Saturday, July 19, 2003, 04:48 p.m.
Well, this week wasn't so bad. Got to see Pirates of the Caribbean the other night and was gonna see it again last night but my plans fell through. Eh, it's not that big of a deal. We're rescheduling anyways. Hmm.. karate was really fun thursday night. Carrie was there! ^_^ It was cool seeing her again. Anyways, Danielle and Jenny and Carrie brought in birthday cake (cause it was Danielle's birthday) and we got to have some after class. It was really yummy. I got a nice big peice and brought some of it home and ate the rest of it at night. So yummy. Of course, it was so rich that I was wired for the rest of the night. LOL. Yeah, well, I finally have all of Kenshin. I got the last DVD last night. G'ah.. the last arc is really bad though. Stupid feng shui. Anyways, I'm gonna get going cause I'm going to the Shillington Community Days tonight. Bye.

Monday, July 14, 2003, 01:34 a.m.
Moshi moshi all. -_- Today kind of.. um... SUCKED! But I'll get to that in a while. Anyways, let's start at the beginning. I had a really funny dream last night, with some less funny parts. Anyways, Carrie, Jenny, Danielle and I were all hanging out because Carrie had a big announcement. It turned out that she had "domesticated" Freddy Kreugger... and his real name is Huebert VonClaptenstein. -_O Weird... but anyways, we decided to take him to a "Killer Demons Anonymous" group but it turns out some other demon had stolen his name and he got so angry that he decided to go back to killing. So he went after Carrie since she was the one to domesticate him and when he lunged to stab her everything got really dramatic. First, everything started to move in slow motion and when I started running a few rocks kicked up and everything. Then I dived in between Freddy and Carrie with my chest towards her and my back towards him. Well, then there was white... and only the sound of fluttering wings... and then a very shocked expression on my face. Anyways, I suppose I died because I woke up and my back really really hurt. But yeah, weird... but still funny.

Anyways, so after that I went to my National Guard Drill and today was the family support group picnic so I got to relax and hang out and go swimming and get some sun. Only, now I'm sunburned. >.< Oh well, at least I'll have a decent tan when it goes away a bit. The only thing that sucked there was that a guy who owes me 30 bucks didn't pay me... still. The bastard. Anyways, afterwards I picked Jarrad and Dana up and we went to see The League of Extraordinary Gentlemen. It was pretty good actually. Anyways, the part that made my day really suck was that when we came out of the movie theatre we found out my car had been broken into. They smashed the window and stole my stereo. ;_; WAAAAAH! I hate people. People are so stupid. To make it even worse, it was in broad daylight in the parking lot of the Wyomissing 8 theatre. Wyomissing... geez... and to think that people used to always say that Wyomissing is so much nicer than Reading. Yeah, okay... 9_9 The really pathetic thing though is that my car wasn't the only one to get broken into in the lot.

Anyways, this is getting long. All I did then when I got home was sulked around and now I'm gonna go to bed. Goodnight, I hope if the person who broke into my car is reading this, you get genital herpes, slip into the ninth level on insanity and try to eat your own face. Then I hope I see you so I can torture you slowly and painfully in such a manner as to cause personal anguish and emotional torture. Yeah, that would be nice. YOU SUCK!

Friday, July 11, 2003, 05:02 p.m.
Well, I hadn't updated for a bit so here goes. My job is going pretty well, except I really hate calling people on the phone so it's quite annoying. It's really hard to set up demos too so my boss is getting on me a lot to get more. Oh well, this is just a summer thing for me anyways. It's a good oppurtunity and all I just don't think it's for me. Anyways, the demos always seem to go well. I'm always getting told that I'm good at that part anyways so I guess I'll take the people's words. Carrie's parents were really nice too. They got all involved and gave me lots of names as referalls. But unfortunately almost all the people that they told me about already got CutCo just recently. It's that whole "7 degrees of seperation" that states that you can be linked to anyone else in the world by a seperation of at most 7 people. Oh well, I guess I'm finding that it's true now.

Karate is going well. We did some sparring this week and the only problem I really had was that I kinda hurt Danielle on Tuesday. I felt horrible. I backed her into a corner and hit her kinda hard. Of course, I just felt like a horrible person after that and I just wanted her to pull back and punch in the face but she didn't. That's the worst part is that she just took it and kinda forgave me. Oh well, I guess I just have to learn to control my strength. Well, I'm gonna get going and try to find something to occupy myself with.

