Monday, May 10, 2004
08:39 p.m.

this world is screwed i tell ya.. let me see.. college day's killin me.. it sux.. and i've got tons of hw to complete by tmr which i've not started on.. but i decided that it was more important that i get the o.c soundtrack.. right? so i was all excited and stuff and when i went there, some idiot tells me there's no stock! can u believe it? i felt like stranglin the woman thou she was so polite and stuff.. arrgh.. dammit.. and so i reach home and i'm tryna complete this human geog essay.. surfed the internet for quite a while before i finally decided to start on it and when i went to the website which we were supposed to visit.. guess what? the site is down! can you believe it? of all things that must happen? then how the hell am i supposed to do my freakin essay? like hello? arggh.. must be some retribution stuff for leavin it till today to do it.. oh fine.. screw me.. go to hell.. arrgh.. what a bloody screwed up world.. haha.. btw did i say that college day sux?

Thursday, April 29, 2004
09:15 p.m.

yes, i'm affected.. in fact, i'm totally affected by it.. i don't know how that came along but it just smacked me in the face and i didn't know how to face it.. it totally shocked me to see that kind of reaction coming out from you.. i didn't know what to do, i didn't know how to face it.. i was lost.. and it hurt so bad.. you asked me to forget bout it, i can't.. it still gives me the shivers whenever i think of it.. it can't be erased.. never.. and i never want to be reminded of it again..

Thursday, April 22, 2004
03:44 p.m.

'he was killed by a cellular phone explosion
they scattered his ashes across the ocean
the water was used to make baby lotion
the wheels of promotion were set into motion'

fountains of wayne - mexican wine

c'mon.. like how cool is this.. i come home, switch on the tv and woah! punk'd! haha.. makes my day.. and then i think of how there's gonna be ami and the o.c. today.. sigh.. bliss.. haha.. btw.. ami was juz amazing yesterday.. can't wait to see who'll go out when they're all so good.. forget john stevens btw.. haha.. i hope it's him..

but tmr is a sickening day i tell ya.. who in the right frame of mind has council elections for like 5 hours.. my god.. such a waste of time.. and i still have geog after that.. to top it off, i can't come late cos i got gp class observation in the morn.. and then cos of that, i'll have to go for whitby.. great.. like how carefully planned was this.. and there's stuff being done to prevent students from being 'distracted' by the lib.. great.. fantastic.. *standing ovation*.. bah.. what the shit..

Thursday, April 15, 2004
03:16 p.m.

got this from kersh's blog.. :).. everthin's not in order btw.. yeah..

10 OF YOUR CLOSEST FRIENDS
1) xiu
2) :p (haha.. i give up on you..)
3) wj
4) canz
5) kersh
6) alexis
7) sharon
8) grace
9) my sis (haha.. dammit :) )
10) my mum

9 THINGS THAT U REALLY WANT RIGHT NOW
9) something cold to drink :)
8) to talk to xiu
7) not to slack so much? haha..
6) to shop
5) sing
4) for my wish to come true..
3) to laugh
2) to bathe
1) to swim.. haha.. it's darn hot..

8 IMPORTANT THINGS IN YOUR BAG
8) hp
7) my wallet
6) my discman/radio
5) can it be the keychain ON my bag? haha..
4) neoprints
3) school stuff ain't impt..
2) ..
1) ..

7 OF YOUR FAVORITE FOOD
7) watermelon (cos i'm eating it now)
6) honeydew's nice! don't understand why stone and pebbleth don't like it.. hmm..
5) long john's silvers
4) fish and co
3) venezia
2) yami yoghurt! haha.. weekly joy..
1) the otah i ate the other day? :)

6 OF YOUR FAVE MOVIES (there's too many to name.. think i'll just write what comes to mind)
6) a walk to remember
5) love actually
4) moulin rouge
3) armagaeddon
2) catch me if you can
1) the sleepers

5 THINGS IN YOUR ROOM
5) bed
4) radio/cd player
3) my cds
2) tv
1) guitar

4 THINGS YOU ATE/DRINK TODAY
4) watermelon
3) vitasoy
2) pocky!
1) vitamin c? :)

3 THINGS YOU COULDN'T LIVE WITHOUT
1) my family (they're not things though, same applies below)
2) friends
3) music

2 THINGS YOU USUALLY READ
2) mags
1) lecture notes? darn.. like how sad is that..

1 PERSON YOU CANT LIVE WITHOUT
:p that's for me to know and for you to find out.. :)

Thursday, April 15, 2004
02:46 p.m.

