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 Topic- ...*float* ^_^ You can already guess my date went pretty well. I finally got to meet James today. We met at Lula's, I had called him before I left school. (He had a sexy deep voice too! )He was so nice to call me and tell me he was running alittle late too.<3 Usually guys show up late and don't even care..T_T SO anyway, found out he has a really nice ass car too..O_O..Black.Convertible..not sure about what it was though...it was pretty though! *-* Out came the most cutest asian guy I've ever seen.I felt so stupid because I was way too nervous.He realy appreciaed that waited outside for him instead of going inside and ordering somthing for myself. He also got to pick where we sat and we basically just talked the whole time, just to learn more about each other (majors, jobs, etc.).He thought I was very brave to sit next to him, but he had to move because the sun was in his eyes...aww..^^ We might do something more fun on Tuesday...not sure. I thought I heard him say something about it. I talked to him a couple hours later online and asked him what he though of me- He said I should relax more, let my hair down, and take my jacket off next time. ^_^;;; I told him I was just really nervous and that I warm up quickly. He said he liked tht I wore a skirt though, but not that way. He said it showed that I tried to look nice for our outing..^^ I also liked his style alot: a casual yet dressy wardrobe. I hope we do something again soon..alhough I don't think I should wear my heels next time.^^;; Speaking of skirts...it's amazing how many guys hold open the door for you when you wear one..^_^; Or maybe there were a bunch of polite guys at school today..lol I'd better hit the sack....U_U...*yawn*..I'm gonna have a fun day tommorow ^_^V Topic Schools...LOL I just had to share this bit of information with everyone. My college has such high educational standards: Need help please ask the librarian! Anyway...lol..I thought that was great when I saw that posted in giant letters on the library's black board. Today I'm going on a date with James....*smug look*...a guy finally asked me on a date since I started college. I'm not sure where were going, but it makes my day better. (Despite the two tests I had to take...der...)Oh wait..I think were going to Lula's! ^^ I'll fill you in later when I get online...that's pretty much what my day is about so far. I'll be back later! >^^< Ja! Topic......*sigh* Okay, just to clear this up now.I wasn't referring to Momo directly. I already cleared that up with her, and I just completely mispelled that tag..X_X; So yah...that was what her tags were about. It was just all misunderstandings..^^: But I still have a problem with everyone. You want to know what my experiment was? I wanted to see how many people emailed me, called me, and IMed me. Let's see my grand totals today were - 1 person emailed me, 0 people called, and 2 people IMed me. Now don't everyone go and change this because it's been like this for awhile.That's why I'm so depressed right now... I have one true friend, and like 2 at Ivy Tech. THATS IT..wish I could go out and have some fun yah know?..*sigh*...well thats all I had to say..I had to clear that up before I lost the only person that is important to me. Topic Excellent *taps fingers together* Well it seems the little experiment I've been conducting is already showing some great results. T_T I can't tell you what it is because then the results will be inaccurate! >.< It's not for a class or anything, just for some personal knowledge. It's only been a day, but the outcome is actually not surprising. Maybe later I'll tell you what it is, but I can say that it has to do with communication. It makes me feel so loved..*sarcastic smile* ^_^ I had an interesting run in today....Nicole Wilder...U_U; Only people who went to school with her would understand that face I just gave. It seems she is goingto be attending here...GREAT. My day only gets better by the minute! I also saw Chuckie Coleman here, but that was cool to see him here. I didn't get a chance to talk to him because he was surrounded by girls (as he always is..lol )so I just waved at him. To top my day off at Ivy Tech stalker boy came in and tried to ask me on a date, but I made it obvious I wasn't interested. He just kept talking....and...talking...and I just plain blew him off..He must be thinking in his small minut brain " Oh baby...she wants my hot sexy body..."...T_T What I'm really thinking " Get away from me you big perverted dorky loser...go bang your wife and leave me the hell alone"..T_______T; DAH..... On more fun terms! ^_^ I dressed up on Halloween and worked at 4 Seasons. It may sound like a drab, but in fact it was a lot of fun! I was suppose to be a bar maid, but everyone though I was Heidi or Gretel...U_U;.They said something about I didnt have enough cleavage or something..X-o All the guys at work sure loved it..T_T; Papa (dishwasher) thought I was a dancer girl though..^^;;;..Everyone was alot of fun to work with , plus I banked major dough! I made a total of about 60 bucks in 4 hours! My major tip came from a couple of guys that had came in with a bill of about 70 dollars, and they left me 30 dollars! O____O I wish I could wear my costume all the time..LOL..Okay so it might not of been the costume because on Sunday I made 70. Maybe I'm just on a roll ^^ I really wish I could of went to a costume party though....I need some fun really soon or I'm going to crack again..haha... On Sunday I went to Church for the first time in like 6 years ( I know I'm so bad) Gary invited me to attend with him, and of course my smart-ass mom though it was a bad idea. A BAD IDEA to go to church! One of us has to start going, maybe less problems will happen if one of us is faithful unlike others. My moms never been to church in....I swear 20 years. Anyway, I attended the services at Fellowship Baptist Church and let me tell you that is NOT a Baptist church. I've been to Baptist services and that was more along the lines of a Christian service. The Minister never said the word hell, not even once..LOL He talked about the love of Christ ALOT. IT was actually a sad outcome of people that attend there. I saw maybe ..um..15 people including myself. I use to go to the church when I was about 11 years old for Summer Fun, a program for young kids in the summer time. (like Summer camp ) That's where I met Chad, and yes I got to talk to Chad on Sunday. *sigh* Of course he was in his usual rush mode, so I didn't get to talk to him much. I found out that hes related to Ryan Newman..O_o; so I told him he can't dog our school anymore. he said he just did it to annoy me..T_T; I smacked him for that...lol...I hope I can get to talk to him soon. I have some real issues that need to be worked out..;-; I'd better stop with post before I ramble more..^_^ bwhahaha...as my experiment continues..I swear I don't exist in the eyes of some people when certain other people are around....gee..Im so lucky...T_T Topic It was a good day till now Well I was almost done with my post, when suddenly my computer decided it wanted to crash. I have to start all over again, and it was a very long post. Here I go again folks! _ Today was an okay day for me. Woke up around a normal 7:45, 20 minutes to get ready. Yippee. Rushed out of the door w/o breakfast again. Normal day for me ^_^; and got to school around 8:25. I knew Psychology was going to be long, because I felt myself get really sleepy and my eyes begin to cross (Don’t you hate that feeling?) I struggled the whole class time to stay awake. Noticed my friend Chris wasn’t here today, and I wonder why (cough Skipper cough) Would FFXI have anything to do with it?..LOL After class I ran out to my car to avoid my stalker, who I saw waiting for me again..O_o; After I knew it was safe I went back inside to play on the library’s computer…I mean do my homework..*Clears throat* Okay I really played a few games, and I also signed up for an online RP. I think it is so cute, however I think I’m going to have to play it at school because my computer is super slow. (Anyway link to the right if you want to join) I then went to communications class, and this class is always interesting. Today our teacher wanted to show nonverbal communication: He held out his middle finger at us. That was really interesting to see I tell you, because I’ve never seen (and probably never will see) a teacher do that before. ^_^; He said he use to get all the Nuns mad at him for that at St. Mary’s college. After class I went out to the mall to get my Halloween costume. However I was curious to see if Mike was working at Sam Goody, so I snuck over there real quick. To my luck he was there, so I spent about 45 minutes talking to him about general stuff. (I guess he had moved out for awhile, but was moving back in.) Sadly I had to go and let him work, so I gave him my number ^_~ and hopefully we’ll have plans for Saturday. *Crosses fingers * I didn’t have any time to get a costume so I just headed back to school to spend another 2 hours trying to keep myself awake. Sadly the exam will be online but I’ll have plenty of time to get it done, plus she’s posting up notes too! After class, I headed out to the mall again, but this time I got my costume at a place near the food court. I had tried to go to Fun F/X, but they had the ugliest costumes and all the people were so rude. I’m surprised in them, I can’t believe they changed for the worst like that. Anyway, I got home and I cleaned up my room. Headed over here to my grandparents so I could get on the Internet. I should have just stayed home because it was almost a waste of my goddamn time. I just got all depressed from something somebody said. People may not realize they say the wrong things, but it hurt me. I’ve decided that from now on I’m not going out of my way for people anymore. I’m sick of being treated like crap and being a third wheel when going out. I’ve got feelings too you know! Oh yah , I’m also going to give Chad a piece of my mind about how he is always leading me on and then shoots me down. I’m going to church on Sunday, I hope to see him there. I’m about ready to say Fuck everybody become a hermit…people SUCK! >.