Sunday, July 6, 2003, 09:25 p.m.
Well, today wasn't all that bad. I made two sales. Nothing extravagent. Of course, a sale is a sale so I'm still happy. Plus Jenny's mom told me I'm a really good salesman. That was really nice of her to say because it made me a lot more comfortable. I was so nervous when I got there. I don't even know why. I think it was just because I wanted to make a good impression on them. They're such a nice family. I like to stay on their good sides. Anyways, other than that nothing much happened today. Made my first promotion so now I get even more when I make a sale. I'm kinda happy about that. I just hope that I can come up with some decent sales. Anyways, I'm gonna go talk to people now.

Friday, July 4, 2003, 07:09 p.m.
Yay! Happy 4th of July everyone! Today wasn't so bad. Better than yesterday. Yesterday was so long and boring. At least.. the work part of it was. I had to sit through 5 hours of lectures and stuff. Really, who would have thought it would be this hard to sell knives? >.< Anyways, it's not so bad, I guess. After that, me and Jarrad went out to karate and I got promotted and then we went to see Charlie's Angels 2: Full Throttle. It was really good. Purr... Drew Barrymore is so hot!!! Haha. Anyways, then today I had to sit through lectures again but it wasn't as bad. At least we had a lunch break. I just wish I could have gone to point and laugh at Jenny in the parade today. Hehe. ^_^ Just kidding, Jenny. You know I luv ya. Anyways, tomorrow is the last day for training at least and I already have like.. 8 appointments to show the stuff. So who knows, maybe I'll get the chance to actually sell something. And if not, oh well. I'm not pre-judging anyone and I'm going into it with the attitude that I'll sell something so maybe I will. Well, I'm gonna get going now though and relax a bit.

Wednesday, July 2, 2003, 10:13 p.m.
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG... I'm so happy. I know it's really weird because all I'm gonna be doing is selling knives and stuff, but I'm so happy to have this job. It pays really well and it's really relaxed too, plus when I make sales I actually get commission for it so I make even more. It's really great. I'm actually excited about starting. I hope it is as fun as it seems. And yeah, I know... me and sharp pointy objects isn't really all that safe but it's work so.. I'll behave myself. Anyways, I'm really hyper so I'm gonna go multitask and try to burn off some energy. GLEEEEEEEEEE! ^_^

Wednesday, July 2, 2003, 02:57 p.m.
Well, for everyone who checks this that I may not get around to because of BuddyList setups and what not... just an FYI I have changed my screenname from DragnFyre2000 to DemiChaos13. Apparently cancelling my AOL account yeilded one more effect than I had planned for... SEETHE. Oh well, what's in a screenname anyways? You know it's bad when you've developed an emotional attachment to a string of letters and numbers. Haha. Anyways, just wanted to let you all know if I can't in person.

Tuesday, July 1, 2003, 08:45 p.m.
*takes a deep breath*

okay, i really hate the army right now. they still haven't even cut our orders which means that without those i can't get paid for the three weeks of ADSW work I did. I need that money. In fact, now I'm going to have to take even more out of the bank and drain my account more. This sucks. I did their stupid boring work and they aren't paying me. How hard is it to fill out some paperwork for three people? I mean, seriously, I've seen the forms, it would take all of 15 minutes and their just being stupid. That's 800 bucks just sitting around waiting to be given to me. Stupid stupid stupid Army. I hate them. SEETHE!!!!

Anyways, there was some good today. Got my sixth stripe at karate so now on Thursday I get promoted to yellow belt. Glee. ^_^ I'm happy. Then all I have to do is learn how to count to 20 in japanese and I'll be even with Danielle. Granted, she's much better at the moves that I will need then for my second stripe but I'll practice so that I won't be left behind again. Yeah, anyways, that's about it. I think I'm gonna go curse the army a bit more.

Tuesday, July 1, 2003, 04:20 p.m.
~~~~~Your Looks~~~~~
Hair Colour: brown/black
Do you wear contacts or glasses: used to wear glasses, but i don't really need them anymore
Do you have any piercing: i did have one in my left lobe, but it closed.
Where do you want more if you do: if the army wasn't stupid i would get my lobe peirced again.
any rings: just my class ring, but i never wear it
What shoes do you wear: usually just regular shoes, sometimes boots, which reminds me.. i need a new pair

