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Hey there, visitor. This girl welcomes you to Pure Heart~, a delicate spot wherein chronicles of an individual, who's moniker is Llyngee, are plunked. This corner is the another place where she rants about her stupidity, selfish ideas, hilarious and dim-witted notions. Another place where her theories and intentions are ingenuously revealed. She doesn't heed about you people getting bored and annoyed with the content of this journal, so if you don't like it here, you're always free to leave. XD.

SO there. She has given you the freedom to chose whatever you want to do in this site. Only be aware of your limitations. We are not like uncivilized people anymore who used to be a brutal, cruel, and an insensitive person whose behavior is highly unacceptable in this modern society. That is why she pleases you to comment on her entries and use the chatbox considerately as much as possible. Thanks so much! Luv'Joo Pipol!!

.: Reflection

So many things happened this year. This I never expected to happen. Things I'll never ever forget. And definitely, something that changed my whole life completely. This is the time to reflect upon myself and look back...

I had been so selfish...and self-centered. That's what I hated about myself. As long as I'd get something from it, I'll push through no matter what happens; even if the people I love suffer. And now a big part of me lies dead cold inside the coffin. I never knew if I had been a good daughter to him, I regretted it so much knowing that I lost someone special in my life. I got angry at Him. So mad I almost hated Him... almost. Hours passed by, days, weeks... I continued living in the past. I miss my Dad so much I couldn't bring myself up to live in the present. Why me?! Of all the people in the world, why me?!

Soon, I realized God tells me "It's enough", it's time to be yourself, be independent, be strong. Face your problems in order to be a better person. Unmask you face, show your true self.

I might join Dad up there in the future, who knows? God's kind enough to give me enough time to finish my business. As for now, I should devote myself to make my family happy. To make Dad be proud of me...

Sunday, December 30, 2007 l 03:24 p.m.

.: Ecstasy Countdown

Wee~ Christmas vacation is near. Tomorrow will be our class adviser's birthday, therefore, we're planning to have a surprise party for her! (Her English subject's first class of the day) Sounds fun, right? We'll be bringing foods and it's a 1-hour party. That's how we love our adviser.. Hahaha!!

Foundation Day's over, now all that's left are Thesis Defense and Graduation. Two months to go I shall be leaving HS life!! NO! I'll be missing it so much. That's why as much as possible I want to leave a mark on everyone else before we part ways. Especially, to bear cool memories. Thus, we petitioned a HS NIGHT to occur before our graduation. More like having JS Prom with the freshmen and the sophomores! I won't let my HS life be without any social gatherings with my school mates at least. XD

I am so demanding, ain't I?

Well, nevermind. Hahaha! Blue Team won the Over-All Championship by the way! We're so lucky~ We've got added points in our academic subjects.. And the sophomore's and the senior's hardwork paid off when we won the BEST COSTUME and the BEST PERFORMANCE in our field demonstration! You can't definitely imagine how we went through our rehearsals. There were fights here and there, but at the end of the day, all of the worries and the exhaustion disappeared so suddenly. HAPPY!!

Thursday, December 13, 2007 l 05:38 p.m.

.: Feat

Host! Host! Host! Gah... Nikka (my close friend) and I were the emcees for today’s English Month Culminating Activity! There were several contests such as Poem Declamation, Recitation and Dramatic Monologue. Tired but still managing, the program lasted for about 3 hours. 4th year’s representative won second place this time, going down a notch from the last year’s record… Aw. At least we did a good job hosting! Hopefully they’ll hire us once more to handle the Sportsfest on December 8. I’m on the blue team again! Ever since my first year, I’ve always been blue! Plus joining the Volleyball group; I anticipate winning the match as a champion this year. Last time, we almost won, but everything went upside down so we just came in second place…

By the way, have you heard the furore happened at a hotel in Makati? Just now, they’re still reporting it. Somewhat a big disappointment for me, I mean, what’s exactly happening in our country? Gawsh, it’s making me feel concerned about the worse that might happen soon. We’re still lucky to be situated here in Las Pinas… I look forward to more peace and justice. It’s getting more out of hand as days go by. Who knows, we’d encounter a hue and cry all of a sudden… All we have to do now is pray, at least. Especially for those who were affected by the storms.. You know, in my opinion, storms are actually kind of nice.. It’s fun to just feel the cold breeze and rain slap your face and body, if it only weren’t for those people affected so much by the typhoon, I’d be enjoying the days outside.

