Honestly, I'm just putting this entry because-

Well, because basically I have nothing else to do. Or to be honest, nothing else that I want to do.

Really. I should remember not to be sick again next time, because then I cannot think properly about anything (maybe because of the lack of sleep last night) and whatever I do, I don't feel exactly comfortable in doing so.

My sickness. X(.

It all began with the coughing. At first it felt like nothing, but then it got worse [cough][cough] and worse, and the peak was yesterday, when suddenly I couldn't get a sleep at night (due to extreme coughing) and got myself fever. Great. Now, the fever had died down, but now it's hard for me to talk because everytime I talk, it's coughing next. So I've been spent most of today sleeping (when the cough didn't attack, thank God..) and coughing and trying to drink as many water (and going to the toilet as the side-effects, XD) and whispering.

Well, not really whispering, but lowering the tone...

I hate being sick. [cough][cough] Really do. And the fact that I've gone to the doctor twice already this month-

ARGHHH.....!!!

So, remember about the holiday-yearning I told you before? Still want it...

[cough][cough]

=P

Finally have the time to blog!!! It's no kidding to say that I desperately yearn for holiday. And well, yeah, I got it, it's long weekend for everybody, right? I'm going to Bandung with my sis and Mom, since my Dad is abroad in Beijing now. We'll take the train (It's been years since I last used the train). Then-

Oh yeah. I'm serious about this. High school madness, I mean. I sometimes wonder how can I fit those tests, homework, courses, extra curricular (which had started), and having fun in twenty four hours only. Well, it has never been enough, those hours, you know... Not when you go to MY school. [sigh]

I've never imagine it would be this hectic. I mean, it's obvious, you can try to negotiate to some teachers about the tests (and several of them agree), but you can just delay those tests, again and again, right? And well, it's homework again.. (only the teachers aren't so mean lately. Except a few. XD). And yes, with the extra curricular had started, it's no kidding. You can't just having fun around with it, you know, you just can't. Fooling around isn't there in their dictionary, because you must be serious with what kind of extra curricular you attend to. What you choose. And well, I don't mean that you just have to appear every week with nothing. I got work to do too from extra curricular (as a tenth-grader). But I notice, even when you've already on eleventh-grader, you have your own work to do, as the member of your extra curricular. Your organization.

And you know? I worry A LOT. It gets harder when you keep thinking about mistakes you've made!!! =( Thankfully, I'm busy now, but come home as a happy person. That's the only thing that matters, right? Hahaha... I still have work(s...!!) to do, but happy. Yeah. =D

So, sorry about me not blog-walking around. And yeah, I archived the July-August's page.