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07:40 p.m.
Today was a very good day. I actually had some fun even though 'Manda-chan wasn't there. She was home sick. Wonder why? (no body answer that retorical question, if that's how you spell it) Anyways, the air was turned on y-day at school and so now every single room is freezeing cold. It's not fair. And yet the school board wonders where all the money has gone off to. Uh...not a hard one. Try paying for heating and air conditioning. The lame brain idots!! >TSUKI YOU STUPID LITTLE PERSON!!!!!1 UGH!! I MADE AN A ON MY SPEECH!!!!! *rasberries Tsuki* I did good on that speech!!!1 and I didn't even tear up!!!! Oh ya who 'da master now?? Not you Tsuki!! (I hope he reads this sometime soon...It would just be a huge waste of time if he didn't come here and read it... -_-x; ) It's almost time for John-san to choose a new president for Anime Club. I know that it's going to be between 'Manda-chan and me. So yeah... I wounder who's going to win... I just don't know how we will go about doing this type of an election. After all, the election is going to be fixed... However, 'Manda-chan and I will not know how it is fixed, but the other people who try to run for president won't win. So I've heard. John-san and the other Sr. are being protective of the running of the anime club. I can't blame them. I mean come on we don't want to end up watching DBZ or something like that. Anyways I figure that this is enough for today. After all, it's all pretty well meaningless and random facts that I've said.

*~*~*~*Hiruko*~*~*~*

___||Hiruko burned on Tuesday, April 15, 2003||___

03:42 p.m.
Yet once again when I've got a shit pot load of homework to do I get draged over to Henderson. I'm sorry but my dad knew that last night I had a lot of homework that needed to be done but he gets that idea that we should take a trip over to Julie's and that we should go out to eat with her. He told me two nights ago that he wanted to save money this week so we wouldn't be going out to eat and all that. But what did he do last night??? HE GOES AND MAKES A TRIP OVER TO JULIE'S AND THEN WE GO OUT TO EAT!!!!!!!!!!!1 He gets on my nerves any more. I don't really think I could trust his word any more. Really I hate the man any more. He seems to be lieing more and more and everything that we do has to include JULIE I get sick of it. I just want to stay home and hang out here, but he doesn't get that. I just don't know wut the hell I'm going to do about this anymore. I could get really spitful, but that will have dire consenquences (sp??) like I would be come grounded from life its self. But then again I could live with what happens to me. It's what's happens in the end that I really care about. So yeah. I'll just have to sit here and think aobut what I'm going to do to my dad.

+Hiruko

___||Hiruko burned on Tuesday, April 8, 2003||___

09:20 p.m.
Well last night was an interesting one. Considering the fact that both my dad and Julie come in drunk. K so my dad was a little tosted but I think that Julie was almost wasted. Yeah, it gets even better. I had just laid down to go to sleep around 2:30A.M. and I was almost asleep when the fucking phone rang. Not once but four times and then the person hung up and called back and let the fucking thing ring another four times. Well come to find out, as I thought, it was Julie who had done the phone thing. She called using her cell phone. I was like son of a bitch!!!1 Anyways, I found that tid bit out this morning. Oh and to top it all off the dogs wouldn't stop barking. Darby was the one that did most of the barking. The whole reason as to why the dogs were even barking was because Dad and Julie had things to drink and then they couldn't tell when one of them was playing around and joking or when one was being serious. So that's why the phone was ringing and the dogs were barking. Yeah, Julie called the house so that she could talk to my dad...they were both in the same fucking house....>+Hiruko u_ux zzz

___||Hiruko burned on Sunday, April 6, 2003||___

09:43 p.m.
Today was actually one of the better ones that I've had. However, I've decieded to go and rewrite the testimonal speech that I was writing. I figure that I shouldn't write about Sensei Oki. I think I'm going to pick one of my friends. Considering the fact that I've got to know this person and the person that I write about must be living. That kind of makes writing about my mom a problem. Also, I really don't feel like writing about my dad, Julie, or my brother. So I figure that one of my friends will have something funny to be told. Now the only problem is that I've got to figure out which one to write about. I think it's and easy question, but the answer is hard. Out of all my friends I've got to know this one person pretty damn well and all that. Shit. I think I might go back to writing about Yami. I'll just have to work on the attention getter. Oh well.

