Hari ini sumpah gue sebellll.......... banget!!!

Pertama, karena pembokat gue yang minggu lalu, tepat ketika hari kasih sayang berakhir, KABUR meninggalkan sejumlah warisan di dalem lubang kakus dan 2 keranjang penuh baju kotor gue dan yang lain... [yang sebenernya kalo ditumpuk lebih wajar bisa jadi 3 keranjang]. Ini menyebabkan infeksi berlanjut pada anggota-anggota keluarga lain, yaitu gue, berupa SAABMS [Severe Acute of Automatically Being Maid Syndrom]. Dan ternyata penyakit ini menyerang gue paling parah. Ciri-ciri awalnya sih cuma:
ngga bisa duduk tenang. tiap 5 menit ada panggilan neraka minta bantuan konyol.
(efek samping) teritori sendiri, kamar, malah jadi super berantakan. waktu tersita cuma-cuma.

Lebih lanjut lagi, muncul berbagai gejala akut lain yang lebih gawat, yaitu muncul
cucijemurpakaianitis, menyebabkan pegal sekitar lengan dan bahu. empatkeranjangsetrikaanicus, menyebabkan tangan pegal, dengan adanya cucijemurpakaianitis, diduga kuat dapat menyebabkan lumpuh sekujur lengan.
sapurumahampebersihitis, tidak jauh beda, sekitar lengan dan bahu menjadi terasa capek
dan beberapa gejala lain yang belum teridentifikasi....

Kedua, gara-gara hal di atas itu, gue ngga boleh nonton konser Brian McKnight! Monyets memang! Ah... Kayaknya still no better tomorrow yah, buat gue. Hm!

Ketiga, ngga ada angin apa-apa, tiba-tiba bokap gue manggil gue buat 'sidang'. Ya Tuhan, itu tuh pagi-pagi benar yang bahkan Tuhan baru bangun tidur [maafkan aku Tuhan, anak-Mu, telah memanggil nama-Mu dengan sia-sia]... dan cuma buat bilang: kamu kok kayaknya ngga ada tobat- tobatnya sih, abis semester satu nilai jeblok. jangan ampe masuk bahasa ya! malu-maluin nama keluarga.
Masyaalah... WTF?? I know future is not that easy to talk about, tapi even gue masuk bahasa, bukan hal yang malu-maluin kok. Gue juga emang specialist [:p] di bidang itu! Well, maksud gue, gue yakin Tuhan gue yang Maha Cakep, Baik, Adil dan Penyayang itu bakal tunjukin dan arahin gue ke jalan yang udah dia rajut buat gue.
Abis gimana lagi? Kan gue emang baru mulai masa puber, gue masih nyari jati diri dan Departemen Pendidikan Nasional ini dengan tololnya mau maksa gue nentuin SATU jalan hidup buat gue ampe gue tua nanti?!! Mereka-mereka dengan otak marmut ini kayaknya pengen menyaingi Yayang gue, Tuhan gue yang Maha Agung itu yah? Maaf yah nyets, anda belum beruntung!

Going to heaven on [Friday, February 20, 2004][12:16 a.m.]

My Sweet Sour Valentine

When I Wish You Could Make My 15th Valentine's Day Even Warmer, You Weren't Here...

…And I cry, cuz you worth it
A thousand tears that might not fall
If it wasn’t you
If I didn’t love you

Someone I adored so much, more than words can say, passed away last Monday. I couldn’t believe he’s now gone afar. Even if I screamed, he wouldn’t show up cuz he’s away. Damn. We were just like born for each other, through dreams and reality, but God decided that he wasn’t really meant to be with me. Why this life is so unfair?

Still, There Are Brothers Like You Two To Cheer Me Up...

What can be any other great Valentine
Having you tried hard to wipe my tears
And sing me sweetest lullaby ever…

Yesterday I went to Plaza Senayan and I was extremely being upset after my big bro, Arnold left me to join his suddenly-be-there friends. I decided to hopped to Ratu Plaza, which stands right at the back of Plaza Senayan. I bought 18 DVDs and planned to watched it alone after leaving my brother and going back home. And you know what?! My very selfish unkind rough ugly brother asked me to join him, and I didn’t know why I came back to Plaza Senayan to meet him.
When I arrived, my bro and a friend of him, Ichram, walked close to me and they gave me red roses!!!!!! Oh Jesus Christ! I never had a thought he would do that for me! So sweet!!

Then, today, I went to meet my cousin. Pandu was enjoying his lonely Valentine and suddenly asked me to come to his house. I had no plan for my sour Valentine either, so I agreed and there I went. We finally watched DVDs I bought yesterday and spent times laughing and drinking some… well, liquors. :p (excuse me, I’m a kid but it’s Val’s, guys!) Finally we went (again) to Plaza Senayan and had dinner at Lawry’s. It was a really romantic expensive restaurant and I had no idea how could he pay the cheque Xp [well, Pandu is 24 and he’s got a great job in Singapore]
He took me home with his Mercedes-Benz and bought me a heart-shaped pillow.

Thank you both, (and also Ichram) I think those things above are kinda neutralizing my labile feelings now!

Going to heaven on [Saturday, February 14, 2004][07:35 p.m.]

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