Incidentally, I’ve won champion for the spelling bee this English month! And I bet once again I’ll be representing for the LAPPRISA.. I don’t know if I can still maintain our 4th place reputation for the last two years this year. There just seems to have lots of new words lately, but I'll do my best to be same Llyngee during the competition last year. Also, I've won best patrol and best patrol leader during our camping! Wuhoo~ My efforts are worth it! Wee!

Thursday, November 29, 2007 l 06:41 p.m.

.: CAMP

Camping this year happens to be the most tiresome camping I've ever had. My legs are still numb from yesterday’s activity; I acquired 5 wounds on my hands and 1 on my toe. However, pain can only remind me the achievement my troop accomplished by winning 4 out of 5 competitions prepared by our senior patrol leaders.. *sniffs* I’m so proud ~ hopefully, we’ll be able to gain tomorrow at least one award for that.

I made one awesome discovery by the way! I learned I’ve got a talent for dancing ~! Screw that. I’ve been dancing since elementary but stopped when I got to my school now. On the other hand, after heeding a pleasant note, I found out that I can still dance (hip hop) even after years. Thanks to Ashley, she taught the steps for our performance, wherein we danced in the tune of “Me Against The Music” and “Wind It Up”… pretty fast, eh? Now you realize my point.

So I got home early, 12pm. Rozu-kun asked me out for his birthday celebration, but I didn’t come ... I’m really sorry Rozu-kun, if you’re reading this.. I can barely walk that day. I honestly won’t enjoy if I keep on craving for a kip . I didn’t even grace the station with my presence (I got accepted for broadcasting ~!) … I hope you’d understand.

Sunday, November 18, 2007 l 03:35 p.m.

.: Keep Dreaming

After a long day at school, I finally found time to update my blog. I registered my name for an audition in our school. An AM Station will be coming tomorrow to search for talents. And yerse, I feel that I want to humiliate myself through broadcasting audition.

Last Saturday by the way, I went to Southville Foreign University (With 2 friends) to check whether I can still motivate myself to convince my mom to enroll me there, and yes, I did find lotsa reasons to do so. If I shall be enrolling in such school, I should take Tourism (HRM - which I desire a lot, unfortunately contradicting to my parents's expectations -- NURSING) and if not, I will be studying in UST / La Salle / UP / etc. instead. Honestly, I don't want to. It's hard for me to point out the benefits I shall be getting from that school. What attracted me the most, in fact, is the internship, which is paid by the way... Just a minimum of S2700 a month. Hell yeah, where can you see that? In just 2 years you're flowing with money? Is that right?

The problem is, the tuition fee...

...

All right! Change topic!

I finally had the luxury to go back forum posting in this site. I don't know, but just felt the urge to do so, oh well. I hope I won't get tired of it. XD Yay! Tata~


Pray for me for the audition?

PLUGS >> WINKY.

Monday, November 12, 2007 l 09:00 p.m.

.: LESS LIFE

I never felt the sem-break. Well, somehow. However, one week wasn't enough, today's Saturday and I've got classes on Monday already. Ugh. Life sucks.

I'm here at my cousin's house, spending all days watching movies. So yeah, we had just seen "Shutter" (A Thai Movie) 30 minutes ago, now I'm using the PC. It's not really that scary... XD Heehee! I was actually planning to finish several anime this week. Unfortunately, all I did was sleep. Sleep. Sleep. Oh come on, cope up Llyngee~!! I never even started my thesis yet, and tour Southville Foreign Colleges for next year. Gawd, my life is so unproductive. Sheesh! Can anyone please smack me on my forehead? Because instead of starting something that could help me do better on my 3rd quarter (I believe I'm only Top 2 on my 2nd grading..), I'm downloading this Rebirth Ragnarok Online instead. WAKE ME!!! Plus, later, accompanying my cousin to look for one helluvah snow globe. Yay...

Now you know the reason why I'm not able to post and hop blogs these days.. Don't worry, I will right after this! XD Heehee!

Saturday, November 3, 2007 l 11:37 a.m.

.: THE HAVEN

Wah! It's morning already~ Anyways, I'll tell ya, no worries. It'll be in order, okay?

We left @ 10am with an L300 vehicle towards "Bethlehem House Of Prayers" retreat house, which is actually just near Villa De Oro (SFACS? Previous school? Hehe.) It was still the same place we went to when I was in my 6th grade, and it's still prettier than ever. [x]


HARRASMENT! 12pm. Stopover. Sa Jollibee! The girls were about to sit — the guys were ordering meals for us, and there was a group of teenagers (Mostly guys.) who were staring at me from head-to-foot! I ignored them 'coz I thought my friends didn't notice. A little while later, one guy suddenly asked ALL of our number while some were whispering behind him. Gawd, kulang nalang hubaran kami sa sobrang titig nila. It's not good to stare, especially when it's obvious that they're all faking it.

