Sunday, June 22, 2003
03:21 p.m.
sux...
sigh... went for tuition yesterday... when i was doing maths it suddenly occured to me that my common tests are next week and that i don't have a peck of time left! sheesh! while doing the qns i was stuck at it for like so long i felt like a loser... shucks... what the hell have i been doing for the past 2 weeks? geez... shitified man... now i'm like trying my best to pia everything... sigh... life sux... haven't been coming online often... this is like only the 3rd time i came online this week... miss talking to those peeps online but every night i'm either too tired to go online or i just don't feel like doing so... bleah... haven't started on proj work also... yucks.. why does school suck so bad? school makes life sucky... and it sux to have a life that sux... sheesh... life sux... Wednesday, June 18, 2003 06:53 p.m.
what will i be?
haha... really surprised with the outcome... hee... don't think it'll happen... though i really like what it says i will be cos it's really so me! :p
Saturday, June 14, 2003
10:34 p.m.
"i do"
hee... went to miss hor's wedding today... was really thrilled to see most of the peeps from 4n and all those cedarians... there was much screaming cos we didn't see each other for quite a long time... btw...it's really funny to see your teacher get married... miss hor was so pretty! not that she's not pretty without the wedding dress... but she was looking so sweet and the powerpoint about the couple was so sweet too... haha.. miss hor looked so cute when she was young... haha... they knew each other since jc times! goodness! something like everlasting love... :P her husband's a teacher too so the church was filled with many cedarians and many pupils from her husband's school... haha... such a joyous occasion... she's been like one of the best teachers i ever had... one of the only teachers that make me understand what is going on during a lesson... :p hope she and her hubby will enjoy their life together and may god bless them always! congrats to miss hor! went for barbeque after that... not all turned up though they said they would... sigh... it rained and we had to seek shelter... fortunately the rain stopped later... went around eating and trying to bear kelvin's horrible singing of all the chinese songs... sheesh... haha... had a fun time talking to pauline though cos i haven't seen her for quite a long time... haha... had fun reading the messages in her phone... :P talked bout many things went we came home in the taxi later... seems like life there has been quite sucky for her... but not to worry cos she still has me! hee... decided that we'll go out one day just to have a real long chat...yeah... i'm real sleepy... even slept on the hard stone chair at east coast just now.. goodness gracious... my body ached when i woke up... stoopid chair was so hard...haha... think i'll go and sleep now cos i still have to wake up early tml... sigh... bye! Saturday, June 14, 2003 01:51 p.m.
don't really like raspberry ice-cream but i like what is said bout me! yeah.... i rule...
Friday, June 13, 2003
08:04 a.m.
happy or sad?
yesterday morning sucked... don't wanna talk about it... my eyes hurt like mad... sheesh... went to school after that... school was okie... trying to concentrate though... sharon brought this jumpy bean that could keep turning... so cute... made it jump all over my lit text... haha... maths sucked later... but that bek was so nice... give us early break... when we went back... no surprise... there were like only 3 of us from our class in the lt.. we were like the only 3 not paying attention... haha... think the others there were really mugging man... hehe.. we were trying to write sentences without lifting our pens up... haha... lame... the "your nuts" incident happened... haha... read it on alexis' blog so i don't wanna write it all down again... haha... we're a lame bunch of people... the 3 of us... haha... to sharon and alexis... we rule! :P Wednesday, June 11, 2003 05:43 a.m.
morning...
