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A Quiz, Layout Changed
simply on Monday, May 24, 2004; 06:52 p.m.

You are a ~*Victorian Maiden*~
You look adorable, but cold what makes you seem unreachable. You are never seen without an umbrella. The colour of your dress is mostly dark. Your favorite Lolita brand is "Victorian maiden" of course ^^"
You are always trying to act like a real Victorian lady would have acted... and that's what you are: a real lady... =^.^=
What kind of Gothic Lolita are you? (Japanese - Lifestyle for girls)
Quizilla
Aww... what else? Read the layout info to know why this dumb-ass layout appeared! ^_^
Ah. Scrambling outta my mind. |
A test I took.
Evaluation...
You have scored 13 points, out of a range from -5 (Poser) to 25 (Goth Lyric Maven).
You're definitely a goth -- you know the tunes, you know the lyrics, and you know the bands. So you missed a few... some of these were kind of hard, and not everybody's a total expert.
Then I'm sorry guys, for I haven't changed my layout.. Ah, the computer's having a big trouble... And the final exam's coming... T_T Wuahahahaha.... Pray 4 me puHLeaseeee??!!
Ah,... A Few Quizzes |
GOTHIC vs PUNK Quiz,...
Dominant personality trait: Lust
Curious to see how you would fare as a creature of
You have scored -31 points, out of a range from -50 (100% Gothic) to 55 (100% Punk).
Goth. You can swirl on the dance floor to the strains of a Siouxsie song with the best of them, though you may have one or two slightly punkish characteristics.
A GothPunk.com's Quiz.

schizoid
Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?
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You are a Dark Angel...and hey, you probably knew it.
Dark angel are in truth, very malicious, but a
sign of one also is very sad. Dark Angel all used to be pure angels, but something went very wrong with their life. Either it was the sudden, murder of a loved one, betrayal, or pure torture to them, dark angels have commited their life to Satan himself. They are silent, and their wings are dark black feathers, or blood red. Dark Angels appear when there is someone dying, or a murder. If you see one, it means the death of a loved one is expected. Dark Angels cannot actually harm a human, but they love to see the suffering of one.
What Kind of ANGEL are you? (For Girls only) This Quiz has amazingly Beautiful Pictures!
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>You are most likely to be the Vampire
Zealot!
The Zealot is the vampire that is utterly addicted
to what it is. Overcome by the sensations and
capabilities it possesses, it exists to simply
enjoy anything and everything pertaining to its
heightened vampire existence; it lusts for all
things available to it, blood, sex, power,
money, immortality. Neither identifiably
well-intentioned or malicious, these are
trivial matters to the zealot, as its existence
is focused on the sensations it can achieve.
The zealot always appears most seductive and
alluring, an utter sex symbol. As it is always
pushing the limits of what it can do for the
sheer pleasure of doing so, often it can be a
very powerful vampire, simply from the sheer
experience of its addiction.
Dominant color: Red
Fictional Vampire Examples: LeStat ('Interview with
the Vampire'), Claudia ('Interview with the
Vampire')
the night? Come this way...
Vampire Classification Quiz (w/ Pics)
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All About the Web Mistress
Quizzes I Took and Result
Disney Character:Princess Aurora
My Japanese Name (girls only):Senko
My vampire name:Legardored
Element Goddess:Goddess of the Night
Greek Goddess:Mors,
God of the Death
My Number:666
The way I live:I live to die
What Kind of Girlfriend am I?
A perfect girlfriend
What Kind of Junkie Am I? A Web Artist!
Part of the Bible:Romans
Class in Ragnarok Should Be:Swordmans
For the easy start, let me introduce myself as Clementine
Aurora LumbanRadja. People around me call me Aurora, Au, Cleo, Ade(k) which in
Indonesian means little sister and Leo. The last one is actually a nickname
used by closest friends and a few people I respect. For the other 4 nicknames,
I don’t give a damn about which one you’re gonna choose to call me.
