Catshade's Catharsis Corner v. 6.01 : Malleus Maleficarum

Thursday, May 27, 2004

Mood : '_'
BGM : "Fame" – Oasis

*lirik entry sebelumnya* Did I mention jarang ngisi blog? --; Kali ini saya nggak akan nulis banyak, though, because they said that one picture worths one thousand words:

Yea, that's me and my gang (or, strictly speaking, peer-group). Buat yang belum tau muka saya, yang pake baju biru di pojok itu lho. Dan buat yang rajin nonton Indonesian Idol, yea, itu yang pake baju merah di pojok seberangnya adalah si Bona yang masuk 30 besar dan sempat kesorot kamera beberapa kali. Jangan lupa sms dia ya ^^ . Ok, I think that's all for this week's entry, karena minggu depan udah mulai UAS, belum lagi tumpukan tugas-tugas yang menjerit minta diselesaiin. Good luck for your UTS, too. ;)

Catshade was damned @ 08:04 p.m.

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Sunday, May 16, 2004

Mood : '_'
BGM : "Step Out" – Oasis

Seems that I neglected almost everyone in my distant world, lately. Jarang ngisi forum, jarang ngomong di conf, bahkan jarang sms (untuk yang satu ini aku BENER-BENER minta maaf! >_<). Pertanda sudah mulai dekat dengan dunia nyata? Nggak juga sih, toh dengan mereka juga 'dingin-dingin' saja. Wait...maybe that's the word. Did I act (or speak) coldly in these past few days? Oh, my my...memang sih suasananya sudah nggak terlalu madesu lagi sekarang, tapi rasanya nggak guna juga kalo diganti dengan suasana beginian. Or is this THE one from the past? Nyuuu, kepingin ganti layout blog... >_>

Catshade was damned @ 02:49 a.m.

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Wednesday, May 12, 2004

Mood : ^_-
BGM : "D'yer Wanna Be a Spaceman?" – Oasis

I haven't seen your face round
Since I was a kid
You're bringing back those memories
Of the thing that we did
You're hangin round
And climbing trees
Pretending to fly
D'yer wanna be a spaceman
And live in the sky

You got how many bills to pay
And how many kids
And you forgot about
The things that we did
The town where we're living
Has made you a man
And all of your dreams
Are washed away in the sand

Well it's alright
It's alright
Who are you and me to say
What's wrong and what's right
Do you still feel like me
We sit down here
And we shall see
We can talk
And find common ground
And we can just forget
About feeling down
We can just forget
About life in this town.

It's funny how your dreams
Change as you're growing old
You don't wanna be no spaceman
You just want the gold
All the dream stealers
Are lying in wait
But if you wanna be a spaceman
It's still not too late

Well it's alright
And it's alright
Who are you and me to say
What's wrong and what's right
Do you still feel like me
We sit down here
And we shall see
We can talk
And find common ground
And we can just forget
About feeling down
We can just forget
About life in this town.

Catshade was damned @ 10:05 p.m.

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Saturday, May 8, 2004

Mood : -_-
BGM : "Fear" – John Mayer

Tadinya sih ingin buat entry yang agak uplifting sedikit, but thanks (I really mean it as a gratitude, not a sarcasm) to someone's entry I saw, akhirnya malah jadi bersemangat (or rather, the lack of it) untuk nulis entry yang gloomy. It's just a matter of switching your viewpoint, after all. Oh well, the age of madesu sepertinya belum akan berakhir untuk waktu yang dekat ini. Atau karena saya kebanyakan bergaul dengan orang-orang yang 'salah' ya, sehingga cuma meliat yang itu-itu saja? Yang jelas sih saya sudah nggak terlalu madesu seperti beberapa hari yang lalu, cuma mungkin gara-gara kebanyakan bergaul dengan mereka, saya jadi ketularan manic-depression. Bisa ketawa sekaligus jengkel sekaligus empati dengan orang dan masalah yang sama. The object is varied, also. Mulai dari orang di kampus sampe di wired, mulai dari masalah tugas kampus yang membludak menjelang UAS sampe masalah pribadi (THAT possessivity) yang muncul lagi. *takes a deep breath* Ain't life is sooo... WONDERFUL? (yes, that one just now is a sarcasm) --;

Midnight, lock all the doors
And turn off the lights
Feels like the end of the world
There's something I
There's not a sound
Outside the snow's coming down
Somehow I can't seem to find
The quiet inside my mind

Three or two
Space in this room
Has turned on me
And all my fears
Have cornered me here
Me and my TV screen
The valium's down
Blue lights are dancing around
And still I can't seem to find
The quiet inside my mind

do do, do do do, hum...

Daylight is climbing the walls
Cars start, feed walk the homes
The world wakes and now I'm saved
At least by the light of day
At least by the light of day
Hmmm....

Catshade was damned @ 08:35 a.m.

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