10:48 p.m.

One sensless mind numbing fanfic please! To adjust my poor brain. The week was undeniably busy, with projects involving several schools. My intern-ship has proven to take a lot out of me, but I will not falter! If I can survive this, I can survive uhm..well a whole lot of other things too.

I must tell you about the 'Creative Centre' building I intern in. You see, The building was once part of a hospital, the hospital itself is now a Music school and we are at what once where the kitchens and boiler room, the basement has all these hidden corridors, doors and a very old elevator. A long underground hallway connects to the chapel and theather, they used to transfer food there for the patients. The building though not very old fascinates me. For some reason I want to know where the mortuarium (eng: morgue?) was and what happened to that space..

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Wednesday, April 2, 2003 08:47 p.m.

In case you didn't notice (and I didn't untill I went into an TLJ relapse last week) The greatest adventure game (IMHO) known as 'The Longest Journey', is going to get a continuation! Official statement from website:
"We're extremely happy to announce that hell has indeed frozen over, and that preproduction has finally begun on the second chapter in The Longest Journey saga! ..."

Ragnar Tornquist (producer, designer and writer of TLJ):
"Tomorrow: TLJ 2 as a racing game. Or, alternatively, a beach volleyball game, featuring a nearly nude April Ryan. Woohoo! *g*

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Wednesday, April 2, 2003 08:21 a.m.

I plan to be earlier today, well okay..be more on time!

My mom has landed in her next relation stage, aka the I-hate-him-it's-not-my-fault stage, after this she'll go into the it's-all-my-fault stage *-*

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Tuesday, April 1, 2003 03:58 p.m.

What happened to oekakicentral.com now also known as lartnecikakeo.com ..must be april fools day ^-^;;

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Monday, March 31, 2003 04:46 p.m.

A new weekly mp3! Hajime Chitose sings this song called 'Kono Machi. Her voice is very different from your usual style japanese artist. How does she sing like that? o_o;; Anyway, I love this song!

Had an extremely busy day! Worked very hard, without a proper break. *-*;;

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Saturday, March 29, 2003 07:03 p.m.

My mom has left for her boyfriend again, as always it went with great arguments against herself. She's fighting with herself! It can only be described as stupid.

I played the demo of Zanzarah, and was pleasantly suprised by their use of music. If you have a bit of a search at the Forum (german section) You'll find that they were nice enough to put the soundtrack up!

"Worlds may change
and roads may end,
Shapes may shift
and colors blend,
But here on this side of the earth,
Time is forever still" (Karina Gretere)

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[nostalgic]

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Ah yes! The news: Battle Royale Part 2 is currently in Production stages. What could this mean? More controversial action involving student slashing gore? Wouldn't mind, but I'm looking for a new approach. What made Battle Royale a fun movie was their bizarre approach to a concept involving 'only one may survive'.

The setting takes place one year after Nanahara and Noriko escaped the perils of BR (and evil teacher Kitano) and the story is situated in an alternate universe. This could prove interesting!

Teaser, weird..but curiosity fetching!