She was born on Tuesday (duh! Who’s gotta remember the day?!), November 1st, 1988 .
She’s Indonesian, both parents come from Batak ethnic group, and has been living in her homeland since the day she went into
this crazy world. Her dad's working for PLN, the engineering company in her country, the most important engineering company in her country and her mom's an architect,
but they're currently fighting for human rights [she's really proud of being Indonesian!].
She's got one elder brother named Arnold who’s currently studying in Caulfield Grammar School, Melbourne.
She's someway temperamental.
"She" in short ways...
:: very sensitive :: independent :: Indonesia’s extremist :: a bit narcismatic :: language
fast-learner :: humorous :: melancholic :: poetic :: lazy ::
Top 11 Dislikes
:: seniority in school ::
racism :: kids :: cats :: lies :: crowd :: milk :: beef :: boy bands ::
sea/ocean/lake and anything similar :: harry potter ::
Top 11 Favorites
:: religion (proud of being Christian) :: freedom :: poetry :: writing :: ice
cream
:: men who fit best in suit :: billiard :: drawing/ painting :: noodles ::
vegetables
:: jaguar ::
Top 11 Worst Fames
:: cristina aguilera :: avril lavigne :: madonna :: penelope cruz :: keanu reeves :: F4 :: sammy [samuel rizal] :: backstreet
boys :: westlife :: linkin park :: hillary duff ::
Top 11 Best Fames
r kelly :: michael jackson :: outkast :: t.a.t.u :: julia roberts :: jennifer lopez :: tom cruise :: limp bizkit :: peter pan ::
katon bagaskara :: dewa ::
Contacts:
msn e-mail and messenger:
gueaurora@hotmail.com[just changed]
hp: 0811198758 [most active one] or 0811964083 [hardly ever used]
I HATE FORWARDS so don’t send me any forwards to my e-mail! Thank you!
Visit My Friends' Places here:
Aya
[version 8]
Crescent Shadow
[The Place Promised in Our Early Days]
Alluka
[Alluka's Webring]
[Dream Feather]
[Black Ice]
DokiDoki
[On My Own Mind]
Deeta
[Numbed Mind]
Dessey
[Popsicle Toes]
Eca
[Dunia Koe]
Hun-Chan
[Endless Episode]
Irene
[i2ne]
[Allgemein]- a cool site of Irene and her band!
Jennifer
[Someone Falls in love]
Kiya
[Kiya]
Lenka
[Silly Suicide]
Nadya
[Season's Caleidoscope]
Onya
[thatgirlygirl.tk]
Pin-San
[Paradise Door]
[Paradise Door - Geocities]
Pyro
[Bahanimation]
Radith
[Life's moving too fast... isn't it?]
Shu-Chan
[Shu Chan's Blog]
Varziel
[Dead End]
[Secret Signs]
Exchange links? Tag the TB!
DROP A NOTE |
Current Layout
"in simplicity" was created using Microsoft FrontPage in a half an hour. It's just a crap edit from the version before, actually. Why am I being so ridiculous by only revised an old layout? My computer's broken down and I am nowhere to make a new layout, even the idea's right here, right now, in my mind. It's ready to be written in HTML code but.. seems like the compie and its contents, Adobe and Ms. Frontpage especially are not. Sorry guys, just chill in this layout for a few weeks til the repairment's done.! T_T
Requirements:
:: Microsoft Internet Explorer 5.1 ::
:: JavaScript ::
:: 1024x768, 1125x864 or 1280x1024
Windows full screen resolution ::
looks best in 1280x1024 and crapped in 800x600.
PLEASE DO NOT USE MOZILLA Net Server.
