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my new pink blog. soak in the pinkdom. pink like my nails. pink like my hair. >=0) delish

//EVERY TIME
EVERY single time. everytime. i hate it. i hate it i hate it. just one freakin time i would like to just have a normal life. just ONCe. just one time in my life i would like to have everything go my way. ONCE but of course not. dammit dammit dammit dammit DAMMIT . everytime. every single. damn damn damn blasteed time. why ? who knows. insecurities. im just going to withdraw. completely. the end of the story. no no. not me. cant have things the way i would have them. why !? because someone ALWAYS GETS IN THE WAY ! Always. i hate people. . except the select that know who they are. hate it. hate it hate it hate it.
-me.

the pink madness continued on Tuesday, November 12, 2002 At 10:10 p.m.

//westward HO!
o__K sry had to throw in some fun from us history. hehehe. alrighty. so how has mine life been ? im going tomorrow to the DMV to attempt to get my drivers license.. again. i had better get it. if i dont im going to die. i will keel over dead. anywys... thre is this guy @ my school that i have sucCCHH a biG ol' crush on. its horrible. pathetic and i feel like such a dork. oH well'z. so... i talked to my dad last night. joy. he makes a point of telling me that he got ANOTHER cat. i mean.. seriously. when we wanted another cat at our house.. it was like trying to rip an oak tree out by its roots. (teehee oak tree =*0>) im going to russia to become a world champion pair skater. i hope that those guys over there are stronger than the ones's over here.. cause i doubt with every fibre of my being that someone could lift me up. =0/ im +solid like an oak tree+ hehehehe okay. so i need to redo my blog.. maybe later tonight i can get to workin' on it =0P i know yall are sick of this pinkness..a s am i . my hair isnt pink.. and im not quite happy like a pink chick. By The Way. i took 2 depression tests... i scored a 64 n one.. and it sai d"if yous cored a 54 or above you are severely depressed and are having suicidal thoughts .. you need to get help!" and then the other one i got a 30.. and it sai d"if you scored more than a 15 you are severely manic. you should contact a psychiatrist soon." =0/ funtimes.
+me.
"no.. this isnt about prostitutes moving westward. im sorry."

the pink madness continued on Wednesday, November 6, 2002 At 06:44 p.m.

//frustrate.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
okay. just one question. doesnt anyone care ? dammit. anyone ? no. nobody gets it. nobody understands. who caraes. ugh. in teh car.. ims itting there thinking "lord. i cant do anything right can i ? i cant pass a friggen drivers test! how lame am i ?" i cried at the DMV and like.. ic ouldnt stop. TMI i know. why read it if you dont care?! ugh. for just a second i wish there was someone who understood. really. truely.
-me.

the pink madness continued on Sunday, November 3, 2002 At 01:26 a.m.

//failed\
DAAAAAAAMMMMMMMMMMMMNNNNNNNNNNNNNNn i failed. faiiiled failed failed. i filed my drivers test today w00t! the guy who gave me the exam had me nervous. scared even. our mojo's crossed. he was this old geezer... like.. The grim reaper of the DMV. swear to you.. if hes my sit in the car dude thursday illb el ike "hey gramps! you rmember me?" he didnt like my car.. and he looked at me like i was some kind of ditzy idiot who shouldnt drive.. whatever. stupid damn DMV people. whatever. oh well. okay that was my update. i will talk with you guys later..
ix nay ont he hombre....
melindish

the pink madness continued on Saturday, November 2, 2002 At 11:48 p.m.

**hola
i just got a 100 on my skull thingy.. so yay for me. im sitting here in anatomy.. waiting for the bell.. TB testing is today.. LOL "did you get tested?" today's been aiight. tisha lost the election. i was completely torn b/w who to vote for.. cause tisha is a good friend of mine too.. and so is tiffany.. so i was like.. accck who ???! anyways.. prestons new nickname is spenser. so thats what to call him when you see him. o___K i'd better get b-4 i get in trouble.. ttyl
kisses
? me

the pink madness continued on Tuesday, October 29, 2002 At 09:28 a.m.

