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Uhmm.. Friends, ^_^ this is a new feature in my so-complicated blog - well, since I haven't seen any weirder blog than mine in pitas.
Just make a click on any title appears on the left, or go back to my journal by clicking the last link [ + back to journal + ]
Be pleased to read and do not copy any materials. Ask me to send it officially to you by e-mail. Please. Thank Y'all then.
Myself Nowadays...
blurred on Thursday, May 6, 2004; 02:14 p.m.
Uhhmm... what's happened to me recently???? I'm working hard to this 1 MONTH LEFT before the final exams come!!! Hehehe... What I really wanna share, I did 2piercings on my left ear this week, and I am really excited that it is now being 'decorated' by the rings. ^_^ Why not both? Why only the left one?
Cuz I like homologous thingies :D :D
I'm setting a new layout and, uh, trying to be prepared to pierce my belly ^_^ ^_^ ^_^b
Twisted Up T_T
blurred on Thursday, April 22, 2004; 02:26 p.m.
Waaah... So long since my last entry. What's up guys?
There are things come and go throughout these weeks and some stuffs I'm working on has the same deadline - April 29. Gaahh... I need a little rest.
Thinking of taking a daybreak, IS ANY OF YOU INTERESTED IN MAXIM'S CONCERT? Anybody wants to come to his concert at this April 27, Indoor Tennis Hall Senayan, Jakarta?
Cuz I'm going to.
Ummm.. well, another twisting thingie, I guess I am attracted to a man, a TV presenter :3. He's a Chinese named Edmund [Who]... Hehe I forget his last name. If you wanna see him, try to take a blink at him on Metro TV every 7 p.m Waktu Indonesia Barat. He speaks English very well....!! AND.. Aw, man, he's so cute in his suits... ^_^;;
Bet I wasn't wrong. Gotta prove it, dude! Go on, switch your TV on! ;)
^_^ Hepi 2nd Day of Easter
blurred on Monday, April 12, 2004; 04:53 p.m.
Katanya Hari ini Hari Paskah ke-2 loh.. [gue baru tau]
UUUHH... The scroll doesn't work - again! BAHH!! What should I do? Should I change it into another layout? :( :( :(
Today I didn't go to school coz I've been ill - AGAIN. I puked a lot.
Hey taggers, if I haven't replied your messages, let me say sorry coz there are stuffs to do at school >_<; and another things at home, so I just can't manage my time to spend more than 10 minutes online.
Aww well, that's it. Happy 2nd Day of Easter, then. May I leave? :)
Happy Early Easter
blurred on Thursday, April 8, 2004; 11:57 p.m.
well, just a very short entry welcoming Easter break. HAPPY EASTER EVERYBODY.
I've changed layout. There was a FATAL MISTAKE I have just figured out - I couldn't do SCROLLING T_T bah!Thank God it works now... I've been so desperated doing this 2-day-progress layout. ;_;
I was thinking of adding background music, but that made the scroll-thingie couldn't work. So I'll just keep it like this first.
That's all for now, dudes! HAPPY SCROLLING ;p
My Weekend Routines.
blurred on Sunday, April 4, 2004; 01:40 p.m.
Huayuh.. ^^ It's a very beatiful Sunday here :D :D You wanna know why?? B'coz it's raining! Again! Hip-hip-huraaahh!!!
I always prefer Sunday to Saturday. Why? [again] Yeah everybody seems to like Saturday most... b'coz the next day is Sunday, which means they have 24 hours [+] to go crazy, spending their times going sumwhere useless. But I don't. I do those 'useless' stuffs on whole Fridays.
On Saturday I will be only wasting time sleeping all day and night [from afterschool hour at about 4 p.m]. Then I wake up in the early Sunday morning, like 2 or 3 p.m, switch on the computer and do some netsurfing.
I'll take a look at my cellphone, find some friends gave me calls and smsing me - asked me if I was in my mood to hang up wit em. But no I wouldn't go. They knew it. [Well I guess I would - just once in 1 or two months]
Then I'll switch my cellphone OFF - at about 6 a.m - and back to sleep. That's the most peaceful moment of weekend! Where I don't have to answer phone or even recieve sms and then wake up [again??] at about 10 a.m... Take a shower, sitting in my favorite sofa and turn on the TV, watching some cablevision movies and any NON-MTV programme.
My lunch will be around 3 p.m or so. Then I'll do blogsurfing or posting an entry for my joulog. Then I go to church at 4.30 p.m, which will be finished at about 6.20, and have dinner with my family almost always at Pand'Or restaurant.
I'll be home before 8 and finish my homework.
Finally I'll switch on my cellphone.
And the world's back after me.
Damn.
HAPPY SUNDAY GUYS! =)
My Hazzy Mind
blurred on Thursday, April 1, 2004; 08:22 p.m.