it's like close to six in the morning... have to be in sch later at 8... think i'll go and get some sleep again later... btw... i'm not mugging! nah! sheesh... haha... was sleeping like a pig at around 9 and woke up only bout 3! haha... slacked on the com till now... yeah... thought i'll write sth here cos pple are starting to complain! haha... read bing's blog just now... haha... she's full of nonsense... yeah... miss hor's wedding is gonna be this week! so excited! finally get to see everyone again! :p happiness... also have 2 bbqs in store for me this week! haha... think i'll never ever get down to studying! but that's so me! haha... had geog lesson today... i was falling asleep but i thought i was still listening to her quite attentively but when she suddenly asked me to and a qn, i sorta woke up! suddenly the whole room was like super clear and i was in a daze man... faked an ans and when i stared at what i had wrote down on my notes earlier... i realised that the handwriting was illegible! sheesh... haha... went town with alexis and sharon on mon... haha... back to my spendthrift ways again... brought out 60 left with 6! haha... as huiying says... no big deal! only a zero! fantastic spending in only a mere few hours... but could have been much better from past experience... think i'm a little rusty! never had much chance to go orc cos of sch... sheesh... took a neoprint and cos the screen's laterally inverted we ended up pulling the wrong person at the wrong side... so the neoprint's like all squashed at one side... haha... laughing like idiots who took neo print for the first time... hee... haha... okie... think i'll end here.... wanna go up and get some sleep! bye! Thursday, June 5, 2003 09:31 p.m.
What's your usual [mood]?
saddening....
don't know what's wrong with me this few days... feeling quite down... it's like there's too many things going on at the same time and i feel so caught in between... sigh... went for tuition today and half the time i was not even in the mood for talking... just sat there stoning my hearts out and feeling weird... feel so depressed with the way things are going on right now... makes me feel like a failure... life sux pretty bad at some times... make that most of the time... to those who have been around with me from like friday... sorry for not responding... don't know what's wrong with me... sigh... Thursday, May 29, 2003 08:49 p.m.
dream...
i sorta had a 'weird dream' during econs lec today... actually it's not really a dream... it's just that i was not awake i guess... haha.. i was waiting for the spastic song to go so that we could take our temperture... i saw the clock and realised that the time was coming soon... i was like going to do a countdown when i slept even before i even started counting... then i woke up just before the stoopid song for the temperature taking started... i sat in front of the stage today and when i woke up i was like 'eh? why isn't it white colour?', cos my room is white in colour... then i realised that it's the stage... and i was like... 'sigh.... i'm in sch' but i thought i was in sr! cos during the first 3 months our class in sr sat in front during chem lectures and if you're not listening to the lecturer, then all you see is the brown stage... so i turned to the right side(nobody was sitting on my right)and i was like 'i thought the walls in lt5 are green in colour? why is it diff now?' i presumed i was half-asleep so i turned to my left expecting to see the sr bunch and all i saw was alexis and i was wondering what the hell she was doing there... then that spastic song came on and i was like 'shooks! i'm in sch! wth!' sigh... i guess i was like not even 10% awake... gosh... how tiring... haha... what a stoopid thing to happen... hee... Tuesday, May 27, 2003 02:39 p.m.
slacking
the title says it all... my pastime... slacking... yeah... haha... in com lab now... doing what? slacking of cos... haha... happiness... had a geog test just now... sux big time... it's never good to have too much time during a test... i'll just have more time to stare into space... what the heck... sigh... gonna have two hours of chinese later... sigh... what a bore... i'm like so freak tired now cos i stayed up to study for the geog test that i still didn't know how to do... am i great or what? thank you... was on my fourth round running just now for 2.4 when i had cramps... so i gave up.. haha... think i'll just use the previous timing... it wasn't that bad anyway... neither was it good... wth... i don't really have a choice right? sux.. #sing, sing a song... lalalalalalala# Sunday, May 25, 2003 10:11 p.m.
my life and ami....
watched the repeat telecast of ami today again... happiness... so happy to see clay and ruben singing again... made my day... i could go on watching the show forever... haha... clay should have won!!! haha... i'm mad... after singing along and slacking i finally went up and realised that i have tons of hw not completed... life so sux... sigh... i go to sch on mon looking forward to fri... what a disusting life... and i have a geog test next week that i've not studied for... and i'm obviously not doing anything bout it... same applies to the hw... haha... life is a vacuum cleaner.... it sux! Friday, May 23, 2003 09:57 p.m.
ami....