About that Dad and Julie thing....I think they are back together. Yey raw....not......Anyways, you can't have everything that you wish for. If I had that happen then Julie wouldn't even be around and my mother would still be here. Anyways, I'm going to go and work on my lovely speech that I've got to give on Tuseday. I don't think I'll be ready. Really I don't. WAIT!!!!1 MUSTN'T THINK THAT!!!!1 Anyways ja ne.

~Hiruko

___||Hiruko burned on Friday, April 4, 2003||___

09:37 a.m.
K, I might be considere ranting and raving, but it's for a good reason...well at least I think so anyway...I've got a question. It's one that I've been deweling on for sometime now. I really can't answer it without having some one answer it for me. NO it's not because I'm stupid or anything. I just don't have anything to answer it on. Now I can hear you people asking what the question is and beging for me to get on with it. So I will. But one more thing. Please e-mail the answer, and don't get mad at me. Please? K, here's my question. What is the meaning of mothers day, and what do people normally get for their mothers? I would really like to know. Thanks

+Hiruko

___||Hiruko burned on Friday, March 28, 2003||___

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08:59 a.m.
Lalalalala.....*yawn* I stay up to late and then I go and get up too early in the morning. And I'm on Spring Break. I should enjoy the time I have to sleep in, but of course I don't. So yeah it's my on damn fualt.

So anyways...I've got great news!!!!!1 I FOUND ALL OF MY ESCAFLOWNE, FUSHIGI YUUGI, AND SLAYERS MUSIC!!!!!!1 Well most of the escaflowne music. I did have Angel, White Dove, and Wings. But now I don't have them any more. And I don't think they're out there any more...and I've got no fucking clue as to where I could get all of the cds for the entire soundtrack. Oh well, at least I know that I've got my old music back.

And in other news, it seems that Dad and Julie have broken up. However, I think if they did then Julie has got serious issues. I think Julie ended the relationship because my dad forgot that he needed to pay a bill for some flowers. And he thought that he had. But then the people, we know the owners of the flowershop, called Julie and asked if my dad was ever going to pay the bill. Last I time I checked they broke the law when they did that. After all, my dad and Julie aren't married, so no one should have called Julie and draged her into it!!1 But some people don't think. >

+Hiruko

___||Hiruko burned on Friday, March 28, 2003||___

04:16 p.m.
How goes it people?? I have nothing to say about the war at this time...K so I haven't been watching it. I figure there's only so much that one's mind can take without that person going crazy, and I have the feeling that I could be close to that with all the news watching that I've been doing. I mean sure, I'm trying to keep track of all that is happening in with this little war. Not that I'm for it. I'm in the gray zone with this war. It's the best place to be. Because you can see all the pros and cons to being on either side, for or against. Anyways, I feel like I should be watching the news, but yet I really don't want to. I guess I've had enough for sometime. Then again there is that little fact that this is all history in the making and I should pay attention to it, but I have for awhile and I don't want to anymore, or at least not at this time. Anyways, Shep you had a good point. However, I think that he's going to be pissed at us for a long time. Besides now we have to worry about Saddam Hussen and his little buch of people. K done with that type of news. I think. And in other news today. I went to the park with my friends...k so this was y-day, and it was for Yuki's b-day. Anyways, it helped keep me away from the news. ^^x; But since it was Yuki's b-day Tsuki got her a whistle. So now she can whistle without even having to learn how to do so. Funny right?? NO!!!!!1 Yuki couldn't even get the whistls that Tuski bought for her to work half the time. It was soooo funny. Yes that's the funny part right there. Anyways, I managed to come home from the park with grass stains and mud all over my jeans. No one knows how interesting a huge puddle of water can be to one person. Really there was like this huge puddle of water. It looked like a little lake or pond. It was real shallow, but yet ducks were swimming in it. Anywho, Tsuki and I went out and explored the pond thingie. That is how I got mud all over the bottom of my jeans. But that's ok. While I am going to leave you all now. I wanna got look at more pics. of Alucard and the rest of the people from Hellsing. You people should watch it. REALLY YOU SHOULD!!!!1 Ja ne