'we've been on the run, driving in the sun, looking out for #1, california here we come, right back where we started from'... ahh.. phantom planet's california! this song rox.. and there's oc tonight! funky! :)

it feels just great to be at home at such a time of the day.. lovely.. here i am slacking.. just did my thoughts on euthanasia.. that was sure an interesting gp lesson.. set me thinking bout a whole load of things.. nice..

this week has been pretty slack i must say.. compared to the other disgusting weeks that is.. there's not much hw most of the time and i spend every single night with my face glued to the tv, fingers poised on the control waiting to change the channel any time i feel like it, watching like 4 shows concurrently.. the feeling is great! this technology shit just rox..

today was a slack day.. with us lazing around.. i think the only time i was put to use was during barber's lesson.. whole load of writing an essay that i barely completed.. what an irony.. yeah.. my hand hurts.. come to think of it.. i think i write really slowly.. and it doesn't help that dear alexis just sits beside me, writing at machine gun pace and lookin really relaxed.. haha.. think i should do sth bout the speed of my handwriting before i get screwed in my exams again..

received the consent form bout our trip to m'sia.. i'm not really excited by it.. guess it's cos i've been to m'sia like a million times in my life.. oh well.. we'll see how it turns out like.. yeah.. toodles~

Monday, April 12, 2004
07:44 p.m.

about my birthmark.. umm.. when i was a kid there was this bwotch of pen ink on me hand.. then someone scold me ah! i so angry! so, so i clutched my fingers and uh uh i clutched it so hard and then.. smudge! uh oh.. *innocent face* :)

ps.. only stone and pebbleth will get this.. haha.. oh fine.. i'm bored..

Thursday, April 8, 2004
04:18p.m.

blue - breathe easy

cruel to the eye
i see the way he makes you smile
cruel to the eye
watching him hold what used to be mine

why did i lie?
what did i walk away to find
oh why, oh why

i can't breathe easy
can't sleep at night
till you're by my side
no i can't breathe easy
i can't dream yet another dream
without you lying next to me there's no air

curse me inside
for every word that caused you to cry
curse me inside
i won't forget, no i won't baby
i don't know why
i left the one i was looking to find
oh why, oh why

out of my mind
nothing makes sense anymore
i want you back in my life
that's all i'm breathing for

Thursday, April 8, 2004
03:46 p.m.

i know.. i finally know.. i know why teachers nag at us for not passing exams.. i know why teachers come into classrooms looking as if we were the 'best' thing that ever happened to them.. i know why teachers have pms.. i know.. now i know.. and come to think of it.. it's sad.. really sad.. i get it.. it's the way things work around here.. and it's not fair! dammit! and the thought that we don't have a say in it sux.. where are those who will stand up and screw biggies on top? oh darn.. i'm so disillusioned.. sorta changed my perspective on things i've always belived in.. the way all pri sch kids wanna grow up to become teachers? actually, it's not the occupation.. things are still digusting no matter what job you have i believe.. dammit.. like alexis says.. let's get out of here.. though i can't see myself doing so.. but pebbles dear, no way will your number disappear from my phone! you're in it forever.. smiles! :)

Saturday, April 3, 2004
01:01 p.m.

woah.. this week has been pretty disgusting.. but that's how life is most of the time anyway.. so heck.. had a donne marathon thingie today again.. sheesh.. and i couldn't go to my sis' speech day thingie cos of that too.. darn donne.. but i quite liked the last poem though.. riding westward.. like the idea of how he's riding with his back facing the sun/son.. hmm.. good one there.. yeah..

common tests.. haha.. ms vignesh was talking bout how this student was saying how the sch shouldn't really consider our ct results cos most of the students don't take it seriously anyway.. haha.. while i think it's downright absurd to tell the higher ups that.. i quite agree with the latter idea.. haha..

survivor was cool! quite a twist of events.. rob's face was like struck by lightning or sth.. amber's pretty though.. and i kinda liked the outcome though.. haha..

oh and 'you don't have to be posh to suck Beck'.. woah! good one there ya? very witty i must say.. hmm.. haha.. whitby rocks when it comes to these stuff.. and his virgin mary theory rox too.. haha.. hahahahaha..

oh yes! and alexis darling pebbles.. happy b'day my dear! love ya.. :)

Thursday, March 18, 2004
03:04 p.m.

ain't she pretty! ooh! she rox! ami rox my world! the joy of watching those pple with fab singing for 2 hours.. woah! fantastic i tell ya.. i like jasmine trias! pretty pretty! and her singing is like woah! she rox! my idol! and let me see.. there're many fab singers.. like what's her name.. latoya! funky! george huff! and the diana gal! she's only 16! power! and jon the pen salesman is funny! pretty camile was disappointing.. sad.. but it was cool! it was cool! i love the show! makes my day.. make that night.. haha.. mornings and afternoons are now filled with me TRYING to study.. it obviously never gets far.. but you see the pt is that i'm TRYING.. yeah.. that's it.. that's the best attitude yet.. yeah hung? :)

so that's it.. now i'm wondering what da hell i'm doing here when i've got so much more to study.. arggh.. this is killing me.. but the thought of wathcing ami tonight excites me! yay! haha.. i love jasmine trias.. wonder who gets kicked out.. i can't wait! :)

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