lemme try it again ((continuation of the last one))
today was.. interesting? nah.. thats not the word.. the word is.. incridibally BORING!!! i made a 95 on my midterm in world history.. hehe.. it was pretty much.. easy. in a word. anyways..i was sooo upset this morning because i thought i had lost my notebook with all of my life in it!! i love that notebook.. anyone can read it.. that ill let.. but i mean serioiusly.. if i lost it.. i would cry. (and i dont do that very often..) this weekend i will edit it.. (for language) and post it up on this site.. it will be the "lost blogs" for me.. i love this site.. but i love my n/b even more.. Lee told me i should publish it.. i was like "err people are not gonna read my life" everyones like "just go out with lee!" im like "eww i dont like him in that perspect! AHH!" lol seriously folks.. hes just a friend! well it doesnt matter.. i was told (i "said") that i "dont need anyone" yeaaa... alriggggght... thats right! cold mean ol' robot-girl! i earned my nickname "the original angry girl" all on my own! =0P alright.. well please refer to my perrrrsonal Quote thats up now.. mMAKIII im learrrning HTML!heheh okay anyways.. i guess thats all for now... more later.. ill be sure to have all my notebook entries up. let me know in the meantime if you want to read them! (its Tay's new favorite book LOL) well im out like a light love to some.. smooches to others~> *queen frostine* "the angry one" PS if youre curious about chris.. um.. im just tutoring him LOL yes.. we will leave it at that! lol im j/p. .i am helping him in english... and thats about it.. no.. i do not like him.. do not get any ideas!!!!!!!!! >=0O!

Korky thought wicked thoughts @ 06:25 p.m. on Thursday, October 11, 2001

I am lost So I am cruel But I'd be love and sweetness If I had you
hm.. no.. that doesnt have anything to do with my thoughts. i thought i lost my blessed notebook.. i about died.. all i kept thinking was "i lost it.. someones going to read it.. and im going to get commited" grief.. thats all i would need! ugh! in other news.. i've been keeping track of all of my thoughts in that notebook.. this weekend im going to copy it all down and put it up on this site.. i hope it doesnt scare you guys silly =0O! lee thinks i should get it published in a book because it sounds really good.. i doubt people would want to read my depressing life stories.. i have an entry about what i hope my life will be like.. and would like it to come true.. but after all "i dont need anyone" or so i was told... daggone good thing too... because if i did? that would be horrible.. its a good thing im a robot! =0O! alright well im out with an X and an O love to... well.. you know who you are~> queen frostine "im a bitch babe, and im on fire"

Korky thought wicked thoughts @ 06:12 p.m. on Thursday, October 11, 2001

l-u-v.. er.. n-o
well now! everywhere i look i see people in love! LOL jocelyn knows my lavah Alexander.. he is very much cute *heart-shaped-tear* hes a SENIOR uuuuuurgh oh well for that one.. =0P anyways.. tiffany and trent split up... trent tells me he "had a crush on me back in the day but then a friendship blossomed" some people you can never get synchronized with.. cuz i liked him way in the day.. i thought he had good taste in music etc. AHHUGH i was licked and groped in english today =0/ ewww lol actually it was hilarious... hehe chris mikolaitis.. licked his hand.. and then licked MY FACE and id like to quote russell and say "gross sick nasty dirty!" lol he asked me if i was "good with my tongue" and i told him... hehehe n/m what i said.. its not important =0X!!!!! hehehe well it doesnt matter... really lol he has a girlfriend.. shes a 9th grader.. but that doesnt stop him from "Feelin' me up in english" ooo and givingme a back massage.. i nearly died.. hes so strong.. GR!!!! heheeheheheh oh well.. hes fun to flirt with but i dunno about going w/ him .. =0/ lol well im outtie for now.. love yall verra verra verrrrra much! <3 korkscrew