+Hiruko

___||Hiruko burned on Tuesday, March 25, 2003||___

09:39 a.m.
Yo! How is this waring nation today? Suddam Hussen isn't dead yet folks. Someone must remind me to never stay up and listen to one of his speeches. It was just a speech to raily his troops. He seems to be worried about the US troops coming closer to Baghdad. I can't blame him. Anyways, that tells you how close I've been following the war. Hell my own diary has become like a jorunal on the war. Soo yeah. Anyways, I heard the best country song the other day. Holes in the Floor of Hevan. It was soo pretty. And it seemed that it fit for me at least on that day. But I haven't heard it again. Y_Yx *le pout* Anyways, I'm on Spring Break so I'm going to go and fight and die against Sephiroth again. @@x; He's too strong and fast and all that for me to even get a hit in on him. I mostly run around the ring and dodge him all the time. Oh and I jump and hope that he doesn't jump up and hit me with his katana. ^^x;; Ja ne

+Hiruko

___||Hiruko burned on Monday, March 24, 2003||___

03:22 p.m.
Ew let's go to war!!! Not!!!1 *rolls eyes* As you can tell I am t-totally against the idea of going to war in less than a few hours. I'm sorry if anyone actually wants to go to war hoping that we are going to win it and all. However, I would have to say that this entire idea is going to come back and bite us on the fucking ass. I mean shall we look at what happened last time?! Uh....I think the bombing at the WTC took place in a few years ago. AND then the WTC kinda gets hit and the Towers fall down. Geee and do we all know why this happened? Please, someone take a wild guess!! The fucking Gulf War was the main cause. Bin Laden was pissed that we put war machines on holy ground. So he attacked us. K, so now wut do you people think is going to happen? You can't stop terror from happening. That's impossible, you can only delay it for a certain amount of time. Then when they, the terrorists, find away through security. They attack. This is what I see happening. We make the people in Iraq mad and then they come at us. I might get in a lot of trouble for saying all of this but ya know, it's how I feel about all of this. Besides if you people that think we are going to win the war and won't have anything to worry about then you must be living in a dream. Really how the hell do you think that nothing else will happen to us? Don't tell me that you think this war will end everything. It won't...well it might end life here on Earth. NOTHING LEFT BUT THE ROACHES!!!!!1

I gues that I should just give up on talking to you people. Go and hope that the people whom are going to die in this war are not dieing in vain. They die for their country, yes, but what about the fact that their country was pushing for war so much that now the UN looks at us as if we always love war. I pray for the men and woman whom are about to engage in war. I hope that God will protect them and keep them save from all harm if at all possible. I pray that God gives these soilders streght and courage to face they are about to face, and I pray that these soliders return home to their families unharmed. Amen