(even lovers drown)
as soon as i get the time im going to have to redo this now-icky blog of mine. because.. its looking pretty sucky right now.. ill just like.. download it onto my laptop. jeeEeze i picked the wrong time to virusize that thing. =0P someone @ school has TB OMG its horrible. we're all talkinga bout it like its some kind of STD. i mean fo'real now. tisha is like "i need to go get tested .. then if its positive ill tell everyone i hang out with that they should too." LOL shes a crazy girl. what can i say ? =0) anyways.. today was boring. everyday is friggen boring as anything. my mom wants us to go to VA and im like NOOOOOOOOO becaus ei hate going up there. i dunno if its definite yet. anyways.. nothing else really.. so i guess ill write more later...
kiSses
me.

the pink madness continued on Monday, October 28, 2002 At 07:58 p.m.

.((today
LOL im listeinging to harvey danger.. flagpole sitta.. its fitting to my mood hehe i love this song. i've had a pretty uneffective.. BORING day. i mean f'real it wa slike borrrrrrrrrriing. i watchd halloween 2 4 and 5.. and thats about it... i was thinking about that cute devil yesterday. f'real he was hot. i wish i could have talked to him !! damn shyness. oh well
i was thinking about my life lately.. and its kinda weird.. im really glad that me and robin havn't drifted after i movied. i love that girl to death shes a sweetie. shes like..... the only person i can talk to. ever. because she gets where im at. i dont know its hard to explain. i feel like i have lost so many friends.. alot of them have just drifted. it slike im lacking friends.. i have some. but just.. i mean.. damn. oh lordy. Jesus Dont want me for a sunbeam just came on.. i love this song... okay. before i cry. i must be off... so ill see yunz all later...

thousands of kisses and hugs
me.

the pink madness continued on Saturday, October 26, 2002 At 11:50 p.m.

HiSSSSSS!
Hiya! only like.. what... 7 days untill hallowe'en ? i love that holiday its so much fun ! i got my fangs's's.. but i dunno how to stick em in. they wont stay. that putty crap they gave me didnt work =0P my mom was like "this guy that is in my class has them and he used gum" so i'll try that. =0) anywyas.. i've had a pretty boring day. life right now is boring. i have this hallowe'en at the beach comin' up.. that will be fun. i hope those fangs look okay. i mite wear them on friday to school.. if i can get them to stick. they are the same ones i think tom cruise and them wore in Interview with the Vampire. i started The Queen Of the Damned. James had me gong "I am Akasha.. Queen Of the Damned! Join me or die!" all day ! LOL oh well.. anyways.. i guess thats about it.. so ill write more later..
kisses and hugs
moi.

the pink madness continued on Wednesday, October 23, 2002 At 09:30 p.m.

updating
its been a while hasnt it ? onthing much lately has been going on.. im jsut pretty much here.. ill have to blog later with more det's on whats been going on =0O *yawn* halloween @ the beach is this friday.. funtimes! i get to dress up likea vampire and everything =0)
kisses
me

the pink madness continued on Monday, October 21, 2002 At 07:42 p.m.

PEP RALLY
Im sitting here in anatomy at school.... we have a pep rally so its like weird extended schedule. i know i havent updated since march of 1980.. and im sorry ^__^ my computer has a viurse.. so ill bbl... mad love moi

the pink madness continued on Friday, October 11, 2002 At 09:02 a.m.