Korky thought wicked thoughts @ 07:57 p.m. on Wednesday, October 10, 2001

am i a person? nope.
apparently not. i am a robot. i am lacking a heart and feelings!!! dont know.. dont care.. i know. Well, Matt is going out with britney... and i am very much not in a caring state =0D (alot of you are thinking "yea right blondie thats a heapin load of BS") but honestly.. there is nothing i can do about it.. so whatever. i just now have even LESS trust for anyone or anything.. oh well... people tell me "oh you have no feelings" but they really dont know me... i DO have feelings.. they've been stomped on.. but i do have them! they do exisT!! i DO cry. i cry myself to suh-leep sometimes. but nobody knows that.. and do you know why? because i wont allow it. i am the tuff mean girl. so thats the way it is going to stay. i guess soem things never change. i wish i was in hawaii right now. toodles.. =0/ --korky "the sweet one"

Korky thought wicked thoughts @ 08:59 p.m. on Monday, October 8, 2001

thats another 50 cents
daggone! LOL well matt's going out with this girl named britney.. heheh i finally realized that hes full of BS! but the funny thing is.. is that.. i really dont care! im like yea.. alright.. thats.. whatever hehehehehe there are bigger fish for me (<3danny befumo<3) LOL MAKI!!! hey i can dream cant i ??? =*0) heheheh oh well... i guess some things arent meant to be? ah well... anyways.. i did awesome on my english midterm.. that class is a breeeeeeeeeze*! well... lisa is my sister to the end and she is such an awesome person and i love her to death! but the male species confuses me!! why did he ask out britney.. when in 4th period he was telling hannah that he loved me? LOL~* ah well.. people are confusing sometimes... hehe catholic school here i come toodles =0*

Korky thought wicked thoughts @ 06:24 p.m. on Monday, October 8, 2001

have you ever..
have you ever felt consumed by one emotion completely? it SUCKS! i tell you what.. if you want to lead a happy life.. dont ever fall for anyone. (yeas.. im talkinga bout the "l" word) it is such a powerful word and i dont even want to say it.! that word and "midterm" makes me shudder. i really dont like feeling this way! =0O! i mean actually i do.. i like knowing that i l-l-l-love *gasp* someone.. i just hope its not mistaken emotion.. on eithers side.. i dunno.. me and lisa are bestest friends! you know its bestest friends when you can decide that you are going to live nest door to each other! LOL i swear! we must be sisters somehow we are! i swear! we are too much alike! anything i say she'll say at the same time! its bizarre! i've never had a BESTEST friend that i could relate too... and someone that can finish my sentences before i start them! and goodness... someone who you can discuss what kind of looks your children will give you later on in your life! LOLOL! well anyways.. there is nothing left to say..e xcept IIII did some HTML (maki-chan.. i love you!!! LOL) and i got it right! =0O now trents site is on there.. i think everyone needs a blog.. its a good way to express your thoughts.. well.. with an X and an O im out~> love always> korkscrew

Korky thought wicked thoughts @ 01:31 a.m. on Sunday, October 7, 2001

back to the future
well, today was BORING there was nothing to do.. and when there is nothing to do.. you think about stuff.. i started thinking about my future.. it was scary.. because i NEVER do that! i was day dreaming about what my house was going to look like.. and all kinds of fun stuff! =0) Lisa told me i should move to Macon.. they have the kinda houses i want.. we are going to live next door to each other.. =0D! well it was very fun thinking about how my life is going to be.. i WISH.. well i didnt have any husband day-dreams.. that position is yet to be filled.. i did have 2 kids.. and a white picket fence with a doggie in the backyard =0O it was fun to think about.. but i guess its just a dream.. well anyways im out likea light.. with an X and an O im out like a ho (hehe) korky