+Hiruko

___||Hiruko burned on Tuesday, March 18, 2003||___

10:06 p.m.
I can now asy that I am toing to die from second hand smoke... Julie has been smoking around me all freaking night long!!!1 Anyways!!!!!1 I've got better things to talk about....Like YAMI COMING HOME!!!!!!!!!!1 I'M SOOOOOO FREAKING HAPPY!!!!!1 I CAN'T WAIT FOR HER TO GET HERE!!!1 K, I've got to calm down....*takes deep breathes* K, I'm over it...well not like that but still!!!!1 She's me bestiest buddy!!!! And she's coming home on Sunday. I'm told that it's for spring break but I'm hoping it's for good. After all, Mark and her mother are being really mean to Yami. It's not fair. She hasn't done anything...well she hasn't treated Mark like the king that he wants to be treated like. So he gets mad at Yami all the time. He's soooo stupid! I swear, he wants Yami to treat him like he is a king, but Yami won't because she doesn't see the need to. She doesn't like the guy period! But her mother and Mark think that she should. Hell it was because of them that she hates them. They took her up there and she didn't want to leave her friends, so she really has like no respect for them anymore. But they don't see this. Some parent her mother is. Ya know?! Anyways, I'm just sooooo freaking happy that she's coming back here for awhile!!!1 ^^x I can't wait to see her! Man when I see her...she's going to be tackled...literaly!!!!!1 ^^x Anyways...I must go and try to relax myself....main word...MUST! ^^x I'm soooo freaking happy!!!!!!!!1 I must go. Ja ne all...I'm soooo freaking happy. The last few hours have been the best part of the whole entiar day!!!!!1

+Hiruko

___||Hiruko burned on Friday, March 14, 2003||___

03:17 p.m.
The big news of the day...more or less weekend is that some how I managed to get myself grounded when I answered a simple question truthfully. That question being "Why weren't you ready?". Of course I answered "Because I wasn't." Anyways my dad took it the wrong way and sooo I end up ground for a whole week. Grounding being...I have no phone or online privilages. *le pout* So anyways...that is all I have to say for today. And I must there fore get the hell of the computer before my dad comes home.....Ja ne

Hiruko

___||Hiruko burned on Monday, March 10, 2003||___

09:02 p.m.
K, I am over here at Julie's right now. It's not that bad considering the fact that I can use the internet. But it's the point that I'm like stuck over here until my dad feels like going home....-_-x So I can't call any of my friends. But that's ok right now they are online. Makes it a little better over here. Anyways....

It seems that a friend of mine is feeling rather left out of things of late. Well she more or less feels as if her best bud (by best bud I mean bestbud) has gone of and left her for a boyfriend. I'm not going to say a word about this. But if they read this then they should know whom I'm talking about. Yeah, I've got nothing to do except try to cough up my own lung. Yep I get to have my third cold...Well first one of this year....-_-x; *cough* *thump* sleep is needed....Oh yey....I smell smoke. She's smoking and hear I am in the next room coughing...>Hiruko

___||Hiruko burned on Friday, March 7, 2003||___

05:02 p.m.
Yeah yeah yeah....I know I haven't exactually posted here in awhile. I have a lot of things to do in my life. That's one of the reasons as to why I asked Ni to make this layout for me. K so she asked if she could do it for me but still you get the point. I've got like no free time what so ever! ^^x; But that's cool. I love being worked to death. It helps me think of what I want to do in what little free time I have. ^^x;;;; Yes, I know I am a nut for thinking this way, but I didn't ask you! ^^x;;; Anyways, I had fun while I stayed after to get tutored for my math class. You see my friend and my tutor, whom is also my friend, were sitting there talking about their mothers. Of course I couldn't have a voice in the conversation, so I just sat there and listen to how one didn't want to make their mother mad or hurt her in anyway, feeling wise. But my other friend talked about how she hated her mother and thought of ways that would hurt her feelings and everything else. As I listened to this I was wondering how my mother and me would get along. Would I still be the way that I am today if I had a mother to talk to and spend time with? Yes this is what was going through my mind. I know for a fact as I was listening and thinking these things that my eyes glazed over. Anyways, they both stopped talking about their mothers and looked at me and asked if I was ok. I was like GEEE YOU JUST THOUGHT TO ASK ME THIS?! I was thinking: NO I'M JUST FIND AND DANDY!! I ONLY WANTED TO GET UP AND WALK AWAY AFTER THE FIRST FEW MINS. OF THE CONVO!!