saturday night.
here i am.. saturday. bored. nobody online. i had a prety much boring day. i did finish my book, and it was such a disappointment to find out that claudia died. i almost cried at the end. the whole scene with lestat was depressing. im going to the library tomorrow to get the second one... i dont know which one is the second one tho. ah well. anyways... life for me is kinda boring right now. basically i ahve just been working on getting my lisence thats about it. i really want it. really really. i wish it was december.. or summer. or something. i dont want to go back to school. its so... the same old thing. it never changes. i get to school go to my classes and nothing. no spark no nothing. its so daggone boring ! =0O! anyways... allow me to coninue with what i've been thinking.. now.. i know that i can be mean. but does thta justify disrespect towards me? i hate disrespect. its so stupid. im like.. dont cuss at me.. f i havent even been mean to you! i hate that. dont situp in there and callme a bitch if you cant take what im going to say. that is aggrivating. and in other news. my Lord why arent there any sane humans anywhere?! what is going on ? must we all be so ... strange? oh and last but not least.... how about we show a little love for everyone? not just america?! i hate that" God bless america" yea.. screw everyone else. just america. ugh. okay well.. i must speak with you guys later... im off to.. read a fanfiction ?? or...... to..... i dunno look something up who knows heheeh
God Bless ~~America~~ The World. -me.
PS Yea.. I drifted apart... and i dont even care anymore.

the pink madness continued on Friday, March 28, 1980 At 10:47 p.m.

allow me to scream.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! okay thanks. that felt sooo muchb etter =0) i have a virus on my computer. and it scuks. so im on my moms computer.. oi. -.-;;; her computer frightens me.t hen there is the whole school issue. math is totally stressing me out.a nd believe it or not, so is english. AH! i just hope everything goes okay this year. i dont really know at this point. as for guys? at morrow ? *snicker* hah! wake me from the dead when you find one. by the way.... its just getting so tiresome to see couples in the hallway. get a room dammit! now yesterday
september 11th. geeze.. that was seriously an infamous day. i mean really. my uncle was right where the plane hit @ the pentagon.. but hes okay.... thank goodness. i just get tired of people who disrespect all that thats about. its fine to dislike america. lord knows im not patriotic. but dont sit there and disrespect the people who DIED because someone decided they hated america. it just isnt right! i hate disrespect UGH pkay. im out.
melinda

the pink madness continued on Wednesday, March 26, 1980 At 09:55 p.m.

//lately
lately whats been going on...... hmmmmm school is in... i have stupid stupid stupid classes... =0P okay they arent stupid times 3....... but..... still.. no friends? that sucks always. anyways.. thomas asked me to sing lead in his band. w00t! i want to. i want to so bad. but i dont really think i can sing that well.. im so paranoid that he'd hear me sing and hed be like "well.... no." and it would kill me. i would be so embarrased... aaaah okay .. anyways... i got my room all decorated......albums on the wall.. posters up.. and of course.. the piece de resistance.. the 3 "little critter" books that sit above my bulletin board.. me too Just a Mess and my personal Favourite Just Go To Bed i love the little critter. he always looks pissed. esp. in the just go to bed pic. he looks like.. "screw you guys." its great. anyways.. got a #..... wait.... before you rejoice like "YAY mindy's not a loser" just know.. that the guy is a loser... okay.. well.... im listening to full of grace.. by sarah.. so im just like.. damn. been thinking alot about everything.. i just cant believe i dont have any friends anywhere. not even lunch. oh yea.. taylor. but she likes to hang with eric and their couples only thing. then theres chris and his little bunch. with their video games. i am such the outsider. im like.. damn. even in VA i had friends.. i just got lucky 3 years in a row. ah whatever i dont even care. ill sit by myself and read my book. then stroll back to math and listen to the teacher. i just feel like i drifted apart from everyone. i think its this song to tell you the truth. its making me sad. well whatever. this year i can focus on doing my work rather than talking... still it would be nice to have someone to talk to in lunch... im not happy with this year as you can see... okay.. well i guess im done now.. im so tired. beyond tired. and i just need to sleep .. or something like that... maybe talk.. to some people who really want to talk to me. if they exist? go ahead. "oh there goes mindy the drama queen" bite me .
-me.

the pink madness continued on Saturday, August 24, 2002 At 11:54 p.m.