~~~~~Just Lately~~~~~
How are you today: i had been doing well, until i found out that the army hasn't gotten our orders cut for the work we did for three weeks, which means i can't get paid until they do, which means that i can't be lazy and relax if i want money anytime soon, which means i have to go and look for a job right now, which means the army is stupid. /end rant
What pants are you wearing: khaki shorts with ultra pockets ^_^ i love pockets
What shirt are you wearing: a black "Nash" one with a really cool scorpion design on the back
What does your hair look like at the moment: slightly longer than army regulation, which means i have to get it cut shortly, and i want to get it frosted blonde again
What song are you listening to right now: Bonnie Pink - It's Gonna Rain! hehe... i like this song (sings along... Ciao!) hehe XD
What was the last thing you ate: a bowl of rice krispies with lots of sugar
How is the weather right now: pretty nice actually, great rollerblading weather... i want rollerblades!
The last person you talked to on the phone: Ayala
Who are you talking to right now: Marty, except we're kinda just seething about the army right now

~~~~~More about you~~~~~
What are the last four digits of your phone #: 6608 or 0695
If you were a crayon what colour would you be: probably quicksilver (it's like a metallic silver/light purple-ish color)
Have you ever almost died: let's see... i could have been shot through the heart or lung if i hadn't stepped out of the way at the right moment. thank you mr. bee.
What makes you happy: seeing my friends happy, hanging out with friends, lots of stuff
What's the next cd you are going to buy: hmm.. i don't actually buy many cds. except blank ones, so probably a blank one haha
Have you ever won any special awards: Distinguised Honor Graduate from AIT and the Army Achievement Award. other than that... not really.
Do/Done drugs: only once, they suck, stay away from them. that's an order to everyone
What sport do you hate the most: NASCAR, if i wanted to watch cars drive around in circles i would go to museum road in philly
How many TV's do you have in your house: 4, only 2 get cable and one doesn't even work and one is just for my PS2 and dvd player
Do you have your own phone line: yeah, but i really only use it for my internet connection
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: only my taz pillow buddy when i'm depressed or am in a severely cuddly mood
Have you ever sprained/broken/fractured a bone: loads of times, i was accident prone as a child, but there are too many cases to mention on here
Who do you tell your dreams to: usually anyone who needs a laugh, cause my dreams are always weird
Who is the loudest friend: Marty!
Who is the quietest friend: Corrinne, but that's just cause she's anti-social

~~~~~Just Questions~~~~~
Is cheerleading a sport: NO, and neither is color guard
How many licks does it take to get to the center? ya know, i tried doing that a couple times but i've found i don't have the patience to lick all the way down for the delicious tootsi-pop center
Which came first the chicken or the egg: the sub-atomic particle

~~~~~You and Love~~~~~
Do you believe in love: of course, there are so many people in my life i love.
Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend: nope
Do you have a crush: yeah
Who is your crush: they know who they are, and so do the people in my life, that's all who need to know
Do you believe in love at first sight: yes and no, i believe you can have a strong attraction to a person right away, but real love comes with time
Did you send this to your crush: i'm not "sending" it to anybody, it's on my blog
What song do you want played at your wedding: never though about this... um... "Wherever You Will Go" by The Calling. great song.
Are you too shy to ask someone out: no, but i'll usually only do it if i know there's a chance they'll say yes to spare myself rejection

~~~~~GIRLS FILL OUT ONLY~~~~~
(leaving this here for any girls who may take this off my site)
Boxers of Briefs:
Long or short hair:
Curly or straight:
Tall or short:
Six pack or muscular arms:
Good or Bad Boy:
Dimples:
Rugged or sporty:
Studly or cutie:
Accent or not:
Glasses:
What sport should he play:
Dependent or independent:

~~~~~GUYS FILL OUT ONLY~~~~~
Regular or thong undies: both, not at the same time though haha ^_^
Bra or no bra: bra
Bra straps showing or not showing: showing, that's so sexy O_O
Cute and mysterious or wild and sexy: cute and mysterious, i love a sense of always having to guess
Dressy or casual: casual, so i don't have to dress up to please her
Curly or Straight hair or unbrushed: straight
Dark, light, or cool and crazy eyes: um... what are "cool and crazy eyes" anyways? but light eyes, just gives a sense of cuteness
Long or short nails: medium length, there's no reason why a girls nails should be able to tear skin off your body
Hat or no hat: no hat
Hair up or down: down
Jewelry or not: doesn't really matter, in moderation of course
Tall or short: either really, no matter what they're gonna be shorter than me
Accent or no accent: the only thing that can make a girl even better no matter what is an australian accent, other, it doesn't matter
Pants or dress: pants
Tan or no tan: tan
Eyebrows done or those bushy beasts: not "done" but... not giant puffs of hair either
Pink or purple: hmm... purple, nobody should be forced to wear pink