Korky thought wicked thoughts @ 10:54 p.m. on Saturday, October 6, 2001

ohm
i didnt get enough and obviously you didnt either! thats why you all are reading.. okay well in thinking about what has happened to me these past weeks im in a state of confusion... okay well i broke up with matt.. and i really didnt want to.. to clear that mess up.. and then i mean everything else just fell into play! i'd just like to say that i am going to take up meditation (again).. and id just like to say "OHM" now Maki-chan! there is nofin' wrong with sayin "Ignant" =0) its a southern thang hehe.. you know i luv yas! anyways.. BACK TO mY PROBLEMS! (hehe) i have a notebook its full of fun-filled...... horrible thoughts! i mean seriously. it is full of nothing but bad things.. today i was writing in class about how maybe i'd be better dead than alive.. yes.. they are horrible thoughts to have.. but who can stop them? no.. not moi! i am just a pawn in this wicked game of life... i am always preaching "go with the flow" and yet, i cant seem to.. people always look at me as "the strong one" or "the bitch" and i get sick of it.. i cant ALWAYS be strong. its very hard when you cannot cry.. (it is too out of character) but why not? all the world's a stage right? i dont know anymore.. i feel lost in a hopeless vicious cycle.. i just feel like climbing out my window (its on the ground floor.. im not thinking aboutjumping) and just running.. running to forget anything.. these past weeks have unearthed so many feelings that i have buried and left for dead.. i cannot tell you how.. and i cannot tell you why.. and i cannot tell you the cause of any of thi.. i, myself do not have the faintest idea.. i know in time this will all work out.. i just hope it does soon! this is the best audience i have ever written too.. i think you guys can feel that.. you really can! =0D! Maki-chan! give Pat a huggle for me! we love him down here. well.. if i do not speak with you again.. just know i love you guys so verra verra much! you know i'll be bloggin' 2-morrow night.. "maybe one day i'll tell everyone everything." ^those are words to live by^.. luv to the masses~smooches~huggles korky ~>bite the sacred apple.. suck the poison.. enjoy the taste<~

Korky thought wicked thoughts @ 12:27 a.m. on Saturday, October 6, 2001

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~*sweet dreams are made of these*~
well.. its another edition to my life.. I told Matt that I wanted to be his friend for now (which I know is daggone well not what I want!) I'm just too not in much desire for emotional attachment.. I'm terribilly frightened I'll get hurt again.. I guess that getting hurt is a part of life but I already know all about it! (way too much actually!) I just hope I made the right decision.. it would really hurt me if he went out with someone else.. =0/ UGH I'm so fickle! well more on this in my notebook of terror and doom =0. Well what else is new in my life? We presented our skits today.. of which I knew almost none of my lines.. lol we ended up improving the whole mess.. the point Mrs. Baker stopped us at was when our prompters would PROMPT us! and I finally just said "would you excuse me for a moment?" and walked offstage to find out my lines.. it was creative of me.. and they all thought it was a part of the act! =0O! marrrrrrrvelous! well I've regretted from the begining that whole "note" buisness! it wasn't a good idea ! ughrgs! well I guess I'd better get going *YAWN!* I'm out like a light.. XOXOXO-- korky *wicked dreams*

Korky thought wicked thoughts @ 12:13 a.m. on Saturday, October 6, 2001

help me.. the only thing that works for me.. help me get away from myself
hehe that would be the fabulous work of Trent Reznor of NIN.. love it. love them. anyways. hows life for everyone? i've been pretty much confused myself.. i'm thinking about whats been going on up down and around my life.. honestly i have no freakin' idea whats going on!!! chris "analyzed" me.. he got a few things about me right.. but then he said i "think with my mind.. not with my heart" which isnt right... cuz i have a tendency to think WITHOUT my head.. and thats what leads my feelings to get hurt =*0( aww poor me.. hehe.. anyways. im feeling better now.. i've destroyed yet another pen.. hehe.. i love to chew on things.. Maki! "do you need a bone?" heheh ight thats all for today... wicked dreams~> korky

Korky thought wicked thoughts @ 09:33 p.m. on Wednesday, October 3, 2001

~*voulez vous danser avec moi, c'est soir?*~
yes, im asking if you will dance with me tonight =0) well..? hehe okay anyways.. for today nothing really happened. gah people irritate me.. but thats about it actually. i've discovered that i am a "closet ace of base" fan. which is super with me.. hehe everyone should listen to ace of base whenthey are feeling sad.. because it lifts you up (or brings you down. it just depends on how you let the music affect you) well.. i was reading CosmoGirl and it said that Toro's perfect matches are Vergi and Capricorn.. (Toro.. being Taurus.. and Vergi being Virgo.. sorry.. its italian.. it slips out sumtymz..) anyways. i found that really interesting =0) (mucho interessant.. lol thats franglish and spanglish) alright well i guess thats all i really have to say for this moment in time... before i go.. if you dont want to dance with me.. maybe voulez vous coucher avec moi...c'est soir? (nous nous couchons hehe) toodles! kisses and huggles~> korky =0*