//first week
joy. first week is over. thank God . only.. 44 more to go. *heavy collapsing sigh* i was asked out today. by juwayne. i dont think he knows how to accept the answer "no" i told him no. i hate that it is so pathetic. in other news. umm... well....................... nothing really.. we moved out into the trailors ..... ummm i felt like suck a damn hypocrite. i told juwayne no. but i still can't help feeling like i want a boyfriend. however. no. there isnt anyone i would consider. well.. actually.. there is. but im not saying anything this time. no thing to anyone because i dont want to be hooked up ! *yell* oh well.. anyways. i had a dream that i was drawn. how attractive. i got to pose and everything. it was fun =0) anyways.. i really do have to go............so i'll talk more later.

--melinda

the pink madness continued on Saturday, August 17, 2002 At 12:13 a.m.

//first and second days of school
Okay. Today.. and the second day of school. I just dont know what is going in these counselors. The only class I have with friends is French. Anatomy I have an insane table where all they talk about is rap music and etc. French is okay.. then English AhhhhH omg. the teacher is a psychotic. i doubt we're going to do much in any of these classes. then 4th. trig. jeeze. it doesnt get much worse than 2 hours of trig. right? then 5th.. art.. matt is the teachers aid. well isnt that just peachy . (no. its actuallly not.) and to make it worse its a class full of freshmen. UUUUUUUUGH! Okay so anyways. then 6th? History? Freezeing cold. dont know anyone in class. yea. that makes for a funfilled enjoyment class. right? my french teacher cant speak the english all too tres bien >=0/ and to make everything complete i see none of my friends during the day. however at lunch i get to hang w/ james and taylor. and taylor brought a cute guyfriend w00t. hes hers tho. from AZ. i dont knw his name. although some girl came up to him and went "do you speak spanish?" and he was like... "................ what? no why?" shes lke "oh. well i speak spanish." and she just gave him this look like.. what the hell are you talking about? oaky. well i guess thats all for now. more late r

-me

the pink madness continued on Tuesday, August 13, 2002 At 06:57 p.m.

//testing the pink madness
pink pikn

the pink madness continued on Sunday, August 11, 2002 At 01:24 a.m.