SERVICE WAITERS - Random? haha! This is every time we had meals. Since the set up was "buffet" style, we had to get the foods by ourselves. However, the guys were such gentlemen, I had no problem getting hot choco, rice, etc. 'coz few seconds later, it's all there in front of me! Aww... I feel my "babyness" in the class. XD [x] [x] [x]

GADGET SURRENDER - 1pm. Obviously when we do retreats, focus is a must. Therefore, they confiscated our gadgets. Noes~! But I got my phone and mp3 back before 12, never did I surrender it again. LOL!

RELEASE! - 2-8pm. An activity made me really lose myself there. Lights off, candles on. Class was divided to two, and we started to tell stories.. not ordinary stories though.. A story from the heart. All of us were crying, before I even started my tears were flooding down my cheeks! I was second to the last (I actually chose to be), and told them my problems. I never thought they could be so much more caring and thoughtful than what I expected. They knew what dilemma I currently have now, but I believe they don't know the pain I felt inside.. They were all beside me as I cry, one hour was the time given. When the other group was done, they purposely went to us.. to see me? Haha! I think I was crying a lot, and it triggered them to comfort me. Anyways, I was lucky to have them as friends, not only classmates, but FRIENDS. I know they're always there, they're part of my family now yet we only have 5 mos. left..

CONFESSION - 9pm. It's time to confess! Eyes were still swollen, but never you mind! I confessed my sins to an Italian priest, therefore I had to speak english. LOL! I almost had nosebleeds there~ whoo! But it was all worth it, I felt all refreshed after praying at the big chapel. Heehee!

CONFESSION p.2 - 8am. you thought it over, eh? Nope. It's a confession for me. Hn...

Sunday, October 28, 2007 l 07:39 a.m.

.: LEG UP!

Just came home from SM. Lately, I've been going there just looking around at stuff. I was actually gonna buy a cool cross necklace (EMO stuff? Er.. Not really.) and accidentally saw 3 of my guy friends. Hahaha! They bought me a blizzard iced cream (Knowing how I liked Iced Creams, they bought me a big one! heehee!).

So yeah, I've seen the ending of Honey & Clover Season 2, it didn't reach my expectation though. Disappointment's even the case! I can't believe it's actually the ending already... *sniff sniff* I hope there'd be season 3. *crosses fingers* I even thought it's actually pointless to have a second season. They should've just left it there. They didn't mention how Yamada and Mayama got together. (LOL!)All of them went separate ways!Mou..

Tomorrow at 9am we shall leave the vicinity, so clear the area! We're heading for the asylum! Yes brothers and sisters... We're gonna be having our retreat! Yuppo! XD I'll be telling ya details when I get back. It'll be fun for sure~ We've been thinking of scary pranks during the midnight. Haha! I wonder what will happen? Hn... Well, I'll see ya soon! Sembreak unleash!

PLUGS >> TERESA.

Thursday, October 25, 2007 l 08:20 p.m.

.: ANTICIPATION

POW~ Sigh... I feel really tired. Stephania, Nikka and I went to SM today to buy materials for our Bulletin Board Contest. However, before that, we screamed ourselves out at "Center Stage" for the reason that my other friend's having trouble moving on with her LOVELIFE. She's getting exceedingly out of hand, it's time to remove her blindfold to see those people who care much for her...

Bestfriend's sick by the way. Hope she gets better soon... And periodical exams next week, retreat at Tagaytay as well. I can only muster enough energy to submit every requirement before the end of the quarter, I anticipate to do so.

Oooh~!! And sorry for the changes of hosts by the way! >.< I was always having problems, I shall be loyal to PITAS from now on. Tata~!!

PLUGS >> TOSHIRO.

Thursday, October 18, 2007 l 09:24 p.m.

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りんげえ. Llyngee. Fifteen. Since 4th Of August. AKA ちずみ たかもり. Female Artist. Filipina. Simple. Quiet. Impatient. Unsure, Stubborn and Enigmatic yet Friendly. Happy-Go-Lucky. Laughtrip. Your pain in the ass acquiantance.

Loves: FOOD! Iced Creams. Japanese Anime / Pop / Rock. Korean Drama / Comedy / Pop. Red & Black. Blogging.

Hates: Backstabbing Liars. Friend-killers. Pollution.

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