< …jeez…and then James has to be stupid when I’m trying to be all morbidly depressed..U_U; aww..he’s just trying to cheer me up, everyone else just ignored me tonight ^_^ We were making jokes about girls coming up to guys and hitting on guys. I said I was going to come up to some random guy and say “ Come to me….” James about died, I was suppose to do it to him, but he has a bunch of twins in the school that look like him I’m afraid I won’t say it to him, but another person. LOL. We traded numbers so we could make plans to go to LuLa’s, his name is titled “Come to Me” and my name on his phone is “Go to Her” At least someone talked to me tonight..U_U;;;; I was getting lonely. Hmm…I’d better go..i get to dissect a pig tomorrow. What fun! *Sarcastic smile * Maybe I’ll be lucky and not wake up tomorrow, save me from this hellish place. U_U;;;;;;;; Scuse me….its kind of late so…I’m not quite right in the head. ^_^ HAHAHAHA Topic School sucks... It seems now a days the computer is becoming more and more popular. Schools are now starting to use them to take quizzes and tests online. However, what about the minority that don't own a computer, like myself. Sure I sometimes have access to one, but I can't always just make free time on a weekend to go and take a test. I have two jobs, and lots of other homework to do! Well, my Anatomy teaher may be planning on having us take our test online. Of course everyone loved the idea, hey they can cheat! I immediatly said it was a bad idea, it should be fair to EVERYONE. Of course everyone got all snotty about and tried to give me advice where to go for computer access. I shot back " You don't understand, I work!" They kept picking days out of the weekend I could go...Sunday? The Library isnt even open on Sunday! GAH! So I'm fuming right now, because these stupid people want to cheat so bad and screw me over. Even if I did use my grandpas computer, what if it froze? Would that count as failing the exam and then send my score that way. (I mean it is timed after all). On a more positive note! ^_^; Halloween is coming! One of my most favorite holidays! I don't care how old I get, I'm always going to dress up for it.^^ I'm working at Four Seasons that night cause it was so much fun last year. I'm not sure what I'm gonna dress up like this year though. I was a fairy last year, but everyone got mad at my wings always smacking them in the head. ^^;;; I'm probably going to go to Fun F/x maybe tommorow and try and find something...wait....if I remember where they moved to. Oh well..^^; I've run out of things to write about....maybe I'll have more later today..lol! Topic I swear... I swear I must be cursed somehow..What do you mean with what? Bad luck of course! I've been recently suffering from a sore throat, swollen gland, or something (which seems to be spreading to my right ear) I'm pretty sure I probably got it from the haunted house I went to last Friday (Yes we went again folks ^^; and I still got scared ) Poor Momo-chan only screamed at one thing...the guy standing at the entrance of the house..aww..poor honey..*pat pat*..^_^ you probably made his day though! Either there, or at Steak and Shake where we ate at. Me and Chris both got it, Morgan you made out wih him and you didnt get it?.>.< *confused* ugh....it hurts so bad X_X I've tried almost everything and nothing is working. It even hurts to yawn...lol.... Yay! I'm so cool! I signed up for classes, ONLINE! It was so fast and easy to do, I just hope it works yah know! I signed up for General Microbiology (and that class fills up fast, Im so lucky), English 111, Inter. Algebra (*gag* Can't belive I have to take this AGAIN! >.<)Maybe I'll get good grades and that will help my G.P.A ^_^;; Physc. is kinda hard for me. I ace the quizzes but the tests are so hard to me! I'm not flunking...well I hope.not.^^; What else is new, oh I finally got to play DDR yesterday. DDR Max2! It's so cool! I am once again addicted speaking of video games, I heard Final Fantasy XI is coming out. Now let me get this straight, so if Final Fantasy XI is coming out, what the hell happened to FinaL Fantasy X-2..!! >.< I was looking foreward to that one! Speaking of Final Fantasy ( yah I know ^^;;; ))..I saw a clip of the new movie that is suppose to be coming out in Japan soon. Its a movie based on Final Fantasy 7! ^___^ The guys were sooo hot in that video. Hot men hot men! * droool* Anyway sadly, I'm not sure if it will be release here...we'll see...BRING ME THE HOT MEN DAMNIT! ..*deep intake of breath*...sorry.. *groggy* okay..I guess Im gonna hit the sack...I'm getting sleepy X_X; Talk to you later...*drag* Topic: One of those days ..I guess.. yah..I think this computer is learning my ways..mwha..(OF course I mean the library not mine....U_U; ) I've had AIM working for 15 minutes now and it hasn't crashed yet..lol AND I'm writing in blogger. ^^ Yah, I'm talking to Morgan, her friend Noah had called me...well he's called me alot..U_U; ....especailly late at night...ANYWAY! Noah had called and sounded really depressed on the phone. I just now found out (via AIM on library computer..lol...) What had happened, now I understand why he sounded so sad..>.< Things are just so depressing this year, I hope the new year is better. Of course I always say that and things always just get worse...U_U; Oh wow..Momo-chan...lol *is reading IM from her* Well I guess I know how it feels to shop for a guy..^^;;;;;;;;; wow time is starting to fly now...I'd better get my communications homework done. *procrastinate*...lol... John just IMed me know. ..der..well it's nice to know when of your friends for 5 years is leaving today and they don't bother to tell 5 hours before their going to leave....DER! Now he wants to know if I'm mad at him...well...yea! Ack! *looks at watch* This entry is kinda short..but I have to go now..^^;;;;;;;; My class starts in 5 minutes...*dash* ..O_o; I'll write more later.. Topic When Freaks attack! Don't you all hate when some random wierdo IM's you out of nowhere with the common Brad/21/Kansas, and then procede to start a conversation with you. Tonight I had some dude IM me, I mean I went along with it because I was bored. Soon the guy started to talk to be sexually, but hey whatever I went along with it (Note people I was not doing it..lol..I was looking at Ebay. ) I copied and pasted everything he said to my friend (Whom will remain anonymous in case this freak deciedes to track her down) We were laughing so hard, and then I got the idea to have her try and start a conversation with him using on of her fake SN's. Here's how it went..:. Then the freak blocked her, but she had another SN...so the fun continues... And that was the end....lol....I never laughed so hard in my life... While she distracted him I placed him on my Block list. That was so much fun, I can't believe she said all those things. The dude thought it was some Black guy, who had done some fat girl..lol..I wanted her to IM him again, but she had to go to bed. ^^;; Ugh, a couple of people asked me to go out with them tonight. Yah..let's ask me 5 minutes before you go, short notice planning does no work with me. I got asked to go to the movies, an I got asked to go to LuLa's Cafe for coffee. The second offer wouldn't of been bad, because that guy is a cute little asian guy that goes to Ivy Tech. The first one, I really don't know that person. I got emailed by someone that goes to Ivy Tech on Wednesday, I emailed him back but he never responded. I was hoping to make friends with him too..>.< ughh...hm..oh geez..why do people keep calling me so late...*looks at watch*...hmm...2:47 a.m......*fall* I'd better go to bed..ughh.....lol...yahhh...that was the only reason I posted was that convo. Topic Procrastinating...again
I get to go and play DDR today! ^_^; Well if I get my Anatomy and Physiology article done....*cough* I really should be doing that now, but believe me the power of procrastination is strong. And this computer is just so much faster than mine..;-; I'm suppose to meet Chris (I met him at Ivy Tech) to play, he said he can do 5-6 feet song..^^; I won't feel either horribly bad or showing off mode.that'd good! uh...yah...I'd better go and get some of my work done so I can go..maybe I'll see that guy again..*_*...in my dreams huh...