	old. ! @ # $ % ^ & * ( ) {others} Allyson-Babe Maki Tisha Chris Tiffany Slash Main Design by Illness Illusions.		my new pink blog. soak in the pinkdom. pink like my nails. pink like my hair. >=0) delish //EVERY TIME EVERY single time. everytime. i hate it. i hate it i hate it. just one freakin time i would like to just have a normal life. just ONCe. just one time in my life i would like to have everything go my way. ONCE but of course not. dammit dammit dammit dammit DAMMIT . everytime. every single. damn damn damn blasteed time. why ? who knows. insecurities. im just going to withdraw. completely. the end of the story. no no. not me. cant have things the way i would have them. why !? because someone ALWAYS GETS IN THE WAY ! Always. i hate people. . except the select that know who they are. hate it. hate it hate it hate it. -me. the pink madness continued on Tuesday, November 12, 2002 At 10:10 p.m. //westward HO! o__K sry had to throw in some fun from us history. hehehe. alrighty. so how has mine life been ? im going tomorrow to the DMV to attempt to get my drivers license.. again. i had better get it. if i dont im going to die. i will keel over dead. anywys... thre is this guy @ my school that i have sucCCHH a biG ol' crush on. its horrible. pathetic and i feel like such a dork. oH well'z. so... i talked to my dad last night. joy. he makes a point of telling me that he got ANOTHER cat. i mean.. seriously. when we wanted another cat at our house.. it was like trying to rip an oak tree out by its roots. (teehee oak tree =0>) im going to russia to become a world champion pair skater. i hope that those guys over there are stronger than the ones's over here.. cause i doubt with every fibre of my being that someone could lift me up. =0/ im +solid like an oak tree+ hehehehe okay. so i need to redo my blog.. maybe later tonight i can get to workin' on it =0P i know yall are sick of this pinkness..a s am i . my hair isnt pink.. and im not quite happy like a pink chick. By The Way. i took 2 depression tests... i scored a 64 n one.. and it sai d"if yous cored a 54 or above you are severely depressed and are having suicidal thoughts .. you need to get help!" and then the other one i got a 30.. and it sai d"if you scored more than a 15 you are severely manic. you should contact a psychiatrist soon." =0/ funtimes. +me. "no.. this isnt about prostitutes moving westward. im sorry." the pink madness continued on Wednesday, November 6, 2002 At 06:44 p.m. //frustrate. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH okay. just one question. doesnt anyone care ? dammit. anyone ? no. nobody gets it. nobody understands. who caraes. ugh. in teh car.. ims itting there thinking "lord. i cant do anything right can i ? i cant pass a friggen drivers test! how lame am i ?" i cried at the DMV and like.. ic ouldnt stop. TMI i know. why read it if you dont care?! ugh. for just a second i wish there was someone who understood. really. truely. -me. the pink madness continued on Sunday, November 3, 2002 At 01:26 a.m. //failed\ DAAAAAAAMMMMMMMMMMMMNNNNNNNNNNNNNNn i failed. faiiiled failed failed. i filed my drivers test today w00t! the guy who gave me the exam had me nervous. scared even. our mojo's crossed. he was this old geezer... like.. The grim reaper of the DMV. swear to you.. if hes my sit in the car dude thursday illb el ike "hey gramps! you rmember me?" he didnt like my car.. and he looked at me like i was some kind of ditzy idiot who shouldnt drive.. whatever. stupid damn DMV people. whatever. oh well. okay that was my update. i will talk with you guys later.. ix nay ont he hombre.... melindish the pink madness continued on Saturday, November 2, 2002 At 11:48 p.m. hola i just got a 100 on my skull thingy.. so yay for me. im sitting here in anatomy.. waiting for the bell.. TB testing is today.. LOL "did you get tested?" today's been aiight. tisha lost the election. i was completely torn b/w who to vote for.. cause tisha is a good friend of mine too.. and so is tiffany.. so i was like.. accck who ???! anyways.. prestons new nickname is spenser. so thats what to call him when you see him. o___K i'd better get b-4 i get in trouble.. ttyl kisses ? me the pink madness continued on Tuesday, October 29, 2002 At 09:28 a.m. (even lovers drown) as soon as i get the time im going to have to redo this now-icky blog of mine. because.. its looking pretty sucky right now.. ill just like.. download it onto my laptop. jeeEeze i picked the wrong time to virusize that thing. =0P someone @ school has TB OMG its horrible. we're all talkinga bout it like its some kind of STD. i mean fo'real now. tisha is like "i need to go get tested .. then if its positive ill tell everyone i hang out with that they should too." LOL shes a crazy girl. what can i say ? =0) anyways.. today was boring. everyday is friggen boring as anything. my mom wants us to go to VA and im like NOOOOOOOOO becaus ei hate going up there. i dunno if its definite yet. anyways.. nothing else really.. so i guess ill write more later... kiSses me. the pink madness continued on Monday, October 28, 2002 At 07:58 p.m. .