died-ed
freak... i'm yawning every few minutes and my eyes are closing on me... darn tired and all i wanna do i go and sleep... been doing the funfair stuff for the whole week and was in school the whole day yesterday for the funfair... the funfair was funky! many pple turned up and our stall earned a grand total of $1235! sth that made us really happy...
it was tiring picking up all the balls everytime someone played though... i was practically dead by the time the funfair ended... ms teo gave us a treat at swensens and i was too tired to eat that i took such a long time to do so... heck... even holding on to the spoon was tiring... sheesh...
i'm too tired to go though i've got so much more to say, so i think i'll just end here... haha... still got tons of hw to do by tml and i'm so dead... life so sux... wth... i'm praying for a half-day... or even more... though it's kinda impossible... wth... sigh...
Saturday, July 19, 2003 12:05 a.m.dead...
i'm like so freak tired... don't know what i'm doing here though... just talking to peeps online... spent the whole day doing the funfair stuff... went for tuition and i reached home at 11 plus just in time to take a nice bath... so damn tired... the funfair stuff is driving me mad... i was so pissed doing it... it just sux... but it'll all be over tml... finally... i know nobody will see this now... but to everyone out there... go to the njc funfair tml! it'll be lots of fun! haha... don't you think that was quite a contrast from my previous sentences? but it's seriously going to be fun... it's just that the preparation sux i guess...
decided that since i got my voice back today, i'll make the best out of it! yeah! ailin and lay pheng commented that it was strange how the peacefulness just vanished and how the world had become more noisy just like that... sheesh... what were they hinting at? i'm don't know! i think i'll ponder on that... hmmmm... :P
spent most of the time laughing at tuition... that francine was full of crap... we're talking bout nj and stuff... all the funfair and persuading the others to go... yu qin's going to the funfair so i hope i see her tml too! i seriously laughed so much and gossipped the whole night... goodness! what would i do if there was no such thing as gossipping? freak! i'll so die! my favourite pastime! thank goodness for it's existence...
my eyes are like closing now... so i guess i'll better go and sleep or i'll be late tml... meeting early in the morning at 7:30 in school... sigh... this so sux... just hope that the funfair goes well and that everyone enjoys themselves! we put so much effort into it and i pray that it'll not go to waste! big day tml! night!
Thursday, July 17, 2003 07:39 p.m.tired....
went to school feeling really tired today... actually i think it happens everyday... sheesh... ponned pe cos i didn't feel like moving any part of my body... was feeling a little sick though... coughing like a old hag... lost my voice halfway through the day and robbin said that was good cos i sound more wen1 rou2... wth... haha...
went to national track yesterday! i think that also contributed to my sexy voice today... didn't feel like going cos i had to stay back for funfair stuff... but i ponned it cos i promised lots of peeps to go! (also cos of xiu's constant nagging) yeah! was really thrilled to see so many peeps at the national stadium! yeah! talked to so many peeps and had a great time catching up with all of them!
oh yah! i met some pl pple! so exciting! met hwei ching, sheryl, pei shan, sara... actually i can't remember some of their names... haha... they just looked freaking familiar... also bumped into geraldine and henry... guessed the whole world was there to cheer their schools...
we were kinda bummed cedar didn't win... but we improved compared to last year! but i sure loved being there and experiencing the 'cedar spirit' and feel like i'm one of them again... the feeling just rox... funky...
now i'm feeling freak tired cos we stayed back till 6 plus to do the funfair... felt that i should stayed back longer since i ponned yesterday... so that's it... yeah... i'm so drained... don't feel like doing anything now... sigh... wth... haha... that's so me... think i'm gonna get outa here...
Saturday, July 12, 2003 11:18 a.m.me...
Which [Seven Dwarfs] are you?
exactly what i am though i don't feel this way now... don't even know what i'm talking about... haha... bleah...
