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:: Wednesday, July 28, 2004, The Pain to The Bone
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12:38 a.m.
I HATE KIDS. I think I've told you about it. And last night I had to take care of 5 - FIVE - annoying little bastards in my grandma's b'day party. The party itself was quite satisfying, but remembering I was told to fed FIVE kids there, it turned me off.
The first and second boy there were my cousins. They love to play gameboy and didn't notice me when I told them to eat the dinner.
What did I do to them?
I poured their dinner, which were rice, some sticky-oiled vegetable and sauced fish, off of their plates. It went down straightly to the gameboy, sauces and the oil broke the machines and I was all done with them. I told their mothers I wasn't standing properly and the plates suddenly fell as I moved.
The third boy and the first girl played with their drinks. They spit the drinks out of their mouth to the glasses and drank it again and did the same thing again. Terribly disgusting!!!
I threw their drinks to their faces and their fancy so-all-girlie-look pink dresses went wet and I rushed away from them.
Then what? The last was a very naughty girl climbing the pine tree outside and everybody told me to somehow ASKED her to get down. By her mistake, she fell. UNFORTUNATELY it wasn't high enough she climbed, so she only got several pain on legs and arms, and a little on her head. I don't think something's broken inside.
But some of them BLAMED me for LETTING her climbed the pine tree. LETTING her???? No, I wasn't!!! I would never be letting her going there! For the God's sake!
My mom then got upset and SCOLDED me.
I wasn't the one who fell from the tree, but it hurts to be scolded when you're not wrong -
the pain I felt was more than hers - it went straightly to the bone.
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:: Thursday, July 22, 2004, Funny
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01:30 a.m.
It's a 'lil bit funny...
this feeling's inside...
Haha. Your Song by Elton John.
Well, I'm not talking about THAT kind of feeling.
It's really funny - a part of things I forgot to mention on my last entry.
The really, really first day I went into my old high school, I STRAIGHTLY HATE THE SCHOOL. No. I even HAVE HATED IT long time before. I've sworn myself not to go there.
But the decision came from my father.
I hated the Almighty-Always-Every-Year-Whatever Orientation Days. I've hated every single day I spent after that. And it's been A YEAR.
Yesterday, when I came to visit my friends - the only and also the most precious thing I had in grade 10 - at the school,...
I looked at the building.
I then think, "Ah, this is what I've cursed for destroying my first high school year. This f**king building, and the people in it...
But I'm gonna miss it for sure."
It's funny b'coz it is not about my feeling anymore. It's not about I hated the school or I liked a lil part of it.
Now it's about to see that the school has become the part of my life.
Unforgetable. No matter what I feel for it,
it was marvelous to be there.
Then I took a little walk outside my car, wondering the yellings in my ears, the scolding by the seniors. The extra curriculars I took and they all sucked; Art, English Club, Paskib. Then the fights I've been through. The little happy community I found when I joined Volleyball team. And then the laughs after, with my crew.
To have such memorable moments like that, which finally I realized I can't hate, blame and curse anymore, but I also can't say now I might like it,
it's funny.
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:: Wednesday, July 21, 2004, I Visit My Old School
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01:28 p.m.
So, I decided to go to my old school today. I didn't wear the uniform, so I decided to wait at the car park instead of going around the school and got killed by the ex-seniors.. who must be still remembering my all-way-ready-to-fight-with-them face.
Anyway, I phoned Ria, my grade 10 classmate. She was the one who always listened to my BLAHs at school, almost everyday. She used to be my chairmate too. A real nice friend. So, I told her I'd arrived at school. She came to me bringing Meriel with her.
Meriel is also my good friend. We almost always spend weekends together. She picks me up and drives me back home after the hangouts. :D
Not really proud to say, she's learnt all the bad things from me.
Then Meriel's gone cuz she had to pick her lil bro at another school. The twin siztas, Atha and Martya came with Yiswi. We had a long chat but then they had to go for an extra lesson.
After or before I met those three chicks, I also met other close-enough friends like Sita, the all-time math professor, Riama, the volley Queen, also a model wannabe - she's got the body!!, then Devy, another math prof.
Too bad I couldn't see Amira, the master of sports, whom I forgot [or I was afraid] to tell that I was moving to another school.
Ah, we can still meet anyways, can't we? ^_^
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:: Thursday, July 15, 2004, Afterskool Notes part 2
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05:26 p.m.
So guys, have I told you I decided to move to Pelita Harapan?
The decision came as I've been thinking more than twice about the 'problems-for-the-moment' I'm facing, either if I stay in my old school [which name I HATE to mention] or moving to PH.