Topic: FINALLY! Yes, folks! I have finally updated my blog, so now there are no more broken pics. However, it is not finished and I still have to put up links, cliques, and other fun things. I do have my tagboard up though! ^^ That was an important thing to get up. So how do you like the layout. I thought it was pretty ^__^!! Anyway..please bare with me through the rest of the updating..I have too much school work to get it all done.! *cry*...It will get done though..*procrastinate* hehehehe ^^;; Well, today was fun..I guess. I had my first exam in Physcology...*sigh* I don't know how I did. T_T; I also had an Anatomy Quiz but I got an A on that *peacesign* ^___^! That's about all that happened at school. Of course I had to make a trip to Putt Putt afterwards to get some DDR action in. It was so dead there, so I got the machine to myself. I was suppose to have someone meet me there but I guess they forgot..thats okay. It was wierd because I saw one of my old friends there. (He was suppose to be in another state) I wasn't expecting that! I was disappointed by the way he sort of ignored me and talked ot his other friends. Not like I knew him for 3 years *sarcastic* Then he just left by saying bye. Well guess I'll never see you again..thanks for showing you care. Dumbass. Anyway after satisfying my DDR urge, I went and got my oil changed and my car washed. The drive home was horrible, ugh I hate when the sun is too low that your visor can't cover it, so you have to stare at the sun. I had such a headache..@_@; Of course when I got home my mom went into classic bitch mode, and she pissed me off to much to stay in the house (Something about I wasn't suppose to play DDR and I didn't call...um..I'm 18...when are you gonna let me grow up GAWD! ) So I went over to my grandparents...ahhhh...peace and quiet...^_^ Anyway...I better get going I have a Lab Exam tommorow at 1..better study..*paniac* Hope I do okay...^^..*PROCRASTINATE*...lmao
Topic-What a day. Well today was an okay day I suppose. I didn't have a car today though! How horrible.....well not really. My mom's car was having some trouble yesterday so instead of making a huge ruckus over it I just said that she could use my car. At noon I ran her car to Gates Chevy and she dropped me off at school. (I hate being dropped off...stranded..lol )I was glad I got to class abit early considering I had a test..>.<; I had gotten my lab sheets done but I had forgot to study. I basically skimmed the chapter and the test wasn't hard at all so I think I did good! ^_^ I felt really bad when people came up to me telling me they most likely failed. What am I suppose to tell them?...*sigh*...nothing is ever easy...After school (3 hours of lecture later) my mom picked me up and we went to Krogers to get some groceries.( Ever notice that grocery stores are REALLY cold? O-o;)That didn't take very long and we headed home. Well we first had to stand and stare at a guy who ahd pulled into the parking lot. He had like sci-fi computer music playing, so my mom and I were like "What the hell?."When the guy stepped out, he was like a star trekkie nerd..^_^;; I didn't mean to laugh, but the music and his appearance was alittle much! Neh, I'm getting really scared by the appearance of emails from a guy I "supposedly" sat next too in Pyschology. This guy is completely in love with me and its really freaky.I mean all I did was sit next to him and not say anything. Now he's emailing me and asking me to lunch. I still don't know how he got my email in the first place....I'm totally getting off this subject its too creppy. Mike had me laughing so hard on his advice on how to get rid of the creepo.Mike is such a nice guy but his innocence in some situation is so funny...^_^ aww poor Mike.
WE had to cancel our date...AGAIN...but next week will be good..^_^;; I hope! I'd better go..I have homework....er..studying..er..something to do..I have to find it! ^_^;; lol..Talk to you all later. Topic-I learn something new everyday I finally got my webcam working online now...and it's really crappy! *sarcastic smile* Oh well, beter than nothing I guess and you can at least see me. Hm, my secret lover is not on so I can't talk to her with webcam..that sucks..^_^;But yes Morgan NetMeeting does work better than Yahoo and it's easier to operate.I heard on Yahoo wierdos can watch your video chats...and that really freaks me out.
I don't want some wierdo looking at me..O_o; I got my first exam score back today, I only got a 93%. That's pretty good for not studying though. It's actually kind of sad people who studied got a lower gade than me..^_^;I think I might of made a new friend today, but something tells me she was just using me because I'm smart. (Im not conceited...Im just really good at Anatomy an Physiology) I can't really remember her name because I'm bad with names sometime.All Iknow is shes in her twenties and shes going into radiology. I seemed to have attracted another group of older ladies that want me to join their study group. Gee..I wonder why..*cough*...cause I always have explain to them about something were discussing in class. Oh well..I guess its a compliment..but my mom thought it was hilarious when I told her what happened. U_U;; I feel stupid now. I finally,after 3 months, I talked to Larry today. I still don't think he realizes I'm mad at him, but it doesn't really matter anymore. I actually got over it awhile back ago. I'm not one to hold serious grudges for very long. I guess hes in Mass. right now. I asked if he was moving back up, but he said he didn't know. So much for that conversation, it wasn't very long. I also talked to Mike tonight, we didn't really talk about much because I think he was busy doing something. WE finally made plans to do something on Wednesday before I go to work..aw.^_^ he made time for me. He told me that he's getting another job. I advised him not to over do it, because I did it awhile back ago and I was miserable. I also found out that hes on the bowing league, but hes not as bad as Chad is (I made sure...^_^:;). Chad had bowling 4 times a week. Mike hs bowling only on Thursday.I'm not really sure what direction me and Mike are headed because it's really too early to tell. Not to sound wierd but I hope he'd want to come with me to my company's Christmas party...^_^;; I need a date and I don't want to make it last minute. oh well...U_U;;;;; we'll see. ...eh..bette go its getting late..I'll proably till stay up anothe2 hours though..lol..I'm so bad. .ja matta ne! >^^< Topic Gloomy weekend , with alittle fun Well I finally got the feeling to write back again. Lately I just haven't felt like writing,of course that usually happens when school starts. Who wants to write a term paper and in their blog? (Though I would choose the latter due to my procrastination skills ^^;)ACtually, I really shoud be writing my assignment for Communication cass. I have to use a reason (discussed in class) why people don't have good listening skills and the apply it to experiences that I have had with people. It's not that hard by I've got writers block! I'm thinking about using Chad as an example, he took offense to alot of things and only had "limited" listening (He only wanted to hear certain things that appeal to him)Now to come up with a paper....and I have to study for an exam coming up for Anatomy. That class is only review though ! ^_^V I've scored good grades on both quizzes we've taken, and a good grade on my Psychology quiz! College isn't so bad....yet anyway...O_O Well my weekend was a bit fun, okay just Friday really. Morgan came back into town for the weekend, but ther nly day I had free was Friday. Due to rain delays Morgan couldn't make it into South bend until about 8:30. Since I knew my parent weren't going to let me stay out very late, I asked Morgan if I could possibly spend the night. I could! ^_^ So we went out to Steak and Shake (saw Matt Patrick and Matt Bucks...alot of Matts....^^; )and had a shake. Afterwards we went over to PrimeRose Road, a creppy dirt road in the woods and is said to be "haunted". We parked the car and waited around to see if anything happened. Nobody was getting out the car! O_O I was to scared to be left alone. So after already being creeped out a truck pulls up next to us and they roll down their windows. I thought they were going to yell at us, but they simply wanted to warn us that Cults were known to be in this area at a place called "Blood Rock". Me and Morgan were now really freaked out so we left..^^;..WE went back to her house and basically went to bed. Well...Morgan fell asleep ..I tried to wake her up but...well that didn't work out. It was a fun night but the rest of the weekend kinda of sucked. I did set up plans to go out with Mike next week. I found out in one of his letters to Gary that he wanted to tak me out...by myself...to get to know me better. I think that is so sweet, I've never had anyone say that. Judging from his character he's seem slike a real gentleman. And hes got a nice upper body *blush* anyway...^_^;;;;;; Wht? I's not everyday I get a guy who's athletic and strong..teehee..>^^< I'd better en this before I get accused of being a perv or something...>^^< I just realized that this storm was really really serious...O-o I didn't notice it at first, but in the area where I was, everything is completly a mess! 40000 people are out of power, and my school's power is STILL out..^_^;;; Glad I got out of there when I did..I just missed the huge traffic jams! Mayflower was hit bad...X_X; thats only 5 minutes away! OH MAN! O_O I'm just not going to think about it....And there was a TORNADO! Topic...*sniffle* Well today was my first day of class...*bareeen* T_T;; Oh yah, it went great. Of course I'm being sarcastic. My first day I was naturally late...(thanks alot Morgan *high voice*...hehe..j/k )but only a couple minutes...but I didn't want to interrupt the class or get in trouble so I kinda skipped it. But come to find out later that class was changed to a different room so I had a excuse to why I wasn't there.. ^_^V I'm good. I had a short chat with the Physcology teacher and he explained everything that happened in class and let me sign my name off..PHEW! So I had a long wait for ommuncations so I just went to the library and surfed the web for awhile. (I was going to go and buy books but they were really expensive and the line was super long)Communications is actually a fun class, the teacher kind of reminds me alittle of Mr. Linetty except he doesn't put people down. The teacher tells really great stories ^_^..And then after that I went driving around the city to get something to eat and burn another 2 hours...*sweatdrop* Oh yah ! I saw Davis too! ^_^ ehehehe he thought he got rid of me..I actually saw quite a few people went to school with but only a couple recognized me.