Saturday, July 12, 2003 11:09 a.m.chicken and horse!
this joke goes out to alexis... who laughed so much at the joke till her face turned all red... haha...
There was a chicken and a horse playing together in a barn yard, when suddenly the horse falls into a pit.
He yells to the chicken,"Go get the farmer, save me, save me!!!".
The chicken goes looking for the farmer but can't find him.
So she gets the farmer's Mercedes and drives it over to the mud pit, lassoes the horse, ties it to the car and pulls him out.
The horse says,"Thank you, Thank you, I owe you my life."
Then a couple days later they are playing there again and this time the chicken falls into the mud pit
and the chicken says, "Help me!!! Help me!!!
Go get the farmer!!!".
So the horse says, "No No No, I think I can get you."
The horse stretches across the mud pit and tells the chicken, "Grab onto my penis!"
The chicken grabs on, the horse stretches back, and the horse saves the chicken's life.
So what's the moral of the story ???
Think...... can't figure it out???
HEY..... IF YOU HAVE A PENIS THE SIZE OF A HORSE, Y0U DON'T NEED A MERCEDES TO PICK UP CHICKS!!!!
Friday, July 11, 2003 05:58 p.m.blah blah blah
i'm feeling real down now and all i wanna do is break down and cry... life sux so bad at times... Thursday, July 10, 2003 11:29 p.m.
sux...
everything about today just sux... what a sucky day... school sux... results sux... feeling tired just sux... took a look at our maths results without getting the paper back... it so sux... wth... really disappointed with myself... sheesh... Wednesday, July 9, 2003 10:39 a.m.
slacking...
haha... in school now... have a free period followed by lunch... so it just rox... though that feeling will stop later when i go for 2 hours of gp... what a killer... goodness... as if there's so much to talk about that gp has to be for 2 hours... i think i'll fail my gp paper anyway so it'll suck even more to stare at a failure paper for 2 hours and let reality sink in... bleah...
pure bliss for geog btw... i passed! the greatest achievement ever! failed the phy geog paper by just one mark but human geog did the trick! jubilation is when you get 56 for geog! hallelujah! so i'm like super happy now... though gp's gonna get me all moody later... still have project work followed by cca later... wed sux at times... but for now... i'm not gonna let anything spoil my happiness for the geog paper! it just rox! funky! :P
Tuesday, July 8, 2003 07:20 p.m.school and i...
You're of the "I hate school" breed!
You just hate going to school
and can't stand waking up every day just for
school. But no choice, you just force your way
through school and when the time comes, you
leave the country for other, better education
systems. Bah, at least you have the resources
to do so, you rich/smart bugger!!
Which Stereotypical Singaporean Student Are You?
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that's exactly the ans i had expected... think it was quite obvious... haha... exactly the thoughts i have on what school is like to me... it just sux... wish that the day would come where the word "school" never existed... haha... that'll be pure bliss and happiness... but for now though... i'll just stick to school being sucky... bleah...
Monday, July 7, 2003 06:27 p.m.juz slacking....
haha... xiu came over today... spend the whole day chatting like mad though i was suppossed to do work... took the whole day to finish the yue4 du2 and i crapped through it... haha... spend the whole day slacking... xiu made this cd full of songs that i don't understand for me... haha... all those korean songs... don't know why she likes to listen to songs that she doesn't understand... haha... but they're quite nice lah... we were so bored that we played fei1 ji1... haha... but we stopped halfway cos we were too bored... went down to use the com later and listen to the spanish ricky martin album she bought... haha... again stuff that we don't understand... but that's so her... i tried to finish the yue4 du2 while xiu helped my sis do her friend's testimonial... :P
enjoyed the day very much... especially all those talking cos we've not talked much due to the stoopid common tests... haha... yeah... (xiu! we rock man... keep in touch ya? cheers to our gossip and slacking! *muacks*) feeling happy today though i know that that feeling will stop once school starts again tml.... sheesh... life just sux... haha... the change in mood is a drastic one! just shows what school can do to you... bleah... haha...