Anyways that's all for my complants...Uh wut else to talk about. K I'm joking I know what else is going on today. ANIVERSERY TIME!!!!!!!!!!1 Go back 3 years and go to 4:00 that afternoon and go to cartoon network. There you would see a lovely show come on. It would be called Gundam Wing. *shigh* Those were the days. I should try to figure out away to call Yami and talk to her tonight. I haven't talked to her in such a long time. I hope to God she's ok. Don't want anything bad happening to the kid. She's sixteen now. Maybe her mother went back to being a sane person again. One can only hope that this is true. Anyways, Ja ne. I'm going to go study for my math test. I HAVE TO MAKE AN A ON IT!!!!!1

Dhampire Hiruko

___||Hiruko burned on Thursday, March 6, 2003||___

10:21 p.m.
Yey!!!!1 I'm sooo happy I got to see like the first three eps of Shoujo Kakumei Utena. It's soooo cool and great and all that. Yami was rite it is good, and I'm now addicted to it (sp??) Yes, I now want to see the whole series!!!1 I think Dan Caper owns it...I hope because that's whom I'm going to ask! Like half way into the first ep. I was hooked on it. The only problem was that you could bearly read the subtitles. Even from where I was sitting. Then again I've got poor eye sight. But hey the subtitles were not outlined. And they were bright ass yellow, ok so the were like a pale yellow, but still they were hard to read so leave me alone. Anyways, now thanks to Utena I want to do some more creative work. It's sooo funny. But yeah it's me sooo now I'm going to go pick my brain and think of something creative to do. This is going to take sometime. That's all I've got to say. And I don't know how well I can think at 10:27 at nite. But hell I'm up for it. Ja ne. Yeah see I've got nothing interesting to post about today. Tell you anything about my own life?? If not then we're going to have a little talk....ja ne

+Hiruko

___||Hiruko burned on Wednesday, February 26, 2003||___

10:53 a.m.
Yohohoho...I'm kinda happy today. I have good reason to be real happy, but I don't want to be. I mean being home from school is something to be happy about, but when you're home from school with no snow days left...it rather sucks because you know you have to make them up over the summer. Hey the government has a weather machine rite? That's it I'm stealing it and using it to stop the snow from coming our way again. Yes, this is the first day for the run over days. I hope to God we don't have any more. Oh and now I've got a to do list going on. First thing on the to do list is kill Sean/Care. He was hoping for this to happen so why not kill him? Yeah I know I'm being mean again, but hey he was on the phone with me hoping and praying for this...-_-x This sucks!!1 Really it does...Anyways the song wasting away comes to mind. I mean I'm home and once again my friends are at school. So I've got nothing to do...WAIT!!!1 I can use this time to work on my letter to Yami and to work on finishing my story. Well at least starting on the road to finishing it. That's wut I'm going to do today. So I'm leaving now. Good bye.

+Hiruko

___||Hiruko burned on Monday, February 24, 2003||___

07:23 p.m.
It's not a good idea to punch the shit out of a freaking wall...^^x; Yes I found that out first hand...literally, first hand. Yes, people in my rage at my dad and julie I punched the wall as hard as I could. The after math is the best. I now have a freaking bruse on my right hand. By the middle and ring finger knuckles. Ok so the burse is on those two knuckles and on the fingers a little ways and on the back of my hand. So right about now you must be thinking of wut a stupid idot she is. Punching a wall and all. Well, there's more and I've got my reasons. After all, didn't I say I was mad at my dad and Julie? The short and sweet of this is that I went with my dad to Julie's to help herclean her house and to eat dinner with them. Well, Julie gets the idea of going out and meeting a friend at a bar in town, after work, and having a drink. My dad meets them there and leaves me at Julie's house saying that he'd be back at 6:00.

Well, at 7:01 I get a call...it's my dad. He says for me to eat on my own because they just order and some food. Oh and then Julie calls me and tells me to go and clean her bathroom from top to toe, if ya know wut I mean. Oh and I've also got to fold her clothes...gee I was soooo fucking happy to hear all this. I was soo pissed at them both that as I walked into the bathroom my anger got the better of me and I ended up punching the wall with all my might.

