Thursday, 4.10.03--09:21 p.m. [ yo ho ho! ]

WE HAVE A MULLET SIGHTING:
mullet: (n) 1)"business in the front, party in the back 2) the missouri comprimise 3) the "three-eleven" 4) Mr. Jeff Roger Jolly

so. my eye doc has a mullet. his name, if reversed, would read "Jolly Roger Jeff." i love life.

(i got soft contacts today, if anyone is interested... they are very big, and as of right now give me a very big headache.) on to my 20 pgs of history, a haiku, SAT stuff, alg... and something else that i can't remember. maybe i'll get to bed before 11:30. oh WAIT. ER's on! haha, scratch that. chowda

Tuesday, 4.9.03--11:54 p.m. [ ja ja ja! ]

tayn, this is us.
here we are again.

Tuesday, 4.8.03--10:01 p.m. [ thoughts ]

* eastern shore accents get very old very fast
* driver's ed serves no purpose whatsoever
* thou shalt not go bike riding in the cold/rain
* never try to lift up a closet base thing from the top, bad things happen
* always immediately tell your friends something that you know that concerns them. please.
* corny jokes make the world go around
* school organizations mean nothing. and everything.
* when cold, close the window
* a hill does not count as an obstruction
* nor does a duck, or a chicken, in MD...
* when you're sitting in a car for 2 hours a day, do hwk
* dragon say "prowcito" <----(T-SHIRT!!!!!)

DMB Sept. 14 @ Virginia Beach with Joe ::eeee:: joy!

Tuesday, 4.8.03--09:08 a.m. [ when i need to come along ]

good for the mind, good for the body
c'mon... you know you wanna do one with me

Tuesday, 4.8.03--12:05 a.m. [ oh it's so yeehaw baby! ]

we are SO good. planning a concert 5 months in advance... no one can say no... there's no reason to be stressed... sweetness. DMB IS THE ANSWER. and joe. te amo! i can't wait i can't wait! heh :) today was so long, driving school is pretty ridiculous. amusing though, especially the kid who likes beef jerky and innuendo. in other news, i really do have to learn how to budget time, it's one of my downfalls. take this for instance, i should be:
a)cleaning the disaster known as my room (read: shelves/half put together drawers everywhere, not to mention SAT crap, driving school crap, normal school crap, and clothes...)
b) studying for the torture known as a "history test"
c) doing fun SAT stuff (conestoga valley hs, here i come)
d) reading
e) drawing f) drawing the dashboard of our car
or g) SLEEPING.
maybe i'll skip right to g, and go to school later tomorrow. a headache is a good excuse, right? i think so. yep. also: must start running/biking/swimming everyday, to combat blobiness. soemone should do a triathlon with me this summer... hint hint... :) it'll be fun!!! hmm, gotta figure out where i'll work this summer, and what school i'll be going to next year. think i'm a little late for that. la. i don't understand anything. someone wanna explain?

Monday, 4.7.03--02:13 p.m. [ blah ]

i's really rainy. i really dislike mondays. i really wanted to stay in bed. i really wish it were summer.

half my day done... another half to come.

Monday, 4.7.03--12:26 a.m. [ burnin ]

i procrastinate EVERYTHING damnit. even going to bed! what's wrong with me? maybe it's the fact that i took a 4 hour nap today... plus daylight savings time, it should really be 11:30, not 12:30. anyway... chem test tomorrow that shall be bombed. yay! re-takes rowck my world. :P

Distant notions of subtle residue
Cling to minds from our past
Tell us what is what and who made who
But time’s events move us too fast
Simple sentiments whisked away by anxious steel wool
Struggling to content ourselves with what we think best
That what makes happy of which we seem never full
Is actually more than plenty though it is already possessed

Well I know that’s where I’ll never be
Because I can see the summer’s done
I try to let the river flow in and out of me
And pray I float the way I think I want
And pray I float at all

Not much of this makes sense to me
The river leaves run cold and dry
But it keeps me from swinging tree to tree
And sometimes I’m too scared to even try

Utter confusion feigns clarity
Scattered delusions excuses destiny
It’s never exactly how it appears to be
It’s too much for any of us who even try to see
-guster happy frappy

Your voice is small and fading
And you're hiding here alone
And your mother loves your father
Cuz she's got nowhere to go

And she wonders where these dreams go
Cuz the world got in her way
What's the point in ever trying?
Nothing's changing anyway
-goo goo dolls acoustic #9

Feeling tired
By the fire
The long day is over

The wind is gone
Asleep at dawn
The embers burn on

With no reprise
The sun will rise
The long day is over
-norah jones the long day is over

they say it so much better than i ever can.