Saturday, July 5, 2003 10:38 p.m.funky!
went to ps today with mayuri to watch charlie's angels! yeah! kick butt man! such a cool show... enjoyed it to the max! saw jas at the mrt station! haven't seen her in such a long time! :p met mayuri and we were having lunch when she said bought pocky for me! strawberry flavour! aww! such a sweet gal... haha... made my day! (ps. thanx mayuri! esp for rememebring my fav flavour! so sweet of ya! :P thanx!)
then we went shopping... were walking all around ps when i saw jas again! this time with hl and renee! didn't even recognise renee for god's sake! she's changed so much man! realised later that she's in the same class as jas and gang! sheesh! i miss those sr peeps man... sigh...
at my aunt's house now happily chatting online... the com doesn't have messenger 6.0 so i can't show my friend my display pic that lawrence sent me... it's so cute! :p realised that i still have hw to complete by tue.. but, there's always mon! yeah! precisely! haha... so i think i'll continue to slack now... yeah...
Friday, July 4, 2003 07:34 p.m.yipee!
common tests are finally over! though they sux so bad, the joy of just not having to sit down and wreck my head to study just rocks my day! yeah! lit paper sux though... sorta misintepreted the poem... sheesh... what's new... had oral for ao chi today... the real thing... was kinda freaky and made some errors but come to think of it, it wasn't that bad... went to coro today with alexis, ailin and siim ann today... haha... laughed so much... esp that siim ann... full of nonsense... can't believe she's siim wii's twin... hee... spent most of the time trying to figure out how to unlock ailin's puzzle... haha... it's really cheem... but i perfected it in the end! made me feel like a winner!
we were making so much noise while waiting for our oral to start that we got shooed by the teacher so many times... haha... that jun lin and fabian kept talking about how cmi the teacher was... haha... got yanrong laughing like mad until she had to cover her mouth with her sweater to "sound-proof" her laughter... haha... compared all our ics and bus passes and laughed at how everyone looked like with mainly short hair... haha... should take a look at fabian's photo... i think the photographer put the wrong photo there man... it so wasn't him... he looked like robbin though... :P
those who finished the oral gave us expressions on their face to show that the oral sucked... alexis' reaction was the biggest! sharon was like "cannot make it lah" and we all were kinda freaked... thought that we were the most freaked when huiying said that it sucked cos she takes chinese 'a' too... haha... should have seen the look on our faces when we saw the look on her face...
yeah... i'm now slacking like mad... haha... this is so fun... yeah... wanted to go out but it rained and i'm too lazy to go out in the rain... shall do so tml... yeah... life rocks now... but i still have hw to complete... sux man... school is such a saddist... sheesh... disgusting... but i'll not let it spoil my happy mood today... yeah! the most impt thing is that the tests are over and let's party till we get the results back and get kicked out of school! funky!
Wednesday, July 2, 2003 07:03 p.m.sux....
the past few days have just been killing me... feeling very worn out and feeling like a failure not knowing how to do all the stupid stuff for the common tests... sigh... just when i thought i had failed enough in cedar... back to my failing ways again... actually, come to think of it, i should be used to failing already... it's already quite a numb feeling... though i don't think i'll be used to failing EVERY SINGLE paper... never thought that the day will come that english (gp) can be failed... what the heck... i could have just jumped down after econs... my demand curve is upward sloping and my supply curve is downward sloping! yeah! i invented a new theory... and sadly it has been proven wrong... wth... still have lit on fri... sheesh... think it's so irritating how those bio pple have finished their exams already, which means that they do not have to go to school until tue! double wth... sheesh...
feeling irritated that my archives page is all in a mess... shall do sth to it some time... oh yah... i just realised that serena and bird has a blog and i think that's super starhub... especially when serena's blog looks like it's been there for ages...
haha.... think i should go and study for my lit though i really don't wanna do so... just realised that the ao chi oral exams, the actual thing, is on this fri! and we're the first class! how unlucky can one get... sheesh... and i have to go back to school tml for an oral practice when actually i had the whole day to study lit! actually make that the whole day to sleep! sheesh! what a terribly disgusting life this is... which makes me think of my motto: life sux and it sux to have a life that sux! yeah! what a sucky world! bleah... sux sux sux....