ruben is the new american idol... what can i say? they were both equally good... didn't know which one to choose... but i thought clay sang exceptionally well yesterday... so the results were kinda shocking... haha... but ruben's cool too... his singing rocks... flying without wings was superb!!! all the way!!! i love ami... the show rocks... don't think something like that will ever happen in s'pore... sigh... sux... haha... can't wait for ami 3!!! wanna go buy the ami cd... then i can listen to my heart's content... i think i'm mad... but that's just me!!! yeah... haha... life rocks on fri... thank god it's fri... it's the time where i get to slack again... happiness... Thursday, May 22, 2003 09:18 p.m.
floating on air
wow... just heard clay and ruben sing on american idol... they were fantastic! i feel so happy... in heaven... haha... they sing REALLY well! goodness... there's like 3 hours of ami today... and i've got like so much hw to do... this means that i would have to do the more impt thing... which is... watch american idol! it's not everyday that there's a final for ami... yeah? precisely.... proj work still sux and i think it will continue to suck until it's finally over... sux... bleah... had maths and econs test today... both sucked terribly... wth... i was like stoning (as usual) for such a long time before it actually occured to me that there was a test paper in front of me... sigh.. there was obviously no time... but then again, more time wouldn't help either... it might for the econs though... sigh... yucks... disgusting topic.. back to ami... i think i know who the winner is... but i don't wanna go and check... it's definitely more fun to know the results there and then... oh yah spent the whole of thurs singing spastic you're my honey bunch song... it's so cute.... like me... :p go see it... it's so cute... Apple of My Eye i'm sure you'll be reminded of me... okie... better finish my work cos ami's gonna start soon again! yeah! Tuesday, May 20, 2003 07:18 p.m.
sigh...
sigh... what a disgusting day... the stoopid proj work proposal was rejected... what the shit... then we had napfa today... couldn't do that stoopid ifah... dahsed my chance of getting a gold... sian... haha.. by the way i did the pocky thingie today during geog... haha... i'm a true pocky strawberry fan! got it at the first try! yeah! not like my dear gals... haha... i'm a true blue pocky-muncher! make that a true pink pocky muncher! hee... there's like so many tests on thurs and i'm obviously not doing anything bout them... sux... just can't wait for the june hols... which are btw pushed back cos of sars... sad case... life so sux.. a damn powerful vacuum cleaner... sheesh... sigh... i think i better do the proj work thingie now... Tuesday, May 20, 2003 11:56 a.m.
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Strawberry Pocky! You're energetic and you probably
bounce around a lot. You're also a bit naive,
and you probably fall in love easily.
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lalalala....
why am i doing this? it's all alexis and her nonsense.... i know she wants to know more about me cos she loves me... haha... i can imagine her face when she reads this... yeah! this weekend totally sux... proj work sux to the core... what the heck... was talking to alexis on msn just now... then the messenger plus finally worked! yeah! and i was like happiness... so bimbotic! but i love it! yeah baby yeah! there's like so many tests next week but if i'm doing this now what do you think's gonna happen to studying for tests? *grinz* sigh... another boring week starts tml... sch is such a chore... whoever agrees with me breathe... yeah... you're normal.. i'm slacking here and the tv's showing living with lydia though nobody watches it... haha... lame show... billy bong... what the heck lah... the layout so nice... the boy and the girl.. so cute... just like me... i think i'm getting good at self-praise ah? what can i say... it's inborn.. i rule... yeah! haha... okie.. gtg now.. bye!
sux...
sigh... went for tuition yesterday... when i was doing maths it suddenly occured to me that my common tests are next week and that i don't have a peck of time left! sheesh! while doing the qns i was stuck at it for like so long i felt like a loser... shucks... what the hell have i been doing for the past 2 weeks? geez... shitified man... now i'm like trying my best to pia everything... sigh... life sux... haven't been coming online often... this is like only the 3rd time i came online this week... miss talking to those peeps online but every night i'm either too tired to go online or i just don't feel like doing so... bleah... haven't started on proj work also... yucks.. why does school suck so bad? school makes life sucky... and it sux to have a life that sux... sheesh... life sux... Wednesday, June 18, 2003 06:53 p.m.
what will i be?
haha... really surprised with the outcome... hee... don't think it'll happen... though i really like what it says i will be cos it's really so me! :p
Saturday, June 14, 2003
10:34 p.m.
