12:54 a.m.
i'm tired but here i am still slacking.. playing some games that sharon and lexis introduced.. haha.. why do i keep feeling that the a's are actually over man.. oh no..
oh singapore idol.. i told myself that i would kill for jerry ong to be out but when he actually got out and there was this clip that he could like voice out his feelings.. i felt sorry for him man! i mean let's assume that he did get the idea that he shouldn't be in after some weeks.. but he can't stop pple from voting right.. and i guess the media was pretty harsh.. aww.. still christopher should be kicked out! ah! he can't sing for nuts! not even nice macadamia nuts, peanuts! he can't sing for peanuts! sheesh..
talked to several pple today, whether on the phone or online.. general consensus: i gotta get down to studying.. ok you guys seem more worried that me and now that's starting to worry me.. hmm.. i gotta pull up my socks man.. but then again all my socks are ankle length.. not much help.. ok sorry bout that.. i'm just pretty bummed after all that talking.. but thanx for all your concern anyway.. =)
oh and did i mention that my sis got 83 for her maths promos? hahhahahhahahahhaa.. i persuaded her to take the a's for me.. didn't work out though.. darn.. to think that i always remark bout how those sci pple are freaks and there's one in my house.. haha.. then i went on a debate with my mum arguing bout how she didn't ensure that there was equal division of smart genes.. i'm sure sth went wrong! dammit..
this a level thing really sux to the max.. it's a sin to make us suffer like that man! and if life's like a vacuum cleaner cos it sux.. then the a's would be a piece of shit cos it stinks..
Saturday, October 9, 200411:19 p.m.
woah i get affected by things very easily man.. hmm.. haha oh wells.. what a super boring week.. sch really sux to the max.. so the whole of this week and the coming one revolves around lots of hw to do and lots of consultation to improve my almost disastrous grades.. ok who am i kidding.. my disastrous grades.. there that sounds more like it.. and the whole world is mugging.. mugging.. mugging! they're everywhere! oh god save me..
oh yeah but i gotta say the teachers are like really putting in so much effort trying to save our grades man.. now whether it's working is another issue.. still as i was saying.. they're more hardworking than me! dammit! their timetables are like woah packed.. poor thing ya.. and i was thinking that it'll be done when our a's are over but then there's always the next batch ya? eeewww.. how scary..
ooh alan smith just came on for england! yay! ooh my mum says she'll allow me to suscribe to the other channels i wanna watch on scv after the exams! i'm want the chinese movie one! there's daniel wu! cool! =) but for now england will do..
oh did i mention that i hate being reminded every lesson that my geog sux.. i ALREADY know it sux.. argh..
Sunday, October 3, 200412:45 a.m.
so much has happened the past few days.. i've been deliriously happy and i've been really down.. things have just hit me in the face, some which i still refuse to accept.. i'll be lying if i say i'm not affected but i don't know why i am too.. anyway.. everything's over and there's nothing i can do bout them.. now this blue song is making me a lil happier.. haha thanx alexis! and losta love to those who were there.. love you all loads..
blue - the gift
it's funny how it starts, just how it all begins
you get your sights on dreams and man a thousand different things
you are on for yourself, you're chasing cool desire
you get addicted fast, but man you're playing with the fire
then there's a day that comes to you, when you get all you want
but there's a space inside that's just as empty as it was
till an angel comes your way and man she's falling fast
you know she's so in need but she is too afraid to ask
so you hold out your hands and catch her best you can
and in giving love you feel a better man
and the gift is what you get by giving more than you receive
and you're learning fast that maybe this is how you'll be happy
cause in taking everything you lost the air you need to breathe
but in giving it away, you found the precious thing you seek
it's funny how she smiles, how grateful she is now
and how that touches me deep in my heart somehow
yet the mirror laughs at me when i forget myself
when i complain about, this hand that i got dealt
and if i had know before, how much she'd change my life
i'd sure go back in time and tell that guy... hey, man
you can do better than this, you can answer your prayers now
you can grant your own wish
just hold out your hands and give the most you can
and i swear to you, you'll feel a better man
and the gift is what you get by giving more than you receive
and you're learning fast that maybe this is how you'll be happy
cause in taking everything you lost the air you need to breathe
but in giving it away, you found the precious thing you seek
and it's better by far to do what you do now
and leave the rest to love, just be strong in who you are
once you start on that road, you're safe in the knowledge
that anyway you go will lead you home, lead you home
so precious precious precious...
and the gift is what you get by giving more than you receive
and you're learning fast that maybe this is how you'll be happy
cause in taking everything you lost the air you need to breathe
but in giving it away, you found the precious thing you seek
01:34 a.m.
this is one bloody screwed up quiz but i sure like the way my version goes..
you are one horny smiley
What Smiley Are You?
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say it together with me 'you are one HORNY smiley!' haha! funky! and when you say horny you must make it sound really horny! haha.. horny smiley.. this is like how sad.. haha..
