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Thursday, November 6, 2003 bitch! 03:42a.m.Thursday, November 6, 2003 what the hell am i doing here man... pw's dry run is tmr and i've not really started... chi is on fri and boy is that worse... i mean... pw sux big time but it's got more weightage than chi! gosh heck! i mean like what the hell... so pissifying... darn... this sux... got a ci yu shou ce for chi but now i've only just started with the letter 'e'... as you know there are 26 letters in an alphabet... so wth... this so sux... and i wanna sleep... oh btw... thanx for everyone's concern man! i got promoted! yay! haha! passed my lit for the first time and that's why! yay yay! haha! must learn how to like lit now that it saved me... hee... yups... to all the pple who called me non-stop to talk or comfort me, thanx! to all my class peeps who listened to my complaints on how life sux and how retained i am, thanx too! you pple all rock my world! love ya guys... as you know... when one is happy, sth has to always spoil it... and that is... PW! sigh... that suckifying piece of shit... i'll smack you off when mon comes... you'll see... meanwhile, piss off! you suck! if pw was a person, he'd be dead my now, and the person who killed him would be a national hero man... piss off pw! 03:41 p.m.Sunday, November 2, 2003 plus one - i need a miracle
tell me, what's it gonna take
i'm tired of days
i know you're listening
tell me, what's it gonna take
i know you're tired
but i'm not asking you
tell me, what's it gonna take
how long can i go on this way 08:18 a.m. Saturday, November 1, 2003 i hate myself. there's so much i could have done to ensure that i wouldn't be in this pathetic state now but i didn't do it... why man? i feel like a bloody failure... i'm so pissed with myself... someone just kill me... did i tell you i hate sch? oh yes i do... draining my every energy left of me.. oh, and did i say that pw sux? totally! wth... darn bastard pw! go to hell... this life sux... oh yes. most imptly, i'm so retained! so so retained. do miracles work? cos if they do i need one man... i feel like dying... 10:17 p.m.Tuesday, October 28, 2003 you know it's bad when the chi ao paper is next fri and you only got to know of it today... you know it's bad when four pple in the class failed econs and you're darn sure you're one of them... you know it's bad when you realise that bloody pw presentation's up next week... you know it's sad when you feel that life sux to the core and that it could just end here... just don't understand... it's not as if i didn't work hard or anything but everything just so depressing... haven't even gotten the results back for god's sake but things aren't looking too good... sigh... sux sux sux! i hate this life... but you know what? you made me real happy today... just for that moment... was such a short while but it had a lasting effect ya? :p thanx... love ya lots... 08:23 p.m.Friday, October 24, 2003 sigh... i don't know how to describe how i'm feeling now but this feeling sux... the exams are over but i'm not happy, neither am i terribly sad... actually i'm quite sad... sheesh... i don't even know what i'm talking about... so now that exams are over i was quite relaxed... either stoning at home or out with peeps... went to school on thu and was given the ans for econs mcq... goodness... i'm so dead... then when the teachers went through the essay outlines, i realised i'm so more than dead... i don't see how i'm gonna pass the paper... same goes for the others... i'm so damn dead... wth... this sux... nj's open day tmr... sigh... have to go quite early... double sigh... went to decorate the picks today but think i did a terrible job out of it... cheryl's decoration had some pics some more... wah... so cheem... must go and see tmr... made me feel so useless... she should have gave us the design for us to follow cos i think ours will be lil' pathetic compared to hers... haha... we couldn't even come out with a design after so long... but too bad... we did it already! haha... the seniors gave out the picks without even decorating it... haha... so... haha! hahahahahahaha... just registered the warranty for my radio online! haha! threw away the old one cos it sounded disgusting and it's so old... yucks... haha... listened to the clay aiken cd at aunt's house today... haha... slack slack slack... all the way till bout dinner time before i went off... was so sian when i had to take the train home... even walking towards the station was tiring... wth... was walking towards the station when indra suddenly popped out in front of me... woah! gave me a big shock... didn't even realise that there was someone behind... haha... must be the music blasting at my ear... or maybe i was just stoning... while i was walking! haha! wth... haha... so now i'm waiting for my show to start! it's a chinese show! haha! *clap hands* the only reason i can watch it is cos there's subtitles! haha! it's quite funny though! cheers me up every night... haha... but eng shows still rock... actually chi shows are okie... just don't like the local ones... think they can't act... haha... it's true what! either the story line sux or is damn predictable or the acting sux... eng shows are better! although the local versions sux too... sigh... what a failure... think i'll just stick to scv and it's various channels... thank god for cable! yeah! oh btw... the taggie's below the page! got so many pple asking me where it is... aiyah... don't really know where to put it and i like it that way! haha! so there goes! :P 12:42 a.m.Wednesday, October 22, 2003 finally got into pitas after days of trying! was quite irritated with the com... seems like others could get into the site except me... bah... had to use the tag board... and to :p, wassup with the smiley? is your name some alien or sth? you're so mad... haha... anyway... so much has happened since the last time i blogged... promos are now over and i have a darn bad feeling bout it... sigh... was the first time in my life i walked into an exam hall being so darn unprepared... never have did an exam without reading a lit text or having chaps not studied for several subs... mind was in a blank... there was just no time... studied yet nothing went in... i think i'm just plain dumb... always takes me really long before i understand something... sigh... i so want to be promoted... i'll so die if i don't... wth... proj work's really killing me... i'm so darn irritated by it... go to school everyday to complete it and stay up late every night staring at the com till my eyes hurt just to finish it... yucks... sux sux sux! it makes me hate sch so much... sch already sux and this makes it darn worse! honestly, i don't think i've hated sch so much in my whole life... yucks... pw sux to the core... this life is stressing me out... everyday i start worrying bout so many things and my head's just gonna explode... this life's just disgusting... what the hell am i doing here man... try to make my life a little better by not worrying bout all these stuff but i can't get them outta my head... even when i'm out i'll still be thinking bout it... btw... talking bout going out! i went out with canz, kersh and wj on sun! the four of us had so much fun gossiping and eating! haha... did all the lame stuff like hitting the thingie on the arcade game till my hands ached! haha... also... went out on fri since i didn't have any exams... spent loads of money buying pressies for myself and other peeps and helping pple buy stuff! spent $200! hahas! happiness... spent bout another $100 when i went out with wj and my gals after i finished with wj and gang... haha! decided not to go tuition... promos are over for god's sake! haha... think i'm mad... okie... didn't go to sch today cos i had cramps... sigh... couldn't sleep the whole night yesterday and just lay there without moving... wth... btw... pple are talking bout my absence from school! it's not that bad what... let me try recalling... blue slip on the wed 2 weeks before exams, didn't come on that thu, blue slip too on fri.. didn't come to sch on tue, thu and fri the following week... blue slip yesterday and absent today.. haha! that's quite a lot! but was really sick on most occasions so it's not my fault what... sigh... haha... i rule... chi exams are coming soon... why does it feel like it's just a stupid class test to me? i'm not doing anything bout it... and i'm sure to regret it later... sigh... there's guitar tmr... sigh... hate carrying that stupid thing to school on the bus... it's so big and bulky... wth... yucks... i hate school... it's disgusting... how i wish sch just revolved around my friends and stuff... no hw or pw... sigh... what a sucky life... i miss so many peeps... really glad i met so many of them during the weekend... you pple made me real happy... i miss all of you and i love ya all!you pple make my life rock... take care... peace be with you peeps... god bless... |
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