~~~~~Pick this or that~~~~~
Lights on/off: off -_^ can't disagree with jenny here
Do you like snow, sun, rain: snow, because i love skiiing and snowboarding, but sun because i love swimming (even though i don't get to do much of it anymore), but warm summer rain because it's soothing and relaxing.. wow... this really is hard, stupid multi-faceted questions *glares*
Mickey D's or Burger King: hmm... McDonald's.. better fries
Backstreet Boys or NSync: how dare you mention their names in my presence... where's my gun
Summer or winter: hmm.. girls in skimply clothing, better cuddling weather... i'll go with summer
Chocolate or white milk: chocolate... yummy..
CD or tape: cds
Mud or Jell-o wrestling: jell-o wrestling, easier clean up -_^
nakid twister or non nakid twister: um... if with the right people i could be convinced to play naked twister
Skiing or boarding: depends on the mood i'm in. i used to be good at both but i haven't been skiing or boarding in so long. maybe i'll go this winter sometime.
Day or night: dusk, best of both worlds
Cake or pie: cake!! especially Carrie's mom's cake! that was so yummy!!!!! *drools*
Diamond or pearl: pearl, it's rarer
Sunset or sunrise: sunset, i love the way the horizon looks like it's on fire

~~~~~~Have you ever~~~~~
Loved someone so much it made you cry?: only because i did something to them that was really mean, and i hated myself for it
Drank: of course
Broke the law: *cough* um... never, except for drinking..
Ran from the cops: hey, i had to do it for my own safety.. at least i was innocent
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble: no... i can't make myself cry
Do you like filling these out: eh, it helps to pass the time
How many ppl are you sending this to: as many as read my blog, cause I'M NOT SENDING IT! -_O
you want your friends to send this back: it would be cool if they all posted it too.
Who is most likely to respond: danielle and amy
Who is the least likely to respond: josh

Sunday, June 29, 2003, 05:37 p.m.

Happy Deathday!
Your name:	Chaos_Sama
You will die on:	Friday, May 1, 2037
You will die of:	Heart Disease (High Blood Pressure)
Username:
Created by Quill

Okay... this is like.. really scary. See... heart problem's run in my family. Plus... I just took a test a little while ago and my blood pressure was a bit high. Plus.. men in my family don't live much past sixty.. and that date would put me right there. ;_; I'm scaaaaaared.

Sunday, June 29, 2003, 05:27 p.m.
Well, this weekend has been pretty good all in all. I had so much fun at Carrie's party yesterday. It was great seeing her again. Plus we got to play a couple really fun games like mafia and this couch war thing. ^_^ The cake her mom made was really delicious too. I'm gonna see if she'll make one for my party if I give her some money for it. The only problem I really had was that time seemed to go by way too quickly. But yeah, it was still loads of fun. I think the funniest thing had to be the card Jenny and Danielle made for Carrie.. with the Monty Python "Holy Hand Grenade" speech changed for the "17th birthday speech". Yeah, then when I got home I just read some more of Harry Potter which is all that I've really been doing today. It's getting to be really good. Of course, I still hate that god aweful Umbridge woman. Seeeeeeeth. I hope she dies. Like.. extremely painfully too. Anyways, that's about it. I'm really bored too and I think I'll go see a movie tonight. Depending on what's playing and what I would like to see... now I just have to find someone to go with. Wow, I've just noticed that I'm really typing fast without having to think about it. It's almost at like... secretary level. haha. Anyways, off to talk with friends and such.

Friday, June 27, 2003, 03:20 p.m.


Yeah, that's definately me. Of course, it's nice to not be understood. Help's to keep that level of interesting mystery and scary side-ways glances. ¬_¬ Yeah... like that. Hehe. Anyways, today's looking much better than yesterday. I woke up and my first thought wasn't "What do I have at my disposal that I could use to destroy the world?" That's generally a good sign for me. Anyways, gonna read more Harry Potter (such a good book) and go out to the mall a little bit later tonight. Hopefully I'll find something to keep me interested then. Can't wait for Carrie's party tomorrow. I'm starting to go stir crazy with nothing to do. So yeah, off to do more web exploring.

Thursday, June 26, 2003, 09:07 p.m.
Well, after a whole month and two days I've finally updated my page. It's still not perfect but I need a little help from the HTML Goddess Ellie. Anyways, it's been a wild month.. lots of emotional highs and lows but I'm not gonna get into it all here. The people who need to know what went on know already and I'm not keen on sharing too many of these things with random people. Don't worry though, from now on my posts will be straight forward and you will all hear about what's going on in my life. Of course, there's still gonna be that level of privacy but that's implied. Anyways, sorry to all for not having updated in such a long time. It'll never happen again.