Eventually I found my Anatomy and Phys class, but I couldn't spend much time in it because 10 minute into it and the power went out (There was a major bad storm) I was reported that a tornado was spotted in New Carslie, so we had to evacuate into the hallway. After it was safe we were allowed to leave and go home. I called my mom and found out that everybody had to take all he patients off the machines...glad I'm not working tonight! That would be tough to do! I can't really say much more...I'm trying to set up my WebCam..^_^;;; I hope it works...we'll see I miss you Momo...*sniffle*...Don't get yourself into trouble! ^^V Topic o.O Well..it seems my blog looks...really crappy...ugh..what the I don't know what to real write about today. ^_^; so...
um....yah....nothing much has happened this week. Some things made me laugh, like how people can go and blame people for something they didn't do. I find that hilarious that they think everyone is stalking them.(I'm not going to name any names) People have alot of better things to do so leave it alone already. Phew, I had to get that out! Time is sure rounding down quickly, and Im getting depressed. Why? Everyone is leaving me! Morgan, April, John, Chris...well technically everyone! ...;-; bad enough I don't have many friends but the only few I have are leaving. Life is so cruel..., not to be so abrupt but I gotta go and spend what little time I have left with my friend ^_^;;; so Ill write more some other time! Bye! Topic- ah....a hot man. Ah...yess...^_^ from my topic you kinda guess what happened today. Okay, maybe you can't, so I'll tell you!
Today I got to meet Gary's friend Mike. I had alot about him, what he looked like, and his future career to be a doctor. So I was pretty excited to meet him today. Well it didn't start out so good, I guess they had gone earlier than expected and Gary had tried to call me a bazillion times to try and get a hold of me. I got the message around 11:54 and they were wanting to see a movie at 12..*sweatdrop*.so I waited until Morgan showed up (She bought me a Beta fish ^^ I named it Taiyo..Johji can finally have a friend..in a different tank though..lol ) and I got my fish all comfortable and fed. We finally headed out the door and after hitting countless traffic jams, we got there. Naturally the guys had already went into the movie so I went in (Morgan had to wait for Chris who hadn't arrived yet) and I got to meet Mike..but it was dark so I couldnt see his face U_U; But he smelled good...^^V.(We had seen 2 fast 2 furious by the way) After the movie I walked out and turned around to wait for everyone else and a really cute guy walked out. I didn't know it was Mike tll he walked up to me and said that the others were comin in just a sec. *blush* I was sitting next to a really cute guy and didnt even know it! So after everyone was out we deceided to go to Hocienda, after getting lost again...lol..we made it there. The food was good, but the service needed alittle work. Here we found how mucha small world it really is. Mike happened to be Morgan old friends she was little (aww..^_^ ) Geez...that always seems to happen. So they had fun talking about old memories of Morgan strangling him..lol! j/k Morgan! ^_^ hahaha..After lunch we were about to leave and Morgan finally made me gain he courage to ask him if he wanted to come over and swim. He said sure! WHA! ^_____^ So we met back at Morgan's house and after everyone was ready we went to my grandpa's house. Mike never came...I think he got lost. I was kinda sad...I feel bad when people get lost..er.. hope he got lost and didnt stand me up. Anyway I'll Gary and ask what happened...Keep you up on the details! >^^< Topic I really don't like storms.... I know some people love it when it thunderstorms and I do to. I find the soft rumbling to be rather calming, yet if the storm is really bad it scares me beyond belief! I especially hate storms at night when all you can do is lay awake and watch the constant flickers eluminate your room. And then the scary BOOOMM! after it!>.< Freaks me out! However, what realy scares me is when the tornado sirens start going off, with warnings flashing across the t.v. That kinda happened to me today, I was at work when it suddenly started to rumble abit."Oh its just a storm" I thought to myself, but everyone else said it was starting to look kinda bad. All of a sudden the sirens start going off, and I just thought it was a false alarm until I looked at the t.v where they reported having seen about 5 funnel clouds (so they said) in the area! *crrrryy!* I probably wouldn't have been so scared if I was at home, where I have a basement to take cover in. No, I had to be at work again! I'm always at work when we get tornadoes! Like the 7 we had back in 2001, yep...I was at work...U_U:Well, anyway nothing happened...^_^;;; and I'm glad! Oh geez, I'm being to think there is no hope in the dating world. Everytime I meet a new person they don't live here or they turn out to be jerks. Gary is trying to fix me up with one of his friends again. Of course there is a downside ...this guy is taken....*fall*..why me..hmm...according to my calender Chad is back from his two week Minnesta vacation. But he always too busy to ever do anything. (And to think my dad finally liked this guy too!) Argh!..>.< Somebody put me out of misery...or find me a man! ^.~ I have handcuffs! ke ke ke..Ack! Im just kidding guys! Don't look at me that way! Lmao! eee..I'd better go so I can get some other things...done..rememeber if your a hot guy my number is...ah! Let me go! Come on guys it was only for fun!^^;;; *gets pulled away by Mo-chan and Kitty Kat* U_U hmm...I guess so...^_^; Hi again! Sorry I have yet again not written in awhile! I've been majorly busy! But I miss you all!...hmm..yes my Birthday has passed * cough cough* Thank you too all that actually remebered it and wished me a Happy Birthday! *bow*
It was actually a real drag. So much for Happy 18th, all I did was sit around the house all day....by myself!..>.<
I got sick of it and finally left! I went to my old job Four seasons to visit..hehe gotta keep in touch since I only work one day a week there! They asked me what I was doing there and naturally I had to remind them it was my birthday..T_T; after I told them a million times when m birthday was. Buuuutt..they sang Happy Birthday (way off tune...but its the thought that counts) and I got a piece of cake with a candle in it..lol.oh wow.Afterwards I just went home and spent what little time left with my parents. Not like me and my dad have the same birthday or anything..*rolls eyes sarcastically* (People think its wierd that me and my dad have the same birtday...maybe I'm just use to it)...well that was how my Friday was spent...called off work for nothing technically! Well I guess I can look at the bright side of things. I'm 18 now! I can buy Porno! >D....j/k it does have its advantages though..I can rent movies, get a debit card, get my cell phone in my name, get my car in my name, I can get a hotel room, I can buy lotto tickets..hehehehe..okay so Im only thinking of wierd things now!....Let's see how being 18 will affect things...^_^;;;... So there was my activites for Friday...U_U; Today was actually more fun. I went out with my friend April, her boyfriend Jeff, and her friend Katie. We went to the 4H Fair because I hadn't gone yet...aww..they are so nice! And with the help of Katie's family pass we got in for free! ^_^V *peacesign* We basically just walked around, played a couple of games, and munched on elephant ears. It was great though because I won big Hello Kitty plushie! I beat a whole ton of people at a water squirter race thingie and since it was the last day it was a choice of prizes! Another game I played was this coin game, but it only had litle keychains and stuff. Katie was hooked on this game though..wow..I kept begging her to try and win these handcuffs for me, but they wouldn't fall. So after Katie turned in the tokens she won, she got this glass dolphin but the vender lady also gave her the handcuffs ! ^_^ And of course Katie gave them to me! Shut up quit calling me a hentai! I think their cool. So after arresting Jeff and Katie a couple time ( lol ) we headed back to April's house and swam for a couple hours. We played Marco Polo, and I got groped several times...lol...hope they didn't do that on purpose! lmao...anyway...April is suppose to call me early..so I'd better et to bed soon...^_^;;;;.....Ja ne!