Korky thought wicked thoughts @ 10:22 p.m. on Saturday, September 29, 2001

affirmations... peace out
well. everyone ..... STOP SCARING ME! AHHHH! i cant stress it enuff! plz? wouldja be nice? ughr! i just wisssshhhhhhh that everyone would please remember that you can worry me so easily (esp. if youre one of the few close friends i've got) so PLEASE dont worry my by talking about dying... etc. etc...... allllllllrrrriiiighhhhht????? naw.. im just kidding. if anyone is scaring anyone.. im scaring myself.. with lack of concentration! QUICK! to the batcave! (wait.. im not batman..) lol.. but on a more serious note.. please nobody attempt to kill themselves... because if i can stay alive.. so can you!!!!!!! peace! =0* (ps.. remember.. if you think nobody loves you.. i do i do! hehe)

Korky thought wicked thoughts @ 12:59 a.m. on Saturday, September 29, 2001

~*say that you love me?*~
hey! DaGgOnE! how long has it been ? a long time. okay well news in my life? i broke up w/ my b/f.. i think that alot of it had to do with a lack of trust (on my side im positive of.) but we wont go into it! hm.. what else? well let us divulge ourselves into my life! (*engulf yourself*) i've been on a geek-rock trip lately >yay for ace of base!< i discovered that only i can give people permission to die. yes.. its a power i must not abuse.. but i figured out that its my duty (my dao. hehehe 2 jessy) to be the one to keep everyone aliiiiive! (what a burden.) lol seriously.! okay well i suppose... that... everything is fine... (=0D) i have an 89 in Mr. Spears's class !! im so proud of myself! hehe okay well.. to make the world better.. everyone go right now... and put in Ace Of Base... (the bridge album) and daggone it! listen to "beautiful life" and i swear you will have MUCH fun.! hehe okay well i suppose i must go......... toodles for now =0* --korky

Korky thought wicked thoughts @ 11:22 p.m. on Friday, September 28, 2001

*here lies my entry*
didjall miss me? i know you did! well here's an update on my life.. im still with matt.. i love him verra much so =0)~ im signed up for some scary wrestling thing.. at this point.. i dont care if matt knows or if he doesnt.. im the ONLY girl wrestler on this board... and im supposed to be "Battling" him for the "XWF" title or something to that effect... its horrible and i just am sick of it now! lol matt is gonna get maaad cuz im going to have to kick his booty! (lol) everyone is such a hater on my "booty" well my frantic life has been somewhat exciting.. i guess.. i havent been my peppy self.... and its starting to worry me.. i havent been acting the same... i've been somewhat depressed.. and i know not the reason! i just hope i can shake it off........... and soon. its irritating to be sad and not know why... i wish that my existencehad a purpose.. but as of right now.. it doesnt... well anyways.. im off to find out how i "did" on "FuRy" or im off to sleep... maybe then i can dream.. and escape the nightmare of being alive. toodles =0* korky

Korky thought wicked thoughts @ 01:03 a.m. on Saturday, September 22, 2001

more strange thoughts
okay well i have a paper due on wednesday.. ask me how much i have done.. yea you guessed it.. ZERO! ah well!! hehehe thats okay.. mr. spears will understand.. NOT hes a psycho anal retentive freak frum hell-o operator!!! AHH! luckily my buddy jacob is an expert, AND a sweetie so hes helpin' me out! i luv him to death for it too! plus russell (TWO L'S!) is catchin me sum buggies this weekend! woooo hoo! okay well anywyas.. im out! *korky