((today LOL im listeinging to harvey danger.. flagpole sitta.. its fitting to my mood hehe i love this song. i've had a pretty uneffective.. BORING day. i mean f'real it wa slike borrrrrrrrrriing. i watchd halloween 2 4 and 5.. and thats about it... i was thinking about that cute devil yesterday. f'real he was hot. i wish i could have talked to him !! damn shyness. oh well i was thinking about my life lately.. and its kinda weird.. im really glad that me and robin havn't drifted after i movied. i love that girl to death shes a sweetie. shes like..... the only person i can talk to. ever. because she gets where im at. i dont know its hard to explain. i feel like i have lost so many friends.. alot of them have just drifted. it slike im lacking friends.. i have some. but just.. i mean.. damn. oh lordy. Jesus Dont want me for a sunbeam just came on.. i love this song... okay. before i cry. i must be off... so ill see yunz all later... thousands of kisses and hugs me. the pink madness continued on Saturday, October 26, 2002 At 11:50 p.m. HiSSSSSS! Hiya! only like.. what... 7 days untill hallowe'en ? i love that holiday its so much fun ! i got my fangs's's.. but i dunno how to stick em in. they wont stay. that putty crap they gave me didnt work =0P my mom was like "this guy that is in my class has them and he used gum" so i'll try that. =0) anywyas.. i've had a pretty boring day. life right now is boring. i have this hallowe'en at the beach comin' up.. that will be fun. i hope those fangs look okay. i mite wear them on friday to school.. if i can get them to stick. they are the same ones i think tom cruise and them wore in Interview with the Vampire. i started The Queen Of the Damned. James had me gong "I am Akasha.. Queen Of the Damned! Join me or die!" all day ! LOL oh well.. anyways.. i guess thats about it.. so ill write more later.. kisses and hugs moi. the pink madness continued on Wednesday, October 23, 2002 At 09:30 p.m. updating its been a while hasnt it ? onthing much lately has been going on.. im jsut pretty much here.. ill have to blog later with more det's on whats been going on =0O yawn* halloween @ the beach is this friday.. funtimes! i get to dress up likea vampire and everything =0) kisses me the pink madness continued on Monday, October 21, 2002 At 07:42 p.m. PEP RALLY Im sitting here in anatomy at school.... we have a pep rally so its like weird extended schedule. i know i havent updated since march of 1980.. and im sorry ^__^ my computer has a viurse.. so ill bbl... mad love moi the pink madness continued on Friday, October 11, 2002 At 09:02 a.m. saturday night. here i am.. saturday. bored. nobody online. i had a prety much boring day. i did finish my book, and it was such a disappointment to find out that claudia died. i almost cried at the end. the whole scene with lestat was depressing. im going to the library tomorrow to get the second one... i dont know which one is the second one tho. ah well. anyways... life for me is kinda boring right now. basically i ahve just been working on getting my lisence thats about it. i really want it. really really. i wish it was december.. or summer. or something. i dont want to go back to school. its so... the same old thing. it never changes. i get to school go to my classes and nothing. no spark no nothing. its so daggone boring ! =0O! anyways... allow me to coninue with what i've been thinking.. now.. i know that i can be mean. but does thta justify disrespect towards me? i hate disrespect. its so stupid. im like.. dont cuss at me.. f i havent even been mean to you! i hate that. dont situp in there and callme a bitch if you cant take what im going to say. that is aggrivating. and in other news. my Lord why arent there any sane humans anywhere?! what is going on ? must we all be so ... strange? oh and last but not least.... how about we show a little love for everyone? not just america?! i hate that" God bless america" yea.. screw everyone else. just america. ugh. okay well.. i must speak with you guys later... im off to.. read a fanfiction ?? or...... to..... i dunno look something up who knows heheeh God Bless ~~America~~ The World. -me. PS Yea.. I drifted apart... and i dont even care anymore. the pink madness continued on Friday, March 28, 1980 At 10:47 p.m. allow me to scream. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! okay thanks. that felt sooo muchb etter =0) i have a virus on my computer. and it scuks. so im on my moms computer.. oi. -.