"i do"
hee... went to miss hor's wedding today... was really thrilled to see most of the peeps from 4n and all those cedarians... there was much screaming cos we didn't see each other for quite a long time... btw...it's really funny to see your teacher get married... miss hor was so pretty! not that she's not pretty without the wedding dress... but she was looking so sweet and the powerpoint about the couple was so sweet too... haha.. miss hor looked so cute when she was young... haha... they knew each other since jc times! goodness! something like everlasting love... :P her husband's a teacher too so the church was filled with many cedarians and many pupils from her husband's school... haha... such a joyous occasion... she's been like one of the best teachers i ever had... one of the only teachers that make me understand what is going on during a lesson... :p hope she and her hubby will enjoy their life together and may god bless them always! congrats to miss hor! went for barbeque after that... not all turned up though they said they would... sigh... it rained and we had to seek shelter... fortunately the rain stopped later... went around eating and trying to bear kelvin's horrible singing of all the chinese songs... sheesh... haha... had a fun time talking to pauline though cos i haven't seen her for quite a long time... haha... had fun reading the messages in her phone... :P talked bout many things went we came home in the taxi later... seems like life there has been quite sucky for her... but not to worry cos she still has me! hee... decided that we'll go out one day just to have a real long chat...yeah... i'm real sleepy... even slept on the hard stone chair at east coast just now.. goodness gracious... my body ached when i woke up... stoopid chair was so hard...haha... think i'll go and sleep now cos i still have to wake up early tml... sigh... bye! Saturday, June 14, 2003 01:51 p.m.
don't really like raspberry ice-cream but i like what is said bout me! yeah.... i rule...
Friday, June 13, 2003
08:04 a.m.
happy or sad?
yesterday morning sucked... don't wanna talk about it... my eyes hurt like mad... sheesh... went to school after that... school was okie... trying to concentrate though... sharon brought this jumpy bean that could keep turning... so cute... made it jump all over my lit text... haha... maths sucked later... but that bek was so nice... give us early break... when we went back... no surprise... there were like only 3 of us from our class in the lt.. we were like the only 3 not paying attention... haha... think the others there were really mugging man... hehe.. we were trying to write sentences without lifting our pens up... haha... lame... the "your nuts" incident happened... haha... read it on alexis' blog so i don't wanna write it all down again... haha... we're a lame bunch of people... the 3 of us... haha... to sharon and alexis... we rule! :P Wednesday, June 11, 2003 05:43 a.m.
morning...
it's like close to six in the morning... have to be in sch later at 8... think i'll go and get some sleep again later... btw... i'm not mugging! nah! sheesh... haha... was sleeping like a pig at around 9 and woke up only bout 3! haha... slacked on the com till now... yeah... thought i'll write sth here cos pple are starting to complain! haha... read bing's blog just now... haha... she's full of nonsense... yeah... miss hor's wedding is gonna be this week! so excited! finally get to see everyone again! :p happiness... also have 2 bbqs in store for me this week! haha... think i'll never ever get down to studying! but that's so me! haha... had geog lesson today... i was falling asleep but i thought i was still listening to her quite attentively but when she suddenly asked me to and a qn, i sorta woke up! suddenly the whole room was like super clear and i was in a daze man... faked an ans and when i stared at what i had wrote down on my notes earlier... i realised that the handwriting was illegible! sheesh... haha... went town with alexis and sharon on mon... haha... back to my spendthrift ways again... brought out 60 left with 6! haha... as huiying says... no big deal! only a zero! fantastic spending in only a mere few hours... but could have been much better from past experience... think i'm a little rusty! never had much chance to go orc cos of sch... sheesh... took a neoprint and cos the screen's laterally inverted we ended up pulling the wrong person at the wrong side... so the neoprint's like all squashed at one side... haha... laughing like idiots who took neo print for the first time... hee... haha... okie... think i'll end here.... wanna go up and get some sleep! bye! Thursday, June 5, 2003 09:31 p.m.
