[[ delirious + sad = 0 ]]
ah was feeling extremely irritated during lectures today. already felt very unhappy during econs, but cooky and joel's soothing voices calmed me down. they were gone during math, and suddenly i felt an overwhelming surge of negative energy take over me.. kinda lost control and felt very restless and angry and frustrated all at once. couldn't control it. i had to throw my metal case on the floor twice; follow crystal's gentle breathing she used to get us both to calm down; grunt and growl away before i could slowly get back to normal. crystal was a dear and brought me along to eat with her daddy and sister belle. they are really a bunch of yummy ppl :) i miss my home now.. when her daddy asked crystal about breakfast tmr, i felt so sad, i miss my home.. i miss my parents.. last time my dad used to bring me for breakfast at the kopitiam where i would have 2 half boiled eggs and nice toast and horlicks before he drops me off at school. after school there's always his calming presence to soothe me down. God, you're my big daddy too, but i don't seem to feel you around me anymore. ah *** grr. what am i mumbling?
but i had a nice time with them and i felt nearly happy, especially with dear crystal, but math s brought me down to levels of humility. heh. i can't figure out all those questions man. somehow or other, i better buck up or quit and save my own skin. tried to cheer myself up, so me and von went to parkway to get foooood. comfort food. when your tummy is in pain, your head in shambles and your heart displaced, you get yourself some famous amos and a whole lot of fatty foods and you find that life is suddenly not so bad after all.
wheezed on Thursday, April 1, 2004 at 07:42 p.m.
[[ new layout ]]
hello, spent some time on this so i'm feeling quite proud of the layer scrollbar i've made at the side there. now its "shhh" because we must respect feet. haha! it's really my feet! aren't they pretty? at least me feet are nice. yay!
p.s. please cheer up my dear charmaine!
wheezed on Wednesday, March 31, 2004 at 10:12 p.m.
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