Topic-Oh yah! ^_^
I forgot to mention I got a 3 on my AP English test! ^_^ I'm so happy I can qualify for a Sophomore english class! I though I was going to do really bad and get a 1 on it! ^_^;;;; Im so happy! *dances around* Sorry just had to share that! Topic- Phew! It's been a long time! Hi everyone! Sorry I've been away for so long!..I wonder if anyone reads this anyway..I'm probably just rambling to noone! Well I'm rambling to Katie and Morgan anyway! Speaking of which I'm glad you got the letter Kitty-kat, but you took me off your links...;-; And to Morgan, I hope you have fun at camp even though *high voice* YOU LEFT ME FOR A WEEK! O_O It seems almost everyone went on vacation this week.Chad is also gone for two weeks too..I'm all alone..*cry* Well I have Danny, Chris' friend from Tennessee....o-O but he'll be leaving Saturday...*fall*...great 18th birthday...everyones going to be gone.... You guys are probably wonderign were I've been for the last...er..month?...Well my new jobs schedule shifted to where I have to work 2-10:30 p.m every night so asid from not seeing my friends I haven't been able to get online either. So what have I been up to? Reading manga mostly! ^_^ Tonight I get to go to the movies with my parents...were going to go see Terminator 3! ^_^ Im excited...so I'd better go if Im going to make the movies! ^_^ Ill try to keep up with my blogging more! Ja ne!
Topic: So tired....ugh
oh my...I have been so busy with stuff to do! ^_^ I've been also inviting alot of people to my party on Friday but I just realized....theres already going to be alot of my family members already here. O_o; I hope not everyone I invited shows up! ^_^; my bad.So far people that are definitly coming are Morgan, Chris, Chad, April, Katie,Takako, Henry, Linda, Kathy, Bonnie, and....theres a couple others..but I'm not sure if their coming.^^ The only people I really care about coming are the first 6.I really hope Chad remembers where my grandpa lives...he says he does...but I dunno...lol Well see...he said hes going to be fashionable late..^_^; he's so cute...*glomps Chad* OH yah! I should tell you about the new job that I got! ^_^; Well I mean I've had it since June 12th but I never did write about it. I've had it about what...2 weeks now? but Im in the last week of my classes training) I've learned to set up and tear down the dialysis machines, take off cath. patients, chart treatment, draw up meds (heparin and saline)and lot of other interesting things! However today I just realized how hard and important my job,as a Renal Tech, will be. This is what happened today: I was over ,about a couple seats down, setting up a machine for a patient due to be on in about 15 minutes.So Im hurrying along when slowly I began to hear worried shouts...a patient was crashing (meaning hes not responsive and his blood pressure is rapidly dropping)So their over their trying to get him to become stable by giving him fluids and trying to make him alert.So a few minutes go by and finally everything is okay. So I'm done with the machine now and it had been about 20 minutes later when the same guy was standing up to get a standing BP...when suddenly he wobbles abit and then BAM! he collapses to the floor. Since I've never been faced with such a situation before I stand dumbfounded as 5 people rush to the guys aid (There was nothing I could do anyway..but I was so shocked)...It was the most frightening thing I had ever faced O_O I'm glad they brought him around though..They were really good at their job!..I would of been really sad...if...he....you know....U_U Anway I'm glad I'm going back to Edison lakes...Blackthorne is just too dramatic for me..^^;;;;;;;; ek....I have to go....this has taken me way too long o type..so I must be really tired...off to bed I go...read more manga....*drool* I'm going to have fun tommorow too! ^_^ I'm going out to eat with my class! My new job is also going well! I had to get a TB shot though...*rubs arm*....I hate shots sooooo bad....ad I have a Hepatitis shot in a couple days *scared* But anyway...^_^;;;;;;;;; Its alot of fun and I'm learning alot (And making more money *peacesign* )anyway..I have to run and clean my room! I want to go bowling tommorow with Momo and Takako ! >^^< Topic-...Thank God
I have only one more day of school! *celebrate!* But finals are tommorow ...ugh....*fall* I hope I do okay! I graduate on Sunday though! ^_^ I'm getting excited to get out of school so I can start my new job at Nephrology Inc. (3 minutes away from DDR too! >^^< ) Im still scared to have to jab a needle in someones arm! I'm gonna feel so bad! ;-;. I'll get use to it though U_U. Me and my mom went out yesterday and boughtme some scrubs. Their so ....right...o-O; I don't look good in scrubs at all...it makes me look ommpa loompaish.and fat....O_O; oh well...I get my own stethoscope!^^ Anyway, it was fun to actually go out with my mom and talk to her. We talked mostly about how my dad is very unfair.Friday there was a "End of the Year" dance (hosted by the seniors)and my dad said I had to be home at least by 10:15 p.m (It ended at 11:30....*sigh*) Naturally I was late dropping off Cody because he lived far away. (I got home around 10:26) I was only about 10 minues late but I got in trouble AGAIN!....U_U So much for going out with my friends this summer..why can't my dad just leave me alone about being only a couple minutes late. So working and cleaning the house for the rest of the summer again. .... Oh yah I got to keep the toad fro Ecology ^^. His name is Johji (well it was George but Johji is so much cuter)He is the cutest thing ever...^^; My parents don't like him that much. oh well! I love him! ^_^ and he eats all the bugs I feed him! hah! But...he pees too much...U_U; Topic I'm just glad your okay.
I was really worried about my friend Morgan today (^^eeee Momo you scared me!)She didn't show up to English and I was wondering where she was.(I thught she just sept in ) Well after 2nd and 3rd hour rolled by, I got concerned. Chris didn't know where she was and neither did I. So Chris left and went to her house, and I dozed in 3rd hour! Whoops! ^_^;;;;; it was boring! Morgan woke me up by kicking my foot and she sat behind me. I naturally turned around and asked what happened. She explained that she had gotten into a car accident. My jaw hit the floor..."Are you okay !?" Morgan went on to explain the story of what happened. A truck had merged into te left lane so Morgan attempted to pass the truck on the right side and then the truck just turned (we think that he didnt signal otherwise she would of knew he was going to turn) and then Bam! Poor...Morgan...the car can be fixed just be glad your alive! Because if your dead you can't be fixed! ^_^ *huggle!* I'm glad your safe, hope your aches clear up so you can boogie out the door when we graduate!Thats all I really wanted to say....^^...Hope everything gets better Topic....ugh....
yo...Can't really talk this week because I have so much to do! But keep this in mind : I only have 6 days of school left! *flail* YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! Im excited no da! >^^< No more work till next till haha!
So see you till then! Ja! Topic- I'm learning Japanese. I really should be reading Crime and Punishment but...you know....*tap tap* I had to blog! ^_~ I'm also having alot of fun learning Japanese from my friend Hiroshi!
Its so cute when he messes up on some phrases, but he is really good a English. He's been helpin me translate other emais I receive from my other penpals-Yuzuru,Kouhei,Ryo,Ai,Ken, Naoto,and my newest one Kimika (She's REALLY cute..^^) yea...thats seems like alot but their not good with English so the email onversations are rather short! ^_^ I enjoy responding to them. I try not to make them too long and I have to remember to use big font..^_^;I have had a couple others email me , but they were really creepy....o-o Today was a fairly good day. I finally got my car washed today after...what....3 months? I think my dad might of exagerated that though....^_^; But I think I'm starting to believe it was that long....heh...my bad. Well after I finished that..^_^ I tried to call Chad because I felt bad that hadn't contacted him in such along time. And he answered.He seemed upset when I first heard him, but he explained that he had had a bad day at work. I apologized for not calling him in such a long time, but he understood that I was busy. We talked about lots of things, mostly about his new truck that he got! It sounds really nice and he offered to take me for a ride. Oh, and I also felt bad because he thought I didn't work at the Four Seasons anymore...whoops...^_^;; I changed where I parked because it was to far away.( I get creeped out when leaving my job at night)I'm just really glad I got a hold of him because I missed him. I told him that too..."So you missed me?" *blush* yah...I hope I get to see him soon...hey, they always say the childhood crushes always seem to work out.
^_^ I hope we get together again...and not to busy for each other. I'm graduating in about 3 weeks now! ^_^ Yes Im happy and glad to get the *beep* out of that *beeping* school. I really do hate it there, and people ask me why. I can give you a list if you like! ^_^ The most recent one to add to my list is the fact that Riley isn't going to order chevrons to match our jackets...thanks alot...real supportive...yes we wee totally accepted and treated fairly...Go *beep* yourself Riley. Joan Raymond can too. Sorry that last thing was really negative...but oh well ^_^V Ja matta ne! Look one-chan! I got Die! Do figure,ne? >^^<;;; *stole quiz*
Topic : The lucky penny..