Thursday, June 26, 2003 03:13 p.m.sth to think about....
Black Eyed Peas feat Justin Timberlake - Where Is The Love?
What's wrong with the world, mama
People livin' like they ain't got no mamas
I think the whole world addicted to the drama
Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma
Overseas, yeah, we try to stop terrorism
But we still got terrorists here livin'
In the USA, the big CIA
The Bloods and The Crips and the KKK
But if you only have love for your own race
Then you only leave space to discriminate
And to discriminate only generates hate
And when you hate then you're bound to get irate, yeah
Madness is what you demonstrate, and thats exactly how anger works and operates
Man you gotta have love just to set it straight.
Take control of your mind and meditate
Let your soul gravitate to the love, y'all, y'all
People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek
Father, Father, Father help us
Send us some guidance from above
Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love
Where is the love
Where is the love
Where is the love
The love, the love
It just ain't the same, always unchanged
New days are strange, is the world insane?
If love and peace is so strong
Why are there pieces of love that don't belong
Nations droppin' bombs
Chemical gasses fillin' lungs of little ones
With the ongoin' sufferin' as the youth die young
So ask yourself is the lovin' really gone
So I could ask myself really what is goin' wrong
In this world that we livin' in people keep on givin'in
Makin wrong decisions only visions of the vivid ends.
Not respectin' each other, deny thy brother
A war is goin' on but the reason's undercover
The truth is kept secret, it's swept under the rug
If you never know truth then you never know love
Where's the love, y'all, come on (I don't know)
Where's the truth, y'all, come on (I don't know)
Where's the love, y'all
People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek
Father, Father, Father help us
Send us some guidance from above
Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love
Where is the love
Where is the love
Where is the love
The love, the love
I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder
As I'm gettin' older, y'all, people gets colder
Most of us only care about money makin'
Selfishness got us followin' our own direction
Wrong information always shown by the media
Negative images is the main criteria
Infecting the young minds faster than bacteria
Kids wanna act like what they see in the cinema
Yo, whatever happened to the values of humanity
Whatever happened to the fairness in equality
Instead in spreading love we spreading animosity
Lack of understanding, leading lives away from unity
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' under
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' down
There's no wonder why sometimes I'm feelin' under
Gotta keep my faith alive to lovers bound
People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek
Father, Father, Father help us
Send us some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love
Where is the love
Where is the love
Where is the love
Tuesday, June 24, 2003 02:37 p.m.
You think of love as being an experience. Not
something that is necessary to live, but
something that is part of life. You believe
some have it and some just don't. But you
believe everyone deserves true happiness.
Whether it be love, money, whatever floats your
boat.
What does love mean to you?
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You're amazing, so amazing
Have I told you enough?
You're my angel, my guardian angel
God knows I have been blessed with love.
But if I'll be gone tomorrow
Would you know how deep my love goes?
Have I ever told you, you're the one?
If the words don't come my way
I hope you still know, I hope it still shows
If the words don't come my way
I hope you still know what my heart wants to say
A love so tender I surrender to this feeling so true
My affirmation, my inspiration
Darling I have been blessed with you
But if I'll be gone tomorrow
Would you know how deep my love goes?
If I was gone forever would you know how much I care?
That you make me feel like flying that I'm sailing on your ocean
That everytime you look at me you see it in my eyes
If the words don't come my way
I hope you still know, I hope it still shows
If the words don't come my way
I hope you still know what my heart wants to say