Of course it's pretty unpeasant to do another adaptation into a new school and a new community that is really different from the old one, when everybody else has adjusted in it. I sometimes think if I'll get friends there or not. [exaggerating - but it's how I really feel]
But, in the other hand, I wonder that I won't grow in my old school. It was mostly giving me too much pressure; the surrounding and the people. In PH, the chance to get more for my future is just granted. I know it.
"All got risk," Irene told me.
Adjustment could take half a semester [a few months] but the regret of staying with the wrong choice just because I don't want to lose my friends at the old school [where actually I still can hang around with them anytime I want] will RUIN MY WHOLE LIFE.
I've passed the placement test, admission's done, uniform's bought, everything's completed. I just need to do ONCE AGAIN, THE ORIENTATION DAY FOR NEW STUDENTS. Ah, only a day, isn't it? I hate to do that again but f*ck, I'm not going back to Hell-on-Earth High School :p just because of that! *LOL*
Once again, whaddya think, guys?
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:: Tuesday, July 13, 2004, Hidup Orang Bodoh (Aku)
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03:18 a.m.
Konyol
Memandang fajar, teram-temaram
Duduk dan diam
menanti malam
Keruh
Warna-warna pudar
tapi tidak menghilang
Wajah Tuhan terbayang
Ini penantian, selamanya.
Saking bosennya, nggak ada yang bisa dikerjain, akhirnya balik bikin puisi lagi deh. Ke mana yah, besok? Kemarin udah ke mana? Kok hampa? Mati aja deh.
[mulai stress] o_O *jleb!*
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:: Friday, July 9, 2004, D+2 from the Day I went to Dufan
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11:43 a.m.
Ah, remember that CC and I had a promise to go to Dufan once I've finished grade 10 and she passed high school?
So there we went to. DUFAN. What other theme park in Jakarta? :D
There were 5 of us: Naomi, CC, Ayodya, Ega and I. We've been friends since the primary school. We used to hang out and spend holiday together, but it'd been two years since the five of us didn't have time to meet in a "complete structure". ^_^
We weren't really disappointed that we only had FIVE games there.
We had a fast meal as soon as we arrived there at McDonald. And first, we went to Pontang-Pontang. We didn't expect the queue would be that long! [counted by the time] There, Nao and I acted as Prince Charming [she did] and Miss Universe [I did], waving hands to the queue after us and people who were watching from outside the game safety borderline.
Kewl, we moved to Tilt House. Actually, nothing was special there, but we just wanted to catch the air-conditioned room inside it coz it was bloody hot out there!!
So off we went to Kicir-Kicir, a new game there. A tempting one, even more attracting than roller coaster, the all-time favorite. The queue was actually longer, but it took less to get into the play bcoz the duration of each play was much faster than Pontang-Pontang.
We took a rest but then continued to Kora-Kora. What more to expect? When the boat swung to the top, Naomi and I once again acted as Prince Charles and Miss Universe!!! CRAZY US!
It was getting late in the evening, so we decided to take our last 'supper' - Arung Jeram/ Little Rafting. When I went to the boat, I FELL!!! My back's still bloody hurt!! Well, when we got out of the game to change our wet clothes, I realized I didn't bring any shorts or trousers to change! -Just t-shirt! So I HAD TO BUY A NEW ONE! WHAT A WASTE OF MONEY!!!! :P
It was about 6 or so, and we found a photo-box place. We took a lot of pictures there, and also by Ayodya's camera and mine. I promise I'll post it later :D
Well, Nao-chan has actually written the same entry, even faster than me. However, it was our experiencing, tiring, bloody hell journey [that's why I just wrote this down today. been dead for a while.]
I'm glad we did it! ^_^ ^_^ ^_^
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:: Wednesday, July 7, 2004, New Layout for July!
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03:35 a.m.
Oh God! I've just realized that [a.small.writing] has been ONE YEAR old by last June! Well, actually, it's older than that, but since I didn't keep it archived well, so I just count it from June 2003.
Happy B'day, ASW!
So, I'm changing my layout, as you see. It looks like a newspaper, I guess, and I LOOOOOVEEEEEE it so much!! Ah, I think it's bcoz it's featuring Mon Chere, Lestat.
Anyway, how are you guys doing? Since doneeh's dead, I'm not able to catch up on y'all from the tag board as usual.
It's a new comment box, here, below the entry. Please do write there until doneeh's fixed by the owner.
I STILL NEED THE OPINION OF MOVING SCHOOL FROM Y'ALL. PLEASE READ THE LAST TWO ENTRY FROM LAST MONTH'S ARCHIVE IF YOU HAVEN'T AND TELL ME WHADDYA THINK.
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