Ever since I picked up that penny I've had moderatly good luck! I have to write my paper tonight so I can't talk long..but you know. I went to a job interview today at 3:30. I think I'm going ot get the job, because she didn't really interview me! All the lady did was tell me ABOUT the job and then she told me to come in next week Tuesday. *excited* Who wouln't want a job that is 2 minutes away from DDR?..LMAO! And they have a family of canada geese! They are so cute Topic-Going in circles.. Well today was a rather good day. Except for the 50 minutes of driving around Leeper park to find Morgan (GRRRR! >.< And you were right in front of me!..lol)and the fact I missed the walk. opps..Hope it wasn't required!..^^;But I had fun feeding the ducks and geese,theyre so cute! And also playing on the playground,it brought back so many childhood memories! Afterwards, me Morgan and Chris headed to the mall so I could get a Prom dress. I succeeded in finding a really pretty one! It' original price was 169.00 but somehow I only had to pay 90! WOW what a deal! It's light purple, two piece and has bead work on the top and at the bottom of the skirt! And another good thing is noone will have my dress at the dance! YAH! I also saved money on shoes and jewerly, because I'll just use my stuff from last years Prom. I swear I'm the Shit sometimes!..LMAO I got another Email from my new penpal Hiroshi! And I also got a picture of him..^_^ Wanting to talk to my new friend more ,I downloaded MSN Messenger and talked to him for awhile. He's such a nice person!(He complimented me on my Japanese even though I know I suck)To be fair I also sent him a picture of myself (senior picture) and he said I was cute.aww...^^ sorry ..I'm just not use to guys who are so sweet..I just get assholes,wankers,and idiotic people. Clay's prom is tonight. Angie Vanhulle and her b/f Josh came to eat at the resturaunt...I only talked alittle bit because I was busy, but thats okay..lol.I wasn't missing much. I just can't believe she goes out with that one Josh guy!..>.<...eer..I hope Angie didn't say anything to Larry about what I said....she did say she'd talk to him..*gulp*...anyway... Hope your Lip piercing didnt hurt Kittie kat!...^^ ehehe I really should be working on my Economics project ,but I'm being lazy again!..^_^ Well not really I just wanted to write in my blog. The Prom date situation may be getting solved by tommorow. Well hopefully anyway! *pray* I work with a girl named Bridget, that also goes to Riley,if she had any cute friends that didn't have dates to the Prom and she did! I'm suppose to meet them tommorow! (So she says)*crosses fingers* If not, I'll just go with my old friend Josh Payne, whom was generous enough to offer to take me if no one else did. Speaking of guys , I'm also suppose to meet Chuck's son tommorow ( A guy who eats at our restraunt every night ) ,because Chuck told his son about me and now his son wants to meet me!..I just think he's trying to set me up with a boyfriend..silly Chuck!..^^ But hey his son isn't bad looking ! *wink* I'm really having fun with this new Pen-pal thingie I found online! I got to email a couple guys who live in Japan and one has already replied back to me! His name is Hiroshi..>^^< Penpals are so cute, I can't wait till we start really talking to each other and learning more about each others country. I also can't wait because I need to improve my Japanese..it sucks so bad! I'd better go to bed..I have to get up early for a walk I have to participate in tommorow...ugh..it's going to be an hour and half walk from Riley Highschool to Leeper Park...thats so far...*die* But I'm going dress shopping afterwards for Prom!...Hope I find a pretty dress! La!
Topic-....U_U *sigh* Well everything is just freaking dandy in my life now...*sarcasm*...yes...I still don't have a date for prom. I'm such a loser..even my mom couldn't understand why I couldn't find a date.( Thanks mom...T_T;; Make me feel so much better *sarcasm again*)Well what happened was I was planning on asking Keith to go wih me. You already know that story, well his answer was sadly no. "I really don't want to go to prom...I don't like to spend alot of money"..Sooo I was screwed out of a date and I'm desperatly trying to find one before it's too late.. my friend Chris has a couple ideas but one might already be getting a date and another one is....okay I'm not going to go there..^^;; I really don't know what to do! All I wanted was a perfect Senior Prom, was that too hard to ask for? It seems like things now-a-days aren't going as I planned. My mom called today about the job I was applying for when I graduated highschool, well she had good news and bad news. The good news was she said that I have a really good chance of getting a job at Edison Lakes..YAY! >^^< but the bad news is the classes to become a Renal Tech start May 27! I'm still in highschool so I can't make the 8-4 classes. So my mom tries to convince them to allow me to miss a week of the class...BUT! I'll be missing 11\2-2 weeks of class! Theres no way I'll make the classes...so all plans of me working there just got screwed over...What am I going to do....*sigh*.... Aside from all that...I'm slowly becoming depressed about graduating..Hell Yah I got out of cursed Riley!! But the point is..Where are all my friends going?...I'm gonna be left all alone with no friends around.*sniff* The only reason I still have my sanity is because I have friends that keep my feet on the ground and comfort me.....I'm going to miss them to much...and slowly their going to become like everyone else and forget about me when they make new friends...(An example would be...U_U;*cough cough* )At graduation...I'm going to cry so bad.... Dont LEAVE ME MO-CHAN! *glomp*....;-; Topic:...geez... Oh my, today was a wierd day at school today. It seems evryone wants to argue and be disrespectful to people. I hate when students to it do their teachers just because their lazy and don't feel like doing their work. The teacher is not there to baby you through life but to TEACH you! Poor Mrs. Misener...she had to argue with 3 people today, she's such a nice person.!..U_U I'm gonna beat thse eoe p! So there! *sigh ya righ..I'm such alittle wussy! I can't even ask this guy I kinda like to go to Prom with me!...I'm waiting for him to get online so I can nonchalantly ask him is he's going. If he's not, Bunny won't have adate to prom. This is my senior prom too...*cry*
I wanted it to be perfect..I could ask Larry to go...but I dont know if he'd want to go with me...*sigh*...Why can't Bunny ever snag a good guy..nobody likes Bunny....other than creepy ugly guys..U_U;;;; can sense this dance is going to be like the others...I'll be all alone for the 5th time in a row!...Maybe I just shouldn't go... I can't really think of anything ele o say..and I'd better get my research paper done...Ja.. Topic Immm baaccckk!..>^^< After being in Florda for a week, the Bunny has finally returned!yay!..>^^< I mssed everyone while I was gone, and I wanted to get you all something on my trip ,but I regret to say I didn't have enough money to even buy myself something except Pocky (That was a must have..^_^;) and my dad a T-shirt from Hard Rock Cafe. Stuff was so expensive down there! >.< A simple bottle of water or pop cost about 2.50 and key chains ran about 6 bucks. So from buying meals on the way down to Florida and back up ran about 30 dollars, so I had about 90 dollars left. My dad's shirt was thirty, so thats 60 dollars left. I purchased water and any snacks I wanted, 20 dollars. They had DDR there so....lol...about 6 dollars. It was kinda gay the games they had were DDR Disney, Extreme,DDR USA...the extreme cost 2.00!..It costs 75 here and some wierdo people kept talking to me when played..^_^ I was better than they were it was so cool cause I've never had people cheer for me when I was done dancing! But when I played a Disney one a differet time, some stupid girl thought she was good and kept trying to coach me..I simply turned to her and (in a shitty way) said " I've been playing for a long time..I can play 7-8 foot songs..I've never played this kind of DDR." She left me alone after that.Anyway back to what I was saying,.I also purchased Pocky and couple cameras, 30 dollars...I mean somewhere around there, but I had nooo money!..*cry* I had so much fun though! Saturday- Left for Florida at 10:30, I watched lots of different movies and also got to sit with Keith!(Margo wanted me to sit there so I could talk to her)..*hearts and sparkles* He can be really nice even though he's a quiet guy.I moved seats to allow Keith to get some sleep and sat next to a guy named Cody...U_U;;;;...I wish I never did. He's a really nice guy but...*sweatdrop* now he has a crush on me..Anyway after 24 hours...O-o...we reached Florida... Thats it...it's pretty summarized but I just waned to finish it before I forgot...well..forgot more of it. I had lots of fun and enjoyed meeting all the new people in the band. My room mates were fun and gave me a good laugh, even though Margo kicked me at night..well I think she did..*points to huge bruise on her left arm*..Anyway...I miss it already and I wish I could go back! ;-;
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONE-CHAN!!!!! (That's her pictured above..I love that picture..^.^ and I think it was for me...but I dunno..) Topic: As we walk in fields of gold...