Heeyyyy.. What's up? Umm.. Did I tell you I've received my mid-semester report card and it was burning my whole life.... Uuuuh.. You who love red will like my report card!
Hell I'm not joking.
I mean it.
...And I started thinking WHY DID I BECOME SO F***ING STUPID? I used to be in the top 10 in class. - almost always. And I'm down. Now.
[Off-Topic]
I've archived my March Entries. And I've just realized that I ONLY POSTED 4 ENTRIES LAST MONTH. I dunno why I've been so lazy on joulog-ing this several month - seeing I'd been in hiatus from November to this January. Anyway I was thinking about changing layout later T_T another laziness of uploading pictures, actually. And I am currently thinking about where and where and where and how big should I make the space to write the entries, SO YOU FEEL EASY AND INTERESTED IN READING my entries.
[I joulog to share my thingie, but some people just drop by and don't even read the entry, sumtimez it's irritating me]
And maybe it's because my design on the entry column's not eye-catching. Well, what do you think? [If only you read THIS ENTRY]
HAPPY APRIL FOOL, anyway.
All About the Web Mistress
Quizzes I Took and Result
Disney Character:Princess Aurora
My Japanese Name (girls only):Senko
My vampire name:Legardored
Element Goddess:Goddess of the Night
Greek Goddess:Mors,
God of the Death
My Number:666
The way I live:I live to die
What Kind of Girlfriend am I?
A perfect girlfriend
What Kind of Junkie Am I? A Web Artist!
Part of the Bible:Romans
Class in Ragnarok Should Be:Swordmans
For the easy start, let me introduce myself as Clementine
Aurora LumbanRadja. People around me call me Aurora, Au, Cleo, Ade(k) which in
Indonesian means little sister and Leo. The last one is actually a nickname
used by closest friends and a few people I respect. For the other 4 nicknames,
I don’t give a damn about which one you’re gonna choose to call me.
She was born on Tuesday (duh! Who’s gotta remember the day?!), November 1st, 1988 .
She’s Indonesian, both parents come from Batak ethnic group, and has been living in her homeland since the day she went into
this crazy world. Her dad's working for PLN, the engineering company in her country, the most important engineering company in her country and her mom's an architect,
but they're currently fighting for human rights [she's really proud of being Indonesian!].
She's got one elder brother named Arnold who’s currently studying in Caulfield Grammar School, Melbourne.
She's someway temperamental.
"She" in short ways...
:: very sensitive :: independent :: Indonesia’s extremist :: a bit narcismatic :: language
fast-learner :: humorous :: melancholic :: poetic :: lazy ::
Top 11 Dislikes
:: seniority in school ::
racism :: kids :: cats :: lies :: crowd :: milk :: beef :: boy bands ::
sea/ocean/lake and anything similar :: harry potter ::
Top 11 Favorites
:: religion (proud of being Christian) :: freedom :: poetry :: writing :: ice
cream
:: men who fit best in suit :: billiard :: drawing/ painting :: noodles ::
vegetables
:: jaguar ::
Top 11 Worst Fames
:: cristina aguilera :: avril lavigne :: madonna :: penelope cruz :: keanu reeves :: F4 :: sammy [samuel rizal] :: backstreet
boys :: westlife :: linkin park :: hillary duff ::
Top 11 Best Fames
r kelly :: michael jackson :: outkast :: t.a.t.u :: julia roberts :: jennifer lopez :: tom cruise :: limp bizkit :: peter pan ::
katon bagaskara :: dewa ::
Contacts:
msn e-mail and messenger:
gueaurora@hotmail.com[just changed]
hp: 0811198758 [most active one] or 0811964083 [hardly ever used]
I HATE FORWARDS so don’t send me any forwards to my e-mail! Thank you!
Visit My Friends' Places here:
Aya
[version 8]
Crescent Shadow
[The Place Promised in Our Early Days]
Alluka
[Alluka's Webring]
[Dream Feather]
[Black Ice]
DokiDoki
[On My Own Mind]
Deeta
[Numbed Mind]
Dessey
[Popsicle Toes]
Eca
[Dunia Koe]
Hun-Chan
[Endless Episode]
Irene
[i2ne]
[Allgemein]- a cool site of Irene and her band!
Jennifer
[Someone Falls in love]
Kiya
[Kiya]
Lenka
[Silly Suicide]
Nadya
[Season's Caleidoscope]
Onya
[thatgirlygirl.tk]
Pin-San
[Paradise Door]
[Paradise Door - Geocities]
Pyro
[Bahanimation]
Radith
[Life's moving too fast... isn't it?]
Shu-Chan
[Shu Chan's Blog]
Varziel
[Dead End]
[Secret Signs]
Exchange links? Tag the TB!