<3

Sunday, 4.6.03--07:19 p.m. [ well that was fun ]

the amazing lil has returned! (and she bears gifts!) haha, you wish. this wkend was nice. i like visits from friends, namely joe, since he's the only friend so far that's visited. hi joe! *waves* maybe you're... halfway done your paper? i hope so. oh, that reminds me: this is interesting. yeah. so, moral of the story? homeschool your kids.

what have i been up to all day you ask? well, i'll tell you. i've been doing n-o-t-h-i-n-g! and i'm proud. well, actually, i did go for a bike ride, finally, and did some exploring. first, as i was riding out of the driveway, i saw the guy across the pond/street putting a sail on his sailboat. not something you normally see people doing in their backyards. then, i discovered that my tires were semi-flat, and remembered that the last person to ride my bike was dad. hmm. and the weathers only gotten warmer since then, so temp has nothing to do with it. yeah, so i rode all the way home, found the bike pump (after some rumaging), and attempted to pump up the tires. continued trying for 10 minutes. THEN realized that the pump was broken - there was air coming out of the tube around the pressure gauge. devised my own was of fixing this: holding down the pressure gauge with one hand while using the other hand to push the thingy down. it is REALLY hard to do that with one hand. :) then i figured out that the pressure gauge itself was actually broken, because by that point my tires were definitely not at 20 psi... i actually had to let some air out because they were too full. yes, so anyway, i went back out, and rode down to the ferry. got bored with that, so i decided to take a right turn onto pemberton rd. do you ever get scared because you know that there's no one around you, but you feel like someones following you? well, that's how i felt. pemberton is one long road, and there aren't many houses along it at all... yeah, it's definitely in the middle of a couple fields. not that that's a bad thing, because the fields are pretty right now - lots of purple flowers. i'm rambling now, you can stop reaidng whenever you feel like it :) so i'm cruising along on the highest gear, and i go around a corner, and BAM! there's a freaking apple orchard! not just any old orchard either, this was the "Garden of Eden!" heh, fun! so i keep riding, and then there's this house with what looked like a dirt bike course in the backyard. lots of sand. they like sand here... speaking of which, it's really funny to watch your dad try to mow the lawn when the lawn is half sand. heheh :P yep, so that's my day. pemberton leads to nanticoke, and i certainly wasn't going to ride on that road, so i came home. and here i am. very cold (maybe i should close the window?) and eating some mushy grapes. i should put my closet together! and procrastinate some more...

now: closet/cleaning/eating grapes/music

later: a wk's worht of math hwk, a history paper, studying for a double chapter chem test, a history test, a vocab test, and a spanish vocab test. then maybe i won't have to do any work this wk?

oh, and

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARAH!

and

HAPPY PERMIT-GETTING-DAY TAYN!

Thursday, 4.3.03--04:36 p.m. [ god. damn. it. ]

i hate this

Tuesday, 4.1.03--10:45 p.m. [ ]

here's what's up. driving school starts tomorrow - that'll be madness. -and- i just signed up for the bio and chem SAT II tests on june 7. that's right in the middle of finals, and right after my planned trip to york to see people and the YS graduation. hmm. plus, i had bio last year, which means that i get to go back and relearn most of it. how fun!

friday can't come soon enough, and then it won't last long enough. damn ...i love... daylight savings time >_<

time for reading and sleep

Monday, 3.31.03--08:43 p.m. [ paw prints ]

ok, fourth entry for 'da day. how fun, only not. this means that i have nothing better to do. and that's just plain sad. but, the new news: there's another house for sale here! hahahahah, everyone's up and leaving, this is the third house for sale here since we came. we are scary, scary people. being dysfunctional can do that to ya, i guess.

"long streches and realizing that the whole world is in love with blue pants has just made me unusually cheerful."

go light a candle and disco dance, please.

Monday, 3.31.03--05:34 p.m. [ music=rage against the machine ]

because i'm bored!

Time:: 5:34pm
Name:: Lindsay
Do you Like it?: ya mon, except when there are 4 of us
Nicknames:: Lil, of course, thanks sadie :) oh, and flamingo according to eric
Birthday:: 5/16/87
Crush:: Joe?
Birthplace:: Balmer MD

[Favorites]
Color:: greeeeen
Month:: June
Season:: Summer
CD:: um, the one sarah's dad made for julias grandpa??
Movies:: that'd be braveheart
Sport:: to watch? track, volleyball, basketball... those funny salsa dance competitions... to play? track, fh, street hockey
TV Show:: ER and the Wild on Discovery things... yeehaw!

[This or That]
Coke/water:: water, most definitely
Day/Night:: night
AOL/AIM:: aim
Jeans/khakis:: jeans, preferably with paint on 'em
Car/truck:: car, anyone wanna buy one for me?
Lunch/dinner:: lunch
Silver/Gold:: silver
Alchohol/weed:: neither?