I need a cookie and nuggle up in my warm bed. Argh! I can't believe it's getting cold again! Monday was sooo nice...temperatures reached to about 70 and there wa a nice soft breeze...now its cold and windy! BRR!It's starting to get scary now that war is slowly coming closer. I hate war and I hated learning about it. *sniff* Takako made me so sad as she talked about the Atomic bombs dropped on Japan.
"Japanese do some bad things...but it so sad"aww...Takachan! Me and Morgan are going to take her to Borders tommorow to binge on manga...She loves Paradise Kiss and Mars (they call it ParaKiss in Japan) "I love...George..." aw..so we tld her they sell manga in Borders and she got a really happy expression "Can we go?!.."..Well there is a half day on Thursday."yah yah...lets go!" we'll have so much fun. I love her..she let me borrow japanese cds that are really popular right now:Rype Slime and some other one Mongol something...The Mongol one says Fuckin alot..^^ lol (They kind of remind me of Blink 182)Oh yah back on the topic of manga I finally finished Love Hina, read a couple Ranmas,Fushugi Yugi, and a really funny comic called Mega Tokyo based on the online manga at www.megatokyo.com. hope they eventually make it back home...LMAO! ^___^ You know...I really have to start taking school seriously but I can't help slacking off. Me and Morgan are so bad sometimes! But we have so much fun. Yesterday we took more pictures with her webcam ,but their alittle more 'serious' than then the ones we did before. I had fun making myself up for it ,but I couldnt get the eyeshadow off...>< I hope she gets on and sends them so I can print them off and tape them to our notebook (and hopefully post them up when I get a chance.)Well I also mean't to get my homework done ,but I didn't succeed and ended up asleep in my bed...for like the 10th time and ended up almost late for school.So I didn't study or get my notecards done..the end result-most likely failed the test and took all day to write out 45 cards...X_X;..I'd better drink some coffee at night or something! Well one thing good that happened....I finally got my Ivy Tech stuff done! Thank goodness my extra day off I have now! Wish I would of had it sooner...could of stayed on the t3N||15 t3@|/|....can anyone guess what that says....lol I C4|| 5p34K L33T! BO// B3f0r3 |/|3 J00 \/\/34kLingS!..I think that Mega tokyo comic is starting to rub off on me!.lol..J4 n3 3/3ry8o|)Y!!!! ^-^ Topic: Im sorry
I'm sorry One-chan I never mean't to make you mad. It's just I'm going throgh alot of problems right now, and I feel left alone sometimes.Nothing I do is ever right and I'm just sooo depressed.It's not the sweet days of everyones friends and strooling along LaSalle's hallways with no cares in the world...Its a school full of arrogant,selfish,cold,uncaring,obnoxious retards who like to make my life a living hell,teachers who look down apon me and treat me with disrespect, parents who like to tie me down and smother me with responsibilities that I never wanted,its having to drive to your grandpas at 9 o clock a night just to write a paper because your parents refuse to get a computer, its stupid people that want to claim against you when you already have a 4000 dollar payment and a dad screaming at you " I TOLD YOU..I TOLD YOU!", people that never say theyre proud of I when you come home with medals from state or an A on my report. I get your useless, a slob, never amount to anything because your stupid. YOU HAVE NO COMMON SENSE..When I Was your age...blah blah...remembering your mother not with I love yous and kisses but her hurtling towards you with a hammer or throwing you down and kicking you when you lied about some shampoo. The only time my mother told me she loved me..........SHE WAS DRUNK! The only good things they do for you get thrown in your face when you get mad at them for something else. Getting blamed for a possible divorce because it WAS MY FAULT what my dad did to me.I know how you feel about your uncle..mine died 5 months(?) ago from lung cancer.a grandma you never when is going to die...losing friends by the day it seems..a gay ass job in which I get constantly bitched at dreams being shattered your senior year..EVERYTHING!.and I'm really sorry..I mean this is just half of my life I go through.everyday.I am so screwed up from my parents mostly ....people keep telling me to defy them, run away, leave them, report them,...its just not that easy plus not going to help because its already to late.I undestand you have lots and lots of problems and I'm not trying to compete..I do get carried away sometimes specially on days I'm already agitated. I want to hear about your problems so I can help but don't be so bitter with me if I accidently say something I don't mean.You can get harsh sometimes and it upsets me.I probably do make you mad but please don't yell at me becuse thats one thing I just can't take.... I'm screwed up..Im stupid and dumb..I make peope angry at me because Im stupid and don't think before I speak. I did email you but I never got a reply and I tried to stay in contact somehow but I felt slowly I was being lost. I do care about you.. think about you everyday. Its just with so many things to do I can't ever get anything done that I want to. ..I haven't been thinking clearly I just have too may things happening..everything I write is true please believe me...I don't want to lose you because I've only got you and Morgan to be there for me. I'm really sorry....*sniff* I hope everything is happy for you now and maybe one day I will be to...so please be happy with me so I can feel abit better..I can't deal with anymore bad things because I'll break down and cry more everyday...(Hey Im writing a song here..*inspiraton inspiraton*)and lalalalala..>^^<...I wrote song for you,yes?...um well...I totally just spilled my guts to everybody..*sweatdrop*...but I did it to prove that I still love One-chan and I'm going to try and call you lots!..Because remember..Bunny loves her one-chan more than anybody in the world..and she stomp anyone who hurt her!...*stomps on self*..;-;..see?.....Okay I'm going to bed even though I don't think I got everyhing I wanted to say cause its late and my brains fried ...and yes..lack of oxygen...leads to death...Im dying.lol...*sticks tongue out* Topic:mmm...vinegar....
Well this week sure has been just as stressful as the last one. My parents still have'nt
considered letting me play tennis,trying to come up with 200 dollars to go to Florida, work
is driving me insane, no free time, 500 deductible charges on my car, and tons of homework
(research paper, I have no books for my people X_X)But surprisingly I have time to take a survey I stole
from my Kitty-chan Whom she stole form someone else
..lol
ANGER SLOTH GLUTTONY LUST GREED PRIDE ENVY ehehehe..that was fun. Aww..I just had an interesting conversation for Keith. He's having a rough
time( like me) with life. I wanna give him a giant hug and say everything will be okay! He is really
nice and I'm gonna convince him he does have a pure heart too !(He said I had one..*blush*)Lol, I am so bad!
I'm being a dork and rummaging through the personals...lol..I wanna see if theres any single
hotties...hey I wonder if these personals are in Japan too!..>^^< WHA! Im terrible *covers her
red cheeks* ew....these dudes are freaky though.BWHAHHAH that guy looks like frankenstein!...er..I mean..^^;;;;;
Oh man I should really get started on my econ stuff!.....but Ive having to much fun..oh well... Topic: The simple things Sorry I can't really talk about anything because I'm busy working on my research paper and filling out 400+ Survey..*glare at Kristi* Pretty much this week has been horrible. Me and my parents have been continually arguing all the time and now the worst has happened. They have decieded to make me quit tennis and this time they aren't changing their mind. Ontop of that bad news the lady I hit is filing a claim and ontop of that the damage is estimated at 4000+ (on my car)U_U; it was only a freakin fender bender and that Lady had no damage her car! And she freakin lied to the police saying I was riding her ass! I know for a fact I wasn't and she said " I don know what happened I just got hit"...so How would you know if I rode your ass the whole way down Lincolnway..YOU DONT! You just want to get your piece of shit fixed up and get me in trouble, I realy dislike people alot.And then to make my lovely week complete Keith made up his mind and isn't going to do the RPG with us..and he never talks to me (only online)..so I don't know what to do.Then also it seems my grades are slowly dropping.and the work keeps piling up..And work sucks . have payments due GAH!. Is it me or is my whole life falling apart!?.....*sniff*
Topic:...Maybe I should walk? Well its been 2 days since I wrecked my car and it's becoming to be a really big burden.(Thanks for your help Momo-chan! >^^< )I took my mom's Lumina to school today after a heated argument between my dad and her.(My dad doesn't want his precious truck to get dirty *rolls eyes*) So I didn't talk to her this morning, except ask her to sign my progress report and ask her how the coupon books were selling. (I have to sell 75 of them !.>.< )Today actually went pretty well even though I was by myself...U_U poor Mo-chan was sick today. Hope you get better! Otherwise I'll have to go through torture again..if you know what I mean.^^;;;Yay! Keith's on...oh....he's away though..ah well. I have to talk to him about the RP we're doing. It's not fair if I don't have a guy Momo (lol), but I hope he doesn't take it the wrong way (As in I secretly did it so he'd like me....well.....I did...but I don't want to scare him away!)
