Saturday I'm running wild
And all the lights are changing red to green
Moving through the crowd I'm pushing
Chemicals all rushing through my bloodstream
Only wish that you were here
You know I'm seeing it so clear
I've been afraid
To show you how I really feel
Admit to some of those bad mistakes I've made
If you want it
Come and get it
Crying out loud
The love that I was
Giving you was
Never in doubt
Let go your heart
Let go your head
And feel it now
Babylon, Babylon
-David Gray
If you must know, I had a wonderful time at prom. Nicole was actually so proud of me that I found a guy that could dance. I was proud of myself too.
Anyway, today was Mary's Day. We get to have a day off from classes just to have a celebration for our Mary, Mother of Jesus. Ah...the benefits of going to a Catholic school. It's amazing that Nicole chose to show up to this one. It was my fourth, and this was her first. Last year she got hit by a car, but she was going to visit UC Davis anyway. Val skipped this year and last year. Marisa got appendicitis last year at state. Bad luck just gravitates toward us.
Anyway, we got our graduation announcements. It's getting so...final. It's weird thinking that four years have gone by so fast. I don't even remember sophomore year happening. And here I am, a month away from graduation. Sometimes it just strikes me that I won't be in Los Angeles for most of next year. It's weird thinking of things like that.
Friday, May 4, 2001, 07:33 p.m.