[Love and Relationships]
Do you have a BF/GF?:: mmhmm
Who was your first love?:: mickey mouse?
What do you miss about them?:: not being able to sit and watch cartoons on sat morning.. because they disappeared... it's so sad

[The Past]
What is the one thing you would've changed about your past?:: jan 9?
Last thing you heard:: dad "saying hi"
Last thing you saw:: uh, the computer screen with lots of sun on it?
Last thing you said:: "no, it's ok"
Last thing you read:: a note from nat-an-ya
What is the last CD you heard?:: dispatch, bang bang
Who was the last person you laughed with?:: momma
Who was the last person you were on the phone with?:: joe

[The Present]
What are you wearing?:: gray sweatpants, "38" tank top
Who are you talking to?:: jose, mi madre y mi primo
What band are you listening to?:: outhere
Where are you?:: my room
Are you online?:: duh
How are you feeling?:: i don't feel nothin' no more

[The Future]
What day is it tommorow?:: tuesday, one day closer to friday
What are you going to do after this?:: to watch the simpsons or go running...
Who are you going to talk to?:: joe, alex mayhaps, anyone else who's feeling social
Where are you going to go?:: downstairs, i guess
What is one of your dreams?:: the recurring swimming through air thing is kinda cool
Where will you be in 25 yrs?:: not here, thats fo' sho'

[Have you Ever #1]
Drank?:: mike's hard lemonade
Smoked?:: uggggh never
Stolen?:: when i was 5 i took a nail from lowe's...
Done anything illegal?:: heh, operation cheesecake complete!
Hit someone?:: with a fh stick... once... a couple of times...

[Other]
Do you write in cursive or print?:: both, simultaneously
Are you a lefty or a righty?:: righty
Do you have glasses or braces?:: affirmative, glasses only come into play when the eyes fall out

[Physical Appearance]
What do you most like about your body?:: heh, tayn, the uber sexy lower back thing... squishy!
And least?:: i love it all baby
Do you look like any celebrities?:: i've been told nicole kidman, but, no.
What do you notice first about a 'crush'?:: the way they walk

[Have you ever #2]
Pictured your crush naked?:: mayhaps
Actually seen your crush naked?:: nopers
Been in love:: i think, now
Cried when someone died:: yes
Drove Drunk:: i've only been behind the wheel twice now..
Fallen for your best friend:: i plead the 5th
Rejected someone:: yes, and i wish i hadn't done that like i did... damn
Used someone:: no
Been cheated on:: hope not
Done something you regret:: yes

[Do You]
Color your hair:: haven't and won't
Ever get off the damn computer:: sometimes
Habla espanol:: sí, me gusta espanolio
Dance:: always
Sing:: mmhmm, though i can't :)

[Miscellaneous]
Best friends?:: the 8? plus joe, of course
Are you obsessive?:: obsessively analytical
Could you live without the computer?:: i'd have a lot more time, thats for sure
Whats your favorite fruit?:: peaches
What hurts the most, physical pain or emotional pain?:: emotional

[Final Questions]
I want:: cookies
I need:: to sleep
I wish:: i were home
I love:: joe
I fear:: spiders, no capitalization there
I wonder:: if i'll be able to get through this

now for the simpsons and hwk, wish i had something fun to do with someeone fun. hmm.

Monday, 3.31.03--05:17 p.m. [ being a semi-rainy day? ]

Buddy you're a young man hard man
Shouting in the street gonna take on the world some day
You got blood on yo' face
You big disgrace
Wavin' your banner all over the place

We will we will rock you
Sing it
We will we will rock you
-Queen

now it would be track time

Monday, 3.31.03--07:57 a.m. [ sunday sunday ]

it's really clear/sunny outside this morning. so not a day for going to school. sigh. missing york...

Sunday, 3.30.03--05:37 p.m. [ definitely a sigh moment ]

back from york, and as usual, i'm sad. blah blah blah... 12 hours ago i was in a country inn having so much fun. swimming, t-shirts (finally!), cool necklaces, no cookies, 2 weeks notice, and mad gab!

Sadie:"Dude, we need, like, cookies!"

so funny... maybe you had to be there?

anyway, so, here i am, with lots of mail, and a poster to put up... hmmm... lots of stuff to "put away" too. and a paper to finish (not that thats a big deal, but still, i have to do it). for now though, i'm content to sit here with a zebra print candle, talking to wonderful people, and reading mail from wonderful people :) i have people! hope the kabuki (and how exactly do you spell that?) theater things go well, don't laugh too hard. oh, and sarah and zarin: next time we hide in a closet, remind me to pee beforehand, ok? i haven't laughed so hard since forever... :) i love anyone and everyone who wants to be loved <3 chaocito

Friday, 3.28.03--08:59 p.m. [ spongebob ]

Tuesday, 3.25.03--11:28 p.m. [ home run sweepstakes ]

here in bucks county, having fun with da grandparents, who, by the way, are very uberawesome people. :) yay for spring break!

Ainee: "This place is full of handsome boys. At least i can look at them without throwing up..."

gosh i love her. more later, when i'm using a computer that won't shut down cuz it don't like me none. love all y'all! bwhahahah!