I gave him a copy of an older RP I did so he could see how we did it..He sounded like he was interested , but can't tell with him sometimes..(He talks alot online, but in real life he's really shy...aww.w..>^^< So cute!) In the mean time I'll just pester Matt....or get my homework done..*tap tap*.. Topic:Who knew? Wow, I haven't been on in like forever....sorry! School is becoming really busy now that tennis has started and I have alot of homework! And now that I just wrecked my car....U_U;;; *Sweat* I won't be driving anywhere soon till it gets fixed! It's okay no serious damage and no injuries! Cept to my baby...*stroke car*...it's okay honey.....Mommy didnt mean to hurt you...er....other than that.(Im talking to Keith..*peacesign motion to Morgan* ^_______^)..heres how the rest of my week went..... Friday: I went to Midwinter by myself U_U; (I hope your dad is okay Larry-kun)But I had alot of fun!..^_^ Bunny finally learned how to booty dance!..Anyway, the dance was held on the 20 th floor of the Holiday INN down town.But before the dance Me, Morgan, and Chris decided to go out to eat at Mikado...aww! it was so neat watching the cook(who was our age!) make the food!(But it made my car smell like Japanese)SO afterwards we went to the dance at 9. It was kind ackward at first since I didn't know very may people but eventionally a bunch of girls grabbed and dragged me to the dance floor. Of course naturally I don't know how to dance but I think I got the hang of it after about an hour...MAN! (But after an hour the whole place was so hot and te windows got all steamed up!)I had so much fun so it didn't matter! The highlight of my night wasn't until my last dance...I had really been shy to ask Keith to dance so Morgan took the initiative and asked him for me..and he said yes!.^_^..So the next slow dance that came on we danced and he gave me the most warm smile (the kind that make the bubbles and sparkles appear)After that I felt like the happiest Bunny ever! ((And he Imed me tonight...we have so much in common...good points!)) Saturday: *groan* after being at the dance until 12:00 I had to get up at 6 in the morning to ride down state for ISSMA. (I grabbed a pillow and CDS) Of course I never did sleep the whole way down...but it was fun, so the whole ride went rather fast. Plus he trip wasn't in vain! The whole Orchestra scored gold in every contest...So I have 2 new shiny medals..one I'm most proud of cause I led the group..! ^__^And I gt a new outfit for 40 bucks at the mall we went to aftrwards..it's the cutest!(This trip also made me think that Josh may also like me..U_U;;..why me?) Man ,those are summarized bad but thats because I really need to get started on my homework...so Ja everybody!
We got the the same thing Morgan...lol..>^^< so why don't (cute) guys wanna go out with me...U_U
Why can't I ever be evil....*sniffle*
 How evil are you? Wednesday, February 12, 2003 [09:46 p.m.] Topic: Finish the worksheets....the worksheets. Ah, nothing like the smell of the retraded, irresponsible,and unorganized Riley Highschool.... Today I was suppose to go to Gary Indiana for a student exchange day but the student council decided not to go at the last minute so I got up early for nothing. On top of that I hadn't done any of my homework...^^; AND THEN after shcool there was suppose to be a tennis meeting but they had canceled and we had to find out ( 15 minutes later) that the meeting had to be rescheduled....T_T.. I finally went done to Ivy Tech and registered for my
ASSET test in order to get in. I hope I do good on it..I'm sure it'll be okay...U_U; I was flipping through the pages and the questions are easy! Now all I have to do is register fo my NET test and I'll be all set...oh I have to mail in that application too....^^;; I've sold 5 flowers. yayyyy!! *victory boogie dance* ^_^ and won 30 bucks on a foot ball pool...wow I actually have some luck! I hope Kitty Kat gets better...I hate not being there when shes upset or sick! I wanna take care of her...*Sniffle* And beat up Mr. Stare!...ROAR! *protectiveness* ekk...I'd better go I have to much catching up to do on homework....gotta read those cliff notes...^_^; I'm so bad. Topic: Just one of those days.... First off to start of my entry I'd like to send my sympathy to the familes of the astronauts that died yesterday.It is another tradegy that makes me very very sad...>U_U< I send my love out to you. On a better note...well not really..I've come down with a cold..*sniffle...cough* I really hate when I get sick.(even though I rarely do.)But I have to say this it's better than the flu *knock on wood* Which I've never gotten in my life...probably because I have a high immunity! ^^ Anyway I should b better in a couple days I mean this isn't that big of a deal..*blows nose* But my voice sounds really wierd...lol... I've come to realize that I need to lost weight...major..
This year I was planning on wearing my navy blue and black dress again (oh come on people at Riley dont know me )and I realized I look really bad in it now...*situps..!* O_O..I look so pudgy!SO I have a month until Midwinter to loseAT LEAST 10 pounds..I wanna be skinny again...;-; maybe ifI quit my job at 4 Seasons I lose the 20 pounds I gained while working there...damn good food.....;-; Speaking of Midwinter..it reminded me of Valentines Day..if anyone wishes to get me flowrs.....*pause*...WHAT! I never get any flowers! T_T Oh yah I get to sell them for other people but you know...^^ I've already bought some flowers for a couple people...oh yah! Morgan I have to talk to you Monday on splitting a flower for Mrs. Kensinger..I wrote the thing already but I put down you name too..it'll be cute to se herface when she gets it! I thought she deserved a flower because she was the only teacher taht showed compassion ad listened to everything we said. She made me feel welcome at Riley while other teachers discriminated. ^_^...uh...It'll be cute if some random guy comes in with flowers...*cough cough cough*...lol..watch his parents make him...mwha it'd be cute anyway. *ACHOOO!*...scuse me...Jason told me he never got a flwer..I wanna get him one even though I don't know him that well. I'm also thinking about asking him to Midwiner...its either him or Larry. Jason's parents really wantme to go with him....lol..but I really want to see Larry in a suit!XD Ack I'd better get my homework done before I goto work! aww...Timmy...remembered me.^_^ *hug hug* I love you all!  Which Sailor Scout are you? Sunday, February 2, 2003 [12:23 p.m.] Topic: *sigh* I have'nt really got much time to write but I just had to comment on something. I usually don't rave over songs but X- Japan's sng "Forever Love"...is the most touching song I have heard yet!I picked up the translation while I was goofing off (Only for a minute..^_^;;;;;;; *obviously lying*). Here's how it goes: mou hitori de arukenai I can't walk any further alone Ah kono mama dakishimete Ah Hold me like this Will you hold my heart Will you hold my heart Forever Love Forever Dream Forever Love Forever Dream All I see is blue in my heart All I see is blue in my heart Forever Love Forever Dream Forever Love Forever Dream Ah subete ga owareba ii Ah Everything should end Forever Love Forever Dream Forever Love Forever Dream Ah Will you stay with me Ah Will you stay with me Forever Love Forever Dream Forever Love Forever Dream Forever Love Forever Dream Forever Love Forever Dream Phew.....isn't that Beautiful...?...;-;...I never knew thats what the lyrics were I mean..I knew it had to be a love song...but...JEEZ!...O_O I wanna marry the an after that! *points upward at song* Oka..Bunny...i done..lol..^_^; Better get back to studies. Ja!
Topic Oh my... Can't see...pupils too...big...*rub*. O gomen.I just came back from the eye doctor..and boy are my eyes tired..*crickets..* Alright nevermind U_U;I really dread going to the eye doctor because I always get sick to my stomach. "Fuzzy...or clear..better...or worse"...I'm gonna puke...O-o...so after that I got the "demon drops" and headed into the waiting room. Ontop of not being able to see, I had to listen to a kid talking very loudly on how he liked SpongeBob...and then he laughed like him. O_O About half an hour later...*stranglng kid*.okay so that's not what happened really. I walked back into the office and finally got my eyes checked. Can't wait till next year...^_^ *sarcastic look* And its so much fun to drive home with dilated pupis..^^; Aside from that today's been a pretty funny day ( Like Monday as well ..leave me alone MOMO I didn't mean to SAY **** so loudly! lmao ): You know, I really got to get studying soon otherwise I'm gonna be in deep doo doo.No more fun time to get serious...*sniff* <3 P.s- the link to my archives i fixed now..also I realize its in bold I can't ix that because PITAS...is a retraded, funky, gay thing that sucks ass. Have a Nice Day..lmao.
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