Beautiful Memories
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February 2004 ::
3 months hiatus ::
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Ingin kubagi cerita padamu yang telah binasa
Dan jeritanku tertiup angin menembus ke awan
Dan aku berharap agar sampai terdengar Tuhan
Supaya kamu dikembalikan bersama titik-titik hujan
Menggenapi harapanku yang hanya angan-angan
Izinkanlah aku menangisi dirimu and diriku ini
Hingga saatnya nanti kau tak kuingat, tapi kukenang
Di hati ini...
Epilog
Kamu bersimbah peluh
Kapan kamu merasa jenuh?
Semua yang kamu kerjakan sia-sia
Sadarlah, semua tak berguna
Kamu tidak mengeluh
Hatimu pun tak kunjung luluh
Kapan kamu berhenti tertawa?
Tidakkah kamu merasa gila?
Aku, kamu,
Dan dunia ini
Yang mana yang bersandiwara?
Their Thoughts and Mine
Love can be blind, keep million secrets behind
Love can be fun before promise has begun
Love is a special gift, once given, never forgotten
Love is always tried in many way of temptation
My love is blind, but makes me open my eyes
My love is fun, without promises and lies
My love's like souvenirs, given to some people
My love's tempted so hard, but won by no evil.
You Still Have Me
The day you told me lie and said goodbye,
I looked once at your eyes and I found
There was a little hesitation of
Having me as your best friend
It’s your decision but I want you to know,
Because I care about you,
If you want to go back, when you
need somebody beside you,
I’m here, if everyone else doesn’t
I’ll stay; here you still have me
Let the scream swallowed down into the earth
And the tears of sadness you cry will also fall
With the raindrops straight to the ground
Look at me, please smile
I promise you a nice unbreakable day
Where the sun’s brightly shining
And the entire world’s telling you:
You still have me
As you might fall, you need to know,
I’ll catch you when you do
I’ll grab your hands and repeat my promise,
"Don’t worry, because
Now and forever, you still have me."
Thoughts
Last night, when I got in bed
A whispering sound went into my head
Made me felt like I'm losing something
And all of a sudden I started thinking
From now on, I'll be alone
Cause this day I found you're gone
Now I'm standing on my own
Let my heart turn into stone
What would happen tomorrow?
Would there be any sad or sorrow?
If I die this night then who would know?
And how many will let me go?
I'm empty, blank and hopeless
I'm stressfull, blinded, meaningless
I just realised that my love is true
And all I know is I've been missing you
Let Go
A whispering wind opens an old window
Into the previous love story
Where I felt your love departed
And I just could stay afar, letting you go
Leaving darkness, taking away the light
I find my memory of you has faded
But thinking of you brings the ache
and the need's rushing back
Have you heard my song?
Come back to me, My Love
Ah, I'm still obsessed even I know
That day has finally been the end
‘Cuz there was a kiss worths thousand pains
Before I finally let go
...And About Me
They keep telling me what to do and I'm sick of it
I wannabe a deaf and peace is on where I sit
I need to tell them I don't like all of their sayings
They say they care but I'd rather be ignored from the listings
Yet I've been a daydreamer all my way
I imagine in pieces and wish each part is fay
Those are arranged into a peaceful world of mine
Where I'm alone but everything else is just fine
I'm somebody for me
And happy coz I'm free
Heaven
- will be added later -
sorry for the inconvenience ^_^
Aurora in Her Mind
I can't describe myself through short explanation
I should start from telling I'm a kind of exception
I'm overdose of carelessness and abstraction; I fly
I'm an immature who consider big thing is futile
Is it OK if I don't know I'm insane or perfectly innocent?
I even ask myself about when I started growing up as an adolescent
I never matter any differences between discourage and encourage
I don't think that such a thing is important at my age
I feel I become like this as the affection from my past
I was forced to do stuffs correctly, honestly and fast
But I was just a kid who said what was done, was done
And didn't manage to take care if the result's none
At once they blamed you, you'd feel extremely guilty
But as time goes by, you'll response like it happens usually
I've built a wall circling my castle of pure felicity
In where normal is abnormal and crazy is what I wannabe