What's your usual [mood]?
saddening....
don't know what's wrong with me this few days... feeling quite down... it's like there's too many things going on at the same time and i feel so caught in between... sigh... went for tuition today and half the time i was not even in the mood for talking... just sat there stoning my hearts out and feeling weird... feel so depressed with the way things are going on right now... makes me feel like a failure... life sux pretty bad at some times... make that most of the time... to those who have been around with me from like friday... sorry for not responding... don't know what's wrong with me... sigh... Thursday, May 29, 2003 08:49 p.m.
dream...
i sorta had a 'weird dream' during econs lec today... actually it's not really a dream... it's just that i was not awake i guess... haha.. i was waiting for the spastic song to go so that we could take our temperture... i saw the clock and realised that the time was coming soon... i was like going to do a countdown when i slept even before i even started counting... then i woke up just before the stoopid song for the temperature taking started... i sat in front of the stage today and when i woke up i was like 'eh? why isn't it white colour?', cos my room is white in colour... then i realised that it's the stage... and i was like... 'sigh.... i'm in sch' but i thought i was in sr! cos during the first 3 months our class in sr sat in front during chem lectures and if you're not listening to the lecturer, then all you see is the brown stage... so i turned to the right side(nobody was sitting on my right)and i was like 'i thought the walls in lt5 are green in colour? why is it diff now?' i presumed i was half-asleep so i turned to my left expecting to see the sr bunch and all i saw was alexis and i was wondering what the hell she was doing there... then that spastic song came on and i was like 'shooks! i'm in sch! wth!' sigh... i guess i was like not even 10% awake... gosh... how tiring... haha... what a stoopid thing to happen... hee... Tuesday, May 27, 2003 02:39 p.m.
slacking
the title says it all... my pastime... slacking... yeah... haha... in com lab now... doing what? slacking of cos... haha... happiness... had a geog test just now... sux big time... it's never good to have too much time during a test... i'll just have more time to stare into space... what the heck... sigh... gonna have two hours of chinese later... sigh... what a bore... i'm like so freak tired now cos i stayed up to study for the geog test that i still didn't know how to do... am i great or what? thank you... was on my fourth round running just now for 2.4 when i had cramps... so i gave up.. haha... think i'll just use the previous timing... it wasn't that bad anyway... neither was it good... wth... i don't really have a choice right? sux.. #sing, sing a song... lalalalalalala# Sunday, May 25, 2003 10:11 p.m.
my life and ami....
watched the repeat telecast of ami today again... happiness... so happy to see clay and ruben singing again... made my day... i could go on watching the show forever... haha... clay should have won!!! haha... i'm mad... after singing along and slacking i finally went up and realised that i have tons of hw not completed... life so sux... sigh... i go to sch on mon looking forward to fri... what a disusting life... and i have a geog test next week that i've not studied for... and i'm obviously not doing anything bout it... same applies to the hw... haha... life is a vacuum cleaner.... it sux! Friday, May 23, 2003 09:57 p.m.
ami....
ruben is the new american idol... what can i say? they were both equally good... didn't know which one to choose... but i thought clay sang exceptionally well yesterday... so the results were kinda shocking... haha... but ruben's cool too... his singing rocks... flying without wings was superb!!! all the way!!! i love ami... the show rocks... don't think something like that will ever happen in s'pore... sigh... sux... haha... can't wait for ami 3!!! wanna go buy the ami cd... then i can listen to my heart's content... i think i'm mad... but that's just me!!! yeah... haha... life rocks on fri... thank god it's fri... it's the time where i get to slack again... happiness... Thursday, May 22, 2003 09:18 p.m.