-;;; her computer frightens me.t hen there is the whole school issue. math is totally stressing me out.a nd believe it or not, so is english. AH! i just hope everything goes okay this year. i dont really know at this point. as for guys? at morrow ? snicker hah! wake me from the dead when you find one. by the way.... its just getting so tiresome to see couples in the hallway. get a room dammit! now yesterday september 11th. geeze.. that was seriously an infamous day. i mean really. my uncle was right where the plane hit @ the pentagon.. but hes okay.... thank goodness. i just get tired of people who disrespect all that thats about. its fine to dislike america. lord knows im not patriotic. but dont sit there and disrespect the people who DIED because someone decided they hated america. it just isnt right! i hate disrespect UGH pkay. im out. melinda the pink madness continued on Wednesday, March 26, 1980 At 09:55 p.m. //lately lately whats been going on...... hmmmmm school is in... i have stupid stupid stupid classes... =0P okay they arent stupid times 3....... but..... still.. no friends? that sucks always. anyways.. thomas asked me to sing lead in his band. w00t! i want to. i want to so bad. but i dont really think i can sing that well.. im so paranoid that he'd hear me sing and hed be like "well.... no." and it would kill me. i would be so embarrased... aaaah okay .. anyways... i got my room all decorated......albums on the wall.. posters up.. and of course.. the piece de resistance.. the 3 "little critter" books that sit above my bulletin board.. me too Just a Mess and my personal Favourite Just Go To Bed i love the little critter. he always looks pissed. esp. in the just go to bed pic. he looks like.. "screw you guys." its great. anyways.. got a #..... wait.... before you rejoice like "YAY mindy's not a loser" just know.. that the guy is a loser... okay.. well.... im listening to full of grace.. by sarah.. so im just like.. damn. been thinking alot about everything.. i just cant believe i dont have any friends anywhere. not even lunch. oh yea.. taylor. but she likes to hang with eric and their couples only thing. then theres chris and his little bunch. with their video games. i am such the outsider. im like.. damn. even in VA i had friends.. i just got lucky 3 years in a row. ah whatever i dont even care. ill sit by myself and read my book. then stroll back to math and listen to the teacher. i just feel like i drifted apart from everyone. i think its this song to tell you the truth. its making me sad. well whatever. this year i can focus on doing my work rather than talking... still it would be nice to have someone to talk to in lunch... im not happy with this year as you can see... okay.. well i guess im done now.. im so tired. beyond tired. and i just need to sleep .. or something like that... maybe talk.. to some people who really want to talk to me. if they exist? go ahead. "oh there goes mindy the drama queen" bite me . -me. the pink madness continued on Saturday, August 24, 2002 At 11:54 p.m. //first week joy. first week is over. thank God . only.. 44 more to go. heavy collapsing sigh i was asked out today. by juwayne. i dont think he knows how to accept the answer "no" i told him no. i hate that it is so pathetic. in other news. umm... well....................... nothing really.. we moved out into the trailors ..... ummm i felt like suck a damn hypocrite. i told juwayne no. but i still can't help feeling like i want a boyfriend. however. no. there isnt anyone i would consider. well.. actually.. there is. but im not saying anything this time. no thing to anyone because i dont want to be hooked up ! yell oh well.. anyways. i had a dream that i was drawn. how attractive. i got to pose and everything. it was fun =0) anyways.. i really do have to go............so i'll talk more later. --melinda the pink madness continued on Saturday, August 17, 2002 At 12:13 a.m. //first and second days of school Okay. Today.. and the second day of school. I just dont know what is going in these counselors. The only class I have with friends is French. Anatomy I have an insane table where all they talk about is rap music and etc. French is okay.. then English AhhhhH omg. the teacher is a psychotic. i doubt we're going to do much in any of these classes. then 4th. trig. jeeze. it doesnt get much worse than 2 hours of trig. right? then 5th.. art.. matt is the teachers aid. well isnt that just peachy . (no. its actuallly not.) and to make it worse its a class full of freshmen. UUUUUUUUGH! Okay so anyways. then 6th? History? Freezeing cold. dont know anyone in class. yea. that makes for a funfilled enjoyment class. right? my french teacher cant speak the english all too tres bien >=0/ and to make everything complete i see none of my friends during the day. however at lunch i get to hang w/ james and taylor. and taylor brought a cute guyfriend w00t. hes hers tho. from AZ. i dont knw his name. although some girl came up to him and went "do you speak spanish?" and he was like... "................ what? no why?" shes lke "oh. well i speak spanish." and she just gave him this look like.. what the hell are you talking about? oaky. well i guess thats all for now. more late r -me the pink madness continued on Tuesday, August 13, 2002 At 06:57 p.m. //testing the pink madness pink pikn the pink madness continued on Sunday, August 11, 2002 At 01:24 a.m.