Yes, this is the story behind the punching of the wall. Oh and then I went to fold the clothes and I was feeling as tho. I had been abandoned by my father so I ended up punching this dresser thingie, too. So yeah...I'm still mad at my dad for this. Can ya blame me? I mean really can ya?! NO!!!1 I DIDN'T THINK SOO!!!1 So yeah that's the high light of my weekend. -_-x; +Hiruko

___||Hiruko burned on Sunday, February 23, 2003||___

01:38 p.m.
I am slowly wasting away today. I'm out of school for the day and yet my friends are on 2hr. delay, so I am just waiting for them to get home form school. But today hasn't been a total waste of time. I've been playing Kingdom Hearts all day long...Well I did stop playing it to get food to eat and get something to drink but other than that. I've done nothing else today. Yes I do have house work to do before my father gets home. Which will be in oh I say...about 3hrs. maybe 3 and a half if I'm lucky. So I guess I might as well get started on the house work. Considering the fact that my bro. won't be helping me. He has his girlfriend over. So yeah. But she's cool. Not that I've talked to her that much. Yes I'm shy as hell. Anyways I hear my chores calling to me. Y_Yx *le pout*

Ew!!!1 I wish Yami could've come down here this weekend...but her mother and Mark are as evil as hell. I really don't think they want her to talk to us anymore! >+Hiruko(really wants to get back to Kingdom Hearts *^^*x)

___||Hiruko burned on Tuesday, February 18, 2003||___

08:43 a.m.
YES THE PIC SHOWS!!!!!!!!1 ni don't touch the layout just yet!!!!1 Yes now i can just come here and drool over gackt...well that and post randome things here. Yet once again I'm out of school. However, this time I can see why they did it, but the last time they cancled school there was no real reason for it. All the snow had melted off, by noon time...I hat the EVSC!!1 (that's the name of the school system I'm in. It stands for Evansville Vandaburgh School Co.) Anyways like you needed to know that one!!1 ^^x;; Yes I'm a mean person and all...trust me on this one.

Uh...Oh I think that my dad has lost his mind sometimes. Just by the things that he does. I don't think he thinks of the things that could happen when driving on ice covered roads...Really we have done this for two days in a row. Yes you can know question my dear old dad...i don't have a problem with it at all. K maybe just a little but still have fun before I change my mind. Anyways I think I'm leaving for today...I'll be back latter since I've got nothing to do today. Ja ne

+Hiruko

___||Hiruko burned on Tuesday, February 18, 2003||___

03:49 p.m.
YOHOHO! Tis me! [you know, Nia? ^^;;;;;;;] Yeah. Well, the little profile thingy randomly works today! -_O;; RIGHT. Well, hiru, if you get on, email me and tell me if the image works yet! [just thought that if the profile works maybe...] ANYWAYS! uh yeah. I'm done!
~Ni [wondering why she really posted on hiru's blog.. oO;;]

___||Hiruko burned on Monday, February 17, 2003||___

06:28 p.m.
The making of the layout has been pure HELL. I'm sorry. It's just that nia has worked soooo freaking hard on this layout, and yet some of the things don't feel like working for her. But still I would say without the lovely pics of gackt and the profile. that this has turned out to be a pretty cool place. ^^x;

Anyways....today I got to go with my dad once more over to Julie's. Talk about being stupid!!!!1 I mean hello!!!1 It's sleeting, and all that great stuff out and he wants to drive over to Henderson in it. -_-x; I soo totally was about to kill my dad for this. But I'm happy that we made it home safely...Anyways that's all I have to say for now. Ja ne ^^x

+Hiruko

___||Hiruko burned on Sunday, February 16, 2003||___

12:00 p.m.
HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~!
TESTING!
TESTING!
1!
2!
3!
~Niako

___||Hiruko burned on Sunday, February 16, 2003||___