Korky thought wicked thoughts @ 10:48 p.m. on Friday, September 7, 2001

slip and slide!
it has been so long since i've entered about my life.. well i was told my boyfriend "doesnt deserve me" which was sweet.. i mean it was flattering.. lol.. i've been going out with matt for a week.. which is a long time to like someone! (for me anyways) and i know im fickle.. but i just cant see being "fickleish" about this... anyways.. me and lisa have been reminiscing about the EIGHTIES and early ninteys.. we could have grown up next door we are so freaking similar! i love the slip and slide.. that thing kicked serious booty! thomas has a band.. im their #1 groupie.. their band is "Fallasy" apparently he named it after a note i sent him ! thomas is a sweetie..i cant believe he's moving.. (omg is this so "my so called life" or what?) anyways.. maki-chan! are you back from the beach yet? okay well i must be gone b-4 someone drops a house on me! much luv to much of the population--korkscrew BkA "the omniscient being"

Korky thought wicked thoughts @ 07:39 p.m. on Friday, August 31, 2001

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hehehe fun
okay well today was a fun day! matt came over.. hes a really good kisser =0)~~!! it was fun.. i have homework fo rmr. spears that i have to do.. UGH its annoying.. i cant stand him.. its a thing called fun.. and he doesnt BELIEVE!!! AHHHH okay well anyways.. i suppose i must be off today.................. let me know if you have comments.. i suppose i should be off.. luv to much of the population~> korky

Korky thought wicked thoughts @ 11:25 p.m. on Saturday, August 25, 2001

shum dee dum
well today i have a boyfriend =0D yep matt asked me out (and no duh i said yes) i think from what tiffany says.. he was shocked himself! LOL oh well.. anyways.. thats about all that went on today! i am feeling actually kind of ill.. and i have no idea why.. kyle continued his ebonics lesson.. well more wickedness to come luv>korky the wicked

Korky thought wicked thoughts @ 10:19 p.m. on Friday, August 24, 2001

-''-meow-''-
well i had a wonderful day..all except FOURTH PERIOD AHH! okay it starts out fine.. we have a sub (btw heinousness.. this guy was EVIL) he writes up chris (mikolaitis) LOL cuz he had some retareded auto magazines or something like that.. then we go to lunch.. when we comeback ms. carroll had given us a truckload of freakin' busiwork to do.. so im doing that.. and then russel comes over.. and chris comes over.. and they are all tryin' to copy! =0O which i wouldnt mind.. if they werent such peskys! (ol dont ask) so anyways.. i think im going to pull a matt and call the radio station and complain about mr. spears >=0/ ugh hes annoying.. he asks us (as a review question) "what kind of homo are you?" me and jessy about died of laughter.. btw i have a new nickname.. Cactus.. becuase "ist" is belief of.. and im catholic.. so sam called me "catholicist.." and jessy goes "What!? shes a cactus!?" LOL so anyways kyle said im "too white" so hes teaching me ebonics (he is such a cutie pie!) well im out------cactus

Korky thought wicked thoughts @ 08:09 p.m. on Thursday, August 23, 2001

its been a while...
yes.. it sure has been a while! i've been busi like a bumble bee.. thomas said im the cutest bumble bee hes ever seen =0) i should get my digital camera working.. so i can show everyone who hasnt seen me (or seen me since i decided to play makeup) can see! i am now officially white chocolate (YAY) and i have a cool little pinwheel thing.. but matt BROKE IT =0O!!!!!!!! i was soooooooo mad! lol not really.. i'll get brett to fix it tomorrow =0D well i know you guys have missed my lyf so much! in the past 2 days.. nothing really has happened.. trust me i'd let you guys know first..! well anyways.. i must be off! luv to some (not to all) korkscrew BKA sparky >=0]

Korky thought wicked thoughts @ 04:46 p.m. on Wednesday, August 22, 2001

today
well.. *sigh* nothing INTEREStING happened.. although nothing interesting EVER happens to yours truely! =0P oh if you want to read my old entries go to http://web.pitas.com/chickvicious/oldies.html heh okay? so anyways.. i suppose thats all... =0D (still mourning the death of truth) ...korky

Korky thought wicked thoughts @ 04:45 p.m. on Sunday, August 19, 2001