floating on air
wow... just heard clay and ruben sing on american idol... they were fantastic! i feel so happy... in heaven... haha... they sing REALLY well! goodness... there's like 3 hours of ami today... and i've got like so much hw to do... this means that i would have to do the more impt thing... which is... watch american idol! it's not everyday that there's a final for ami... yeah? precisely.... proj work still sux and i think it will continue to suck until it's finally over... sux... bleah... had maths and econs test today... both sucked terribly... wth... i was like stoning (as usual) for such a long time before it actually occured to me that there was a test paper in front of me... sigh.. there was obviously no time... but then again, more time wouldn't help either... it might for the econs though... sigh... yucks... disgusting topic.. back to ami... i think i know who the winner is... but i don't wanna go and check... it's definitely more fun to know the results there and then... oh yah spent the whole of thurs singing spastic you're my honey bunch song... it's so cute.... like me... :p go see it... it's so cute... Apple of My Eye i'm sure you'll be reminded of me... okie... better finish my work cos ami's gonna start soon again! yeah! Tuesday, May 20, 2003 07:18 p.m.
sigh...
sigh... what a disgusting day... the stoopid proj work proposal was rejected... what the shit... then we had napfa today... couldn't do that stoopid ifah... dahsed my chance of getting a gold... sian... haha.. by the way i did the pocky thingie today during geog... haha... i'm a true pocky strawberry fan! got it at the first try! yeah! not like my dear gals... haha... i'm a true blue pocky-muncher! make that a true pink pocky muncher! hee... there's like so many tests on thurs and i'm obviously not doing anything bout them... sux... just can't wait for the june hols... which are btw pushed back cos of sars... sad case... life so sux.. a damn powerful vacuum cleaner... sheesh... sigh... i think i better do the proj work thingie now... Tuesday, May 20, 2003 11:56 a.m.
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Strawberry Pocky! You're energetic and you probably
bounce around a lot. You're also a bit naive,
and you probably fall in love easily.
What Kind of Pocky are You?
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lalalala....
why am i doing this? it's all alexis and her nonsense.... i know she wants to know more about me cos she loves me... haha... i can imagine her face when she reads this... yeah! this weekend totally sux... proj work sux to the core... what the heck... was talking to alexis on msn just now... then the messenger plus finally worked! yeah! and i was like happiness... so bimbotic! but i love it! yeah baby yeah! there's like so many tests next week but if i'm doing this now what do you think's gonna happen to studying for tests? *grinz* sigh... another boring week starts tml... sch is such a chore... whoever agrees with me breathe... yeah... you're normal.. i'm slacking here and the tv's showing living with lydia though nobody watches it... haha... lame show... billy bong... what the heck lah... the layout so nice... the boy and the girl.. so cute... just like me... i think i'm getting good at self-praise ah? what can i say... it's inborn.. i rule... yeah! haha... okie.. gtg now.. bye!
» Gareth Gates - What my Heart Wants To Say
You're amazing, so amazing
Have I told you enough?
You're my angel, my guardian angel
God knows I have been blessed with love.
But if I'll be gone tomorrow
Would you know how deep my love goes?
Have I ever told you, you're the one?
If the words don't come my way
I hope you still know, I hope it still shows
If the words don't come my way
I hope you still know what my heart wants to say
A love so tender I surrender to this feeling so true
My affirmation, my inspiration
Darling I have been blessed with you
But if I'll be gone tomorrow
Would you know how deep my love goes?
If I was gone forever would you know how much I care?
That you make me feel like flying that I'm sailing on your ocean
That everytime you look at me you see it in my eyes
If the words don't come my way
I hope you still know,I hope it still shows
If the words don't come my way
I hope you still know what my heart wants to say
You're amazing, so amazing
Have I told you enough?
You're my angel, my guardian angel
God knows I have been blessed with love.
But if I'll be gone tomorrow
Would you know how deep my love goes?
Have I ever told you, you're the one?
If the words don't come my way
I hope you still know, I hope it still shows
If the words don't come my way
I hope you still know what my heart wants to say
A love so tender I surrender to this feeling so true
My affirmation, my inspiration
Darling I have been blessed with you
But if I'll be gone tomorrow
Would you know how deep my love goes?
If I was gone forever would you know how much I care?
That you make me feel like flying that I'm sailing on your ocean
That everytime you look at me you see it in my eyes
If the words don't come my way
I hope you still know,I hope it still shows
If the words don't come my way
I hope you still know what my heart wants to say