Sunday, September 26, 200410:01 p.m.
woah! the blue concert was awesome! i'm too lazy to write bout it but those who had kindly listened to me scream bout it.. you guys will know haha.. it's good! oh and sorry to those who only got to hear like a teeny weeny part of the songs.. haha.. i tried my best alright? and to my dear smiley, you owe me a treat man.. haha but i'll write it off cos of yest lah k? haha.. sorry dear.. =)
ooh did i mention i saw lee when the blue van went off? woah! haha! i'm over the moon.. lala.. ok so now i'm still freaking tired cos the amount of sleep i've had the past few days was like... oh god i'm sooo tired.. and lexis msged me at like 4 plus saying that she just woke up.. doh.. my mum would just flip.. she thinks it's a sin to wake up after 9.. 10's the max.. oh god.. eew..
ooh i watched punk'd like 3 times already! this episode's pretty darn good! i think matthew perry was the funniest cos he didn't really flare up as much as the rest.. and his reaction was classic.. haha.. you gotta go catch it man.. ashton at what he does best.. haha..
12:58 a.m.
woah! it's finally over man! wohoo! man it feels good.. yeah..
prelims.. haha.. i totally screwed it up.. every single paper.. there's not one that i walked out of saying that it was ok.. every paper was an ultimate disaster man.. i just wrote crap.. added numbers here and there.. oh maths! maths was superbly fantastic.. i mean they should give me a nobel peace prize for maths with the new formulas i came up with.. fantastic.. i just happily lumped the numbers together and came up with sth smokin.. haha..
ah okie.. enough crap bout the prelims.. this week is gonna be good man! got free tix to the blue concert tmr, going out the whole of sat and sun.. plus there's no sch on mon.. plus plus bbq on tue.. woah.. haha.. man i sound like someone who just retired from his 60 years of job.. haha.. yeah..
just watched the o.c. and if i ever see oliver i'll just shoot him in the face.. such an asshole.. oh the apprentice was screwed cos amy and nick won.. don't like them.. eew.. thank god bill's still in.. gonna watch dodgeball tmr! woah! oh hey and trust channel 5 to come back with america's top model, survivor, punk'd and all the others at such a time.. i'll write in to channel 5 and ask them to get a progam planner with a kid in j2.. haha.. i'll get screwed.. =)
okie i'm happy now.. exams are over and i got money from my parents cos my mum said i've been quite hardworking the past few weeks.. haha.. whatcha think bout that.. yeah.. =)
Thursday, September 23, 200401:50 a.m.
amazing race has got to be one of the intense and exciting reality tv shows man! but i'm so bummed colin and christie didn't win! aww! i mean like c'mon.. they were leading most of the time and even throughout the whole show.. darn.. oh learnt from robbin that both christie and nicole are beauty queens! there's so pretty! aww.. let me show you how they look like when they're all dressed up..
here's christie..
and here's nicole!
nicole's so pretty! and i get confused everytime i see the two of them together.. they just look so alike! try this..
and this!
now don't you agree with me? ooh okie enough.. i'm tired.. bye..
*thanx to tftj.com and cbs.com for the images! *
Friday, September 17, 200411:09 a.m.
dictionary.com defines the word screw as 'a metal pin with incised threads and a broad slotted head that can be driven as a fastener by turning with a screwdriver', which would mean that screwed can be defined as 'to fasten, tighten, or attach by or as if by means of a screw'.
i beg to differ and so scrolling down i found a more suitable meaning of the word.. the slang version.. which would make screwed mean 'to act or fool around aimlessly and accomplish nothing' (focus being on accomplishing nothing) or 'to make a mess of' sth.. while it sounds quite mild and proper i guess it's better than the first meaning.. ps i shall not delve into the other meanings available.. =)
now let me teach you to use the word in a sentence.. 'beatrice's revision for the exams is screwed and she thinks she should join singapore idle instead.' there.. you learn sth new every day.. ok bye..
Saturday, September 4, 200411:32 p.m.
this sch hols doesn't feel like any other sch hols.. maybe it's cos i feel guilty slacking here knowing that i should be somewhere else doing sth that's rather digusting.. yeah.. study.. mug.. whatever.. like eew.. you could say i barely started.. (notice the word is barely, which does sound a lil more optimistic than 'not' ya?) i have officially one week and it's make or break man.. that's it.. was telling myself that i'll start tmr then mayuri comes telling me bout her fantastic a's results! (not trying to belittle ur achivements or anything gal.. you know that i think ur results just rox.. you go gal) i AM stressed. i'm stressed cos i don't see how i'm gonna get anywhere near those letters.. i'm going nuts.. not. not now at least.. i'll go nuts later when i feel like it.. =)
i wonder how ricky martin feels when he sees william hung screwing up (really badly) his song.. i for one turn off the radio whenever i hear hung or even the ricky martin version.. just like how i laugh when i hear a song that has been somehow screwed up by any american idol or s'pore idol wannabe.. like that enrique song too.. haha.. i pity those singers.. or do they feel honoured that out of all the songs to screw up the wannabe picks their song? maybe yeah haha.. oh talking bout idol.. there's this article written by some EMI guy in LIFE! bout the 4 judges.. yest's life i think? it's quite disgraceful actually.. haha.. i don't like them anyway.. so there.. =)
please put a rose in front of your name (msn) to show your sympathy for the hundreds of dead children in russia who have died in a terrorist act.. my deepest sympathies.. god bless their families.. peace..