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Current Layout
"my blurred emotions" feat. the webmistress myself was created using Microsoft FrontPage and
Adobe Photoshop 7. Original photo taken in the early December 2004 on a stop while traveling to the Great Ocean Road in Melbourne, Australia.
Just a more narcist-look layout of me.. [I am surely proud using my pic there. Who wouldn't anyway?] =p
Requirements:
:: Microsoft Internet Explorer 5.1 ::
:: JavaScript ::
:: 1024x768, 1125x864 or 1280x1024
Windows full screen resolution ::
looks best in 1280x1024 and crapped in 800x600.
PLEASE DO NOT USE MOZILLA Net Server.
Beautiful Memories
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March 2004 ::
February 2004 ::
3 months hiatus ::
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October 2003 ::
September 2003 ::
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August 2003 ::
July 2003 ::
June 2003 ::
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Ingin kubagi cerita padamu yang telah binasa
Dan jeritanku tertiup angin menembus ke awan
Dan aku berharap agar sampai terdengar Tuhan
Supaya kamu dikembalikan bersama titik-titik hujan
Menggenapi harapanku yang hanya angan-angan
Izinkanlah aku menangisi dirimu and diriku ini
Hingga saatnya nanti kau tak kuingat, tapi kukenang
Di hati ini...
Epilog
Kamu bersimbah peluh
Kapan kamu merasa jenuh?
Semua yang kamu kerjakan sia-sia
Sadarlah, semua tak berguna
Kamu tidak mengeluh
Hatimu pun tak kunjung luluh
Kapan kamu berhenti tertawa?
Tidakkah kamu merasa gila?
Aku, kamu,
Dan dunia ini
Yang mana yang bersandiwara?
Their Thoughts and Mine
Love can be blind, keep million secrets behind
Love can be fun before promise has begun
Love is a special gift, once given, never forgotten
Love is always tried in many way of temptation
My love is blind, but makes me open my eyes
My love is fun, without promises and lies
My love's like souvenirs, given to some people
My love's tempted so hard, but won by no evil.
You Still Have Me
The day you told me lie and said goodbye,
I looked once at your eyes and I found
There was a little hesitation of
Having me as your best friend
It’s your decision but I want you to know,
Because I care about you,
If you want to go back, when you
need somebody beside you,
I’m here, if everyone else doesn’t
I’ll stay; here you still have me
Let the scream swallowed down into the earth
And the tears of sadness you cry will also fall
With the raindrops straight to the ground
Look at me, please smile
I promise you a nice unbreakable day
Where the sun’s brightly shining
And the entire world’s telling you:
You still have me
As you might fall, you need to know,
I’ll catch you when you do
I’ll grab your hands and repeat my promise,
"Don’t worry, because
Now and forever, you still have me."
Thoughts
Last night, when I got in bed
A whispering sound went into my head
Made me felt like I'm losing something
And all of a sudden I started thinking
From now on, I'll be alone
Cause this day I found you're gone
Now I'm standing on my own
Let my heart turn into stone
What would happen tomorrow?
Would there be any sad or sorrow?
If I die this night then who would know?
And how many will let me go?
I'm empty, blank and hopeless
I'm stressfull, blinded, meaningless
I just realised that my love is true
And all I know is I've been missing you
Let Go
A whispering wind opens an old window
Into the previous love story
Where I felt your love departed
And I just could stay afar, letting you go
Leaving darkness, taking away the light
I find my memory of you has faded
But thinking of you brings the ache
and the need's rushing back
Have you heard my song?
Come back to me, My Love
Ah, I'm still obsessed even I know
That day has finally been the end
‘Cuz there was a kiss worths thousand pains
Before I finally let go
...And About Me
They keep telling me what to do and I'm sick of it
I wannabe a deaf and peace is on where I sit
I need to tell them I don't like all of their sayings
They say they care but I'd rather be ignored from the listings
Yet I've been a daydreamer all my way
I imagine in pieces and wish each part is fay
Those are arranged into a peaceful world of mine
Where I'm alone but everything else is just fine
I'm somebody for me
And happy coz I'm free
Heaven
- will be added later -
sorry for the inconvenience ^_^
Aurora in Her Mind
I can't describe myself through short explanation
I should start from telling I'm a kind of exception
I'm overdose of carelessness and abstraction; I fly
I'm an immature who consider big thing is futile
Is it OK if I don't know I'm insane or perfectly innocent?
I even ask myself about when I started growing up as an adolescent
I never matter any differences between discourage and encourage
I don't think that such a thing is important at my age
I feel I become like this as the affection from my past
I was forced to do stuffs correctly, honestly and fast
But I was just a kid who said what was done, was done
And didn't manage to take care if the result's none
At once they blamed you, you'd feel extremely guilty
But as time goes by, you'll response like it happens usually
I've built a wall circling my castle of pure felicity
In where normal is abnormal and crazy is what I wannabe